Deep Sleep Story - Awakening In The Void (Cogito Ergo Sum By John Foster West)

Welcome to the Reality Revolution. I'm your host, Brian Scott. Today we have a lovely sleep story. Have you ever really wondered what happens to your consciousness when you sleep? What adventures does your soul go on? As you fade into that glorious and wonderful sleep. Oh, the adventures that your soul has been on in its eternal journey through consciousness. Now Just sit back with me and have a glorious and wonderful sleep as I share a unique and powerful story. The stories I share for sleep meditations are purposely used to activate your energy body and take you into higher realms of consciousness. The concept of the story goes beyond your present experience, allowing you to explore concepts, ideas, and frameworks beyond the traditional 3rd density way of thinking. Hearing stories like this activates memories of the past and awakens potentials for your future. They may not make sense, or they may make all the sense in the world, but underlying the story is the intention of activating your energy body and awakening the memories of your spirit. The story asks, are the spirit and the flesh one and the same thing? Or are they separate entities, dependent and at the same time independent of each other? Perhaps some great cosmic law holds this secret, but the one universal element that we can depend upon apparently is the lucky accident. John Foster West's story, Cogito Ergo Sum, explores a warped instant in space, and 2 egos are separated from their bodies and lost in a mysterious abyss. So take a moment and relax, get comfortable. In your bed, adjusting your pillows and sheets, letting go of your worries and thoughts of the day. Give yourself permission in this moment to relax and let go. Let go. You can begin to sense the energy of your sheets and pillow. And as you relax and take a deep breath, You become aware of the energies all around you. A white healing light appears and blesses you, healing you in all areas of your body. You release any tensions or places in your body where you are tightening your muscles Or holding emotions. Run through your body and relax it as best you can, preparing for a glorious and wonderful sleep. We affirm in this moment that we will remember our dreams. We will become lucid in our dreams and control them as we control our own realities. Realities. Scan your body. Feel the energies of the earth coming through your feet, relaxing your ankles and calves, your knees, your thighs and hamstrings, your seat, your stomach, running through your body, your chest and your back, relaxing your shoulders, your arms. Your forearms, your wrist, your hands swirling through the left and right of your body, feeling these energies balancing in harmony, releasing any tension in your neck, your face, around your mouth, and your eyes. All tension melts away. You sit for a moment thinking of your day, from the moment you woke up to this moment now, just running through the day neutrally, observing it, allowing that today's experiences be placed aside and not brought in To your dream world. You let go of any anxieties you might have, or worries, or concerns. You place those into the vast working power of the universal subconscious mind, commanding it to run through every possible simulation Coming up with the best possible solutions and alternatives to resolve any problems you might have. You let those go. They'll be there when you awaken. You will be intuitively guided to resolve any sort of problems you have when you awaken. Give yourself the permission and freedom To awaken to miracles in your life and to explore your spirit. Choose a thought to hold on to that you will awaken with, something powerful and positive. Spend a moment and imagine as you lay there. As you sit there. As you sit there. That all your wishes have been fulfilled. Have been fulfilled. You exist in this moment experiencing the consciousness and feeling of absolute joy and contentment in the fact that all your wishes have been fulfilled. An awareness That all has been done. That all has been done. As you wish it. As you wish it. Holding on to this feeling, you relax and enjoy yourself as you would, as you are, with all your wishes fulfilled. And you listen to this wonderful story. Ponder upon it as you fall asleep, entering the voids and the wonderful dimensions all around you in perfect harmony. Cogito ergo sum. By John Foster West. I think, therefore I am. That was the first thought I had. Of course, not in the same symbols, but with the same meaning. I awakened, or came alive, or came into existence suddenly. At least my mental consciousness did. Here am I, I thought. But what am I? Why am I? Where am I? I had nothing to work with except pure reason. I was there because I was not somewhere else. I was certain I was there, and that was the extent of my knowledge at the moment. I looked about me. No, I reasoned about me. I was surrounded by nothingness, by black nothingness, a vacuum. Immense distances away I could detect light, or rather, I