How To TRULY Let Go and Learn Freedom w/ Reality Transurfing and David Hawkins Vadim Zeland

And somehow convince my partner of 5 years to move with me to a country he's never been to. Just the intention to evolve to those higher versions of reality sometimes isn't enough. I'm gonna call it here. So, this video is for those of you that are either, one, challenged, to ascend to some of those higher layers of reality, or start the process because of all this stuff. I'm gonna talk a lot about letting go, I'm gonna talk a lot about the Quantum Clearing Method. Been monumental tools in me doing this. Hello, hello, hello, Transurfer and the Transurfing curious! My name is Renee Garcia, guys, and this is Transurfing TV! And I'm just gonna call it out here before I begin, I have never turned the camera on in my present state of being. I am going through it, y'all, like in a massive way, in ways that are both foreign and scary and exciting to me all at the same time. My lower self is struggling to understand what it is exactly that's happening, and— my place in the world. And I'm witnessing this via my Higher Self, and allowing my Lower Self to sort of go through a trainwreck of emotions, while my Higher Self's kind of watching and nodding in satisfaction, like, "Yeah, this is what you need to do." This is what you need to do. You're purging. I'm gonna get into this process, the purge, a massive purge that I have dove into, embraced wholeheartedly. And it's kind of like the Wave of Fortune. It's just the wave of letting go. And I'm just letting myself go through it, and it is— absolutely remarkable. Right before I turned the camera on, I was up in the bathroom getting ready, and my boyfriend came in and he said, "Do you think you really should film a video today? Maybe you should take a break from the whole thing." And I thought about it for a second, and I was like, "You know what? No. I'm gonna film today, because this is the perfect time to do it." This is the perfect time to do it. I'm not a perfect person. I'm flawed in so many ways. I have a very, very powerful Higher Self, can command reality and do amazing and extreme things, as I'm experiencing right now. My lower self is still very active at times. I barely had the energy to get off the couch this morning after my cup of coffee and get myself to the shower to get ready for filming this video. And I'm going through so much! This is gonna be the basis of what I'm gonna talk about today. Letting go, clearing parts of myself, clearing things in my world, relationships, material stuff. Man! I got rid of 99.9% of my belongings in this last month. All the things that I have held dear to me, I've— thrown away probably 50 pounds of old photographs, journals, keepsakes, birthday cards from relatives, all sorts of little memorabilia things that I've had my entire life. And I've fit everything that I'm taking to my next layer of reality into 3 suitcases. And that's it. That's all I've got. And this is minuscule compared to what I have let go of in the metaphysical sense, and emotionally, and with relationships, with my relationship with the United States of America. I mean, it's kind of a trip. For those of you watching this video that don't know what it is— what the hell I'm talking about, go back and take a look at the last video. I talk about going on vacation over the summer to the Republic of Georgia, to Tbilisi, falling in absolute love with it, and making a very quick decision, because of such extreme Heart and Mind Coordination, that I was gonna buy a house there. And somehow convince my partner of 5 years to move with me to a country he's never been to, immigrate to a developing nation and leave the United States. And the last video was me getting ready to leave to Tbilisi to renovate and furnish the house and get it ready for some high-quality living. I went and I did that, and I will talk about what happened. After I— well, I'll talk about that actual experience of doing that, which was a trip, and what has transpired since then. And I'm gonna go through all of the tools that I'm currently using to sever lots of Pendulums and energetic connections and things holding me back. From a higher state of being, a higher self and a higher version of reality that is there waiting for me. But I've had some weights on me, and I've had to let go. And I understand now, more so than ever— I mean, this is the amazing thing about Vadim Zeland's work, Reality Transurfing, is— If you choose to view reality and Lifetracks from the visual model that I use, layers of reality stacked upon each other, and the top one is your highest best version, and the lower one is you, you know, bottomed out, depressed, and not living the way you wanna live, and not having the things that you wanna have, not your Higher Self, all that kind of stuff, Just the intention to evolve to those higher versions of reality sometimes isn't enough. I'm gonna call it here. We have to let go of sandbags that are holding us down to those lower versions of reality. And these sandbags can come in all types of forms: people, relationships, places, your