Heart Healing: Live Mediumship & Channeled Messages

Hello, hello everybody. Welcome, welcome. Come on in to a very special event, uh, with myself, Christine J Gold, and Julia Nakamura. Now we are on opposite sides of the world. I'm in Canada and lovely Julia is in Japan. And what is it? It's 6:30 PM in Canada. What time and day is it in Japan for people that have no idea?

It's 9:30 AM on Thursday, so we're like half a day ahead of you also, I guess.

Yes, yes, welcome. Uh, this is one of many lives that we're going to be collaborating together. Now this one, um, if you're just joining and you're not sure, or maybe you already know, um, oh, we have somebody here, Margaret Spooner. Christine J Gold. Thank you for being here. Thank you, thank you. So lovely that you're here. Uh, we are doing a mix, I mean, because everybody has gifts, talents, and abilities, so why not fuse them together and share and collaborate and bring everyone together in a beautiful space for mediumship? Maybe there's some healing. There's definitely going to be channeled messages. So I, uh, I welcome you to come in. Um, let us know where you are in the world, um, if you're new, or maybe you know Julia, or maybe you know me, um, as well. Uh, once we get started, please comment if you're looking for mediumship, message, card, or you're open to it all, where both of us will kind of interact here. So Um, and for me, I don't know about you, Julia, but I always ask people, don't share anything, don't give me names, I don't want to know anything. Um, I just want to see what comes through. And as well, ask open-ended questions. I don't answer yes or no.

Okay, I do something similar to that. Um, I know with you, you work mainly with mediumship, so that's the don't give a name. I do sometimes give people the choice of, um, if they're booking a session, of which guide they would like to come through, or they can have the open to it all option as well. And in terms of the messages, um, the beings of absolute light that I work with, they, um, generally like to do, you know, what does this guide or your higher self most want to say to you at this time? But there is also an option to ask a question if you prefer. But a lot of people choose to actually go with the option of, no, what most wants to come through for me at this time. And I just open the channel and see through, see what comes through, as you said, without any knowledge of, um, you know, what, what the person has on their mind or what's going on for them or anything.

Wonderful. Yeah, let's see. And I know this, this person, Kirsten Waldron from Ohio. Thank you for joining. Um, and oh, we've got, uh, Gay from Sarnia, Ontario. Yay, thanks for joining. Uh, and Kirsten's already thrown her hat in the ring. Look at her, she's open to anything, which I love. So, um, me— I, I do want to tease a little bit. I mean, the reason that both of us are working together is I was in Japan last year and we spent a magical day near Mount Fuji. I love mountains, I always have, but to have Julia and her partner take me through the tea leaves and the waterfalls and And this story, if you haven't heard it, it was cloudy all day. You could not see Fuji. But as Julia was meditating on the stone wall amongst the green tea leaves, all of a sudden the sun came out and the clouds parted. And you know, you just have those magic-filled moments where you just, you cannot explain it, but you felt it. And that's something that still lives with me. So on top of that, we decided we wanted to do this heart healing retreat in Japan. It is very small, intentionally small, 7 women, Nagano, near Nagano, Japan, um, and it's for a couple days. Now, Julia, do you want to talk about it? You actually went to visit.

Yes, I visited the retreat center last year, which is in the state— I guess you would call it the equivalent of the state of Nagano— in a small town called Azumino, which is such a beautiful area that many of the Japanese people also go there to visit for their vacations. It's right in the heart of the Japanese Alps. Um, and the retreat center is at the foot of the Alps, surrounded in forest, and it's truly a beautiful and very grounding place to be. The retreat center itself has been serving the healing community here in Japan for 40 years, and so they really run it, so it's exquisitely with, um, such a commitment to heart and to presence that when you enter the healing space, you can feel like the, the quality of the air feels different somehow. Everything is done with such care and infused with such sacred intention from, you know, the design, the architecture of the building, to the way that the meals are prepared, to the way that, you know, there are flowers placed in different corners around the facility. It just is infused with so much love and so much care. I've actually spoken to someone who used to work there, and she really did mention that it's, it's a very it's very different to working at a different lodging facility or anything like that, that, you know, the, the quality of heart and the quality of care that is required of the people that works there is like higher level, she said as well. And it really was a beautiful, a very healing experience for me just to be there for a single night actually, without taking any of their sessions. They, they have sessions on offer too, but I just spent time there being present with myself, enjoying the nature around, taking part in a forest walk in the morning and, and a hot spring. You can take a hot spring there and felt like my mind was so cleared and it was so reinvigorating and refreshing and truly healing experience for my heart. Well, as well, I felt like I could really connect in with myself. And what Christine is now showing us is the— this is the private, um, part of the retreat center, the private retreat center which we will be hiring for us. And this is the building in which the 7 women will be staying with us, and it also has a gorgeous communal space where we can do the sessions.

And we have an actual guidebook, and, and, and then of course the, the site itself. I should put that in the comments. So if you're interested in securing, um, your spot, uh, we would love to host you. I mean, I spent a month in Japan, and if anybody knows me, I'm— I do slow, intentional travel. I am not a tourist when I go to new countries, I actually get to know the people there and the customs and the food and have absolute respect for the place that I'm visiting and reverence for nature and everything else. I'm not just, oh, I'm here for a few selfies, bye. Um, no. Um, I know it's changing, but we really have to start treating our well, the places we're visiting and ourselves with respect, um, and not just getting what we want out of it because it looks beautiful on Instagram, right? Um, did you want to speak to that maybe a little bit? That's just my personal opinion.

I've been traveling since 2019, so, um, would you like to elaborate on that first? Like, how do you put that into effect when you're on traveling? What are some of the intentions that you carry with you that allow you to bring that through?

