1st Disappearance day Celebration of H.H. Gopal Krishna Goswami Maharaj || Day-2 || Morning session

खajatente गुरुदेव कृपा सेरेना पे

कृपा

शकरेशारन सकल सागर सकशहनेवलादयताना

हे

गुरुदेव का बद cneकdesc सागर समान कर दबना हजार जा

सका रा

होना

गुरुदेव तबे तो गायब हरिनाम चुके तबतो गुरु दे तब तो हर

स

dकेbबिनोदेयाखयल

का

कब हैनौ्रिपाआजातह कहना कृपा बियाई जाना है नो पा कब है न कृपा लबाई जाना करता है बे न तेल शक्ति बुद्धि है ना अमित देना शक्ति बोध शक्ति बोध ना अम आते देना गलोमोरेहरामोरे तम साआतमगरर har गुरुदेव कृपा दूजा खाया खाया या रा

से

आती नाजोगतबिचारिकी छू नाही पा गुरुदे

गुरू दे

हे गुरु दे जोगता बिचारे की चुना ही पाये तुम कोरुना सा रा योग्यता बिचारे की चुना करुणा

करुणा

न हल कादिया करिया या करुणा न काया का या प्राण ना राखी वो राखिबो गुरुदेव प्राण ना रा करुणा न होले काधि क िया करुणा न ले बदिया करुणा हो हे प्राण ना रखी वो आ र हे ना राखी वो

र

गुरु देव क्रिपा बिंदु दिया

से रेन

गुरु देव कृपा बिन्दु दिया क्रिपा बिन्द दूदिया कर रेना पे खाया ते ह जाय गुरु दे जाए गुरु दे जय गुरु दे गुरु दे जय गुरु देव जय गुरु दे जय गुरु दे जाय प्रभु पा जाय प्रभु पा

बोलो

जाय प्रभु पा जाय प्रभु जय हो जाय गुरुदेव जाय जाय गुरु दे गुरु

दे

जाय गुरुदेव जा जाए गुरुदे हरी बोल हरी बोल हरी बोल हरी बो गौर हरि बोगहरिबोगौरहरि बोहरी बो जय जय प्रभुपाद प्रभुपाल प्रभु पा जाए प्रभुपाल प्रभुपाल प्रभुपाप्रभुपा जाय जाय गुरुदेव गुरुदेव गुरुदेव जय गुरुदे गुरु दे गुरुदेव देर निताई गौर प्रमानन्द हरे बु गान को रा खूब सुंदर गान करे छेला छेलते खूब सुंदर

गान न करे

शुद्धा भगता चराना रेनू भजना अनु कोला शुद्धा भागता चला ना रेनो भजना अनु को शुदा भागता 4 ना रे ना भजन अनु कोला शुद्धा भगता चरना रे भगता सेवा परमा स थे भगत सेवा पर मा प्रेमा लती कारा का रा भगत सेवा पर मा

से

सेवा पर प्रेमा लती करा मोला रेमालतीकरशुददा भक ता चरना रन भजना अनुकूल शोोधाहकताजरानरेजना माध बत े थे भगते जनाने जतने पालना कार

जनाने

जान पालाना मधभतथेभकतेजनने जतने पालना का

रि

थे बकरे ने नेपाल को री कृष्णा बसती बसती बोल

बसती

कृष्णा बसती बसती बोली बस ती परम आदर बो दी परमा शुदा चर

रे

भजना अनू कोला शुद्ध बताता चलना रेनू भजाना अनोको

to

भकतजरजनाराा मृदंग बाध्या मना अब सारा सदा या चे मृदंग बारा सुनते माना सारा सदा गौर बगत गौरा बता कीर तना सुने गौरा कीरतन

ने

cनशुनआनन्दा हरिदया नाचे प्रसादन सेवा करिते हा सेवा करते शकल प्रपन्च जाए प्रच शुद्ध मकता चर ना रे नो भजन अनोखला जाना गहेना जे देना ग्रह भजना देखी गहते गोलो का भाया

जी

भजन चरना सिधू देखिया गंगा रा सिदू

गंगा

चाराना सिधु देखिया गंगरना सुखा स सीमा

प

शु बकत 4 ना रेनु भजना अनूकोलाशोदाबागदा रेनू तलाशी देखी जुड़ाय प्राण माधब तो शन जाने जुड़ाये मधबदोसनीजनगौरव प्रिया शाकसेवानेरप्रिया से बने गुमरा प्रिया शाक से व नेरा प्रिया से बने जीवन सार्थक माँ ने जीवन

ने

भकती विनोद कृष्ण भजाने भका भजन नुकुल जा प्रति दिवस प्राती दीवसे बरमा सूखे दिवसे परम सुख प्राती दीवसे परम सुखे प्रति दिवस पर स्वीकार करय त

स्

शुदा, बकत चरन, रेनो भजन अनोको शुदा, बकता चरना, रे शुदा, भकत चरन, रेनो भजना अनको

हरे

हरे कृष्णा हरे कृष्णा कृष्णा कृष्णा हरे ह हरे हरे राम हरे राम राम राम हरे हरे हरे कृष्ण हरे ना कृष्णा कृष्णा हरे हरे हरे राम हरे कृष्णा हरे कृष्णा कृष्णा कृष्णा हरे हरे हरे रामा हरे रामा रामा रामा हरे हरे हरकृष्णा

कृष्णा

कृष्णा कृष्णा हरे हरे

हरे

राम राम राम रा हरे हरे हरे कृष्णा हरे कृष्णा कृष्णा कृष्णा हरे हरे हरे रामा हरे रामा रामा रामा हरे हरे हरे कृष्णा हरे

कृष्णा

हरे हरे हरे राम हरे रामा रामा रामा हरे हरे हरे कृष्ण हरे कृष्णा कृष्णा कृष्णा हरे हरे हरे रामा हरे रामा रामा रामा हरे हरे हरे कृष्ण हरे ना रे रा राम राम राम हरे कृष्णा हरे कृष्णा कृष्णा कृष्णा

ह

हरे रामा हरे रामा रामा रामा हरे हरे हरे कृष्ण हरे कृष्ण कृष्ण कृष्णा रे

हरे

रामा हरे रामा राम रा म र श्री रूप रा श पदाशीरुपामशईमोरा सम् पदा श्रीरुपा मंजरी पदा शोर संपदा

शरु

श

मोरा भजना पुजाना शमोरा बजापूजशेईमोरा भजाना पुजाना शे मोरा भजाना शई मोरा प्रान धना शे मोरा बा श मोरा शाह म बोरा राना मोरा प्रान धना शाई मोरा से मोड़ा धनाई मो शाह मोरा जीवन राज शाह शाह मोरा जब ने रजेबानशजीबनेजबाशेई मोरा श मोरा बन सजाई मोरा जैईमोरासशेईमोरा बेदरा हर से बोरा बोरा देरा धरम शेई मोरा रा ध मा शाई म्रता शेई तपाशेईमोरा मंत्रा जपाशईतापाशर japaशातशेतापा मोरा मन्त्र जपशईमरj शाह मोरा धारा मा करा मा मोर हर मोर घर मा कर मा ना मा अनु कोला हाबे द शेप दे होई आनो कोला अबेबिदी पेपर हो बेशिटेआनोकोला हब से पद हो बेशठेअनोकोलाबद नीरा खिबा दूई नया ने नीराखीबाएदूईनयाने से रुपा मधुरी राशी से रुप म राशी से रुपे मधुरी राशी प्रान कुबा लाया शशीरुपेशकुबला प्रफुलता हब नेशी दिने प्रफुलता प्रफुलता हबेनेशीदिनेप्र लेता

से

ताबा आदरशनाहीतबा आदरशनाही गर ले जरा देगीअब आदर शना आगे गर ले जरला देह से ही गौरा दहेचिरादिना तापी ताज बन चिरा दि ता पिता चेरा देना तपता जीवना चिरा देना हहा रूपा करो दया हहा रूप करो दया देखो मरे पद चय हाहा रुप कर दया देखो मोरे बदा छाया हार ग रूप करो दया देखो मोरे पद चाय यह रूपा करो दया देखो मोरे पद छाया

रोपा

दया ना रोतमा लय लो सारा ना नारोतमालोसनरोतमा लाई लो सर शेरु पा मन जारी पता मोरा संपदा शिरोपा शेह मोरा भजाना पुजा मोरा जाना प हरे कृष्णा हरे कृष्णा कृष्णा कृष्णा हरे हरे हरे रामा हरे रामा रामा रामा हरे

हरे

हरे रामा हरे कृष्णा हरे कृषणा कृष्णा कृष्णा हरे हरे रामा हरे रामा रामा रामा हरे हरे हरे कृष्ण र हरे रामा हरे रामा रामा रामा हरे कृष्ण हरे कृष्ण कृष्ण कृष्ण हरे हरे हरे रामा हरे रामा रामा रामा हरे हरे हरे कृष्ण हरे कृष्णा कृष्णा राम हरे राम राम राम हरे कृषना हरे कृषना कृष्णा कृष्णा हरे हरे हरे राम हरे राम राम राम हरे हरे हरे कृष्णा हरे कृष्णा कृष्णा कृष्णा हरे हरे हरे राम हरे रामा रामा रामा हरे हरे जाया गुरु देवा जाया गुरुदेव गुरु देवा जाया गुरु देवा देवा जय देव गुरुदेव आज जाया वैष्णव ठाकुर जाया वैश्णव ठाकु र वैश्णव ठाकुर जाया निताय गोरा हरि बोल हरि बोल हरि बोल गोरा हरि बोल हरि बो हरि बोल हरि बोल गोराम हर बो

we ap all so now some start start second

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would like to krishna krishna now im going to tell now the protocall how were get do this we dont have so much time me it s only today and tomorrow will be a different specially we will be inviting the leaders and specially senior most the sips of shilarpraupt and see or os leaders of

is

still in the way some of them are ready here and today will be were going to have a five minute

bound

you dont need to chant if i may s be the way you can can the prnammanthraof guru maharaj because if you go the stage and you can the mangala charana and all of this will take you five minutes alranyandtheway im gone to control i hope you on mind a suns i raise mymicrefanyour time is over and i hope you will not mind i dont want to make any offenses but this is how be gonna do it and i would like to call s many dibotisaspocibll this i poles of guru maharaj so

that

everyone will be able to be able sekand glorify guru maharaj is ok if i dont see hai bal mataji saying haribol you go low there then the man so krishna pria probe is not here krishna pea is not here okay i m going to call someone from the delhi side area mataji radika kripa mata g see is one of the main preachers also thisipolsfemail tisidpulsbut she s very very strong preacher of gurage so again five minute bound the line dont speak to long please

and the

next one i m going to be calling from america i dont know there is so many of them here okay jaganath pre year pro your next so you be ready thats okay your next your next and if you going to read somebody elses that will include your five minutes i want to to here for those you are here and less you have to come to me and i will read myselv