occupation, physical material stuff, a house. House filled with stuff, children. I mean, I'm not, obviously, promoting anybody to cut their kids loose so they can go to a higher version of reality. But we get into these well-worn grooves of operating and these patterns. And even after the time has passed, that you can make a move, maybe you still don't, simply out of a habitual pattern of not doing so. So, the Lifetrack Switch that I'm currently experiencing, this is a very, very different Lifetrack Switch from any of the others, because usually, in the past, I would switch Lifetracks because I didn't like the one that I was on. I would see something wrong with it. I would think, "There's something about this I don't like. I wanna change. This isn't for me anymore." There was always something up with that Lifetrack, and I would sort of use that— dissatisfaction, or whatever it was that was playing out that I didn't like, to kind of force me out of that Lifetrack towards a higher one. And it has worked. It absolutely has worked. But now, this is a very different Lifetrack Switch. This is a Lifetrack Switch purely coming from a desire to experience something higher, not discontent with my current layer. I live in what I consider to be one of the most beautiful parts of the United States. I'm in the Rocky Mountains. Absolutely gorgeous, extremely high quality of life. Everything that I've ever wanted. Beautiful house, beautiful scenery, great food, all of it. But my heart saw something, and my mind lit up in agreement with my heart that this was a fantastic new intention, new goal. And I took my world up on it. I had no idea what sort of resistance was going to come in my direction as— a result of me declaring this new intention. And I realized that the releasing of the sandbags, when it is simply because of a change for something higher, there's just going to be a bunch of junk and garbage, and reality debris that has to get cleared out, because some of those higher versions, you gotta be light. You gotta be light. And man, I'm a huge fan of Dr. David Hawkins' "Letting Go." I've talked about his book a lot on this channel. When I started going through the process, which I will talk about, Extensively. In this video today, I knew the tool that I had to go for, and it's Dr. David Hawkins' 'Letting Go'. So, I used Dr. David Hawkins' 'Letting Go' audiobook and my own Quantum Clearing method to, in the moment, go through each and every bit of resistance, obstacle, challenge, that I was encountering. And it was in this action that I lucidly saw how much I was still holding on to. And I thought I had cleared a lot, but there was so much more left to go. And the timing of this experience, quite interesting. I've done this alone. In an empty house. My partner was away for an extended period of time in Antarctica. It's like such a fucking weird story! And I had to stare myself down. I had to stare my reality down. I had to stare my Importance levels down. I had to stare what I was holding onto down, and really dissect it and look at it, and keep my eyes open, not go to sleep, because I knew that if I didn't, I wasn't going to get where I wanted to go, both in the physical world and ascending to the higher version of myself. It was time to truly let some things go. So, this video is for those of you that are either, one, challenged, to ascend to some of those higher layers of reality, or start the process, because of all this stuff that can get in the way and hold you down to your layer like sandbags. And those of you that are mid-Ascension, coming up against challenges, and some of the tools that have helped me, to reconcile the imbalances that are created that keep progress and growth hindered. I'm gonna, obviously, go over the story a bit, and where I am now. Tomorrow. Tomorrow's it! We're leaving! I have all my worldly possessions, 3 suitcases. The house is empty. My filming equipment's gonna go in the— garbage can after this video, and I am diving into the Alternative Space with reckless abandon, part of me trusting myself, trusting my world, and my lower self still having a bit of a fit in some ways, but understanding that that's okay, and in fact, it's actually necessary, because that lower self is going to— really help you to connect with what it is you need to connect with to let some shit go so you can ascend. If you didn't get the last video, catch the last video. Go back and take a look. It'll bring you up to date. And then you can know what the hell it is I'm talking about with this part of my journey. I'm gonna talk a lot about letting go. I'm gonna talk a lot about the Quantum Clearing Method. Been monumental tools in me doing this. I'm gonna talk about Heart and Mind Coordination, and how Heart and Mind Coordination really is the magical elixir that will help you to overcome obstacles in the moment and continue to provide you with that energy you need to keep going, if your goal is truly intended for you. I'm going to talk a little bit more on giving up the conventional viewpoint of static reality, and switching from "I can't" to "I can," and getting yourself