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All right, so we got gunplay in the wine cellar.

In the wine cellar, man.

This is gonna be interesting. I know, I know. You drink wine?

Yeah, I do.

Okay, we gotta get a glass too. For what? You just—

oh no, she's pregnant. She's 8 months.

You're not gaining no weight. That's great.

Congratulations.

Thank you. What are you guys having?

A girl.

Oh, you got a name picked out already?

Osanna.

Osanna, what does that mean?

It's, uh, from the Bible. It's Joseph's wife in the Bible. Something about some Bible stuff.

Now it explains the glow, like why she glowing. So, oh, your first baby?

Yeah.

Really, girl, you about to— you about to catch some hell, child. You don't even know. Okay, just go on, get ready. All right, so Here you go, let me get you a little glass there. We're drinking the Routini, it's a Cabernet Sauvignon. Listen, I ain't no doctor, you know, but hey, but he won't let me. Uh-uh, no, I don't let her.

No, I don't play them games. Oh no, oh no.

It relaxes the muscles, especially when you got a baby sitting on your pelvis. But that's alcohol, it's wine, it's grapes, it's alcohol, it's wine, it's not liquor.

What?

It's not a liquor.

It's a spirit. It's a spirit.

It's a spirit.

Exactly. I don't need no spirits in my—

Oh my gosh.

So you did that before?

Yeah, I have two kids. They encourage it because a lot of times we're tense. Are you having Braxton Hicks contractions and stuff? So that helps to relax her pelvis and stuff. Relaxes it for you. Well, maybe she ain't feeling up to it because she said I was getting wine drunk.

But what if— what happens to the baby?

Nothing. It's so— it's so little that touches the baby. But it's just—

why?

Listen, I got two babies that are healthy as hell, both red wine babies, okay? One, one is honors, on her way to graduate to become a commercial contractor, okay? All right. Now my son off the chain. I wish I would have drank more wine with him because he hyper as hell. I'm like, did that work? So you have made me suffer for 8 months. 8 months pregnant? Girl, you— I wish. How old are you? I'm 24. Shit, that's why. Look, shit, man, I got pregnant, second baby, 37 years old. I was on a walker. That's what— how you baby John? How you baby John? So that's why she gonna snap right back. She's gonna get it like nothing. I knew what I was doing. Cheers, man. We gonna cheers on your behalf. We're gonna sit for you. Listen, a lot going on out here and a lot since you've sat down to really kind of give your perspective on the culture, the climate, and so many just tragedies have happened. I think the last time you really got into it is when XXXTentacion, um, unfortunately died out here, you know. And so, um, and I don't want to talk about the Love Hip Hop. I want, I want you as one of the OGs, people who have— you, you grew up in the streets, both sides of the fence. Mom is Jamaican, dad is Puerto Rican. Like, it just, it I, I want to start off with the rapper Young N.Ace. Are you familiar with him?

Young N.Ace? Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Um, then they have the— they, they got some beef with, uh, the other boy name.

Yeah, I can't even think of his name.

Um, with the—

yeah, yeah, yeah, he got the— yeah. But nowadays it's like, it's almost like a death sentence to become a rapper.

Yeah, it is.

When you was, when you was out here, I mean, you still out here, MMG. Yeah, like you, you, you, you free. I don't see no security or nothing like that. I'm not trying to breach it, you know, but like, yeah, yeah, you know, most of them can't walk, you know, you got your chains on and stuff like that, you know. Um, it's just so much like, what do you think about them now making rap a death sentence now?

Um, It's, you know, rap, you gotta look at the origin, where it came from, where you gotta start from the beginning. Everything has a beginning. This is where we're at now, but it had a beginning. And it started off with what we were going through in our neighborhood, starting with the police. Remember, let's go back now. Let's go back. Let's go Public Enemy.

I was gonna say N.W.A., Public Enemy.

Public Enemy, you know what I mean? And but when they were doing that, when they were, when they were making that music, they were, they were basically hipping people, right? They hipping too many people. So now they, they didn't let— they didn't make that, oh, this is the, this is what the shit is right here, this is what you got to listen to. They made guns, pussy, drugs, you know what I'm saying? Like, like glorifying it. Murder, they glorifying it. You know what I'm saying? And it threw you off track. If you really think about it, it was Public Enemy, then it was NWA, you know what I'm saying? Like, like, like, like, like, like, like the way, the way it was set up where it was like conscious to now you unconscious basically, you know what I'm saying? Like you're just doing, you're just doing anything that, that, that, that, that's destructive to your culture, destructive to your household, destructive to your health, to yourself, to your money, you know what I'm saying? Spend all the money on the jewelry, do all of that. So now when you don't do all all of that, people looking at you like, all right, what you rapping for? You know what I'm saying? You rapping for the gold, dude? Nah, we rapping to like— now, like, the way I see it now, like, I used to be the one to blow the bag and stuff like that. Now, now I, I'm, I'm different, you know what I'm saying? Like, the, the money I make now, I use it to invest in my house and my home and my future and my, in my, in my, in my wife, you know what I'm saying? And my child. Like, I didn't know that, but I had to go through that. Hip-hop is going through there right now. We in the— we, we We killing each other, we doing all the drugs, we selling all the pussy, you know what I'm saying? It's gonna come a time where everybody that's doing that's gonna grow up. Hip-hop is now at that stage where it's now— it's the biggest genre of music in the world, you know what I'm saying? You got everybody— anybody and everybody could be famous tomorrow morning with a single, and you know what I mean? It's watered down.

And that's the scary part, because there's no artist development.

No. And now everybody can make their own bag. And have their own money and create their own reality. And in their reality, they wanna whack some shit. They wanna kill some shit. They wanna pimp on some hoes. They wanna, you know what I'm saying, doing what they, you know, but after a while, people gonna grow up. They gonna grow up if they live that long. You know what I'm saying?

What about them putting the bodies in the songs? Just blatantly saying names now. Let's put the wine down for a second because at times like this, we need to take a shot of the olive leaf extract Olive Leaf boosts our immune system and has been known to reverse high blood pressure, lupus, diabetes, and certain cancers. Check them out at myoliveleaf.biz to learn more and to order, or simply click the link below in the description box. Now back to the wine. Paris. Yes? You released a video of you and DeJuan Blair in the bed. Angel Love from Basketball Wives, baby daddy.

This was my husband. This was going to be my husband. You would have still had me just like he had her. But you crossed the line with somebody in my house.

He brought somebody in your house?

In my bed. And you're cheating and lying to me, saying that you're out of town and you're 9 minutes down the street.

He brought somebody that was 400 pounds?

A big, thick, chunky guy. I see you have a fetish of chubby.

People.

But damn, 5'8" and 350, almost 400 pounds. That's beyond me. You see me walking here. I don't look like that. You see the class and the sophistication that I have. Watch this full program and other exclusive content on www.tashaklive.com.

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But, but see, when you, when you young and angry, I know, I feel, I feel them. I know it sounds crazy, but I feel them. I feel what they going through. I feel like when you, when you, when somebody stepped on you wrong and they did you wrong and, and they took one of yours, of course you're gonna feel like you want to take some of that, one of theirs, two, three of you know what I'm saying? People, you know what I mean?

But I feel like when you was coming, when you was coming up, there was no— the culture of snitching was— you can— it was snitching, but you just never knew about it, you know what I'm saying? Nah, they just, they just saying, fuck it, I'm snitching on myself.

Yeah, yeah.

And I'm snitching on all you niggas too.

Yeah, yeah.

I mean, look what's going on with YSL. Yeah, yeah, the clothing brand.

Yeah. Nah, it's, it's bad out there, man, you know what I mean, um, I think, I think it's gonna get to a point where, you know, somebody, somebody gonna have to take charge and really like show, show how to really unite the culture instead of keeping it so divided. And I'm getting money, I ain't gonna— I'm gonna stop your money, or if you get money, I'm gonna kill you because you getting money. Like, it got to be a way where we could do like how other races do. How they stick together. Other, other, other, other, uh, artists do, you know what I'm saying? You don't have— you don't have shootouts at country western shits or comedy shows, or you know what I'm saying? Like, like, like, and like, we the only ones that really, you know what I'm saying, we, we detrimental to ourselves, man.

It only happens here. You travel outside of the United States, yeah, they don't— that, that shit doesn't go down nowhere else but here, and it decreases the Black population Yeah, just as much as abortion.

Yeah.

You know, just as much as just lifestyle diseases and things like that. Just, just suicide. I mean, it's like modern day. I look at it as modern day genocide.

Yeah.

You know, I don't even want my son— like, real talk, my son is not here right now. I have a 3-year-old son. My son is in Africa. Yeah, he is in an Islam-based society. Wow. You know what I'm saying? They don't— the police don't even carry— I mean, they— the military has guns. Yeah, but the police don't carry guns, you know?

Yeah.

And all he knows is, is love from other Black men. Yeah. You know, his grandfather's— his grandfather's 91 years old. Wow. Moved better than all of us. And I was just like, the one place I did not want to raise my son was here because I was afraid of what he would get caught into.

Yeah.

You know what I'm saying? Especially like the industry that I work in, and everybody want to be a rapper, everybody want to be TikTok famous. And when I see boys like like making songs. And, and you saw what they— like, you clearly saw what happened to Bobby Shmurda. You know, he put it in a song, he did 6 years, and he wishes every day he would have never done it. But yet these young boys, it's kind of like almost a badge of honor to come out here and name the list of dudes they, they killed. And then when the feds feel like they've killed enough, then they're gonna round you up.

Yeah, they, they, you know because there's a lot of people, there's a lot of people that, that really put in work, you know what I'm saying? And they still, they still alive, they still functioning. They might be getting even more money after the work they done put in, you know what I'm saying, in the streets and stuff like that. So you got kids thinking that they could be so lucky, you know what I'm saying? It's not, you know what I mean? They thinking it's luck and you just— nah, it's, it's is they're doing senseless— I look, I feel like this, all right? Killing and murder is two different things, okay? Killing is business, murder's emotions, you know what I'm saying?

So I never heard that before.

Yeah, so when it's like, when you, when it, when it, when you break it down like that, a lot of these little niggas is killing over emotions. They killing over bitches, they killing over whoever's starting on them, you know what I'm saying?

Yeah.

Now when you getting into the business of killing, you know what I'm saying, um you got people on another level, on a higher level, that handles situations, you know, a little different. Um, they're not gonna do the Youngboy shit, jumping out the car broad daylight, and no, you know, when you're going to get caught, you know what I'm saying? You're just doing it like just to do it. That's emotions. That's wild shit. You do it organized, just like the United States.

Just like the United—

I'm just saying, it's very true though. It's business.

It's business.

Okay, so now, so, so now they look at that. You got, you got the young, you got the young wild iron swingers, they look at that and they see that and say like, okay, yeah, I could do it like that. Nah, it's, it's rules to this. It's rules to life. It's rules to karma, you know what I'm saying? Um, it's rules, you know, that, that you, that you really— if they don't know it, nobody told them that the rules, the real rules. They all in jail and they all dead. So they going off of what they little homie that's on hella perks and, and lean told them that they heard from somebody else that was on something, you know what I'm saying? So they're like, yeah, I'll do and next thing you know, exactly, there's no more teachers out here, you know what I'm saying? There's no more. And it's, it's all Indians, no chiefs, you know what I mean?

And that's the scary part. It's like, who's leading who? Who's advising? I don't want you to go low here, you know what I'm saying? How many can you have?

I'm good, you know.

She's like, uh-uh. You know y'all pregnant together. Oh, listen, y'all are pregnant together.

See, I'm in the gym, I'm in the gym, I'm like, I'm nauseous as hell. She's like, I'm in the toilet throwing up.

I'm like, yeah, that's love right there. How long you been married? Congratulations.

Yeah, so, so, um, so I don't know if we should like say that yet because, uh-oh, we got stuff that we got planned.

Oh, as a surprise? Yeah, for you. Yeah, you know what I'm saying?

So, okay, we're gonna get married soon. I'm just not, you know what I'm saying? Like, everything is a surprise.

The courthouse is okay now. You put money on the real estate, you know?

Yeah, it's, you know, legally, legally, you know, everything is, you know. But I want to make it special, like, you know what I mean? So, and I wanna— so we're just waiting for production on how we're gonna—

so real quick, so let me get into your business real quick.

Yeah, you're good.

I feel like your voice needs to be heard out here and people listen to you and you've been through so much on the internet. You said so much. I mean, you were around before the internet was really like the internet, you know? How did you guys like meet? What made you want to settle down?

I burnt her.

You burst her?

I burnt her.

Burnt her? How did you burn her? What the fuck?

That's how I met her. I burnt her second I met her.

You did voodoo on her?

No. So what happened was she was, she was walking through G5 picking up, uh, uh, uh, something to eat, picking up her salmon sandwich, salmon burger, and I was in there, um, just left, uh, Ross's, uh, album listening party, uh, for the last album he dropped, and I went in there and I was smoking a blunt, and she passed by, and it went, and it burnt the shit out of her, and she jumped back.

She had—

from jump, she jumped bad. I jumped bad. We like, ah, we like break it up. I'm like, all right, you know what I'm saying? So, um, then next thing you know, um, I got one of her friends' numbers And somehow, some way, looked on her friend page and saw her, and I was like, fuck her, I want her. I swear to God.

When you said burnt her, at first I was like, what you mean burnt? Like, you better break that down.

Yeah, that's, that's, that's, that's gonna be a cliffhanger for the second. Yeah, I know, I know, I know.

Oh, so the rest is history.

And then the rest is history.

So how long y'all been together?

Um, it makes a year the 23rd.

Oh girl, you got pregnant fast. Latasha?

Oh no, man, she Cuban. She Cuban. So it's— I think it's that Spanish-Cuban.

Oh, she better drop them out. She's gonna drop them out. Don't worry, girl, I got, uh, married in 3 months, was pregnant within a week after we got married. I was going to get birth control. They told me they couldn't give it to me.

I was like, what you mean?

Yeah.

Oh yeah, she had the appointment.

Yeah. It always happened like that.

I'm like, come on now.

You like, we rolling with it. Oh, my God. Now your first baby. How many? This is.

This is my second one. Okay.

Yeah.

My son is 18 now. Damn. Yeah.

My grandma would say you shooting blanks. What's taking so long?

Oh, no.

You know how they. You know what they say in Florida?

