Twin Soul Weekly Energies - April 14th - April 20th "The Deeper Union You're Meant to Experience"

Hey there, Monica Grace from Card Reading Queen here. Uh, today we're doing a twin soul reading using a mix of astrology and tarot to bring guidance for the twin soul ascension journey. This reading is going to be for the week of April 14th through April 20th, which is Sunday through Saturday. And what we're going to do— so first of all, welcome to the channel if you are new here. We Most likely you're new here. This is probably going to be the first video I post, so most likely this is the first time you're seeing me on video. I'm really excited to start this channel. So basically, I'm over at cardreadingqueen.com. I've been studying twin soul, twin souls, astrology, tarot, numerology, manifestation, all sorts of other spiritual concepts for many years, and I'm now kind of combining them all together to bring people on this ascension journey some guidance over what kind of energies are in the cosmos right now, as well as what energies we can get from intuitive storytelling through tarot cards, oracle decks, whatever we have for divination. So that's the two primary ways that I do divination. And I'll be sharing those with you in these weekly energies reports. The first thing I want to do is show you this. So this is what we're gonna be working off of today. This is a twin soul romance ascension cosmic energy report for April 2019. So this is— it's, it's kind of a doozy. It's 30 pages long. But what it does is it takes all the cosmic movements for the month of April and lays them all out week by week and then explains what those cosmic energies mean for the twin soul journey. So this you can— if you don't have this yet, you can pick up this report and you can print it out. You can also just read it. It's in PDF. You can pick this up at cardreadingqueen.com/twin energies. So it's completely free to get. There is a sign-up for it, so you have to provide an email address so that we know where to send your report to. But other than that, it's completely free. And then when you get it, it goes week by week. So you can see it starts like this, this first week, and it goes, you know, it goes from there. Each week is about 3 to 5 pages worth of content. Some weeks are even a little bit longer, but basically it explains what the cosmic energies are doing for the Divine Masculine, the Divine Feminine, and then kind of how those interact with each other. So this is what I'm going to be working from today. So we are on week 3 of this report, um, April 14th through April 20th. I'm I've made some notes on some of the cosmic energies that are going on. And what we're going to do, so I'll give you the overview of the cosmic energies. To find out more, you definitely want to pick up the full report because I don't want to sit here and read this to you. But I'll give you what the overview is. You can get the report at, again, it's cardreadingqueen.com/energies. And then I will start to draw some cards for it. So what we're going to do is we're going to take this report and we are going to just go deeper with it through tarot, through oracle cards. And I'll be talking through some of the questions I had after doing this report because I, you know, I channeled this myself, obviously. So I'll be talking about some of the questions that I had. I'll be pulling kind of updated energies because of course this was written at the beginning of the month. So we'll be able to do that. And, um, yeah, that's what we're gonna do today in this reading. So I'm gonna set this aside for just a few minutes. All right, so, um, before we get into the report specifics, I want to draw some— I want to draw some, um, cards for the overall energies for the divine feminine, the divine masculine, the union, all that good stuff. So I'm currently using the Tattoo Tarot deck, which again is one of my favorites right now. Oops. Um, and I've already staged my workspace, so I'm just going to give this a couple shuffles and then we will get started. Okay, so the first spread I'm going to do is the, um, the infinity spread. And so what this is, it's really good for showing, um, it's good for showing the mirror between the divine masculine and the divine feminine. So I can actually use this one spread to get all the energies at once. That's what I love about it. Okay. So overall energies for the week. All right, so we have the Judgment card. Um, so what this means, I think that this is, uh, I think this is really interesting. So we're going to get into the astrological energies that are happening. The Judgment card is the one right before the World. Which, you know, basically it just means you're coming close to completion. And so with Judgment, we're kind of evaluating what has come before. And what I think this means, especially for the energies that are happening right now, is that we're focused on what has come before, the cycle that has come before, and what we need to do to move forward. And so this may be especially for the Divine Masculine, but I also think it could be for the Divine Feminine. So what I've pulled here for the Divine Feminine, the King of Wands, um, and this card is all about focus, it's about passion, it's about really focusing on, uh, herself. It's— she's focused on herself, she's uh, you know, working on her own project. She's working on her own life. She's not really focused outside of her, and this is an energy of taking action and moving forward. So that's what's going on with the Divine Feminine. And I think a big part of this is that the Divine Feminine has been in a winter period for the last several months. She's been focused on, um, really trying to plant seeds, and those seeds are starting to sprout now because it's— we've moved into spring. Um, so she is starting to move into action again because she's already done the manifestation. She's starting to move into action now. The divine masculine has the Eight of Wands. This makes perfect sense to me based on the cosmic energies. Uh, so what's going on here is that he is evaluating what has come before. He is gathering courage, trying, getting ready to make a move forward, uh, specifically with this union. So he's, he's getting ready to make a move within the union if he hasn't already, and this move, it's, it's coming quickly. So he's doing a bunch of work with this Judgment card Uh, and it's coming quickly. Eight of Wands, very fast energy. All right, so we're pulling more cards for the divine feminine. Um, yep, yep, yep, yep. Okay, so, hmm, okay, so here's what's going on with the divine feminine. Um, she is trying to balance, uh, trying to balance multiple energies, and she's trying to really rein in multiple energies, uh, while— and, and so she's doing this as she moves forward. So she's kind of like building the plane while it's already in the air type of energy. So what's going on is, um, and this goes with the Three of Swords, it makes total sense to me, uh, the Three of Swords is a card of heartbreak And what's happened is she has been focused, um, so much over the winter trying to get what she wants, trying to manifest what she wants. And she has had that faith this whole entire time because there has not been a seedling popping out of the earth based on her manifestations. And so what's happening is that she's really heartbroken over this and, um, Because of that, she's looking back at like what has come before, and because of that, she's just like, well, I, I don't want to move forward. Um, I want to continue waiting for this, but I'm so heartbroken over it that I just, I feel like I have to focus on myself at this time. So she's really turned her attention away from the Divine Masculine, and now she's focused on moving forward. She's She's trying to tame these two energies of wanting to