Soul Channeling Development Workshop "Destiny vs Density"

So, all right, uh, welcome to our our first of many intuitive soul channeling development workshops. And this was brought on by our two lovely Patreon supporters, Catherine and Gitte. We do monthly Ask Me Anythings. I believe that's where it came in. And I just, you know, because I'm writing a second book, and I'm like, I would like some support around this. And I know that there's others that would like, you you know, maybe they're wanting to channel more from their soul to get messages, to really just have everything come through instead of feeling like, I'm not a writer, or I don't channel, those are for people outside of me, I don't have those gifts, when in fact you, you absolutely do have those gifts. And we all have those gifts. It's just a matter of setting the intention to show up. Like you lovely ladies do every month, if not more than once a month. You're very interactive in the group, and, um, huh, you're like ambassadors. Yeah, so thank you. All right, so, um, how this is going to work, I, you know, you either you'll have a pen and paper with you, or maybe you have a special journal that you already utilize. Or you might even just open up, you know, your Word or Google document and just start writing online, like on the computer, which I'm going to do after we do the channel and the meditation. We're going to have like just some relaxing music in the background, and we're just going to write for a couple minutes and see what comes through. And then if you feel you need more time Absolutely. When we're done, just go right back to it. You're not going to lose anything because it's like, it's like a sequence of, well, train tracks or lights. Once it's activated, you know, it's like that blueprint, it's already within. So if one little piece lights up, then it, it's like a network. It just, there it goes, out it goes. And it's like me, sometimes I You know, I'll start writing and it just won't stop. It's pages and pages. And then other times it's like a word, a song, a sentence. It's like not a big deal. It's like your dreams as well. Like Catherine's dream was very prophetic and, and she shared it with our group and we're so grateful she did. And Gitae had also shared something as well. That song, is it Adonai? Adonai? Adonai? How are we pronouncing that? Adonai.

Adonai.

Adonai. So I went, of course, and looked it up like I always do. I'm like, what does that mean?

Or Adonai.

Adonai. Yeah. And that song Awake by— was it Becca Shaw? What a beautiful song. And I thank you for sharing that, like, just, you know, coming forward and sharing that. And what does that mean? And really Adonai is, is the name of God used in Old Testament. I had no idea. I had no idea. And it's translated as Lord or Master. And I'm like, okay, I learned something new today. That was a beautiful message that you shared. You felt like you had the shackles taken off because you said your ankles were bothering you. And you—

it was funny. I have no— only in that area, you can imagine where there are foot shackles. Yeah, yeah.

So that was like a past life trying to quit.

It was very funny, and it hurts actually a lot.

Wow, wow. Well, thank you for, um, again sharing that. That you stepping forward and Catherine stepping forward, you guys are brave and courageous. And you— it allows other people to go, oh, it's not just me. I do that too. And I'm going to share, start sharing more. This, this is how this, this, these activations work. It's through us. It's through us, the telling of stories, because we're all storytellers.

We're—

we all are here to create. I sounded Southern there for a minute, y'all, and I'm not. That's funny. We're all here to create and we're all here to help each other make make our way home. Um, I read this this morning as well. Like, I follow a Bible— it's a Bible app called YouVersion, and you get a prayer with it, you get a, like, a video message, you get a, like, a graphic with a quote from the Bible. And today, uh, today's quote was, "The only way through is through the child," meaning to God. That's the only way we're gonna Because the child doesn't have an ego. Child doesn't question anything. The child doesn't go, well, that's— I, I'll just follow you. You tell me, Dad, where do you want me to go? And I'll go. And I'm like, that's beautiful. So that really hit, um, and with the work that I do, absolutely. All right, so I'm just going to get into, um, today's, uh, soul channeling development.

