40 day Abundance Process Session 3

We'll see who else comes on. I know there's a lot of people who messaged me to say they weren't able to make this evening. So give it a couple of more seconds before we just start in case there's more people coming in it. Hi, Gabriella love.

Hello, how are you?

Good, thanks dear. Good, good. So let's start getting ourselves settled and we'll open sacred space together. Hey, April love.

Hello. How are you?

Good, thank you. I'm just going to mute us all for a second because I'm going to open sacred space for us all so there's no background noise. So we're going to call in now all of our guides and our master guides and all the great archangels that are here to hold this space sacred for us. And everyone that's here to support us are supporting ancestors, the ancestors that support the land we live on, Pan and the most appropriate nature spirits and devas, our guides and our master guides. Any other beings of light that are here to support at this time going to ask the now that as we sit together our intentions are completely balanced so that only accurate information comes through into this container for each of our best and highest good. That any unbalancing energies that wish to approach are instantly transmuted into love by this light. We see each of us being surrounded in the most beautiful golden light of God Source energy. And for those that are watching this back later, be aware that you're now also supported in most beautiful golden light. Be aware of the earth beneath you supporting you, completely resourcing. You see, now you're getting grounded and anchored through the soles of your feet deep down into the earth. Notice how far down those roots want to go. Notice as they go deep into the earth, if there's anything you need to receive from the earth, it is for your best and highest good. You allow yourself to receive it in the most perfect way. It maybe there's nutrients you need for your body. Maybe there's an awareness that earth is holding that you need to receive a life force energy. Maybe she has information for you about something that you're putting into your body that came from her that no longer serves you. If we're putting things into our body that don't serve us, this creates inflammation in the body which in return creates a stress response in the body which then creates a tightening and restriction in the body that then stops us from fully receiving. So allow yourself if there's any guidance or awareness you need to receive today for your best and highest good, allow that to come into the awareness. Now say thank you to the earth, your body, temple yourself or any awarenesses you received. Allow her energy, Gaia's energy, earth energy to come into your body in the most appropriate way through the cells of your feet to wherever it needs to go. Right Then thank the earth, thank yourself for allowing and receiving, for opening, for saying yes, for understanding, for knowing. When you're ready, just then start to create a connection with unconditional love, with source, abundance, prosperity, God, Goddess energy, universal healing energy, quantum energy, whatever energy you call it flowing through the crown of your head. So you're coming down into the body temple to the energy field. Feel where that energy wants to go in your body. See it how it wants to merge with the earth energy, co creating, opening your receiving energy from earth and spirit, from your higher self. It if this energy has anything that you need to understand or know, it's very moment in time for your highest and best good. See this energy that you've said yes to, that's working for you and only you right now. See if it wants to go into the energy field of your body and clear out anything that isn't serving. It wants to go into the emotional body, the thoughts, the mental body. See if there's any emotions that aren't serving. If there's anything at the mental level that's not serving. Is there anything at the energy level that's not serving? And when you're ready, there's a beautiful golden being that arrived in at the beginning of this session and he carries a high level frequency of abundance and prosperity and manifesting. He really wants to connect with those that are here to be supported by him for your best and highest good. He's a creature energy, an energy that helps to turn on money, magic, an energy being that helps to open lines of and pathways for success and receiving.

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See what he wants to say to you or bring to you or connect with you. If it's for your best and highest good, maybe you don't need him, but if you do allow yourself to be in the co creative space with him, it if he has anything to share with you at this very moment in time to help you manifest more manifest what it is you're desiring. Ask him is there anything that you need to understand or know that would open up your pathways to create abundance and prosperity in a way that is for your best and highest good. Thank you. It take a moment to stay internal if you want to write down anything you received. Bring yourself slowly back into the room to the chair beneath you, supporting you. And if you want to put anything in the chat box, you can. If you want to unmute and share anything, you can it. I'd love to hear from everybody how the process is going for them. I've been getting emails from people that weren't here tonight, so people have been saying they've been getting a lot of success and a lot of flow coming in. Some are feeling some resistance. Oh, thank you, April. April was really enjoying the invitation and guided meditation.

Oh, hi, Siobhan. I was just wondering, with the, the daily sayings, does it matter what time of the day? I seem to kind of miss the morning, but get to it at night.