into a position where whatever it is that comes in front of you in your life, on this path of personal evolution towards some higher layers of reality, your sovereign right as a creator of your own reality to either accept what is happening or to let it go. And this is probably gonna be the most powerful part of my message today, getting yourself to a position in your life where you really feel this power in being able to either accept or deny something. Could be a toxic relationship, could be a Limiting Belief, could be low energy levels, it could be patterns, it can be anything! But getting yourself to a point where you see yourself, you see your reality, eyes wide open, lucid, clarity. "Do I accept this, or am I ready to let it go?" And this pushed me to a point I had never gotten to in my life, in my Reality Transurfing practice. And holy fuck! Fuck! I'm going through it still right now, but like, I can feel that I'm at the precipice for a whole new view of life from the top of a mountain. And I'm ready for it. So, I was gonna name this video "The Purge," and then I thought, "No, I wanna name it 'Purgatory.'" Because somebody had suggested that this space in between Lifetracks is like the waiting room. And I thought, "God, it really is!" Your previous version of reality is being dismantled and disintegrating before your very eyes, and a higher, better version materializing and coming together. But that space in between can be a motherfucker! And it is like purgatory, a little bit. But then I saw both terms, purgatory and the purge, and I realized purgatory— purge is the root of purgatory. And the reason that we're in this holding pattern, we're in this space, is because we do have to let go in order to move on. There's no way around it. So, I'm in a place of letting go now. My partner didn't think it was a good idea for me to do this video, and I thought, "You know what? It's absolutely the right time to do this video in this state of being," because I want those of you to know that are challenged to ascend, or challenged— to even believe that you can, because you might feel stuck with some lower nature parts of yourself, or resistance in your external world, all the feedback and noise and debris may be holding you back, that as long as you continue to take action in the direction of your Higher Self and that higher version of reality, your lower self is just— I really— see my Higher Self just grabbing my lower self by the hand and just urging her along. Scared little Renee, injured Renee, childlike, emotionally unstable Renee, uncertain Renee, doubtful Renee. That little version of me is getting smaller and smaller, but the smaller she gets, the more of a fit she throws when it's time to evolve. And Higher Self is doing a little bit of a babysitting job right now, and little Renee is definitely putting up a fight. But it does not mean that we're not going. We are. So, I wanna talk about the tools that I'm using right now, and how— monumental they have been for me in each stage of this process. Where I left my last video off, I was going to Georgia. I got there. The house was— it was the first time I'd ever seen the house in person. It was mid-renovation, and really just a shell of a house. I was overwhelmed. I was missing my dogs, missing my boyfriend, missing comfort. I actually attempted to live in the house during the renovations, and it was really hard physically. I had an extreme bout of culture shock, and I felt as though reality, as I— knew it was gone. And here I was in a very dynamic layer of reality, foreign country, foreign language, and I was having a hard time. It was definitely a dynamic situation that I had to rise up to meet, you know, all the things that needed to be done. I did it! I did all of it. And at the same time, I managed to convince my partner, who had never been to Georgia, to go move there. And he surprisingly agreed. So, I wrapped up all the renovations, got the place fully furnished. It's beautiful! It's sitting there waiting for us, this whole new version of reality. There, materialized. I used my latest offering, Rapid Materialization Magic, to make that happen. And it was kind of crazy, actually, because on one hand, I felt like I had this power to really make something cool happen, like I felt like a sorcerer, I felt like a magician. That I was utilizing these tools and things were coming together so powerfully and so quickly and so beautifully, in a lot of ways. But then, there was also this huge mess, and things weren't moving in a timeframe that I thought they would. And I was challenged with some of the ways that I was treated during the whole experience, because I was there by myself. I'm an American woman that clearly doesn't know anything about renovations. And I found myself in chaos, and not understanding what it was that I could do to get the thing to fully materialize. And I really had to, like, just take all my energy and all my metaphysical powers and all my Transurfing tools, and use it all in a way where it was like the ultimate Transurfing test. Frailing, Outer Intention, using Heart and Mind