Is—

I'm basing this on today's date, which is May 25th, 2022, reduces to 9, and 9s are all about God's wrap-up. So we're like wrapping things up. And if you think about it, a new moon is just around the corner too, so This is kind of perfect because then you'd be planting new seeds, new intentions. And I'm calling this Your Destiny Transcends Density, because density usually implies that we're heavy and we're weighed down and we're stressed or we're depressed or we're just feeling, you know, like heavy, like the weight of the world, the collective trauma, whatever's going on. So, um, we're going to be asking valid questions about your life, your freedom, what's right, what's wrong. Those are actually— are those really valid questions? But really to allow your life to be more enriching, enhanced, um, revolutionary, more of a revelation to joy, beauty, abundance, and life itself. It's not for special people. You know how some people will say— I remember saying that too— well, I can't do that, or that's— she, you know, she's got the gift. I don't have that. That's wrong because it's like air. Everyone is available to air. We all are able to breathe. It's not for, you know, that person. It's for everybody. So we got to be receiving and open up to the possibilities because everything is possible. So really, the questions— now, the valid questions are, what is God? Invalid is, how do I worship God? Or how do I please God? Because this is coming out of a space of trauma and thinking that you've sinned and done something wrong. And maybe if you beat yourself up a little bit more, then you'll get into the kingdom. And, and he doesn't need to be pleased or appeased or worshiped. God is in everything. God is love. God is you. God is me. God is beauty, intelligent awareness. The other question is, what does God want? I mean, that's how I— when I get up in the morning, I'm like, okay, what are we doing today? You show me, show me what to do, show me what not to do and say and not say. I think that one's a That's a bigger one. Not say, just, yeah, zip it. And the 3 Rs. God wants— this is what he wants. He wants to be recognized. It's in everything. That's a recognition. Like nature and animals, or seeing an elderly man and just, you know, smiling at a stranger, whatever it is, like Just that is a recognition, meaning I am and you are.

Realized—

that's an inner knowing, and that takes work. That takes you from your subconscious to your conscious, because Carl Jung said if you continue in your unconsciousness, then that's your fate. You fated yourself. And God wants to be represented. So we are all representations just by showing up today, right? We're saying, yeah, I'm here to do the work. I do it every day. Some days are easier than others. Maybe some days I just take a break and say, you know what, today I'm just not doing nothing and I'm angry or whatever is going on and just be fully that and say, you know what, God, I'm having a crap day. I'm really angry this is happening. Why is this happening? This, that's important to get purge and get that out too. Or just cry. Some days you just gotta cry. So this allows you to catch straight from the Divine Mind. This is what happens when you're in that container of those 3 Rs: recognize, realize, represented. Creativity, wisdom, channelings, downloads, dreams. You know, we're moved from a man-made God, which is up in the sky. It's this guy, and you know, and we're all like, oh my God, I see a lot of that. Oh, please, you know, it's like, oh no, to a divine-like mind, humanity, the spiritual work, we're plumbing like think of yourself as a plumber. We're plumbing the depths of our being into nothingness, meaning nothing. There's nothing in this space but the tranquility and the peace that God is, I am, we are. So we've got to go to the end of that, and ego fears annihilation. That's ego's biggest fear. It's just a total wipeout. Funny, I hear that song Wipeout. Do you remember that song? Was it from '60s? I think it was a surfing song. It's like, ha, wipeout, and then it's like Beach Boys. You guys have to look it up. It's funny how that came in. Stay quiet long enough, dissolve fear of nothingness. So, or you can be like a lot of people in the world which I'm seeing here, by the way. There's a lot of retired people here, but they act like they're in high school.

It's just—

I, I said to the lady yesterday, I go, are we still in school? I said, because there's a lot of drama llamas here. And she just looked, laughed. Just, you know, I think we're all observers. We sit there and watch. It's different, right? And I almost feel like anyways, it's— that's a whole nother conversation. I'm just like, it doesn't matter where you go. So people are like, I have drama, therefore I am.

