What Psychic Messages From Your Twin Soul Might Look Like #twinflametelepathy #twinsoultelepathy

Hey there, sovereigns! Monica Grace from cardreadingqueen.com here, and today I'm going to talk a little bit about a psychic experience I just had. Now, I am recording this in the wee morning hours, so that's why the light is, you know, iffy. Um, have basic, basic hair and makeup. Um, I don't think I look that much different than I normally do in these videos though, so it's okay. Um, What I wanted to say though is this content is going to be called what psychic messages from your twin soul might look like. And the goal here— so I am— so I'm going to share my own experience, but the goal here is just to help you recognize some twin soul telepathy. That's a common question that I get on my YouTube channel, cardreadingqueen.com. Youtube if you're not familiar with it. Um, on my podcast, which is called Your Twin Soul Journey, common question that I get is, what, what does this telepathy look like? Or what, you know, what are, what are these, um, what's the psychic element of the twin soul journey look like? So I'm just going to talk about this a little bit. Um, Easter Sunday, um, it was either Easter Sunday or it was the Saturday before Easter Sunday, I had an experience. It was, um, like, I don't know, later at night. It was, uh, right before I was going to bed. This is a really common time for me to get psychic messages, either, you know, before I'm going to bed but not asleep, or sometimes like shortly after I wake up I'll have a psychic experience. Um, I've had one that was, um, it was like I was eating breakfast. It was like, it was a very big one too, because like most of, most of them are pretty small, but this was a really big one. I was eating breakfast and I had like this insane claircognizance, um, over just a ton of stuff. And I, I do talk about that a little bit in, um, another video I have that is about how I manifested my child because that psychic experience was related to that. So this recent one was a smaller one, and when I say small, you know, it was, it was very real. It's just that the bigger ones have been almost like foundation shaking for me. So, and I, and I'll talk about some of them too. So this is going to be a very rambly piece of content, so I apologize. Um, but but if, if you find this stuff interesting, hopefully you'll stick with me through it. All right. So I'm going to talk about the one I had, the most recent one I had first. So basically, you know, Easter Sunday this year was April 12th. So I'm recording this in 2020. We are in the middle of a global pandemic as well. So we, you know, my family has been inside for at least a month. Um, many of you have as well, um, at this point. So what happened was there was a 444 portal, um, which was on April 4th, and the energy— and so that this message was due to energy that was left over from that. And what I was experiencing during the 444 portal, to me, how I experience it is I experience it as a healing cycle. So it's almost like as the portal opens, I'll start to notice this new thing coming in that I'm supposed to be healing. Um, and then it seems like it, you know, it kind of goes, and then the portal, the actual day of the portal happens, and then the energy is still there. So this is like a 2 to 3 week energy cycle typically for me, um, around these portals. So then by the end. So sometime in the middle of that, the healing will happen on a conscious level. Because the beginning of that portal, it's like I'm, I'm almost like getting triggered a lot over the same thing. And then by the end of the portal, as the energy is closing out, then I'll experience that, I'll experience the full healing of that. And I've had to do a lot of action in between. I've had to take a lot of action to heal in between. But, um, it's like, yeah, so it's like, um, it's just like an energetic cycle is the best way I can describe that. So this message was closing out that 444 portal for me, um, and what happened— so I received this message, the first thing that happened was I had a huge ringing in my ears, and I do not get this on the typical like this is not something that happens to me normally. So I knew like the minute it happened, um, the second it happened, I knew that I was gonna receive a download, um, just because it, it just was so different. Um, so that's, that's one piece of it is that it's so different. And I, I don't normally have like, um, a huge ringing in my ears before something like this happens. It was just, it was almost like, um It was almost like a telephone ring, um, like it was like, or like a notification on your phone. It was, it was like, look, this is like, this is a call, like, like you need to pick this up, was kind of the energy of it. Um, so I had this huge ringing in my ears. It lasted maybe like 5 seconds total, but the tone changed, so it like kind of built to like a really loud ring, and then it