Divorce, Single Parent and Self Care with Brittany Null

Hey, hi everybody, thanks for joining me. I am here today with, uh, Brittany Null, and she is a full-time YouTuber, single mom extraordinaire. I just want to talk a little bit about kind of what it takes to honor your life by getting stuff done, by getting stuff done and taking care of you and yours. So welcome, Brittany.

Thank you for having me. I'm So honored to be here. This is so fun.

It is fun. Listen, I feel like I'm honored to have the full-time YouTuber interviewing me. I figure out all the— listen, and probably on Instagram I'll do a panoramic view of my whole situation right now.

Don't get me started on my situation.

Listen, what you see on the top is not representative necessarily of what's going on on the bottom. Let's just say that first of all. Second of all, while it looks all clean and I got the grand back here, the picture of my family, the bookshelves, what you don't see are the cables that are running from downstairs and the light that I hope doesn't fall over. I mean, just all kind of nonsense.

Yeah, you are my kind of person. I have a dead plant over here in the corner. It's just like, all you see is just this. The other rooms, we won't talk about that.

So that's right, you have to push what you need to push outside of the frame. There you go, outside of the frame. Okay, so I did not do— sometimes I do some pre-show talk with my guests because I want to like get to know them or figure out what I'm going to talk about. And I did not purposefully—

oh, okay.

I did not know about you until, um, a girl on my team, Shonda, who follows you and loves you. She's— yes. And so, you know, we're constantly talking about who to talk to, who to have on the podcast or on the YouTube video live or whatever. And so She was like, well, there's this girl that I follow. She's a full-time YouTuber. And so I was like, okay, who is she? So I'm kind of a little intrigued. And of course I'm going to ask all the beginner questions and just so I get to know you and then those who are watching get to know you and then we can talk some specifics about just how you're making your way in this world because you're full-time. This is it. You're not on the side working at Cane's Chicken or on the side.

Cane's. I wouldn't be mad about it.

But I mean, I just want to make sure I'm saying this right. This is your full-time thing.

It's like a mix of other— I mean, YouTube on top of— it's like a whole entrepreneur.

I'm doing this while you're an accountant somewhere.

No, no. Yeah. Oh, and I would never be an accountant. I'm terrible at math. But yeah, no, there's not like a side hustle job. This is like the whole—

this is your— your— your— okay. All right. So tell me about your family. I did mention at the beginning that you're a single mom. So if you can kind of talk a little bit about that journey, How long you been a single mom, kind of what, where you were coming from when you decided to do the entrepreneur thing.

Oh, it's a long, I'm going to try to give you the condensed version. I'm like, where do we start? So I've been doing the single mom thing for about a year and a little over a year, no, not quite a year and a half. So about, yeah, almost a year and a half. Okay. Anyway, so yeah, I have 3 beautiful babies. I have a 6-year-old daughter named Audrey and I have a 4-year-old son named 4-year-old son named Kylan and an almost 3-year-old named Maddox. And honestly, they keep me motivated and going and just, yeah. So there's that. Single mom life kind of came at me fast. Not kind of, it came at me very fast. It wasn't something that I had necessarily planned to, you know, be divorced, live the single mom life. I guess no one really plans that, but it wasn't really something I had foreseen doing. And so I had, I was at kind of a crossroads where It was, I was originally doing the channel with my ex and we had this whole channel together, honestly. Um, and so I had the decision, do I keep going with this channel once we decided we weren't going to be married anymore? Um, or do I just, you know, go to a different career? I have a background in elementary ed. So I was like, well, should I just go back to teaching? Um, and I w— it was just this crazy moment. I was up, sorry, this is like, I'm, this is the longest. It was one of those nights where I was just laying in bed praying, kind of worrying, freaking out. And I was just like, God, what do you want me to do? I have options, but I also want to do the best for my babies. They were used to having a full-time stay-at-home mom. So it was really the thought of just like jumping, you know, right into a job where I'm just gone all day just sounded tragic for them. But I was like, I'll do what I need to do. And suddenly this light bulb came on and it was just like God was just like, continue your journey. Like, keep doing YouTube, change it though. And I think I knew it was a God thing because it wasn't what I really necessarily would have wanted, if that makes sense. It wasn't like I was like, yes, I want to do this. It was kind of like, okay, God, are you sure? Is that what you want me to do? Kind of thing. So anyway, long story short, I decided to keep going on the journey, rebranded the channel, and I'm still chugging along.

So yeah, how long, how long had you been married?

I had been married for 8 years, or almost 8 years.

Okay, and you've been single now for over a year? Yeah, over a year. Okay, so this is, this is fresh. All right, I'm fixing my clothes. I just don't want the girls to fall out. I just don't know. Listen, honey, because they like to do—

okay, so keep the girls in.

That's always That's the danger of being live. It's like, oh well, got to fix it.

I know, right? That's why I'm wearing a turtleneck. I'm like, nothing's coming out.

That's what I should have done. It's all falling down. Okay. So anyway, um, so, so doing this for years. So whose idea was starting the channel in the first place? So was this something that you did? You went along with it?

So the channel started like years ago when me and my ex actually first got married. It was totally his idea. It was, uh, he was actually more into YouTube. I've never really been like a huge techie. Person back then too. We started like 6 years ago or so. So YouTube wasn't what it is now. People were not making money on YouTube. There was no Instagram promo, you know, there was no Instagram actually. There was none of that. It was just like people making cat videos and stuff. So he was like, oh, let's make this channel.

You just made yourself sound old. You were like, there was no Instagram back then.

No problem, babe. I've been on YouTube a minute. But so it was his idea and he was like, oh, let's just do this fun little channel. And I was kind of like, no one is going to watch, but sure, whatever, you know. So we started filming videos and we gained a following. I think the interracial relationship was kind of interesting to people, and so we got a lot of a following from that. And yeah, we just kept going, and I was shocked that people really cared because I was kind of like, I'm the most uninteresting person. So the fact that people are watching is really cool.

So you decided to keep going, and I love how you said that it's not something that you were really chasing after, hungry for. It was just you had a moment of clarity where you feel like God said, you know what, just continue your journey. And I think I— you kind of just mentioned it and then you kept going, but I think that's so important because life happens, you know what I'm saying? And I mean, just even looking over some things that you've described in your own life, not, not only that, um, your marriage ended, but, you know, in a year or two of that, um, as I understand it, that you lost your— or you You lost your dad to cancer.