Yeah. I was chilling. I was chilling for a while.

I was like, none that's gonna show up later.

No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. was real messy with, with his mom. So it was like, I, I don't thought— I didn't think I was going to ever get, you know, so you pull out baby stroller like—

that's so good. So y'all, y'all are really doing this and marriage and the baby. You say you in real estate now? Okay, that's what's up, that's what's up. So congratulations on that.

Thank you, thank you.

New year and everything, new baby. You ain't about to get no sleep. Deep. So you're done.

Yep, yep, yep.

So you Cuban? Okay, Afro-Latina. Okay, okay. I was gonna say, you're cool. All right, she's beautiful though. Congratulations. You better take care of her now.

I do.

You better. Okay, and she got her daddy in her life. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. What do you say about your name?

What her daddy say? Yeah, at first it was like, you know, because she just came out of a, a, an abusive relationship, so it was like I had to show and prove, you know what I mean?

Yeah.

So, uh, at first, you know, skeptical, but okay. Who?

The one?

He's in jail.

Oh, good.

Yeah, he got like 15 years. Damn, it was that bad? Yeah.

Oh, wow. Well, you don't look like what you've been through. No, not no more. Yeah. What's just your first name? I don't want your last name. What's your first name again? Because I said Vanessa. Vonshae. My sister told me Vanessa. I was like, how you miss Vanessa? I know you was running like, who's Vanessa? Who's she talking about? Look, I'm like, I'm sorry. Listen, well, congratulations. I'm so proud. I'm just so happy. I love love. Especially like—

yeah, yeah, you know what I'm saying?

So that's, that's amazing.

I've been looking for it for so long.

Really?

Yeah, yeah. Because, well, I wasn't— I was, I was on and off and I gave up. And then, um, by the time I was like during my, my bounce back and from, uh, my habit and stuff, trying to kick, uh, coke and shit like that, uh, you hit rock bottom and you just—

my dad's still in here.

I did it, my man. I just— you want better, man. You want better.

Congratulations.

I just, I was tired of it. You get tired of it. And you know, that was the—

if you just stopped cold turkey.

Yeah, yeah.

Wow.

Yeah, I couldn't. I just couldn't do it. It was especially like when I did relapse, um, did the next morning DMX died. So I was— and I was like one of my idols. So I was like, all right, nah, this is definitely a sign. Definitely a sign, you know.

My dad, I mean, he's still kicking. I don't know how. I was like, Dad, how do you— he said, I've been doing this since Whitney Houston.

He gonna have to, he gonna have to keep doing it. It'd be like that. They gotta keep doing it because like if they stop it, it might fuck something up.

No, I'm telling you, his nerves be so bad. Like, I'll be like, Dad, but like, you have to understand, like, he grew up in Jersey, in Newark, you know, and him and Whitney were like neighbors.

Oh, for real?

For real? Yes. Yes. Oh shit, Whitney gone and he's still here, but he was like, I don't do nothing else though, that's it, you know.

But see, it's getting like nowadays you got to, you gotta trust it like that because boy, they got that shit that's in there, that shit in there, that fentanyl in there. Yeah.

Yeah. Have you ever had any, uh, scares?

Yeah, I was, um, um, he gave me— one of my homies gave me me a wrong bag. It was, um, ketamine.

The fuck?

It was ketamine. It's a cat tranquilizer or something like that.

What the hell? Where he ordered that from? China?

That's what they— I don't know what the fuck, where they get that shit from, but it's ketamine and shit like that. He had 2C. 2C is ketamine and something. Ketamine and coke. Ketamine and Molly, something. I don't know.

People like that shit.

And it's some wild shit. I was like, I don't want that, just give me the coke. He gave me the and I thought it was coke. I hit it right there. And sometimes when you already high, you know what I'm saying, and you hit, you take a bump or something, you don't even feel it because you're already flushing, right? You know what I'm saying? So you like— and then I'm just like, I'm not feeling nothing. I'm still talking to him and I'm still high off my other batch that I had, my real batch, and I ain't feel nothing. And he leave, and then I— and I keep hitting it. I'm like, why this shit ain't hitting like that? And next thing you know, my nigga, I say, oh, that's when I started feeling funny, like out of my body. I felt like I'm out of body right now. Like, I felt like I can't move. Like, it feels like just to move this, like, like just to grab this glass right here would take me probably about 30 minutes because my hand doing like this because I'm feeling like I— so I got stuck. And I went in there and they said I went into a K-hole. That's what they said. That's what the homeboy said I did because I said, boy, I'm going— boy, I don't know what gave me homeboy.

But then he realized—

he realized you almost killed me. Yeah. And he say, uh, he say you went into a K-hole. Like, all right.

And then did they take you to the hospital?

No, I just— I just— I just—

you just went to sleep?

No, I went through— I like, I stuck through it and just tried to like— at first my mind said, okay, what, what's going on? Because I had— I had did some, um, years ago I had, uh, like had a like an aneurysm or something in my brain because I smoked some K2 when I was on probation and it popped something. I don't know, something happened in my head and I fucking wigged out and I was in a drug-induced coma for like 3 days. They had to— because I was wigging and, um, I was— I felt kind of like that again, a little bit like that. So I'm like, wait a minute, is this shit going to happen again? Because last time it was so crazy, I was throwing up blood, it was all kind of wild shit. So from K2, from K2, that synthetic weed? Yeah.

Wendy Williams' son out for a minute. Like, she had to fly him to Honduras.

Had a bad batch. Yeah, because I copped from somebody else. I usually cop from this one Arab, and he already— he has like, he has medium, he has, he has low, medium, and high. And I'll take like, you know what I'm saying, like I'll sprinkle a little bit of the high like version that he has, and you know, and then, and I'll be good. I'll smoke it. It's just like regular weed when you got the right shit. This time he didn't have none. I go somewhere else, he got the same bag. I open it, I take one hit, I put the joint down, I'm playing video games. That one hit, I'll start going tripping anyway. So I'm thinking I'm going through that again. So it's like, nah, I'm like, this is more— this is more nervous system. This is more of my nervous system. This is not no mental shit. This is more nervous system.

Are you thinking while you're—

yes, while I'm stuck, I'm thinking I'm And I'm making sure, I'm like, all right, how's my heart? And I'm like, I'm like, okay, yeah, man, check yourself.

You know, you got to be like, check yourself.

I'm like, okay, I'm not sweating.

Okay.

I'm like, okay, my heart rate is all right, so okay, I'm not gonna have a heart attack. So this is in my mind, my mind fucked up right now. I said, let me just, let me just feel how this shit is going. And I'm trying to like move like, uh, it was just a mission. But, uh, eventually I ended up crawling into bed, going to sleep, and you know what I'm saying? And Um, that was—

how was the hangover after that?

I was like, it was, it was really— it wasn't, uh, it wasn't no real hangover. You just felt like— it just— I can't really, really remember. I was just so happy it was over. I ain't even gonna hold you.

I heard people talk about doing shrooms.

Oh, I love shrooms.

And that shit, it does them the same way.

Yeah, I went to one of those when you took a little— I took a little bit too much shrooms and I thought I was gonna have a seizure too, one that I thought I was. I was like, I'm tripping balls right now.

I'm looking at the ceiling fan, little popcorns in the ceilings, was like tripping.

I'm like, oh my God, this is too much. And then my eyes start going back in my head. I'm like, dog, do not have no seizure. I was on this— I was on this chick's couch. We was both on this shit. Oh my God, it was way back.

How do you feel about them now having clinics? To administer shrooms under a doctor's care because it helps.

I think that's good. It do, it do. Because when, when you do shrooms in, in, in a moderate dosage, you can, you can cure your, your own— like, you could stop your own habits, you could cure your own PTSD, you can, you like, you can help your own shit. You could, you could even plan for the future. You could— I feel like that's a, that's a zone where you can manifest the most at, you know what I'm saying? You can fix yourself.

That's why they out there in Hollywood, they loading up in the desert.

You can fix yourself with that shit. Like, it's really— yeah, you know, I did DMT too. What's that? Dimethyltryptamine. Oh shit, that's what— you heard of ayahuasca? No, it comes from the plant, the ayahuasca plant. It's like kind of like, um, um, peyote, like, like kind of like that, you know what I'm saying? Um, but it's not a psychedelic because it's an actual— what it is is Dimethyltryptamine is secreted from your pineal gland when you dream or when you go to sleep. Okay, so when you— it's responsible for the dreams and the bright lights when you— when they say, you know, about to die. And, um, and, um, what they did is in the ayahuasca plant, and they, they brew it and make a tea. They drink it. The effects last from 6 to 8 hours.

That's a long high.

Yeah. And, um, but it's like you go to come down after 30 minutes.

I got it.

I'm good. Especially them good edibles.

Edibles. I had an edible last 24 hours. Oh no. But go ahead, go ahead. Yeah, I ingested too much.

But it's like they call it the spirit molecule because you actually go somewhere where there is no time. You're— but you're still here, but you're not. I can't explain it.

It was like some Inception shit.

Yeah, kind of like— yeah, you could say that, but, but it's just, it's, um, it's more fractal, uh, shapes and stuff. And okay, you see beings. I know it's like you have to do your homework for me to talk about it and really break it down.

It's a whole documentary on shrooms.

Yeah.

And I was like, damn, they legally— they— we got a shroom center right up here by my elder.

Are you serious?

Swear to God, they administered. I want to try shrooms.

I mean, I mean, I do shrooms, but I want to try it out like what they got.

They got the doctor, they put you on a monitor and they monitor your vital signs while you go through your trip in the hospital bed. And so once you're done and you come down, they, they let you go.

You know how many hours that is though?

They do. Hey, they're white people.

How much they paying?

I don't know how much they paying, but these folks is paying for it and they putting it intravenous or they—

that—

no, they administer it like by—

you take it orally. Okay.

And then they hook you up to monitors and stuff to make sure that you're not, I guess, having a seizure or things like that or having any like adverse, um, side effects. But, um, yeah, they're doing it to cure depression, anxiety, all types of stuff. And it's freeing people. People are saying they only did it one time and they haven't had— like a person that, like me, I used to have panic attacks back in the day. I don't have them anymore, right? However, people that suffer from chronic panic attacks and anxiety, once they did the shrooms one time under a medical facility or maybe a trained, what they would call like a witch doctor or something like that.

Shaman or something.

Yeah. They said it just goes away. They free themselves. And I'm like, wow, like that's some really like powerful shit.

You see, that's what they said. They help with depression, helps with— I'm telling you, bro. And it's natural. Yes. And you're not addicted. Addicted. It's not addictive.

That's what they say. You don't want to get addicted to that shit.

Because first of all, it's like you, you can't really drive on that shit. You got to take time out, be by yourself, or be with somebody you love, you, you know what I mean? So you can have a good trip. So, you know what I mean?

Yeah, they say that you gotta really just, you know, plan for it.

Yeah.

And then once it's over, you're done. It's not something that people typically get addicted to. Yeah, but, um, yeah, like, listen, I'm not advising anybody to do no drugs. Please seek your doctors.

Seek your doctors.

Exactly. That's why I said the white folks is paying them doctors.

Yeah, you know, when the pharmaceutical companies join the ranks, yeah, and there's some money, there's some, something involved with some paper somewhere. Paper trail.

That's the fucking money. But no, um, as far as like the— you said it's called the what? The—

it's DMT.

DMT.

DMT. It stands— it's short for dimethyltryptamine. And like I said, um, what they did was they— it's, it's already in your pineal gland. You know what your pineal gland is? Okay, boom. It's, it secretes for when you, when you, uh, when you have dreams and when you die, right before you die. And, uh, it's in the ayahuasca plant. But what they did, you know, you know, motherfuckers, they figured out a way to get that shit up out of there and turn it into a powder.

Damn.

Yeah, so they turned it into a powder. Now they even turned it into a vape, so it's already like commercialized damn near. Like, yeah, it's— but they, when they put it in the powder form, it lasts only now 15 minutes. Stopwatch 15 minutes. Like, the second you hit it and you just go stopwatch, 15 minutes on the dot, you are back on Earth and you ain't— you're, you're like, you know what I'm saying? Like, it's no aftereffects, it's no like— but you, the shit that you can't explain. And it's not like— and, and it's, it's—

and there's no lasting side effects. Like, you hit it so much every 15 minutes around the clock, and then by the time you 40, you stuck.

Nah, something— well, I don't know the long-term effects because now we're about to see, but I did it and I don't have to do it again.

That's how—

that's how, like, for me to tell a story, it's like, all right, we're gonna wrap this up.

No, I need it. I need an example of this. Okay, look, Nobody's gonna call you crazy, but this is— I promise you, I promise you, we're not gonna call you crazy. I just want to hear. I just want to hear. Fair game? Okay.

Okay. All right. Um, the setting was a living room in Austin, Texas. Um, somewhere in Austin. And Uh, it was a shaman, it was a couple of my friends. We was at, uh, Rolling Loud, sat there. I've done 2 years of research of this DMT before I did it. Met my driver that was driving us around, he knew somebody that had it. We meet up with him. Now he gives us a 2-hour briefing before we do it, and I've been studying it 2 years already and still was not ready for this shit. So hit— I hit it, and my— when my friend, uh, when my— when my homie hit it first, and he went like— I hit it first, but it wasn't— I didn't go there. I didn't go nowhere really. My homie hit it, he went bang, zoom, he starts wigging. I'm like, oh my God, I want— I wanna— I want what you gave him. So now it's my turn. I hit it, and then— and I really— I'm trying to go there, and I go there. So the second I hit it I hold it in and I blow out. The shaman in front of me said, you're good. And when he smiled, his smile went to the roof. It went like a cartoon, like his face contorted and went like, like it was like— and oh my God. And then it was right behind him was a bath, you know, the men's bathroom sign symbol. Yeah, that was just a straight— it was just like that. It was— he was in— it was a neon ring around it. It had— it was as tall as the ceiling, right over the shaman. So when his smile went up, now I'm looking at this being right here. It got a trench coat. It got a trench coat on with the— and it's all outlined. Everything is outlined in neon blue, like this neon blue, like this blue right here. Oh shit, I fucked it up. But it's like that neon blue right there.

Okay.