Quiet at night, it's fine. I mean, I literally got up, I got in bed, and then I went, oh, and I started because I almost missed the mark the other day. So, yeah, it doesn't matter.

Right. Because sometimes I will do that and then, and then I just kind of focus on it for a few minutes. Just, I kind of keep repeating it and kind of really thinking about it and that's okay.

And do you write anything down afterwards?

I don't write anything. No.

No.

I've got the little book, so I've got that.

Right.

So I kind of just kind of keep kind of meditating on the words, but I don't write anything down. Am I, should I writing anything?

It's usually quite powerful if you start writing what comes through. Okay, I start, I mean, this is my day 16. I start with writing the statement, then I meditate on it bit by bit. Then I just, I always open sacred space and then I just start writing whatever comes through me. And it sometimes is not related directly to prosperity or abundance. It could be related. Like this one was about my body. But if your body is blocked or stressed, then you're going to shut down on your abundance. So I just start writing and then sometimes like this, I start doodling and drawing around it.

Got it. Okay.

Like, I don't spend more than 10 minutes on it. But I, I, I find it's very powerful when you write because new information comes through that you, your unconscious soul wants, you know, soul self wants to give you. You're like, right, right.

But it could be a download. And then I write. Doesn't have to be automatic writing.

No, no, no, no.

Okay.

No, no, no. It's just I literally sit and I'm. Then I go, okay, I start writing and then I'm like, oh, okay, I've got this. And then whatever comes out comes out. And it can be a meditation, it can be a drawing, it can be whatever it is, but just start moving the energy through. Okay.

Yeah. Okay. And.

Frustration as well. Sometimes, you know, can be anger or frustration or pieces that are feeling blocked with that you're conscious of as you're meditating on it. You can write all of that down because then it gets it out of up here and it puts it out.

Yeah, that's.

That's.

Yeah, I. I never thought of that. So that would be very powerful.

Yes.

Yeah. And if. And, and am I correct, if one forgets one day, say there's, oh, I. I missed the day, then you don't go to the next one. The next day, you have to start from the first one.

Yes.

And what's the reasoning behind that? Because I was thinking the other day, why can't I just go on to the next one, you know?

Well, the premise behind it is that repeating something 40 days in a row creates new neural pathways in the brain. And so it's a. It's a guided discipline in allowing, as much as it is about reforming your neurons in your brain. And so when you miss a day, you've gapped that 40 days. It doesn't. Yeah. And so you just start again from.

From the first one, even though. First one, it's like three days ago kind of thing.

Yeah. Okay.

Got it.

Yeah. Yeah. And then with this process, Gabriella, sometimes what I've done for years is like, I'll finish 40 days of it, and I might take a five or six days off and I'll just start all over again. Contract, day one again. And the whole way through, you could do this consistently, ongoing. And every time you do, it just opens more and more and more and more and more to, like, instant manifestation. Wow.

And even though. So even though you have written it down previous times, you still, every time you do it, you write it down, you write that. Whatever it is, that number, and then you meditate 10 minutes on it, even though you've done four cycles of it already, or five cycles doesn't matter.

Yeah.

That's wonderful. Yes.

I mean, if I. If there's a place I'm at that I can't write it down, you know, maybe I forgot or I have to go in an airplane somewhere and I don't have pen and paper with me or whatever, then I just always have it in my phone, in that document I gave you, and I just pull it up, and then I'll just meditate it on there. Sometimes I'll even text up to myself. Yeah. If I, if I want to just pull it up, you know, if I'm sitting in the car, there's. Normally I will write it down with the date, like day 16. My inner supply instantly and consistently takes on form and experiences. And I'll just write it out in day 17. I'll, you know. Okay. And.

And the day where I, like on a weekend or something and I have more time, even though I did it in the morning or I'm gonna do it at night. Sorry, could I do it several times that day? Like, just bring it up and. Yeah, I can spend more time on it.

Yes. Yeah. You know, in the book, it, it'll say once a day, but then there's other viewpoints that say morning and evening. Or if you just bring it into your focus during the day, throughout the day, it's very powerful because you're just constantly, you know, building the muscle.

Right, okay. Okay. No, that's very powerful. I do have it up on in my room and then I have the book too, so. Yeah, that's great.

Okay.

