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Hi, I'm Christine J Gold. Welcome to Episode 3, The Void, a space many fear but few truly understand. And actually, I will caveat to that— innerstand. Under means you're under it, you have no idea yet, you haven't done the work, you haven't been the sponge, the student of the universe. Innerstand means you fully embodied and integrated this with the not only the knowledge but the doing and the wisdom. That's understanding. In the last episode, I talked about the— I explored the breakdown and the unraveling of your old identity. But what happens when there's nothing left? Not clarity, not guidance, not even hope. That's the void. And some people might call that nothing, emptiness, maybe even in between where You're— here's the new world and here's the old world, right? And you're in the middle somewhere. You're like, oh, I don't really like it, but it's comfortable. And ooh, this looks really cool and sparkly and fun, but I'm scared, right? The void is not depression. Though it can feel that way. It's not punishment, though your mind may believe you're being punished. The void is the sacred pause between death and rebirth, the Phoenix type of energy, a place where spirit strips away the noise, where ego has no more stories left to cling to. Mm, that's the identity story. Where nothing works because you— what you thought was normal is actually not. It's insanity. It's really— it is. It's like the dog chasing its tail, only the dog enjoys it, right? Um, where nothing works— not manifestation, not journaling, not affirmations. Here we are, and I was talking about affirmations and journaling and manifestation. Um, it is complete stillness. Think of it like winter. Winter is a resting, recuperating period, and I truly believe that depression is, is a call for deep rest. Burnout comes from that. Burnout also comes from not living authentically, not speaking your truth, not fulfilling your dreams. So think of it like winter. Everything looks dead, silent, but under the surface Life is preparing to bloom. And after my ego died, or ego death, I mean, really it doesn't die. It is, again, it's an innerstanding, and you'll learn more about that later. I entered this strange in-between spaces, which I just talked about. No intuitive hits, no dreams. I couldn't channel, I couldn't read cards, I couldn't feel. I tried everything—crystals, sound healing, movement—but spirit stayed quiet. Eventually I stopped chasing. I started walking, sitting, and hanging out with trees, watching birds, nurturing in nature, grounding, earthing, whatever you want to call it. And I heard the most important message: Stop trying to become something, just be. Powerful, profound. Just, you know, stop trying to become something, just be, just be yourself. You're not a human doing, you're a human being. That was when the void stopped being a punishment. And became a portal. Oh my gosh, who doesn't love portals? So you're not lost. You're in the womb of your next self. In fact, I heard this— I, I, on Sundays I hang out with Lakewood Church and Joel Osteen, um, and he says you're not in the tomb, you're in the womb. And the womb is the of the mother and the mothering energy and the nurturing energy. So just imagine you're in the womb of your next itself, your next evolvement, evolution, evolution, the chrysalis before the butterfly, right? Spirit hasn't abandoned you. It's just waiting until you're quiet enough to feel it within you, intuit. There is gold in this stillness. Oh yes, you are being recoded, recalibrated, and remembered. So reflect with me, how are you navigating in the void right now? What helps you stay anchored? I would love to know. Share that below with me. Reach out to me. I have a beautiful Soul Healers Community as well, and I do have other videos, so, but Coming up in episode 4 is all about shadow work and soul retrieval.