move forward, wanting to stay and wait, wanting to share her love, continue holding space for somebody, but she's got to move forward. Uh, it's basically what this card means. And the reason she's got to move forward— so the heartbreak plays into this. The reason she's got to move forward is because this this, um, energy of waiting is just too painful, and she just— it's not serving her anymore, so she has to cut it free. And moving forward is very challenging. Again, it's trying to merge these two energies of wanting to— wanting to wait and wanting to go. And, um, so she's— she's struggling with that right now. Now, for the divine masculine, we got the Two of Cups and the Nine of Swords. The Two of Cups, I think, mirrors this heartbreak nicely because I think that the— I think that, um, the masculine is also very heartbroken. So the Nine of Swords, often considered, um, a dark night of the soul. The, the masculine, he's trying to rush forward, but he's heartbroken over this relationship. And it could be— it could be a couple things. So I'm getting that either it could be the relationship he has with his divine feminine. It could also be a karmic relationship that he has. So it could be that he's trying to leave this other relationship behind, but he's struggling. It's painful. It could be, um, could be a marriage, a girlfriend, a divorce. It could be all sorts of things. Whatever this relationship is um, he's trying to leave it behind, but it's causing him a great deal of pain. Um, I'm also getting that this could be— so it doesn't have to be a relationship, so it probably is a romantic relationship, but it could also be parents, um, specifically. So, um, you know, the, the only, the only people who have as deep of an effect on you as your significant others, your partners, would be your parents. So it's very— so it can be very hard to leave this heartbreak behind, um, of your relationship with your parents as well. So there could be, there could be a couple different things that this relationship is, um, it just depends on your situation. So what's going on with the Divine Masculine? He's in a period of Judgment. He's looking back on what has come He's in a hurry to move forward, just like the feminine in so many ways. And he's just— he's struggling. He's in pain. Very similar pain to the divine feminine, actually. These, these to me mirror each other very much. The difference is that the divine feminine is in pain over waiting for this guy to come along, and the divine masculine is in pain over something else, either a heartbreak from the past, um, an issue with his parents, an issue with a karmic partner, like a breakup, a divorce, a separation, um, even like a co-parenting situation. So if, if that person is co-parenting with someone and had a previous relationship with them, that's still— that's still trying to heal, and it's very, very painful for him. So because of that, he's just— he's not able to move forward as quickly as he wants to. All right, so let's see what the guidance is. Um, okay, so there's the guidance for the feminine. Here's the guidance for the masculine. Okay, so here's what's going on with the feminine. So we got the High Priestess, we got the Ten of Swords. What's happening for the high— for the divine feminine is that she knows she needs to let go, basically. She's trying to— she's trying to stay, but she really can't. She can't continue staying staying in the energy that she was in of waiting and hoping and wishing for these seeds to sprout out of the earth. So she actually— she has to move on. What this High Priestess is saying is that it's okay, it's safe to move on. You're not going to lose this person because you, you know, remove your energy from that situation. That's not what's going to happen. The High Priestess Says that there's wisdom to this, there's wisdom to this ending. And again, like, all of this corresponds so well to this cosmic energy report. So if you're curious about that, definitely pick that up because the— there's just— there's so much more to why leaving this, leaving this energy behind is so important. And it has to do with a number of things. So some of it has to do with the new moon being in Aries at the beginning of the month. That was a new beginning. I also have read, and a number of other— a couple other readers that I follow have read, that the new moon in Aries, and even Aries, even just the astrological season and the astrological year restarting with Aries, recently with the spring equinox, that, that has all marked a new beginning, and it's specifically a new beginning for twin souls. And so what it is is that you have to really leave that past relationship behind, whatever it was. Doesn't matter if you were married to the person, doesn't matter if you had no communication with the person. You have to leave it behind because And it— because it's just a stagnant energy. So that energy is not gonna serve you going forward. As you go forward, you're going to find a new energy and a new way of being together. And that way of being together is actually gonna take you into a deeper union. Okay, so that's what's going on with the divine feminine. The guidance is that it's safe to let that go. With the Divine Masculine, we have a couple, couple messages here. So the first one is Strength. This I'm taking to also mean courage. So as I said before, Judgment card right before the World, definitely a card of evaluation. Eight of Wands, very fast card, wanting to move forward. Um, Two of Cups, Nine of Swords— still stuck, stuck in a karmic, uh, karmic situation from the past. Strength— gathering courage. So that's what this card is all about. The Divine Masculine is gathering the courage to move forward in this relationship, in this union. And then the Hierophant— what this is telling me is that part of the divine masculine's job in trying to move forward is moving closer to God, moving closer to faith. Because the divine masculine, unlike the divine feminine— the divine feminine is well-versed in faith. They, like, they have been through a winter this past winter, and by that I mean they've had struggles with their divine masculine. They've had to deal with all sorts of crazy stuff that they shouldn't have had to deal with, and they've had to believe in the relationship through all of that, even though there was zero evidence on the surface that it was going to become what they wanted. So, um, yeah, the Divine Masculine doesn't have that practice. He doesn't have that practice in faith. So part of him gaining courage, is moving closer to God, moving, understanding the law of attraction, understanding manifestation, understanding the 5D, moving into a deeper level of spirituality. And as he does that, he will get the courage to move forward in the union. So this is, this is really good. Very similar to the cosmic energy report that is at, um, again, I'm, uh, I'll— this is the last time I'll say this, but it's at cardreadingqueen.com/energies. You can read so much more about why this is happening and kind of see the play-by-play of the cosmic energies that have brought all of this, everything I just said, it's brought it into fruition. And it's, it's why this is happening right now. So there are some important details in that report. Okay, so we are going to clear this away, and now we're going to move into the, um, the energy report. Let me give this a quick shuffle. All right, okay, I'm going to set this aside for now and we are going to start with angels and ancestors. So let me start with the first major movements, okay? So the Week 3 report talks about how the seedling has sprouted above the dirt. So this is what I was talking about in the overall energies reading. Basically, the Divine Feminine has been trying to manifest so much for the past several months, for the