Coordination, continually running my Slide. And I did it! It was like this big burst of Transurfing power and energy had to, like, come up out of me to get this thing done. And I did it! And I did it! So, I left. Georgia. I came back here. I had a couple of days to spend with my partner before he left on a month trip to Antarctica. And then, it was my task— this trip of his had already been planned for a number of years, so it kind of— this whole thing with Georgia sort of laid over the top of existing plans that were already set. And I knew that I was gonna have to come back, see him for just a couple of days, and then I was going to have to go about dismantling this layer of reality. And this is where shit fucking kicked off big time. It got real. And this is where I encountered the power of "I can," and acknowledging when I'm subconsciously running "I can't" in the background. My first thought, once my partner was gone, was just of, absolute overwhelm. He was gonna be gone for a month, and by the time he came back, we would have just 10 days until we actually made the move. And I needed to get rid of all of our stuff. We decided we're not gonna store anything, we're not gonna transport anything, we're gonna take 3 suitcases each and our dogs, and we're gonna immigrate to Georgia. So, he leaves, and I wake up the morning, after he's gone, and absolute overwhelm just washes over me. "I can't! I don't have the strength! I'm tired from the month of the renovations and being in a country by myself without any assistance, and getting everything done and put in place." And I just felt— like I couldn't do it, that it was just gonna require something of me that I didn't have. And I caught myself. I see myself, I see my reality. And I realized, just as I had realized before leaving to Georgia, that all of my life now, this layer of reality, everything that I have, everything that I'm experiencing, state of being, all that I am benefiting from in my layer of reality is happening because I have switched over my worldview from a static version of reality, "This is what I have. This is who I am. This is what I can do. This is what I can't do." And I switched my worldview over to, a fluid layer of reality. "I am who I wanna be. I can do what I want to do." Reality is not static, and it should not be taken at face value. And this insight that I received about "I can" versus "I can't" is along the same lines, just as powerful. And I want it, really, to be the root of— My message today, the moment you catch yourself saying, "I can't," "It's not possible," "I don't have what it takes," "It's too hard," "It's too much of a challenge," the moment you catch yourself in that mode and you switch over to "I can," That's when apples fall to the sky, that's when your current version of reality begins to crumble and a new one starts to materialize. So, this is what happened for me. Now, there was a lot of shit that— you know, talk about, like, that whole crabs trying to climb out of the bucket and the other crabs pulling them back down. So, I wake up in the morning and I'm like, "I can't! I can't do this! I don't have the energy! I don't have what it takes! I don't know what to do!" And I switched, "I can. I do. I will. I intend. I have." And when you— I'm just gonna speak from experience here. When you declare this to your world, the Pendulums in your life, in your layer of reality, This is like— this is an explosion in your version of reality that all the Pendulums recognize and see. "One's getting away! One is getting away! Get her!" You know, pulling the crab back down in the bucket. In all sorts of ways, in intentional ways, such as family members. So, My dad and I are still fairly close, and I told him— obviously, he knows about everything that I'm doing. And my sister and I are no longer talking. He told my sister, on a trip down to my hometown, that I was leaving. And my sister's response to that was to come onto Transurfing TV on YouTube and leave a bunch of hater comments. And I could just see that she was hurt, or angry, or whatever, and she was acting out. But I got a bunch of stuff like this, bizarre external feedback coming in my direction by the news of me leaving the country. Then there was like this unintentional stuff, like— The pet shipping for my 2 dogs got incredibly complex, and really serious, actually. I ended up having to do a bunch of homework, and realized that shipping the pets in the manner that I was was not going to be good for them. They would've essentially been in their crates for about 5 days without being let out, because of— red tape tax situation in Georgia. They would've had to go and sit in a Taxation Bureau office, and all this stuff was gonna have to happen. And I had to let go of, "I might not be arriving to Georgia in the timeframe or the way that I thought that I would." And we actually formulated a new plan that we were gonna fly to Germany and have to drive 2,500 miles. In a new car that I would have to buy to Georgia. And this was extremely upsetting to me, because I was holding on to some idea of how exactly this transition was going to