What is My Twin Soul Healing From a Previous Relationship? Twin Flame Tarot and Oracle Love Reading

Hey there, sovereigns! Monica Grace from cardreadingqueen.com here, and today's reading is going to be about what is my twin soul healing from our previous relationship. So this reading is going to be ideal for twin souls. We're going to go through the divine masculine side of things, the divine feminine side of things, and then we're really going to focus on twin souls who may have had a previous relationship. Now this could mean that you dated. It could also mean that you came together for a time and then split apart. It can also be that there's been a separation between the two of you at some point, and it doesn't necessarily mean that you had a relationship previously, but that that separation is, um, is something— it caused a break in the relationship. And so we're talking about the last cycle, essentially. So what in that last cycle do you need to heal to move forward for this cycle? All right, so let's just jump right into it. I'm going to start with this new deck I have, the Sacred Destiny Oracle. So I should say it's new to me. By the time you're watching this, it may be an older deck. Um, so one thing I want to say about my readings is that this reading is not tapping into, um, the collective energies at the time of recording. It's actually tapping into the situational energy of this. So if you have come across this video and this is your situation, uh, where you're experiencing something, um, in terms of like trying to come back together with somebody that you've had a relationship with in the past, then definitely there could be some messages in here for you. I also want to say that I do extended or semi-personal readings from most, or sometimes most of our, uh, most of my videos on this channel, most of my readings on this channel, not all of them. And if you want to get access to those, you can go to cardreadingqueen.com 2020 readings. And so what it is, it's a bundle. So I— so all the readings, all the extended slash semi-personal readings that I do from the readings on my channel, I put them together in a bundle for the 2020 year. And so if you want to get the bundle, this particular reading has been done in 2020. If you want to get that bundle, you can just go to cardreadingqueen.com/2020readings. So that's going to be a bundle. There's also a payment plan if that's something you're interested in, and the payment plan is actually, um, much— you know, it's, it's a much lower cost than even some, um, other tarot readers, uh, extendeds for like a single one. And so you're actually gonna get, you know, way more than one. You're gonna get at least 50 extended readings through my bundle. Now, there's probably gonna be a lot more than that, but right now I'm able to guarantee 50 extended readings in 2020. So that is a pretty good value. And then the other thing is that the bundle itself, if you wanted to do a one-time payment, that is actually more affordable than doing even— doing just a single personal reading with a tarot reader typically. Now, some, some offer lower readings than that, but for me, I know if I do a personal reading, mine is— my single personal reading is more than my bundle is. Now, that said, I'm currently not open to personal readings, so that's why I offer these semi-personal readings. And it's really— the reason it's semi-personal is if it's tapping into the energy, um, that you are experiencing right now, then it's going to be personal for you. Basically, it's, it's going to feel pretty much just like a personal reading. All right, so let's get the energies, overall energies for the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine regarding this situation. So what is my twin soul trying to heal? From our previous relationship. Okay, so for the divine masculine, we are getting two cards: Opportunity and Delight. So let me just tap into this energy. Um, so for the first card, this, this is basically they— the thing they're trying to heal is that they wish that they hadn't messed up the relationship in whatever form it was in the first place. So they wish that the first, the first round of your relationship had worked out in some way. And so we're going to explore this deeper in this reading, but, um, yes, very, very interesting. So it's basically this energy of regret of, um, feeling like they could have done it right the first time, and then that's holding them back from entering the relationship, uh, the, the— in this current cycle, because they're just, they're feeling quite a bit of regret over the past. Now, the reason that this is happening, um, and this is holding them back right now is it's basically just energetic, which is that time is an illusion. So if you're feeling regret about the past, then you're also going to bring that into the present. So that's holding them back. Um, the other thing— so this card Delight, I'm actually going to pull a second card for this. Um, I think I know what it means, but I want to verify. Yeah, okay. So, uh, yeah, so as you can see, Delight, Pleasure, um, two very similar energies. And what they're— what this is, is that they are healing just, um, basically just the groundedness of this relationship. So they're healing the joy, um, the joy that could come from a relationship. They're feeling right now that this relationship is going to be a lot of work, or it's going to be a lot of drama, or whatever else it might be. So they're really trying to heal this idea that this relationship is supposed to feel good. And