harekrsna goris to grmarjallgloris to prapt goris shlabagtpadhave got a time lmitsoanstanimet gumaa in the agust of nine ninety nine i came तो वृंदावन फर्स time on fifteenth of man ninety eight and i was in question of some questions i had lot of questions are had lost to my father at that time my material father at the age of sixty four let us very suddenly and i was very much attach to him i was marin had to chillin of that time so we as i was searching for some anser to my questions and that meet me come to vrindawan somehow and then i was i came here fast food it is then i go to fifteen we got to know how to chand i was here on the fifteenth of my ninety eight that was the time i started chanting my sixteen rounds every day when i came here i wont going to the details so that s how i met de body here and then he gave was the way and i got on my anser in pro path quarters and then we een back to delle we went to penjbuktemple that was very small in a garage we re went there and i was already chanting sixteen round when there and then one day grumaragewas visiting that temple i didnt know who sanyasis who is that who s one i was just very much satisfied with my anser and very big satisfied my sixteen rounds but then there was suddenly a man who came with lot of he was in saffron robs with lot of people around him he went in to the older there was a very small temple in a garage so marge grumargewentedn side with lot of people around him and i as an ever wanted to be in the crowd i was tanning very love to the crowds grmarswentin he came out with the crowd still i didnt bother me at all and sad india so that man how to turn in side he had to go for a lecture to give in the hall but he turn to wadzustowhads me my probity was tanning next to me so i was in my jeans and ticos and germa i was just thirty five at that time and gurmajustwaketo was me and i still don⁇t know what to do how to pay basins anything he came he had a flower from the alter in is han he just came he look into mis he gave the flow to me and turn around and wentawayandi just too the flar i just listen few words when he give the lecture and then came home the next very morning has been vento the temple it was being sunday i didnt go i was at home and my children will etomo always relist kicdyprasad in the morning so my probogewenttogev that kicuryprsad and he met gurumaragewas intrduced to gromarageadthen said the talked to him he said my wife al so chance ichangmarsaid ant to me to your wife so he called me up in he said there is a sanacyhere he wants to me to you i said i cannot come i m not ready to lnaithomicant just ask for givens and he says then it at least take me twenty five minutes twenty to twenty five minutes to come to the temple s e o covet grumagandgrumas said i will vat for her telar to come and then i got got ready and was in the temple with in twenty minutes and then grumos give me well hafinovrto forty minute he said with me he spoke to me and that was the day, then i never left him then i was always after i was with him all the time i was a business lady, i was doing a fashion design in profession i was running by one big business my husband harrison business so, but that i had to be with guru marrage all the time i want to take his association so i wanted to be there and i quitedmy business with in two years i witted up and then i was always there with good marg and then good marg initiated as in two thousand and one and there s one incident that i am never like my corme name, i was always telling my father i never like my name, what you have given me so my father used to say you can change if you want b t i said how can i have got all my degrees in this name so its very difficult but when the initiation how to happen i new my name would be changed and as it begin with are so i new something with are would be giving to me and i was praying very hard to rotherunning that please give me your name and i was sitting i took a special when the election was about to happen in the big temple in east of kalash just outside court it was in the cortiatbefore the gorurgisoinhusben we position in such a way i position myself in such a way that i could have direct tsnofradaanyand it was bring to her intensely please give me your name please give me your name no weding my family cider new that they re mother doesnt like her name so she is praying for to radharani but of course grumos naver new that i would never telling and i was in e i was consolling myself if grumarasdoesnot give this name by radharani to you so be satisfied whatever name comes to you i was telling myself that all so then when the initiation time came and gurmargegivebed he said your name is radika kripa and its all gurmargegorisso guru marg crust the peace of paper in his hand, which was suppose supposed to give me with the meaning of my name he crust it and he capt there and i was very now incuisitive what was in that slip so when the initiations were over i went to the the yagevarsover went to the bolistenbord that was pint up there with the list of all the initiated dibeties i walked there and format surprise i was looking gazing into the list to find out what my name is das was gazing in my name was riternthererasamundly devidasan i was i didnt know when grumajcameinstitod next to me and he said what are you looking at i said is just my name of the one you give me that s my name so grm your name is radicakripandthen still i un believe my years i a s ram that was grumarज secret of that time se vended this happen wanted my name change he said germar change it on the resason so you see the guru radharani i didnt know all these concepts at that time but if you have a relationship with radha rani she speak through the guru and my fate intensified from that day on was it was very much in to go marg and still as i from a seek backgroun i⁇mfrmsekmyberth i was bon into a seek family my father was a turban seek so i used to whenever i used to go with giomargwas very mussyuful he would take us around me and my husband we got actually you know grmagnerkapte car for himself we those you have join later after two thousand and nine or eight or nine they have seen germana traveling in a big car earlier gurmashnever had a car for himself he would take lift he would ask is he gave the opportunity to his deciples to drive him down so we would take grab all the opportunities specal to end up next time i would continue yeh

here many more time many more time del he also

so i concluded now yeah you just concluded okay so all goris to gemas e give us lot of services and we brought him to vrinnamanalso all the time and i have riding a book of my mods with him when he was very much on the planet i gifted that book to him and he was very happy with that book i m now have titan hundred more pages to that book and it sun going to come on his vasa puja so those we all want to read about his so many sides of im he was very humer us, he was extremely humer us and he had a sense of humor that nobody can match it i just include once he told my husband just before leaving the planet, he was very much eating into very soft chapatis very soft capatis and my husband rasipreaprabuwas may the ruini temple in all on grumargearders he he used to make very nice capatis for guru marg gurumarwascoming out of the rainy temple on the fever fevrryitwashewas coming out of the rainy temple it was going to jis car and i was walking with him with my prabugianothers following him and good just said suddenly rasta pria your chapati or the best in the world and i usually used to up with lot of good mag used to say something like tsingy and i would n just going and then i said gimajhesunder the best training in the world gmajbustintolufing so thank you everybody should a prove it ke grah always lives in a heart is with us all the

time hrykrisnathank you thank you met just think about it time is really the essence here we can go on for one the vote for hours and hours and hours but we need also the mercy from others to be heard so mindful of time okay and when i say hari krishna please do by offended for the benefit of everyone herbal

il keep my offering very short since i have to read rupanogaprbusofeng is over senior garbeterintoranto so guru marg was so merciful to all north american devoties he would give video desn zum call atleceevery two month and we ve had many since coved ten or well video calls and very last video call somehow he knew this would be the very last video call and i clearty remember it was a pal twenties of laser and a witacraprobrequested me why dont you call gurumaragandsee if is available for feminist to give deshon as a sure so we call mane say jognatbeai⁇m driving back from ruini from car i can take your call i said gurumageifpossible please you know givetersonso he took some questions and anser and then this arprice to all of first so this things that he never mention during our video calls for any of for meeting but somehow he knew this was the last meeting so he said and im going to get little emotional he said that when shilapropad was living san francisco de woteswedmenting that they would not be able to silprpatsogrumadas said that silaprupattoldwodis u chant harekrishna and i will chant harekrishna and will always be connected so similarly gorumara said you cant harikrishna i will chant hari krishna will always be connected so this was a message for ohlafers so any ways all keep my briefing is all i have and then all rupanugaspabu which will take me at least for to five minutes okay so this is rupanugaprobo from toronto

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inletbtguruag i should be reading this offering in person in vindavenwheremy garbadersandgad sister s eve organize is wonderful program to salibecyor return to go agam unfortunately my wife krishna bukti had a neelyplacement opration that will make the jorninyto india very difficult im grateful to jgnatprea and other gard brothers for fecilating the reading of my humble offering to you in some ways everything change on me fit las year and something will never be s name। however what will never change is that feeling that you are still looking over us with the same merciful glans that you had for everyone whether or directly cycle or otherwise you are instruction will remain with us eternally and there are source of great consolation and comfort for us we now really realize the truth of the statement that iwargudllos ternallyinhis instructions kindly bless me that are always live by your instructions and live the rest of my life imbibing your mode of serving cooperating and being there for all as a problem solar as an advisor as a velvet even to those who are not so nice to you and did not knowlege that dinnandaclatig all that you date for them again and again guru marg you are very famous for your amazing memory you like to share an incident in that regard one was visiting vrindawan with my younger brother and saw you at the temple after offering my obasensis introduc to my brother you you are in a rush so the whole interaction raste probably ten seconds two years later my brother so you again in vinden but this time i was not with him he offer is obassensistand you looked ad him and said you are rupani got propus brother right amazing you could remember someone who met someone you met for ten सेकंड two years ago guru marg always sorry guru marg also wanted to mention that what promoted me to get the first self on you are visiting toronto in two thousand for and as usual i was trying my best to servie but failing on my duty was to call by phone the people you wish to speak to i had made in alphabetical list of all the cycles and other people that you usually connected with when in toronto whenywere i was with you i car my pocket people copy of this is which was five pages long of course it men at taking the list are my pocket and looking through it to find the name of an individual and then putting back in my pocket so i want lose it as you can mansion the people would have rinkle after t to days in those days the use landlines for all these calls so it sometimes men finding a phone bringing to you or talking to you or taking you to the phone you told during the whole state but nextel when i started doing the same thing you commented the whole world uses technology but rupan still all fashon well gorumara there was the there was the cruineted and i perchased a phone son after thank you for helping me advance not just petualy but also technologically when my service when guru marg visited toronto was to wait outside is rom in case united something as i finished is confidential in person meeting or calls sometimes will be out site for two to three overs without call by him but i not is number of times that a sunaselefmypost he will call me he will call for me and number of devoties will be running around the temple calling my name because gurumaa wanted to see me once gorumara as me to get in difficult situation at the temple we are running into dificulty with a local management and getting them to accept or advice guru marg offer mefussugessions in my more of ignorance i did not agree with his suggession and just listen to imquiply somehow as you always does he new what was in my heart and he said if i was not aging with him i should speak up i say gorumara you are my guru marg and i must accept and agree with whatever you said he says still you increse to speak up but gip on insisting that i could not disagrevithhimsins he was my guru then gorumara said that will never the sorry the gorumara said what all never forget he said in management issues expect you to express your fog and opinions freely regalosowether they are different from mind he said he would not expect all allow me to de sagrevithhiman philosophy but it was all right for me to express my opinions freely on management issues many times a had the plesure of introducing him to the audience before his class but he would never allow me to glorify him and he will cut me off in middle in right front of everyone i was so nerves whenever i had to introduce gorumara because i just i knew he did not a low me to say much on year guru marrage came to toronto but his pasor was about to expire so we to come to indian passport office i could not believe is royal de minor in the front of indian pasport officials but it was shown in the most humble way i dont think there ever met anyone like him there are so humble and respectful totally contre to the normal atitude in closing i will like to naroda funny story guru marg as you know like to go for a walk every morning manydewatys go with him one year he came to toran but his hard was really very weak and we were all very consinabouthis condition and wear trying to avoid him doing anything extras tenues just as a precosionwecalle many examin and we were rating for kariologist to show up while the kariologis was un roud giving himan update on is condition on the telefon this was all happening as gorumara was working and we were walking behind him when he finish updating the doctor he said whatever you do make sure he does not work we said he s already on a walk in a nergenton he said to tell me at least not walk fas he had belly completed is sentence and grumarasetally started jalgingquired fess we were shark and forstedir for him to please sorry we re and shouted him to not jag by doctor s order but he simply egnodus and continut his work thank you german for you all your mercy your instructions you are teachings by example and you are loving care please blessesth ad we may following you re ful steps and we try to live that final ten instruction that you ve left for all of us here

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mom visnubdakrishna pishbutlesrmate gopal krishn गोस्वामी it prbupadesahit prcavitidcaprcarm kritvansaduभagwt a thank you very much marge for giving this pportunity to be to say a few words in the wages asembly about lifensfolgoromharage theres one pecificthing i was conteेtingon we all now i mong the osian qualities and gurmajhadgurmage was very very insensitive gurmagewaservery in sensitive on body to words on comforts towards one dis on er fam fam he was very insensitive i think that insensivity was because gurmagewas very sensitive about others he was so sensitive about each there so many and cdots fast times at manidewiteshave rated age goranpotolons about and on a fly or a dog like that so i would like to nate a couple of instances personal association with gurmagabu being sensitive to rs a this my initial years i was in the govindas sitting in the govinda and my fathers but day was there we were all citing together and gurmaje happen to walk into the govindas and we pared senses it was inicial fewer very nerves also grmabestesaland then he went back as room and after about ten minutes on servent came from gurmasroomcaling garland and prasad so gorman specially sent garland and prasad for my father a alledymtalledy blessed but i did have to do that again so he was sensitive to rs then my mother is suffering from parkinsons cancer se vel charbon so gurmavenever he would come to faridabad my house use would climb up and he claimed up all to the second for despite is on you physical condition and only for ten seconds gurmagemetmy mother and in those ten secends he said you are not put a heater for her it was starting of inter nvmbrforus it was not to cold but gurmugewas so contes about the comfort that need to give the october twenty one we had a temple in ogration so n gr much came for temple in logasinnersistav they for three four days give incision also his program was fully pact i never expected i never hope i never said that he will come to my house but he suna said gopis come to your home to meet your mother i was in exticinstandand how will do at and then next marg could not come mrs bis next day gopal commuter home so to three days all the vensceptonhappening he capt ontelmegopicial comter home il se or mother i new marge will not be to come so finally the four day inicitinsmnisor kartik purnima first day margofrdepnow is going that s class temple so it is gopicialgotorhome so after finishing this four days a festivities he claims up all the े its a very very of long day for him giving initiations then kartik being good bye to all devoties he climbs up second for and then mespmthersatoher tels me should give crnamitidandthen comes down and she is gopeshwar i full filed all my promises so good much so consious so sensitive once in mayapur extension that extension hole first solders hole so we were on a yatra for elavadivotisver a yatra many es back and then we had invited gro much for lecture so gore much came for lecture and enter the hall so as my role as re krishna kरिsnाrekrisna kisna krsna re re so at top of my voice i was chanting hrykrishna and inviting everyone to chant hari krishna harekrishna okay myjrekishnaand then the iniciaciantime in faridabad october twenty one so gurmajwas to। take the interviews of dicsacandidets and everything was ready and we had been requesting maharaj about last to three years for isation everything is set and maharaj comes to know the that day date time he s ones beb going expected to come to a temple he was tebel for the kirtan mala kirtan so marg said i will not do interviews said mharagnonobecause if i do interviews all the come here so the disterb maharaj is coming thisod mhargkirten so, then i had to spend a lot of time to convince marg nogormargthe temple hall will fully pc and those you come for initiation will be called by numbers they will not collect here so marg to be convinced that we only then marg egret also he said okay make sure that everyone is attending kirtan maharaj and also please pota laptop beside me so while intrview i also people tending kirtan of maharaj so all the intervusecapton going maarg was at the same time looking at the laptop screen ad maring the kirtan and later many met maharaj he said maharaj i had the service to do but i was also tending your kirtan marg so sensitive about everyone so please marg less we could also i could also become सेnsit thank you so muth you is lines gopal goswami guru maharaj ki sil prhupajkjthank you so much so

like to request like to is are temple secretary here and he serve gur marge whenever gor marge will come to brindavan next will be nuron probo

that i am thinking of coming to vrindavan to moro sod i com i said goromahrg please come because he didnt come to vrindavan six mons he came in carti then he came last year twenty second aprel, then he came and then twenty second venin we went to the iscon rukmini bihar for the plan prathista and the yoga so e went with guru maharaj were for some time the next morning gurumarswas suppose to go for the opening of the look many bihar and then he couldn⁇tgooi was going from her f rom goshala and we re thinking that will go with guru maharaj and do the abisek i reached in front of any as he called me that please come to my room so went there and he was lying on his bed and he said that i m very tired i couldnt go so, then we went the next day the guru maarg then we were having the fifty aniversitymeeting we started on ear before so grow marg came to the meeting and then everyone s saying that maharaj you have to come for the fifty at anietyandmaharg city is i will come and then grow maharaj mentioned that this ear is the iftegtear of my g b c services and then he said that this year is the fifty seven years of my services in his con nobody can sar pas that nobody

