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Thomas - Wellington Dressage - Feb ‘20

Name: Thomas - Wellington Dressage - Feb ‘20
Uploaded: 2020-02-10T15:30:36+00:00
Duration: 5 min 9 s
Channel: Boyd Martin
Description: The video features a single speaker delivering a short, repetitive lyrical monologue that explores themes of longing, desire, and self‑presentation. The…

10 Feb 2020 · 5 min

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The video features a single speaker delivering a short, repetitive lyrical monologue that explores themes of longing, desire, and self‑presentation. The speaker repeatedly questions and affirms mutual gaze (“They stare at me while I stare at you?”) and expresses a craving for the addressed person. Imagery of walking into a room “dripping in gold” underscores a self‑confident yet vulnerable self‑image. The speaker oscillates between confidence (“It’s true I crave you”) and insecurity (“Why can’t you want me like the other boys do?”), culminating in a sense of emotional turmoil and a plea for contemplation before losing faith. The overall tone is poetic, introspective, and emotionally charged.

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They stare at me While I stare at you? You? I stare at you? I stare at you? I stare at you? It's true I crave you? It's true? I? I walked into the room dripping in gold? Dripping, dripping? I walk into the room dripping in gold? Dripping, dripping? It's true I gave you? Let's just stop and think before I lose faith? I walked into the room dripping in Go. My heart broke when I saw you? Kept your gaze control? Why cannot so why can't you want me like the other boys do? They stare at me while I crave you? They stare at me while I stare at you? I. Stare at me? I stare at you? It's true I crave you? It's true I crave you. Down.