Yeah, no, that's powerful. Thank you so much.

You're welcome. You're welcome. Besh. Good questions.

With the, with the golden bean. When I was, you know, when that came through, it was almost like the message was, keep writing your new story and then it will manifest. Like it. As long as I start with something and I keep writing, like, keep envisioning. Will come about just to trust that.

Yeah. And there's. This is something that, you know, is very powerful in 3D, where we are to access the fifth dimensional realm with a quantum, when we choose to bring an idea, a desire into form, such as the vision board. That's why they're so powerful. Or we write the story of it. Or, you know, when you want to call forth your new beloved, you write the love letter to them as if you've spent the year with them. Right. Think we've talked about that before. And like, I have my love letter written downstairs to my new beloved already. Like, we've. Where we've traveled for a year and everything we've done and the whole thing, it's all written and it's sitting in my love and marriage corner underneath my Buddha, you know, and so every now and then I take it out and I reread it and I really go, oh, no, hang on, I'm adding a bit more in there. Right. And then put it back in and adjust it. So when you bring things to form.

Yes.

Into the manifesting realm of here, it really activates it. Aha, okay. Yeah.

And that.

Yeah. Yeah.

I.

Okay. So that's. That's what the golden bean of light was saying is, you know, do bring it in and it will come into fruition.

Yeah.

Well done.

Thank you so much.

You're welcome. You're welcome. Does anybody else want to say anything or.

Yeah, I would like to. I. I did not know we were supposed to rewrite it every time. I. Once I had written each of the 10 days, then I just read them back.

That's okay, April. You do whatever it is that feels good for you, you know? All right.

Okay.

Yeah. But I find it's powerful for me because it anchors it so. And I like to write things down. I'm always writing, constantly scribbling on pieces of paper, and that's just my process. So if you're not getting the results you want, then I would go back to writing it down each day because it does make it more tangible. Yeah, Here. Yeah, already.

And I can write on that page other things, too.

Yeah, some. I mean, my gosh. I'm writing and then I'm writing open around the page like this, and then. Oh, you know, I'm just constantly like. Yeah, it's all in process. And I'm. I'm. And then I do a lot of art around stuff, too. So if I'm feeling blocks coming up, I'm also then doing art around it. So I know I've run workshops on that before about using art to move energy through, but it's also, you know, just even getting crayons and scribbling on a piece of paper and putting words around that. If that's better for you to do it that way than it is to write it down, that's also a valid way of getting the energy shifting and moving.

Good.

Yeah. Carolev. Hi.

I just wanted to say, Siobhan, that I do the same thing with the writing.

I scribble.

I go crazy. The other day when I was doing one of the affirmations, that has been pretty tricky for me. I found that the writing got huge, just, like, these big block letters all across the page. But it felt really beautiful to express myself in that way and just let my body tell me what to do in that moment. The first 10 days of this have. Were very painful for me. So much that was blocking me from really accepting these affirmations. And it was so hard. I felt so stuck, and I felt like something just kept pulling me back and pulling me away from it. But once I got through the first 10 days, I started to feel a Little bit better and a little bit better. And the more I'm working through this new section, this next section, I feel a little bit lighter. I feel less blocked. There's still some areas where I'm kind of, like, neutral and I'm sort of kind of hanging out there still. There's still something, but I feel less anger and less frustration. And when I do feel a little bit of frustration, it's not. It doesn't feel as harmful. It feels like it's. It's moving up and out and that it's. It's been already quite a profound experience. It's pretty incredible.

It's.

It's fascinating to do this work. So I appreciate this.

You're welcome so much.

Because I feel like I have hope now. I know there's still so much work, but I feel I didn't have hope when I first started. I felt so blocked and so held back. And now I can, like, see that little bit of light sort of shining, and I'm like, I'm coming, I'm coming. I just wanted to share that.