so they, they want it to feel good, and they're just not quite sure how to get there. All right, so let's take a look at the Divine Feminine. What is the divine feminine healing from her past relationship with her twin soul? Yeah, so this is a really different energy. So what it is is that, um, it's possible that she may have been the one to leave the, uh, past relationship. It's also possible that this is the divine masculine who left the relationship, but basically there's a regret around um, somebody leaving the relationship. So it's like, um, and it doesn't matter which, which side of the twin soul union left the relationship first. The feeling is really just, um, it's really just this idea of like, you know, why, why did we have to break up to begin with? So it's, it's, um, it's an energy of not really not quite appreciating what this journey actually is and not understanding that this is— this break that has happened, it's first of all, it's already in the past, so there's no changing it. There's no going back. You can't do anything about it at this point. So there's no point in thinking, you know, oh, if I could just go back and do it, do it over again. That's not that's not a helpful thought because you can't go do that. So, you know, you got to kind of accept what happened. But it's really this feeling of like, you know, why did we have to break up in the first place? And there's some anger and resentment toward that. And that's true, you know, regardless of who left. So if the divine feminine is the one who left the relationship, she might be feeling, okay, why did I— why did I do this? Like, um, you know, I left and I didn't even realize what I had. And so there's like a regret there, there's a lack of, um, a lack of, uh, forgiveness to herself. And then the same if, if it's— if it was the masculine who left, then it's that lack of forgiveness toward him. Okay, so let's go deeper into this. We're gonna set this deck aside. I have a Tattoo Tarot for the masculine, which is— this is one of my favorite decks in my collection. So let's find out what's going on with the masculine, and we're going to go a bit deeper into really just what's going on on the surface and then what's going on behind the scenes, uh, what's going on in the subconscious. And then, um, we'll move into some guidance for both parties. Okay, so let's talk about what, what the feminine might be seeing right now. In her masculine. Okay, so we have this Queen of Wands, the Nine of Coins, and the Four of Swords. Um, so what's happening— so these two cards, uh, specifically are really about Nine of Coins and Four of Swords. Uh, to me it's really about independence, freedom, taking a breather from the connection that sort of thing. So the divine masculine right now may be pulling back in some way. It could be emotional, it could be spiritual, could be energetic, it could also be physical. So he may just not be— not want to be in contact right now, um, and— or he may, you know, he may not be willing to commit right now, or he may not want to get back together, or he may not want to be friends. All of those things, kind of, uh, depending on your situation. Now this Queen of Wands is interesting. So he's feeling pretty social right now. He's definitely looking like he's out exploring his other options, and that doesn't necessarily mean that there's another feminine in the mix. It really just means that he's out uh, just exploring other options in his life. So this could be a new job opportunity, it could be a new hobby, a new set of friends, whatever it might be. He's kind of looking at like, how can I create beauty and joy in my life? And he's, he's having some outward energy right now. So the Queen of Wands, very passionate, very social archetype, he's feeling this outward energy and he's putting his energy into something else, something that he's feeling some passion about. So let's keep going. Um, what's going on behind the scenes in his conscious? So this is something that he's aware of that he is simply not sharing with his Divine Feminine right now. And so we have the Ten of Cups, the Knight of Swords, and the Eight of Wands. And so what I'm getting immediately from this— Knight of Swords, Eight of Wands— these, these are two very fast-moving cards in the tarot deck. Um, and so what I'm seeing is that he is going after his happiness hardcore. He, he wants to go after the thing that's going to make him happy. And so I think this goes back to this original energy of delight and pleasure. So he's really seeking happiness, possibly not in the right places, but he's very much focused on how can I be happy right now, how can I find pleasure right now in my life. And so again, this this could be, um, a new passion project or a new group of friends, new relationships, whatever. Um, it could be a— it could be a person as well. So I'm not saying that to say that he's with somebody else or that he's interested in another feminine. That's not, uh, necessarily what's going on, but it could be. So you may be seeing, you know, some flirting or just some some nights out. Um, and, and so some of the things that could be coming in here could also be, um, addictions, or like a soft addiction. So, um, it could be a serious addiction like alcohol or drugs, um, but it could also just be a soft addiction. So like he's playing a ton of video games, or he is flirting with a ton of people, or whatever it might be. Um, any, any soft addictions that come in. Um, maybe he's going all in on his, uh, he's, he started a business, he's going all in, or