Mm-hmm. Yeah.

What happened, a lot of people, even if they wanted it, something happens to bring a hiccup into their journey and then that's it. They never— they get off and they can't figure out how to get back on. And sometimes it's not that simple as just get up and continue. But often the message is the same. You have to decide to continue, to go back to what you were doing or figure out something out, but in either case, it's your journey. So you got to figure out how to get going. So, um, so I love that. Okay. So you rebranded the channel, you changed the name and your channel is about what? People come to you now.

What is your tip? What are you, what is you doing, girl?

You know, how many people subscribe to your channel?

So I have, I wouldn't, when, before the rebranding, we were at about 397,000. And then once I took it over, we were at about 400 and 1,000, but those are just numbers because those are not all the people that watch my videos every time I upload. So that those numbers—

Uh-uh, you're minimizing.

Let's just repeat.

She had, she just gave a 300,000 number and a 400,000 number. So people are watching you. We don't have to get into how many.

Oh yeah.

And I'm watching you. Why, why are they watching?

I, you know, I think they, I think that people watch me because Not because I do anything epic or interesting, but what people have told me from the comments I've gotten of why people like to watch me is it's fun to see a journey of someone who kind of just keeps it real. Not saying that I have it all together and I'm perfect and that I share everything, but I will say this journey, it's been really important for me to stay true to who I am and where I am. And I think that's kind of why I wanted to keep going on this journey because I realized that we are all struggling with something. And it's easy to kind of retreat when you're struggling. It's easy to kind of hide. But I felt like God was calling me to be out with it and just be like, "Hey, this is where I am. It's a struggle bus." You might tune in to my video one day and I'll be at Target having a great time. Another day it might be me crying in my office talking about how I can't handle it. And I think that's why people tune in because they like to see someone relatable, someone that You know, we all have a struggle, I guess. So relatable, I guess. They also love watching the kids, and a lot of our viewers have been there from the beginning. So before I even had kids.

So this is like the— what's it called? The Truman Show?

The Truman Show! I hate that.

You watched him be born and then you had to keep up with his life.

Yeah, he didn't know though. That was kind of sad. But yes, let's hope the kids know. We all know.

They'll know eventually after today. They'll know. Yeah.

It humbles me though. I think I have a hard time answering the question because it humbles me honestly that people watch and have been watching for so long. It absolutely humbles me. Um, it's amazing. So that's good.

That's good. Okay. So, so you're, you've got a YouTube channel where you're blogging about your life, keeping it real. People enjoy seeing you keep it real. They enjoy watching your kids grow up. Um, And I guess the business of it, because from what I understand, even though you've always been involved, maybe it was your husband's thing. So you're not just like turning on a camera and recording what happens today. I mean, you have brand deals. I mean, this is business for you.

Yeah, it is. And I think that was the part— I mean, I was always kind of part of it, knew what was happening, but I wasn't actually running everything and doing the filming and doing the editing. And answering all the emails. That part I think has been the biggest change. Um, cause it's like, yeah, mom boss, you gotta, you gotta put the boss pants on and you gotta get it done. Um, at the end of the day, relatable and fun is great, but mom's gotta pay bills too. So, so that aspect, I think that in the beginning I was very, not only nervous about, you know, people still watching and caring, but also just the business side of like, okay, is this, Am I going to be able to handle this? And I think one of the major things of why I continue down this route is it enables me to still be at home with my kids. So I'm able to work and do what I need to get done and then still pick up kids and drop off. And, um, as a single mom, I'm like, I don't know how, I mean, God would find a way, but I'm like, I don't know how honestly I would have a different job and then have to do like the daycare and the pickup and the drop-off as one person. I'm like, that is just, I, oh, I just, yeah. Anyway, I digress. Sorry. Um, but yeah, the business side of it, was very intimidating at first, for sure.

But did you, did you— so this is real life right here. My son is taking the PSAT today. Oh, are you done? Okay, so you have your ride? Mrs. Thatcher's gonna bring me home. Okay, well text me if you can't find her. I'll text her and tell her that you're done. Okay, and then you can come here. Miss Gwen is here waiting on you.

Okay, bye. Mom life.

Babe, like, we'll take care of that in a minute. Bye. He's like, uh, wait a minute, what am I having for lunch?

You're like, mom is live, I don't really know right now.

Yeah, like, we had a plan. The plan was you're supposed to be done, somebody's gonna pick you up, you're gonna come in through the back doorway so nobody hears you, and then I've got somebody here who's gonna take you to your next thing. Like it was all worked out and then he calls me. That wasn't the plan. He was supposed to text me. So anyway, since you said keeping it real is why people enjoy watching, so then there you go.

Yeah.

Oh, okay. So, but here's what I wanted to know. You talked about, because I know somebody is wanting to know.

Okay.

So you have kids that are younger. So in order for you to work, is your 6-year-old in school?

Yes.

And your 2 younger ones are in daycare?

They do preschool 3 days a week.

So 3 days a week. Okay.

Really? I, and it's not even all day. I always laugh at people. I mean, I vlog my life, but if there really was like a behind the scenes, they'd be like, this shit is crazy. Cause it's literally days where it's like, okay, like yesterday I cooked dinner in between posting a branded thing on the way, uh, right before I had to pick my daughter from school. Like it's just, it's crazy.

So that's, that's the real deal. That is the real deal. It's like, you know, I try to make sure that there's something for my family to eat in between all the drama and it just, it is what it is. Okay. So, You're in business for yourself. We talked a little bit about the crazy. They got a chance to see a little bit of my crazy. So here's kind of where I want to go. I'm wondering, though, has there ever been a point where you thought, first of all, once you decided to continue the journey, once you decided to continue the journey, has there ever been a point where you thought, I don't think I can do this?

Oh, girl, like all the time. I feel like every week there's like, an episode. And my viewers are so sweet because they know like those weeks where I'm like, there's no videos, they're like, uh-oh, Brittany's having a moment. But no, there really is. There's been a lot of doubt. And I think a lot of self-doubt, not even from other people doubting. But just, is this where God wants me to be? Is this the right journey?

Am I doing the right thing? Am I good at this?

Should I just give up? You know what I mean? Like, or what is my purpose in doing this? So yeah, to answer your question, there's been A lot of moments like that. A lot.

So how do you move past those moments? Because what you just described is why most people either won't do what they want to do, and when they fall off the bandwagon from doing what they want to do, they don't get back on.