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then twenty five gulmarg was living for delhi and i was in his room citing there so he got up from his chair and i offer my your base senses and then he said he said so are you doing ka sperichalliar you doing ka perichwalli and i said group manage i⁇mtrाiंg my best so that was my last conversation with guru maharaj so after that he didn call me and then twenty nine to deradunanthenfipt up me everything happen but i didnt understand i didnt get any indication that this was the last visit of guru maharaj, but i remember what was his last statement and it still ringing in my years that are you doing okay spiritually so we i have to reach to that standard and then i can say that s i m doing okay spiritually so i feel very fortunate grumarggiped me very close near to him we went to so many places in vrindavan with guru marge so many devotes house to take prasad and gobrdhnpricrma here and there so many places and i feel very fortunate my life is successful one time just ne mint सो one टाइम i was doing the offering to shulaprobupatet on a clac in the afternoon and guru mahraj called me and then first statement। he said he said dharmatma you are my connection to vrindavan so it was very nice means i have netrndowneverything in my diary everytime gorumara used to come whatever statement used to say i rot in my didi exactly as it is his statement so i feel very fortunate and i pray i would like to pray to all my god brothers and god sisters to please bless me so that i can always remain in the lotus peat up guru maharaj and serve silaprabupas movement hari kisan groumahाrाज की jएanyousilaprभupाd

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can see it from here close camera man close can you see because this is live whatever theres seeing in the screen they also seeing live right here this is now available when did you launch this today only a bigarybolso this is just now in hindi and they will translate this in english after words wt e is is new remember whenever there is a special ocation we are so puja for gurmej there s always this book is being interducethis is karuna sindu can you see this you have to just the camera not me that one okay what els daily cot calender like we have here in vrindavan this is in english in hindi both hundred and pc times of guru magincorunasindu and the vi cuntamanthevicunta man by shukaprearpebot right here oh this sucaprepoboalso ji it was one of the service of gurmahageconversation with same there is part one in part two of this specially this countered prize were a can a tell how much you have to go in bit then you get to this count okay thank you very much good mars go back

to the stage hari krishna please accept my nilpidandvodpranam so i am narindasfrom moricusmyfirst interaction was in nineteen eighty six when i saw a video of guru marge he was preaching vigorislincanada so i became really impress and accepted him as my spritual master i got initiated in nineteen eighty seven i join juhu is con juhu mumbai on seven of march nineteen eighty seven of the one week i got initiated in mayapur of the one wikmaraggiveinisiation and it all be you dedicated your line for preaching and book distribution of the one year i werd back to mariciusihad some visa problems so marg for me and he told me you have to come back to india i say marge know i⁇mgoingtostein morises for some time say no no you should come back to india if you dont come back i am going to come to morisestofecyou and bring you back to india so in nineteen eighty eight marge for me again is all marge no i want come back i have so many pricing activities in morisiesso next one you after marrige give me a surprise visit he came to moricesand in the early morning he for me hari krishna narayan probe how you i say i m find how all you and he ax me do you know where i am i say marg you are in india say no i am you no country in marico im just phoning you from your country im here i started time are baba maharaj is here you come to see me and get right we re going back to india so maharaj did some preaching activities wear ganie ome programs for him and all his program was fully chok everyone was running of the him at such a point that one prabupadisiplesaid scale gopal kisamaragesin morisesthehole ilan in run of the him he will initiate everyone and mara say you know prabupasolybol maharaj said prabpattolhim in nineteen seventy five you must visit marisius but a time he was not free here has so mini responsibilities in india but marge start coming then he told me you dont have to come back to india you stay here is my you stay here i m going to come here everyeurf for preaching he started preaching so he was of the gbc for moriseus but he gave il mens preaching there he did emenspeaching to bust of the yatra and si prabupardsaid moriseuscan become the first crisnaconsies country of the world and marge has done a lot for that it is coming very soon he came to marshes in nineteen ninety two i became the sankirtan leader and to me you have to push for book distribution on the certifi of december after mit night from mit nine to three clocking the morning we distributed sixty sets of shimadbagatom w isinsrehous we bregtherecald in africa we did the best became first and recently after maarige debate i felt had broken he was my inspiration i was crying that the point i told marge why did you live so any, but a dream i saw he was an bracing me title dont worry i am with you continue with e service do books distribution push do what you can do and spread supra books every moriserthermaarge was reetin for book maraton and marge said let s stop is me i say marge place for one eight masas okay what about others but some thing coming my mine maruti we double it two hundred and sixteen and again marg said triple it three hundred and twenty four i s i ve going to do it got i will do it you will be in student on the first of envy for mangal art i was brain to maharage maharaj you told me to distribute the nd twenty four bogabagitahow i am going to do it right after mangati so one for me pabuji can you bring one box or bgavagitaisasokay and my skin you should doble after ten unite he said he can pabuji to box after ten minutes is a three boxes i said how its sachive its done a hole bevitistolnobag gita we finish all the bag bagitasheshodes gopal

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mar ja i was not expecting my name to god was a pre present surprise so thank you very much so snsesrdawereehring the glories of guru maharaj so so necterionlike i was remembering never guru maharaj used to be present and the dicipians festival silaprahupat maharaj never neratidhis on dealing with prahopat maharaj always glorified prhopatndadthe end marge avas used to say let today is the day wish should rededicate ofrcelfinalll the dicipians festivals which i attended lis hern maharagsayng this which should re dedicate टुडे so i was kuntimbrating on this that now we were not expecting that will be celebrating disiperence festivle order guru mharाजsosun but now today also all the cycles was should try to meditate on this line that we should rededicate of life to guru mars mission सो महाराज was you know like gopashrpowho said he was totally in sensitive to war himself he was very very strict with himself and very very brodmindedveryvery big heart it for others you few months back vento theano the car take the devotes they were telling me there in the last beurometing terdon so they were requesting maharaj to give bagwatamclasso maharaj say know i wont give you tell this maharaj the maharaj they will give bagwat glas so divotyorsanmharge you should give you should give the when the best to much marg said i dont take i am qualified to give bagwatmglas surprise marg said बिकाज for the last few days i m not a im not been able to perform at t veri properly so i dont think i m fitenvtogivebagotam class this is the kind of standards he used to mentain for himself and you

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for others i was very very lenin like maharaj open so many go in the students, but never at himself and when used to go he test id me fo times did you have prasad alwisverycaring take can i can as the govinda you can go there in take prasad on st testing im read you take prasad and go ind not that and maragelike i had fortune of taling with him many times and more i am traveling and trying to just to do justification to the responsibility he is given me and more i m realising is greatness so i m traveling to around six seven temples in this north india and i m come back and then devoties meet me frankly speaking i forget from which temple this rewortyblongs his from rohini fnjbibagrforget but maras member y was so fine used to remember this person is from this any one person if you used to meet in vrindavan he used to recall his from dilli his from hes from one and used to s going back wonderful memory and more im seeing that how he was so sensitive in dealing with others he used with tel management means solving the problems, but he used to sall the problem with so much of senstivity and like in one location in one temple some devotes came to him and they were comparing about some other divoti maharaj this devotes doing this service, but is not doing properly and we are suspecting some miopropration of funds and all those things marade called that divoti i heard that now all this things are going on and they are some charges that is in as buctyasonsmharag ke j so i heard that devoties saying ओपरेटिंग funds that divoti स्टार्टेड शouटinगमहाराज सेवा ले लो, मैं नहीं करूंगा सेवा, बहुत हो गया जीवन दिया ये दिया shoting महाराज से डोंट डोंट शाउट अगर इसमें सच है ठीक कर लो agra glt to

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always give respect to everyone there s one the heart of people, so he was never disrespectful even to the person, even to the divoti who s committed blunders that divoti also he s to be respectful and he always taught me that the devotees ware enid with you that means the need your more time and attention so that was a if he give always some devoties, because we are not perfect if you are trying to do some management, there be some divots will be and with us with or decisons with our actions so marg said those we are enoidyoushould more time you should be more sensitive so daily i am remembering maharaj this instructions that i should become more sensitive maharaj was an ideal example how one should be st with himself his sadhana, we all now his gtvergshipand his dealing with himself like jgorangasaing he used to respect vestnamersnot formule not officially ritefom the deep core off his hard, he use to have respect for the devotes he was a genvenveshnahe was a genvinrepresentetive f kishna he was a genvenledon like i remember incidence in the corona time when his pankaj, the world and his body was been taking out from the mayapur and maharaj was watching online from is rom and he saw his ones japodacoswimmarag on the first flore of lotus building marg lifted from is sofa and offer oviciencstojpdcswm marg ming maharaj saying on online so that is the kind of respect to have for his got brothers a day sing the s, no i marge they are not watching you, but maharagehave so much of respect for mi se to got up and offer respect to it have tasaomharage his teaching us that how should be respect to to over got brothers to vrsnirस the last meting i had with maharaj on twenty igh aprel maharaj they are some dispute and marg give the instructions marg said all the dispute amongst devotes, because of the folsigoandsecond he said water you do should always think before hand this action will be pleasing to my guru maharaj or not and third thing is said unity is more important than personal and visions so at par to the looters feet of guru maharaj that we can follow s instructions and we keep on celebrating is disiperencdas, but this instructions should never disipere from heart soins gopal frmsymargekija।

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जैसे माँ होती है जो सबसे न ला 1 बच्चा होता है कुछ नहीं करने वाला होता तो ज्यादा अपने पास रख दिया उसको ऐसे ही गुरु महाराज थे और मैं इस मामले में भाग्यशाली को इतना संग मिला लेकिन न योग्यता होने के कारण मैं उसका पूरा लाभ नहीं उठा पाया। तो महाराज का सबसे पहले जो मेरा मिलन हुआ वो था नाइन्टीन एटी फोर में गुरु महाराज 1 हाउस program