past winter, and those seeds are just finally starting to sprout. And there's a a lot of, you know, there's a lot of, um, parallels to manifestation, of course. Um, so what's happening Sunday and Monday, we have our first movement, uh, and there are two movements actually. So the Sun is moving into trine with Jupiter, um, April 14th through 15th, and then at the same time Venus is moving sextile with Pluto. Um, and so what this is creating, it's It's, um, it's creating a shift in energy from the, uh, the visioning and the manifestation phase into actually seeing the seedlings sprout up and then shifting into more of a, uh, more action in the 3D. So we're moving from the 5D to the 3D in terms of these manifestations, and this is affecting— so what's confusing about this, so for most people this is a great thing, but what's confusing about this is that the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine are in very different understandings of this right now. Like, they see this, they see the same event that's happening, they're seeing it from two very different perspectives. So Uh, the seedlings are sprouting across everything. So for the divine feminine, you may be manifesting things across finances, career, family, along with your relationship with this divine masculine. Um, but I wanted to focus specifically on the seedling from the Divine Masculine. And so the seedling— let's talk about what that seedling is. I'm going to set this over here and then we will shuffle. Um, okay, so I have a couple questions and we'll go through these, figure out what the seedling is. What is the divine feminine's desire? What does the divine feminine need? What has the divine feminine been trying to manifest in this relationship? All right, so what is going on with that Seedling. Okay, very straightforward, I think. So the first one is that we have the Eagle. Um, the Eagle, it says, see from a higher perspective. So the Seedling is— it's a deeper level of spirituality. It's, um The Divine Feminine, the Divine Feminine wants the Divine Masculine to see things the way she does. She, she wants him to be at the spiritual level that she is. And I say that— so, so first of all, the Divine Masculine is at the spiritual level that the Divine Feminine is at. I want to be clear about that. But the Divine Feminine is not seeing that evidence in the 3D. So she wants to see that. She wants to see that this is, um, this is a Divine Masculine who is— he's, he's, um, he's understanding this relationship. He's understanding this union. He's understanding what she understands on the 3D. And she's not seeing evidence of that right now. So how would that evidence come? It would pretty much come through communication, and she's not receiving that communication. So again, this is true whether you're in complete separation with your twin, whether you're married to your twin. It could be, it could be any of those, but she's not seeing that communication of, or the action. So So I guess there's communication or there's action. She's not really seeing either of those as evidence of what he is understanding. The second thing is this: Mother Earth, feel loved and comforted. So what this has to do with is she's looking for either communication or action that makes her feel good. And she's not receiving that. So this could be that she's getting rejected. For example, she is trying to communicate with her divine masculine and he's not responding, or he's not responding the way she wants. This could be that she wants him— she wants him to do something nice for her, a romantic gesture, or, uh, you know, an offer of love or an offer of friendship wherever they might be at in their journey. She wants that and she's not receiving it, and she's just— she's at a point of exhaustion. She's tired of waiting around for comfort, basically. She's tired of waiting, and she, she feels like she's given all the love and all the comfort to this Divine Masculine, and she's not receiving that back. So she's been trying to manifest this love and this comfort and has been having a challenge with that. And then the third thing, we have the Sage: be devoted and committed. So commitment, that's the third thing. And the way she sees commitment is it doesn't have to be like a marriage proposal, it doesn't have to be an offer of a romantic relationship, but the The Divine Masculine has been flaky or has appeared flaky to her in the past. He's flaky in his communication, he's flaky in his actions, and so she is just— she's just looking for some sort of consistency basically with whatever it is. So if it's a friendship, she's looking for consistency in the friendship. If it's a relationship, she's looking for consistency consistency in the relationship. And this commitment— well, first of all, she would love to step into a deeper commitment, but more so than that, it's just a releasing of this flakiness that she would love to just move through. She, she doesn't want to have that in her life anymore, so she's looking for the commitment from the Divine Masculine. So the next question is, what's been holding the Divine Masculine back? So I'm actually going to give this deck another shuffle just to make sure that we are getting some good guidance here. Um, so we want to know what's going on with the Divine Masculine and what his perspective is, because we basically have the Divine Feminine's perspective. Okay, whoops. Okay, that's two cards, so we will pair these. All right, okay, so card number one. So what's going on with the Divine Masculine that's causing him to really have this, um, I guess the best way to— the best way to say it is to pull back from the, from the Divine Feminine and to not be able to offer her what she's trying to receive. So the first message is the Knight: be brave and honest. So what I'm seeing with that, I'm getting the Knight energy of of the tarot. So what I'm getting from this is that he— so one thing, he's trying to summon courage to come forward and to be consistent and to be committed, to be loving, to be comforting. He's trying to do that, but there's a lot of fear blocking him right now. He's struggling, he's struggling with fear. And then the second thing he's struggling with, I I believe is clarity. So it's interesting that these two are right next to each other because the Divine Feminine wants the Divine Masculine to understand, wants him to have that clarity, and I think he's struggling to have that clarity. I also have this card, Winter, take care of your needs. Again, interestingly paired with this card, with from the Divine Feminine. So the Divine Feminine, she really wants to receive, like she's ready to receive. She feels like she's given and given and given. Um, the Divine Masculine doesn't really have anything to give right now. He's, he's trying to really just take care of himself. And I think a lot of this is because he has been through Tower moment after Tower moment after Tower moment in past year, and he has been through a very rapid ascension journey, dark night of the soul, tower moment type stuff. So he's been through divorce, he's been through heartache, he's been through many challenges, job loss, you know, getting in trouble, having financial issues. He's been through a lot of huge challenges, and it feels like they've just hit one after the other after the other after the other. So, um, I love this card as well because it says winter on it. So the divine feminine, as I said earlier, she was in a period of winter where she was trying to manifest a bunch of stuff, but she wasn't seeing any progress in the 3D. So what's happening on the divine masculine side, he's also been through a winter. And this winter he has been just trying to get by, just trying to take care of himself. He hasn't had any extra anything to offer to anyone, much less