Yeah.

I think— what do you do to get yourself out of that moment?

I think to get myself out, I sit in it first of all. I try to just sit with that and say, okay, I'm feeling this way. I'm feeling this way today. And then why am I feeling this way? And then figure out, is it something that's really not working or is this just self-doubt? And then is this God speaking or is this some other voice that's not, you know, of him? So prayer and then taking and resting. I think that's another thing is this line of work you can be on all the time and it can really take a toll. So I've gotten to the point now where if I truly feel like I need to choose between my kids and mental health and the YouTube channel, then I just won't post a video and I'll take a break.

You break the rules of consistency?

Yeah, I do a lot actually, which is probably why my channel isn't that great. Girl, yes. I take a whole week off.

Girl, shut up talking to me. You have 400— I don't care what you say. You've got a bunch of people watching your stuff and you just said my channel's not great.

Okay, well, see, that's the self-doubt you're hearing. That's the self-doubt that's always there. And I also tend to be a perfectionist, so it's very all or nothing. Perfect or nothing. And so that's another thing that I've worked— I've been having to work through. God's been showing me like this journey, it's not perfection and it's not like a straight line, you know, there's a lot of hills and ups and downs. So yeah, anyway, to answer your question, praying, taking rest, reevaluating, and then just saying, you know what, you got to get it done. And if you aren't happy, then make— then change it to where you are. Like in the beginning, I didn't like how the channel, how we vlogged. I felt like I overshared when I was doing it with my ex and like I changed it and I like YouTube now because of that.

Okay, that's good. So a lot of people wonder what the secret is, and what I hear you just saying is you don't deny how you feel. So when you're having a stuck moment, you don't deny how you feel. You acknowledge how you feel. You might even sit in it for a hot second.

Yeah. Yes.

Then there's something else about your thinking that kicks in that says, yep, that might be true. Yep, I might feel that way, but I'm gonna get up and keep going. And it's that simple. It's not like a magic pill. It's just you decide at some point to get up and keep going.

Yeah, well, and a lot of God, a lot of help from him, and also just my kids. I mean, it's like, Mommy just can't have too many days where it's like, I'm down. And then I feel like God always sends some little something where I'm doubting myself, and he'll send me an email for another project or another opportunity or something where I'm kind of like, oh, well, I mean, I guess he's saying keep going.

OK. So yes, and I call those breadcrumbs. I feel like it's like the Hansel and Gretel effect. It's like, okay, he knows where I'm going. I don't know where I'm going. I often wonder if everything is dark and I don't even see a yellow brick road if I'm in the right spot. And then something happens. It may be something I hear in a sermon. It may be something someone says to me. It may be— it'll just be something that, you know, and I sound like, you know, EBJBs right now. But I really believe that when people— okay, y'all, this is Chrystal Hurst. See, some people think I'm Tony Evans. I'm not. This is Chrystal Hurst. I really believe that when people start— when people are saying like, the universe talking to me— the Bible clearly says that we are spiritual beings and that there are lots of things going on in spiritual places, okay, that we cannot see. So I think that people, believers or not, that there is a sense of the spiritual that some of us are very aware that we have, right? And we know Jesus is real, and we know that the Holy Spirit is real. But people that even don't believe in Jesus Christ, they'll catch something because there is stuff happening that we can't see. So I call those breadcrumbs because I just feel like God is— he's not playing hide or seek with you. He's just saying, if you pay attention, if you look— the Bible says, if you seek me, you will find me. You seek me with all your heart, you'll find me. I just think If you're looking, there are things for you to notice. And I love that you're saying that. He just encourages you on your journey.

And also tells me when to just chill, because there's times where I try to run ahead and then I'm like, I'm in the dark. And he's like, I'm lighting this. This whole area is where it's lit for you. But if you try to run ahead of where I'm lighting the path, then it is going to be dark. You're not going to know what you're doing.

So you need to just chill. OK, so let me ask you a question, because you're a go-getter. I was just talking to somebody about this today. How do you tell the difference between being the go-getter, doing what needs to be done, checking your boxes, being efficient and productive and doing all the things that are good and taking that too far where you're going further than where he's taking you?

It's a fine line. It's a fine line. And I think that's where a lot of my self-doubt comes because I'm like, am I just a go-getter and doing this? And that's, I think that's where there's been times with the channel where I'm like, is this what they got? And then, um, that's where I do that rest, where I'll take a moment where I'm like, okay, just take a break, like get off social media for a day, or, you know, don't upload. So you can hear and see, you know, is he leading the way, or are you just trying to make your own way? And I think there are definitely times where I'm really trying to make something work, and I'm getting stressed, and I'm feeling anxiety about it. And that's when I know this is you trying to take this in control, you know what I mean? Yeah, yeah, yeah. You're trusting God, you don't have not that you don't get stressed out, but it's not that deep sense of anxiety. And like, at least for me, it's not. It's— it's— when it's him, it's like I feel a sense of calm, um, even if it's scary. But when it's me, I just feel like crazy, basically.

So, so you talk about taking a minute to be quiet.

Yes.

I know that there are a lot of women who, because of their busy lives or because they're moms like you, they're like, when is— when exactly is that supposed to happen? And I always would say that my best moments of quiet happened in the bathroom. They would be— at least would listen to me when I would say I'm in the bathroom. Now they may still knock on the door. They might put their fingers under the door, but they would just ignore me, like, totally. So I had a little bit of respite in the bathroom. But what does taking time, or better yet, being more specific, what does self-care look like for you as a businesswoman who works from home with 3 small kids?

Self-care looks like Maybe I have piles of laundry in my room that could have been folded, but I decided to take a nap instead.

You clean and you move them over.

Yes. And I feel like that's a big thing for me because like the past, it's like, you know, okay, the kids aren't here, I have this to-do list. And that's where I'm like, what will make you a better mom and a more efficient, happy, healthier person? Folding those clothes and being mad and stressed out and yelling at your kids when you pick them up from school, or taking a nap and having a pile of clothes that really you can still dig out of when they're clean. So Those are like, that's one example where I'm like, okay, I'm gonna take a nap and that's not bad. Or I'm gonna not, you know, you get on Instagram, you see everyone like chasing the dream and doing this and grinding, not saying that's bad, but there are definitely days where I'm like, I'm not grinding today. I'm just, I'm surviving and I'm fine with that. And I feel like that's a form of self-care, just being okay with being where you are in life. And then like simple things like I get my nails done sometimes, not all the time, but sometimes. Because I want to look down and not have crusty nails all the time. So, you know, those are things where it's like we can guilt ourselves about like, oh, I'm doing this. But it's like sometimes those are the things that really can energize you for the rest of the week. Just simple things like that.

