In this solo lesson, Renee Garcia explains the Transurfing concept of "release," describing how to move from wanting something to actually receiving it. She begins with a personal anecdote about waking up with a vivid lesson and introduces the core problem: the "I want, I fear, I can't let go" pattern that blocks intention. Garcia breaks down the components that hinder release—conflict between heart and mind, inner and outer importance, and the desire to control outcomes. She stresses the need for heart‑mind coordination, where the heart chooses and the mind supplies logic, and warns against building excess potential through over‑importance. To mitigate these blocks, she recommends a "Negative Slide" safety net, a backup intention that lowers stakes. The lesson then shifts to the dual forces of "determination to have" (the clear intention) and "determination to act" (the concrete steps), illustrated with a bike‑riding analogy that shows how letting the heart take over stabilizes effort. Garcia emphasizes that action is the key to entering the Alternative Space, allowing the universe to supply what is needed, and cites the Transurfing principle of "acting as if" to embody the desired role. Throughout, she interweaves personal experiences (making videos, nearby wildfires) and encourages viewers to engage with the channel. The overall message is that by releasing fear, aligning heart and mind, maintaining low importance, having a safety net, and taking decisive action, one can effectively create their own reality.
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Hello, Transurfer and the Transurfing curious! My name is Renee Garcia, and this is Transurfing TV! And I'm super excited to give this lesson today, because as some of my lessons come to me, it's really weird! I have these dreams about things and how to explain them. To explain something, and it really is like I'm downloading the way that I should instruct the lesson. It's super weird! And I have to wake up, like immediately in the morning, like get out of bed and go and write it down, because otherwise, if I go straight to my phone, I'll forget. So, I did it with this one. This is gonna be a big lesson! And this is really a very, very crucial part of creating your own reality, release! So, I will get into that in a moment. Remember to like this video and comment below "My world is taking care of me" to enter my daily giveaway for my reprogramming stickers! And subscribe, and like, and comment, and all that good stuff! So, first of all, I'm sorry if I'm a little sniffly. The wildfires are actually super close to my house today, and it's very smoky outside, and it's affecting me. So— If I'm a little sniffly, I apologize for that. Okay. So, release. Release in the Transurfing context, we're not talking about orgasm here. It's kinda like an orgasm though, right? Because you're letting something go with the intention of fulfilling an order, if you will, or experiencing pleasure. And this is where— For me, I'm gonna get into how I have done this exactly with just doing these videos. It's really weird how I'm attempting to instruct this stuff to you guys, and at the same time I'm experiencing it all myself. So, it's like I'm really bringing it from exactly how I've experienced it and how it's gone down, and it is a trip, y'all! So, the first thing that I wanna state is the will to have, okay? The will to have is created by the free energy of intention. So, where we get ourselves into a situation where we are not in the act of releasing ourselves to our desires or to our intentions— or to the direction, the path that we want to go in, where we are in the act of not doing this. This is one of my favorite sayings in the Transurfing book, "I want, I fear, I can't let go." So, what Vadim is saying here, "I want, I fear, I can't let go," this is really about you wanting something in your life, right? You wanting something in your life, something— that you don't have, or that you want more of. Money, a better— or a romantic partner, or more adventure, or more freedom, or whatever it is. And where human beings get themselves into a situation is they want something, but they— They fear the release, they fear the letting go, they fear throwing themselves into the Alternative Space and possibly taking direction from an external source in the direction of the thing. So, for me, how I did this in the past, "I want, I fear, I can't let go," I wanted things, right? I wanted more success, I wanted a better romantic partner, I wanted better friends. I wanted to be free of myself in a lot of ways, but I feared giving in to something outside of me, giving in to a new way of doing it, giving in to a new model of how I would get it. And I used my will, my inner intention, my ego to try to keep having this thing, right? Or find the thing, or get the thing, or whatever. And I couldn't let go. And this is where we really need to switch the perspective over to get what we want in this world, right? To get what we want in this world, we have to release this "I want, I fear, I can't let go." So, the will to have is created by the free energy of intention. Again, this is you setting the determination to have and the determination to act. And I'm gonna get to that more in a moment, because this is so, so, so crucial! This is where, really, the rubber meets the road in this modality, and people either start creating their own reality— by having the determination to have and having the determination to act, or you're not able to tap into the determination to have and the determination to act. So again, I'll get to that in a moment. But first I want to go over what gets in your way of having, what gets kind of like the one I fear I can't let go, what gets in your— in the way of your intention to have? Well, first off, conflict between the heart and mind is a huge one. If one of them is not in agreement and that is not your goal and that is not going to present to you your doors, you are going to have a very, very challenging time tapping into What pure intention, the determination to have, the determination to act, tapping into that is going to be extremely challenging and you will deplete yourself energetically and probably give up along the way. Remember, we have to, as Transurfers, really make certain that whatever our intention is, we are going about it with agreement that the heart really loves it and the mind agrees too. What I like to say is, "I let my heart decide, and then I let my brain get involved in the logic." However, if I'm doing this out of just one of these, it's gonna be really challenging for me to click into pure intention and the gifts that come along with that. Having inner and outer importance is really a big— hurdle when you have something you want to do. So, inner and outer importance, again, invites in the winds of balancing forces, right? This is you building excess potential, this is you making your time to the thing more challenging, because it's like you're creating an energetic imbalance, "I gotta have this