And it got on the buttons and everything. Anything. And the arm lifted up over the shoulder, and, and his finger went like all the way down, and it touched me right here on my fucking— just like you can touch and feel somebody pressing in on your, on your leg, just like that. And I didn't freak out. I, I was just in awe, and I didn't want to freak out and I haven't be in front of everybody looking crazy, so I could come, you know, hold my composure. So once it touched me like that, that's when I Boom, I went into the wormhole. I was in the wormhole for about— doing about a— doing about 1,000 miles of light years, like lightning fast, down this damn wormhole for about, I'm gonna say, like, like 2 minutes. And I'm snapping my fingers, slapping myself to make sure I'm alive, because where you going, you don't— there's no time. Your heart goes on a rhythm. On a time— it's time to be lubed up, lubed up. So you don't feel your heart. So you— I'm trying to like— I'm like, you just don't— you just— you don't know where you at. You're doing a dollar down the damn wormhole. I get shot out the wormhole. I'm under the earth now. I'm in space. I know it's okay.

No, it's okay. I'm with you. I'm there.

I get— I gave this story before, um, on an interview a long time ago, but these guys were on that kind of vibe. Okay, so for me to say that Normal, you know what I'm saying?

Like, it's like, all right, yeah.

So it shoots me out, I'm under the Earth. Only thing I could remember seeing was I was so close to the, to the, or like atmosphere, that everywhere I looked was the Earth. It was like I'm under it but on the corner side, and I'm watching. And then, and at this point, that's when I said, okay, Okay, now take a mental picture. Take a mental picture. Know what's going— because at this point I could— I, I'm, I'm, I'm not going through the wormhole and it's but wigging me out. Now I'm actually calm and I'm doing the same amount of speed, but I'm under the Earth and I'm watching this shit. And I said, now take a mental picture, really look. And I looked and I see the damn continent. I see the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the clouds. I see like, I see it like how you see like on like on tv, like with the space shuttle. And I'm looking at this and I'm like, and I'm looking, I Next you know, I'm boom, back on the one. And I thought that happened for about, I Want to say about 30 to 45 seconds and then boom, I'm back in a wormhole for another two and a half. Almost three minutes. I'm out the wormhole now. Now that's when I open my eyes, actually. Okay, at this point my eyes are open and I seen all the godheads, like the Jesus, the Buddha, the, the, the, all, all the, the small with the arms, all that shit, and like a, in like a, like a bright light, like right in front of me that I only, I could see. Nobody could see it. Like it's just right there and I'm just watching it and I'm like, y'all see that?

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Yeah.

Just so everybody know who you are. You are the ex of Chrisean Rock.

Correct.

You were with her for how many years?

About 5 years off and on.

Do you feel that Chrisean Jr. is yours?

I feel that there is a possibility.

Oh.

Chrisean knows that I'm not just going to let her not be accountable.

Mm.

It's no reason that we were sleeping together and I can't get a paternity test. You slept with me on Blue's birthday.

I didn't know that.

Yeah.

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And they like, nah. And then the shaman is like— and he was like, um, he was like, this is what they've been trying to hide from you. This is what they've been— this is what they pulled the wool over your eyes. You could actually see now. Now you can see. Like, he's— it's a shaman. He's coaching me through this experience. So I'm— the Godhead stopped, and then now I'm looking at everybody in the room, the ground. He's playing tones on the speakers and the ground is like waving like this, and, and I'm scared to walk because it looked like you're gonna—

yeah, because you're still floating.

Now this, this is the, the tone of, of, of happiness. This is the tone— he was playing different tones. This is tone of love. And then every time he'll play it, it'll do a different little motion on the ground and on the walls and shit. And it was like a grid. You see a grid everywhere you look is a grid. Grid, like an actual grid, like this is in the computer simulation. Yeah, grid, like it looks like, like, you know what I'm saying? Like, like, I don't— like, like computer simu—

for real, I need to interview this goddamn shaman.

Yeah, yeah, I still got his number.

We need to get him up in here.

And he, he know— he, he, he's, he's real, you know what I'm saying, knowledgeable about this shit. And he really will walk you through like what it— you know, he gave, he gave us a 2-hour briefing like I told you. So I'm sitting there like, I know everything that he's talking about, but now when he's giving it to I'm getting nervous, pause. I'm like, oh shit, dog, what the hell, though? I'm like, what did I sign up for? Let me out this car. Then when my homie started tripping, I kind of got nervous, but I said, dog, I got to try this. I've studied this for so long. I was just like— so, but, um, you know, everybody's face looked perfect. They had no flaws in their face. They looked like wax figures.

Wow.

So everybody had no flaws. I went outside, I saw like There's a circle of, a thing called a circle of life. It's like a design, like a design with like that and like, you know what I mean? But you see it everywhere in the sky. When I went outside, it was like that, this color blue. Damn, that's crazy. The sky was literally like this color blue right here, but it was broad day.

It was?

But it was broad day and it was this color blue. And when, and you see black clouds the black, the black, uh, uh, circle of life in the— in the— everywhere you look, everywhere your eye look. And then like, it was just— it was, it was something.

It was a beautiful experience.

It was a beautiful experience.

Now when you say this is what they trying to hide from us, what was the shaman saying?

Like, because when you close your eyes, you literally feel like you— like your eyes are open. It's the— I cannot explain it. It's—

that's why I was talking about Jesus and Buddha and stuff.

No, he was talking about like what I'm seeing right now is the real— this is real. This is like, like they have a veil over our eyes as humans, and you know what I'm saying?

Like they teach us what they want us to.

Exactly. And they, they show us what they want us to see, but there's, there's a, there's a whole realm that's right here, like in this room between everybody that you can see when you're on DMT. DMT, put it that way. You can't see it, like, because our eyes ain't trained for that. Like, literally, we can't. Like, you know what I'm saying? Like, the spectrums and shit, you know, you can't. But if you— when you want DMT, that pineal gland— remember I told you that DMT is in your pineal gland, and that's responsible for your dreams. So the shit that you can see is like, like you dreaming, but you not. Some people see beings, they go and they talk, and they— it'd be a thing, you know what I'm saying? And it's like, like that one trip, that one experience was enough for me. Like, I got homies that be asking me to do it now, and I'm like, no, I don't know, homie. I don't know, man.

You know, you're like, no, yeah, I gotta get that Shaman up here. You gotta connect me with him because I want him to come talk about— yeah, you know, the spiritual realm. And because, you know, the Indians, you know, the Native Americans of this land, you know, they were heavy on that.

Yeah, yeah, that's how they communicated with— yeah, you know what I mean? With, with higher— with deities and, you know what I mean, ancestors and all that. Like, it's, you know, they, they make it taboo. They make it taboo.

Speaking of ancestors, for some reason, every time you've tried to talk about you doing spiritual work, for some reason, every platform has always tried to like change the subject. Have you noticed that? Like when you talked about, you know, you doing voodoo work to beat your life sentence. And it was like everybody in the room just froze up. Let's talk about, you know, this. And it's like, why would you not want to talk about that? Because like, we is like, you know, whether you're Afro-Latina, whether you're Black, voodoo, I think it was put out there in like a negative way.

Yeah.

But to this day, like, it's still heavily practiced. Is, you know, overseas and even here and even in the Caribbean and the islands and stuff like that. So for some reason, like, when you— whenever you've come out to talk about you having to do spiritual work to protect yourself from the inevitable, you know, things that you know that if you don't do this, I'm going to come— I'm gonna have to do this life sentence. So you, you, you resulted to your roots, you know, because you're Jamaican and Puerto Yeah, yeah, that was my last resort.

It was like I got to go through the roof, basically. Yeah, you're right.

I was told you're not supposed to really talk about it though. Um, that's why you don't hear about it that much on the internet.

Yeah, yeah, you, you're not so— I mean, it's, it's, it's like this. If, if, if I'm here talking about it and it's, it's shining a negative light on it in a way where I'm like, um, abusing my power, or I'm using it for— oh, nigga play with me, boy, I'll cut a goat and that nigga gonna die the next day, or, or the nigga kids gonna wake up with, with 3 legs, or, you know what I'm saying? Like, it's like you got people that, that, that, that, that, that'll talk about it in that way and stuff like that.

That's the, the part that you don't do, because they're not using it for protection.

Yeah, I, I'm— yeah, I'm using it for protection. That's my roots. And the way, like, people play out here, they, they play dirty. They ain't playing fair. And you got a lot of Haitian, you know what I'm saying, like, like women that I know specifically, like one specifically that I've been going to war with on a spiritual warfare. Like, she's trying to basically, you know, take you out of here and everybody I love, you know. Yeah, so it's like, it's real, you know what I'm saying. So I, I don't use it.

So you just do it for protection?

For protection.

Not sending it back to her?

No, no, just protection. Protection. And, and, and there'll be people that—

what you do to this lady?

Look, I was, I was in, you know, I was in the game, you know what I'm saying. I was, uh, in the game, you know what I'm saying. Okay, the game. And and, um, I got out the game and she ain't like that. And that was my last employee in the game, you know what I'm saying?

Basically.

And she ain't like—

you gotta— she ain't like two ways out.

Yeah, I just— jail or death, you know what I'm saying? Like, like in the, in the female game, you know what I'm saying? And so that was the last—

you did talk about like— yeah, you, you—

yeah, nah, that's, you know what I mean?

Stuff like that. So that—

you know what I mean? It was it was just a, a dark part of my life. So wait, you know what I'm saying?

I hate the way my brain goes. So she, she's a Haitian woman. Yeah. She was an employee of yours.

Yeah.

And she does root work.

She did.

She did.

Yeah.

And so the men that she slept with, the husbands, the brothers, this— you just wonder, like, what type of— when they say soul ties are real, like, and when you sleep at a working girl, a working woman, like, I wonder what type of shit she transferred to them.

I don't know what—

like, you know what I'm saying? It's like, you just gotta be careful.

That's why I'm just done with it. I was really done with it for a long time, but, um, I had got, like I said, into that— into one of my rock bottom stages, you know what I mean? And And she was, she was part of that rock bottom, you know what I'm saying? And once I got up, you know, my mind frame got back right, and you know, my paper got back right, I ain't want that no more. I didn't want that paper no more, you know, because I didn't know— I don't honestly, I didn't know how to make any other paper than street money, you see what I'm saying, for a long time. So I just got the point where I just like, I'm— nigga going to die out here, nigga going to go jail out here, nigga, you know what I'm saying? Everybody around me dying, going to jail, getting caught up, this, that, you know what I'm saying? And it's just like, I'm— I got music, I got talent, I got, you know what I'm saying? Why am I still, you know what I'm saying, doing, you know what I'm saying? It's just—

was she in love with you or something?

Um, probably. I don't know, that's, that's on her.

But I'm just saying, like, what would make her want to take it that far? She's still to this day trying to protect you.

Still to this day. For— you talking almost a year now. Yeah, she, she'll tell you, like, it's bad. Like, she— yeah, yeah, yeah.

So, okay, give me an example of what type of things that you notice that you know that will come from her, something from your past, and she's sending group she's sending or doing work towards you. Okay, give me an example.

Okay, I'm gonna break it down like this. Okay, when I didn't— I didn't know— when I just met her, we both was in our bag, right? Okay, all of a sudden both of our bags start looking iffy, right? So now it's like, all right, we hustling a little bit harder, you know what I'm saying? And a lot of other things are popping up where we got to shell out more money, and another thing will pop up, and it's another emergency and more money. And then it's just a lot of things was going on where, where it was, it was now like fucking up our finances. And we're not— I'm not— I'm thinking, I'm like, look, maybe it's my past energy and shit like that. Let me kind of like back off from you for a little bit because I feel like I still tied up— my energy still tied up in the streets and it's fucking your shit up. I would rather let my shit get fucked up.

And you talking about with her?

Yeah, we both together. Like, like she was in her bag, I'm in my bag. All of a sudden we get together, we're having a ball for like a month, flying here, flying there, buying this, buying that. All of a sudden, for, for some reason, all of the money that I have set up for the next month, all the money she has set up for the next month, nothing. It's— it— I, I'm not gonna get in the details, but it got fucked up, right? And now it's like, I'm— I, I got to the point where I was like, this is not normal. Let me go see my people, okay? Get a reading. And see what's really happening. Okay, we get the reading. Boom, it comes out, nigga, she done— there's somebody that done put whoop-de-whoop on you. She don't want the child to live. She wants her to die. And she just— she just— before that, she just got out the hospital. This is like after all this. This is when we started seeing— that's why he was in the hospital, almost died. Like, like, long story short, You look healthy. I know, it was a thing with the— it's a whole situation. My mother, my mother was at the train station with my son because he lives in Boca. Okay, he works down here. Some, something happened where she had to pick him up, take it to the train station. They get to the train station to take him up there to Boca, and the train coming down the track like 100 miles an hour with all kind of smoke. You know how you go ready for the train, you walk to the thing and the shit comes, she had to jump back. Like, and I call her phone maybe 30 seconds, 30 minutes after, maybe, maybe 3 minutes after, 3 to 5 minutes after. I just called her phone, just, I said, let me just call my mom, I ain't talked to her for a couple days. You're not gonna believe what just happened. I'm like, what? Okay, boom. Maybe a week after that, my, my son's mother, uh, called my phone and asked me specifically. She on speakerphone. She heard, she like, yo, what? She like, did you put anything on me, man? Any roots on me or something like that, man? I said, nah, why you say that? I said, I don't use it. What you doing?

What you—

why would you? Come on now. She's like, no, no, no, I'm just saying, I'm just saying, because I've just— this is my 5th car accident I almost got into today, and it was raining that that day. She was like, 5 car accidents almost got into that day. That day. Now, a lady that I met that I recently fired, but she, she was, um, handling a lot of, uh, administrative business stuff for me, right?

Okay.

And for my publishing, for— like, she was getting all my music in order because now at this time I'm getting my life in order. My music, I'm not getting paid for my music. Why? You know what I'm saying? I'm like, okay, let me see what the fuck. So she's handling all of that, she's doing all of that. She's, you know, we're on the phone constantly. We're now, you know what I mean, like, um, getting some headway with my publishing and my royalties and stuff like that, and everything's looking on the up and up. And I, and I told her, I said, listen, man, I don't know what's going on. This is before I find out about— yeah, I said I don't know what's going on, but my mom and my baby mother almost died in damn near a week span, two weeks span. I need you to wear a helmet when you go outside, when you jump in your car, right? Joking, just like that. She laughed just like you, laughed just like that. Why the next day, maybe the day after, she say, yo, what the fuck? Somebody T-boned her at the stop sign. She said I should have wore a helmet. She's okay because I ain't talked to her for like two days. I'm like, yo, what the fuck? I guess her phone had messed up in the crash or something. I'm not trying to get in the car. She's like, you're You're not even gonna believe this. I'm like, what? She like, I got into a car accident, they T-boned me at a stop sign. Ran a stop sign in my neighborhood doing a buck, damn near a buck, like, you know what I'm saying? Not a buck, but doing—

I'm sitting here like, what?