I actually ask— I, wherever I travel, I protect myself, and that's something I recommend to everyone. Even when you're going to work, protect yourself, clear yourself, ground yourself, protect your vehicle, protect the airplane. Wherever you go, you, you're, you're in protection mode, but you're also sharing love and light. And my intention is is I ask, thank you for allowing me to be part of this land. And, you know, while I'm here, I want to honor and respect and have prayers and, and just be very, you know, very, um, symbiotic.

The energy—

I want to leave it better than I found it, essentially. Um, so I, I, I understand that this is changing and Um, hey guys, I, I know there's a few people that have asked that are looking. If you want something very specific, you can comment mediumship message card, or like Kirsten, I believe, um, has said she was open to everything, but I'm gonna see. Okay, we've got Margaret is from Southern Indiana, new to the page, opened everything, so we'll keep track. Your number, number 2. Um, Naila, very nice to meet you as well. And of course, uh, we'll do some readings and messages, and then towards the end, um, Julia will offer some more channeling. Yes.

Okay. Yeah, I believe it's going to be more energetic transmissions. I have my Lemurian crystal that wanted to step forth, and also um, as I think we shared on the last slide, the Magdalene energy.

Yes, yes. And I mean, that's the whole intention, is, is heart healing. And for me, rose quartz just symbolizes heart. It's, it's so beautiful and so light and so pretty. I mean, how can you not smile when you see it, right? Or when you're just with it. Um, so Do we want to just dive in and not let everybody wait for their messages? Yes.

How do you feel about that? I, I just wanted to respond to what you had said. Um, what's a whole new level of intentional travel? I mean, I think most people would think of intentional travel as, you know, not dropping any litter, leaving the place as you found it. You know, being— having respectful interactions with the people that you meet. But what you are suggesting is more like leaving the place better than you find it, going in with your unique codes that you carry, and then the intention of love, and that those codes and the healing will ripple out from you and actually bless the place and leave it better energetically than it was. So I think that's a whole new level of intentional travel, that is really beautiful, and that is part of the sacred light work that you do. Um, you're just doing it as you walk the planet and go to these— visit these different places, as I believe, you know, many of us are.

Yeah, whether we know it or not. Um, right. I feel it, especially now with what's going on the world— in the world. It's so important to lead with love and peace and joy Namaste. The light in me greets the light in you. That's what that means. And to actually know and feel it, um, and then, you know, then nature responds and animals respond. It's very, you know, I, I've had many experiences, but I plan to do more retreats in 2027, um, based on astrocartography and relocation. Now, I'm not sure if a lot of people are familiar with that, but that's— if you're interested, you can message me, uh, afterwards. But I've learned so much about ley lines and portals, especially when we're here right now, and from, and from Julia as well.

So, all right, um, that sounds very exciting.

It is. And I, and, and, and Kirsten, I love the, the dog. And I'm, I'm wondering— no, I'm, I'm feeling it It almost looks like that's yours. Either you drew it or it's your dog, or you're an artist of some type. So, and I don't know where that comes from, but, um, even before I was tuning in, I was feeling a great deal of pressure. Now, I did— there's some medical intuition or intuitive that comes in as well, um, when you're highly sensitive, empathic. You pick up stuff and you're not even sure why, but here we are. So I'm feeling a lot of tension up just behind here. And, um, I do follow a Qigong master, and he said that's also connected to your fascia. So when I hear fascia and I hear tightness and a lot of stress gets caught up here— believe me, I had it as well— um, it also is signaling there's not enough stretching. Stretching mentally, emotionally, physically. Stretching. We tend to live— I don't know about you, Julia— sometimes we're all hunched over.

Yeah, yeah.

So they're asking me, we're asking you to open up more, whatever that means for you. It could be physically, it could be psychologically, it could be Um, oh, uh, and, and I'm picking up some, um, and, and I don't— and when I'm not going to say ego is bad, it's just, it's the part that keeps us in survival mode. Um, so there's still some of that going on. Um, And spirit placement, there's someone coming forward on the right side. So the right side is your father's side, the left side is your mother's side. So there's someone on the right side, and I, I keep hearing the word brother now, but for some reason I don't feel like it's a brother. But it has that brother connection. I don't know if that resonates for you. You can let me know either way. Um, and I'm also, uh, I have my own oracle deck and I've been holding it for a while. Um, I was drawn to pick it up. And it's The Empath's Journey. It's available. And, and 33, so not only, you know, you're getting double, uh, angel, angelic numbers, 3s, mind, body, spirit, which kind of makes a connection. We were already talking about the body, but the waterfall, water. I don't know if you are close to water, if you need to be in more bodies of water, near water, whether it's a bath or you're actually taking that physical shower and seeing a rainbow cascading and draining all of that, whatever that energy is, away from you. Um, and it's a visualization. Um, so there's some powerful cleansing and cleaning that needs to come up about as well. Now, I don't know what this is. I keep hearing northern or north. Go north, or you want to live northern, or you want to travel somewhere north. So I don't know what is north of Ohio, maybe Canada, but, um, this could be anywhere that feels, um, north. Winter.

Okay.

And you know, I love doing lives on YouTube, um, but I really love doing these types of readings together on, say, a Zoom, because then I can get more real-time information, confirmation. Not sure. And yeah, I get that, but it feels like a brother, or there— it's not just it on your side of the family. This could be someone connected to you with a brother. So I don't know who that is. Niagara Falls. Okay, there we go. Go north, my dear. That is a very powerful place. I've been there once and I was only a kid, but I still feel the mist from the falls coming in. And as we're speaking, I'm burning a little bit of— even though I've already cleansed and cleared the spaces before people come in, because that's what I do, I have to clear my day off. I can't be bringing all the stuff of my day into this session. It's very important. Um, and this is some of the sweetgrass that I picked in Medicine Hat, Alberta. It grows naturally, and I only took what I needed. And that's the other thing, there are people that are actually taking way more and trying to sell this. Anyways, that's a whole nother thing. Um, as well, I'm going to raise the vibrations. And I'm also hearing, do you like Ohio? Okay, I've never been there, so I wouldn't know. I'm just— these are questions that are coming through, and there might be more that does come through. Um, Julia, is there anything that you would like to add? Maybe some ascended masters that are wanting to come through, guides?