very easily faded away. And it was like I knew exactly what was happening, so it wasn't like, oh shoot, like I'm like, my ears are ringing, like how do I stop it? And typically when your ears ring, you know, it's not a loud burst. It's typically like an annoying, like dull, like, like more like an agitation. This was like, this was like a very loud ringing. Okay, so a loud ringing, you guys get it. So then what happened after that is I was almost like in a meditative state that I hadn't like prepared for or anything. Like I wasn't, I wasn't trying to go to that meditative state, but I saw like almost like image after image like coming up in my mind. And I couldn't even tell you what any specific image was, but I was like, I knew what it was about, and it was related to that healing that I had been doing, if that makes sense. So I received a bunch of images, kind of like one image after the other, and it was just kind of rolling along like for, I don't know, a couple minutes, maybe less than that. Maybe it was like 30 seconds, I don't even know. I couldn't tell you what a single one of those images was. I could only tell you that I fully understood what was being communicated. That's— and that makes no sense. It's because, I mean, I think the reason why it was happening like that is because it was happening on a subconscious level, and it was really, um, it was also like very energetic. So I was releasing a lot, um, and it was— and it was like I had released a lot of it consciously already, but this was like, okay, energetically you're releasing you know, the last bits of this almost. Um, and so then after that, there— it was the iridescent light language, which is the best way I can describe it. So, um, lots of symbols that basically looked like alphabet letters, but not, not like any alphabet letter that you would know on this planet, or that I would know on this planet at least. Um, so it was almost like these esoteric symbols. Um, I did not— like, I did not recognize any of them. Um, so you could think of them as like runes. Um, you could think of them— yeah, like, it, it just, um, I don't even know how— again, I don't know how to explain it. They were almost like hieroglyphs, hieroglyphics, or, um, but they were just symbols basically, or like mathematical symbols maybe is kind of the way to think about it, or like astrological symbols. Like when you first see those and you're not familiar with them, it might be like, whoa, like what is that? So I— so they were iridescent. That I feel is important. And I think the iridescence, you know how kind of like a bubble looks? So it's very clear, but the iridescence is on the edges of it. I'm assuming that's, um, some sort of reflection of the light. So it was like that. The iridescence was even a little bit brighter than like how it would be with a bubble, but it was very, you know, it was almost like it— I think it was symbolic of the light aspect of it. So the idea that it was light language. So anyway, there were just tons of symbols just rushing at me. Is what I've experienced. And so I told, I told like a couple of my friends, I was like, 70+ symbols. But truly, they have no idea how many there were. That's just like a very random estimate. So I have no idea how many I received, but I could just feel, I could feel and see all those symbols rushing toward me. I could not, you know, I could not pick out one of those symbols and draw it. So one of my good friends, and I've talked about her on this channel before, her name is Susan Dawn. Her YouTube channel is Susan Dawn Spiritual. Very gifted intuitive reader and channeler. She was telling me that I should, I should write out the symbols because even, even if I don't understand the language, when someone looks at it, they will receive, you know, the same healing. And I said, that's great, but like, literally there were so many symbols rushing at me that I couldn't pick out one of them. Um, like, I just wouldn't even be able to draw one. So, um, that, that was basically the end of the the experience. And the best way I could describe the message that was given to me was basically love and peace, which sounds like totally ridiculous that those two words would be the entire message. Like, I get that, and I wish that there was— I wish that there was more human language to put around the message to explain it. But that was, that was basically all it was. It was love and peace. And, um, so I could feel that I was being upgraded. I could feel that I was, you know, it was like a bigger healing cycle for me than it always is. Um, so sometimes, you know, sometimes I go for like weeks or months without having, um, not that I'm not healing, but I'm not doing like a big healing, I guess. And this was like, okay, you completed like a big, bigger thing. Like, it was almost like a milestone. And it— and the healing that I was doing was really deep. Um, and then this, this kind of like— it was almost like