So now they said that when they came down and told my Baba Lao what happened, it was like, you know, all these people, you know, every woman in your life that that, that you dealing with, that you love or whatever, is, uh, you know what I'm saying, is, is in danger. Them ones that's got to— that's, that's that, that they're targeting, you know what I'm saying. So I'm like, all right, bet. So now you going to— now we going to spiritual warfare. It's just, I'd rather we pull up on each other and spin blocks and run drills and you know what I'm saying. Smoke ops and let's do that shit.

So you knew, so the reader told you exactly who it was that put the work on you?

Yeah, told me, yeah, the island she was from and everything. Yep. And it was like the island she was from, that's why I was like, yep, yep, yep, that's her.

So you just did something to break that. Has everything been going good though? Perfect.

She tried, she tried, she tried some old stuff again And, um, you just keep you a weekly appointment at— yeah, man, that's just like— it's, it's, it's to the—

you got a doctor's appointment?

It's to that point, man. It's like the, the, the further you get in this business, man, the, the, you know, they just— they at you, man. They at you, you know. And when you try to just pull yourself together— I'm just trying to pull up my bootstraps, bro. I'm just trying to get myself together. It ain't like I'm sitting here stunting on you niggas and going, look at this, look at all my money. Yeah, I'm not even sitting there doing that to, to piss y'all off and shit like that. I'm just trying to just have my little— my breakfast, my lunch, and my dinner, bro, and go to bed, you know what I'm saying? Trying to survive and arrive alive, man. That's it, man. But they don't want to see that. They don't want to see that.

Now, is this Santa— Santa Teresa? Is that your former?

Well, it's— yeah, see, you have—

because you're Puerto Rican, so I mean, that's, that's kind of heavy.

Yeah, um, Yeah, it's, uh, you know, it's ba— it's, it's, it's, it's solely— it's, um, the root of it is Yoruba. Okay, okay, Yoruba, that's African, you know what I'm saying?

So I—

that's, that's like really what I practice, but in, in Miami it's predominantly Cuban. So Santeria would be— I even get a translator, she translates for me, or one of one of my partners, uh, my, um, my godfather in the, in the religion, um, uh, translates for me. So it's like, um, I'm kind of like both, you know what I'm saying? But I mostly is Yoruba. Like, I, like, I would call instead of Eleguá, I would say Elegbá, you know what I'm saying? Eleguá would be the Spanish Spanish, I stick to the African and say, you know what I'm saying, for my, um, one of the Orishas. But yeah, okay.

So I mean, I'm— you don't— like I said, you don't hear very many, very many people talking about it. No, because I was so— you know, I was always told, like, especially like I remember coming up with my, my grandmother, um, I remember she asked me to get something out of her drawer in her room, and I go to her room, I'm probably I was like 11 years old, and I opened up her drawer. She was like, look in the second drawer. So I'm like, okay. I opened up the second drawer, and I see dolls in her drawer, and they each had pins in them. And I'm like, oh, she do that.

Oh, that Apollo.

I said, what is— I'm thinking like, this is weird. Why she got pins through dolls? I'm 11 years old. Like, I don't stick pins through my dolls. Like, what the fuck? But as I got older, I was like, Holy shit. And those dolls, my cousin just told me the other day, represented her children. And I want to say Uncle David, Uncle Jeffrey, Uncle Eyes, Auntie Diane. 4, was it 4 of her kids and Uncle Eyes? 4 of her kids, the dolls that she had, died. So they believed that she sacrificed her own children.

Oh man.

And then she died I want to say a week after. Like, her children died all in like a 2-year span.

Oh man.

Yeah. And there's only— out of the kids, there's only 3 left. My mama, her sister, and my uncle.

They ain't got no dolls?

Nope. It was only like 4 or 5 dolls. Listen, so when I heard, I was just like, that makes sense. Like, why would she have those dolls? Like, you know, with pin— it was pins in the dolls. It was man-made dolls. It wasn't like dolls you can go like—

yeah, you see, you have a dark side to the religion too. You have a— you have— you have a light and a dark. You have a positive, you have a negative. It's with everything. It's a yin, it's a—

I don't even know if she was doing negative shit, you know.

I'm just saying, cuz you got pins in dolls, 9 times out of 10, I don't think—

you know what I'm saying?

I don't know.

I don't think that was I want her to get massaged right here.

I don't think that's a massage enough.

In a way, like, the way my uncles and aunt just died, it was just so tragic. Like, I had my auntie who raised me, she ended up having like very, very bad diabetes and, um, two like heart like bypasses, and then they were amputating both of her legs. Legs wouldn't heal, then breast cancer takes her. My uncle, he was a drunk all his life, ended up dying of liver cancer, just decomposed on shit pretty much in front of the family. There was no health insurance, no nothing, anything like that. One of my other uncles, he just died in his sleep. Apparently his kidneys stopped working. He didn't pee for days but wouldn't go to the damn doctor. And then my last one, AIDS. They found him in a trailer. I guess maybe he had OD'd, but of course he had full-blown AIDS. You know what I'm saying? I was like, damn, like why so much fucking like, motherfucker can't just, can't die of natural causes? You feel me? Whatever happened to heart attacks, man?

Exactly.

That shit was the style of song. You know, so like, you know, look, I'm not gonna win. I stay prayed the fuck up. From everything, you know what I'm saying? So, um, yeah, but just to hear you talk about it, because I never forget when you was on, uh, Drink Champs and you were trying to— all right, so shout out, I'm not trying to say I'm doing it on you. It's like, that nigga won't wait. But that's good. I'm glad to see you protected. Speaking of like spiritual work, I feel because the way, like, you know, takeoff of unfortunately died.

God bless the dead, man.

Like, it was so spiritual. So, you know, Halloween night, the song, his— like, the, the video, when I watched his video, that shit's so spooky. I said, what the fuck? You spiritually feel it.

Yeah.

And then the next— like, that night he drops the video, he dies. And then a few weeks before that, he was like, I want people to give me my flowers now. Now?

Yeah.

Yeah, yeah, it was kind of like— it was— I don't— I felt like somebody did some spiritual work on him.

I don't know. I don't know. That shit is, uh, that's deep right there.

But, you know, do you understand what I'm saying? Did you notice that?

Yeah, like, you know, before, uh, a good friend of, uh, uh, the families of the whole MMG family, uh, Black Bo, um, before he passed he made his rounds to his family, friends. When I seen him, we talked for an hour, like just sat there and talked. And like maybe a week or two before he passed, and he was telling me shit that I was like, why are you telling me this? Like, like, we like, like, he was telling me some shit, you know what I'm saying? And I was like, you know, and, and I'm just— nothing, it wasn't— it didn't alarm me like, like, but I was just like, damn, boy, like, I have a real deep conversation with my homie like this for years, you know. We always on the run, we always moving, man. There's always— I see my dog in passing, we on the road, run on tour, or if I'm over here, I know he's over there, whatever. But we always, you know what I mean, we never really had that real sit down like that for years. And when we talked, I was just like, you know what I mean, damn, that was a dope conversation I had with my homie, man. Like, I'm like, dog, I ain't talk with him like that for, for a long time. And then a lot of people, everyone at the funeral, everybody else said that too.

So he just came making rounds.

He, yeah, he talked to everybody that, you know what I'm saying? He talked to everybody. Everybody was like, man, that man sat there, man, we sat there and talked for hours. And I'm like, he pulled up over the crib, talked for hours, pulled up over here.

Something he don't normally do.

Something he don't normally do, you know what I'm saying?

And so you, you think he felt that it was his time?

I don't, I don't know, because he like, he's no, he was normal. I don't know if you, if you know something is like really fucked up, you know what I'm saying?

You—

but he wasn't the type to really like tell anybody anything either. Like, he's not the type to be like, oh, I'm fucked up, or I got something wrong with me. He's just gonna keep going and let whatever's gonna happen gonna happen. He's just type, you know what I'm saying?

So, so was he murdered?

Um, no, he had a heart attack. Okay, he had a heart attack, you know what I'm saying? But it was, uh, it was just like when I think, like, before you go, like, you get like warnings or something like that, man. Or, or you might be— I don't know, sometimes people might be in a state of mind of, you know, worrying about dying. Lying and bringing it upon themselves sometimes. You don't know. I'm not saying that for his situation.

I've done it with fucking, uh, tickets. I start worrying about like, I'm gonna get a traffic ticket.

Oh, come on.

I swear to God, I know I'm gonna get a traffic ticket. I'm like, what the fuck am I thinking about getting a traffic ticket? And guess what?

Then you get it.

I get a fucking traffic ticket. I'm like, what the fuck? I'm not thinking about that shit no more. So whenever I have something that I feel like is negative gonna happen, I do not give it any thought. Because the thought, and then once you profess it, like once you speak it— that's why I tell people, do not tell people what your goals are.

Yeah.

Your dreams. Because once you speak it, the universe receives it as if it's supposed to happen or already happened. Yes. And it doesn't know the difference.

Yes.

So you have to be careful about what you say.

Yes.

So like, but like Tupac in the Machiavelli album, that shit, that shit, he brought you—

and then when you look at it, he been talking about that so long. Bury me at G, closed casket, X, Y, and Z. It's like, damn, Pac, like, he went out the way—

I'm not gonna— I'm gonna die before I'm 25.

I'm like, choose the way he— the way, the way, uh, the way he go. He was just saying all kind of— I'm like, yo. But he, you know, he had a whole generation feeling like that too, you know what I'm saying? Like, niggas, like, I see death around the corner, you know what I'm saying? Like, he, he had real feel he really had like— he had everybody's feeling. He was a voice of everybody's feelings, you know what I'm saying? I feel like— and, and it was like, but, but he took that upon himself, man. And he could have— he was on— I think he was on the way after that war, after him warring with, with Biggie and them. I think he would have, he would have moved on to something else that would have really changed the game to, you know what I'm saying, to in a more positive direction. If he would have maybe got shot and maybe survived, and Biggie would have got shot and maybe survived, you know what I'm saying, it might have been a thing where it's like, okay, now this is what we're really gonna do. We're gonna put— pool together all our resources and become our own distributors as musicians, as label heads, you know what I'm saying, instead of going to, you know, you know who, to go get the bag. We could keep this amongst ourselves, like.

But Tupac had an Achilles heel, Suge Knight. Yeah, yeah, they said that nigga was truly the devil.

Yeah, he did. Yeah, he did.

Did you ever have any run-ins, like, like any run-ins with Suge Knight? You even know him? Nothing?

I'm from Miami. He might might have been spooking all them other niggas, but not here, not here, not here.

Is there anybody in the industry you just— you ever said, you know what, I'm just not gonna fuck with that nigga?

Nah, nah. You see what happened at the BET Awards? I have no chill. I don't get it.

That's why I'm saying, is there anybody? Nah, I don't think you ever said like, you know what, I'm just gonna hit the about-face I can't.

I'm from Miami. We, we— it's a, it's a thing called, boy, we love the wallop. We love the wallop. We love the what's up. We don't see none of that, none of that, none of that, none of that. We from the crib, boy. We from Florida, boy. None of that, none of that, none of that shit spook no nigga, man. For real, for real, bro. Like, it really don't, you know. That's not, not saying, oh, a nigga super thug or a nigga don't, uh, fearless.

Yeah, I'm not gonna—

you're not— I'm not gonna play with you now. I'm not gonna sit there and poke you, you know what I'm saying? I'm not gonna poke the bear and, oh, you niggas ain't— nah, nah, nah, nah. I respect you. I know y'all niggas hitting and killing shit, you know what I'm saying? We is too though. So it's like, you know, when once you get those kind of vibes in the room, after a while it'd be cool. You know, you get— it'd be the ones that be sitting there, be wanting to, I'll do this, I'll do that. You got to prove that. You got to stand on that. We gonna make you stand on it, actually, you know what I'm saying? We're gonna see, we're gonna see where we're gonna, we're gonna press you, you know. It's just like with anything else, but if a nigga bring that shit, I have every right to do what I need to do, you know what I'm saying. So, you know, I don't like thinking about it, and, and, and because that's a lot, uh, something that really I had to get over too, waking up thinking about murder.

What the fuck? Hell yeah, man.

Murdering somebody or somebody murder on my mind now, for real. Like, like always thinking about it, always thinking about either me getting murdered or murdering somebody.

Yeah, what the fuck?

Yeah, and that, and, and like old people, old, old situations that you never really handled, and you just like one day you just be like, dog, like damn, dog, I wish that nigga would dead, dog. Damn, dog, I should just still do that shit, dog. I could still— anything, you, you know, you wait just to take them out. Yeah, not saying I'm acting on anything, but you— it goes through my mind early morning, throughout the day, before I go to bed. And it's like, it's not healthy. That's not healthy. That's not healthy, you know what I'm saying? You waiting for somebody to try just so you could— you want to just take it out on them, you know what I'm saying? There's situations where there's people like, like, you know what I'm saying?

Like, do you think that had a lot to do with maybe your drug use too?

Yeah, that too. That too. I think that that's definitely a big part. Yeah, it give you a— you say shit, especially—

yeah.

You say shit you don't really mean, you do shit you don't really mean to do, it's, you know what I mean? And, um, that was definitely one of them. The anger, the violence, just thinking about it, you know what I'm saying? I say I'm sitting there riding around with choppers looking for ops and shit like that, but I would just be sitting there like, get drunk and be like, man, I should have dealt with that nigga. Man, I should have just gone. Like, like, stop. Don't think you know what to think about. Why don't you think about something funny, man? Yeah, but if I see that nigga one— matter of fact, I should call his phone and say, man, fuck nigga, man, look here. Nah, you know what I'm saying?

I think you got the worst of both worlds. You Puerto Rican and you're Jamaican, man.

I got the devil and Jesus tattooed on my back, big as hell.