Yeah, Mary has been stepping forward for me. Mary, mother of Yeshua, or Christine J Gold. So let's just see what it is that she wants to say to beautiful, dear, beloved one. So skilled you have become in the ways of taking care of your own needs over time, and yet now you are letting your commitment to this waver slightly more than you have done in the past. We wish you to know that this is okay at this time and to support yourself in feeling extremely cared for, filled up, and nourished energetically. We ask that you return to moments of presence, connecting in a mini heart-centered meditation as such, more often than perhaps you would, but for just a very short time. To restore the connection to this central part of self from which all healing, all calmness, the deep listening presence that you so easily provide for others, and the joyful feeling that naturally springs up within you when you connect with the presence in your heart. This will help you to Preserve your sense of balance, looking after self at the same time as caring for those that need it around you. It is, I'm Mary and this is the message I wish to share with you this day.

So I was receiving that as well.

That's the good thing about when we come together, we often find that, you know, the messages that come through specifically for one person, they also, because of the energetic resonance of the group, they have meaning for the other people gathered, or, or even just one part of them has meaning for someone.

Wonderful, wonderful. All right, let's see. Whoo. So maybe just You know, I feel it's really— our minds want to figure it all out. What does all that mean? I don't understand. That doesn't make sense. We tend to have psychic amnesia, or it's not ready to be revealed yet. It's an imprint of some sort, or it's an inner activation that does not trans— it transmutes, but then it becomes an outward Knowing. There we go, that's what I wanted to say. Um, so open to everything, attached to nothing. Honestly, for me, has been life-changing. Um, and thank you for sharing that. Uh, yeah, and then you're getting a thank you as well. Wonderful, wonderful. All right, uh, next up is Margaret. And I— while you were sharing that message, I kept seeing feathers floating down, floating, floating, floating. So thank you for that. And maybe someone needs to feel like they're floating and/or they they find feathers as well. Um, those are messages from the other side. Um, I feel heavy, meaning I feel like I have the weight of the world, but I'm feeling a lot of, a lot of grief. And grief doesn't just mean loss, and maybe loss is part of it as well, but I'm feeling a lot of grief and loss. And then I'm seeing this. I— to me, this reminds me of like connection, reconnection, or maybe I'm the connector. I've all— I'm always the connector. So I don't know if this is you, Margaret, this is a conversation you, you've had with yourself or with others, or this is how you're feeling right now, or you want to be the connector. You know how some people are connectors, some are activators, some are, you know, doers, some are beers, right? Everybody has their own role. And then I'm hearing a conversation about retirement or retiring, or— and it could not just be retirement, it could be retiring or putting something down. Okay, now we're making these connections about things being too heavy. It's time to put stuff down. I'm carrying everybody's stuff. Okay, it's very heavy. That's where the grief and loss comes in. And then I'm also feeling very hot from the neck up. So for me, that could mean many, many, many things, but I always go to like hot flashes, hot flushes, Or I get very flush or flustered very easily.

Hmm, okay.

Something about your mom as well. My mom. And, and I, I'm doing this without even knowing I'm doing this. Um, so there's something with the hands or holding. Um, for me, when I, when I'm feeling this, either there's— it could be arthritis, but I'm also— this to me signifies worry, a lot of worry. Like, I know people that when they're working with their hands or they're moving their hands a lot or they're wringing their hands, they're trying to find a release somewhere. So, um, and when I'm talking, I tend to look I'm not even looking at you. I'm somewhere else. So I'm just going to take a break now. And, and I want to pull a card from my own deck, but I also have cards from tarot, and I'm feeling like tarot is much more It's calling me, I guess, is what I'm saying. There needs to be some light in this situation, and I love this deck because it's beautiful. It's full of colors, it's full of love, it's full of light. Oh right, so we've got a Major Arcana of the Emperor. This is card number 4. So the Emperor is more of a yang energy, obviously masculine but that doesn't mean you're male. It just means you embody those traits a lot more. And as you can see, he's comfortably sitting back, so he's not really worried. Um, you see the chess piece, so to me that seems to be a lot of strategizing and critical thinking as well. And he's— it looks like he's sitting on the— on a planet or the world, and he's on top of a chessboard. And there's also So there's an animal totem speaking with this as well. So, um, embody more of the masculine, not just the feminine, but bring both into balance and know that you can take charge. You are in charge without having to say anything. That's powerful. You know, there's some people that just keep talking and they're very bossy and, and manipulating you. That's not your energy. This is you laid back. I, I love it. I love this for you. So, um, let me know if that resonates for you. Yes, she likes to be a connector, and you're partially retired now, and yay! Congratulations to you. And yeah, and I do get a warm body and head. Yeah, I felt like right now I feel like my temperature is at 105. It's very interesting how all of a sudden it's just rising. Um, then it— and it resonates. Okay, and thank you. And, um, we'll let more of that marinate for you. And then, um, Julia there's anything that you feel that comes through or needs to be shared, let me know, let us know.