Oh, thank you. Yeah, thank you. That's beautiful for sharing, because I know I'm sure that will resonate with some of the other people that even listen back that have made tonight know everybody's at different points and everybody is moving collectively. Sometimes it's ancestral stuff, sometimes it's cultural stuff, sometimes it's collective stuff that we have to move out of the way. That feels so big because it's actually not even ours. It's bigger than us. And those pieces are always like dragon balls of concrete around with us. You know, like, sometimes we feel like we're sinking. And it's beautiful that you're feeling the shift as you're moving through that. And thank you for sharing that. As I, you know, I think I said this in the very first one. For me personally, I had to get through a lot of cultural pieces because it was ingrained in me from my culture in Ireland that you, You. It's not actually that safe to have money and that if you had money, who would you trust? And if you were to have money with ease, you must have got it nefariously. You know, it's like you couldn't just make 10k easily there. Oh, I don't know about that now. Something dodgy's going on over there. I mean, that is just the attitude completely, you know, And I grew up in a household which was different because it was entrepreneurs, but the, the, the, the. The around culture, instead of very different to the American culture, where you're trying to succeed and everybody's trying to lift each. You know, there's this lifting energy. In a lot of cases in Ireland, the. The phrase that. A friend of mine who's American went to live over there for a short amount of time, and he called me and he said, what the heck is happening? He said, I thought everyone was going to be like you. And he said, every time I talk to people about what I want to do, they all go, asher, you couldn't do that. Asher. No, that won't work. Asher, now don't be so silly. Put that idea down. That's what I generally grew up around for. Like, that's the Irish attitude, you know, don't put your head up, you'll be growing. Keep your head down. And so, you know, a lot of these bigger pieces that feel so heavy and creates this exhaustion for us and this anger and this minutia are usually coming out of those cultural pieces, those family pieces that are bigger, the collective, you know, because we are all high vibrational, manifesting masters inside of this container, that's a given. But what we've had to put on us, clothes wise to protect us, to keep us safe inside of the culture, the container, whatever it was that was acceptable to everybody else so that we survived and so that they survived in Lineage past. Right. To get us to this point, those outfits or armor or whatever that was, can feel very dense at times. So thank you, Kara.

Thank you for creating such a safe space to share.

I appreciate it. You're welcome.

Okay, I'll share. Thank you. So I noticed that the last two statements, they seemed very. And I haven't read the book, so I don't know how these came about, but it felt like this was just channeled or downloaded from the divine.

Yeah.

And I really resonated with the frequencies of the words. I realized that statement, it's like the frequencies of it all. That's what's penetrating in. That's why the brain doesn't fully understand it. And it's bypassing all of that. And so I realize I'm keeping the wording as it is, even though I don't necessarily resonate with God. But at some point in my life, maybe I did, and I was turned against it because of religion or something, but it just felt like those words were put in there for a reason. So I decided I'm just going to keep them as they are and just really resonate, you know, with it. And it felt like also with the last statement of the inner Presence, like I felt I started having this image of if my mom knew the inner presence was within her, would she be very different? And my dad as well. And then I started to think about females. Like if we knew the inner presence was in us, we wouldn't do things that would compromise herself or our worth or anything like that. And so it was really like, there's just very like, I don't know, it's just so much of that coming through. It felt really just, I don't know, inspiring, uplifting. And then I think it was actually the next day I. I had a very freak out moment.

Actually.

I think it was probably terror with my finances because I'm at the point to where I don't have income and I only have a certain amount of money left for the next week or two. And so it really like triggered me deeply. And so, you know, I've been working through that. And then at the same time I also was being triggered with old feelings of stuff I didn't know was there with betrayal and feeling alone and separated and like all this like deep, deep soul, I guess, survival stuff. Yeah. Has really been coming up for me. So I've been working through it layer by layer and it's been helping the stuff that I'm doing, what's coming my way. I even noticed my thoughts, how much they really impact me emotionally and they were just coming and hitting me and I thought, wait a minute, is, are these lower level thoughts coming? Because I'm getting ready to ascend and you know, it's trying to stop me from going to that next level. And then there was an instant shift that was yesterday. So I mean, so far I'm feeling okay with it, but I still know there's more work to do. And I've had a lot of inner child stuff coming up the past day or two. Some past life stuff I noticed today with money and. Yeah, there's just, there's been so much.