I was gonna ask you too, speaking of tattoos, do you have swastikas? Cause swastika is like tattooed on you.

On my neck, yeah.

What the— now you know goddamn well.

Oh, they about to cancel me, boy. They about to cancel me.

Listen, listen, no, I was going to ask like, why, why do you have the, the— is it the Nazi symbol or is it—

it's, it's called a swastika. Okay, okay. Um, um, the original swastika, like, you know, Hitler turned it into something evil, but it's really What was it, like Chinese or Japanese or someone— an Asian symbol for prosperity, love, and happiness and stuff like that?

Is that what Kanye was trying to say?

Yeah, I guess. Kanye trying to say a lot of shit, this nigga.

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Yes.

You released a video of you and Dwyane Blair in the bed. Angel Love from Basketball Wives, baby daddy.

This was my husband. This was going to be my husband, you would have still had me just like he had her. But you crossed the line with somebody in my house.

He brought somebody in your house?

In my bed. And you're cheating and lying to me, saying that you're out of town, and you're 9 minutes down the street.

He brought somebody that was 400 lb, a big thick chunky guy.

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it was not nothing. It's like, that really is a symbol of love, prosperity, happiness. Like, you could Google it. Anybody can Google it. It's very simple. But they'd be like, no, don't Google it now. Fuck that. What you just say, it's about this. This is a swastika, Nazi, ah, ah, ah, it's anti-Semitic. They don't even want to hear, like, you know what I'm I'm saying, I get it. Hitler did it.

So it's like you're trying to take something that was put out negative and make it about love again.

Yeah, exactly.

Yeah, it's like just like how the word nigger was put out as, as a negative kind of—

and I just, you know, that was the— I was young and I, and, and I—

and how old were you?

Huh?

How old were you when I— oh man, when you got it?

I don't know, I was like 20-something.

Oh, okay. Yeah, guys, he's well into his 40s, okay? So stop.

She say well.

I'm just trying to make it. When you 20, you do shit. Listen, I have interviewed— no, this is what my podcast— 43, 40, 40. Okay, well, so listen, no, I've interviewed ex, like, KKK members and they still have a lot of the, you know, hate symbols. Yeah, on them. But if you meet these guys, you would never know that this is what they used to practice and it was based on how they were raised. You know, a lot of them are now, uh, volunteering, opening up community centers, helping in Black communities, giving back and stuff like that, doing what they got to do. From— hold up, what's up?

When you— when I was thinking about it, um, back in, uh, you know, you know what, what sparked my interest in even knowing what the swastika was meant for and all of that? What, um, the only class in school that I went to, um, was history, right?

Okay.

I love history. So we— they made us watch Schindler's List.

Oh man, okay, that movie.

When they made me watch Schindler's List, that's when I started like saying like, so who the fuck is this Hitler nigga now? Yeah, like I heard, but I ain't heard. But the name Hitler, and I'm like— and then so I started reading books on Hitler and like stuff, like little, you know what I'm saying, to, you know, back in the day it wasn't on internet, so I couldn't Google.

So you had to go with what was—

so I, you know, my mama maybe, you know what I mean, tell me, you know, stuff. And but then once, um, the internet came about and I started like really doing like research on who Hitler was, and I was like— not saying anything that he did was bad, I mean was good, you know what I'm saying? He did a lot of, you know, atrocities to to humankind, to Jews, to all races. But, um, the fact that he had such a mental, like, hold, stranglehold on, on these people, even to this day, and it's like, what if he would have did that for good? What if he would have did that to, you know what I'm saying, for good. It's like that, like, I'm, I'm like, uh, I was intrigued, you know what I'm saying, by like how he could do that, like mentally, you know what I mean.

Influence a race of people, a race of people, but go and annihilate another.

Yeah, that's crazy to me. That's crazy to me.

That's just and they kept it silent. Like, it was—

that's crazy to me. That's just like— it's like, it's like the 8th wonder of the world to me. Like, like, it's like, what?

How was he able to—

how can you do that? But then when you think about it, they doing that now.

Now you know you gonna have to elaborate.

Now they doing that now. They doing that now. They doing that through COVID.

It.

They doing that through, uh, climate change, electric vehicles, all of that. They doing that now. Y'all don't even peep.

Elaborate. Let's start with climate change.

Once they can have— once they— they're controlling everything. The climate change, they, they want— they want you to ride electric so they can shut your fucking car off so you can't go nowhere, so they can see exactly where you going and they could tell you where you can't go, where you can go, what's going on, who war was total control. He, just like Hitler— Hitler had total control of the population.

And to the point where they did— Rollout said he wanted to put chips in the brain.

I'm just saying, like, I don't want them to come, you know what I'm saying, like, to come get me for, you know what I'm saying.

But it's like, we're just sharing opinions here.

Yeah, it's, it's like, it's like, um, it's just evolved in another form. That's another form of Hitlerism, man, going on, man. Like, like they, they killing us. They depopulating everything. I like— y'all see it, y'all.

And the climate change— let me tell you, when I saw that they can make or create a hurricane or a storm— yeah, yeah, they took out my hometown. And when I tell you, Panama City, Florida— yeah, Hurricane Michael. Michael, them projects been there since before time, okay? The farmland, everything, but it was all owned by Blacks.

Oh, wow.

Hurricane Michael came through, all them Blacks left. Insurance companies took forever to write checks. They are still, they still are refusing. So guess what? People are deserting their land.

Yeah.

You know what I'm saying? Deserting their houses, just letting it go. And they've gone to start abroad somewhere else. And now they've come to swoop in because we were Black people on a farm. But guess what? The ocean is right here next to our farm.

Farm.

Yeah, you know what I'm saying? Like, and so they wanted that water because at first they didn't want that water. They wanted the beach, Panama City Beach. Yeah, you know what I'm saying? And so once they populated—

what you mean they didn't want that water?

They didn't want the water because it wasn't as, as clean as they thought it was. But then when they saw how Blacks have survived for years off of that water, yeah, now they want it back. So now they've come to buy up the land. People not paying paying taxes on it, so they come and claim it. And now they got subdivisions going up where the projects used to be.

Yeah.

And these houses are $400,000, $500,000 on water— water that I grew up on. I used to go out my back door, jump over a gate, and I'm right there at the marina catching crabs, catching fish.

Yeah.

But now all that stuff is, is gone. Wow. And this was one of the worst hurricanes ever. Michael was 20 2017. 2017.

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

And they just left. And so, I mean, the videos online of like the roof of the project— these projects made out of like, they fucking prisons, you know what I'm saying? Like, they, they use the same material they to make prisons. And it's like, how the fuck does a hurricane take down— how long these, these cement buildings been down here in Miami? Hurricane ain't never took them down. But all of a sudden, yeah, these, these foundations gone.

Yeah.

And now this land is just deserted. And when I tell you, you go there now, you can't even recognize it. It's like, what happened to my hometown? I'm telling you. So I get you on that. I said climate change— they have the ability to control climate.

Yeah, they can control the climate. And it's the rules and regulations that they doing, putting into play, that they're taking your freedoms away, you know what I'm saying? Okay, well, I want the freedom to drive a goddamn gas guzzler, man. You know what I'm saying? Like, nigga wants some combustion going on.

Oh, they gonna make them expensive, you know what I'm saying?

So now it's like you got electric cars where, you know, in a minute, man, like, if you don't— say you don't get a COVID shot, say you, you don't— you, you jaywalk or something, okay, boom, you, you just lost 30 minutes of your car today. Like, they can do that They can implement that. They can— now they have— they, they made it in a way where now they can control— they can control every aspect of your life under the guise of climate control. We're trying to save the planet. Under the guise of we're trying to, uh, uh, uh, save lives. COVID, bruh, we're not going to even get into that, you know what I'm saying? Like they, they're under the guise of equal rights, equal rights for gays, and now they say, oh nah, fuck that equal rights shit, nigga. We going into your schools and we're gonna go to your kids. We want your kids. Matter of fact, the, the teachers that's teaching your kids is going to be teaching you the agenda of the equal rights that we was just— we just wanted equal rights. Now they say, nah, we we just want to— we just want your children. Teach your children this shit. We want to pervert your children.

My son is in mom—

and then, and then say you don't want that. Yeah, you're homophobic. Yeah, you're going to prison.

Like, I was shocked that when I brought my daughter to Florida that they made me sign a paper. They said I couldn't enroll her if I didn't sign this paper. Uh, what the paper said, um, if she wanted to unenroll herself from school, there was nothing I could do if she wanted to unenroll herself from school, there was nothing I could do. But she's still not legally grown. Oh man, I said, what, what's this paper again? So, and I'm just like, yeah, and there was nothing I could legally do to stop her.

How old is she?

My daughter's 15.

She shouldn't be able to make them kind of decisions.

I'm trying to tell you, even though I made that same— they taking the rights from our kids.

I dis-enrolled myself.

Yeah, but I mean, but I get it, it's different. But like, for them to be able to take that right from me, to that right, yeah, as a parent, listen, like, then the abortion laws.

Look at the abortion laws. Look at the abortion laws. If, if, if, if a 12-year-old, 10-year-old, 11-year-old white girl white girl— I'm not gonna say black girl, we're gonna say a white girl— gets raped, gangbanged by 30 niggas, and, and, and gets pregnant. And she too young to even carry the baby, so the baby— she got a miscarriage.

Her life for the baby's life. Imagine the women that got to go through that.

Like, you're going to prison right now. She got a friend right now that had twins. One of them died. What was it, in birth or at birth?

After birth, something happened and it was in the queue.

Yeah, and she's going to do 4 years in prison now.

Was it—

why? And she has one baby out and there's nobody to watch that baby, so now they want to take that baby and put that baby in.

But why would that be her fault that one of her babies died?

That's the law. Law. It doesn't matter if your baby dies, you're gonna go to prison. They trying to give her 9 years. They copped out before. Yeah, if the abortion— you don't know what's with the abortion state. If she, she was— she, she's high-risk pregnancy. Yeah, you see what I'm saying? If they have to go inside you, if they have to go inside you with the, with the medical tool to remove anything. If you have a miscarriage and they have to go in there and take out the rest of the stuff that was in there, you could have had it in the toilet, but you had to go there because you got to take out the stuff that's in there. That's from— have you get— if they have to put something up in there, you're going to prison.

I didn't know it was that bad. Now it's— I mean, I already knew that they took away our right to choose, which is, which is really It's super bad. I didn't know.

It's super bad. I'm talking about like people scared.

Like we lost millions of people due to COVID and the vaccine. And okay, yeah. And on top of that, people are dying from lifestyle illnesses that can be prevented and cured. Shit is in the food. Cancer's hitting every which way. Diabetes, kidney failure, all types of shit. So their only, their only plan now is to make abortion like illegal to the fact they're trying to like rebuild up the like American population. Because when the population goes down, stock markets go down, workforce goes down, and we become a vulnerable country. Yeah, when it comes to war and things. Yeah, or even when it comes to commerce. Yeah, so I see where you're going with that, but like, for them to—

the afterbirth has to come out, and they have to put a, a tool up there to take it out, and then you're going to prison. You cannot have an abort— that abortion law, you can't have an abortion, you can't have a miscarriage, your baby cannot die by any means, or you are going to prison. That's how— that is a— so now you're not down. Not only do you have people— and they talking about life sentences, they starting off with some wild numbers depending on what state you in. And so now you got the baby dead, you got the mama in jail, gonna come out, can't get no job, gonna have to go back to doing what she know how to do or live whatever.

So she's really about to 4 years.

That's her friend.

Yeah, OBs tell us my risk, like I will be investigated if something happened to my baby. Like we had our situation when I almost had my miscarriage.

This shit is not a game.

We've been to clinics, like our actual OB offices, and they've shut down major, like actual Planned Parenthoods, OB clinics, and you will see the change of women that comes into our establishment Yeah, it went from—

there's hood bitches in there now, put it that way. We go— it was old white OB-GYNs, like, like, like, like, like you hear elevator music type vibes type shit. Now, oh no, hood shit. Now you got hood hoes in that shit.

Know those details unless you're pregnant now.

Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, it's throwed off, man.

We have changed doctors what, 4 times?

Yeah, almost now. Yeah, boy, it's crazy, it's crazy, it's crazy, man. So it's like you have to be, you know, it's basically tightening everybody up. You got, you got, you got women out here getting abortions left and right, you know what I'm saying? You know, because they in the business, you know what I'm saying? They in the game. It's gonna be hard now, you know what I mean, depending on what state you in.

But you gotta explain why they're doing that.

Depopulation.

Exactly. So when they did these abortion changes, they're telling us now that the rates of birth control are skyrocketing because women are fearful for it. So now they're going to go put on birth control to stop kids.

What's that?

Uh, vasectomies too.

Yeah, um, Bill Gates, he said it at a TED Talk. Was it a TED Talk or what?

He's talking about in 10 years? Yeah, biochemical, like warfare.

No, no, no, no, no, no. When he was said— when he said— he said he talked about climate control. He said, well, the only way to cool down the Earth is through depopulation. Fossil fuels and something else, but the other one, the last one, is irrelevant. Once he said depopulation, he said, well, look— the crowd started laughing. Like, it was a weird laugh. You can Google it. It was a weird laugh. They're like, they're laughing like, we don't know if we laughing at you or laughing like, nigga, is you crazy? You know what I'm You about to kill a bunch of folk. So he said, we trying to get the number down, this emissions number down to zero. He said, now we, we, if we can get this population decreased, you know what I'm saying, by some odd percent, whatever percentage he said, he said through vaccinations, through, um, Planned Parenting, Planned Parenthood, and something else. You have to Google it. But he's basically telling everybody what he's doing, and he's doing it. And we're just sitting here saying, like, we see it but we don't see it. We hear it but we don't hear it. Nobody's saying nothing. Nobody— they're censoring it, you know what I mean? They are— they're telling us what they're doing before they do it, and we're just not even paying no attention because we're, we're focused on all this mass outrage. They got the— they got the Megan Thee Stallion.

This—

you got the— now, now every day it's a new court thing. You got the Young Thug thing. You got the— you keep in your phone like this, not knowing, not knowing.

Like me me, I love to watch like different shit like on my, on my phone, right? But I noticed like my algorithm, it feeds me a lot of bullshit, like, and I'm like, I'm having to go and physically search for the stuff that I like.