It's—

I don't know about you, but I know people that just love drama and that just— that's all they know. And then it keeps them in a perpetual— they never heal. It's, it's a broken record. It's a full-on repeat cycle. It's, it's like a trauma cycle. It just keeps going around and around, but this spiral goes down, not up. It's pulling them down, and then they grab anything around them, including people, unknowingly or knowingly, and they all go down with them. It's quite sad to, to witness. Um, so meditation and breathwork is the plumber, the pipe cleaner, the Swiffer duster Gite. I still think of your Swiffer duster, your magic wand, your holy water. Um, so we, we keep on sitting, we keep praying, we keep plumbing the depths to, you know, to— so it's a clear— there's no obstruction. You know how they say, I think it's like a plaque buildup in the arteries? We're clearing out the plaque buildup in a sense so things can flow through. There's no restriction, obstruction. Really here in the heart. And you realize finally you belong in this presence. And no one and nothing belongs to us, not our kids. We have to remember that, not our pets. God belongs. God belongs. I think, oh, that's such a tiny little bird. Sorry. He's got a little mohawk on the top of his head. Anyways. So what leaves you is control, fear, I'll be happy when— do you ever do that? Oh, I'm gonna wait, I'll be happy when this happens, I'll be happy when I get that job, or I get that whatever, that house, that boyfriend, whatever. That's coercion. You are not aligned with God when you're doing— and that really keeps us out of our happiness, our joy, our peace. I'm just saying, be happy now. Be happy now, because our life is— don't put your life on a layaway plan. I heard that the other day. I'm like, that's brilliant. So don't put all your dreams, or, you know, I'll do this when, you know, I get all this. Like, I'm putting down all these little payments, and then when I finally pay it off, then I can be happy. Doesn't work that way. So that's not— you're never fully living when you're doing that. And I catch myself in that too. So, um, that's, uh, that's our— that's a little channeling. Any feedback on this, feel free to share if you want. If you don't have anything, you can just let me know too, and then we'll go into a meditation.

I have taken notes as usual.

Yeah, I know. I, I— once your head is down, I'm like, yep, she's going for it. She's ready.

The, the three are recognized, realized, and represented. Um, really strong for me. And yes, it really resonates, and we'll try to apply it. Yeah, I will apply it, not try.

Yeah, you are. It's already— it's now— it's in the matrix of your beingness, of your blueprint. It's now going ping, ping, it's being activated.

It resonates a bit about— I was trying to write a bit down this morning, or no, not morning, about noon, about Oberai.

Yes.

And it actually means servant of God.

Servant of God.

Yes.

Wow.

And he was— I think he was talking to me. I hope it's not just my imagination, but at some point I can, can read it. But yeah, but what you're saying, what some of what you're saying is resonated what he said to me.

Yeah, and the fact that you got your freedom through that, that, you know, the servant of God message, but you're not a prisoner anymore. It's like, I think that was the big— for me, that's what I felt. I was like, oh my God, the shackles are off. That's amazing. There's no more heaviness. And then you felt like you're on a witch hunt too. Don't you think that's kind kind of symbolic in a way. Yeah, but it took a while for it to all come to conclusion where you went, aha.

Yeah, you helped also with your advice.

Yeah, well, yeah, I mean, we just, we're here to help each other. I, I get it.

Um, I, I know I want to read a sentence she said to me, Ubadayi.

Okay, sure. May I? Go ahead.

It was about you actually. If I can find it. Ah, here it is. We love Christine's word cheerleaders. So important for you humans to be that for each other. And we for you. Imagine Actually, oh, my, my writing is changing when I'm—

you're channeling.

Yes, I actually imagine her dancing around with those pom-poms, some kind of cheerleaders use especially in sports. Having fun, that's so important, and we recommend it actually that a cat do that too. Actually, we recommend all that do that, or dance in some kind of form, because joy is what you are, and joy is what you lift you up and cheers you up, and all will be— are easier to cope with.

Yeah, that, that's a great message. That's like, shake it off, baby.

But yeah, and then I can see, see us dancing around with those pom-poms.

I gotta make some pom-poms.

It's part of what, what I was writing.

Yeah, no, that, that's a good reminder. Yeah, yeah, and, and a beautiful message. Yeah, like I think maybe we, we should, you know, find some pom-poms and then we're just going to make a video. We're gonna dance together, or we're gonna film our own little video where we're doing a little dance.

He actually also recommend the— you have talked about the 8 or the infinity, uh, symbol.