his divine feminine. So he's been happy to receive during this time, and he's appreciative of that, but he hasn't had— he hasn't had anything to give back at this time. So we will, we will look into this more and see if this has changed. So I will pull more cards on that. All right, um, and then these last two, these pair together. Um, the first one, Wise One, grow within your current situation. And the second one, Traveler, move in a new direction. So kind of the opposites in many ways. Um, what I think this is And again, this pairs so nicely with this card, so I'm just going to move that over. Um, so this card was about commitment. This pairing is about the Divine Masculine not knowing which way to go. Um, he— this is a very like Two of Wands type of energy. He's not sure if he should just try to, um, keep things, keep things kind of simple. If he needs to stay in his current situation, if he wants to just kind of rest for a moment and catch his breath, find his footing, and so on, that's all indicated by this card, the Traveler card. This is an opportunity to do something different, to move into a new direction. And he, you know, he's really struggling to commit to one or the other. There's a part of him, um, his heart that wants to move in this new direction. His ego wants to stay put, and he's really, really— this is a huge battle for him right now. So this is why he looks a bit flaky on the outside. And I want to be clear that the Divine Masculine as a human is not a flaky human, just to be clear. He is looking flaky to his divine feminine because he is really wishy-washy on these two. Like, he just— he is not committed to one direction or the other. And in many ways, I think he's, he's trying to, you know, he's been in survival mode and he's trying to decide one way or the other. Um, with this Knight energy, I think The biggest message is that he is still moving forward. So he's been moving forward, but he's not— he's not committed to either direction. So he's kind of been traveling somewhere, somewhere in the middle. He can still see both paths. He's not really on either one of them. All right, so let's draw some clarifiers. So I'm going to use the tarot the Tattoo Tarot deck again. Keeps— okay, well, it keeps popping out, so I'm just gonna let it pop out since it popped out twice. Um, so I don't know what that card will be, but we will find out in a little bit. And let's Let's get some clarification. So about this winter month, or months I should say, what has been going on? All right, um, yeah, so a lot has been going on. Um, Queen of Cups. This is his Divine Feminine without question. So he's definitely— if you've been— if this is resonating with you, the Divine Masculine, your Divine Masculine has been thinking of you as a Divine Feminine, been thinking of you a lot. So he's been trying to gain clarity on things he can't really understand with his mind. So he has been— and this could be, you know, this could be trying to understand, uh, have a new understanding of the spirituality. It could be a number of things, but he's trying to gain clarity, wisdom. There's something mysterious here for him that he is trying to figure out. Uh, Three of Swords. He's been going through a lot of heartbreak. So this heartbreak, it could be over a number of things. It could be over his divine feminine, it could be over the karmic relationship, it could be over a different, you know, a karmic situation. But there's a lot of pain here. He's just been in a deep, deep, deep pain and deep, deep confusion. But it doesn't mean he hasn't been thinking of you. And in fact, he— the divine feminine may be the cause of some of this, maybe the cause of his lack of clarity, and maybe the cause of his heartbreak. Um, it's just hard to say. So I'm called to pull this card now. Um, yeah, so this is the Magician. So this card is interesting. I think, you know, I think the Magician, um, I think that this is the answer to my original question about this is, you know, as the feminine shifts from winter to spring, as the cosmos shifts from winter to spring, how is the divine masculine doing? Well, he's also shifting from winter to spring. So this energy is, you know, near past energy or on its way out. This energy is future energy. He's starting to believe, he's starting to see the manifestations, he's starting to see the seedlings, he's starting to believe that he can create those seedlings. So this is, this is moving into spring energy for the masculine as well. All right, so that's what's going on with that. We are going to move on. Let me clear this. We're going to move on Um, to the next big movement. Um, so there are— let's see, this is the next big movement. Okay, so this, this movement is Venus square with Jupiter. This is happening April 15th through 16th, Monday through Tuesday. What's happening with this is the feminine— so, so the Divine Masculine has been in this energy of either about to take action or has taken action, just depending on your union. He is, he is trying to offer something to the Divine Feminine, if he hasn't already. And the Divine Feminine, in some cases, she's missed the offer, and the reason she's missed the offer is because she feels like it's a pittance. So it's just kind of more of the same old crap that she's been dealing with this whole time, and it's nothing new in her mind, where in the Divine Masculine's mind, it is something new. So, so there's that situation where he's tried to make an offer and she's been kind of like, eh, like, you know, more of the same, like, come back later when you have something better to offer me. Um, she, she's very— so she's in a frustrated place. Um, this could also be that the Divine Masculine has not made an offer, um, and the Divine Feminine is fearing that he's not going to make the offer and that the offer is never— either never going to come or not going to come for a while. So in both cases, there's this dichotomy of the pittance versus the seedling. And so the seedling is the manifestation that the divine feminine and the divine masculine have been trying to manifest this winter that is the seedling of their union, of a deeper union between the two. They— so what the Divine Masculine is trying to offer is the roots of the seedling. What the Divine Feminine is looking at is, hey, like, this is nowhere near what I've been trying to manifest. And so she's seeing seeing it as more of a pittance. And a pittance is a scrap, right? It's just, it's just scraps from the Divine Masculine. She's had plenty of scraps from the Divine Masculine over the past several months, the past several years. She's been in that energy of giving, giving, giving, and he's been in that energy of receiving because he doesn't have anything to give. His cup is empty. And he, he is trying to offer something. It cost him a lot to offer that. She is trying to receive more than what he can offer right now. Um, so I'm gonna, I'm gonna pull some cards. Um, specifically, this is what this Goddess Oracle is for. So we're gonna find out what's going on here with the Divine Feminine, and we're going to, um, get some clarity on what's going on with the Divine Masculine and what has happened between these two. Why, why the Divine Feminine is struggling with, um, in some ways struggling with empathy, because she's like, just, just give me what I want already. Like, you've had, you've had so much time. Like, just just do it. Like, you've been thinking about this for months, just do it, Divine Masculine. And he's just all sorts of confused. Um, so why— the question that I'm asking here is what is causing— what has caused the pittance to begin with? Because I think that's something we need to understand. Um, so the 3 cards we have: Pleasure, Play and Nourishment. Uh, so what I'm taking from this is— so Nourishment, I