could perceive waves of force passing around me, which originated at points vast distances away. Vast in relation to my position in the nothingness. There were waves of force all about me. Varying in frequency, the nothingness was alive with waves of force traveling parallel and tangential to each other without seeming to interfere one with another. I measured them, differentiated between them and finished with the task in a matter of seconds. How could I do it? It was one of the capabilities I was created with. What was I? I perceived the waves of force. I perceived great quantities of mass, solid Liquid, gas whirling in vacuum. Mass built up out of patterns of basic force. I searched my own being, analyzed myself. I was not gas. I was not solid. I was not even force. Yet I existed. I could reason. I was a beginning, a sudden beginning, and I had duration because I knew that time had elapsed since the moment I awakened, though I had no means of telling how much time or even naming the period. Could I really be pure reason? Can reason exist? Can rational entity exist without a groundwork of matter, or at least of force? It could. It must. I was rational entity, and I existed. Yet I could find nothing of force, nothing to occupy space. About myself. For all I could ascertain, I might have covered a one-dimensional point in eternity, or I might have been spread throughout vast distances. From this reasoning, I concluded that rational entity might occur either as some force unlike that of all natural phenomena in space Or some combination of these forces, at the moment beyond my own power to analyze, even detect. I finished with that for the time being. How did I come into being? I discarded the question as unanswerable temporarily. What was I before that instant? I suddenly reasoned, cogito ergo sum. I could not say. How did I know I even existed, really? Obviously because I was capable of rational thought. But what was thinking? First, it was perceiving and accepting my own existence. Beyond that, it was recognizing the dark nothingness around me and the forces It contained. I had to exist. But how did I know nothingness was right? And how did I know its darkness was right? And how did I know the waves of force were waves and force? And how did I know matter was matter and that I was none of these? Symbols, I reasoned. I'm thinking in symbols. I could not reason without symbols. Therefore, I could not exist as I am without symbols to think with. Yet whose symbols were they? Where and how did I come by them? I could think back clearly to the instant of my creation, yet I had not invented the symbols in the interim. Of my existence, nor had they been given to me. What then? They were part of me when I came alive in this universe, had been invented some other time and elsewhere by someone else, or by what I was before I became the entity of reason I now was. Then that first flash of perception in nothingness Was not spontaneous. There was something behind it. I was something before that moment, in another era of time, perhaps a creature of substance. But what? I concentrated. I remembered the symbol Maral. I was or had been an entity Maral. Were there others back there somewhere? There must have been, must be yet. Was I the only Marl who metamorphosed into this state of rational entity? Surely not. Yet I could contact no other rationale around me as far as I could probe. How far was that? How could I know? Was it far enough to reach the other Marls? Or were they scattered thinly throughout infinity? Around me like the flecks of mass. I was suddenly ill. The symbol malaise came to me as the proper description of my malady. I grew dizzy with my sickness. I wished to regurgitate, to cast off this cold, frightening sensation, yet I was provided with no physical means of doing it. It filled me throughout all my thinking. It was I, I thought to exist. I thought depression, sickness. Therefore, I was the malady, and it was a hell of malcontent beyond symbolical description. What was wrong with me? I was frightened. I was concerned for my existence here alone. What was it called? The idea shimmered there on the fringe of perception, then fairly leaped into my consciousness. Existing alone as pure reason was worse than no existence, was worse than dying or never having been at all. I needed another Marl to exist happily. I must have at least one other Marl to communicate with, to share my thoughts, to share my being. Is this a necessity, a condition peculiar to me as I am, as reason? Or is it a condition that came across the barrier with me from that other state? It must be the latter. An entity of pure reason, having come into existence as reason, would need nothing but himself. Why? Because he would be without emotion. I am emotional, I thought. I am entity of almost pure reason, but I have inherited Emotion from my previous state. It is a disorder of thought, but it can be a pleasant disorder when the emotion is the right one, or if unpleasant, when satisfied. But I could not have emotions as I am now. They are