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In this brief monologue, the speaker reflects on the aftermath of the COVID‑19 pandemic, revealing that he emerged with substantial liquidity—around five to six million dollars—and indulged in material pleasures such as cars, travel, and partying. Despite this outward success, he experienced deep anxiety, depression, and loneliness. He attributes the emptiness to a lack of self‑love, noting that he sought affection and validation from others instead of cultivating it within himself. The narrative underscores a life driven by temporary pleasures, lacking a deeper sense of purpose.