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डैली में और उस लोकैलिटी का नाम है आनंद विहार वहाँ पर हमारे जो सारा भाई कंपनी के मेडिकल नेटिव थे वो रहते थे उन्होंने बुलाया था उनको अपने घर में और मुझे भी उन्होंने इन्विटेशन दिया के ऐसे हिजओलनसगोपालकृष्ण गोस्वामी महाराज आ रहे हैं और आप भी आओ। तो तब तक मेरा कोई सम्बंध नहीं था इस्कॉन से भी और मेरा उसका जाने का कोई मेरा परपज भी नहीं था। लेकिन वो क्या है? मेडिकल लिमिटेट थोड़ा सा बड़े दिल का था और मुझे बहुत सारी दवाइयाँ दे देता था फ्री में। और मैं उसको प्रैक्टिस कर रहा था। तो मैंने कहा चलो चलते हैं दवाइयां तो मिल जाएंगी, जो भी है प्रोग्राम। तो। तो मैं ये कहना चाह रहा हूँ कि मेरा कोई इंट्रेस्ट नहीं था। पर तो जब वहाँ भी गया तो जब सारा अंदर प्रोग्राम चल रहा है, मैं उसके बरामदे में ही बैठा रहा। मुझे कोई लेना देना नहीं कि क्या हो रहा है। फिर आखिर में ये सुनाई दिया कि महाराज कह रहे हैं एनी क्वेशचंस? तो मै तो चैलेंजिंग था ही। तो मैं गया गया। मैं तब तक अंदर आ गया था, खत्म होने वाला था प्रोग्राम। तो मैंने हाथ खड़ा किया। मैंने कहा आप ये डंडा लेकर क्यों घूमते रहते हो? तुम्हारे ने भी तपाक से उत्तर दिया, आप जैसे लोगों के सिर के ऊपर मारने के लिए तपाक से उत्तर दिया। पहले एकदम रिटोर्ट किया लेकिन बाद में। फिर कहते हैं कि तुम्हें इतनी भी समझ नहीं है, यह सन्यासी का दंड है, यह सन्यास का सिम्बल है, तुम्हे इतनी भी समझ नहीं है। तो वही मुझे आभास कराया के मुर्ख हो। तुम तुम्हें इतना भी पता नहीं है। तो ये मेरा पहला उनके साथ वो था, मिलन था। और उसके बाद फिर यही व्यक्ति ने मुझे लाइफमेंबर बनाया, लाइफ मेंबर बना मैं। तो फिर मेरा कभी भी कोई इतना रुझान नहीं था, लाइफ मेंबर बन गया। इसलिए क्योंकि इन्होंने कहा कि आपको 3 दिन रहने के लिए मिलेगा सब जगह सारी दुनिया में मेरा मेरा रस था। तो फिर दिसंबर का महीना आया। तो मैंने कहा तो कार्ड है, इसको यूज करना चाहिए। त मैं बॉम्बे कभी नहीं गया, बॉम्बे हैवी बहुत दूर बड़ा शहर है, वहाँ चलते हैं और रहेंगे मजे से जाके। तो मैं यहाँ से टिके बॉम्बे पहुँच गया। और जो है वह गुरु राज थे, वहाँ पर गया। कहते है कहा से आये हो किसके हो? मैंने अभी कोई दीक्षा नहीं ली थी। मैंने कहा मैं हिलना गोपाल कृष्ण को स्वामी महाराज का रिसाइकल हूं। तो अच्छा वो कोई व्यक्ति मुझे ले गया, सीधा मुझे तो पता नहीं था यहाँ होंगे वो ले गया महाराज के कमरे में और महाराज को प्रणाम किया। तो महाराज भी पहचाने अच्छा तुम दिल्ली ऐसी पहचान उन्होंने अरेंजमेंट कर दिया जो टेम्पल महामंत्री बहू को भी मैं मिला था। तब तो टेम्पल हॉल है जो हमारा बॉम्बे में तो साइड में कमरे टीसी कहते टेम्पल के साथ के कमरे होते है। वहाँ पर मेरा अरेंजमेंट कर दिया। सुबह सुबह जब मैं नींद में था तो मुझे शंख की आवाज सुनाई दी। तो पहली बार मैंने शंख की आवाज सुनी तो शंख की आवाज नहीं सुनी थी, वह आवाज आती है। कमरे में। मंगल आरती हुई, मैं उठकर आया। मैंने कहा ये क्या है? तो खैर फिर 23 दिन रहा और महा मंत्र मुझे मिले और महाराज ने इंटरड्यूस करवाया था। तो महा मंत्र ने इतना अच्छा मुझे प्रचार किया, ठीक है मैं तो फुल टाइम बन जाऊँगा, इतने अच्छे प्रचारक थे, 1 दिन में ही वो मुझे बनाने को तैयार थे। तो मैं गुरु महाराज के पास गया, मैंने महाराज मैं तो यही रहूँगा, मैं तो फुल टाइम ज्वाइन करना चाहत हूँ, कहते नहीं नहीं, नहीं, नहीं, हाँ ज्वाइन नहीं करना, तुम्हें दिल्ली जाओ तुम वापिस। तो फिर मैं दिल्ली आ गया, वापिस। तो खैर मतलब फिर शादी हो गई, मेरी शादी होने के बाद फिर मेरी वाइफ जो है, वो तो दिक्षित नहीं थी तो, लेकिन मैं शादी में ज्यादा पड़ गया। तो चैटिंग वगैरह सब छूट गई। तो फिर जब मैं गुरु महाराज के पास गया, अपनी वाइफ को लेके। तो महाराज ने कहा तुम्हारे ऊपर मेरा लोन है, तुमने 2 साल से चैटिंग नहीं की, 16 माला और इट टू इतना लोन है तुम्हारे ऊपर, जब का तुमने तो गया, लेकिन मैं सारा लोन माफ करता हूँ तुम अपनी वाइफ को भक्त बनाया है, यह हमारे गुरु महाराज, गुरु महाराज हैं। तो मेरी वाइफ भी बड़ी खुश हुई, क्योंकि साथ में उसके 1 डाउट था, तो उन्होंने पकड़ लिया, कहते हैं तुम अगर इसका साथ होगी भक्ति में, तो इसको कभी भी मैं सन्यास नहीं दूंगा। तो ये उसके मन में डर था कि सन्यासी बन जायेंगे। तो तू तो बड़ी खुश हो गई, वो गया। तो गुरु महाराज सब जानते हैं। जैसे कई डिवोटीज ने बोला, वो जानते हैं, सब कुछ जानते हैं, सब कुछ जाता था कोई प्रॉब्लम के, और वो मुझे ये बोलते थे कृष्ण, तुम यही सोच रहे हो, कई बार ऐसा हुआ, जानते हैं शास्त्रों में भी कहा है न कि परमात्मा जो हैं वो उनकी बात सुनते नहीं हैं। तो वही जो है गुरु के रूप में बाहर आ जाता है। तो फिर जब मेरा चल रहा था, क्लिनिक चल रहा था, गुरु महाराज हमारे क्लिनिक में भी आये, क्लिनिक में आये तो उन्होंने मुझे 1 बहुत अच्छा लेसन दिया, उन्होंने मेरा जो टेबल था, उसमें ऐसे 2 उंगलियां मारी सो मच डर डॉक्टर, शुड बी वेरी क्लीन, क्लिनिक, शुड बी वेरी क्लीन देखो, मुझे इंस्ट्रक्शन दी उन्हों की। तो गुरु महाराज बेटर डॉक्टर से, मेरे से जैसे लोग कहते हैं कि भई मैं गुरु महाराज को डॉक्टर के पास लेके जाता था, लेकिन हर ले जाते थे, वो चाहते थे कि जो डॉक्टर से है, जो सम्बंध बना रहे। तो वे। तो म्हारे क्लिनिक में भी आये। तो उन दिनों में प्रीचिंग भी शुरू कर दी थी। फिर प्रीचिंग शुरू की। तो ब भगवान की कृपा से मेरा कलेक्शन अच्छा हो रहा था। तो फिर गुरु महाराज मुझे पंजाबी बाग में मिले अभी उन्होंने बाहर जाना था, जिन दिनों में जाते हैं जुलाई के आस पास, जून, जुलाई। तो पंजाबी बाग में मिले और मुझे कहा कि कृष्ण प्रिया वाई डोंट यू ज्वाइन फुल टाइम help टेल। तो मैंने कहा ठीक है महाराज, और फिर जो है नाइनटी टू में, हम वहां पर त्रिकाल टेम्पल प्रेजिडेंट। तुम्हारे तो कह के चले गए, पर ने हाथ में लिया बड़ा वो मुझे रोज बुलाते थे, मैं तब रोहिनी में रहता था, रोज रोहिनी मुझे बुलाते थे और प्रचार करते थे, ज्वाइन करो मैं को पोस्ट कर था, कहा था ये काम हो जाए, वो कम हो जाए। क्लिनिक को मैं जो है माइंड अप कर 2 मेरी बेटी है, वो उसका स्कूल हो जाए। उन्होंने कहा कुछ नहीं तो नाइटी में किराये का मकान भी रेंज किया, बहुत हेल्प किया मेरा इसको फुल टाइम ज्वाइन करने में, फुल टाइम ज्वाइन कर लिया नाइटी टू में, फिर नाइंटी फाइव में, ज्यादा जो है क्लोज गुरु महाराज के में आया जब उनको जाना हुआ महाराज को यहाँ पे चेस्ट पेन हुआ नाइनटी five में और गुरु महाराज डॉक्टर के पास जा रहे थे, तो मैंने खुद ही ऑप्ट किया गुरु महाराज पहले तो अच्छा चलो नो प्राब्लम तो हम एम्स में डॉ मुझे अभी तक याद है डॉक्टर मनचंदा थे के हेड थे वो उनके पास गए तो उन्होंने इसी वगैरह की, उन्होंने कहा ठीक है कोई problm, महाराज जी भी गुरु महाराज बाहर जाते थे, आफ इंडिया, तो बहुत अच्छी हेल्थ जाते थे हमेशा आइस का चेकअप ये ये चेकअप सारे जो उनके सब जाते थे। डॉक्टर के पास से अमेजिंग बात है महाराज सब कुछ करते थे, इतना बड़ा मैनेजमेंट अपने हेल्थ का भी ध्यान रखते थे, डॉक्टर्स के पास भी जाते थे, कैसे करते थे, कैसे मैनेज करते थे वो टाइम से एनीवे। तो फिर उन्होंने कहा आप जा सकते हो। तो महाराज चले गए, वहां जाकर गुरु महाराज को दुबारा हुआ ये पेन और वहां पर डॉक्टर ने उनका ंजयओप्लास्टिकिया प्लास्टिक मतलब जो हार्ट होता है उसको जो सप्लाई करती है, जो वेंस सप्लाई करतेहैं उसी में उसको उसमें देते हैं ताकि वो बड़ी हो जाए, ब्लॉक हो जाता है।

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तो वहां से फ़ोन आया हुआ तुम्हारा मुझे हमेशा कांटैक्ट में रखते थे, यहाँ के दोबारा हो गया उनको यह तीसरी बार हो गया गए थे, तभी हुआ उसको इगनोर किया, वहाँ जाकर उसकी ट्रीटमेंट की, दोबारा हो गया महामंत्री और मैं हमने डॉ अशोक सेठ जो बहुत ही अच्छे कार्य से उनको ओके थैंक यू तो आगे बढ़ जाते हैं। तो इस तरह से चलता रहा और महाराज जी भी कोई भी मेडिकल प्रॉब्लम होती थी और मुझे वो कंस करते थे बुलाते थे। जब भी मुझे बुलाते थे तो मैं मुझे पता था कि महाराज का कोई मेडिकल प्रॉब्लम है और हमेशा फिर वो हमारे अत्यचारी प्रभु हैं, उनसे भी टच में रखते थे ताकि मेरे वहां जो हुआ है वो उनको पता हो सारे। तो इस तरह से आखिर तक हम रहे। महाराज की धीरे धीरे जो है हेल्थ जो है डिटिरेटकरती गई इन सेंस के उनको और भी कई प्रॉब्लम हो गई जैसे 2000 पंद्रह में हार्ट की प्रॉब्लम तो चल ही रही थी, बीच बीच में दोबारा हुई लेकिन 2000 पंद्रह में, फिर उनको ये भी हो गया जो मसल्स उनकी स्टिफ होनी शुरू हो गई। लेकिन महाराज बिल्कुल रुके नहीं और दवाई ले रहे थे और सब करते रहे थे। और फिर आपको पता है कि लास्ट में जो देहरादुन जब जाना था म महाराज की हेलत बहुत खराब थी हर तरह से, तो हम सब लोग कह रहे थे महाराज मत जाओ मत जाओ क्योंकि वहां फेसिलिटीज भी नहीं है अगर कुछ हो गया तो वहां फेसिलिटीज नहीं है इतनी दूर है। और वो 1 डेफिनिटली कारण बना क्योंकि जिस हॉस्पिटल में गुरु महाराज गए उसमें फेसिलिटीज नहीं थी क्योंकि इससे पहले इससे ज्यादा गुरु महाराज की हालत खराब हुई थी जब यहां थे वो तो एस्कॉर्ट्स में उनको वापस रिकवर कर गए थे वहां पर वो हॉस्पिटल में फैसिलिटीज नहीं थे एनी वे गुरु महाराज से सबने कहा वो तो योदा हैं, वारियर हैं तो उनको तो कोई डर नहीं था सबने कहा लेकिन उन्होंने कहा नहीं मैं जाऊंगा और बिल्कुल जैसे योदा होता है। लड़ाई के मकान मैदान में उन्होंने अपना आखिरी सांस लिया तो आज के दिन में गुरुवार से यही प्रार्थना करता हूं कि मुझे जो है आखिरी दम तक अपने चरणों में बनाए रखें। और जैसे उन्होंने अपनी विल में लिखा है कि अब हमेशा इस कोन में रहो जी बी सी को फॉलो करो तो सारी जो इंस्ट्रक्शंस है उनकी विल में मैं उसको फॉलो कर सकूं हर कृष्णा। jisilabagtatirobhad mahama otsvcselatkihery bom so like to