Yeah, I am having, um, some of the archangels stepping forward for Margaret, so let's see what they have to say. So first, Archangel Michael is just placing you in a, a safe, protected light column and using his sword to cut some cords. And what I, I am hearing is to bury old things from quite a long way back in your life, things that are almost completely resolved, but just cutting those final cords that still keep you attached to certain people. Uh, that him doing this is going to enable you to more fully claim your right, um, your ability to stand in the power of a very centered and strong you. And he is now bringing in the support of various other archangels. And they are filling, um, this column around you up with a very pure and high frequency of light from your feet, moving up the body all the way up above to Source. And then bringing in some Source energy to cleanse and encourage more release of any density or energy that is ready to be let go of from the field as the new source energy floods in. And the energy of rose quartz also coming in and creating a protective sphere around you. There's so much love that you reflect out to others, and the rose quartz energy is functioning energetically to help to hold some of that love in also for you, allowing you to receive more love too. That's what wants to come through for you today. Thank you.

Yeah, that was, that was lovely. I was bringing some Reiki in as well, along with the Golden Healer, and then you brought in— I brought in the rose quartz just for extra support, but That was, that was lovely. Thank you.

And it makes sense that you work with the archangels, Margaret, because they— yes, it was very clear that it was the archangels that wanted to come in for you.

And I love my boy Archangel Michael. He's my favorite. He's my guy. He's my go-to guy. So I love that he came through. I don't know if everyone else was imagining or if anybody knows how to do cord cutting, but I have a couple videos on my page. I don't know if Julia does, but it's, it's a simple 30-second practice and it can be done at any time. So thank you for being here. All right. Oh, look at that. Of course, wonderful messages. Yeah, the way she delivers them, yes, they are felt very, very powerful. I can see why people want— or you have sessions, right? Uh, private sessions, but you also do monthly.

Yeah, I have some circles as well, which, uh, 2 or times a month depending on the circle, and then some private sessions. And then I also share on my YouTube channel, um, 2 or 3 times a month probably.

Lovely, lovely.

How about yourself?

Uh, monthly mainly, um, but I love— what I really love is a group, the group mentorships that come together because people ping off each other. What someone is experiencing in real time or talking about is happening for somebody else or someone they know, and you all end up activating each other and but also healing each other. It's pretty magical just to sit back and just watch it all unfold. I—

yeah, right, the group energy creates a very powerful dynamic.

It does. Even though we were— it is a trauma response and something we've been programmed. I used to be ultra independent, no longer. That's not how we are going to heal together. So it's together. All right, um, oh gosh, I gotta go back here and I don't even know if this lovely Nyla is still with us. Can you let us know if you're here still live? I know it's a bit of a wait to wait, and I do appreciate you waiting. Um, I think at some point in the future I'll be utilizing thanks and super chats too, so people can be at the top and stay for a session or two, but then it also gives back to Julia's work and my work so we can help more people.

Yeah, Margaret is really highlighting— and that's actually what I was feeling as, as you were saying thanks for the messages. Um, you know, you brought through lots of messages there, Christine, and Margaret is highlighting thank you for your message, Christine, what you're that made so much sense to her.

Oh yes, yeah, okay, I see that. It's a, it's a little challenging when you're the producer and the director. Isn't that what Dolores Cannon says? When you say, why is my life happening to me? Actually, it's happening for you, and you're the director, the costume designer, the producer. Yes, you are. No, sorry, whether you want to believe it or not.

Well, I like our costume designer effect today anyway. We match each other quite well without having planned it in advance.

Yeah, you got flowers and I got cats. Yeah, I can't resist. Um, all right, so I, I don't know if Naila is here and I don't know if she's going to come back. Um, So I'm going to move on to the next person because— and I— and a caveat, I would have said you need to be here live because I can't assume that you're going to come back to rewatch this. Your thoughts on that, Julia?

Yeah, I think Naila, if you're here, but, you know, put your name in the chat again, say that you're still here, you'll feel like a message.

Okay, um, we've got, uh, we've got a Patricia. I don't know if Patricia's still here or if she wants, um, any messages. I mean, and really, this is what you need to comment. You need to be here, and you can comment one of these items or open to it all, which seems to be very popular. Um, and I get it.

I—

when I go for readings, I'd be like, okay, give me what— give me everything, I want it all. And then I'm writing down furiously, and I'm— yeah, it's, it's hilarious. Um, and none of it makes sense until like 6 months later. Anyways, uh, okay.

Had Gay asked for a message? Because she has said that she stepped away briefly and she's back.

Okay, okay.

We also have a Melissa who lost their dear friend Travis suddenly and, um, saying, does he please have a message for me? That— and then we also have Heather Houston, okay, saying that she is open to a message.

Uh, Melissa, are you here? Please comment here in the comments. And you know, this is real time, and I want to say as a caveat for mediumship, I don't need names, I don't need anything.

Why?

Because the ego will interfere. The less, the better for me. That's just how I work. I let whatever comes through. And I think the amazing part is when they actually tell me their name. That's a real gift.

Um, okay, okay.