play out. And I had to acknowledge that if I wanna make this Lifetrack Switch, if I really wanna do this, I have to be fluid. I have to be willing to do what my reality asks of me and let go of my preconceived ideas of exactly how the thing is going to play out. Leaving the US. Huge! Huge Pendulum! Lots of people, especially on my partner's side of the family, mine as well. But, you know, in the United States, there's this thing where, —people that live here, they view the US as being the greatest country in the world. And in a lot of ways, it is. I believe that. But there's this attitude that if you're leaving the US, you're leaving to something inferior. And me and my partner have experienced this in extreme ways that has been really, like— Again, crabs trying to pull you back down into the bucket, right? So, all of this stuff, Pendulums, intentional resistance, unintentional resistance, letting go of lower parts or older parts of myself, patterns, expanding the walls of my comfort zone, all of this. Sort of hit me like a quantum 2x4, just boom! Right in the face! Right in the face! Like, my partner left, and it all just— it just punched me right in the face. And I had a lot of support, a lot of people reached out to me offering support, friends and people from the Transurfing community. And I actually chose to— just kind of go through it on my own. And when I mean go through it on my own, I don't mean suppression, y'all! I did not suppress or hold anything back. Again, with full lucidity, I see myself, I see my reality. I let my lower self luxuriate in— fear and "I can't," "I'm scared," "I don't know how." And I just allowed it! I just allowed it! And it was super, super, super painful, because I'm leaving it all behind! I'm leaving it all behind! And my Higher Self is rejoicing, my lower self is mourning. I threw about 50 pounds of pictures, journals, keepsakes, mementos, all sorts of things that I've had for years and years and years, all gone! Thrown into a garbage can! I sold all my worldly possessions. I had an estate sale here. I did it by myself. A friend helped, but my partner was gone. And— I literally opened the door to about 50 people at 9:00 AM on a Saturday morning to come through and rummage through all of my things, my Transurfing throne, all my puppets, my books, my space pants. They're all gone! So, this has been a lot. This has been a lot. Letting go of the physical, letting go of the patterns, the familiarity, relationships. I actually had a pretty emotional day yesterday. My partner and I went for a walk down by the river, beautiful trail down there, and I said, "This might be the last time we walk down here." And we agreed that it probably was. And I said, "Wow! I might never come back to the USA again!" And he's like, "Really?" And I said, "Well, I mean, I think the family members that I'm close to will come to Georgia and visit. I don't really see why I would come back, unless it was maybe for something with your family, like a family emergency." His mom's not doing too well. And— he said to me, "You know, I think in the case of a family emergency, I would probably just come on my own and not drag you through it." And I don't know what it was about that statement, but it was almost like it severed the last tie from me to the US. And I realized there is actually a possibility that I don't come back. And— "I'm leaving it all behind. I'm really leaving it all behind." And this upset me so deeply that I got very emotional, I started crying, and I actually walked away from my partner and left him with the 2 dogs, and I walked back to the house by myself. And I was walking down the street, super slippery, snow everywhere, and I was just sobbing. And somebody walked by me, and I put my hood up over my face and I put my head down, not wanting the person or somebody else to see me cry. And I caught myself in the moment, and I was like, "You know what? Fuck that! I'm crying for real reasons, and I'm allowing myself to be emotional, and I'm allowing myself to let go for legitimate reasons. And I'm not gonna be ashamed of that." And if suppression of emotions is the status quo, fuck it, I'll just be embarrassed then. You know? And I held my head high, and tears streaming down my face, I walked home. And pretty depleted. I didn't sleep very well last night. Today is the last day that we're here. I have all sorts of thoughts running through my mind. I'm confused, I'm disoriented, I'm challenged to see the end of this and getting back to a place of comfort. I've been living in a pretty destabilized version of reality for about the last 3 months now, beginning with leaving for Georgia and the renovations and living through all that, to coming back to the house and getting rid of everything and everything that's had to— everything that's had to go in order to make this possible. And I think this amount of time living in a very destabilizing state, it's just gotten to me. But here's the thing, it doesn't mean that I stop. It doesn't mean— I don't have to stop. And I think in the past, when I've attempted to do things and I've met this level of