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so jigormashdundoba prams everyone, i just wanted to share on a my favorite memories of girmash। this was maybe twenty three twenty, four years, ago early two thousand, at that time gumachwouldgive multiple our classes, multiple times a day, so easily one class could be two hours to and have three hours, and he would do this two or three four times today programs when he would come visit us would be you would plan your all your whole day, or your ho, there for few days, is there for week every day, was with gormashit was so powerful that he could go the entire day। speaking so easily three to four programs, were in each one was a two hour। clas so the time, we were traveling with gormashwewernone western canadian city। he had just finished the morning program on his last day, there and he had given a very long class that day, but now he was late for the next program, which also needed to finish on time, because he was leaving that day for the next city, so as a program finished he had rushed to the car and he had left to go to to the lunch program, and in those days, it was just gormashandjonardan marsh traveling girmashasin this first car and genardanmarshtho re that time, he was not yet marashheandiwere in the second car, girmagadleft the temple and there s so many vercalsofdivotias leaving with him we id left shortly after as we were packing his luggage at the time and for anybody s helped with that service, you know it always at the last minute, we left much later than gurmaghadsowhen we finally got to the। lunch program gurmasewas there he was standing on his own in the street looking up at the house and so if it was just like this walkway here he would be were these cameras are the house is here and he was just watching no body was there there was people walking past time going into the house many guess for coming everybody was there and he was trying to kuch everybody is attention so immediatly was stop the car in jump out and janardan marched run over and go mars even stopped him from a walking any closer because the whole sidewalk was covered in ans so he can saying don⁇t walked there don⁇t walked there and he had everybody was saying don⁇t heart the ans dont heart the ant and we actually had to brush the ance from the sidewalk in front of him just so that he could make his way into the house so for me being born in raised in his can know growing up reading hearing all the past ems of such great personalities and i just barely started school that or college at that time this was the this a this was the first example of a story coming to life and something you ve read about your entire life happening right in front of you so by then the divodesonside had notice the commotion started to come out side and see was happening and girmasimmdiatly stopped any ast everyone did you not see the ance and once he was inside gave is class and his always asks everybody as when he sees a great sus how many rounds thave chanted only this time he would always ask everybody have they see the ance outside before they come in so as the team is been so farther morning so sensetive so compasionete so cognisant of everything around him that even as he s managing as is doing this is giving class he was still concerned about the and outside that nobody had been walking on them as they were coming late to the program just wanted to share this memory it always remand of gurmashjust how how amazing he was that he could do everything but even the smallest and living entity was still on his mind and you would try to his best to protect them just like everything else he was doing so cygmshegisthank you

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hari krishna all glories to shelaprabupat all goris to over belowed guru maharaj thank you jonathan maharage for giving this opportunity i would like to just recalling incident that happen ten years ago it was twenty fifteen i met gurmarage in baltimore like during is yearly visit to the us and every year when i meet gurumarage i basically come up at some crazy project and i talk him gurmarage i want to do this i want to do that and always he tells me parijata just do what you re doing just keep doing what you re doing it dont debit from that so this time by the time i know that guru maharaj just not going to approve any of my projects so i da okay let me at lease ask can i comment see you during your veatpujabecaus siccagुrु gita mata ji has spoken so much about the viasapuja, how grand it used to be in daily extra so i wanted to come on see the viasapujaandgruma rg that day like no he said okay, but how will you come i said okay i will come to chennai and from chennai i take like along with my cousin she s also devotio grumaराज so i told that il take my casings help and we both will come to daily i will inform you grow maharaj the details then i book the tits we book the room and we did everything and then we came to deli the flight was delate so we came late in the night we had dinner and then we happy even to sleep but meanwhile gur maarg was expecting my call i didnt know that my tesoagnarent i didnt taking form him i thought gurmaharage now that i here kind but then wudmilamatagi was with gurmaharage ad the time looks like evening time and guru maharaj as mila mata did you know do you know parijata and have you seen her dit se come here she reach her, because i dont know hindi and i speak toman english my rete language। so he was very much buried and he was सो compasnेt ही was सो आंशर्स multiple times he has asbudmilamatagi weather i have reached water she has seen me can se contact me and like know what s going on he wanted to really find safely did i here i dont know that and we had dinner and we went to sleep and next day morning i now we went to mangal arti we saw gorumara performing the mungalarti and during the lisci puja urmila mata ji met me and he said he i went pad myobacensis to her and she said parigayouare the parijata right i said yes is mataji we met in atlanta and then she said like gurmaragwasandquaring about you he was so much for red bout you and he was very anses to know whether you have reach safely so i said oh i didnt know i have to inform grumaharageokay mataji i will try to meet him and i tried to let him no i was so egnurenthatitougt like may be there will be hundreds of people may be thousands, but it turned out to be fifty thousand people where there i didnt know how to go on contact gormaharagthen finally end of the day mila mata gain came for rescue she some of push me on to the stage and said o go on meet gुrमहाराज then gur marg sami i offer the flowers and gurmaragsami and he said oh you came i said yes gurmaaragokay i top to you to moro and then i left the stage next day morning during the singer art we were praying not many sipleswertherther then we were so into the program i din notice who was standing next to me then suddenly like no i fall somebody was standing next to me and trying to talk to me and then i turn around i saw guru maharaj standing next to me i couldnt belive myself we just a sense says and then i told gurumharagelike no sorry we couldnt inform you and then he said after the program com meet मी so after the program he sent his still he was not sure that i know where he is and what not so he send his assistent at the time and he as meet to come in meet in so we went methimandhe was so compasinat he was so merciful and thats when they started the crukccatraproject and from north america we were all contributing to the gurccatra project so he was kind and up to give me the invite for the ground breaking syrimanyhe outograpedand he gave and he spend some time with me and my cusinlilavasny there and then he said like no wait the gurcatra people will come now the project manager is going to come you can hand of the lctmyyourself and then we met the criccatra team members and we handed of the laxmi to them and then he said like did you go on see the about get the robotic thing that was going on like the exibition i said no gro maharaj he said okay go on i tell my assistent and you can go on see that so we watch that and we came out and me and my cusanwerlieconversing in tumer and we were wan talking how merciful g gur maharaj extra and then suddenly mataji came aproch me and she was asking or you parijata i said yes gurmhargwassowrid about you all after on esterdayhewassed telling us that you will be coming but you let s now when you are coming extra are all word about you i fall so bad that i made guru maharaj so like no worried being and sis made him and sis about me of all the people in the world right so i m sure if has been lurid about me coming from chenny to dilli because i don⁇t know hindi and how i going to get to yusconandhow i m going to me to in person and i m hundred persent sure he is also waiting there in the spiritual bold ansieusly for all of is to go back to him and meet him and to be with him i just pray to grow maharaj gives the determination to follow his instructions and not debate from the spiritual path krishna थैंक यू थैंक यू माताजी

hari krishna krishna catania pobo then ll be followed by sunder gopal probo

here

krishna senas gopal krishna gosamara ki ja

so

i have non gir marge since my berth and my name as catania was given by guru maharageand my name a karena samsar y first very strong impression of guru maharage was when my grandmother left or body so that night guru marge came to mumbai in mira road and devotees mention gen master me propose mother has left her body and we had just finished all the cremations and everything we came back home, we got the news guru mais coming home he came there i very clearly remember he was standing in the door step he put is triund very firmly on the ground and said i have come to take your mother back home back to god it she was also the thicplehisrnas gopalasnagosamy gur mharag then in two thousand। if i talk diksha from guru maharaj and it was very random we approached gur maharaj said guru maharaj i had finished my schooling and i had started going to a gurukul in in mumbai it was a madvasumprady it was not connected with this con, but it was a gurukul so the idea was i would come back to come to mayapur and i would study bucktishastry go back

to this gurukul

when i would studing there when gur your live program he comes to gora purnima festival he i showed him my certificate you know that i was i past very nice was so happy he said you should not leave mayapur now you should not go back to mumbai and he was telling this thing he was asking my father to but mean gurukul since i was five years old so i said got my raja i would be very happy if i am able to join mayapur gurukul he said dont where i will speak to your father s en my parents came he told my father at least now you should put in in

gurukul

so my father agreed i was put in gurukul and in two thousand and six there was a dd instalation ceremony in it। jain i was one of the big boys in gurukul i was seventeen eighteen years old and i was doing i was helping a lot, but because i did not had second initiation i could not go in side the alter and guru marge was noticing me i saw many times we just look at me and i was standing outside outside the alter gate and the whole prana prathista and everything happened and i was just standing just in case। if you know something needs to be brought or s om thing like that and then guru maharaj came to me। he said come to mayapur i give you your second inusiationsowhen guru maarg came during gorwpornameafestival de mandal pricrmahe said you coming the evening with a bra mantra and may be get a recommendation letter from the principle of the school sod okay gorwmaharage so i got a letter guromarsaidyou brot a letter i said yes gurmashheresi i dont need to see just you brought ed thats anughnthenhe gave me the brahmantred, he ended the month in my er। said ever, there is yaga, you said

there

so i got my first inesiationsecon inuciationin front of gorumara is de। thesen is room and never got a yaga done for my initiation the

one

time, you were just sitting with gorumara। just having a very very casual talk and one of the discussions was we

get this

on date rus is call kijurushtherear lots of date trees during gorapurinmaseson or during the winter season, what they do they take the sap out from the tree। and we figgetoutthat guru marachlovesit। and he said, oh, i used to dring this when i was a grhasta gudmar would you like to have। and he said, oh, i would love to so the next day, i brought for him। he taste why this taste so good gudmar, bring this for you everyday। and then he immediately became thoughtful। said you sure are you sure you can do this yes gora vailable i just have to go on the road and get it i want disturb your service in goruconoguromaharag। you sure yes guru marg okay, then you can bring so it was always his personal, life was not very meaningful for himself

to more in

one day, i again in a very casual talk, i said guru maharaj you re now seventy plus, you have any plans for retirement and without even thinking even। or wasting a moment। he said, no, i said germa is a good plan, you are have done in the lots of devotees। and he just pet my head। and he said it s not easy to run a world wide movement and at that time i was thinking, how difficult you know its not all on goromahjashead। so many people are invalled, but when he left a letter came it said is con beauro will have a new chairman after forty years that when i realized what he ment that its not easy to run a world wide movement last thing one point he ast gunanyvasprabu he said go prabuje his the head pujari in mayapur said prabuafterofmy retirment out love to become a pujari here in mayapur is that okay with you are love me and genanyausprabo said for us you are not a g b c for s, you are over पुजारी

so

now he has retired and we believe his a pujari in tritan mayapur ra krishna

thank you thank you prbusondrnext like to call in narotam after sunder gopal probo noratomanandr robo from ludiana, yes jagana mandir in ludiana

हरे कृष्ण

ओम अज्ञान तिमिर धस्या ज्ञानांजन सला गया छक्छुरुनमिलितं जेन तस्मै श्री गुरवे नमह नमह ओम विष्णु पादाय कृष्ण प्रष्ठायभुतले श्रीमति गोपाल कृष्ण गोस्वाम नितिन मिने प्रभु पा दस्य साहित्य यह प्रकाश वितिर प्रचार कृत्वान साधु भगत पदायतिनमनमओम विष्णु पदाई कृष्ण प्रष्ठ भूतले श्रीमति भक्ति वेदांत स्वामी नितिनामिने नमस्ते सरस्वति देवे गोर वाणी तारिणेनिरविशेससुनद वादी पश्चात देश तारणे जय श्रीकृष्ण चैतन्य प्रभु नित्यानंदा श्रियद्वइतगदाधर शिवा सादी गोर भक्त वरिंद हरे कृष्ण हरे कृष्ण कृष्ण कृष्ण हरे हरे हरे राम हरे राम राम राम हरे हरे hregusnaso thank you maharaj for giving me opportunity to speak fe words about r der guru maharaj it is very nice that we are gyderdहeर एंड we are hearing about the gloria for guru maharaj so i would like to see इंटरacoंसnd the लिस आई realised and noticed during my interaction with guru maharaj so on a ast guru mहarाजtheas डिसकशन बिटवीन गुरु महाराज एंड मी दैट going back to god head so i ast guru mahra, who will go back to god head। what are the qualification? what is the criteria? what is the most important thing so guru maharaj said that i as the same question to silaprahupat once and silapraupasaid that dog who follow guru the instructions strictly only they will go back to

god it

so we see in guru marge life that how strictly ही हैज बीन folloing the इंस्टruction of siloproopan and everybody knows he was so famous and he was doing it so much from the hard so this is the one lesson we can learn from his personality that the way he followed siluprobod even like i remember whenever he would go to radakunandhe was sitting on the banks of radagonwesaid that propadonestord in my presence that radakonwarter is like as good as radha rani and there for we should not put और फetiनtैट and there for i never take bath in radon so he s entire life so i as once marg many taking, but the said yes, because there is no resolusion of gbc on this matter। so it s not for everyone that everyone has to follow what you do but personally i do this, because prop ord in front of me so, he has been following so strickly solar prop words he takes so seriously and i think that was the one of the keep point of his success, the we could transform so many depot the potency he got from siloprowpatbhis mercy second point i learn once i was in gurugram गुरु महाराज वज ऑनरिंग प्रसाद एंड i was just city in front of him serving and guru maharaj was about to take prasadam he was and he took the morsel of the food and he was eating and sadly he looked at

me

and he was saying that you know when ever i take the food it comes in my mind about those people in this world, who have not take an put today who had starving, who are hungry and so he is thinking about everyone many diwotistord, even the people who are starving, they dont get food so maharaj ting is thinking what those people who have not got food and then i said to marge yes maharaj they are not getting food, because they re not seरेndrintो क्रिश्na if the surendr to krishna de il also get food and more food and supponbogayand everything so gurmarasaid yes that is through,