I love— see, me and nails, we have a little complicated situation. I get on a thing and I start getting them done and then I get sick of the appointment. I'm like, I don't like this thing in my life. And then I stop getting them done and then I get sick of looking at them. Yeah, it's this kind of— it's an ebb and flow. I'm not consistent.

That's okay. Self-care is different for everybody. So sometimes it's just taking a shower.

Listen, sometimes it is just taking a shower. Okay, so you're a single mom. Are you in a community? Like, did you grow up where you are? Are you— do you have a solid church home? What does community look like and how do you make room for that?

Girl, that's a really great question. That's something I'm still navigating. I do have a church, but I'm navigating being single because I grew up, you know, going to church and having that family community and going with my ex and we went, you know, but no one really prepares you to be a single mom at church. And that's not digging on the church, but I just feel like it's not, it's not, I mean, here, I'm a preacher's kid.

Let's be real. It's not the way most of us know church.

Exactly.

For the single, I was a single mom for 10 years, so it's not built for the single. It's just not.

And I'm not trying to say that this is not digging on anything, but I'm just saying it was very apparent to me the moment I rolled in by myself. I felt it. I felt that. And so I think in the beginning, I really was trying to seek out community because I was like, I can't retreat. I need to seek this out. But I will say it's a balancing act because I'm like between the kids and then this and that, community is hard. So I do have some close friends that are kind of like my little tribe. You know, I have my little— but I need to grow that. I would definitely say that's an area in the next year, another goal that I have of just growing. It's hard, girl. It's like, it's hard to make friends, period, let alone, you know, as a single mom. So yeah, that part is difficult. And I think that's why I like sharing my journey with people, because I get that being a mom is hard, but being a single mom, you're just kind of in this place where people don't know what category to put you in, especially at church. So they're kind of like, do they go in the family category?

Okay, they're women, but they got the But yeah, it's—

You don't got no husband, so where we put her?

Okay, so are you intentional? I'm about to put you in the corner a little bit. Are you intentional about creating community, in real life community for yourself?

I am working on it. Yes, I am working on it. I will not lie and say that I'm intentionally successful all the time. And I do err on the side because I'm an introvert. And so when I get tired, I definitely have a habit of retreating and kind of being antisocial. And thankfully I have friends that will text me and be like, Hey, we haven't heard from you for a while. What are you up to? What are you doing? Um, but I think I've gotten better. I think I've gotten better at being intentional at real life connection, um, and making time for that. But it's a work in progress. Like I'm sitting here thinking about all the people that I was supposed to text back to go have coffee with. They're probably watching this like, yeah, she not intentional. She didn't do it. Girl, struggle.

Oh my goodness. Okay. So if you were going to say one thing to a single mom who is maybe in or fresh out of your situation, divorce. So they're just— they're at like— they're fledgling, they're trying to figure it out, they're trying to— they're, you know, their, their ex-husband may or may not be helpful. But in either case, you know, when you're the mom, a lot of times it just— a lot of it falls on you. So if you were going to say one thing to encourage her, um, she, she doesn't really have community support, she just is feeling very alone and like, oh my gosh, what just happened to my life? What would you say to her?

One thing. I mean, hopefully it's more than one because I'm chatty. First, I would say take a deep breath. And then I would say don't try to figure it all out at once. Take each day as it comes and know that one week you might be great at community and you might be great at reaching out for help. And you may not be as good at work. Or one week you might yell at your kids a lot because you're tired and you didn't get to sleep and you'll have to apologize. Give yourself grace. That's the first thing. Give yourself grace. And then I would also say don't fall into feeling shameful. I feel like there's so much shame associated with being a single mom. And I don't know if that's like from just feeling that yourself or the church or the society. But I would just say that's not— I feel like that's Satan's voice of saying, be ashamed, you know, you're in this alone. It's not a shameful thing. Whatever your story is, it's not something you should be ashamed of or sad about. So I would just say, don't be ashamed. Sorry, I'm trying to keep this concise. Take a deep breath and give yourself grace and know that it's not always going to be this hard all the time.

When you say don't be ashamed, how have you practically figured out how not to be? It's a feeling that a lot of people can identify with but don't know what to do to—

Well, how do I do it? Yeah, well, no, number one, I think feeling that protection of my Heavenly Father and knowing that just because I don't have a husband doesn't mean that I'm less than. And he doesn't see me as less than because of that. And I think that's been huge. Because in the beginning I really did, I kind of shied away and kind of like, oh, I don't want to go to church. Maybe I'll go to, you know, a service I can hide and this and that. And then I was like, what is that? Why are you feeling You don't owe anyone an explanation about your story, why you're single. I mean, you can share it if you want, but you don't need to take on the judgments of other people. Um, and that's where I say, I feel like it's very general to say don't be ashamed, but what I mean by that is don't allow the opinions of other people to make you feel like your journey, um, is not a good journey to be on.

Yeah. But I think what you just said is key. You said, you, you basically had to tell yourself, yeah, but just because I don't have a husband does not mean that I'm less than. And that is— I think there are feelings that we have that a part of dealing with those feelings is giving ourselves new tape to listen to. Because there's a tape that's playing in your head that keeps you feeling a certain way, your thoughts, right? So renewing your mind, right? Romans 12:2 tells us that if you change the way you think, it changes how you how you relate to yourself and others in this world, and telling yourself something new is a part of that.

I think also just God's promises too, and knowing like, um, he doesn't see me in that way. He doesn't look at me and see me as this disheveled, dejected, you know, less than person. So I think that's been helpful too, just reading his promises and being like, well, that's not how God sees me, so I don't have to worry about it.

Yeah. Okay, so, um, One more thing about the single mom thing, and then I want to go a little bit different direction. And I know this is a very generalistic question to ask, right? But what's one thing that for you, or maybe you think it applies to other single moms, but what's one thing for you that you would admit that you, you could use assistance with or help? Like if someone's saying, you know what, I actually have a friend that's a single mom and I've never really thought for one second, like we work together, we go to church together. How I could be of help to her. Like, what would you say if someone actually wanted to know? What would you wish someone would— how they could offer help that would be practical and useful?