a message of closure for me. Um, and I hadn't even been asking for a message of closure, but it was basically like um, it was just saying like, you know, this person or these people or the situation, these situations, because I think it was multiple things kind of mixed in, um, they are sending you love and peace. You have achieved love and peace through this healing. So that was kind of the message. All right, so, um, what I was— so that is all very cryptic, I feel still. So let me get even deeper in this and just share more about this. So what was happening for me is I was healing, um, some wounding around abandonment. And I've done, I've done, you know, abandonment is one of the core wounds that I identify. I've done lots of healing around this before. Um, so it's not like, oh, like a new healing around abandonment. It was like, nope, this is the same healing around abandonment that I've healed so many times, but like, here's another thread of it that is really like just, um, upsetting me and hurting me. And what it really came down to, um, it was basically So I was healing it through a past relationship that I had, um, and I, you know, I think that— and it was, it was a past romantic relationship, um, like an ex-boyfriend— but I think that the actual wounding took place when I was a child, as, as I think most wounding does. Um, I recently read that wounding happens before, you know, your formative year, before, before like 8 years old or whatever. Um, like, I don't know if that's, that's the exact age, but like it happens like during your first several years of life. And any, any upset you experience after that is just a reflection of that original wounding. Um, and, and a lot of people buy into this idea. Um, it's, it's very well known. That's why people talk about the inner child work. They talk about the mother wound, the father wound. Um, this was a father wound for me. And, um, to say, you know, it's, it's not even like a father wound is really kind of the wrong word, I feel, because what I would really call it would be a divine masculine wound. Um, so you can see how this is starting to tie to the twin soul journey. And this is what you need to do for yourself as well. Um, understand that when you are healing with any masculine, that you are healing with your masculine. And, um, this, this took me a long time to understand for myself, but, um, basically this was something that happened to me with my father. And my father, um, he's a great father. He was gone a lot when I was a child, um, and he had to be. It was for his job, so it wasn't his fault. He was working hard for his family. Um, I like, I fully understand all of that as an adult in the 3D, like, and I, you know, I totally, I totally understand it. Like, it's all, I mean, forgiven. I don't even know if forgiven is the right word. Like, it's all forgiven. Not that he really needed forgiveness. Like, he didn't— like, I'm not gonna— I don't think someone needs forgiveness for, like, going to work and supporting their family. But whatever the case, sometimes things happen to you as a child and you don't understand them. So that created a lot of abandonment for me because, you know, my dad was gone and I wanted him there, um, and You know, there were times when— so this particular thread of this abandonment, because I've healed that a bunch of times, like, just to be clear, this particular thread of abandonment, it was basically that I felt like, um, uh, well, I started, I started with my ex talking, like, thinking about this from the perspective of my ex, but it was, it was really, like, easy to trace it back from there. But it was basically that With my ex, we broke up like a number of— we broke up so many times, it was ridiculous. Um, but it was like, from like the first time we broke up and then like every subsequent time, it was like he never fought for me. And that was, that was the problem because I would, you know, like I would— and it was, it was really like, um, the pattern was that I felt like I would feel abandoned by him, and then I would get really upset, um, and then I would almost like test him by breaking, breaking up with him, or by being like, I need to take a break. So, and I was doing this all subconsciously, like it wasn't, it wasn't a conscious thing, like, oh, I'm gonna test my boyfriend. It wasn't like that. It was like, um, it was just a pattern of wounding So, you know, he would— it was like he would do something that made me feel abandoned. I would then, you know, in my, in my mind, I would say, well, I'm too attached to him, so I need to take a break from the relationship. Um, and so then I would break up with him and then he would, he would basically like, no, he'd be like, oh, okay. And I was like— and it, for me, it was just like more proof that I needed to be detached from him because I was like, well, he doesn't even care. Like, he's, he's like literally doesn't even care that we're broken