In this livestream recorded on April 22, 2022, speaker Christine J. Gold (referred to as SPEAKER A) celebrates Earth Day by weaving together numerology, planetary alignments, and spiritual teachings. She notes that the day’s numbers add up to 5, a symbol of change, and mentions a rare alignment of Mars, Venus, and other planets, framing these as synchronistic signs rather than coincidences. The core of the talk centers on the limiting word “should” and how self‑imposed expectations sabotage the inherent perfection of a divine child. Drawing on Alan Cohen’s ideas and Tom Bond’s The Compassion Book, she argues that compassion for the Earth, others, and oneself is the foundation for healing. She recounts leading a prayer and a Peruvian despacho ceremony with friend Carrie Hummingbird, offering to share recordings. Personal anecdotes about visiting a botanical garden, observing hummingbirds, and researching orchids illustrate how nature raises her energy and serves as a reminder of her mother. She discusses anger as a useful but potentially destructive emotion if not processed, linking it to shadow work and the metaphor of Ecuador’s volcanoes. The speaker emphasizes the need for inner work to end external wars, encouraging listeners to choose where they place their energy and to affirm their worth. She promotes a free safe‑space gathering for empaths, lightworkers, and healers, and advertises her coaching programs, a 6‑week fast‑track course, a 6‑month mentorship, a 1‑year mentorship, and a fundraiser for a spiritual healing‑center retreat. Finally, she mentions her book Intuition Saved My Life and the outline of a second book, urging listeners to release “needs” and “wants” and to live in alignment with their divine blueprint.
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Hello everyone and happy Earth Day! Hope everybody's doing well. Ah, well, we made it. April 22nd, 2022. If you add up the numbers— I love numerology, maybe, you know, drop in the chat if you do too. But all the numbers add up to 5, and 5s are all about change. And, uh, yeah, we are experiencing some changes, are we not? I mean, there's that rare planetary alignment going on right now with Mars and Venus, you know, all 4. Um, as well, I was reminded that, uh, by Bracha Goldsmith, that today, uh, there's 5 planets in Earth signs and 4 in water. So I mean, you know, I, I think of resurrection, you know, Easter as well, um, that, you know, they had Ramadan, you know, the 3, um, holy days all lined up. But apparently this happens every 33 years. 33. See how everything is, uh, so synchronistic and There are no coincidences. That's just a way for the ego to trick you into thinking otherwise and to feeling otherwise and to distract you from otherwise. So today I wanted to talk about should, the word should. I'm sure you have used that word. I should have done this. I should have done that. I should be doing this. I should have done that. Or I shouldn't be doing this. And then there's would, could. Honestly, that, that is all— and I'm, I'm hearing this now— to be misunderstood. And what do I mean by that? You are allowing anything that is not perfect to sabotage anything that already is perfect. Um, I believe Alan Cohen said that there are no— there's no such thing as perfection, meaning you're already perfect and whole, because if you are a child of God, you cannot be otherwise. 1 1 does not equal 3. It doesn't. So I am reading an amazing book still, The Compassion Book by Tom Bond. If you don't have it, go get it. It has changed everything, everything in my life. Um, I mean, uh, first and foremost, God, obviously, but this is just another layer of going deeper into your compassionate self. And really, that's why we're here. We need to have more compassion for the Earth. We need to have more compassion for each other. We need to have more compassion for ourselves. Ding, ding, ding! That's where it starts. That's where it starts. And earlier today, I led a beautiful, um, prayer and meditation with my friend Carrie Hummingbird. She also brought in, um, uh, the despacho. She was bringing in the Peruvian indigenous ceremony. So that will be available, uh, shortly. So if you'd like a copy of that, let me know. I can get it to you. Uh, yeah, so we're, we're just recognizing, you know, the Earth the water, the sky, nature, animals, our breath, our, you know, our divine blueprint. And really, that when I talk about should, you know, should ourselves, should ourselves to death, that's what we're doing, meaning we're placing things in front of our path that don't need to be put there. And that really goes back to finding places of quiet and stillness and really looking at your schedule. How do you set up your day? Do you set it up with dread and a long to-do list? Well, you've already decided that your time is not worthy, meaning you are You're letting— you're living by your list, you're living by your schedule, you're living by your calendar. Now I'm not saying, you know, just float around like a balloon. I'm saying there has to be balance in all things, and your words and your thoughts really fuel your anger and deny your choices. That's interesting. Anger is a, is a fantastic emotion. You can get a lot of things done with anger. However, if you bypass spiritually, don't acknowledge it, allow it, work it out, get it out, scream it out, whatever it is out, and you're like that simmering volcano like we have in Ecuador, 84 of them to be exact, the Ring of Fire. Here Comes Johnny Cash. Um, that's where you're going to have a problem. There is— we're always doing shadow work, even me, even after 6 years. Yes. Still doing shadow work. Yeah, Patty is just saying she struggles with anger. And yeah, 84 volcanoes. So there's a lot of magic and beauty here, but it is powerful, and it is more powerful than us. I guess that's why I wanted to come on, because the Earth, Mother Earth We're like a, a scratch on our fingernail to her. Truly, truly. I, I hear we need her more than she needs us. Interesting. So how will you honor her today? How will you honor yourself today? Yesterday I went to the botanical gardens. And the hummingbirds came out in full force. Now, I haven't seen a hummingbird since I left Peru, uh, a week almost. Yeah, it's a week ago. Um, and I, you