Practically, I'd say run to her house and babysit her kids for her so she can go have some sanity. No, I'm just kidding. But no, really.

No, you're not. No, you're not kidding. That's what you mean.

Babysitting. I mean, that's a tangible way, but I mean, you may not have that kind of relationship where it's like, she didn't really know me like that. I would I would say just asking, asking her how she is doing, like her, like not the kids, um, not, you know, work, but how are you doing and are you okay? Cause I feel like you can get into this as a single mom, this autopilot mode. Um, and then you can also have this feeling where people kind of like, oh, you have your hands full, but no one really actually wants to help or ask how can we tangibly help. It's just kind of like, Oh, we see you, but we don't really want to deal with all that. So I would just say babysitting if you can, asking how she's doing, showing that you care, and then also including her. Like, include us, you know. Just because we don't have a husband doesn't mean like we don't want to come over for dinner. I mean, maybe it's awkward if there's like not a man and your husband, you know, he doesn't have someone to talk to.

But you would still like the invitation? Yeah, yeah, I still like the invitation.

Come to my house, like, okay, I don't— there's not like A man, but I'm still here and we can still have dinner. So yeah, I just, I feel like, and that's also, I have the other side. Cause I remember when I was married, you know, I'm like, I hope I wasn't that person that made people, whether they were single mom or just widowed or single. Um, I think that sometimes you just get forgotten. People just forget about you cause there's not like this.

Well, they may not even see you cause what you're busy doing is running your kids around.

Well, that too. They don't see you. And I, and I won't put that all on everyone's court, in court, you know, that's up to me too, to make myself available. But, I will say there is this unspoken awkwardness where it's like, well, what do we invite you to? Because I mean, we can do a mom thing, but it's like the family stuff, you know? And it's like, we're still a family, you know, we, me and my kids, we're still a family. So yeah.

Okay. So with the divorce, what has it looked like for you with you and your kids, just getting your kids through that?

Um, man. Yeah, that's a, that's a good one. And that's the part I don't share a ton about my kids. And that's, I think, my channel. They're kind of like, what, you don't share a lot? It's a very soft, sore subject because I think that's the biggest part I had going into this was like, how are my kids going to be? And I'm going to be honest, they're doing really well considering. We definitely have weeks where it's like, um, it's hard. And I think they've definitely seen a different mom. I'm definitely a lot more stressed and a lot edgier than I used to be. And I really had to reel that in and explain to them because I never wanted to be this ambiguous, like, we don't know what's going on. Like, I keep it pretty real with them. Like, I don't bash their dad or anything, but I keep it real. Like, yeah, Mommy is doing this by herself and it's hard and I get stressed out sometimes. And— oh, sorry. Go ahead. You can interrupt me.

I'm making hand signals. They can't see me talking until I start talking because the thing flips. So my son just walked in and I was doing hand signals to say, look, since Did you call me out? Trey, she's ready in just a minute.

Well, they're probably like, why is her face looking weird?

Right. You're like, oh, stop talking. No, I was, I was motioning to him.

Okay. We're good. We're good.

No, but I, but I think, you know, I mean, even in a general sense, some of the things that you're saying, which is, you know, just talking to your kids, you know, paying attention to them, knowing what's different in you. Like, I think the fact that you have an awareness, of how you're different.

Yeah.

You know, I mean, with my kids, just we've had seasons where my husband is working a lot. We've had seasons where I've been working a lot and I've had to tell my kids, listen, I know this is what I used to do and I'm so sorry, I can't, I can't do it right now. I'm doing the best that I can. What is one of the moments that you can remember feeling the most like, dang, like, this is not how I want it to be? Well, what was it?

What was it? I mean, I've had so many moments, I feel like. Probably bedtime when I had one kiddo that was sick and then, you know, two other kids that needed snuggles. And I just had this moment where I was like, I am only one person.

You're only one person.

I felt horrible. I started crying. Oh, another moment. My daughter had this really cool thing at her school. This was last year. And I had my boys and I planned to go with them. And then, you know, my youngest started popping off and we had to leave. And I just, I sat in the car and cried because I was like, I just, it was one of those moments where I was like, I just can't be, I'm only one person and I can't be all the places. And I felt like I was letting her down, but then I didn't want to let my, you know, it's just, yeah, there's been a lot of moments. And that's where I feel like God's voice has said, I will make up the difference.

I'm trying to keep talking. I say that all the time. The time. I think all the time I say, I'm only one, I'm only one person. I'm sorry, but I'm only one person. So just know, yeah, I have to say that too.

It's a mom guilt thing that we have, whether we're single moms or not. It's just this innate where we're like, we feel like we should be able to do all the things all the time, and it's not possible. Um, and I think letting my kids know that and not— and seeing this is where we are and we're just making it work. And I know my daughter's— there's been times where she's like No, it's been a hard year. She's so cute. I was like, oh, she said it's been a hard year. It's been, you know, it's been a hard year, but we're really doing great.

That is so funny.

Funny and like very, very honest. So I was like, it has been a little bit of a hard year, but, but it was really cute because she was like, you know, but we're making it and like, I'm so proud of you, Mom. And like, she'll just, just make me cry because she's just so sweet. And so, yeah, I think that being okay with They don't get a perfect mom, not anywhere near perfect. And there are a lot of days where I'm like, I just don't know if I can do this, but here I am.

So, okay, so I'm going to ask you a really personal question. I will not be offended if you're like, I don't want to answer that. Not one bit. Okay. And if you fly at 50,000 feet, I won't be that— I won't be mad about that either. Okay. Did you want your divorce?

Uh, no, that's not really that hard. No, I didn't. No, I didn't. I, um, I, well, yes and no. I mean, when in the beginning divorce was not like, I'm not a proponent for divorce and it wasn't one of those like, hey, we're not working out, so let's just get a divorce. It was very much so he made it clear marriage was not for him and he did not want to work on the issues we needed to work on. And without getting into all that detail, um, initially, no, my divorce was not my choice. Um, but I feel like when someone tells you, I don't want to be married and this is not for me, um, you have to like, let, let it be. I mean, what else is there to do? I don't really know other than accept that and move forward.

So what did that do for you or to you to hear somebody say, I mean, marriage is not for me, whatever, but that's no matter how you slice it, that's rejection. So how have you dealt— when you talked about the shame of the label. Yeah. But how have you dealt with the intrinsic reality that there is somebody that I was willing to totally—

well, yeah, it's been 10—

whatever, and they're not reciprocating that at this point for whatever the reason is. That equals So how has processing that, those feelings of rejection, what does that look like for you?