he's going all in on his career. Um, but basically it's, it's kind of an imbalance, um, chasing happiness in a very focused way and going really hardcore, um, all at once, being much more in the present as opposed to focusing on the future. And so a big part of that I'm hearing is that this relationship with his twin soul, the crumbling of that, regardless of who, you know, who made the choice to leave, the crumbling of that was the crumbling of his foundation. And so he was like, look, I'm not gonna focus on building something right now. I'm gonna focus on just pleasure and like finding happiness in the present because I tried to be in this relationship, I tried to focus on the future, and it didn't work out for me. All right, so what, what else is going on behind the scenes? In this case, we're going to look at what's going on in the unconscious. So this is something that he's not even completely aware of in his mind, though he may be aware of it in his heart. So let me pull these up. All right, so we got the King of Wands, the Hierophant, and the Six of Wands. Um, so what's coming to me right off the bat is really that his— so he's feeling really good about himself right now. So, um, again, he's having this pleasure in the physical, um, whatever that may be. He's feeling super good, super good about himself, feeling like, okay, I've finally got this, this is a victory. So that's a Six of Wands energy. The King of Wands is going back to that focus that I was talking about. So he's very focused on a pretty specific passion of his. So he's, he's not trying to find passion, uh, pleasure, uh, he's not trying to find fun just anywhere. He's not looking anywhere. He's really seeing— he's honing in on something really specific and going after, uh, his pleasure and his joy through that specific means. Um, and again, this can be a job, it can be a person, it can be a project, whatever. Um, so the thing that he is not completely aware of at this time is that he is, he is wanting, um, this spiritual journey, basically the spiritual journey with his twin soul. Like, that's what he's actually seeking. So right now he is getting high on life, which is great. There's nothing wrong with that, but the greatest high that he can have is going to be through his higher power. So that could be God, that could be the universe, whatever you want to call it. And the higher power is, uh, it's basically a 5D concept. The manifestation of that higher power and the love that higher power has for him is in his divine feminine. So that's what he's not quite seeing right now, is that he is seeking this high, but he's not, he's not realizing that what he's— the high that he's actually seeking is the spiritual high, because that's a more permanent thing. And right now he's just seeking pleasure in, in the now. And there's, there's nothing necessarily wrong with the areas that he's seeking pleasure in, but it's, it's not, it's not currently his higher power. Uh, and so that's, that's going to be a problem for him, and we are gonna look into that a little bit deeper as we go through the rest of this reading. So I'm going to switch to the divine feminine side, and I am using the Good Tarot, which is a really lovely deck. It's a Hay House deck, and it's great if you are looking for a more gentle tarot deck. I find it, especially towards the beginning of my journey, I found it really helpful because I was, you know, I wanted kind of a gentle ascension process. And so now I'm a bit more willing to be direct with myself, but at the time it just felt like, it just felt like a really good deck to use. So let's figure out what's going on with the feminine. So first is what the masculine might be seeing from the feminine right now, or what the feminine might be seeing from herself right now. Okay, so we have the King of Air, the Nine of Earth, and the Queen of Water. Um, so what's happening right now is the, the feminine is feeling pretty emotional about this past relationship. Um, this past relationship is, you know, it's a challenge for her. She, she feels, she feels like, she feels like she found her person in this past relationship, like she lost that person, and that now she's kind of on the path by herself. And so you see this Nine of Earth It's a single woman holding her seedling, the seedling of this relationship. She's holding it in her hands, so she feels like she's kind of protecting this twin soul, um, energy or this twin soul union and holding the seedling of it. But she doesn't have her partner next to her to help her tend to this, and so she's just feeling definitely just, I don't want to say abandoned, but she definitely doesn't feel good about this. And there, you know, there's a lot of emotion around this. The King of Air, she feels that her masculine is being really harsh toward her, or just not, it just doesn't feel like he's seeing what she what she needs and what she wants. It feels like, um, it feels like he's, you know, kind of being a jerk to her. So like, what— so what's happening on the outside with him is, um, it feels like he's kind of being a jerk. She's responding to that, and she's, you know, she may be saying harsh words with this King of Air, but what she's feeling underneath it is, um, she's just feeling— it's coming from a place of like high emotion and feeling a bit abandoned in this twin soul journey. So let's look at what she's not telling you behind the scenes. So what's going on, and she's conscious of this, but she's not really saying it right now. All right, so what she's conscious of is she