cortical responses, or are supposed to be. What is cortical? No, they are a sort of illogical reasoning. Nothing physical. The rest eluded me. I am lonely, I thought. Loneliness stems from fear, and fear is a basic emotion. I'm very lonely. I've been lonely for a long, long time. Bringing it with me here, I would rather sate my loneliness than live to eternity, than know all there is to know. What can quell my loneliness? Another like me? Another Marl? Whatever a Marl is, I must have— must find another Marl. I began to search. I darted frantically about space like a frightened thing. Though I could perceive no movement, I knew I passed from one area of space to another because I could measure slight changes in the position of the stars about me. I knew the points of light were stars. There was duration. I could not know how much— eternity, a split second— but at last I discovered another like me. No, almost like me, but another Marle. The other entity had less of reason, more emotion. It was frightened and lonely. The Marle's whole existence was that of sickness, of loneliness, which Is fear. The Marle was darting about madly, seeking a thing like itself. What was it? Like me, but different. As I came in, I measured our similarities and differences. Rationally, we were identical, or almost so. Emotionally, we were different. Vastly different. Marles appear to exist as rational and emotion, I reasoned. Beyond that, I cannot go. The other Marl perceived me, darted frantically toward me, then slowed. We came together, touched, like— like 2 cautious fish meeting in a dark pool and touching mouths to substantiate identical species. The other Marl was satisfied with my identity. It leaped frantically at me, raced around me, through me. Finally stopped pervading me. While vibrating in sheer relief and happiness, I felt the great fear loneliness in the other Marle begin to recede. In its place came an almost overpowering euphoria. It was contentment, and it stemmed from the basic emotion Love. I knew this at once. I suddenly realized that I too was relieved that I was no longer sick with fear loneliness. It was good, this existing of the other within me, or simultaneously with me. Or was it I within the other? It sated out fear emotion and made— created a love euphoria. I am happy I found you, I communicated. I was lonely for another Marle. You are a Marle? The other hesitated, thinking. No, I am Pat. I'm different from you, but it is chiefly emotional. It is good. You are a Pat, I returned in disappointment. I had hoped to find another Marle. Don't be disappointed, the Pat soothed. We are alike, really. Almost so, like, like flame and gas are both substance yet different. We are 2 types of the same thing. I am no longer frightened. I am no longer lonely. You are good for me. I was relieved because I wanted to be. I believed the other Marl— no, the Pat— because I wanted to believe. I did not bother to rationalize. I felt elation. Then in that other time, that other place, we both belonged to a, a common group with another name? I suggested. I believe so, the Pat answered. How was it when you came awake? I asked. Can you remember? I think so. I recall I was born here in fright because it was all wrong. I was not in my natural state, so it was not right. The Pat paused to think. I remember there was great speed, and I was born in fright. Were you? No, I answered. I was not frightened at first, and I was never frightened to the degree you were. I was mostly lonely, which is related to fear. When I first conceived my existence here, I was coolly logical. I awakened reasoning. Realizing that I existed. I suppose it has to do with our emotional differences. The Pat beside me, or with me, or within me communicated. Do you recall where in space you came from? I asked. I must have been doubting my existence at first so intensely I did not observe. You seem to have taken your own being for granted. Thus you were perhaps more observant. I, I think so. The Pat hesitated, and I knew it was observing the stars around us. Yes, come with me. I think I know where. I stayed with the Pat, a part of it, and we lurched through space. Rather, we ceased to exist at one point in space and existed in another. How far? Distances meant nothing. It was here that Pat informed me finally. Something was wrong here. The interweaving waves of force were all wrong. There was disorder, a great cancer in space. The waves interfered with the progress of each other all along a great barrier. It was not natural, not like it was elsewhere. Something is wrong with the waves of force crossing this area. They interfere with each other. New forces are created. Do you detect it? I communicated. I feel it, the Pad answered. It is a sickness in space, like— like our loneliness. I knew the comparison was ridiculous, but I let it pass. You said you came alive at great speed. I could have been traveling too. We must have plunged into this barrier. It seems to me that emotions must originate in a physical being. Perhaps reason could be free, but not emotion. I