Yep.

Like decorating or planes flying, how does it work when planes fly, or send me that please.

Can you go, can you, um, do you got service? Okay, yeah, just, just send it to me if you get a chance, when you get Um, the Bill Gates depopulation plan. You could just type it in and just play it. He could tell you better than I can.

I said let it be his words.

And it's just right there in plain view. There's— you cannot misconstrue nothing. You can't misconstrue nothing. It's there.

A lot of man that's buying up all the farms, all the farmland.

Yeah, come on, man.

Come on. He knows where it's gonna go.

So, and it's like, I don't want, you know, I, I don't want to be the— I used to be the one to— when I first really, uh, started like making a name for myself, uh, I was heavy into conspiracy theories and I would say stuff like that. And, and then one of my partners is a Mason, and somebody that's a higher-up Mason let him know like, listen, tell Gum play. Chill, cuz I even named my first record label, my independent little record label that I was trying to start, I named it Black Bilderberg. Now you know about the Bilderberg Group, that's what— so, but I spelled it just different. But once they— I started promoting it, I'm like, yeah, Black Bilderberg, you know what it is. That's when I got the call like, don't do that. And I'm like, all right. So, so now I just— I, I'll, I'll throw out little tidbits, little whoop-de-whoops, you know what I'm saying? I'm not really gonna start going in, um, because first I like to have my facts in front of me.

Well, I mean, it's the same one method that they use. Yeah, to control slaves during slavery.

Yeah, yeah.

You know what I'm saying? It's the same type. They just learned— they just applied that now to the entire world.

Yeah, yeah.

Like, fuck the Blacks, we can make the whole world slaves now with the same mentality, with the same, you know. And when you look at it, it's like, who's making the decisions? Yeah, white men. Yeah, you know, they're the ones that's still making the decision. It's just on a bigger level. We're gonna you think you free. Yeah, but at the end of the day, guess, guess who really making the fucking decisions? We are. Yeah.

So, and we could, we can, we can literally just, with all the money we making, we can pull together resources and be on our own and won't need anybody from, from music. We won't need them. We don't, you know, we don't need them now anymore, for real. From music to food, you know what I mean, to education, we could, you know, I don't know, man. But it's, it's too late now, for real though. I just see everybody just, we just finna implode. It's, it's, it's all fucked up. It's too late. It's, it's to the point where it's just like, just keep, keep the, the, the, your gen, like your children, just let them know, put them on game, you know what I mean? Strictly, like, like, because you can't tell nobody else out here anything. They are so lost. They lost. You— they— their attention spans is like a child. You can't even keep their attention that long to even tell them some, some real information, you know what I'm saying? Like, some, like, even like down to financial literacy, you know what I'm saying? Like, I just now learned financial literacy through her just now. I always— I can get money.

What did you learn about it? What'd she teach you?

A trust fund baby. So she, she's teaching me about trust funds and all kind of— and how to put cars into the trust and the business. Oh man, it's— now it's like a whole different can of worms I done opened up. Now it's like, okay, good, but I can't— I could make money, I just don't know how to I'm— it's embarrassing to say, but I don't care. There's a lot of— there's a lot of—

there's a lot of people out there like that's real. And that's your first fucking step to fixing it.

Yeah.

Is when you can't be honest.

Yeah.

About what's going on.

Honest with yourself. Like, yo, my credit is not good. Yo, I am fucking up my money. Like, you have to accept it. Like, listen, dog, like, you know what I'm saying? Then I got to that point where I accepted it. I'm like, you you know, um, my, my ex-wife and all my child support situations, and the— it's a lot of stuff that, that, that was messing up my credit. So I would have to buy everything cash. Yeah, everything, you know what I'm saying? If I want to get a place, you know, I got to get it in a way where, you know, I got—

I mean, sometimes it's good, like if you buy a house.

Yeah, not that—

I mean, the asset, and still put it in.

Yeah, but not, not that kind of living, like just getting a condo, renting a condo, rentals, you know what I'm saying? You know what I'm saying?

Literally, motherfuckers is putting $20,000 down to live in a fucking condo.

I'm gonna hold you, man. Nigga got to live on CPs, man. Like, it was fucked up for a second. It's like, like, I'm paying all this money, but I ain't owning nothing, you know what I'm saying? I'm like, all right, man, I'm done.

Like, people like like you, you gotta come, you gotta spit the game, you gotta let these young—

yeah, man, you gotta know, like, you got to understand there's ways you could, you could, you could— you don't have to, like, like, I know, I, I get it, the urge of going to the club and spending the money on them bitches and the bad bitches, and you want this one.

Withdrawals, $100. What if you go to the club with his friends? He goes He goes to the ATL, he $100. Once the $100 is gone, it's a wrap.

It's so hard for me. That's why I don't even go no more.

He's a budget-friendly man.

Like, she got me into being a budget— now I'm a budget-friendly man.

He'd probably be like, this is what you got for the girl, that's it.

Like, I'm so sick of what— like, you know how much shit she got me for Christmas? I'm sick. Why? Because it's like, I'm on budget now. I'm on my budget now. It's not— you know what I'm saying? It's like, it's like, it's not like we ain't got it, but now if I get into a mind frame of budgeting, that's what it is. That's what it is. She like, she's good at it, but then she'll go around and fuck around and go spend 8 bands on some shit.

Damn. No, on Christmas. Oh great, it's Christmas and our anniversary in the same weekend.

Oh God.

See, I don't— I— we don't get into the exchanging of gifts, me and my husband, so we don't even really celebrate Christmas. I'm looking for a restaurant right now for us to go to.

Okay, I'm like, like, I told her, I said, I don't— I'm at that age too. I'm 43. I don't care about no damn gifts. I'll get you, I'll get you something. You can get me something nice, we can take a picture with it, call it a day. But she's— but I— hey, look, I have— I've never had that before, so this is like my first time somebody's really buying me something, and you know what I'm saying? So it's like, all right, I get it, you know what I mean? Yeah.

But no, budgeting is good. And I learned how to do it early on, marrying my husband, because, you know, us being young, 24, he's 26, um, when we got married. And then I'm pregnant and, you know, he's working, making $50,000 a year. And a lot of people would be like, oh, in 2006, $50,000 a year is decent. No, the fuck it's not. No, the fuck it's not. I was just telling somebody during a podcast today, my husband did not believe when I said that I fed us for a whole month because we ate so good on $150 a month when we didn't get no food stamps, nothing.

Farmer's market?

Yes! That's exactly what I thought! Look! That's exactly what I thought!

Come on now!

I was in the Asian market, the only Black girl.

Come on now!

And my husband be like, bitch, where you get lamb chops from? Shit, they were $9 a pack!

Boy, I would spend $400, $500 in Publix. That was my flex.

And you can see it now.

$600 in Publix. With fish and this and that. Not $150. We still got $100, $107 to be exact. We still got 3 pineapples, big fat ones, sitting up on top of my refrigerator right now.

Fruits, vegetables. In 2006, 2007, 2008, like, my, my friends who were African put me on to it. Yeah, so I would— my friends would be like, oh, I'm going to Publix, I'm going to 'Bro, girl, I'm going to out, you know, out.' 'Fuck that, I'm over there trying to learn to speak Korean. How much is this?' They be like, 'Look, the hour was 10 cents.' '10 cents, man? Give me 10 minutes of shit for a dollar.' And we got— and this shit would last all month.

Come on.

I mean, we probably got down to the last 2 days, and that's when we would eat out. We didn't, we didn't eat out like that. Like, we didn't.

I—

we cooked every night. And You could still do that at the farmer's market. It may be $2.50 now, but imagine $250 in groceries, one restaurant lunch now for us.

Come on, $100. Let's go!

Look, I was just telling the dude I was doing a podcast today.

Changing, man. I went my first time. She took me my first time, uh, what, 2 weeks ago?

To the farmer's market?

Almost 3 weeks ago. We still got shit.

Quality meat.

Quality.

And listen, there's another spot because I'm from, you know, I lived in Atlanta for like 20 years. Food Depot. Food Depot is like, it's a grocery store but it's a butcher. It's a butcher, uh, uh, like a butcher market or whatever. And so they, they have the meat in the back, so they would go ahead and, you know, pre-cut the meat for you because it's fresh when it come in. But you would get strip steaks, 6 strip steaks for like $6. $2. Yeah, and they cutting it fresh, but people wouldn't go in there because it was the hood. They were like, oh no, it's the hood. Fruit, they would package it up for you. Healthy foods, you buy 4 pairs for 59 cents. You got your potatoes, but they would try to portion it out to where you can make enough for meals. Yeah, and people be looking down on Food Depot and they'll walk right in the Publix. I'm like, you go right in the Publix if you want to, bitch. I'm over here in Food Depot. They like, what's up, Tasha?

What's going on?

You saw my video last night? Perfect. Let's go.

You know, and on the way out, on the way out, on— we leaving, and I'll go get one of those, uh, what is it, the, the Colombian juice? Yeah, being the big old things.

Yep.

And then it's one of my— I hear GP. It's one of my homies I went to elementary school with. He got a whole, uh, uh, thing of— what is it, vegan Haitian food? Vegan. Right there when you walk into the farmer's market on your right-hand side. Side, it's right there. It's a vegan Haitian food, uh, vendor right there.

And they take EBT. Yeah, listen, I have friends all day, they, they getting $600, $700 in food, so much that they will go sell their shit because, listen, they got groceries they trying to give away.

Yeah, you know what I'm saying? Want to go back at the farmer's market.

You can't do that at Publix, man.

And you better go early. Yeah. I went early, early. Damn, it's so early a lot of the shits wasn't even open, but we went for certain. Yeah, on the way out, the line, I'm like, thank God we came in this shit early, baby.

I'm like, boy, listen, listen. And there's one in Atlanta too called H Mart. If it's Dum Denam and then there's H Mart, you know what I'm saying? I don't cook much now because I got a little money, but it's because I have to, you know, I have to maximize my time. I'm like, so listen, Pick my little healthy restaurant and that's where I go. But like, even that, like, I'm always trying to share a meal, but I'm just like, get your own damn food. I'm like, well, you know, we're trying to budget. We spent $100 yesterday, $100 for dinner yesterday. You know, that shit started to add up, but he's like, eat. Because I still got that, that we got to conserve, we got to conserve, we got to conserve, you know? So, but now I'll be trying to— oh, I'm sorry, I'm a bad host.

Stuck it out a little bit for you this time. I was like, my bad, let me get it.

You good, baby. He's like, here you go, look.

You know what I'm saying?

No, but like, yeah, shit is real. It's just, you know what I'm saying? But, um, as far as— let's talk about this YSL situation. Yeah, first, listen, I thought they was going to stick to the, to the, to the, to the guns and say this is a purse company, but they just needed them to admit that it was a game.

And you know, you know, I hate to say it, but 6ix9ine had a point. You heard what 6ix9ine said?

I saw what he said.

He had a point. That's all I got to say. Yeah, you know, I'm facing that many years, I'm not gonna even speak on like, you know what I'm saying, because I like—

what do you think Young Thug should do in his situation? Everybody, even his brother, just copped a plea and getting out. Do you— I mean, do you feel like it's pride at this moment?

Um, Um, pride for what? What you mean?

Because he's the only one not taking a plea. He want to take it to trial, but if everybody else has already admitted—

I mean, at this point, you gotta take it to trial. What you got to lose? What you got to lose? What's the plea? What, they're not even offering them a plea?

They just want him?

Yeah, at this point, everybody already said it. So they just want him now. So it's like, all right, so fuck the plea now. Let's go. Now they ready. So it's like, I feel like—

you think he getting out?

I don't know. Anything's possible. Anything.

If he calls you from jail today to tell you to go to Puerto Rico tomorrow on his behalf to get a golden chicken, would you do it? For Thug? For Thug? I think I would, dog.

I think I would. I think I would, man. I ain't gonna lie. That's a, that's a, that's a real soldier right there. I hate to see him going through this. Yeah. Um, um, but, and it might be, it might sound a little harsh, but when we jump off the porch, whatever porch you jumped off of, when we did that, we knew what we signed up for. At least I did. At least I know when I jump off this porch, I could get my brains blowed out. I can go to jail, and when I go to jail, I got to shut the fuck up and I got to wear that. I got to wear that. So there's no in my mind, okay, I'm gonna go to jail, but I could tell on this nigga. It's never been in my mind frame. I'm 43 years old though. I might be old school. The new shit is I went to war. I went to war and a nigga called police on me. That's when I first realized that the game was fucked up, when I caught my life sentence and whooped the shit in 2011 and in 2012 and for armed robbery.

And, and yeah, I remember that.

Yeah. So he called the po— he called the police on me. Like, that's when I knew this game is fucked up.

These niggas just gonna ASAP Rocky.

They gonna call police on you.

This nigga was doing business with him and called the police on him.

They gonna— you gonna whoop them, you gonna whatever you gonna do, if you shoot at them or what. And it got, it got way messy. That was just the, you know what I'm saying, that was the tip. It got— shit got super messy, you know what I'm saying, after that situation. And, and it's like, I know what I signed up for, you know what I mean. Even though I went off emotion, and I always told myself I never rob a nigga for jewelry or money, I'll only take they dope. And I always did that till they killed my nigga Peasy, you know what I'm saying. Nigga done, nigga done, nigga done hit niggas with dummy bricks and all kind of shit, you know what I'm saying. And running off with all kind of shit. And once they killed him, I'm like, you know what, I'ma, you know, kind of going relax, I'm gonna chill, I ain't gonna, you know, because I, I used to rob niggas, man. Because I know, I know, because I know you like, like, what you talking about? Like I gotta start from the beginning.

I gotta— got that when you said, yeah, armed robbery.

Look, I used to rob—

Kill Bill here, nigga said, I rob niggas.

And I only rob niggas for dope. I give you a dummy brick, uh, or, or I have my nigga run out the back door with shit.

You know Kill Bill?

I don't know him, but this is the longest I don't been up.

2 years, nigga. I'll be the scammer.

I know what he going through, boy.

He say he paranoid than a motherfucker. He said he always like this.