So, um, Melissa, we'll circle back to you, but please let us know if you're here. And, uh, and now I'm going to move to Gail, and Gail wants everything or anything, open, open to it all. Um, when I close my eyes, I, I saw the gesture of this. So to me, this is like, take my hand, would you like to dance? It's in the figure of a man. So this is an interesting image that when I'm tuning in And my private sessions, by the way, I do, I do auto-writing channeling before we even come, before I even come into the room. And days before, I'm noting my dream journal, which, you know, I really should have today, because a lot of times what comes through my dreams, especially before a session with a client, is not for me, is for the client. Sometimes I'm in your home And I'm like, you have a red box on, you know, this desk. And they're like, how is that possible? You're a thousand— anyways, um, so I'm seeing the man gesture and I'm hearing the word flying or flight. Or to me that feels like either I want to fly or I'm going to be on a flight Or flying a lot, travel. I, I don't know, I'm just seeing airplanes and I'm hearing flights and flying. And then I'm hearing, why am I doing this? Um, to me, this, this is like either X marks the spot. I don't know if you're looking for your spot or a spot in particular. Okay, geocaching. Okay, um, That's like treasure hunting, but it could be stop as well. Very interesting. I have a very, a big connection with the X, and I can show you pictures from all of my travels. At least once a week or once a month, I'm seeing an X in the sky. I don't know how the skywriting got that, got there, but I'm always seeing that. So for me, that's a sign. So I don't know if you see those as well, or you're, you're wanting to pay attention to the signs, or you don't know what the signs mean. So significant man in your life— men seems to be the why that man image came up. But it also reminds me of like a daddy-daughter dance. It seems very sweet, very old-fashioned. I don't— I don't— take what you want and leave the rest, um, because like Julia, when I'm going into this trance, this channel, it's whatever's coming through. And then I'm holding my stomach, so I don't know, that could— there's a couple things. It could be a pregnancy or an announcement of a pregnancy. Or a loss, um, or there might be some stomach issues, gut issues. And then I feel really heavy when I say that, so we're bringing this full circle. Somebody Okay, and then I get nothing. It's like a complete blackout. So now I'm— to me, that symbolizes there was a loss, there was a death, some connection to the stomach. And I'm pulling from my own deck, the Empath's Journey. And it's on the floor. Hold on. Oh wow, okay. I feel like I want to cry. Uh, Inner Child. And I do a lot of inner child work with my mentorships, my group programs. This is all about healing wounds child, embracing yourself, embracing the child. Card 36 reduces to a 9. 9s are about wrap-ups and completions and the closing of doors. So take whatever this is for you, feel it, own it, know it. Gosh, uh, Gay, I really wanted to keep going, like, I mean, like, a lot, much, much longer. But I know that there's other people waiting. Um, but if you would like a longer session, I would be happy to, uh, connect with you further. Um, Okay, and then we'll see what comes through for Julia, and then I'll read the comments after. But thank you so much for sharing.

Okay, I have Saint Germain stepping forward with his violet flame. He'd like to do some clearing for you. So just inviting you to close your eyes, and just— everyone can join in with this too— just placing a hand on your heart and holding the intention that what needs to be released at this time As we enter the New Earth, we'll be released. And Saint Germain surrounding us in his sacred violet flame. Clearing away some of our cords again, or also attachments and things that we have taken on and superimposed on truth of who we are, that are not relevant to who we are on the soul essence level. And sending the transmutation power of the Sacred Violet Flame through those And so that all that is not aligned with our unique and authentic soul truth and also on a deeper level, that which is not aligned with this transitional point on our collective timeline where we are stepping from the Old Earth into the New Earth and embodying that more fully. Is being cleansed and released to Source for transmutation. And their dragons also clearing through Karmic lines, energy from other lifetimes through the ancestral lines, with Merlin also stepping forward to support the karmic clearing aspect. And now, as much is cleared and released. And Archangel Raphael also bringing a green flame of healing into the heart space. I'm seeing your aura being infused with a A sparkling golden white crystalline, almost rainbow in its frequency light. I know Christine was speaking before about how, you know, she likes to surround herself in protection. I feel like surrounding this, for many of us, yourself in, you know, energetic protection and just cleansing through your aura more times throughout the day, it's really going to support it in retaining this very strong light-filled presence that it now has. And that is what is coming through for you.

Oh, that was, that was lovely. I visualized it all— the swords, the aura, the rainbow. Very powerful. Thank you. All right, ah, I gotta catch up with the comments. Let's see. Okay, she will watch for the signs. Very interesting. And The dancing piece. Your mom and dad and my mom and dad were dancing. That's really what I was. And then I started to cry, and then that was it. Uh, yeah. And yes, the heaviness. That's right. Um, you can— they call it the gift and the curse because sometimes it's very heavy. Like, I was with my son last week and Where were we? We're at some museum, and I walked into like a certain part, and all of a sudden I was just overwhelmed. I felt like crying. I had to leave the room. I just— whatever was going on in that room, I couldn't do it. You're very welcome, Gay. Thank you so much for being here, and we, we really recognize your mom and dad having birthdays in May. Oh, and I love that they came through. Okay, let's see. Um, Heather. Heather is ready for messages. And I know there were some other comments. We see you. We're just trying to keep up with people that are here. And if you would like a message, a card some healing, or you're open to it all, comment below. We would, we would love to help. Okay, I've got my trusty Golden Healer, which is for all your chakras. For some reason, I'm very drawn to this for you. Kundalini. So I don't know if Heather has had a Kundalini or she's— because what is Kundalini? It's your energy centers, but it is also the symbol of the snake. Now, some people don't like snakes, but snake is a very powerful animal totem, and it is a symbol of medicine. So the snake is going through all of your chakras, your energy centers, and you're having a spiritual awakening, or it's been very profound. There seem to be multiple awakenings. Going on here for you at this time. That's, hmm, leave it all behind. That's, that's a statement I heard. Leave it all behind. And I don't know why I have my hand on my hip, but there's something— usually body language, right? So hand on the hip means Either you're, you're taking an authority type of stance, you're holding your ground. Um, almost it reminds me of boss energy too. So okay, we're going to embody this energy, whatever this is. You come from a line, or you've uncovered a line, an ancestral line, a very Powerful healing lineage. Okay, okay. So the Kundalini has come through because I also heard stagnant. It means the energy is not moving, you're not moving, something's not moving. And it doesn't mean you're stuck or you're blocked. And lots of us don't like being That, that word stuck. We're taking that out of our vocabulary. How about enjoying the in-between? You're like one foot in the new, one foot in the old. Shakti. Okay, that's Indian. Um, very interesting. Why would I go there? So maybe there's a yogic piece here as well. Um, uh, the Indian goddesses— I don't know them all, I don't know their names. But you need to do some research with that. Okay, interesting. And I'm also pulling a card for you, my dear, and it's coming from tarot deck this time. That's what I'm— what we're feeling, what we're drawn to. Oh, this is a beautiful energy. 10 of Pentacles. So I don't know if tens are very important to you. For me, I see, well, tens are very symbolic. This is all about Earth energy, but this is also about family, good times, good energy, material items. Just, I mean, look at this card. They're having a good time. They enjoy being around each other. There's dogs, there's children, there's animals, there's partnerships. So this is beautiful energy. This is what's coming for you, and this is what you've always wanted, if that makes sense. Yeah. And I, and I don't know if you work with some type of sound, but to me this reminds me of drum some type of, um, like a bowl, a healing frequency. So very interesting, lovely energy. And that's what I have for you. I'll go into the comments after. Um, let's see what Julia has for you.