instability, physical and structural instability in my reality, everything turned upside down, I would stop and revert and go back. Because even if I wanted to evolve, and even if the last place wasn't exactly acknowledged as the highest version for me, It was comfortable, so I'd go back. So, this is me moving through this space, still continuing to take action with my lower self kicking and screaming like a motherfucker, right? And allowing that to happen, eyes open, lucidly, have your fit, because we are moving. So, Letting go. I wanna talk about letting go and the Quantum Clearing Method, and how these two things have helped me in such magnificent ways. I mean, talk about a pacifier or a snuggly blanket in moments of fear and loss. So, I would start to go through something, and God! I mean, I really have gone through— letting go of so many different things, letting go of the US, letting go of feeling as though I could control something with my dogs being transported. This has been one of the biggest ones. I paid a tremendous amount of money to have them shipped in a specific way, and it was the best that I could do, but I still was scared that something would happen to them while being transported. And at a certain point, I realized, "Something could happen! Something could happen! You have to acknowledge that, Renee!" And me letting go of my beloved dogs, the safety and comfort of them, my God! I mean, it would be like somebody letting go of safety and comfort for their children! It was a huge thing for me! But I had to get in there and work with— What is underneath this fear? What is driving this anxiety and fear about needing to control in an extreme way the comfort and security of my dogs? Well, it's my fear of being alone! You know? It's my fear of being alone. I actually had to also let go of, as crazy as it sounds, like— my partner in all this, and sort of resign myself to, "This might actually cause me to end up alone. What if we get over to Georgia and the thing isn't for him, and he wants to come back? Then I'm living in a developing country by myself. There's an embargo of pets coming back to the US because Georgia is—" a red country when it comes to their situation with rabies. They actually don't let the dogs just come back that are over in Georgia. So, I've had all these thoughts underlying, right? Stuff deep, deep, deep within myself that took me using this process, letting go, and the Quantum Clearing Method, to pull up what these fears are exactly, what my anxiety is stemming from exactly, and working with that to resolve it, so I could let go of the thing in the moment and continue with my process of evolution. And what this has meant for me. My sovereignty has exponentially increased. Yes, I'm going with my dogs. Yes, I'm going with my partner. Yes, there's a beautiful house there waiting for us. I know all of these things that I have and hold, and I know that I can lose them as well, and I know the inherent— challenges and risks of doing something like this, and I have let go of the things that I have felt I've needed to hold on to for reasons that my lower self has set up, if that makes sense. So, I'm coming out of this chaos, constructed chaos, storm, a hurricane of constructed chaos. I'm stepping out of it intact. My reality— the things that I want in my reality are with me, but I have let go of feeling as though I need to have these things for my safety and security and happiness. I'm actually— practicing like a fucking Buddha here, impermanence, and releasing my happiness from external factors. And I had no idea! I had no idea that this was gonna happen. So, letting go and the Quantum Clearing Method. Letting go has been the tool to help me determine, Why? Right? So, okay, why am I having such anxiety about the dogs? What's underneath that? Okay? You love them and you want them in your life. Why? Why do you need that? And going down and peeling those layers back. And then, the Quantum Clearing Method is me acknowledging how those things, create behaviors and patterns expressed by me into my world that creates the imbalance. Okay? So, let me say this again. This is a delicate point, and it's very powerful, and it's very meaningful, if you can grab onto it. Letting go is the art of you acknowledging why it is that you're holding on to something, going, like, peeling layers of an onion, getting down to the root of it. Why are you holding on? Quantum Clearing Method is you seeing and acknowledging how whatever it is that you're holding on to is manifesting itself into a behavior, characteristic, quality, or trait that is actually hindering growth and evolution for you in your layer of reality. So, example, situation with the dogs. Fear, anxiety, "Dogs are everything. My dogs are—" And I know a lot of you are probably gonna say, "Yeah, they are!" And they are! I love them! I would never wanna lose them! But they're just the materialization of something within that is out of whack or off balance. So, me getting to the root of that actually allows me to experience true love of the animals and not attachment. The attachment— materializes