I believe him, man. It's, it's, it's real, bro. It's like that, my nigga. And it's like, but we have a choice, man. We can— you know what I— you know what, you know what I found? What I found that really, um, took my life to the, to the next level, man, is uh, manifestation, manifesting. Uh, I used to self-sabotage myself without knowing because I would manifest what I wanted, but I'll be like, it's too good to be true, this can't be. And it's like, this don't happen like this, this good shit don't happen to me, bro. And it's like, then I'll self-sabotage myself where it won't happen. And I'll fuck it up. And once I've seen that I— there was a pattern of that, that's when I started, you know, I broke the pattern. I said, okay, now we're gonna manifest and keep it. We're gonna manifest and, and, and be grateful for it. We're not gonna just manifest and blow it, you know what I'm saying?

Um, and so what made you retire from robbing niggas? Um, facing the life sentence?

Oh no, that case. So, okay, so, so, so, so when I told myself I wasn't doing— I wasn't really— after they, after they got blessed, the dead, they killed Peezy. Um, I, uh, the situation happened where, you know, I was, I was fucked up and the nigga do tax stuff.

Okay.

Tax stuff and stuff. Okay, you ain't gotta, you know, explain the hustle and, you know what I'm saying. And some money was missing, and, and I say, okay, you know, I warned him, I warned his right-hand man, I said don't play with me, have, you know, some paper, have my paper, whatever, whatever. And they, I guess, shoo-shooed me like I was like, like I won't gonna do nothing or whatever. So I told him. And then I— every, every weekend he, he's a trick at the club and he wears his jewelry every weekend from Friday to Sunday. I know his routine. And one day I tried to just check to see if I told somebody, hey, I'm up, I'm coming up over there by the shop, and I already know he has his jewelry. On. When I get there, his jury is off. So I'm like, all right, I see, I see, I see what you got going. You, you know what I'm coming for. You know what's up. You know you owe me. You wouldn't take your jury off if I come through. Why would you take your jury off everyone I'm coming through? I'm not— I know, you know what I'm saying?

Yeah.

So you know you owe me, and you know you're shooting me. Yeah, you know I'm coming to collect. So he, he did that one weekend, and then the next weekend he, he had it on again. I waited one more weekend, and then I was just— that was, uh, April 13th, Friday the 13th actually, and it was raining cats and dogs. And my car sent my co-defendant in there. Um, he at the last minute, he wanted— he don't want to do it, he get cold feet. I snatched my gun from him. And, uh, long story short, you see the footage and shit like that. And when I left, yeah, I'm thinking we're gonna shoot it out now. Nah, a nigga say, boy, tell that nigga gun play. I'm finna ruin his life if you don't bring my chain back. I'm calling the police. Oh, I couldn't believe it. I said, oh, you calling the cop? There's a— it got messy after that, you know what I'm saying? But, and he even brought up the messiness that happened after that too. Like, I'm like, how many times are you just gonna tell? You just like, you are on warpath right now. Oh my God, niggas trying to burn down my mama house. Oh, it got messy, really, really, really messy, man.

All kind of shit over him owing you money. You go to collect the change, and then from there, yeah, everybody's—

his partner has all type of shit just went fucking haywire, bro. It just got hectic. And after that, that's when I said, you know what, that I have to start, I have to start like getting— like when I was in there and I was doing— now I'm glad we got into on, on this because now I'm going to show you the power, the real power of manifestation. This is when I realized that, uh, well, I didn't know, I realized I had it then, but when it hits, it's like if you're a boxer and you, you, you, you're stunned, and now you're fighting on instinct, on what you learned from when you just started boxing. It just comes to you, you know what I'm saying? So now I'm in the jail cell, and my instinct of surviving came to me, and it wasn't nothing physical, it was all here. I said, I'm sitting in the room, I'm like, I'm sitting in my cell, I'm like, dog, I'm finna really go to fucking jail. No, I'm not. I'm not going to jail. I'm not going to jail. I'm not going to jail. I'm not going to jail. I'm not sitting down for this shit. I'm finna beat it. I don't know how. I'm threatening the nigga, all kind of shit, just sending messages, all kind of bullshit. He's still going going through with the shit. I'm like, all right, bet, bet. But I really, really did not see myself sitting in no jail. I didn't see myself telling. I didn't see myself getting convicted. I didn't see myself doing none of that. I just didn't see myself in jail. I said, it's gonna iron itself out. Don't know how, but it will. It fucking will. I don't know how, but it's gonna happen. And 3 and a half minutes went by, no bell. Finally get bail, $150,000. Boom, I'm out. I'm on house arrest couple months. Beat the case. He never come to court. Beat the case.

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Correct.

You were with her for how many years?

About 5 years. 5 years off and on.

Do you feel that Chrisean Jr. is yours?

I feel that there is a possibility.

Oh.

Chrisean knows that I'm not just going to let her not be accountable. Mm. It's no reason that we were sleeping together and I can't get a paternity test. You slept with me on Blue's birthday.

I didn't know that.

Yeah.

Are you shocked to see how on the internet right now with Chrisean alleging that Jaceki made her eat her at 7 when she was like 10 or something. I remember that.

I'm not going to speak specifically on their situation because I don't know, but I do know the Malone family history isn't the most clean cut, so I wouldn't put it past them. Watch this full program and other exclusive content on www.tashaklive.com. .com.

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Oh no, God bless him, but, uh, nah, he, he ended up turning out to be a, uh, an informant. He got a couple other niggas locked up in Atlanta and, uh, Tallahassee and all kind of shit. So he been a fuckboy anyway. But, um, he, uh, after that I said to myself, you know what I'm saying, um, so I'm in there and there's a dude across from me. After I beat everything, there's a dude across from me named— his name is B-Boy. I think you, you might want to matter Matter of fact, he needs to be your next interview.

Okay, actually, I'll set that up.

Please, can you—

I will.

That's solid.

I will, absolutely.

He has to.

You got my word. You have my word.

Fucking story.

Okay. Oh my God, we'll get B-Boy in the wine cellar. He drink wine too?

Yeah, he'll drink a little. I don't know, because he's on— he got papers. He got like 20 years papers.

Damn.

Okay, he just did 20 in the county, not even up the road. Yeah, I got every— he just got out. So listen, okay, I met him. He was 11 years in, right, in a one-man cell across from me. And his co-defendant, they're facing the needle for multiple murders. Yeah. And his co-defendant just got sentenced to double life, right? They beat the needle, got double life. He's, you know, saying shout out to Z. Um, now fast forward, COVID, he was supposed to go to trial, COVID came, COVID hit, fucked everything up. I went to his opening arguments in his trial, and from reading his paperwork— and when I was in there, I was reading it, you know, passed it to me through the CO and shit, gave it to me— and I'm reading the shit, and I'm like, it don't really, really say your name in here like that. I see another name in here, but it's not your name like that. I see they, you know, it's a couple little— long story short, um, there was really no way for him. He wasn't coming home. He was gonna get sent up the road, you know what I'm saying? Everything is looking fucked up for him. But I figured out this thing called manifestation after I got out and after I start really doing research on how to self-rehabilitate myself. I was Googling shit and shit. If you really want to do something, you can make it happen.

Yeah.

So I'm, I'm, I'm now I'm going down the fucking rabbit hole, going down the rabbit hole. Then, um, I buck up on manifestation. What is this? Okay, boom. I'm like, damn, I've been doing this since a kid. Like, for real. Like, when you're, when you're, when you're young, your imagination, that's your manifestation. You know what I'm saying? So the older you Yet people put limitations on that. Oh, you can't do that, you can't do this, this is not possible, you can't—

that's why you don't tell nobody what the fuck you doing. Exactly, exactly.

So now I realize, now it's, now it's hitting me like a ton of bricks, like, y'all been doing this shit the whole time. So now let me try to, let me try to hone my skills with this shit. Let me, it's because, you know, let me try to start with something small, maybe a car. Started with a car.

Car.

When the Tudor, uh, uh, when the Tudor Benzes came out, the Tudor S550s, I was in love with it. When I saw it, I damn near busted a nut when— before it came out. And I'm like, oh my God, I gotta have that car. I'm talking about, I'm— I got obsessed with the damn car. I got the car, okay? And on top of that, I got the condo that that maybe a couple years prior, my homeboy, he, he had a unit in, and, and I, and I went to it. And this is like, you know, I'm getting really used to the— trying to see the downtown life and stuff like that, condo downtown. I'm like, man, I want one of these. I end up getting the same, a condo in that same building with that same view, just higher up, you know what I'm saying? And I'm like, I got the car I manifested the car I wanted at the time, the condo I wanted at the time, my ex-girlfriend, the big booty bitch I wanted. Put it that way, because there wasn't no really girlfriend, but I just wanted her ass. Yeah, I'm saying. And got blinded and thought it was love.

Yeah.

Um, so now Now once I figured that out, I'm still in contact with him and I'm sitting there looking over at the water. I'm sitting there like, bruh, I think, uh, I figured something out. And I say, you got to open your mind now. What choice do you have? What hurt would it— you know, what else? What do you got to lose? Exactly, what do you got to lose?

'Cause he in jail.

Yeah. And I let him know, I said, listen, I mean, it starts with your mind. Everything in your mind. When you close your eyes, I started with the basics. I said, when you close your eyes, do you see the first bitch you fucked? Can you remember the first bitch you fucked? Yeah. Do you remember what she was wearing? Sure. What eyes are looking at the bitch you fucked? What eyes? Your eyes are closed, right? What eyes are seeing that? This. I say, stop right there. Do you remember your hearing your first gunshot? So you remember hearing your, your, your, your, your, your first— your fight with your mom and dad? Do you remember your first song that you really love, that you play back to back to back with your eyes closed? What ears are hearing those songs? Are you— do you hear it? What ears are hearing that? Do you remember what you told you told the game to hit your first bitch. You remember the game you told about? You remember the game you spit to that bitch and what park it was at? Do you see that? Do you hear that? Do you—

can you—

you hear the words coming at you? What mouth is saying that? Your eyes are closed, your ears are closed, your mouth is closed, but you could still see, hear, touch, feel, smell everything. So if you could do that in your mind, your mind doesn't know that that's the past.

Ass.

Your mind thinking that shit happening right now. So now you want to get out of— you want to get out of confinement. What is the steps? You want to hear what the judge say? You'll be released on this day. What judge is he, white or black? Is the courtroom hot or cold? How many people are there to support you? What are they wearing? Okay, now you get out. Is it raining outside? Is it sunny? Is it an overcast? Is it sprinkling? Can you smell the sausages and the arepas across the street? Is there a taxi cab right there? What do you see? What kind of cars they're picking you up in? What's on the radio? How does your mom smell? What are you wearing? You wearing? What is your attitude? Is your mom smiling? Who's, who's there? What is— you have to put that in there. And once you start doing that and you think about that every day, your mind doesn't know that that's not really there. Your mind is already there saying that this is what it is. So now you just tapped into the quantum realm, quantum mechanics and quantum physics. I even broke that to them, as in layman terms, you know what I'm saying, with wave theories and all of that. Like, try to, try to unscientific the shit, you know what I'm saying, to make it where, like, look, you know what I mean, anything— there's the variables, just like these bottles. Yeah, all of these bottles are probabilities. You can die tomorrow, get rich tomorrow. Buy a Ferrari tomorrow, a Lamborghini tomorrow, get a girl pregnant tomorrow, have a son tomorrow, um, um, uh, teach, so do whatever, whatever. So now if you say you got all these options, but one of these— okay, I gotta choose one. Okay, I'm gonna choose this one right here. This is— I'm gonna find the love of my life tomorrow. Everything, all of these variables and probabilities collapse.

This.

It's done. It goes into one, right, right here. This is what you want. All— say if it was— now it goes to if all of these were women and all of these were Black, white, Asian, this, that, that, that, that, and you say I want the Asian one, all of them gonna disappear and you're gonna get that Asian one or that Black one or that Spanish one. It saves— all these are cars. It'll all collapse. It's, it's It's like, it's like the, the probabilities will no longer exist once you focus on that one thing, you know what I'm saying? It has no choice. It's like the laws of gravity. It's like if I drop this, it has to drop. If you want it, it has to come. There's, there's no— there's, you know what I'm saying? It has to happen. There's no way that you can stop it unless you stop it. So now, knowing this, the guy having this power, what you gonna use on. You can use it for death. I want to kill that nigga that bad, or I want to pimp this bitch that bad, or I got everything I wanted. I got the bitch I wanted to pimp, I got the car I wanted, I got the this, I got the that.

I'm like, all right, changing that into—

yeah, now you could change it into make it work for you, make it work for you legally, legally. Yeah, and get out of— just get out of jail. And in the process, his mom, his dad, his— I believe his brother and his uncle. I really don't— don't let me lie. Die, but it was about 3, 4 family members died in the process of waiting. And, um, his father was the main one saying, you're gonna get home, I'm gonna see you, son, you're coming home. Excuse me. And he got out his father's birthday recently, just now. And I was there, I'm on Zoom. I went to the court dates and I like— because they had, um, last, uh, when they went back to trial again, I was there for a couple of them. But the last day of, uh, uh, what they call it, the, the closing arguments— we went for the closing arguments and then they went for like sentencing or whatever they was gonna do. Um, and I was on Zoom and the judge was like, after all the fluff that they was talking, he was like, okay, so on this count of murder, um, and, um, in the first degree, uh, I think he capped out to one murder, but, uh, it was two murders. And, and one of them, it's a lot, I can't remember, but let him tell it, let him tell it.

Yeah.

And I sat there and watched the judge say, so Mr. Cadet, you'll be home, say, uh, yeah, you should be home before Thanksgiving. He said Monday, Tuesday, give or take, the process. And I'm sitting there and I'm like, I just told you what this judge— what is the judge gonna— when is the judge— what is saying before this. I'm like, what is the judge gonna say when you're there? Is he saying you're coming home, you'll be released? All you have to do is say what he's gonna say. Think about what he's gonna say. You're gonna be released on this date, you're gonna come home, you're gonna— time served, you're gonna— whatever the hell, you're coming home, you will be released. And then that— he's saying them same words. He's in— he's sitting down, I'm on Zoom, we're both watching this shit. And then he like— and then when he— when he got back in the cell, he called me, he like, yo, I say, bro, did you just hear this, man? And this is from 2012. Damn, 10 years ago we had this conversation. And, and like, I didn't tell him about the manifestation power until maybe 2017, '18, and that's when it was Like, and now look, 5 years later, 6 years later, he ain't serving life.

He home.

He's home. He might have 20 years probation, but I'll take that any day. One man cell.