don't know. But I have a theory. I believe our physical selves still exist somewhere in space. The barrier perhaps interfered with the normal functioning of our mental equipment. We exist at one point in space, and we are thinking, experiencing emotions at another point. It's as if our minds are— are broadcasting our thoughts and emotions far away from our physical selves. Either that, or our rationales were torn free and only our emotions are broadcast. Does that sound logical? Yes, the pat agreed. I believe that is the answer. I felt the pat was pleased with my theory, that it greatly admired my reasoning. I also perceived that it had no idea what I meant by the explanation. I did not mind. You said you were moving at great speed, I continued. Can you remember the line, the direction you were traveling in? Hesitated only a moment. Yes, you perceive the star cluster there, the triangular one? My heading was in that direction, but it was changing fast. Then we could find nothing by traveling toward the triangular cluster? No, I was moving in an arc in the direction of the distorted square cluster there. Do you see it? Yes, I answered, knowing her use of the word see was unconscious. That is Cetus. Cetus? The Pat was startled. How do you know that? I don't know. The name came to me. It seemed right to call it that. It— it's all so frightening. I had no time for pampering our emotions, though I was at great peace with the Pat so near me. Time might prove vital. Neither would it do any good to travel in the direction of Cetus, I said. No, no, the pack communicated. If there is any object of matter or force I was a part of in that other existence traveling through space, it is in an arc. The best we can do is take an arbitrary direction between the triangular cluster and the one called Cetus and hope to intercept the object, the other part of me, whatever it is. Come with me, I ordered. I discovered the object, a mass hurtling through space, before the pat did. It was symmetrical and metallic. I tore myself away from my companion and darted to meet it. I discovered it was a shell, a hollow thing, and I passed inside. There was a room there. There was projections and circles of transparent matter. I experienced the symbol. Dials. There were two other creatures seated close to the dials, things of matter, and their substance was protoplasm. But there was no rationale present in either of them. I examined the living matter of the smaller one swiftly. Organs seemed poised in a suspended state. The creature I observed housed in a protective shell seemed paralyzed or dead. I remembered the word dead. Then the pat was with me again. I feel something, Marle. I'm frightened. What are they? Those things there? They seem to be. I stopped communicating. The pat had disappeared. The thing of protoplasm near me was moving, but I was no longer interested. I remember the pat had touched the upper extremity of the creature and had vanished. Had ceased to be. The old sickness was back. I was lonely. I wanted the other entity. I could not, did not wish to exist without the Pat. I darted frantically about the metal shell, here and there, searching, searching. Where was the Pat? I screamed for it. I thought Pat as far away as I could reach. But there was no reaction, no response at all. In my frenzy, I was back beside the creatures of protoplasm before I realized it, near the one I had not yet examined. Perhaps they took her, I thought. It was not logical, but it was a hope. Hope is emotional. I was becoming more emotional than rational. I touched the larger of the two creatures experimentally. Moved cautiously inside it, searching, searching. Suddenly I was seized by a great force, an inexorable power that grasped me, wrenched me, tearing me from the point in space I had occupied a moment before. My perception blurred, but I was not frightened. Without the pat, I did not care what happened. I was intensely curious, so This is how it is, I reasoned in a flash. To cease to be. And I ceased to be. Marlow shook his head. I must have dozed, he thought. He glanced at the chronometer on the console ahead. No, only a minute or two had elapsed since the last time he had checked. Sleepyhead, wake up and live! He looked to his right. Pat sat in the navigator's seat, smiling at him. I didn't sleep, honestly, he protested. We hit some sort of barrier back there, knocked me out for a moment. I had the damnedest impression— Remember what you promised. She swiveled the seat about to face him. No more scientific lectures on the mysteries of space or Or I'll return to Earth. You know my poor brain can't absorb it. You win. He grinned, running calloused fingers through his graying crew cut. He leaned forward and kissed her briefly. How did an old space hermit like me ever win a flower garden bride in the first place? They laughed together, and he felt secure within the metallic shell surrounding them, no longer alone. I send light and love to you on your journey into the vast gulf of consciousness and space, and welcome to the Reality Revolution.