up. And because of that, like, everything I believed was like every abandonment I already felt was truth. Like, this is what is confirming that. Because like, the abandonment was like, you know, I felt like he didn't— like, I felt like he didn't really like me as much as I liked him. Um, and so it was like, uh, so that— so it was like a situation with that. Like, and it was, it was this thread of like, okay, this person didn't fight for me, so they don't love me. And so then I took it back to kind of the original masculine. And for most people, your original masculine and your original feminine are going to be your parents, um, or your caregivers when you were a child, for the most part. Um, and then you're going to experience those same patterns of wounding with your relationships. So like, often like friendships, if you're, you know, for me, like the feminines that I experience patterns with are often friends, or, and then often exes for the masculine, and sometimes friends as well, but often, often it's more exes. So it's like the people who are closest to you or who you're gonna continue these patterns with. So I went back to the original masculine, which is pretty much my dad, um, and saw the exact same pattern there where it was like, um, I don't know about the testing, um, but it was definitely like I felt like he wasn't fighting for me. My dad wasn't like— he wasn't fighting to be with me. He wasn't fighting to see me. He wasn't fighting to talk to me. And this ex-boyfriend did the same exact thing. So he— so it was, um, it was very confusing to me. So then, so we would like break up and like I was like, well, he doesn't, he doesn't care. He doesn't care that we're broken up. Um, you know, sometimes we would get Well, sometimes we would get back together, um, and a lot of the time it was like me having to go to him and being like, I still feel strongly about you. And he was like, okay, like we can be together again. And it just, it was just always, it felt like I was the only one fighting for it basically. So, um, The healing for me, because, because this, this was making me feel like it was really easy to give up on me, um, or it was really easy for all these masculines in my life to give up on me. And, um, you know, I talked about how that carried backwards. I wanted to talk about how it carried forward as well, because how it carried forward was, um you know, in my current relationship with my husband, I tested him a ton as well. Um, I was like, if I don't do this, is he gonna abandon me? If I, you know, break this trust, is he gonna abandon me? Like, it was very, um, there were a lot of tests, um, to where I was just— it was almost like I was trying to make myself as worthless as possible to see like if he could love me like when I didn't have value. It's like the best way to describe it. And it's, it's so crazy. It's like, um, but it's like you don't do this on— I wasn't doing it on purpose. I didn't realize what I was doing. But now that I look back on it, it's like really obvious to me that— because like, um, with my ex-husband, I was the breadwinner. So then with my husband, my current husband, I was like, like, you know, would he love me if I made no money, for example? Which makes no sense. Like, you don't, you don't devalue yourself to test somebody, um, in a relationship. That's just manipulative. But that was what I was doing, like, and I didn't, I didn't really realize it. So, um, that's what was happening. That— so that's the full extent of this, is like, um, did that person fight for me? So many masculines I felt did not. My husband, you know, definitely he did fight for me, but it was, um, it was a very disciplined thing. He was, you know, he's like, I love you and you need to go make money. Like, you don't get to be— you don't get to like do nothing. And, um, be in the relationship because that, like, that doesn't make sense. Um, so he, he was very much like, look, like, I do love you and I will fight for you, but like, you don't have to, like, you don't have to make yourself worthless in order to, to test that. So, um, yeah, so something— okay, so what I had to— so what they full healing was I had, I had to realize that I hadn't done anything wrong to not be fought for, um, and that the desire to be fought for was a distorted feminine pattern within myself, um. And I also had to realize that for these particular masculines— so my husband is a very, he's like a very direct masculine. Um, he, he really— like, he always knows what he wants, he always goes after it. And his belief is like, you go after something until you've lost it, and when you finally lost it, then you, you pick yourself up and you, you know, you, you go, go off and go away. But until you've like fully lost it, then you just keep going after it if that's what you want. And so he's very much like I decided what I want and I went after it type of person. So the other masculines that this pattern