knows that this is the real deal. So this Page of Air, she knows what's really happening. She's sure of herself. She's sure that this is her twin soul. Um, at the same time, it feels like— it feels like a stalemate. So she's, she's in a situation where she feels like, um, like there's something that she wants, I guess, that she wants from the masculine but that he's not willing to give her. And then there's something that he wants from her that she's not willing to give him. And this is causing the stalemate for them. And you can see, um, in this card you can see these two, two birds, um, both wearing their crowns but very separate from one another and kind of looking at each other but not willing to join one another, um, on the other— like, not willing to fly over to the other. And so it just, it feels like, it feels not good to her even though she knows that this spiritual truth is real. All right, so now we have this 10 of Fire over here. What's going on with this? Typically it's about feeling overwhelmed, but in this case, I think that this is actually— she's actually like pretty angry at the masculine. So she's not enjoying what he's doing right now. She's very angry. She's trying to do her healing, so she's trying to be loving and accepting, but deep down she has a lot of buried anger toward him. And this can, this can be from his current actions. This can also be from the previous relationship. But the tension is pretty high here, and she's very, she's very frustrated with him. So let's find out what is going on subconscious for her. And see if we can get a little bit more of the story. Yeah, so they both have the Hierophant in there in this last draw, um, on each side. Um, yeah, so what's going on here is so subconsciously she's finding herself in a struggle. So on the one hand, she wants to continue on the spiritual journey. She knows that this is a twin soul journey she wants to keep going on it. And maybe in the, you know, maybe in the conscious she feels like she's very committed to it, but, um, subconsciously she's really wavering on it. So she's feeling like, I, you know, this may not be worth it, I'm not sure. She may also, like, behind the scenes and subconsciously be wavering on, well, you know, I'm doing all this healing and my masculine is doing this other thing that I don't approve of, whether it's ignoring me, whether it's flirting with other people, whether it's, you know, pulling away, whatever it might be. She's not really digging that. And she's kind of wondering, like, is this worth it? Should I just go at this journey on my own? Should I quit the journey? Should I, you know, keep trying with this particular person? Or have the problems of the past— are they just going to keep coming up? Is he really going to change? Uh, that sort of thing. And subconsciously, she's really building this list of grievances with him. She may not be communicating that yet, and she may not even realize just how, like, angry and frustrated she's feeling with him, but it's really lurking there under the surface. So kind of in her subconscious, she's, she's building this list of grievances. And it's actually— so some of it can be from the past relationship, and there's that wounding that is getting re-triggered through the masculine's current actions. But then some of that can be new wounding. So in this period of, um, of apartness, um, like whatever that separation was, there was new wounding that came through because they are twin souls. So she, you know, when this first break happened, she was very hurt and in pain, and she, um, she essentially built new wounding that now, um, she's using as a benchmark in some way against the masculine. And comparing his current actions and his current behavior to, you know, every little wound and everything she's experienced in the past. And she would like to believe that things have changed between them, or that change is possible between them, but she's really struggling to believe that right now. All right, so let's pull some cards for, um, what the masculine is wanting from the feminine right now. And you know why? So this is all part of his healing, um, and his wounding around their past relationship. So what does he really want from her at this point? All right, so we've got the Nine of Cups, very good card, and Judgment. Um, so what this is saying is that Um, to me, this is really, uh, he really wants to go back to how things were in the previous relationship, um, but not in a, not in a very healthy way. So what he's— this, this energy is actually really similar to this, um, early energy and the thematic energy of, you know, the missed opportunity. So what this is showing me is that he's looking back at the past and wishing that they could essentially go back to the past and go back to the way things were. And when he's thinking about this, it really means go back to the way things were at the beginning. So he wants to feel like he did when he first met this feminine, without all the baggage that they've accumulated over time. So he's, he's struggling with this idea that they, they could come together again, but it's not really ever going to be the same. He's also struggling with the idea of groundedness, so he doesn't, he doesn't, um, want to create a grounded relationship in many ways. He really wants that excitement and, um, and just beauty of that initial initial meeting or that initial, like, quickly falling in love. He's not thinking about the future, and he's, he's kind of— it's, it's like he wants the romance and the fairy tale and how it