A therapist describes an MDMA-assisted couples session where the husband couldn't feel the drug's effects because fear and judgment blocked him. When the therapist helped them physically reconnect, he realized his wife wasn't attacking him but wanted his presence. He lowered his defenses and the medicine finally worked.
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I've seen a lot of couples, like, I've walked in, I'm like, whoa, this relationship is frosty or explosive where I'm gonna have to put them in separate rooms. But until I get them into a connected empathetic state towards each other, the other stuff doesn't work. I, like that client yesterday, after his second dose of MDMA, he wasn't feeling the medicine because he was feeling this struggle, this, uh, wall, um, this fear of judgment. But once I brought them together and they finally physically connected and he could see started with some emotional connection of seeing that she's not there to attack him. She wanted him there. He could start letting his walls down and recognizing that I can be present to this woman. And I was also communicating that I'm gonna guard him, I'm gonna protect him, I'm gonna be a good referee, and I'm gonna be a good referee for them both because they both are there. They wanted to solve this, and they— neither one of them wanted a divorce. They wanted to be connected and loved