was playing out with, really, they— it was like, it wasn't that they didn't want to fight for me, it was like, um, they didn't want to— they didn't want to burden me with their needs almost. Um, they didn't want to like chase, uh, because, because that's what I was doing. I was, I was being a runner. I was making them chase me basically to prove their love to me. So it's like they just had different personalities. Um, it's not that my husband— it's not that I tested my husband any less or that he passed the test any better. It's just that his personality happens— happened to be suited to weathering my distorted feminine pattern. Um, and with these other masculines, that was not the case. Like, their personalities were um, they were almost designed to like trigger that distorted feminine, um, even more. Because it was like, it was like, um, you know, it was like you break up with someone and their reaction is like, oh, it's, you know, it's okay, like, all right. And that person could be saying, well, I, you know, I want to like respect her decision, or I want to like honor her freedom, um, I want her to choose you know, um, but I took it as like, oh, there's, there's the proof. I knew it all along. Here's the proof that this person never loved me. So that, that was the full healing that I experienced during that 444 energy cycle. Um, I did all the healing work on this, you know, like energetically, but then I also like consciously knew it, um, and And everything I just said is how I consciously work through that. And then, um, when— like, that was a big healing for me. So when that healing was completed, that was what the message was. It was love and peace from all these past situations, all these past masculines, um, that I've had this pattern with. And, um, It was, it was just all sending me love and peace. Um, then the other thing, the last piece of that healing was that I saw that my pattern— so my pattern was a distorted feminine pattern, but there is the distorted masculine pattern that's a match to that. Um, I saw that the reason it was coming up was that, um, that pattern, those patterns, that distorted masculine piece was actually— it still exists in these, in these other masculines, um, but I could choose to heal the feminine side of it. So, um, whenever I'm like in a test mode now, or whenever, you know, even, even just whenever like I go to that place because I'm, I'm somebody who, like, if somebody's ignoring me, I go to the place of like, they don't like me, or they, you know, and it could be anything. Um, but like, I can choose not to go to that distorted feminine place of like, oh, I feel abandoned in some way by this person, so now I'm gonna, now I'm gonna assume that they don't like me. I'm gonna test them and then find out for sure. Um, I can choose to not have that pattern on my end. Um, and really, the, the masculines involved are not— they're not really involved, like, only involved in my mind, to be clear. They're not like actually part of this. But like, the man, you know, the masculines involved, um, they actually haven't changed at all. Like, nothing about them has really changed. What has changed, those that, that I have changed. So the way I can relate to them is different now. Um, so I hope that's helpful to you. Um, and this was, this was a little bit windier and longer than I thought it would be. Um, I wasn't even actually sure what I was gonna say when I came on, but I think, and I hope that that helps to understand how these healing cycles work. You know, um, the 555 portal is coming up, and I've already— I already know what I'm healing energetically because it's come up as a trigger like a couple times now, um, for me. And it's around being ignored, um, and, and around like be like— it's around like expressing myself to the fullest extent that I desire and being ignored around that. Um, and almost like— it's almost like, um, so, so the wounding in the last cycle was a very— if you're familiar with the Enneagram, it was very like 3-ish, um, very 3-ish form of that wounding. And so this is almost like a 4-ish form of the wounding. So it's, it's a really similar wounding actually, um, but it's, it's like, uh, it's around like expression and worth, um, as opposed to being around, I guess, like value and love. So, um, but it really just threads on the same thing. So anyway, that's, that's what happened to me. That's what the psychic messaging was and of how it completed the cycle. Um, you know, I definitely feel like it was from my twin soul, even though that is not clearly a person, if that makes sense. Um, it was from my twin soul because it was from the divine masculine, and that divine masculine energy, um, is— it's my twin soul's energy. So I hope that helps. Maybe, maybe it doesn't. I'm sorry, I'm trying to like, um, yeah, yeah. So I hope that was helpful to you. Thank you so much for watching and listening. Hope you have a beautiful and blessed day.