but

we have to preach them so that they get the oportunity to surendr to krishna if you dont preach, then how will come to know that the have to surender to krishna so he was teaching us that how we should think? when we are eating than we should think about every living entity that s the best na was compaset hard and then once i was in ahmdabad and guru maharaj was taking question answer sason and then wontywutteast question guru marge we always her that chand and be happy, but we see so many dificulty chalenge suffering in or socity divodigarstrugli sometime in engitystress deprasionalldo they are sending so how to understand this and the grow said i never say that i never say that and in be happy that after coming in krishna consestencewill be always happy its not like that then he said kunti maharani asking for dificult संतुत स्वत तत्र तत्र जगतगुरु to more there can be difficult is also

to minute? or

yes was thank you and then once grow marg actually when i jind i had some dejar to do you preaching what it was not kind of like have to do this is so much so many youpin okay in this is service, have to do so i in and then we were doing some youd preaching going on and we were doing riding to three sremathbagwat very day after now and then relesing the krishna consious life in temple temple live and one day goru marge called we and said so how is life going i should marg wonderful so what is a sidus i said marg morning program we are doing very nice ली न आ द we to our to the aur se every day। we are edisbgotmthevening program and things are going very very nice mat। we are very happy manase r you

met

so i could not understand what rongheni we have to preach we have to expand preaching propadmisonand, then he give that post mahragesad am so much voritaboutthe preaching moment we are getting so many temples and we need many dibotige to run this temples so i could understand is init from that day we started maraton you pricing marathon। and then he was the instrumental so i promise mars and maharाज in three for years we give us blessing that ी क hundred in at brahmachari so maharaj said it is very difficult to make brahmachari now it is a se mara you give your blessing, then it s possible and then mars okay and actually we saw that because maharaj has desire and we had desire to work for his desire there for that blessing work so much and even in dream what i could have never imagine that much you preaching happen बिकाज ही डिजाइड सो so one s i to guru maharaj maha said she sit so many ods are coming you have done wonderful service i said maharaj i was reading srematgdonthreous and then you to one day like this and from that day we started working and thats thou result is coming hari hari so thank you so much mharाज for giving portunity annyokindlygive all of your blasingoalrthe der de siple of guru maharaj and always very exemplary you all have very dear to guru mharाजmygodbts kindly ब्लेस मी सो that आई कैन keep serving gor mohas thank you so much

sunder gopal he would organized like a world record u wearing dates and chanting harikisamahamantra so i think that will be full field so now d like to call on nartamanandapubu the next will be param probo next will be sukapriaprobo

hari krishna his lines gopal krishna goswami

महराज की ji jhnajstonesecond if you met the prnammontrawyo offered then no m not talking about you i⁇m talking generally this acount five minutes go head thank you

so actually a shocking surprise for me let maharaj y name, but i am fortunate i was ust thinking that we as we here in bag with shanti smrnatvpusancian unti you keep on hearing hearing about krishna glorify krishna remember krishna then one day you will develop a taste and you ll be able to see the order feet of krishna which are the source of delivering from this metlvordand same applies for the spitualmaser, who is the diretrepresentative of krishna and is parmpra so i feel very fortunate to be here and as be here the statement at actres non by its fruit and we have been hearing since s today glories of guru marge from so many exalted devoties doing so many exalted services all across the globe he has been increasing and even is after his departure the projects are increasing so its approve

at

guru maharaj is the ideal perfect example, somediwadsersaying that probably maharaj was saying one of the maharaj is as like hanumanji for broad when ever brawpaatovjob in india he will marge to say this so i was riding on or i was not gone have to say, but then this vr came, because we just had a class and it is from jate nature time it my day line which krishna scavitagscorting shloka from bucirasamrisindu which talks about the devotees qualities and it says शांति अव्यर्थ कालत्व विरक्ति मान 0 आशबंधासमुक्तांथ नाम गान सदा रुची t्रांslatin goes like this वन, the सीड ऑफ कटेटिकइमोtion फॉर करिश्णा फ्रक्टिफाइज नाइन सिमटम्स इन वन्स बिहaविर फॉर risis और fॉरgivenेस and we dont need an e prove for this i m so i am a perfect example for det and maharaj has been an example, sometime rather devotees and senior people actually used to accuse maharaj maharaj you are to lenient you keep on forgiving devoties diciples, but he was epitome he will give each and every son if at all he comes and as for the organic and then he says the time should never we visited i remember i was fortunate to come in touch with maharaj vans only seventeen years old that is back in eight eight and as be here now maharaj has been preaching in russia but you know i was in chenger time and maharaj was not to much well acute with russian language det time so what daven maharaj will come to chandigad and some or there came to know did there is one russian professor in punjab university and some or that he got a contact so since morning for im tell almost ten pm he has is on preaching scedulsand the night ten pm i was fortunate a company him and we will go to it professor s house and mahana pen two hours three hours सoमeटiमe learning the basic words to be used in russian breaching back in eighteen iheight nine im dogging about i mean to say he was not vestiging single time and also smentineslyeutility is a principal samthingiwasforunat ve to travel with maarige on my first international trip tonerobी de is in ninety to so maharaj i was traveling and some or there i sought at maarige was having it look at the local news per so i was surprised we have been told this is you know all prijlpandwearenot supposed to read this news papers so very hasdidingly in the evening iagsmarage mharage i heard devoties should not be reading news paper maharaj said you know we are going to new country and we need to know what s happening around so that we can preach accordingly according to the time place and sarcomestances maharaj was very very sharp as all most of the divutisovsaid he is very very sharp memory we are fortunate my hol family came in to touch with maharaj and my mother my father my sister maharaj wenevarymeet me ask about them how are you how are the how are they because mharugefeded being the only son i have joined is gone so how dare been taken care on ot some day maharaj to say if you ever need anything please you can directly call me and so maras neger was very combesinet and of course as we heard i remember one thing you ever as visiting chandi temple so that time we dont have separate rooms so he was living the basement doesnt have attace wasrom it was in tiltin i share this paste many time because it is very important as some probity was saying probe krishna to the naborwassaidit we have been hearing about the quality or devoties but when you see in person that achari doing this then your fate and cerendrincreses so he went in a separate washroom to took arly morning bath and i used to get some hotwatersstanding outside so he went inside and he saw a here some and in the washroom washbasin i cant take but her clean it we will cleaned in short in my notes getting frmgartiand then surprising and shockingly he went outside in the open in them it was almost desmber or junvary month and i will take my but here but i can distrbecmalentso actually to char means he shows by example he teaches by example and his well non in his can is trouble suter but he is a trouble shooter without traveling any of the invalid parties i mean to say

i

ousted travel a lot le ith maharaj in initial and then marg said oklsstanandpreach, but wherever he will go devotes will crowd in maharaj this problem is the problem the and you know maharaj one smile and one statment he was you will see so many fotograf of gopal kisamarageharly will find any fotograf with any strain on his forhead he always with his spirtual and carsmaticsmile he was able to resolve is problem so of course i m an all of you i find my self very insiganefient but this gloriosdayihamly begat lode speed of all god for the senior god sister that we can get his mercy thank you manage for your kind time harekrsna alois gi

will

be mindful of the time please and elilibitliniant here

thank you

krishna i was very very surprise have as not prepare janardan maharaj called me here averting my time is sub because my bf speak for for revrything i start from pnjabibag we left chendigurand came to is con st of las temple in ninety three and i told marge im going to vrindavan we are planning to stand vinden you are pnjbibyiwantto go and serve in pjbibagwithmohun rupaprबु those days in punjabi bag we have sucide program because sunday we used to have a prognamenistefcalash

thirty

forty people used to come the small temple in garage sishiradiarman maracan me over there and marg game one instruction i i dont ask any body for money just go everybody house the naberwhos very nice all the punjabis are stanger speaking punjabi language and bring them to temple because we have to filed of the temple we have only twenty thirty forty people are coming to temple i want the s temple to be fir we start doing that within six month we have a four hundred family are start visiting every such day program because this all marg blessings mas gave a the instruction we are following that we never ask anybody money and actually the funny question is b any thing was that we used to give the money for big temple is of class temple to clectmnyfpnjabbag there was a kota two lak rupasvrymontwe used to gave from pnjabibagtoistof class temple and we were doing that without going anywhere to clac many many was coming to the temple न नाइंटी फॉर marg call me se i want you to go to mumbai to meet subash hinduja i see marg i don⁇t now he say no now i want you and maths he to cuss to mumbai personally he to us to see subashendujagy his हाउस it was an nariman point view in everything we have and so as family were serving maarige and maharaj to me and that to sit next to him and it with him we never it with maarige we was sitting on his we are visiting somebody house we sit next to me and please it prchathen then। subash gave us hundred people list to visit who used to do business with him to go in clac money for east of class temple so we re start doing that every thing three weeks we click lot of money and devikinndnprabu col महाराज and he saw the going to clean all mumbai the money please i dont want them to be here i want them to send back to fortullyafternext day marg call me devkinndnpabusing you went to their members marge not following anybody we just falling the list what suhas give us and we went or there and people are giving us fivelak dvkinenthenpolice not happy please come back so we came back to vindawantodelly and the many services i have every body was saying how maarige was compassion and member that marta doing the vindanpicmaaxdend i sa i was going with him and then one guy front of case he was ek he was speaking the small babe speaking and why he speaking up this small bab marge i don⁇tknowhe⁇s going to take it in catitandsellit marge mara no you go to him talk to him and tell him please leave this big and whatever donation he wants you gave him i went to the guy he says you if you have a five hundred rupees you give me five nd ropes the this and i was wearing sufren big shikha and is holding the big small big i was walking behind महाराज and mars looked back me se what you doing you i say mhare if i lived the this pick out this guy going catch again on a then you are on so i us with maharaj holding that page and maa walking front and we are walking behind maharaj so we went all the way to kasima i din se anybody just leave this big here so we ve the many many excident like maharaj find out are used to ben fruit business and ninety five he came to indane he say i want you to make nice jus for me actually we used to ben punjabi bag we are very famous for jus you now anybody used to come up or life member or any body we used to make them very nice juce and i started making in brmcharyashrm jose for maragivasvery happy all the times many things are coming at mind krishna and also marge used to visit us in milwakiwisconson with janardan maharaj smdesplsandmilwaki is such a please theres no temple and i used to live in milake so marge specially used to come and even jenadmarsimarage why we are going to melwakithersnobods there you know now i want to see my disciple param is there and used to come in state ith us and we start doing or the preaching haidesnpabwas there then we make couple of more maragedesiples over there so marge is very very merciful since and like my wife s saying yesterday we used to gave donation to marge bur he used to make sure he gave some money to kanaandrdimall the times this is for my grand cicuta not for you and not for your wife, this is for for your kitson hari krishna

may think so there like hrenaharosunow hosnisukasukapria

prop

pur im probe in mataji there very famous allover the world go to many montag for spending krishna consiesness to harinam sunkeritongomas bless them that way parmpra sailing me oh you dont you can charge when you for others, but for the pemples you should not charge right। and is following the puts following that after is sucapreaprabu will be vichitra krishna and sam kripa mata just one second we still have second session is evening i think if we go to one thirty you dont no problem we say

he ball

or you hungry now

okay

one they here krishna gurmaskसoiofen cods past time we were in two thousand and four rgb meeting those days we have original governing body not any more so in two thousand and four we were in amdabad and we are i la already the first set of first part of meeting is over so in the guest house and i remember this was gurumarasroom in the coridor and that was a second last room and the last rooms staying in the last room so go left his room and he met ratan marge they were talking and race each other and they were having some discussion so, then rana sami marge was passing by going to his room and that time i paid myopsensistomarge and i thought dan maragwothaved left। but when i got up marga standing there right there and i fold in my hands and ratan marg holden my hands। and he said this is only great personality met after shilapropadsevhim nicely so i sell get gosbonswhenaver remember this statement of maharaj when i was new directly i got the service of being a secretary of maharaj th i met marrige in march ninety nine, but i join in two thousand and three and directly this was my service being a secretary s i was litlebitpofed up and when ever use to complain a lot to maarige maharaj he did i and three four times mara chest is this diodes that was really cetisfindmyegooh maroge just taking some action so one day again i i was with guru marg that i was like shouting ma i was really upset some diodybstbehaveith me and simply look at me sa re a come here yes marge tell me one thing you want to serve in is come for your whole life or for few years so marge i want to serve my whole life i said then you have to be tick skin you need you have to learn to tolerate im toll rating so many things so land to tollarat then i stopped complaining so my ras expert preacher तो कुछ हिंदी में बताऊंगा पास्ट टाइम तो 1 डिवोटी है अगर वो आज आये हो तो शायद मेरा उनका नाम याद नहीं है पटना से थे। पटना में 2000 4 में मीटिंग थी, 2000 5 में इनफैक्ट टू थाउजंड, फाइव पटना में मीटिंग थी। तो वहाँ पर मिले थे। तो जुहू टेम्पल से जुडे थे। जुहू टेम्पल में वो स्टार्टिंग में आना शुरू हुए, नए नए आते थे। मंदिर में तो महाराज का 12 बार प्रवचन सुना देखा था। तो कहते 1 बार मैंने महाराज को प्रणाम किया। तो महाराज ने मुझे कहा मुझे रूम में आखे, मिलो ऊपर रूम में आखे, मिलो। मैं रूम में गया तो जैसे मैं रूम में गया तो मारा ने कहा बैठिये मारा थोड़ा बात करना शुरू। तो मैंने मारा को कहा महाराज मेरी टिकट मुझे देर हो रही है। मैने कहा कोई नही नेक्टा मिलेंगे कौन सी ट्रेन की टिकट है, नहीं मारा ट्रेन मूवी की टिकट है। तुम्हारा ने कहा कौन सी मूवी हमारा शोले मूवी है, कहा पे है, वो आज भी चन्दन टॉकीज है। जुहू टेम्पल के बिल्कुल पास में प्रो के टाइम से बताओ तुम्हारा यह पड़ोस में ही है, तुम्हारे अच्छा ठीक मूवी देख के आओ फिर से मिलना। तो अगर हम ऐसे होते तो हम तो जाते न। तो माया में हो, ये है वो है। लेकिन महाराज सचिन एक्सपोर्ट प्रीचर कहते है। जब मैं वापिस आया तो वापिस आया तो मार ने कहा पूछा मूवी कैसी