felt when, you know, when they first came together the very first time. All right, so let's look at, um, let's look at the feminine. Actually, no, I'm going to pull just a couple more cards about this because this— it feels like they want me to go deeper with this. Um, so what's really going on here? Yeah, I think they're, they're really kind of sharing a story here. So, um, you know, before they, they felt like— before they met their feminine they felt like they were fine on their own. And then once they met the feminine, there was like this, um, almost like naivety of like, wow, this is what true love feels like. Like, it was almost like they were falling in love for the very first time. And not just any love, it's like a true love. Like, they felt, um, very deeply that this was their person, and that was something they had never felt before. And so the feminine in the relationship, she was the one nurturing the relationship. So she made them feel just really good. Um, it was like an incredibly pleasurable connection for them, and she just— she made them feel wanted, she made them feel, um, handsome, she made them feel sexy, she made them feel loved, um, in in a way that they hadn't felt before that filled in a lot of gaps for them. So, um, and it filled in gaps with their, um, basically with the other, uh, feminines in their life. She essentially gave them a love that they hadn't experienced from any other feminine, including like their mother their previous girlfriends, previous spouses, even like their, their daughters. So if they have, if they have children and they have a daughter, um, you know, all of that feminine energy, friendships that they may have had with other feminines, all of that feminine energy, they really hadn't experienced such a deep and nurturing love that truly filled them up until they met their divine feminine, their twin soul. And so that's the feeling that they want again. They're seeking that feeling, um, in many other places right now. And so they— because of that, they may be pulling back. And the reason is because they thought they had it with this feminine, and their trust in that is broken on some level. Like, they just feel like, okay, 'You know, I thought I had this and then it kind of went sour,' is like what I'm hearing. So like there was some part of it that just kind of went bad for them. And so now it's like, okay, this, you know, now it's like, well, this was perfect, this was beautiful, but now there's a stain on it and I don't know how to get it back to going back to that initial beauty and initial pleasure that I had experienced from this. All right, so really interesting energies. So let's look at the, um, Divine Feminine. We're gonna look at what the Divine Feminine wants from her masculine. Yeah, so we have the Five of Earth and Fortune's Wheel. And so what this is, is she just— she basically just feels like she wants him to acknowledge her and acknowledge that they are meant to be, they're fated to be. She wants him to acknowledge their connection, and she's currently just experiencing, um, a real lack of that. And it's, it's because of, you know, a lot of it's because of his actions, um, currently, and like what he's trying to go after and seeking in many of the wrong places. But it's also just you know, she kind of wants his attention in many ways. Um, it's, it's again, she's feeling this deep separation from him in the physical and maybe even, um, in the spiritual and then even in the energetic realm because, um, just because she's, she's feeling his disconnected energy is what I'm hearing. Um, and she wants him to reconnect to her. So let's just get a little bit more of that story because we did so for the masculine. I want to keep these even. Um, yeah, I think this is a lot of the same. So, you know, she's, she's feeling like this disconnect. Um, it just feels like an energetic cycle, and she's ready to basically end it. And she, you know, again, this Four of Fire typically, you know, the Four of Wands basically, which is a twin soul card, it's the 11:11 card, and it's all about building a foundation and finding security with, you know, something you're really passionate about. Yeah, it's like she wants, you know, she wants things to get back to, um, and in many ways this mirrors the masculine. The way she's going about it is very different, but this mirrors the masculine in that she wants what they had before and she feels just sad about his disconnection. Um, she wants to create, like, she wants to work with him to create something new but instead it feels like he's pulling away. And what's interesting about this again is the energies are like pretty much the same, but they're different threads. And the way the masculine and feminine are reacting is very different. Like the masculine is like, okay, I'm going to go off on my own and try to seek this feeling that I'm missing from somewhere else. Like I'm just, I'm looking for it wherever I can find it. Um, where the feminine is really— she's just really feeling sad. Like, she's feeling sad about this disconnect, and it's, it's just like lowering her vibration quite a bit, um, to the point where, you know, she's not really— she's not really helping the situation. Um, and I think there's like a, um, there's almost like a clingy energy about it where she's a bit— she's just like kind of mopey, and she's, she's feeling very sad about it. She really wants this, um, this reconnection, and that is driving him— that is driving this masculine away. And then on the masculine side, he's looking for