in neurotic behaviors and overcontrolling ways with the animals that disrupt the balance in my version of reality. This is Balancing Forces, this is Excess Potential. This is exactly why we always get exactly what we don't want. So, it's me working on these things in the moment, And really getting in there and severing those energetic connections that are unhealthy and resulting in Excess Potential, which invites in Balancing Forces, and me kind of forfeiting the game before it's even begun, right? "I know this sounds fucked up, but it's just what I had to do. Something's gonna happen to the dogs." "Boyfriend's gonna get there and he's gonna hate it, and he's gonna leave you there." Running that Negative Slide in advance and coming to a place of acceptance, and "I'm okay regardless of how it plays out," this actually gives me the power to evolve. Because in that, I can let go and still take action. Playing into that stuff, I stay safe and stuck, and the walls of my little comfort zone stay nice and tight, and I stay put, right? So, what I'm attempting to do here is climb the mountain to the fucking top, right? David Hawkins talks about this in 'Letting Go'. Some people are okay— with the view from halfway up. I wanna get to the top of the mountain, and I wanna see it with my own two eyes. I want to experience the top of the mountain. I want to experience non-attachment. I want to experience letting go. Letting go of static reality, letting go of family programs, letting go of cultural programs, "USA is number one!" You know? That kind of stuff. I wanna let go of all of that. I wanna strip myself down. I want to see who I really am as a sovereign being, a creator of my own reality, willing to accept whatever my world wants to give me from the top of that mountain, and I'm not going to be truly satisfied until I do. And that's okay! That's okay. I am on— and I know this is kind of like anti-Reality Transurfing in some ways, "Oh, you should be satisfied with whatever you have!" Yeah, in the moment, I am. In the moment, I am. But as a whole in my life, I wanna see the top of that mountain. I wanna see the sunset, stripped down, let go from the top of that mountain. Anomalous action got me here! This whole thing started with anomalous action. If you are stuck in your layer of reality and you don't know what it is to do, you have to train yourself to take anomalous action. We get in these ruts, they're comfortable, we're confined, we're not going anywhere. My ability to do something like this, to make a move like this, is a result of me having trained my action muscle. I had to get used to stepping outside of my comfort zone and going in a new direction, doing some sort of action. That was foreign to me, and get myself very, very, very accustomed to it. So, when my heart and mind chose something higher and better for myself, anomalous action comes with ease, right? Now, getting rid of all the stuff, that was like massively anomalous. I mean, that was anomalous infinitely beyond anything that I have— had ever experienced before. But I really do honestly believe that had I not trained myself via lots and lots and lots of anomalous actions, it just— I wouldn't have been able to do it. So, I invite you. We are starting our annual ITI Anomalous Action— 30-day Anomalous Action Challenge in the Facebook group starting December 1st. Very first, December 1st, anomalous action is gonna be moving to a foreign country. That's the day we leave on our actual flight from Germany to Tbilisi. So, that's gonna be my first anomalous action. And I invite anyone who is ready to train themselves to take anomalous action, or if you know how to take it already and you really just wanna mix it up, come into the group. I'm gonna lead a 30 Anomalous Action Challenge, and it is going to be fucking awesome! Lit! Heart and Mind Coordination are gonna get you there. I know I don't really wanna run this on too long. I know it's already quite a lengthy video. But there is a reason why this is part of Transurfing. I really do believe that Heart and Mind Coordination carves the path from your current version of reality to your intended version of reality. And if you do not have the thing in your life that has ignited this Heart and Mind Coordination for you, anomalous action is going to get you there, because it's gonna expose you to a bunch of new variables and circumstances and situations and events and people and places and all kinds of new stuff. The more you expose yourself to, the more likelihood you will access something that will ignite heart and mind. And it's in this powerful acknowledgement of heart and mind jointly saying, "Let's fucking do this!" that you can navigate your way through all of it. This is what I'm doing now. I didn't really let loose emotionally like I thought I was going to on this video. Maybe I've gotten a lot of it out this last few weeks. But this has been a motherfucker for me! This has been a motherfucker for me! I've had all sorts of things coming in my direction. People, circumstances, challenges, obstacles. Speedbumps, all of it. I've stayed connected to that