think, is clear. So the Divine Masculine has been through a ton in the past year, past couple years. Uh, he is just trying to meet his own needs, and he has been just trying to meet his own needs. Um, these Pleasure— the Pleasure and Play cards are really interesting, especially because when I first saw pleasure, I was like, hmm, that, you know, that doesn't seem to fit. But then play came out, so it's like, okay, well, this is definitely the message— pleasure and play, pleasure and play. Um, so I think what's going on here is he has been so drained and so undernourished, and these karmic, um, karmic situations and karmic relationships have been— they, they were really heavy on him. So he's basically— he was basically able to escape them. That was incredibly painful. That was a lot of work, incredibly painful for him, um, lots and lots of healing that he's had to do to, to first of all move out of them, and then the loss of those, um, situations and relationships have been a lot to process. Because of that, he's in a mode of pleasure and play. So he, so he has his freedom for the first time. He doesn't want to be tied down to anything or anyone. He has space for the first time in a while. He doesn't want to give up his space. He has time. He wants to spend his time how he wants to spend his time. He doesn't want to have obligations on his plate. He doesn't want to have events on his calendar. So he's been in a mode of pleasure and play, and it's really, you know, it's a lot like coming off of, like, coming off of a diet. For example, let's say you were on a super strict diet for months and months, years and years, and then you get to come off that diet finally. You're going for, you know, you might have some transition days, but you're going for the chips. You're going for the donuts, you're going for, um, you know, those soft addictions that you loved before you were on that diet. And so what's happening here is he, you know, he's just, he's just trying to like nourish himself basically with all these things that essentially are like soft addictions. So this is, this is like, um, it's very much a Devil energy, like both of these cards, and especially put together, it's very much a Devil energy from the tarot deck. Um, that this is what he's had to— this is what he's doing to take care of himself, is he's just not giving— basically not giving a shit about anybody in many ways, and having to, having to really just nourish himself through these efforts. So, you know, that, that's a, that's a really challenging message for the Divine Feminines to hear that. But at the same time, hopefully you can kind of understand or kind of relate, because these karmic situations and relationships that the Divine Masculine was in and that the Divine Masculine has had to escape and let go of have been so painful, and he just— he's really got nothing, or he had nothing to give at that time. So that's what caused the pittance. So now let's look at what has shifted, because the, the real question is, is this a seedling or is this a pittance? And we want the seedling as divine feminines We do not want a pittance. So what has shifted? And so you can even see in these cards, I mean, these cards are all the energy, just of the images is very different. Um, so you can see we got Isis, mothering. Brigid, inspiration. Lakshmi, abundance. Um, so this is you know, and these are all water cards as well. Um, this is like the cup is getting filled, uh, and so because the cup is getting filled or has been filled, there's just so much more beauty in his life. There's so much more offering that he can give. So you see this Mothering card, this is, you know, he's able to be be caregiving now. Um, this Inspiration card, he's starting to find his fire again, starting to find his passion again, starting to see beauty again. Uh, there's instruments and flowers. This is about hobbies. This is about wanting to, um, no longer wanting these Devil addiction type energies. Um, he wants to do something productive. He wants to do something beautiful. He wants to create. Um, and then this third card, Abundance, you know, we have— we have the lotus flower, we have the coins falling out of the hand. This is somebody who has something to give now. Um, and so these, these flowers are the seedlings, and the money is a seedling. He has, he has more than he needs again, and he's ready to give that. And it's all coming from a place of abundance now. So these are the energies that have shifted. So even though in the 3D, you, you know, the divine feminine may have received something before, but it— and it was, you know, if it was a pittance, basically it was a scrap. And now she is receiving something again, and it feels like— it could look like and it could feel like a pittance and scrap again, but the difference— there's a different energy behind it. And so what this is, is he's, he's not trying to offer a pittance. He's offering the seedling. He's offering— he's offering the pentacle. He's offering a cup, and it's only one right now, but there, there's more where that came from. Um, so let's move into the next set of energies. So I don't think there's anything that needs to be clarified here. Um, this is very, very good, very interesting. So we will set this deck aside. Um, this makes a bunch of sense. So we have, um, we have two events after this. So, uh, two or two things happening at once. So the first one is Mercury entering Aries on April 17th. And so what this is, um, this is— so Mercury entering Aries, this is a divine masculine offering. So this is the pentacle, this is the, um, Ace of Cups, however you want to think of it. This is, um, this is a communication of the offer. And so this is happening, this Mercury enters Aries movement, um, happening on Wednesday, so midweek. Of course, you may have already received the offering, you may receive the offering later. Um, these energies are very fluid. They kind of, they, um, they last you know, over more than just a day. So just be aware of that. So this is a very— this is a union energy. So I put in this report, there's a collective union energy that's moving through these twin flame or twin soul relationships, and this is, this is a part of what that is. And so this offer is going to be something that takes you deeper into union. That's the most important thing. So that's happening on Wednesday, and then April 19th is Friday, and that is the full moon in Libra. Now it's sextile with Jupiter and square with Pluto as well, so there's a lot of energies tied up in this full moon. And the— so the thing to know about the full moon, so first of all, Libra is heavy with union energies. So again, this is about the union energies. Um, full moon, very much in the, you know, the Judgment card that we pulled at the very beginning. That's what the full moon is for. It's for looking back and seeing, you know, what has come before, what do I need to adjust. Um, and then the other thing to know about this is that the divine masculine with this offer is testing the waters. Um, so that's the next— it's the next, um, movement, the next theme of the movement. So we are going to— we're going to use this deck, Angels, Gods, and Goddesses. All right, okay. And this— so there's a couple of things that we can talk about here. Um, definitely testing the waters. That is, that is part of where this pittance versus seedling comes from, is that, you know, the divine feminine wants, you know, they just want more. They want more. They have a full picture of what they want. They've been trying to manifest this. And what they're seeing from the Divine Masculine, it's not even, you know, it's not the big shift that they were hoping for. It's not the, it's not the, you know, it's not the romantic gesture, it's not the declaration of love, it's not, it's, it's not