I don't think it's an overnight thing. And I think in the beginning, yeah, I had— I went through all the feelings like anger, hurt, grief, and then I was in the survival mode, so I was kind of like, whatever. And so I think that's some that's resurfaced. I'm a big proponent of therapy. I go to therapy. I think it's been really helpful in just helping me realize some things. But yeah, how to deal with the rejection. I think not placing all of it on myself. Not that I'm a perfect human and not that I was perfect in the the marriage. But I think that it was clear there were a lot of other issues that he had and other things that went into that decision for him. And so I think that when I was able to kind of release some of that and know that it really wasn't all me, and it wasn't— there really wasn't another, um, thing I could have done to make him stay, I think it helped me just focus on my own healing instead of sitting there feeling kind of like, oh, what did I do? Or how— like, if I'd done this and questioning. But yeah, the answer, it's not overnight. And there are definitely days where I think Satan uses that, and he'll, you know, when I feel like I'm failing at work, then he'll, you know, kind of throw that in like, oh, and you failed at your marriage too. And so I think that's always going to be something that I have to pray over and work through. But going back to that whole sitting with it on the days I feel that way and allowing myself to feel that way and then not staying there because A, it's not going to change anything, and B, it wasn't necessarily he was rejecting me, he was projecting a lifestyle that he no longer wanted. Um, and that was really the major thing.

Yeah, I understand that. Okay, so when you've got a YouTube audience, they've been following the two of you guys, then it's just Brits, babe. Okay, so in the process, even when you talk about being real and talk about being relatable and talk about, you know, just it is what it is, how do you decide what to share with your audience and what to hold back?

Uh, that's been a hot topic because I do get a lot of, not a lot of flack. My viewers are so sweet and great, but I do get a lot of comments where like, oh, I feel like you're not telling everything. And I'm just gonna say, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not telling everything and I'm not really going to. And I think that was a bit of a change for a lot of people. Um, because that was one of the issues, full disclosure, me and my ex kind of fought about. He really was very much so into sharing all the things and I'm a more private person, which is shocking. Cause like you're on the internet, but I think that it took a lot of time for me to get the confidence to say, I don't want to share everything. And that's not bad. I think in the beginning I kind of felt like, oh, maybe I do need to share more. And then I would feel like weird about oversharing. And so anything that feels weird to me or feels kind of like, eh, I don't share it. And I just, I stick with that. And it's always worked for me.

You let your, you let your inner conviction and peace and comfort guide you. Was there pressure from your audience to get it together? Um, like I know I'm guessing that in a situation like this, you've got people that are maybe starting to ask you for advice or to maybe ask you for more details on your thing. Was there any—

I got detailed. I got to ask a lot of details and the advice thing, I wasn't really, I didn't really have a problem with because I always come from a place of I'm giving advice, but that doesn't mean I'm an expert or that I'm like over this struggle. You know, like I definitely have advice videos where I'm like, I'm still struggling with with this, but this is what I'm learning along the way. But yeah, oh yeah, I definitely have people that are like, well, share more. Like, what actually happened? You know, like, we want to hear. And it's like, I mean, maybe I'll write a book eventually, but I also don't feel like it's necessarily my duty to share every tiny detail of my journey, um, if I don't feel comfortable doing that. And that doesn't mean that I'm not being real or relatable. And I think that was where I felt weird in the beginning because I was like, oh, I don't want them to think I'm hiding things or not wanting to share, but then I'm like, no, this doesn't mean you need to share every detail. And I also really respect my kids too, and the fact that, you know, they're going to watch these videos.

This is the internet.

So I also am like, I'm very aware of that. I don't want to sit up here sharing stuff and then it's like, you know, bashing people doing this and that. So I get flack for that sometimes and I'm fine with that. Um, cause at the end of the day I have to do what I feel is right.

So, and you haven't felt rushed through your healing process because of people watching?

I haven't allowed that. I could have if I had followed all of the comments of what people thought I should be filming and putting up. I feel like I could have, but I feel like I was able to step back and say, you know what, I'm not going to rush myself. If I'm not there, I'm not there. And I think in the beginning there's definitely a part of my videos where you're like, you can tell where it's kind of like, oh, she's just kind of focusing on other people right now. Because I just wasn't there. I wasn't there to just sit and share everything.

And then, so yeah, that's, that's good. Okay. So, so, okay. I'm wondering, um, you seem to be fairly comfortable in your own skin. I feel like I am fine.

Yeah. Okay.

So my question is, why do you think you're that way? Are you naturally— I mean, we all have our whatever insecurities about certain things, but are you naturally a comfortable in my own skin kind of person, or what has happened in your life to teach you the lesson?

Getting dumped. No, um, well, kind of, not really. So it's been 32 years, and honestly, it's been a journey. I haven't always been comfortable in my own skin. I was always shy growing up, and I always kind of had this feeling like, um, I needed to be someone else to be cool or accepted because I've always been a little bit of a nerd and introvert. And when I finally realized that it's just easier to be who I am and just, if people don't like it, oh well. And I don't mean that in like a rude—

Yeah, there's only so much you can do. I want to be kind and I want to be nice, but I can really be those through who I am. I can't be somebody else, right?

It's just too much work. And I think also the single mom life, I'm like, I just don't have time for it. So To answer your question, I haven't always been comfortable in my own skin. It's definitely been a journey, but I feel the most comfortable now than I ever have been, which is shocking because I'm like in this most raw space where I'm like, I probably shouldn't be this comfortable, but there's something about release and just feeling open and okay with where you are and okay to say, yeah, I'm struggling and you can see the struggle. It almost made me more comfortable with myself.

Yes. I can actually—

I'm like, not everybody likes me, but hey, here I am.

Okay. So are you open to dating?

Yes. Yes, I am.

Why are you laughing?

That's always the question. Are you open to dating? And then people are like, well, what about getting remarried and having a baby? And I'm like, we are not there. We are not there. We are not there. The baby thing, now that, I'm like, my daughter—

Wait, wait, wait. Is that a literal we or a figurative we?

We? Oh, no, there's no we. That's a figurative we.

OK, listen, because you said we and somebody ran with that. I just wanted you to clarify that one point there.