feeling my heart and mind generate, that sensation my heart and mind generate. I continue to run my Slide, and this helps me navigate through all of it, even with emotional upheaval. Even with emotional upheaval. Waiting, perfectionism, and giving in— to static reality is not the way. So, if you're waiting for inspiration, if you're trying to perfect something about yourself before you make a move, before you allow yourself to make a move, or if you are agreeing with a static version of reality, you are going to stay stuck. Do things imperfectly. Don't— Wait for reality to show you something. Create things for your reality to show you via anomalous action. This is really it. And the last thing that I'm gonna say before I wrap this up is, "I can" versus "I can't." Just as I stated in my last video, when I went out to take my dogs potty before bed, opened the back door, walked out onto the porch, saw this adventure in front of me, and I thought to myself, "How did you get here? How did this happen?" This happened because I stopped taking reality at face value. I stopped viewing reality as static. I acknowledged and confirmed and affirmed that it is all possible. And it is what I choose it to be. "I can" and "I can't," it's the exact same shit. If I tell myself I can't do something, that's where the road ends. If I say I can, especially if I have Heart and Mind Coordination, I can, I will, I intend, I have, I am going to see that sunset from the top of the mountain. And my lower self might be sitting there with me, but I'm gonna go. And I'm not going to let the "I can'ts" be involved anymore. This has been a meditation in letting go. I've let go of it all now. I mean, my jewelry business. I'm leaving my jewelry business behind. I've had this business since I was 27 years old. I'm 43 now. I've done this my whole life. I've made incredible money doing this. There's no jewelry business in Georgia, at least not that I know of yet. There might be. I've let go of the fact that my partner might not like it there, and I'll be living alone, you know, a woman in my 40s living in a foreign country. I mean, alone. I've let go of all my material things. I've let go of seeing my family again. I've let go of so much. But I know, and I trust that not only my world, but my Higher Self is not going to allow me access to a feeling of Heart and Mind Coordination and then lead me astray. It's my duty and my right now, as a Transurfer, to allow myself to trust that my world is, in fact, taking care of me. And even with small, scared, confused little Renee kicking and screaming, not wanting to let go, My world's taken me there. So, I'm in it right now! I'm absolutely in it right now, everybody! And I promise you, when I get like this, I'm fucking super emotionally unstable! I'll be like super happy, excited, and then all of a sudden, I'll access something, a look from my partner, Something I'm watching on TV, and it'll trigger me, and I'll feel scared and small again. And it's okay! That doesn't mean that you can't move. You just keep putting one foot in front of the other, and you'll get there. I promise you that. I promise you that. So, I am in this controlled state of chaos, allowing myself— to feel every last bit of it. Feel every last bit of it. I'm not suppressing or denying myself anything. I am fucking going there. And I'm gonna come through on the other side. That'll be my next video. I'm gonna show up in Georgia, the house is ready to go. My partner's never been there. We're transporting 2 dogs. It's gonna be the holidays. It's gonna be an epic journey. It's gonna take us 5 days door-to-door to get there. And I'm gonna come through on the other side, and I'm sure there's gonna be a whole new and fresh set of insights and miraculous little bits of information. That I've accessed that I wanna share with you. But the message for this one is, sandbags, you gotta fucking cut them. If you wanna go somewhere, you've gotta access what it is you're feeling, why it is that you're feeling it, how it is affecting your layer of reality, and what it is you need to do to let go. Quantum Clearing Method. David Hawkins' 'Letting Go', 'Magic Materialization', an anomalous action challenge. Man, this is a powerful, powerful cocktail of knowledge and tools to use. But proceed with caution! Because I have some time under my belt and I can manage, my lower self. Maybe you need a little bit more work before that can happen for you. And you can really just let yourself go into your world, trusting that your world is in fact taking care of you and your Higher Self does in fact know the way for you. And you will get there. But this is powerful knowledge. Proceed with caution. And I can't wait to update you guys on the rest of my story. And thank you so much for watching. I'm sorry if this video is kind of all over the place. I'll admit, I am sort of doing this video to be a little bit— it's a little bit of a cathartic release for me. I hope you found some value in it, however. And any questions, give them below, and I will do my best to share. Share what I know. Thanks for watching. Bye, y'all.