what they were expecting. And so they just see this and they think like, oh, this is like not even close to what I was trying to manifest, and it's very frustrating. So what I want to do here, um, because this— so these energies from Wednesday through Friday, and then of course, you know, kind of the whole week, but of course this is gonna lead into the weekend as well with this full moon. Full moons have— this, this particular full moon has a lot of energy, but full moons in general have a lot of energy. So what I want to do, because this is a very sensitive time for a twin soul union, I want to go through— I want to, I want to explain what the, what the Divine Masculine is going through and then what the Divine Feminine is going through, and then we'll pull some extra cards after that. So first we're going to do the Divine Masculine. And the Divine Masculine, in making this offer, he's, he's got a lot of fears going on. Okay, um, so this is what these fears are all about. All right, so the first one, Angel of Expression. So speaking your truth and expressing yourself clearly. Um, yeah, this is— so this is all, um This is a very patriarchal, patriarchal fear right now. So the Angel of Expression, um, men, you know, the Divine Masculines, they patriarchal in, in this patriarchal society. They are not trained and not well-versed in being able to express their emotions, especially being able to express how they feel clearly. A lot of them would prefer if they didn't have to say anything, if they didn't have to make these declarations, if they could just, you know, if the other person could just kind of know or figure it out on their own. Um, there's a lot of issues around that, so they may know what they feel right now but they either don't know how to express it, or they do and they're concerned with what expressing that would create for them in, in the 3D. So rejection is a big one. You know, lots of, lots of divine masculines are concerned with just being outright rejected. And think about it, they've been in been in these dark nights of the soul over and over again, they kind of wonder like, how much— like, how much can I put myself out there again? How much can I try again? You know, I've already tried and things fell apart already. Um, so now I'm gonna put— you know, now I'm gonna try again for something that I want really badly, but that I don't know if I can get it. And that's a very scary and painful thing for them. So this card, Angel of Psychic Ability: your intuitive and psychic abilities are strong at the present. So this one is all about, uh, the Divine Masculine is sensing his own— he's sensing the Divine Feminine inside him, basically, or he's sensing those, um, what we would consider more feminine energies inside him. So he is used to operating from a very logical mind, a very logical place. Uh, he likes things to make sense in the 3D, and what he's experiencing is things that don't make sense in the 3D. So it could be, you know, it could— it could certainly be actual psychic abilities. Like, it could be, um, crazy dreams, uh, visions, manifestations, meditations. Uh, hearing things, seeing things. It could definitely be all of that, but it could also be, um, just like thinking logically that they don't want to do something, but then feeling a nudge inside themselves that they do want to do that thing. So they really have this battle going on between between their head and their heart, or their ego and their heart, however you want to think about it. And that's what this— that's what this card is all about. It's about they're really struggling with, do I want this? Because logically I don't, in my heart I do, but logically it doesn't make sense to me. So now this card, Goddess of Oneness, Someone you love is thinking fondly of you at the moment. So what I'm getting from this is a couple things. One, many of the divine feminines who are in this wave and who, who this reading will resonate with, they have tried to talk to their divine masculine about the connection. So they've said, you know, they've tried to tell them We're twin flames, we're twin souls, we're soulmates, we have a connection, whatever it might be. We're meant to be together, we're fated, destiny, whatever it is. And that is really— it's really messing with the masculine. And the thing that they're stuck on specifically is the unconditional love. So they don't know how to accept that because every— all the love that they received up until now has been conditional, in the sense that if they messed up, they would get broken up with, or if they messed up, then that woman leaves them, or if they messed up, they get yelled at by their mom, whatever it is. So when it comes to the feminine, they have not had a— they've not had a opportunity where if they were not a jerk, or if they were a jerk, um, they would not lose that relationship. In all cases in the past, when they are a jerk, they lose a relationship. So the, the reason this really bothers them is because they don't trust themselves, okay? They need this, they need this accountability. To be sure that they're not going to do something that they shouldn't do. Um, and this lack of accountability— like, again, this is, this is the masculine. The masculine does not trust his feelings. He does not trust himself. Um, he trusts, he trusts structure. He trusts rigidity. He trusts logic. And so not having that accountability system is really messing with his mind. So receiving this unconditional love is very— it's actually very painful for him. He's very confused. He doesn't know how to do it, and he feels much safer not having that. And it's— it makes him quite uncomfortable, actually. Okay, so that's what's going on with the divine masculine and why this offer has been so challenging for them to come forward with, why it's been so scary, it's been so challenging. They, you know, they are— they're scared, they're very fearful. So now let's see, what is the Divine Feminine experiencing as she receives this offer? Um, okay, so this is, this is interesting. Okay, so we have the Angel of Relaxation. Let go of desired outcomes and you will get what you want. So this is kind of what I've been saying this whole time, I feel. Um, yeah, I, I think, I think a big thing that the divine feminine is feeling is that they had bigger aspirations than what they're being offered. So this is, this is a little, you know, this is challenging. Um, they're trying to let— you know, they're, they're, they're very, um, very advanced in this journey, so they are trying to let go of those desired outcomes because they have been burned in the past. They've been burned many, many times. So part of it is that they aren't crazy about the offer. Part of the other part of it is they just, they're struggling to believe that it is an offer as opposed to a pittance. There's a, there's just, they want to believe it, but they're also like, okay, I can accept this, but I cannot, I cannot trust still that this is truly the seedling rather than the pittance. Angel of Abundance: a steady flow of abundance is about to manifest. Um, so this is, this is a really interesting, somewhat conflicting energy with this, but I think, I think what it is is that the Divine Feminine is trying really hard to let go of those expectations and is trying really hard to trust this offer. Um, she's seeing abundance in other places, and she's getting, she's getting actually an energy of big things are coming. Okay, so, um, and this is something, this is actually not in the report, but it's, it's an energy that has come in, um, kind of not separately but as like a clarification. So there is you know, there are these seedlings, there is this manifestation. Um, the divine feminine does have that faith. She has that faith in this manifestation. And, um, that is, that is