Oh yeah, that's one. I draw that a lot.

Yes, and do that with our hips. It's actually the ground movement in Hawaiian dance.

There we go. Okay, that makes sense. Yeah, that's amazing. I love that, I love that. And I know you're still trying to find that Hawaiian shaman too through a book.

Yes. Yeah, I haven't found him yet.

It'll appear, it'll pop into somebody's feed or online, or you'll see it and be like, there it is.

So But you were saying, does it matter?

True, it's when you're not looking it'll show up. Yes, that's always, always, always. All right, um, thank you for sharing that. I really appreciate it. And then that cute little bird, I gotta find a picture of him.

But anyways, I love the bird behind you.

Yeah. Yeah, that is, uh, I believe that is the national bird of Ecuador. Um, I'm trying to remember the name of it though, because everybody has a national bird, right? Or a provincial bird. Let's see what, what comes up when I type in national bird of Ecuador. Trying to remember the name. Uh, no, it is not the condor. I know that for a fact. Funny. Oh, they got national flowers, national animals, national symbols. I'm just looking it up. Of course, when I'm looking for it, it's not going to show up, but it's a red and black bird. I know that. So Anyways, we'll come back to it. But yeah, it's, it's, you know, they have so many beautiful birds here. Try and keep track of them all. But there is a website where you can keep track of them all, or what people have seen, they'll share with the group. So, all right, so we're going to get into the meditation. So this is going to be a great great time here. I'm just gonna find— now, would you guys prefer music in the background or no music? That is completely up to you, or we can use the music at the end.

It will be up to Geta.

Okay, I'm neutral. You're neutral? Okay. I, you know what, I think I'd like to do it at the end, so I'm just going to leave it for the end. While you guys are writing, you'll have a little bit of music in the background. So that's normally how, how we've done it in the past.

So, all right, sorry, I have to close my door. My neighbor is shouting out there.

Okay, isn't that always the way you go and do something quiet? I, I swear, every time I go and do something, somebody's all of a sudden car alarm goes off, or somebody's banging on something, or grinding, or the music just starts going. It's like, what's going on here?

You also attend as well.

All right, all right. And I'm just going to mute you, uh, for now. If something comes up, feel feel free to put it in the chat, but we're just gonna— you guys can light a candle. I'm lighting my imaginary candle as I'm trying to find a perfect— well, a clean burning candle in Ecuador is quite challenging, so I've put that out into the field and it came back and said, make your own. So I'm now sourcing to make my own candles anyways. Until I can get my sister's candles here. But anyways, and you can bring in your essential oils, some incense, whatever you'd like, your crystals. If you've got a particular crystal you'd like to hold on to, I've got a crystal. I got the clear quartz because it does everything. It's like an all-in-one. And I've got this lovely lavender I put some more lavender oil in it. And I always keep it beside my computer, just as a break, but just the little things, the little things. All right, so we're really going to focus on our breath, closing our eyes, slowing down. And just like the waves of the ocean, as you're breathing in fully, you're letting go fully. And then just breathe in again, let it come in like a wave all the way up to the shoreline. And then we're going to bring it back down. All right. And we're bringing in white light protection. This is a protected and sacred space, this container, this vessel that we're holding right now. Nothing can penetrate it, nothing can infuse it other than what is already here is love, peace, joy, prosperity, grace, healing. And then just imagine that you are— your feet are on the ground and you're fully connected. And you can take it a step further if you'd like, as we've done in the past. Just imagine you have a beautiful white cord, or you have tree roots that are coming from your base chakra, your root from the spine, your spine, and they're shooting down your legs and out your feet, and they're smashing through the dirt, tree roots, rocks, and debris until they reach the center of the earth. And this is where you get to choose your rock, your crystal, your image, your symbol, your color, whatever it is. Let that come in. And now you're going to wrap your beautiful cord, your roots, around that sacred object and start to bring it back the way it came until it reaches just to the soles of your feet. And today We're going to focus all on destiny. We're releasing density as we're in this sacred practice together. And we're asking whatever needs to come through, whatever needs to be released, whatever needs to be channeled, written, brought forward is happening at this time. These activations are coming through, and you can imagine yourself sitting, sitting in the beautiful pink sand of the Bahamas. It's a pretty magical place. I've seen pictures. We're bringing in this water energy, this ocean energy, because in northern hemisphere, summer is just around the corner. Water is just around the corner. So you're sitting in this beautiful pink sand You got your toes in the sand. You've got that beautiful breeze coming in. You're nestled in, you're cozy. You can feel the warmth of the sun beating down on you. Got a big, beautiful, wide hat to protect your eyes from the rays of the sun. And as you look out into that aquamarine, crystal clear water, you spot a beautiful boat. All you can make out is just the image of a boat. You can't actually see it. And in that space is where you're going to imagine yourself on that boat. So now you've taken yourself from the beach to the boat. Now you're on the water, and the water is carrying you. You're gliding along effortlessly, not a care in the world. You're almost being, you know, mesmerized by the glare, the sparkle off of the water, off of the ocean, off of the sound. The boat has a bit of a lull to it.