Yeah. So many layers. Right. When we get in there, there's layers, there's multiple layers. And thank you for sharing like that Your awareness is that inner child is involved and past lives are involved and genuine fear of limitation of like current bank account is involved and you know, there's all pieces involved. And so there's so many pieces, you know, that we, we have to listen and sometimes to actually receive, we also have to shift. You know, there's like personally for me at certain times I had to do multiple things at the same time. You know, I had to work over here with my Light work, while at the same time I worked with the nonprofit. Well, at the same time I did some corporate work so that I had ways of making money in multiple different ways. Wasn't all in integrity of who I wanted to be, but I turned up in integrity every day where I was. And so it brought so many pieces of light to me, you know, and. And we have to sometimes get out of our own way as well in the allowing to receive. I've had people say to me, oh, well, I let that contract go because I didn't like how the boss spoke to his employee about this. So I decided I didn't want to do that job. This is a client. And I went, okay, how much was that contract worth? And they were like, oh, is it a million dollar contract or whatever? And I said, okay. So this person spoke to somebody else and you didn't like that, and so you dropped a million dollar contract out of what reason? They were like, what would it not have been better if you had decided to reflect a different way of being and then allow everybody else around you to be that because you are being that as opposed to like thrown at the baby in the bathwater? Like, sometimes we have these big dramatic responses, if this is making any sense to you, Melanie.

So.

Like, just as you're. As you're going through these pieces, watch all of your gifts in all of your ways that you can receive and make money. Watch how they want to be honored and seen. So there's so many different ways that we think we have to make money or we don't want to make money, or we say, oh, yes to this, but no to that. Right. And at the same time, I've heard this just talking to one of my neighbors the other day and they were like, I said, well, I texted you and I asked you if I could get your groceries for you because you were sick. And you then went to the store on your own and then you ended up in bed for three days because you weren't really capable of going to the store. And why did you do that? And he's like, it's a good question. I said, I know because I was turning up to support you and you weren't receiving it. Why were you doing that to yourself? Oh, I think I was been stubborn. I think you were very stubborn. Right. So sometimes we do these sabotage pieces that doesn't allow us to fully receive what we're here to actually accept. Right. And it's old habits, it's old way of being. It's often that inner Child piece, right? Yeah.

Yeah. That's what I've been looking at too, is how am I. Am I sabotaging how. Because I'm not recognizing it. And then also I keep feeling like maybe because I keep hearing the word surrender, that maybe I'm supposed to be doing that.

Yeah.

As well.

Yeah. And you know, sometimes surrender. I've had to do this in my. My time and on in this planet. Not recently, but sometimes render can look like accepting money from somebody even though you're. You feel too proud to accept it. Right.

Yeah.

So sometimes it is a case of, okay, I need to go ask such and such a person if they can give me a loan, do this or do that. I've had to do that at different times in my life. Not something I really wanted to do. But actually, once I did it, what I found was that a whole new energy opened up for me. And so I was able to get that money back easily and more because I went through a wall that I didn't want to go through. Sometimes we have these glass ceilings, you know, and when we open ourselves up, when we become vulnerable and we actually ask. Ask and you shall receive. Right? Ask and you shall receive. It's in the Bible. Ask and you shall receive. Sometimes we don't ask. And so when we ask, we receive. And then that actually explodes the expression of abundance because we've actually gone, oh, my God, I said I allowed. Does that make sense?

It does.

Yeah.

I. I will say. I mean, right now, since I'm living with my dad, I don't have to worry about losing a house or anything. He's covering all of that. But like yesterday. Yes, but yesterday my car was. Is leaking gas, so. And I don't have money to fix it, so he's. He's covering it. He's also the. The mechanic, so he's fixing it. But it's like. But it felt like it was very different yesterday versus usually it's like I feel guilty. I don't have money. Obviously I'll pay him back later, but he's going to spend time on it. And then yesterday it felt like it's going to be taken care of. I know he's going to take care of it. He's going to pay for it and I just pay him back. But it was. It was a different feeling from that. Guilt and feeling bad too. I'm being taken care of and that's okay. That's good.

Yeah. Well done. That was a shift, right? Well done. Yeah. That was an opening.

Yeah. Thank you.

Yeah. Thank you.

I have a question.

Yes, April, of.

Is it. Is the power of the actual words we're saying or is it the repetition and the focus on it? And is it. Would it be possible to just say the same mantra or whatever every day or is there some magical thing about these doing a different one every day?

Well, that's a really interesting question. I believe from the work, from the case studies in the book and the number of people that have done this work using this sequence that it's God. It's like he downloaded this information to shift consciousness. And so I think there's something really in the words of it that matter. And it's also the repetition because that 40 day repetition does make those new neural pathways in the brain, which then opens us up into new receiving different ways of not sabotaging ourselves and allowing. So there's multiple layers again in that question.