also on her mind. It, like, it's coming through. She— so she's like, she's excited. She's basically— okay, she's struggling to trust. She is worried about it being a pit She's also trying to let go of expectations, but there's also this excited energy because she feels that this is different. So even though her mind is trying to say this could be a pittance, this could be a pittance, she can feel in her heart that there is something different and that something bigger is on the horizon, even though it looks like a seedling. So, you know, and this, this light, I mean, this to me is like the seedling. She sees that there is potential here. And then this last one, Angel of Communication: communicate clearly and don't be afraid to tell it like it is. So what I'm getting from this is that the Divine Feminine is in a, in many ways, a Queen of Swords energy, but I would actually say it's the King of Swords. So King of Swords energy that is um, you know, basically no-bullshit energy. She's, she's not up for the BS that was in the last phase, and she is super clear about that. So she's, she's not putting up with what she put up with before. And I think that's part of, that's part of this manifestation process actually, because they're saying that this, this seedling is a seedling because the energy has changed. Well, how do you know the energy has actually changed? Divine Feminines, you have to go within and realize the energy has changed because you have changed, because you are not accepting pittances anymore. So why would the universe bring you a pittance? Because you're not available for that anymore. And so this Angel of Communication is that she, while she appreciates the seedling, she's gonna be pretty honest potentially with, um, with you Divine, Divine Masculines, any Divine Masculines who are watching this. She's gonna be pretty honest with you, and it could come across as a bit harsh. That's not the intention. Or it could come across like, uh, like I just tried to give her something and like it's not good enough. Um, that is the ego, because she's communicating is from a place of love, um, and it's, it's a place of love for herself above all, but it's also from a place of love for her divine masculine, um, because she's worked through a lot of this. So she's going to be really clear on what she, what she wants, what she needs. And you know, if the offer is not— you know, if the offer is a start she's gonna tell you what to start. Um, and that's just, that's just what, that's what that card means. All right, so the last piece of this, um, that I wanted to pull is how can the two, two counterparts develop empathy for each other as this conflict is happening. Uh, so the first card— and this deck is just beautiful, isn't it? So the first card is, uh, Angel of Soul Love. It's a time to look at how you value yourself and issues of self-love. So I think if you are struggling— so I think what this is saying is if you are struggling with, um, empathy for your counterpart, you know, go within and see where you're not loving yourself. Because if you are loving yourself, you know, the two of you are one. And if you are loving yourself, then you will also have love for your Divine Masculine or your Divine Feminine. So you will also be able to love them. You may not be able to understand them, but you'll be able to love them. And hopefully what we're bringing through this reading is clarity on what, what they're going through. Um, this next one, Angel of Emergence: it's time for the real you to emerge. So again, this is all about self-love. It's, you know, it's saying, as if you're struggling with empathy, like, focus on yourself, focus on what you want, continue to manifest. Don't focus on your twin. Continue to manifest what you want and take action on that. So for divine masculines, if you made an offer, if it was refused, ignore that. You know, what do you go back to? What do I want to manifest? I want to manifest this offer being accepted, or an offer being accepted. So then make another offer, and maybe this time it'll be accepted. And same with divine feminines, um, if you're looking for an offer, if it hasn't come, if it didn't come the way you wanted, go back to what, what do I want to manifest? And hold that manifestation. God of the Arts. The artist within you is about to emerge. This is again just about manifestation. So, um, you know, you are— you're the artist of your life. You are able to create what you want. So, um, general message here: go back to self-love, go back to what you need, go back to taking care of yourself. If you're struggling with— if you and your— if either counterpart or both counterparts are struggling with this concept of the offer, go back within, do your own thing, hold your manifestation, create your manifestation, and just focus on that. And that's a way to, um, that's a way to get through this. All right, beautiful. Okay, let's clear this. And our next and last big movement— and actually It's quite a small movement compared to, compared to that last movement because that was a big one. So the last one is on Saturday. There's a couple movement, couple cosmic movements happening. Let me bring this forward. Saturday, the Sun enters Taurus on April 20th, and then that same day Venus enters Aries. And so what's happening here is actually a switcheroo of the energies. So, um, and again, this is, this is not necessarily going to happen on Saturday. It will happen after the offer happens. So this is, this is happening after the offer. Um, the Divine Masculine has been in Aries, his Aries energy, bringing forth this offer. Um, and the Divine Feminine has been in a place of receiving that offer. And so what happens Next is the Divine Masculine kind of moves into, you know, has lost the tension because he already had to work up all this courage and step forward. So he's kind of lost that tension and he's able to move back into a calmer, more resolved, steady state, more of like a King of Cups energy. And then the feminine is, you know, these manifestations are coming, these seedlings are popping up finally, and she's ready to move into Aries. She's moving into a, you know, more action-oriented state. So there's this kind of flip-flop or switcheroo of energies. And so we're just going to look at that, and I'm only gonna pull I'm gonna pull one card for the Divine Masculine about this. Um, this is really just, you know, what's, what's going on more specifically, um, with this switcheroo and what you can expect to see. So this is the Wild Offering deck. It's a beautiful deck. Um, let's see what we've got. Okay, so Divine Masculine, what's going on? All right, and Divine Feminine. Okay, so what's going on with the Divine Masculine he'll be feeling this. So this is companionship. And so what this is, is, um, so I'll read the message. It says, when you fully bless and embrace your aloneness, you're ready for the ones who are meant to be with you. May I welcome the solitude, knowing it will open the way for all healthy relationships. So what's going on here is that the divine masculine, having brought forward this offer, um, he, he's fine with moving into a waiting energy, or moving into a like, let's see energy. He's totally fine with testing the waters right now and moving forward slowly. And a big part of that is he is not afraid of being alone. So he, he does not have neediness around this relationship, which is huge and which is good, because neediness is what happened and how he got into the karmic messes that he got into before. Um, so that is, that is great. Okay, so this companionship, I think, I think he, he trusts in the love of his divine feminine and he feels that. And so he knows whether it works out with her, whether it doesn't, he's okay because he can be alone or he can be with her. For the divine