know, here comes the ego. Oh, see, you know, hummingbird, mom, you know, that for me, that's a symbol of my mom. Um, she's not around, you're on your own. Forget about— no, no, no. Anyways, when you least expect it, gifts will show. God will show in all of the glory. So I did a little bit of research on hummingbirds here. Apparently there are 340 different species in the world, and Ecuador— I thought Peru had them. No, no, Ecuador has 180. That's just amazing. So now I'm just gonna go total, you know, hummingbird watch 2.0, um, keeping a track of all the different types that I see. Um, anyways, I was magically transformed watching this hummingbird. It allowed me to take video. Actually, I asked permission is anytime I whip out my camera, that's usually when they disappear, whatever I happen to be taking a picture of. I mean, I took a million pictures of orchids. I mean, don't get me started on orchids here. Whoa, they have so many different kinds. I think like 82 different species of orchids. Like, there's a Dracula one. And anyways, you know This is what I'm talking about, um, the difference between, you know, should, would, could, and doing, like being. It's an energy shift. Do you see when I talk about the birds and the flowers, my energy, everything goes up? Pay attention to when things, when things go down. And that includes people you're around, conversations. I don't have time for how's the weather and did our team win last night in sports or what the government's doing. I really don't care because do they care about me? No. So please remember where you're putting your energy into. What you're putting your energy into, who you're putting your energy into. Put that badge on that says, I am so damn worthy, and watch me. Just watch me. Not, oh, I'm so lonely, I'll never find a soulmate, I'll never have the, the job I want, I'll never have the money I want. Oh man, you're advertising that out like the that signal, what do you think you're going to attract? Exactly what you speak into your existence, into your integrity, into your inner being. So I will be talking more about shoulda, shouldn't, should have, shouldn't have, have to, need to. Tomorrow. We have a safe space for empaths, lightworkers, healers, old souls, sensitives, and it's free. So if you are tired of showing up in places that it doesn't feel authentic, you can't be yourself, you have to hide, you are ostracized because you're not meditating the right way or you're not doing this whatever healing modality it is, that's a big sign for you to get the heck out, okay? Because there's a lot of garbage out there, I will tell you that right now. So fueling anger, what is that? So if disconnection and anger were fire, I would list these words as the most effective fuel I know of. Disconnection and anger, they're They're, they're BFFs, meaning you're disconnected from something, and then you're angry but you're not sure why because you're disconnected. See? And then there's denying. You have lots of choices. So you chose to watch this video today. You chose to show up here like my good friend Patty. Yeah, she's talking about the hummingbirds and the flowers, and, um, and she spoke about this today on her channel. Well, isn't that interesting? See how we are all connected telepathically? The more that we are waking up, opening up our mind's eye, our third eye, opening up to our divine blueprint, who we are, remembering who we are the more that this is going to happen. And I will say this about any war, and I'm not mentioning, you know, what's going on, I'm just mentioning a war in general. It will never stop until we heal the war inside ourselves. Do you get that? Not a government, not a person, not a celebrity, not a guru, none of it, until we do the inner work. And I know there's lots of you here that do the inner work, and there's lots of you that show up every day, and there's lots of you that are tired, and there's lots of you that are struggling. Well, I want to give you hope, because hope leads to faith, and faith leads to trust. And trust ultimately leads you to grace and forgiveness and compassion and joy, and there you will find freedom. So I will leave you— I'll leave this short today. And, uh, if you have not picked up my book Intuition Saved My Life, please do so. I'm actually working on— I just wrote the outline for my second book It just— that's how things come in. When you— like, even myself, I'm like, oh my God, I need to write that other book, I need to get that going, I need, I need, I need. Stop. No, no, no, no, no. Needs and wants, right? When it is time, it will happen. So I let go of that thinking that, you know, there was some race or competition or deadline. Deadline. The first word, dead. No, no, no, lifeline. Give yourself life. So I chose to give myself life by giving back, being out in nature, enjoying the botanical gardens, enjoying the hummingbirds, enjoying the birds and all the cute kids and the ducks and the koi fish pond. I didn't even talk about that. That was fun, just watching them eat. Anyways, I was transported somewhere else, and then divine inspiration comes in. That's how it happens. But when we're always efforting and pushing and doing, it doesn't happen. It does not happen. And I want to say something else. Just when I thought— the ego thought that I was done and I might have to, you know, go home. And I'm thinking, where is home anyways? I had somebody ask me Where are you from? And I'm like, nowhere. And they laughed. They're like, really? I'm like, yeah, I am a global citizen. I am a citizen of the world, and I'm choosing to stay here because I've been called here for a reason. Not sure what that is. I mean, ultimately, I'd love to have a spiritual healing center retreat, all of that. I'm I have a fundraiser coming up for that as well. If you want to work with me one-on-one in either a 6-week fast-track course, a 6-month mentorship, or a 1-year, um, you know how to get a hold of me. Anyways, thank you so much, Patty, for being here. Uh, I love all of you so very much. Please remember, healing begins where the ego ends, and that does not mean that your ego is your enemy. Actually, it's part of who you are. You just have to make friends, right? So let me be your soft landing, and I will see you next time. Take care.