Yeah, just going back to that card for a moment before bringing in the message that wants to come in. It feels like with the 10, it's like a 1 when you reduce it down, but it's the one that comes after the 9, which is completion. So I, I really feel like to me that speaks like with— and it's the end of the old Earth. You're entering the new Earth realms. You're holding that higher vibration within yourself, which allows you to connect with that. And then that new Earth is being coming through as that togetherness and community and you know, the, the loving interactions and the greater degree of oneness and animals and humans together. And the water, it looks like in the background there, maybe— I can't exactly see the card that well, but you know, nature and people and animals and this sense of unity and togetherness. So that's what was just coming through as Christine was sharing with the card there. And then Archangel Metatron is also coming He wants to share some Ascension codes first. Again, everyone can receive. And the codes that he is sharing are also beneath your feet, going deeply into the earth. Really supporting you in particular, Heather, in being that walking presence of the transformative light that is going to activate and accelerate the ascension energy in these realms as you walk in the earth, in your day-to-day life. He doesn't really have so many messages for you other than to let you know that, dear child, you are following your guidance well and doing well, but in the sense of being I'm just harmonizing the balance of the ascension frequencies and then the New Earth energy and also your unique, um, oversoul imprint and energy within your aura. I'm seeing like a deep, um, color for you. I don't know if you have or you would like to get some amber. Getting the feeling that it's jewelry rather than just the stone. It would be good to have that with you. And that is what wants to come through for you today. Thank you.

Yes, thank you so much. I love that Metatron came through. And as you were speaking, I know you talked about amber. I mean, I have carnelian. It's not quite, but I was really drawn to my dragon-shaped citrine. I love this.

Yes, yes.

So solar plexus. Yeah, wonderful. Thank you so much for sharing. Um, I wanted to share this. I almost forgot that I have this. There's a QR code. You guys have your phone, you can scan this and go right to the retreat. So I'll leave that there for a few seconds. If you have your phone, maybe you're watching on phone, you're like, well, that doesn't work. You can always go back and scan it, but the comments— in the comments is the link for the retreat as well. I totally forgot I made a QR code for this, but here we are, which is always helpful.

Yeah, thank you for all that, you know, really practical work that you're putting in, as well as, you know, yeah, that you're bringing.

What's this business? My ghost virtual assistant.

No.

Um, Heather, she's saying it's been very intense. Ah, Lakshmi, yes, and Tara. But I'll definitely read up more on— thank you so much. Yes, you're so, you're so welcome. So you definitely have that lineage with, uh, those ladies, uh, very powerful goddesses, goddess energy. So enjoy that. All right, uh, did I miss anybody? Um, looks like we have Patricia next. And I do— I want to recognize Moon Goddess. She— we haven't— I've seen your comments, we just didn't talk about them. Um, but we're gonna come back. You're next after Patricia, so just hold on a little bit longer.

Whether Melissa is still here?

No, I— well, no, I have not heard from Melissa, so I don't know.

Somebody else before that as well. Um, yeah, we haven't heard back from them.

Uh, no, no, it was just Patricia and Melissa. Oh, there was, um, Nyla, but a lot of people aren't— well, they might not be able to wait, but maybe they had something else going on. It's okay. Um, let's go here. Patricia. Okay, health and balance. And now she's open to receive, so here we go. I also just wanted to clear a little bit first because there's been a lot of intense messages and stuff being shared. And I barely touched my bowl and it's, uh, yeah, lots of energy. Okay, dear Patricia. I feel— well, at first I feel— I felt off-center, a little off balance, like the Two of Pentacles energy. I don't know if you're familiar with that card, but it's all about balance. So I'm seeing like a lot of balls in the air and, and and trying to balance it all. Um, but then I also felt meh. And when I hear that word meh, it's like, um, don't care. It feels like there's been a shift. And I— yeah, I don't want to do it all. I don't— I can't— I don't want to carry all of this or balance all of this or juggle all of this anymore. That's really what I'm hearing. And, and meh just means you're totally disconnected from it. Um, but I'm also hearing the word romance, so I don't know if you had a romance or you're wanting a romance or you had a romance with the idea of whatever this— all of these balls in the air are. And it's— and that's— I mean, it's like a blind date, right? We— I've done it. Haven't been on one in a very long time. We have this image of what this person's going to look like if we don't have a picture or anything, right? We imagine.