So I do understand the repetition, you know, and the neural pathways, but I'm just curious because I have such a hard time being moved by the words.

But you're doing it in a beautiful way, April, in that you're moving those words into your languaging. Well, I'm doing both.

Yeah. But you know, I, I think of like people who chant namiyaho renge kyo and those kind of things that just repeat, repeat, repeat. And that's also a neural pathway, you know, so I'm just, I'm just one. I just was if it would be possible to have, you know, different words. But I'm not abandoning those words.

No. Well, you know, like I've used words throughout my. I'm a pretty fast manifester and so. But I say things a lot even when I'm not doing this process. I'm like, I'm a money making machine. I'm a money magnet. Money loves me and I love money.

That's a really good. I mean those are affirmations that I think would be very powerful.

Yeah, I say them all the time. I'm driving, I'm drag driving my car. I'm money magnet. That's me. And I love money. Yeah, right.

Yeah, that's good.

Yeah. But so it's just about. This is very specific in the process of the 40 days because it was downloaded to this man and he received it. And then so many people have opened up pathways of wealth with it. So it has a lot of legacy behind it. So that's not just you doing it in this moment, there's also the legacy of everyone who's done it before you.

Oh yeah. That makes Sense, too.

And the pathways that have been opened up in the. In the lineage of it. You know, it's like when you do a yoga practice or a spiritual practice, it's not just your personal spiritual practice. You've got everyone who's done that spiritual practice before in the. Yeah.

Genetic field.

Exactly. And. And the energy that. That also is like you're hooking into that energy line too.

Yeah, that's. Thank you. That's a very good point.

Yeah, that's okay, Gabriella, honey, we're about to finish anyway. This is. Yeah, but that was a brilliant question, April. Thank you, honey. Thank you. Yeah. And so it is time for us to finish. So I want to thank all the beings of light that held this space sacred and all of us inside of the container. Because, you know, so many people were messaging me, say they couldn't make it today, but they can't wait to hear the recording. I think they're going to get a lot from all your questions and you're receiving. And this golden being that arrived just as I opened Sacred Space this evening, he was like, like, hello. I'm excited to have him involved in the container and see what he does. And so I am so grateful. We are so honored. We're so blessed. We are surrounded in love at all times. So this is a creative creation space that has been activated. He's speaking to me in love for this collective to create abundance, prosperity, and understand and know their true value so then they can go out and seed others with this level of value. So we are honoring and saying yes to that. We are thanking the guides and master guides. You are thanking the great archangels. We're thanking each of our higher souls. We're thanking each of us inside the container and all the beings that here to support, support this container and this beautiful golden being that is here to support us at this time. We thank you all. We thank you all. We thank you all. We are so honored. We are so blessed. We are so loved. And as we complete this evening, we are surrounding each of us in golden light of God source energy, protecting us, nurturing us, grounding us, and allowing us to be present to the opening of prosperity and abundance for each of us for our each of our best and highest good. So this being again, just wants to say one more thing. He says that he wants you all to understand that as you open yourself to this level of receiving, what you're really also doing is opening yourselves to the level of being valued for your God given, goddess given, universal, universal quantum energy gifts that you are processing through you, that you own, that you value. But you might not have allowed the whole world to see, yes, the people that are here to receive from you yet. And that's a big part of this container. He's saying that you are allowing yourself to be valued. And in the doing of that, abundance and prosperity flows to you because it is easy for it to get to you when you say yes. To be seen, to be known, to be valued. Receiving is allowed. In this huge pressure on my heart space as I'm saying those words, he's like pushing on me. But it's. It's like the amount of love you allow to flow through you and to others and you allow to give to yourself is a huge part of this being valued now. Thank you. He has us. We have it all. And so as we take all of that into our spaces and places, we know that we are honored and loved and seen and valued and received. Received. And in the lineage of this abundant legacy and in this safe container where we are witnessing each other's magic, co creating together, amplifying success so that each of us rise together. All boats are rising. And so it is.

And so it is.

Thank you all. Love you guys. Love you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Bye. See you next week.

Thank you.

Bye.