Entrepreneurial Mom has a Breakdown that changes everything

I just remember breaking. It was like a horror movie when someone backs up. And I had a really long driveway at the time, and I just slammed on the brakes, and I had to get my composure. And I'm a control freak. I know that's an entrepreneurial trait for most of us, right? I'm a control freak. So I couldn't show it. I had to hold it inside. And I remember driving to football practice, and when we got there again, grace of God, one of my daughter's friends was there, so she happened to get out of the car, and I remember screaming the loudest I ever have in my life in the car. I don't know why I screamed. I just. And then I broke down, and I totally broke down, and I had no choice going home, but to be honest with my kids, and that was so important, and they knew it. They were like. My son kept saying, mom, you never listen. Like, this isn't anything new. That made it terrible, right? Like, oh, my goodness. So on the way home, I broke down and told my kids, and I was just. Again. Then I went to depression, you know, and it was hard for my kids because they lived this long.