thing! I gotta have this thing! And life isn't going to be good unless I have this thing!" and I need to make this happen, right? So, again, this gets back to "I want, I fear, I can't let go." This is exactly what he's talking about. It's you using yourself to try to make something happen rather than releasing yourself to the alternative space. Control. Again, a big one. "I want, I fear, I can't let go." I couldn't say this enough times. Trying to control the narrative of the direction of your intention. Your mind is so unbelievably— our minds are so unbelievably limited that if we attempt to control that narrative, we are working from a very, very, very confined space. If you let go and you release yourself, and I will get into how to do that exactly in a moment, you really open yourself up to the Alternative Space where there's an infinite number of variations, opportunities, paths, all these different things that will allow you to connect in a way with your intention that is so much easier! So, so, so much easier! So, as I get into this, what you need— I want you to keep in mind that in this place of tapping into pure intention, heart and mind coordinated intention, this will consume the excess potential! Because you know it's for you, you're choosing it, and it's like, just as Vadim says, you are placing an order and then you are calmly taking the steps! To your choice, right? So, what you need to release and actually let go and go into the alternative space and claim what is yours— well, first, I like to— this is my formula, I like to really, really, really have a safety net! A safety net is a big one for me, this is the Negative Slide! And if you are unfamiliar with the Negative Slide, I would highly recommend— watching that video. This is you having a suitable backup. This is you having something else waiting in the wings, so you don't load your intention up with a bunch of importance and excess potential. Remember, that's gonna get in your way, right? Lower levels of importance. As I really approach life at this point, and everything that I do, everything is done from a place of being entertained and fun. This is fun stuff for me, I'm being entertained. I do not have a bunch of importance loaded up on the different things that I do. YouTube could shut my account down tomorrow, right? And I'd be like, "Oh man, that's crazy! I can't believe they shut that down!" But I know very well that I have another direction I could shift into very, very quickly. Where I could then, heart and mind coordination, pump energy into this new intention and be just as happy with this other thing. So, making sure you have a safety net, a suitable backup playing your Negative Slide, lower levels of importance. And now we're gonna get to the determination to have, and the determination to act. And again, this is huge! So, Vadim Zeland talks in the book about riding a bike without training wheels. Okay? So, for the first time. And this is a really, really good analogy for understanding how the mind and how the heart work, and how your intention plays into that. So, at the beginning of— and I'm sure everybody's had this experience, and it's a wonderful one, right? So, you— because it really shows in a very pure context. Exactly what our energy is capable of once we release, we let go, and we just go, right? We just go into it. So, at first, when you get your training wheels— at least this was the case for me— get your training wheels taken off your bike, you're like, "I gotta ride this bike! I gotta ride this bike!" Right? And at first, you're super unstable. Your mind is trying to work out the equation of how to stay up on the bike, and sure enough, you crash and burn, right? Very few people, I think, just ride the bike as soon as the training wheels are off for the first time without falling. So, this is the mind being heavily involved. Then, at a certain point, it's kinda like something kicks in, that will to— that determination to ride the bike, that determination. To be in that movement, in that forward progress. And your heart kinda just goes, right? Your heart just kinda clicks in. And it's when your heart clicks in that you actually stay up on the bike. And that's really a very, very exhilarating feeling of letting your mind relax, letting your heart take over. And this absolutely blows the mind away, right? This blows the mind away, because the mind is convinced that the act is going to be done via the mind, not the heart. So, a closer example is me doing these videos. This is huge! I was doing the thing I was just describing with my mind before, and I couldn't— I wanted to do the videos— I feared to let go, you know, I couldn't let go! And I was trying to make videos with my mind, and it was a trainwreck! And I doubted myself, and I didn't trust myself, and I was having all sorts of inner conflict and turmoil, and just an extreme amount of doubt! "This isn't for me!" And "Oh my God!" And as soon as I realized— God! You know what? This is actually for me! That heart and mind coordination clicked in! I lowered my levels of importance, I escaped that maze of insecurity by lowering my levels of importance! And sure enough, my heart— fuckin'— sorry, I'm getting really into this, guys! My heart just took off, and I just— started doing the videos. So here's the cool thing. When you let go, right, and you throw yourself into something with action, okay? So action really is a big, big key here. Action is huge because action really dissolves so much. It dissolves inner and outer importance, excess potential, the need to control, all the conflict. If you just start acting— acting is like the key to the alternative space! You act, right? And all of a sudden, you are putting yourself into an environment where you are going to open up and attract more of what you need to get the job done, to actually see your intention through. That's why in the Tufti book, Vadim Zeland talks about the power of acting as if, right? The power of living that role, because as soon as you live that role, you open yourself up to the alternative space and whatever you are in need of is going to come in your direction because you are attracting it via your action, your thoughts, and your frequency of assuming this role. So I know this is like a super complex lesson and it's really for more of the advanced Transurfers, but this is exactly how you release. You act, you have a safety net, you lower your levels of importance, you, You really tap into your determination to have and your determination to act. Once you get the sensation of going at something with the knowledge that that thing is intended for you, and you are going to stop wanting and fearing and not letting go, just move towards that thing with the determination to act. The determination to have, and pure intention created by your heart and mind. So, let me know if this makes sense, everyone. I know this is a big lesson. I'm curious to hear your thoughts. Thanks so much for watching. And remember, like, comment, and subscribe. Have a good one, guys. Bye!