feminine The card is True Love. Your wholeness and safety lie within, not from a partner. But this sovereignty actually leads to the deepest intimacy for you to stop using others. Let me stand on my own feet, dear Lord, and know true love. So this is what this is for the divine feminine. Um, it's, it's the same energy basically. It's saying, I, you know, I've been fine on my own, like I don't, you know, I don't need a— I don't need a man, I don't need a woman, like whatever, whatever gender your divine masculine is. I don't, I don't need that either. So like both, both counterparts are realizing we don't need each other. Like we, we, um, like we don't, we don't have that neediness around needing to be in a relationship anymore, um, on either side. The relationships, or the neediness for the Divine Masculine caused the karmic situations. And then for the Divine Feminine, she's just, you know, she went through winter by herself, um, or I mean, she wasn't by herself, but she felt like she was by herself. And so she doesn't, she doesn't need that. And she sees all these seedlings, and again, um, the union is just one of seedlings that the Divine Feminine planted. She sees all these other seedlings and she's like, look, I got a lot of great stuff going on in my life and I'm truly falling in love with my life for myself and whether or not this person comes into my life or not. Um, so really, really, really great energies. And this— these settling energies, this lack of neediness because that neediness that the Divine Feminine had was pushing her Divine Masculine away because he had already, he had already been in those needy relationships or situations. So this is really great. So, you know, basically the two parts are mirroring each other. They're pretty much right at the same spot, and these settling energies are good for them because this this is— these settling energies, what I'm getting is this is the foundation upon which something can grow. All right, so wonderful. So those are the cosmic energies for the week. Um, I'm gonna pull a couple cards from Good Tarot just to close out. Um, where is— there we go, couldn't find a Good Tarot. Box. Oh, I just moved my camera a bit. All right, let's pull the energies from here. So we're going to do some closing energies and then we will wrap up the video. These energies are going to be focused on The Union. Um, so I feel like this week, this week is very heavy, but I feel like it ends in a really good place energetically, um, with the two counterparts realizing that they don't— they just don't need this relationship anymore. Like, they truly don't need it. Not in a, you know, um, not in a like screw you way, but in a— which I think is common in like greedy relationships. Um, not in that way, but in a like, look, like, I, I can build my life on my own if I have to, um, and I'm fine with that. Okay, all right, so let's pull final energies for the union. So as we settle into these calmer energies, what do we have? All right, so we have a couple things. First, the Ace of Water. Um, this is the cup of love. This is the start of a new love. Um, this card is only good, only good emotions. Um, it's you know, to me this is the cup, this is a seedling, this is the pentacle, this is the, um, the beginning of a new phase. The Queen of Earth is all about, you know, more abundance, more luxury, more beauty. Um, it's, it's all about grounding these energies into, into the 3D. So as, you know, as all these changes take place, we're able to ground them in and we're able to really plant this love into, into the material world. Um, this Five of Air, it's interesting. I'm gonna pull a couple more cards for it because I am not actually sure what's going on. Oh, well, cards came out. All right, so, okay, so now I know what this is. So the Five of Air, this is the Five of Air, is about, um, tension. So this is only for a certain group of this collective. Um, this is about potential tension around these settled energies. So, um, and I wrote about this in the report too, So some of the divine feminines have a desire to move because they saw the seedling. They're like, okay, great, let's, let's go, let's get this done, let's go hard, let's keep going. Especially as they're shifting toward the end of the week into Venus shifting into Aries. So especially because of that, they're starting to feel a lot more action-oriented. So for some of the divine feminines, there is a temptation to fall back into the old trap of trying to drag the masculine along with you. And so many, many of the divine feminines have done this in the past, and that energy was necessary at that time. But what happened then is they were dragging, dragging, dragging, and finally the masculine was just like, no. 'Nope, I can't do this anymore.' And so he let go of the rope, like he, he wouldn't allow himself to be dragged anymore. And so that's a little bit of what that winter was about, where the Divine Feminine was trying to find— she was just trying to find belief in the relationship, and her, her tactics of dragging the Divine Masculine forward were not working anymore for her, even though they had worked in the past. And even though they were appropriate for the past, because the— they were appropriate for the past because the Divine Masculine needed to be dragged along. So now the Divine Masculine does not need to be dragged along. He is moving forward on his own, but he may not be moving forward at the pace that some of the Divine Feminines would like their Divine Masculines move forward at. So that's what this means. Um, this is about not having— like, letting go of that tension about trusting. So Page of Water, Ace of Water, these are, you know, these are kind of twin cards in many ways. Um, trusting this seedling. So this is, this is like a child. Um, trusting the seedling, nurturing the seedling. And having a leap of faith, um, with the Fool. So instead of trying to pull the masculine forward, you need to trust that he is going to come forward on his own. And this is, you know, this is a lingering energy of when the winter period that the divine feminines went through. It's also this, um, it's like a matching energy to the pittance versus the seedling. So if you trust that this is a seedling and not a pittance then you can trust in this, um, in this unfolding beautifully. And then you can release this, this, uh, tension and fighting and like stress that is just going to, you know, potentially cause your divine masculine to go back into his cave if, if he, if he gets pushed too hard again. All right, so So that's what's going on. Amazing energy, amazing final energies. I hope I've given you a ton of guidance. Again, I know I said that I was done talking about this report and telling you how to get it, but turns out I'm not. If you want to get this report, it's a Twin Soul Romance and Ascension Cosmic Energy Report for April 2019. Go to cardreadingqueen.com/energies. You can pick up the report there, and it's 30 pages. It explains everything that I've just shared. If this reading has resonated with you, it explains what's going on in so much more detail. So it's super valuable. I put these out every month, and all I need is your email address, and I will send you an email every month when I put them out. And so they're all, you know, they're all about the length. So that's all I have. Uh, thank you so much for watching this video and, um, for, you know, listening to these weekly energies. I hope it's provided you a lot of guidance. If you want to get in touch with me, I'm Monica Grace at cardreadingqueen.com, on, um, Instagram Card Reading Queen, Facebook Card Reading Queen, and then of course on YouTube. And if you want to go to my YouTube channel, it's cardreadingqueen.com/youtube. Thank you so much. Have a beautiful and blessed week.