No, we, we, and when I say we, I really just mean me and my kids. Now my daughter did ask, she was like, well, mom, I would like a sister. And I looked at her and I was like, well, what are you suggesting? She's like, well, you can have a baby or you can adopt someone for me. And I'm like, neither of those are options right now. Although I would love to adopt at some point. That would be cool. But I was like, you can have a friend over, a girlfriend over to play. Right.

Let's find you a really good No, you need a sister right now. What are you most excited about right now? What— are there any specific upcoming projects or anything that you're looking forward to?

That's a really good question. Sometimes I'm like, I'm so in that— I'm looking forward to the holidays this year, surprisingly. Uh, last year, I'll be honest, the holidays were horrible. I usually love Christmas and all the things, but with everything going on, it was just like surviving. Um, and then this year I was kind of like, oh, Oh, am I going to dread it? And this year I feel like I'm in a place where I'm excited again. So I'm happy to be happy about something, if that makes sense. And I feel more empowered. So I'm like, yay, Christmas! I'll actually decorate. Last year there was like the tree, and Audrey was— my daughter was like, how come we really didn't decorate? And I was like, well, mom was depressed. And you know, there's that.

Because in order to create the Christmas spirit, you kind of have to be in the Christmas spirit.

I didn't have it. So I'm excited about the holidays. And then me and the kids are going on a really fun little trip in the next week for a project, and that'll be fun. So I'm looking forward to that too. Oh, that's good.

Okay, so does your faith— because you, you talk openly and honestly about your faith, which I appreciate— does it play a role in the brands that you decide to work with at all?

Um, somewhat. I haven't really had to shoot— so far I haven't felt like I had to, like, choose as far as, like, my religion in a brand. Now there has been a couple of times where like there is a brand that I was like, that's just not a good fit for me, but it wasn't a religious reason. Like all the brands I work with are pretty just, you know, for everybody. So they kind of accept all things. And I've never had a brand say you are not allowed to talk about God at all if you work with us. Now obviously if that happened, I would be kind of like, well, I do talk about God, so I guess we can't work together, but that's yet to happen thankfully.

Knock on wood. Okay. So what would make something not a good fit for you or a good fit for you?

Like what? Well, there was one, there's been times where there are things where I'm like, uh, like if I haven't personally tried them or I don't really feel like I can stand behind the brand, that would be not a good fit for me. For example. Um, I really haven't had a lot of that happen either. Uh, I'm trying to think there's, there's been a couple of things that I turned down cause I'm like, oh yeah. Like it's something where people are like, Brittany, that's just not Brittany. Like she just, why is she repping this? Like she just, she doesn't use that. Um, like for example, I'm not a vegan. I'm not against being vegan and maybe someday I will be, but like if I had some branded thing that were like, oh, I'm vegan now. And like, people know I eat ribs and chicken. Like what? No, that's, you know, that wouldn't be a good fit. So that's an example, probably example that hasn't happened yet either.

But so, so here's the thing. So if I flip, I'm flipping through your Instagram, right now.

Oh no.

So, so why do you say oh no?

Because I feel like I'm on the spot now.

Yes, you are on the spot. So here's what I want to know. You, when you're visual, okay, so you've got your YouTube channel and you're telling the truth and you're being real and be relatable and all that. Okay. And then you've got your Instagram though, which is super cute. I'm going to put this up. Hopefully I can see it. So this is super cute. Like y'all are in your Okay, how much of your life— really a weird way to ask this question— is staged versus catching moments and you just have a great filter or a great, you know, particular—

well, to say I really try hard. Now obviously some like branded Addy things, it's like, yeah, you can only— you have— they'd be somewhat staged. But I, I'm gonna be honest, most of my stuff is not staged, or if it is, I like to put in the caption, this, you know, this is what was really happening, but you know, here's the picture. Also, can I just point out my son's feet are very dirty in that picture and I could have cropped that out, but I left it in and I did get some hate about it, but I was like, you know what, we had the jammies on, but he also ran outside before the picture was taken and got his feet dirty.

Well, this is hilarious because I would have looked at that and thought it was a shadow, but now that you talk about his feet—

He had some dirt on his feet and I could have, I really could have cropped it out. I honestly thought about it and I was like, no, because that was where we were. We sat down. Now that was somewhat staged because I had to have a friend come over and take those pictures. So it was like, sometimes with stuff like that, it's like, yeah, we weren't, we can't always, because I don't have the man here. So I'm like, I have to sometimes, you know, plan it to have someone take the picture. But a lot of times we really are doing, you know, what's in the picture, or I don't like having a lot of stagey. I know that some people, but for me, I'm kind of like, well, but they're just, they're great pictures.

Like the stuff that you do is is done well, but the moments don't. I mean, how much staging can you do with kids anyway?

You really can't. And so that's the reason why I think a lot of the stuff I try to put up, I do try to catch them in the moment. And I will say, there are probably times where they're like, "Mom, put the camera down." But I'm like, "This is the only way I can get a good picture is if I take pictures while you guys are doing your life." You know what I mean?

So when you take pictures like this, who's taking the picture?

Oh, so that's my tripod husband. So get you a good—

did you say tripod husband? Yes, girl, shut up talking to me. Shut up talking to me, girl. I might have to go get me one of them.

Amazon, not sponsored. Amazon, they have my tripod, literally. So sometimes, like that one, I liked that little moment. I was actually reading in the moment, but I just put those pictures up and I was like, I want to take a cool picture, so I'm gonna pop my little tripod out, do a little post.

But you were dressed, you were dressed cute like that reading?

Well, okay, so that was like a romper jumper, literally all I had to do was just shimmy that thing on, it wasn't really that cute. Also, you can only see side of my face, I didn't have makeup on, so you couldn't see my whole face.

And it all looks all intentional, running away from the camera.

Girl, and then you throw a filter over it, it really wasn't that much, but that's why the caption says I'm reading, but you know, literally as I was sitting there, I'm like, It's hilarious. I want to take a picture and post about this because I was like praying that those pictures behind me don't fall down. Um, so yeah, no, get you a tripod husband, throw a filter over it and there you go.

That is great. Okay. So one last question. This totally unrelated. Well, not totally unrelated, but just because I'm personally curious. Yeah. So the stuff that you've learned to do, do you talk on your channel about the, the, not just about your life, but the how you do what you do. Do you get into, you know, some people who may have a topic that they're sharing every now and then they'll do my equipment or how I get the shots or what it's like. Do you get into that at all?