And then—

so let's not do that. Oh, so the romance. Then I'm also hearing falling out of love. Falling out of love of what exactly? Is this a person? Is this a place? Or is this a thing? Look to the sky. Okay. And then I see someone who's really good at fixing things, working with their hands, fixing. I almost see like a— not a motorcycle or a car— fixing something, like. And I see big hands. Okay, now I'm hearing a song connected to hands. It's a country song. I'm not too familiar. I've heard it. Daddy's Hands. So there's some type of symbolism going on with hands, with song. And whoever this is is recognizing what you've been through, what you're going through. They see you, they see what you're doing. And music is very significant for you. It can totally change your mood, shift your energy, and take you to the place where you knew exactly where you were when you heard that song. Okay, so I guess you're just being told to listen to more music. That's what I'm hearing. I'm gonna go to my oracle deck now and see if there's any Of course there's— why do I even say that? There's always something. Oh, okay. We, we just had a very powerful full moon in Scorpio. Actually, we have 3 moons this month. Pretty powerful. We have that new moon, and then we have a blue moon at the end of the month. That— so full moon popped out for you, number 10. Didn't we have a— we just said last card was a 10, but it was a tarot deck 10. So now we got 10, 10. Hi, Mom. That's how my mom comes through. Ah, this is about releasing and cleansing and healing. So I don't know if you practice full moon rituals. For some reason, I feel like you do. You're like a moon gal. Um, very symbolic for you. Do you know what phase of the moon you were born under as well? That's for some reason very significant, very important. So rituals, practices, lighting a candle, having, you know, remembrance, having a fire ceremony. Fire is very powerful, like burning away things you no longer want, including whatever goes on in here. So And, and moons move tides, so of course it's very emotional time. So yes, it's all about releasing, cleansing, and healing. And that's what I have for you, my dear. Sending you love.

And I have Kuan Yin stepping forward, so let's see what Kuan Yin wants to share. Dear beautiful beloved soul. You chose to be here at this very particular time upon the Earth in order to fully bring through the gifts and the greater awareness that you in soul can be lived through the physical human body and are to great extent managing to bring forth your embodiment in clear alignment with this, your soul's plan. We, dear one, ask you to not be too harsh on yourself or the people around you, but especially, particularly self. For you are in each moment already bringing forth that fuller expression of self, and there is no preconceived idea of what that needs to look like or how you need to be in each moment to be the fuller embodiment of self. Allow it to shift, to change slightly in the nuances of self that get to be expressed as you allow the soul simply to flow through you without having any need to pre-decide what that should or might look like. It is I, Kuan Yin, happy to connect with you this day.

I love that she showed up. Wow, I felt that. Thank you.

Yeah, when they bring you the messages, there's an energy that comes in with them as well, very specific energy. Sorry, what were you about to say there? Sorry, Christine J Gold.

Oh no, I'm just saying I really, really felt that.

Thank you.

Um, okay, your dad is passed. I'm sending you love on that. You don't do the moon but very strong with the moon. Okay, well, this is your sign. Sorry, can we say to work with the moon if you feel called? Um, There's lots of rituals online, even on YouTube. Go and look up what resonates for you, or maybe even go to a moon cycle somewhere and just feel it in person.

And maybe it's about this particular month and this moon. Yes, it's a powerful blue moon coming at the end of the month, were you— I, I'm not actually up on it at the moment.

I, I follow a lot of great astrologers online, and I get my, my, you know, I'm plugged in because I want to know. It's because we tend to be, you know, so busy, and then we're like, why do I feel so crazy? Or why do I feel so emotional or so angry? And then you look up the— I call it the weather report, the astrology, whatever. And I'm like, oh, oh, okay, I feel better now. It's, it's not just me, because we tend to think it's just me, right? Right? It's the global— everything has a heartbeat, the Earth, everything. So when there's a lot of grief and loss in the world, it reverberates, it resonates out to the world. If we come together like this and we're sharing and we're sending healing and love, it does the same thing. And, and you're so welcome, Patricia. Thank you for being here. Uh, oh yes, she's thanking you for the messages. And there's a Buddha session.

Yeah, this year since last September I've been doing a session with a different master each month. Um, we have two sessions during the month. The first we receive individual messages and some kind of group And then we have, um, this came through from a PDF book of channeled messages they shared last September for these times. And then they have suggested practices in that, and we work with the practice for 2 weeks and then come back together and share. And so Heather has, um, and Kirsten have both joined a few of those, and, um, I'm going to see them both on Sunday, so looking forward to that. Thank you.

Oh, nice. I love that.

Yes, it's been really interesting, um, to actually like know in advance who's— because, you know, we go through the book and the book has different messages from different beings. So each month it's a different being and see what the different beings want to bring through. And some of the beings, like you were just saying, the Earth has a heartbeat. Like we have the Ascended Mountains, um, both from Tibet and then Shasta and Fuji as well. So it's a whole variety of beings, and it's very— it's a wonderful experience and very interesting.

Absolutely. Yes. Namaste, love and blessings back to you. And I believe last but certainly not least, I mean, we're almost down an hour and a half, um Okay, Moon Goddess. Okay, so did you— do you want to take this, Julie, or do you want me to take it first and then pass it off to you? How do you want to do this?

Do you want to— shall we do the other way around this time? I'll go first and then you can come in afterwards.

Let's switch it up.