It's—

you're being rocked to sleep. So just imagine yourself feeling totally relaxed. And just letting go. Now you're in this sleepy state. There are going to be things that are coming forward that need to be released because of this activation. What would you imagine your life to feel like, to be, to know, to feel in this moment right now, right now. Let it come forward. It could be anything. It could be an image, a song, an object, a person— person, place, or thing— or it could just be a feeling Or maybe you're smelling something, you're remembering something that's coming forward that needs to be released, that needs to be pen on paper, your fingers on the keyboard. It's going to be flowing out of you. So let that come forward and hold on to it. And you're being rocked even more. You're being lulled even more into this space, into this place of the in-between, this in-between place where there's Reality with a capital R, and then there's you fully realized, fully realized. And you're, you're like the, the wanderer in between those realms. And you take a little bit out of the reality, you take a little bit out of your consciousness. So this is really your unconscious and your conscious, and you're in the middle, you're in the, in the in-between. You might even call it a divide, a space of peace, of tranquility. And anytime that you set this intention, you can go back to this video at any time make this maybe a practice for you to fully develop what is already being pinged, what is being activated in that divine blueprint, in that divine matrix of who you are, of what— interesting— God has been waiting for you. That's the message I'm hearing. It's been waiting, waiting, waiting so patiently. Here you are. Here you are. Thank you for being here. So just take that feeling of you being on the boat, on the beach, in that water with the sun on your face, not a care in the world. This is the carefree place and space that you have created, that we have created for you to actually, you know, realize that you have all of that information is now being, you know, that was stored is now being unlocked. It's now being activated. And the next, you know, few minutes, few hours, few days, few weeks, few months even, whatever's coming forward, you're putting pen to paper, you're recording it, maybe on audio, on video, however you feel creatively, you know, inspired. Your creativity is being inspired, is being released, it's being Activate it. And on, on the computer as well, if that's what you prefer. It's however it comes out— painting, singing, dancing. It's a creative display of your recognition, your soul. This is how we're developing this channel. You're the channel. So I want you to take your time, say goodbye to your boat, to the water, to the beach, and you can come back to this space at any time. Or maybe you pick a different space. Who knows what it'll be next month? But this month it's all about the water, it's all about the sand, it's all about the beach, it's all about summer, it's all about play, it's all about having fun. So we're allowing this, all of it, no matter where you are in the world. It's here right now, just in this imaginary field of playful creativity, really unleashing the inner child, really unleashing. All right. So I want you to take your time coming back in. Maybe you want to stay in that kind of transitory state of that feeling. I am going to play a little bit of music for us. And of course bypass all the ads. I'm glad I caught that. And hopefully You know, whatever's coming through will come through for you. So you can just take your time right now to write, which I'm going to do as well. So if you've got your pen and paper or you're going to use the computer Just bring that down a little bit so it's not so loud.

All right.