थी,

मूवी बहुत अच्छी थी, अमिता बच्चों ने क्या काम किया, धर्मेन्द्र ने यह किया। गब्बर सिंह महाराज मुझे पूरी स्टोरी नहीं सुनी, बैठो बैठो बैठो। तो मारे ने कहा की आप भक्ति में आगे बढ़ना चाहते हैं, हाँ जी महाराज जी भक्ति में आगे बढ़ना चाहते है। तुम्हारा ने कहा फिर हमें न मूवीज नहीं देखनी चाहिए, मूवीज में बहुत टाइम खराब होता है, हमे भजन करना चाहिए, भक्ति करनी चाहिए, चैटिंग करनी चाहिए। महाराज कितनी चैटिंग करनी चाहिए। तुम्हारा ने बताया 16 माला करनी चाहिए। महाराज जी और क्या करना होता है। मा ने कहा तुम आप चैटिंग कर नही आप, बताइए आज भी बताइए क्या क्या करना होता है। तुम्हारा ने 6 नियम बताया और महाराज का इतना प्योरिटी है। एक्सपर्ट प्रीचिंग है कि उस दिन ऐसे ही वो कहते हैं, मैंने 4 माला 4 नियम शुरू कर दिया और 16 माला करना शुरू कर दिया। और फ्रीवेंचलीहीज्वाइंड फुल, टाइम, इन बॉम्बे, टेम्पल लेटर, ऑन पटना तो 1 बार जैसा आपको मालूम है। आज भी ऐसा ही होता है, पहले भी यही था कि चंडीगढ़ और पंचकूला की रथयात्रा 1 साथ होती है, सैटरडे संडे तो संडे को पंचकूला की रथयात्रा थी, रात को 11 बजे वापिस आ रहे थे पंचकूला से और पूरा सब मार्केट बंद था, सब कुछ बंद था। लेकिन आपने देखा और चंडीगढ़ में मेन रोड होता है, सर्विस रोड होता है, फिर मार्केट होती है। तो लास्ट के 1 मार्केट में 1 शॉप खुली थी, पर उसमें 1 शॉप में लाइट जल रही थी। तो मारा ने पूछा की ये कौन सी शॉप खुली इतनी रात को तो मेरे साथ में निरंजन प्रभु है, आई थिंक होंगे भीड़ में तो पता नहीं तू निरंजन बहु भी थे, मेरे साथ चंडीगढ़ से ही है, वो अभी फरीदाबाद में रहते है। तो निरंजन बहु ने कहा मारा ठेका तुम्हारे ने ठेका क्या होता है मैं हमारा लिकर शॉप तुम्हारे नेहा इतनी रात को क्यों खुली है? तुम तो टाइम होता है, पीने का यही टाइम होता है, इसलिए इसलिए खुली इतनी रात को खुली है। अच्छा मारे ने का कितने की आती

है

तो निरंजन वो बोलते हैं महाराज समवेरहीसैड हजार रूपया, कुछ तो रेट महंगा था समय तुम्हारे कितने लीटर होती है, तुम्हारा सेवन फिफ्टी होती है, तुम्हारा इतना पैसा चार्ज कर रहे। फिर महाराज कहते हैं लोग कैसे पीते हैं, इसको तो निरंजन वो बोलते है महाराज कुछ लोग सोडा डाल के पीते हैं, पैक में, कुछ लोग नीट पीते हैं, कुछ लोग पानी डाल के पीते हैं। तो मैंने निरंजनबोकोकहा महाराज ये नहीं देख रे पैक में कितना पानी है, महाराज ये देख रे तुम कितने पानी में

हो,

तुम एक्पलनेशनदेबंद करो महाराज कई बार हमारी इससे टेस्ट करते थे की हम हमारे पास क्या रहा है, हम क्या करते आये हैं।

तो मारिन प्लीस थैंक यू महाराज थैंक यू।

तो महाराज की फेमस घड़ी और लेक्स वॉच सबने देखी हुई, अभी वे के पास है महाराज उनको गिफ्ट करके गए हैं तो बॉम्बे में 1 बार बी बी डी में सेवा कर रहा था 2000 6 की बात 6 और 7 की फली घडी खराब हो गई, तो जब घडी खराब हुई चल नहीं रही थी तो इसको पता करो 1 ही शो रूम था रे bombay में downtown speak this as in english the rolex, watch marg watch was not working and two thousand seven maharaj ass to repair it get it ceced theres only one show room in whole bombay the downtown bomba rollix, so we went there me and carb was also there, he was actually taking the lead in this project, so we went there so he check the watch and he said it will be repaired and the one part has to come from singapur and said how much is going to cost? he said nineteen five hundred rupees ke sogdinehafivehundd re called maharaj maharaj he saying that the part will come from singapur the cost is nineteen thousand five hundred rupees, what ninety thousand five und red rupees to be the watch is that much price checking? what is a price of the watch we as the guy, what is the price of this watch? he said three hundred thousand rupees and that time it was three hundred thousand rupees ok ok ok just a hima give the order give some advance tell him that we bring the watch back when the part will come dont lead the watch over there so brought the watch and three four days mars weding ordnalywachlat⁇s fivehundred rupeas and mars every now। and then he was telling me sing right time, right a showing right time s working fine le he said, because propet gave me this watch otherwise i var throne this watch in the garbage i have never spend this much money on a watch, but propet gave me that s why and spend and spend that money from his own paket not from the temple can one minute in okay thank you marge thank you and marg has a ring marge order used to ring with proapatpicture in it so one time marges going to moradabad and is supposed to take marg vesa i i didn⁇t go with marge so marg called me he said i lost my ring please find out maybe i left in my room so we check the whole room and we couldn find mars ring but next day an e came back in the evening so mars eating the ring and as what happen how you got this ring mars said oh i forgot my ring on the petrol on washroom when mars going to moradabad on the way he was supasyourinso he got to forgot to take out is ring in the car so he took out the ring and kept on the wasson and he for got on the way back he remember that so on the way back the as the petrol pump a guy he said i don⁇toknow you as the manager asunasmarage met the manager swami this is your ring so maharaj said how did you get this ring he said it was lying on the wosuationandi he that to keep that ring with himself but as unasi war the ring he was a hedichasunasy took out the ring is hadicstopeswami this is your ring it belongs to you so as maharाज manage how ad you got this ring a said in nineteen eighty eight my mother gave me some gold ninety seventy it so my mother gave me some gold so i got the ring made and mars is original ring i loss many im im very care

less person so thank you thank you

and if you want to read more pastimes like this to a to book one in english on in hind cuntamanandcruna sindhu and you can read this past sins in these books thank you very gopal

home call next vichitra krishna probar you there yes the more you are concise with your presentation the more we can call many devotes i dont one them to blame me for you getting to long nat you everyone

krishna

as

sremotbaguatam explains the all qualities of demigods are exibuted by the poor devoties of

the lord

we read su statements in bagwatam or many other scriptures but this was manifested by guru maharaj and when we see this being ambit by somebody whos living between us this was more convincing and the shastras by his present became tru so i had fewer service with him assisting him his disa to the his sips one time river in jaipur although my service was to interview the candidates and then he later look forword but whenever he was an outstation not in dalyansrndther was not much assistance also he used to call me there to asistent there so this time we were in jaipur and this was imidiatly after the disipperence of isolinesbactichahru maharaj

so

we were under going all that process and serdenly there was a call from the temple president of jen iscon and he told me that he sending a list and that has to be introduced to guru maragh for the inisationandthey were a spiting from his alias bukti charu swami maharaj sins hes no more now guru maharaj will award the indication to them so is ile goru maharaj maharaj said he became very serious just after hearing this he said they are disciples of bacticarumaharage how can i give them in sation i told maharaj this is what i ve been as to convey to you he said you tell them that i wont give in sation them सेंस they re disciples of bacticharomaharag so i can ved the same statement to the temple president and he said no you tell them maharaj to accept sins now he s gbc of that area so he should accept them as the decipessoiconved the same thing to maharaj and maharaj said no senior disciple of bacticarumaharag bactiprammaharag he will give inistationi will not give he will accept them so i convert the same statement to the temple president, then he was literally crying and then i ast him that can you center adeo recording so that i can make maharaj here this probably he become convinced with this and he was pleating so much maharaj we have no body than you please accept them maharaj was good marg was so much relictentin accepting the and then finally he said i will accept them on bihar ऑफ bacticahrumharाg they will be his spl म जस्ट अवॉर्डिंग हैंडिंग ओवर द बीट ऑन हिस बिहाफ टू them in the same innisationsedemany there was one brahmachari in saffron also came to take inisation from maharage he was initiated by the rithvik so he now got inspired by the scondivotis association and he wanted to take inisation from mharage maharaj told me i tell them i will not give him adisation and i told that brahmachary he said, but what is a reservation and maharaj i told me that they will be upset if i accept him the mid siple and i told him the same thing he said can i have the adians with maharaj and try to put forward my case to him so i requested maharaj maharaj got egridanthenwe to him to the maharaj and maharaj said se i dont want to interven with the madupunditprabos activities and i will not initiate you cause you are in his custody and then he convinced maharaj maharaj have already left him i m not serving with them from last one year and then finally with a great relectentmharag accepted him so we could see that as bagwat explains the detachment is a highest principal all to just by reading and hiring it doजn⁇penेtेt् but when you see such person who so detached just serving on behalf of shilaprbupa to carry on this moment that it such hes impact on over hearts, which is nfrgotablefor till the life times to come thank you very much grmaki,

thank you probo that is perfect lets, then five minutes hardy bol follow in his spot steps okay

we

like to call an param karuna pro is mataji there okay after ten will be parmkaruna

yes

i think he took last time, because i take more time

to kenutbei⁇m just joking im joking also,

then i as new man used to call me to meet he was very inspiring to everybody and one s i said i made a fence to words you please for give me a i said the fences you made in the past the fencis you made now and the fences you will make in the future i forgive you for all the fences you have a blank check from