Yeah, so Moon Goddess just inviting you to close your eyes. Uh, first they just want to bring through some energy of peace and calm to help you reconnect with your— it's like you've been swayed off balance of your inner place of truth, which is the alignment that you usually find. And so they are inviting you to drop a grounding cord deep into the center of Gaia and then breathe back green energy from the core, the heart of Gaia, into your body. And in your own time, taking 2 more breaths, just breathing the energy of Gaia into the body. And then Divine Mother Father God just coming in for you. As well as bringing through the energies of comfort and a very deep sented love that the universe has for you. This energy is also helping to restore you in your emotional center, but it's not just emotional, it's deeper than that. It's also like the energetic alignment with your center, as in it's in the larger truth of who you are, not just the human truth. That energy is going to continue to support you for a week, they are saying. In terms of messages, yeah, your higher self, and then I believe actually some of your ancestral line on your mother's side. I'm hearing like 3 to 4 generations back. And they want you to know first that they are with you and that they witness, they see your loving presence and are so proud of all that you have become. Trudy, allow yourself to be in the expression of who you are in your essence. And there is a sense, whatever it is that you're experiencing, it's the right part of your journey and that it's going to allow you to become stronger in that embodiment of your higher self essence and the expression of that. So although it may feel very difficult, extremely uncomfortable, to as much as possible let go of resistance and just letting yourself be present with what is, with the experience, and with how you are feeling in each moment. And it's going to shape you in the way that it allows you to grow and evolve so that you become even more connected to your truth because of the, the dissonance around that you feel wants to separate you or is separating you from it. Actually, it's going to bring you into a, a still deeper embodiment of it. So I hope that that is of service to you at this time. And let's see what Christine wants to add 2.

Yeah, when you were talking about taking a deep breath in, I had a hard time breathing. So I don't know if this is related to the lung or somebody has lung issues and/or heart issues, chest issues. I was really, I was really feeling it here. And just having trouble breathing. So that could be other things too, um, you know, asthma or COPD, just other, other issues. Um, and then I'm, I, I'm hearing some random song by the Killers. I know that's an interesting name, but the lead singer has a beautiful voice, um, and the, the line in the song was, are we human or are we dancers? So it's kind of symbolic in a way that you're being challenged by your humanness with death and loss and grief and change. Hmm. So there's some connection to dance as well. There needs to be more dancing, or somebody was a dancer, you're a dancer, somebody loves to dance, and that is a way out getting grief and anger and frustration. Like, moving the body is somatic. It's something that needs to happen. More of those types of practices. But I'm feeling that there's still— there's a big connection to death and loss. Like, it's heavy, but you're intrigued by it. So there's something there for you. That's, that's what I'm hearing. And I'm hearing like big, big changes coming your way. And I find I'm getting closer to the computer, so that's telling me for you to lean into it. Follow your heart. Lead with your heart. Not here. Here. It is never wrong. And, and love, love is Grief and grief is love, they're interchangeable, by the way. Okay, um, where are my tarot cards? Oh, they're behind the computer, that's why. And then we'll just seal it with a card. Nine of Wands. So this is like fire energy. Nine again are wrap-ups and completions. Nine has been coming through, 10 has been coming through, ones have been coming through. This is like the wounded warrior. You've been carrying a lot lot, but you're almost done because the next card, number 10, is completion, is new beginnings. So the fire is still burning. You're a little weary. You know when you're like halfway up a mountain? That's this energy. But we just want to be at the top. No, no, no. The whole beautiful journey is the way, all the way up. And then when you're at the top, you're like, wow, that's amazing. Soak that in when it happens. And then guess what? You got to go down the mountain. I'm sending you lots of love. Um, if you need any supports, I actually know quite a few hospice workers. I had a hospice— a death doula on my podcast as well. So we have some resources resources if, if you need them. Huh, okay, so we're picking up other people too. This is also part of when we do group mediumship for group messages. Um, Gay has heart issues. Okay, sobbing and screaming. Well, this is good. As much as we don't want to go there— words famously said by my mother— we go there. Because once we let all of that go, I don't know about you, when I have a good cry, I feel so much better. And screaming works too. I mean, that is primal. We need to get that out. Yeah, you know, oh, don't be angry, don't have rage— BS. You— we have got to channel that anger and that rage. It needs to come out or it will manifest as a disease somewhere in our body.

But thank you. Yeah, we are just sending you so much love. And be with yourself in each moment, what you need to do with each moment. If you need to sob and scream, that's great. If you, you know, if you want to punch a pillow or any, you know, however your body feels like it wants to express. Yes, and just holding the intention for the— whatever needs to come through for you, that it will.

Absolutely. Uh, I'm just going to bring this up as we kind of come to a close a little bit. Um, I want to remind everybody about our Heart Healing Retreat. If you're curious, you haven't signed up you have no idea, there's the QR code. I also have the, um, link to the retreat with all the pictures, all the details. And I will tell you this, there may be an itinerary. Let's not get too attached to the itinerary, um, because of the work that we do. I really believe it's important to allow allow more time to just be and rest and do nothing and just totally let go. Because a lot of us have no idea what that means, at least in the Western world. I don't know what it's like out in Japan, but, um, I get really weird looks when I tell people to just do nothing, or they're like, well, what am I supposed to to do.

I actually really enjoy just doing nothing. I enjoy being in that space of being. It is— it allows you to be rather than do.

Yeah, to do. Absolutely. Um, is there anything you want to leave with everybody? Um, thank you so much. This was a wonderful experience. Um, yeah, you're so welcome, Moon Goddess. Uh, I enjoyed the energy. Yeah, very primal. Oh yeah, pre-verbal. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I, I felt that too. So the fire was definitely coming out to speak. Um, and I'd love to do this again. Um, I mean, you are, what is it, 17 hours ahead of me? 16 hours? So, but it's so great to be connected here.

Yeah, I really feel the heart connection, both of you, and also, you know, the beautiful souls who have stepped in and joined us today. So thank you all so much.

So thank you everybody, and hopefully we'll be back in, what, 2 weeks maybe?

Yeah.

Yes, because we would love to see you in Japan in September. So if you have questions or you're not sure, feel free to reach out to either one of us, and we would love to support you in that. And I'm sending everybody lots of love. Take care of yourselves and, um, have fun.

Yeah, have a beautiful and blessed rest of May.

All right, take care.

And universal energy coming in.

Bye-bye.