And yeah, this, this is your time to write. And it's interesting that it's a black screen. Usually there's pictures, but I think that's a message too. We're not here to watch the screen. We're just, we're just here to listen. We're just here to listen. So I'll put a timer on for 5 minutes, and then I'll bring everybody back. Okay, so we're just gonna slowly come back. If you're still writing, keep writing, it's all good. I'm just going to pause the video. Still think it's hilarious that that the screen is black. So I guess that's a reminder we're supposed to go into the, the darkness, the vast spaces of the dark, because all will be revealed.

All right.

All right, so feel free to, if you want to share with us, go for it. If not, I mean, either the writing or the experience or the meditation, whatever you'd like to share. This is— the floor is yours.

Um, I can share of my other the chat because I think it's long.

Okay, sure.

So, um, I have written in French, so I am trying to translate it and to share it.

Um, well, you can share bits and pieces. You don't— it's really up to you if you want to share the whole thing or not. It's, it's, yeah, it's up to you.

Oh yes, it works.

Oh, there we go. Okay, so you want me to read it, or are you going to read it?

Yes, yes, it will be better if you, you read it.

Okay. Uh, density to liberate oneself. Break free from the limits that humans usually put on themselves. Yeah, I like how you say usually. It's like, yeah, that's what we do. Uh, important— or we're, we're so asleep that in a sense we're just in this trance. That's what we do. Um, conditioning. Uh, important to relate to yourself. Yeah, to his inner self, to his inner child. Heal her, take care of him, to take care of yourself. Heal it to forget or to heal. Yeah, that's part of the bypassing, or as my mom would say, I don't want to go there because it was too much, too hard to bring stuff up. Uh, to break free from the chains of the past, and the kind of a beautiful reference to Gitay's dream there. Um, yes, it happened. Yes, it happened. Helpless you were, but I'm here. To accompany you. Nothing— that's beautiful. Nothing will ever be as it was before. I like that too. I think a lot of us are very resistant to change. I like how things are, even though I'm miserable. Anyways, um, I'm here for you until I— now I saw you without hearing you. Now I hear you faintly. Talk to me. Shout to me. Oh, okay. And we will progress together. Life is long ahead of us. Healing is the first step. Creating and living is the next step. Create may be the care to consider. So consider creation. The love I have for you is indisputable, unwavering. This love is pure, unconditional. My heart is swollen with this love that I offer to you. Ah, heart swollen. Oh. Swelling. It's a certainty. I'm here like a, a rampart. I mean, you're not a rampart. Okay. Um, I did not see, not understood, doubt. Only certainty lingers now. I'm here. Wow, that's lovely. Really, really beautiful. Thank you for sharing that. Yeah, that's like a beautiful channeling slash poem, and it's like the conversation that you're, you're having with God, with yourself. And I feel for everyone, actually, like humanity.

It was beautiful, Beth. Thank you.

You're welcome. I know there were certain parts of the meditation that the ocean, all of a sudden I could hear it. It got louder and the waves were like boom. And then there were parts where I didn't hear the ocean at all. That's interesting. Never noticed that before. So, because after a while it all sounds the same, but when we're in this meditation Even because I have one ear that's still out to the ocean. So I was— the ocean was, it was letting us know, you know, what we were doing was beautiful. And we were getting recognition, you know, that the water spirit, I mean, there's plant spirit, spirits in everything. Yeah, like I'm hearing, be kind, be generous, be yourself, because you're beautiful just the way you are. Okay. That was lovely. That was lovely. And I'm feeling called to— whoops— to pull a, just a card, a collective card. And where I'm staying is, it's an animal— well, it started out as like a hotel. It still is. It's called Donkey Den, as per the cup that I have. Um, they— cats and dogs started coming to them, so now it's like a sanctuary for, for animals and for people. So I think they've got about 40 cats here and about 5 dogs, so it's definitely the, the cat place, right? It's just so lovely to see all the— and then when it was feeding time, I have— I took a picture, but they're all on the roof waiting and they fill up their dishes. And there were two cats and you could tell they were like, they didn't want to share that dish. So I grabbed the— an empty dish and I put some food in and I said, now here. I said it— they were just like kids, I swear. They're like, oh, I get my own dish, I'm happy now.