something that he saw in his feminine, and he, he thinks that he's finding it, but it's like a very hollow. And, um, it's, it's like a drug-induced high versus like a true spiritual high, um, because— and the drug-induced high has zero foundation. Like, you're using something else to create that high as opposed to doing the hard work of building the foundation and getting that, um, that spiritual high instead. All right, so let's, uh, so that's what's going on here. So again, I am doing an extended reading for this, um, semi-personal reading is what I prefer to call it, but I know lots of people call it extended, so I don't want to be too confusing. So if you're interested in that and if this feels like it's tapping into your energies make sure that you go to cardreadingqueen.com/2020readings and you can get the semi-personal reading that goes with this. And so what we're going to do, we're just going to continue on with this current reading and these current energies. And what we're going to talk about in the extended is, um, the hidden aspects of what's going on behind the scenes of this situation. We're also going to talk about what they are not communicating. So what the masculine is not communicating to the feminine, but the feminine's not communicating to the masculine. We're going to talk about, um, we're going to go deeper into the blocks of this and talk about really specifically whether what is the block and how do you heal it. Um, we're going to talk about what each counterpart thinks is missing from the relationship, and then we're going to talk about how each counterpart can move forward and truly heal this, and we'll also end with some guidance. So check that out, cardreadingqueen.com/2020readings. Okay, let me pull just a couple cards of guidance. So I have two— this is the Romance Angels deck— two cards of guidance for the masculine, two cards of guidance for the feminine. All right, so, um, on this side for the masculine, uh, we have It Is Safe for You to Love. Um, and this, this is really interesting. Um, so what I'm getting from this is that he— the reason he's seeking this high somewhere else is because he feels unsafe seeking it from his feminine right now. Because think about it, it fell apart once before. What's to stop it from falling apart again? So he's unable to open his heart to this feminine again because he's just been burned before, and instead he's going to seek pleasure elsewhere. This Finances and Career card, um, saying that it's a factor in the love life right now— what this really is to me, it's about, um, 3D security. So he needs to build a foundation as opposed to seeking highs. On the feminine side, we have Separation. Time apart from your partner is on the horizon. And this is, um, this is not necessarily pointing to a physical separation. It's really pointing to the fear of separation. So again, it goes with this mopey energy of feeling disconnected from the masculine in whatever form, whether that's physical, energetic, spiritual, whatever. So then we have this Religious Factors card. And so what this is, is, um, it's really— it's about feeling like things have to unfold a certain way. So there's still a factor of control on the feminine side, um, and it's, you know, it's, it's about going deeper into this journey. It's about truly releasing some preconceived notions of how, of how the two of you are to come back together much more healed than you were in the last iteration of your relationship. And to see that, you know, things are evolving and this is a process, and not to get, not to get discouraged along the way, not to worry about, you know, worry about whether this is going to be a permanent energy or whether this is not going to work out. Really, you have the ability to create, and it comes down to doing the healing work for the twin soul. And so this is, this is on both sides. Of course, the masculine has a lot of healing work to do as well, and he really needs to focus on foundation. Foundation is what is going to bring him the greatest pleasure. And it's not going to necessarily bring him the pleasure right away, but it's just a deeper and more lasting pleasure rather than kind of this superficial pleasure he's going after now. And then really, he has to realize that his, his happiness lies with the feminine and that he needs to trust himself and he needs to trust that initial intuition he had about her because that is where it lies. And even with all this baggage— so a lot of people believe that baggage is, is something that you have to continue carrying, but actually you can, you know, you can get rid of your baggage. You can, you can leave the baggage behind. You can just set it down and stop carrying it. And so he has to realize that it is possible to go back to that initial um, romance and that initial fairy tale that he felt. Um, but he has to understand that the reason that fairy tale fell apart was because it wasn't built on a solid foundation. And so he has the opportunity now to put a solid foundation into place. So that's all I have for this reading. If you are interested in the semi-personal reading that goes along with this, make sure you go to cardreadingqueen.com 2020 readings. And if you want any help healing any of this, um, we have a lot of resources over at Card Reading Queen for healing. So just go to cardreadingqueen.com/freebies and you can sign up for any of those freebies. Um, there are lots of amazing resources that I hope you'll check out. Thank you so much for watching this video and have a beautiful and blessed day.