I do. I do some of that on Instagram. I need to do more of that on the channel. Um, it's hard too because a lot of people just like the vlogs. And so within the vlogs I sometimes will show, like I did actually, yes, I showed one time how I I will film things and like how I will get pictures. And I think I did show my tripod husband, but I get asked that a lot. Like, how do you do that? Or like the behind the scenes of like the branded content. Because a lot of people say, well, what do you do? Like, what do you do all day? What are you doing? And so I did take people behind the scenes of like, if you see a branded post, like what went into that? And it's usually been like weeks of emails and concept writing and a lot more than just posting a picture and being like hashtag ad.

Um, so yeah, I love the real life because listen, you're, you're pregnant, you're pregnant, your pregnancy marks. You were like, it is what it is. It is what it is.

And I, and that was one of those moments where it was really freeing because I have had felt some type of way for a long time. I feel like we all do where it's like, oh, this and that. And I'm like, no, I'm not going to filter over it. This is what you get. And I'm proud of it. So I don't post a lot of that kind of stuff. I know that there's like a following that keep, you know, there's a whole situation where everybody wants to share their goods, all the things. And I'm like, that's not really me, but it happened to be— that was, that was actually what I was wearing that day. And I took a picture and I noticed that I was like, oh, should I not? And I was like, no, I'm going to do it. And it's fine. And we all, those of us who have kids, you know, the struggle is there.

It is. The stretch is real. Okay. So last question, the things that you've had to learn, cause you said you weren't really like you were doing it, but you weren't really.

Yeah.

Like the techie thing. So have you learned to love it? You've just learned to do it because you have to do, do like I'm looking at your, you obviously have a really, like I said, great process for editing or you have some good filters that you like. You're my filters. This is my jam. Yeah. There is consistency. I see your Instagram ready background, you know, right now, because that is real. That's real. Like I said, you should see the whole setup I have just to have this one corner of my house where I can look like, oh, she has a library.

But I think that's the funny thing about the vlogs is like, I don't run around my house cleaning things up. So people are like, if you watch, you'd be like, look, there's like a, there's a cobweb there. Um, yeah. But as far as the skills go, I think that in the beginning I doubted myself a lot cause I wasn't the one editing the videos and I wasn't doing all these things. And then I realized, I like editing. I like creating. I'm more of a creator than I ever would have thought I was. And I think that God showed me that. If you would ask me a year ago before I started doing all this, or over a year ago, do you think you're creative? I probably would have been like, kind of, but not really. And now I'm like, no, I am. I like it. It's fun. So I enjoy that. And I do YouTube. Like, you don't know how to do something, I'm like, I get on YouTube all the time and look up tech videos and like, how do I edit this? And how do I do this?

Listen, it's like a black hole. It'll just keep going and going and going. And you're like, oh, I did. I just met this person. I didn't know I could do this. Yeah. So you've, you've learned to figure out how to teach yourself or learn from others what you don't know. You've learned about yourself, things that you did not know before and that you would not have had to learn had you not been forced into the circumstances of doing it yourself.

Yes.

And you've taken it upon yourself to grow. Yeah, and I—

and God pushed me a little bit too because he just knew my— he knew, he knew. He's like, Brittany just needs a push. And it's been a really great push. Not always great, but as a whole it's been good.

Listen, that is awesome, awesome, awesome, awesome. I have one— a couple of questions with a couple of minutes that we have left. Just want to make sure I get in some questions from the people who've been watching. So that person says, did you have insecurities during your divorce, and how did you deal with it? I know we talked about what you've done to recover, but during—

oh my gosh, yeah. I mean, I feel like it's the most, you know, everyone throws out that statistics like, oh, the 50% of marriages fail. And it— and I remember rolling into church one day and literally the topic was marriage, and I almost got up and walked out. Not because I was mad at church, but I was just so in this place of hurt. Um, and something told me to stay, and it was still great, but I literally went to the bathroom I cried for about 10 minutes of the sermon because I was just having a really hard time, and then I walked back in. So yeah, the jury— oh yes, oh yes, it was a very scary place. It still is sometimes.

Well, listen, you have, um, someone said here, this is amazing because this is exactly why I did do YouTube. I had no idea it was a gift until the Holy Spirit showed me it was.

Oh, you know, and I'm just looking at comments flipping through.

Just a lot of women who are identifying with your journey, both the divorce, both the single parenting, but also just in a new season, in an unexpected season, discovering things about yourself you never knew, and knowing that in hindsight God can get you through the moments where you didn't know how you were going to make it emotionally, you know, physically, like on a day-to-day basis. So you really are Beyond the YouTube girl and beyond the single mom and beyond the person who has a channel and who has a livelihood from a lot of different things, you really are just in a very just bottom line way an inspiration because it's like, okay, keep going, continue your journey.

I'm just like, watch my struggle. And if I can share my struggle and help someone not feel as alone, that at the end of the day makes me happy. Because I know it's easy to get on and see everyone, everything's perfect. And so I'm like, no, I'll show you the struggle. I'm glad to do it.

Well, listen, I cannot wait to continue to get to know you and I'm going to be stalking.

Same, same. You're so fun. I'm like, we're doing this online, but I'm like, we might have to just chat it up on our own too. This has been so fun.

Yes, yes. Listen, I love this and I love the opportunity Um, you know, podcasts are great because I don't have to get dressed. See, that's the magic. I don't have to worry about the girls falling out. I don't have to worry about color. I don't have to wonder why the bun is not sitting up. I just turn it on and like I said, don't nobody know what's happening on the bottom of this. Okay.

Okay.

YouTube makes me have to get dressed or video in general, but, um, but it's fun and I'm, I'm enjoying getting, I mean, like I'm getting sucked into YouTube a little bit and it's fun. So thanks for letting me learn from you, everybody else learning from you. And yeah, we can—

thank you for having me. This has been so much fun. I was a little nervous at the beginning because I'm like, the technology and this and that, and then like, I don't want to be boring. And you just made it so fun. And I feel like I'm talking to a girlfriend, so I appreciate you.

Yes, you do. You have a new girlfriend. Well, thanks so much for joining me.

Thank you.

Thank you for watching. We're glad that you were here. You had a chance to tune in. If you've made it this far and you have— I'm so bad about this— and if you have not subscribed to my channel, subscribe, subscribe, subscribe so you don't miss any of the fun conversations.

I subscribed, and I hope all the people that I share your channel with did as well.

You're awesome. All right, thanks for joining me, Brittany. Bye!