Funny.

So I'm, I'm enjoying, uh, what, you know, what they're doing here. And, and they have volunteers. I, I think it's called Workaway, where people can come in and volunteer. Um, I think they live here for free. They take care of the animals, they feed them, they clean up and do all the stuff around here that needs to be done. So it's kind of cool. There's people from I think there is a girl from Germany and a guy from Belgium, and I haven't met everybody yet. But anyways, it's an interesting place.

It's a part of your wish, a sanctuary for, for animals.

Yeah, in a sense. I feel like I'm getting my, my training here a little bit, and I'm noticing, uh, some things that need to be changed when I see— because, you know, when you're in it, you don't see it. So it takes an outside person to come in and go, oh, this and that. It's like proofreading. You could look at it all day, and then someone will come along, go, oh, there's an error, and I would change that paragraph. And, you know, yeah. So, all right, so what do we need to know at the end of this? And funny, as I'm looking out on the horizon, I can see an outline of a boat, but I have no idea what it is. And normally you don't see too many boats here, you usually just see kite surfing.

So what color is the boat?

I cannot tell, it's just an outline. I know that there's a boat out there, but it's so on the edge of the horizon, I don't know what it is. Isn't that interesting? Okay, thank you. Thank you, Spirit, for that. Okay, I'm just going to cut the cards, otherwise I'll be shuffling all day. Oh, okay. So, Lost Compass, Getting Back to Integrity. And it's funny, you talked about 8 because this reduces to an 8. That figure 8, that infinity symbol. Maybe this is just for me. Um, finding your way home, trusting your intuition. And I love how there's northeast, southwest. And with a boat, I mean, you do need a compass. You do have an idea where your direction is and the coordinates, like the longitude, the latitude. I believe that's how that goes. I'm not a boat person, so I don't really know. And this implies time as well. I see a lot of spirit in here. I see like a, like sacred geometry. I also see some, some jewels in this as well at the top. Like, you might see the colors. It might be hard to see. A lot of swirls, um, like an amulet, like a necklace, some type of something sacred there. What, what else is the book saying? Uh, be careful— funny— be careful not to, uh, you know, believe all the advice you're receiving, but you got to rely on your innate sense of direction and guidance, your homing instincts. So, okay. Tear up the picture in your mind. So make this your mantra: Love me or leave me. It's a blessing in disguise. Lost is a state of mind. Not knowing where you're going is an opportunity to find a new path. So it's really just relying on your heart is your compass. You trust your deepest feelings. Even when people don't support you, you support yourself. You support yourself. Um, and there was also talking about that you maybe need to find new counselors. You're not getting the mentoring you need for your success. So who is that person you're looking up to as a model, and what does it mean to be a woman or a man? They're just saying trash that ideal. It's almost like putting someone on a pedestal, like I've done it where I'll put somebody up and go, wow, they are everything. They know everything. I know nothing. I guess it's, you know, you're meant to be you, not the best copy of your dearest friend. I mean, like me or like Gitte and Katherine, we're just mirrors and reflections and inspirations and cheerleaders, and we'll take bits and pieces from from everybody and kind of infuse it like a tea and make our own delicious tea. I don't know why I'm bringing up tea, but somebody loves tea.

I got an advice today to drink more green tea.

Oh, okay. Yeah, green tea is really good for you. I just don't drink it at night if you're sensitive to caffeine. So that would be my—

Oh, I drink a lot of coffee, so that doesn't matter.

Oh, okay, it doesn't matter. Nice, nice. I love peppermint or Earl Grey, or, um, but I like those fruity infusions too, like, you know, the loose leaf. I think those are the best teas, the loose leaf kind. But all right, well, I, I'm gonna stop the recording and then we can chat after. But thank you, uh, everyone that, you know, if you're part of Patreon or you've paid for this to watch afterwards, I appreciate all your comments and feedback. You can send me an email at 24khealing@gmail.com or send me a message through social media as well, or on Patreon. And I look forward to seeing you in June.