me

so so inspiring so lively so energetic i used to her whenever good manas gave lecture आई नोटिस महाराज मोस्टली सेड तिथिका कारुणिक तिथिकशवाकारुणिका tolrdanbemrsuful and i observed that he also followed it very strictly he so much like the past time of भac्तiवठाकर महाराज वन ही स्पेरलाइजड, but still he went to fit against bisonsenandmaarag was used to see that marg marg life when used to present this as time of bactive takur mara it was god maharaj used to represent this mod karnika on se cameto over breaching center on small girl when he was claiming down from the stars and going to go in the car on small girl just try to touch imigetely she came and she tried to tuch the feet of maharaj and maharaj was unstable, because he did know somebody will come like this and he thought that he will chestor correct or something, but he was taking the head of the girl and blessing her the so many examples and he never spoke about marg never spoke about him sell i did this i did that i was this with popat he seem to be very simple person, but he was so opulent like brahma ji got confused bilder with the past time of krishna and how can this be the supreme persnality gorted eating with a court boys he wanted to test so many times a tot similar to guru mara so simple and it so powerful i was surprised when he fell in dehradun and when he s in the hospital i heard he is riding a resignation letter to the bc and i was discussing with icetkishprabu that its obvious that he ll not be able to work in this in the stage, but he still writing is so beautiful for every small things that seen he was very beautiful if something is mis in his room and it comes to his knowledge, then he man finds that thing and he as is assistent is that thing where is the i once before kovid ias thsftar prb that is anything maharaj needs we want to bring only help so he said बिग टीवी कैन कम so maharaj can see all around and the temple also what s happening so we as maharaj no no no no no dont was many, but somehow of course the savtarprabonows better that this is a need so we booked on big tv, what is all so the tv came and then we have to install the tv so masino no no this is to expensive no no no you take to you preaching center you dont put it here you dont put it was very uncomfortable, very uncomfortable dont put her no no no this is to expensive you take to you precing सेंटर pुtेttheर, but somehow with the help of the saptah prbujihithiswas poten wall and after kovid my rasset thank you so much that you put this tv i could not go anywhere, but because of this tv i could see what s happening in the temple of raधaशामसुन्दर कृष्ण बलराम vrindavan mayapur every thing i could see it is all because of you i said is all because of the tv and the star praband so many times so many times he said because of her i could have des because of her i could have dersonancovid i could not go anywhere would have been very difficult without having tersn, but because of you so many times he enbarrisedmeso i i used to see marge so much wanted save sukinabavantuit so difficult to follow maharaj marg wanted everybody to be happy i was so happy to meet everybody wanted to meet people more then we wanted to meet maharaj maras wanted to meet us in kovid hiding in vindavan mharug used to call weraruused to call with veraruandafter when the kovid was not so strong marg said now the kovid is not so strong or still there for that day we came back to dely thinking and it was still kovid sad im going to jaipur can i request you with itrkrishnaifincas you can also come so simadbagtemses this life is men serve the guru and if one dies to serve guru death is glorious। because my health is very sensitive so we got left very happily and confidently whatever happens problem and we are able to cell guru whatever digrywhilwe got the call from sadutheprabuwhen manage was admitted in dehradun ज sadudyprabocalle at sixsanaminthe morning he said please pray and start kirtan sankirtan for his elbing so i didnt take it so seriously said cannot happen i still we started this sankirtan we had programs we can and we were doing kirtan continusly and i was very desperately praying to the lord if you can kindly give me for five years more with maharaj letting be present because so many things than we have not solve dim we are not made in me happy so give as some more time very desperetlyevery desperately brain to more minus very desperately pain praying but somehow the next day mage love the body in a is very surprise that i hardly ask anything to my lord and if i sometimes ask in very early, then he full fill sit house it that this was not fulfils very confident than krishna will do it be the and i had the tour that it was ekadasi varunitiwarutini desi today when we all doing sunkitanandor temples and i told which the prob that these are the days when these sols leave this matiloldonegadishi game h he can go on others these are the days for him, but are so desperately bring and this day was pass relax next day he left swat out ithortcrishna extended is one more day for is cplesoacringand prang so one more day he change from mikadesetotadese that he

left thankyou herigrishnathank you thats through the saying the wife is the better half s almost double hricrishnaactully visa mahargestald me one time dwadasi is more potent spritully because if you dont break the fast and the right time for on time what ever you did the day before is not going to be valid so for us daters is more potent and thus the time in guromerisleft haribo prim koruna brabu lets calle mantogylaksmun manta gi

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im not a good speaker i have an prepared anything i dont no how to speak but i tree best i was not knowing onoslywho is guru maragh when he left and i stood the grevityof the situation that who was that person i tolokingsolitely i is not just me or words oneslyitookimg so lightly and so casually that when he left i understood this person was not the normal person the way the world is looking at this person he was extremely extremely close to krishna and i miss my opportunity to sew him he gave me tenders opportunity to ser him but i dont i didnt took it seriously and that s my mistake but as rukmani krishna prabutolthat we have a time to re direct of a self and my only vision after gorumara left this model world how can i redirect myself to be to be a disciple where grumos can feel that now he s on something for me i always remember this worse uttam chintit korea proktakritomdma dma srdaykoreatakrit pitu who is a first clast descyple who understand the mind of special master he doesnt have to be given any direction he knows the mind he knows the head of the spucialmaster he works accordingly so what i were spruce master need which would be completely avere the fact the second class of decipleisthathe instructed and third covdecypleisthat even if the instruction he doesnt carry out the service properly so always remember in one one of the lecture i⁇mgrumarage was saying that nobody should one think of going back to god at where ten thousand more years till then thousand more years popat books still there prop temples a still there so everybody should continue preaching ten thousand more years this what i⁇mseyingisjust implied to me applies to me im not trying to preach any one of her but this exactly what i m meditating on this instruction that my goal for next ten thousand years is keep pushing this moment because a gomara single handedly am sorry to say uses were single handedly he raised iscon to the level that nobody can one thing so my job as a disciple im not even a disciple trying to be close to the disciples off is disciple if i want to be close to his disciples my goal in my life is to keep serving my sfruchalmaster ten thousand more years and after that grumarastolthte that you can think of going back but i will say grumarag i don⁇t want to go back even after ten thousand and years because i want to keep serving you for ten million more years and that actually going back to got it। because serving you is actually i already back to got it so i dont desire to go back to go goma doesnt need my money goma doesnt need big well gomar doesnt need anything from me what he xitlyneedfrom me is the surender so i learn one thing for my grumaragethat is not need of anything is completely selcertisfide like krishna himself what actually need is that the complete surendr of a decyplethais practice and that is actual desire and my anders to be a surender disciple of a disciples of disciples of disciples of grumarashoneing see her i want to share with you before i go that how did understood that this person is not a normal person grumargeusuvally visit america he is a flight porn poyugnatemarnows all this things he is a flight at one am in the morning in the night times and before one m he s so many meetings and phone calls and he send the people first that okay you devotes gos first get get my checkin bags and only one dewotistay with him in the last time and one series to the airport there as fifteen overs in a business class where he can sit and relax you re in the air there is nothing there is no phone calls there is no disciples over there it s only you and one servent with ou, but still gorumara was not sleeping a single second how is it possible you have in slep from like thirty forty fifty years more than to three ors and now you re getting a good change we the s no meetings s no phone calls there is nothing going on where you can easily relax your streturelegsan completely get the blanket on your body and just relax but no i never seen gum sleeping single second in is fifteen ours of flight what grumardwas doing when i ask gumaagrmujcan you take can you to relax for sometime or can you take rest can i put the blank at in your body gromasoknow this is my time to chant im allready behind my chanting so i m going to chant for fifteen ors and believe me grama doesnt sleep and it doesn। allow his surman to sleep also so when you are with maas be a way for fifteen overs and that s not the end of the world। because when you go the america is completely engage so he was a in man, this is not possible unless you have a complete spiritual body at that time i understood this person is not the normal person, his body is completely spiritual he doesnt sleep more than two overs he doesnt sleep even in the flite i just keep doing is services if has nothing to do is as keep chanting that make me realize it my guru marige is not the normal person and to be the cement of the cermet of the cement of the cermet is is real desire for any disciple and i always thrive to the nd of my life that i can be he sermentofasurment of serment and i can keep sri my gorumara from million and mlnsanmilonsanns of more years thank thank

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sadamhallherykrishna आल द डiवotiस सीनियरस इन जूनियर्स im lamina from iscon padma temple, rada madan mohan temple and wasingtndacy im a very small person im not very to close never used to be become to close to guru marg to com and see something, but it so happen in my life in last few years i would not give all the incidents what i have gone through in my life with him, but the latest one which i had the compassion we we recognize and we give name to the dates that this is krishna, this is ram, this is sita this is radha i give a title to or love guru maharageidlof compation बिकॉज i have seen that compassion in my life when i was a struggling of the death in the hospital apollo hospital in deli a us before may be about to s before or something i got a infection i have a surgery of my nesotopedisrgery three times on my nes of somehow other i fall down in vindaven when i was here four time and during the diwali i went home to the live with to meet my family and all of a sudden middle of the night i was in acute pain such a serious that i had to go to the imergency to oclokinthenight multan hospital in deli then i came back next morning and the pain was it still going on the same way did not work out the medicine or something so my nav you took me to the apollo hospital because he new one of the doctor who did the surgery to his mother gulati and asunesdactr gulati saw me he says bata imigetely admit shes ding the infection went all over on my body so the un some tex sedmeetto the wor्ड and give some instructions to follow other things। because they wanted to do the imediate surgery so that the infection will not go over in my body the infection went all over almost all over in body and doctor to my n

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will try a best w, but we will not garanty that she could survive we can save her life and he ast me that are you dad i said do whatever you want to do you just do it i live my life it s all right because i m so much pain so i dont care wether what is going to happen or not going to happen i live my life anyways so they did the sergery the next day of the serjury i received a call from guru maharaj i dont know how did he knew about that but later on i found one of my close friend which is very close to of guru marge also and she was in a mayapur and senformgurumaarage in bombay the this is what i m going through in my life life and det so when gorumara call me i could not even reconise, because i was subconsiously very very bad, very bad situation so he said hello i said hello said i am gopal krishna goswami i स who is gopal krishna, because i did not you and remember so i said i am your guru gopal krishna goswami i heard that you had the sergery dont worry you will be all right this is his first sentence and then couple of things, he as my in a short i just one to to tell i going to take a more trim then he said who did the sergey i said dr gulati this is expensive hospital, do you have that much money this is his second question and i said gurmutenyouare there i dont have to body anything my family is my ext a family is here there would taking care of me so seen the second day of my serjuryhes to call me five to six time day wherever is wombamayapur any where deli vrindavan and how are so surprise at him a very such small person i do not do anything for the guru marad looked is compassion i have never never had in my life that compassion so it us me so much and i began to gry on the phone while talking to guru marad and it is dont cry you all right, you do you tell me हो मच buy now your expenses are in this hospital i say so some thirteen lax। do you have that much ma na i so know what i have some, but i dont have dont worry i make called to advetacharyaprabu in patomuक washington dc and then next day। as i said the five to six time he s to call me every time and then he said dont worry i have call him to days fund for you so look at that his compassion for you such in the ordinary sol you know and then from third day। he starts sending dr krishna pea in his wife with full plate prsad for me every day to the hospital and they used to come to bring the sad in says this is gurumodasfrom the grumragplate he gave us his prasad the is to her and then he s to in the prcdheanhiswif they use to बिंग प्रसाद everyday, since i can for four day, got five day, then again one day he ask you you know your report or anything everything s okay i said gorumara i dont know anything because i was very much in the bad situation because of the surgery and he said okay today i have c all when doctor from faridabad i forgot his name, you very young daran he said he will come and talk to your doctor, he will talk to your gulati and he will get me all information and meanwhile i talk to a vit also so, then that from fridabad young actor next week this was my second week of my sergery he came from fridabad to see me and he talk to me, then he talk to my sergen golat so what im saying i mean all those kind thing it s look very natural, but its really left such a great impact on my mind and my hard hello so when i release from the hospital, the day, i relese from the hospital so

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talk to guru marg is we are you going now i m going to go to my sisters home, but my condition is like that the type of restroom she has in her home with my walking chair will not move in frequently so gorumara can new arange acommodation in the temple and he said i will talk to adwittacharia he has the flat or i will talk to some people in management they will give the flet later on on find out that the flat was only be given for three days not more than that so ultimately i went to against house and i i dont very for the many i will make aringmentforevery second day he will bring the show of the many i said dont worry anything i will make ringen for you for the many, the fifth day of my surjery, sixth day of some that was to friday and give all the instructions to me and then the visited all the six doctor s team on monday morning they all came at eihtoblogand in my room, it was a private room so prowpachanting was going on all the time before dcrl that evening he said the infection has reached to your heart third level of your hard so, we mike need to do your heart culty

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the best judge do what were you want to do i do not know anything about that so, then he came on monday। and said what did you do your infection that on only for the nine percent its a miracle in my sergery line also never ever happen in this so, then do kakisaxenna sergen of the heart and he said doctor gulati dont you see that look at it probates chanting in his room in her room so she s krishna dotitocarofurand you

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me that in twenty two days i was out i remain in delle for eight month। because my condition was not good and i did not replace my name r, because they are thinking that is the replace that official ne again probably the infection make com and four days five days for week month so doctor was very hasten to replace myneandwhen i real one day i real like that what is is happening i i ve been her eight onc here in deli i have to go back to my country and a madan mohan there thank you

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so when i book my tik i went to the doctor nclt जस क ne gulati gulati i have to लिव he could now you can not go because your need is not ready yet so, i can not let you go i cam home to a clock i edited on guru marg and prhupatnmydtislada madan mohan in temple where i serve them i said please get me the direction what should i do at two i call air india and book my ticket and next day i toll my sister, who was present at that time that i m living the after tomorow evening so without ne i came to america when i saw my surgen first time who did surgery in america i say this is what happen and i have full file of my record she says come morning next morning i check and dont very we will do something for you i went there went for the all the record next day govi started and they did not do the sugary the whole ear i was a imaine without na haribol

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her gurumaa i serve him the food which she like and i ask in gorumara, he ask me so many question, but i ask about the food, what you like to eat tomorrow i will bring। because he like some gujrati food and i prepar for the food and he said oh tomato i am going he did like this action, so it is up me so much has a why he selling like that he says iming you did not come for over mahurat of the new temple he said my visa expire i could not come so i said gorumara visa can be renew it is not a big problem he says yes so i really like that he knew that he living, then he said when you going back to delist after two days okay, then i meet you in two days in deli that to das never com in my life

thank you made remember i think gurmaass made to see you when you were in one of those unlimited unfatimable compassion of this spital master thank you motog well a join for now and in the part to this evening we will with somukapogoso be here three yourclakand then garuda no somukawill not speak now he speak right now it s like this stomacaneed something i was some time one titted say one thirty look at your watch।