Listen, come on, man. Listen, come on. I mean, shit, are we all on probation? We fuck up, we go to jail.

I, I'll let him show you. I got all the— he got all the—

like, no, for real, I'mma get his— he got I'll call him and I'll get him.

And that'll, that'll be—

I want him for January when we, when we talk about, um, you know, the manifestation and the law of attraction and things like that. So I think it'll be good, you know, starting off because he's—

because he's— he, he, he—

is he camera shy?

I don't know. My dog is street, nigga. So you know what I'm saying? You know, he can adapt to anything. I am. And when I tell you, man, he got a story to tell.

Yeah, no, your, your story is incredible, so I couldn't even imagine like what his story is going to be like. Your, your baby mama over here, I could tell her hips is hurting. And I, I know, look, I could have these podcasts go for 5 hours. I'm not gonna do that to you because you 8 months pregnant. She probably want to be somewhere laying down. I get it. Thank you so much for just being patient.

And, you know, she's good. She's— she— her pain threshold is like through the roof. But it's getting to the point where it's not— now it's starting to bother her.

Yeah, yeah, you'll be fine. You're 24, you'll be fine.

You're 24.

I had my son, 37, no drugs or anything.

No drugs? Well, you had a boy?

I had a boy.

Well, no, no, boys are easy though.

No.

No?

No.

She say no.

When I say I got to 7 centimeters, I was good because I had a doula. And the doula set up things for my husband and I to do. So when I had contractions, she wrapped me in a sheet and I would take the sheet and he would hold the sheet and I would fall back into the sheet and have a contraction. Or I would sit on a ball and he would have the sheet around me and I would just roll it out in the ball when I'm having a contraction. But then of course, being in the hospital, after you get to certain centimeters, they want you to lay down, even though when you stand up, the contractions don't hurt as bad. But they don't want you giving birth. I'm saying, but if you have a home birth, you can do that. So what I'm saying, like, but when you go to the hospital— well, you can have a home birth. You can have a midwife come into your home. Yeah, but if you're high risk—

yeah, she's high risk, then you need to be for sure, sure, then you're super high risk.

You need to be like with a doctor because you don't want your life being in danger. Yeah, you know, and then they have to choose you or the baby, you know what I'm saying? So you don't want to go through those things. But, um, it hurts bad. And when I— you can't even explain, you can't explain the pain.

Thank you.

You can't. But no, but I'm being honest. Her because so she knows. Yeah, I don't want to go in there blindsided. And she was like, holy shit. Like, I hit 7 centimeters and I was like, when they told me to lay down, I said, oh my God. It was just like a moment just hit me like, this shit is real, right? This shit— I was good. I was good. 8 centimeters.

What is 8 centimeters? What is that?

When your cervix open up, make it so the baby— and the baby's coming down the, the canal. So like, right, and it just opens up. 9 centimeters. I'm shaking to the point where I have no control over my body.

I'm going to pass out.

They're telling me don't push.

Oh God.

I said, I'm fucking pushing. Then the doctor comes in, I'mma give you some fentanyl. I said, bitch, you not giving me no goddamn fentanyl. I swear to God, I told her. I said, you not giving me no Well, you need something to relax. Because my body, I could not control my— it was an out-of-body experience. I looked at my doula, I'll never forget, because I'm sitting there and they getting out all this stuff and I'm ready to push it. I'm 37 now. My whole fucking pregnancy was fucked up, right? I'm sitting there, I looked over at the doula, my husband was over there. I said, please just take care of my kids because you're out of body. It's like next to death.

Oh shit.

Like, if I would have described going home, that moment right there, you have no physical, mental control over anything. That pain, it— you can't even describe it. And then magically, when they push out the baby, it goes away. You're just so happy. Nothing— like, nothing was happening. So happy. It's not even like a happiness. Like, did I Did that just fucking happen?

Did that shit just fucking happen?

Yes. What's the fucking Ring of Fire? What the fuck is going on here? Yeah, he's at home sleep all night and I'm up. So that's how you— baby got a lot of hair. I'm sitting here just— baby got a lot of hair. Yeah, baby's got a lot of hair. I'm just here researching all type of stuff. I can see this ring of fire, I'm like, oh God. No, but it hurts. Like, I, I couldn't even believe that I did that. I couldn't believe it. I was just like—

she said, I can't believe—

I looked at my doula, my doula was like, you scaring me. She told me, she said, you're scaring me, stop. I said, listen, we got power of attorneys, just make sure my family is good.

You thought you was going to leave?

That I ain't never in my life thought I was going to die. When I tell you what I professed to the universe, it's a long time. That moment right there, that was the only moment where I, I, I had— I was like, this is all God at this point. This is all God. Hopefully he's heard everything that I've asked for. But it was a moment where it's just your ears start ringing and you lose control. You're shaking like your body. It's like a cold that you can't stop. And like, the baby's just ready, and I'm like, take it out, take— like, you just— it's like you kind of want to just reach down there yourself and just grab the baby out, but they won't let you do that. So I'm like, you gotta— I'm supposed to be standing up. I said, if I stand up, the baby gonna pop out. They say, no, lay your ass down. And I'm like, they had to fight me to keep me laid down. The other day, I was laying in the bed, and I was like, what the fuck is this? It literally brought tears to my eyes.

I'm like, I'm freaking out.

I'm telling him, I'm like, babe, it lasted for like 10 minutes. I was like, this is all she need is this much, she will relax, she will relax. Yes, I'm positive. Her doctor already told her, yes, it's just grapes. That's all it is. That's it, it's just grapes.

Well, let's get the best of the best of the best so it's an actual grape. I don't I don't want no processed grapes. Let's go get them.

It's just great. She— listen, I, I tell women all the time, like, but you, you'll have women on Instagram make it look easy.

Can we make the grapes ourselves and do it? Fuck.

Yeah. Okay. And I ate steak every day. Like, I never liked—

she's pescatarian, so I never liked any—

I don't like red meat. I've never been I can't even stand it. In the third trimester, they knew me by name and they knew my order at Longhorn. They knew my name. And my son, when I tell you, he don't eat no vegetables. All he wants is meat. To this day, like, I'll never forget, like, when we in Africa, they'll get on the side of the road, they'll get the sliced lamb, you know what I'm saying? The halal lamb. They'll wrap it in like paper and and then send it to you. When he see that lamb coming, my son is like 3 years, he's— and he pick it up just like how the Africans doing, eat that shit with the onions and everything. Like, he like— I was just like, that's why.

Yeah.

Well, she's like the craziest headache where I feel like I'm going back. Yeah. I, I can't— I tried. Yeah. And then is your body not used to it?

I feel her shit, so I'm going through the damn shit too. It feels like, I feel it in my—

You need, you probably just need to get some vitamin bags and you'll be fine. Those cravings will go away. Maybe every other day have a mobile person come to you and get you the vitamins because you're getting that from the red meat, the iron, the IVs. Yeah, the B vitamins, because your boy, your boy is like, you're needing that and he's taking that from you.

It's a girl.

Oh, it's a girl? Yeah, then you need it. So just get some vitamin bags, you'll be fine. And they call them like, you got people that you know, people that do. You can Google it, mobile vitamin IV. Yeah, yeah, they'll come to your house and just IV her up in how long, 15, 20 minutes.

Yeah, man, come on.

Yeah, well, you drinking Ensure? No, I'm a texture eater and drinker. Yeah. Cakes. Okay, I am so weird. I can't do Jell-O. I feel like something's going on in my brain where it's just gonna explode. But you gotta do something.

Her food can't touch.

You have to nutrition, because then you will— like, I'm telling you, like, I've always had nice teeth, right? But because the baby stripped everything from me at 37, my teeth got thin, so I had to go get me veneers. Oh my God, she's messing up my veneers now. I'm telling you, shit is real. Like, but what babies What babies take from you is not even funny. It's not fucking funny. So yeah, but no, she gonna be fine. And a little wine, I promise you. Listen, are y'all still active? Y'all still very active?

Yeah.

Okay. All right. That's good. Because you know me, because of the contractions and stuff, I couldn't be active like that unless I had a little wine to relax. Me. You see what I'm saying?

So yeah, like, but how much can she drink? Just that?

She'll know when she takes it. Her body will tell her, oh, you're good.

Okay, she'll feel—

she will feel the instant ease. Okay, okay, you're good now. Okay, okay.

Because I massage her back where I'm gonna start sending her a fucking invoice.

Her muscles are tense. I know. And the red wine. I have a fractured rib. Oh yeah, from what?

The fucking baby.

She has fractured my rib up under her foot because you must be small frame. I was, yes, they told me so. I was very like small and then the whole organs pressure thing and this little rib right here is her favorite spot to the point like I'm bruising from the inside to the out.

Yep.

My son fucked up my bladder. It don't work the same. I gotta pee every like 10, 15 minutes.

Oh my God, I'm sorry, baby.

My son was with his feet like boom, boom. I was like, this shit, this shit, you hit my bladder one more time, nigga. Keep playing. Like, oh yeah, but you, you going to be fine. So they going to probably— you probably going to end up having a C-section. They told me that so far. She like, her head's dropped. She's in the birthing position. Yeah, but the pushing though.

We did the 3D name. Oh, she opened the eyes in that shit.

She ready. Like, she looks like him. I hope she do not come out looking like him. I carried you for 9 months. Oh, it always happens. Like, both my kids look exactly like their dad. Like, she got his muscles already. And the thing is, M, like, girl—

but remember, I manifested her. I even, like, to the— to the— that's what I'm talking about, this manifestation. Like, I— when I hit rock bottom and it was a situation with the employee or whatever, and, uh, it was just a long drawn-out, out in public time by the lady that put the roots on. Yeah, it was a big thing in public, and it was just like, I just was like, I'm over this shit. Like, yo, I say, God, I say, God, this is the type of woman I want. And I literally—

I did that with my husband.

You did?

Yeah. See, let me tell you My best friend had a husband. I was never attracted to him. However, his attributes, I was like, if I want a husband, I want him to be just like that, right? And I wrote down his qualities. A week later, I met Shake.

There you go.

And we— rest is history. 17 years in. It's crazy because he did this list and I was done. I'm telling you, I was very— but I wasn't out like looking, but I just put it— it's like you make the list I was not looking. It just— yeah, like, the thing about it is, is you give it to the universe and you let it go. Yes, you just trust, but you don't be like trying to do it for the universe. Yeah, it'll just happen. Because my husband walked up to me, he's not my type, he was skinny, he looked like he was 16 years old. I'm 24, and I'm like, what do you— why you keep following me around? He's like, what kind of books do you like? So he has to be all type of questions that niggas don't ask me. Like, I'm I'm like, what do you mean, what type of books do I like? The fuck? Like, you know, every day he would come talk to me. And then like, I just started to like him. I was like, I got used to having our conversations every day. Like, that's how it works. Yeah. Because I had, I had to, I didn't, I didn't know you had the dreads and stuff.

Yeah, on the Instagram.

Yeah. Liquor, clubs, cars, money, jewelry. I thought you were a scammer. Uh-uh, not a scammer. He said, well, he looked at me, he said, I used to rob niggas. Listen, I'm kidding. I'm not even embarrassed. Oh yeah, you know these blue chicks around here, they don't even know you can buy them. Like, it's like, I told them they need to start consulting with me before they start. Like, I'm shocked to be like I actually didn't know about his craziness until we got off the plane this time last year. I went back to a club and I had to beat a bitch up because of him. And she dropped his name. I'm like, oh, you got a guy? I swear to God, didn't know anything. You got in a fight? Like, the crazy girl slashed my tires over you, man.

Them girls be— you girls be tripping, dog.

My dad, like, they be tripping so mad. I called my dad like, I just got this whole fight. Like, I had to fight this girl.

She'll tell you, she's obsessed with me unhealthily.

She obsessed with you?

Yeah. No, no, no, but she— even before that, he is not what the media makes him seem to be.

Well, I don't know how you should know, but with me, I couldn't believe it. My dad was like, this man literally headbutted a stripper in a strip club, literally trying to fight a case, right?

Down.

He shoved the pistol down there.

Here's the video.

You're a good girl, huh? Yeah, yeah, I was a very like structured— that's what it is.

I never had structure, so once I met her, she knew what structure was, and then she knows what budgeting is.

And then you helped her to live a little bit.

So come on, it evens itself out, it balanced out.

See, I grew up with hood niggas like him. All my uncles was street I said, I don't want it. I ain't got the— I have panic attacks. And I'm like, the police got you again, nigga? No! I didn't have any. I would have had a heart attack. Just— and I'll never forget this. I was dating one street dude. I'm telling you. I was dating one street dude. How much more wine we got? We gonna finish this up. Well, we gonna get this little bit to her.

Yeah.

There you go. It is a Cabernet, so it's a little on the—

It's a little tarty. A little tarty.

It's good though.

There you go.

So, um, it's just a little bit. She gonna be fine. She gonna relax too and watch her back just— Oh, this is too dry. It's too dry?

Too dry. Thank you.

But that's probably all you needed to— Yeah, you just want to down it?

No.

Okay, I got some, I got some better wine for you. But, um, yeah, like, I just, I remember one hood dude I, I dated. It was 2, but the first one, he got locked up and he called me from jail. I ain't accept the call.

You shitty.

It was like such and such call. First of all, I was on my auntie phone and I didn't want to hear her fucking mouth.

Oh shit, cuz that collect call.

Exactly. So I knew he needed some money and I was like, hell no, bitch, I'm not. I said, I'm not about this life. I'm not about to go bail nobody nothing. I'm not about to do that. My husband should have been a police officer. He would never go to jail. You understand what I'm saying? I don't have to worry about that. He would tell on me before he tell on himself. Listen. Yeah. Yeah. See? My parents didn't play that. The lawyers, the surgeons, and all them aren't. Their pussies. Yeah, it is. Well, I don't know now, that nerd dick can be something else now. You went out here, you got Carol City.

She got that Carol City in her, boy. She don't lost it.

What's up? Pregnant? Yeah. The man that my mom tried to like, the prince of Sierra Leone, is my best friend. My mom and his mom was trying to get us to get married forever. Yeah, I'm talking about biggest lawyer lawyers, plastic surgeons. My dad said, go be a judge, you have a Harvard degree. Yeah, you have a Harvard degree? And what?

And Hampton? And what?

What?

I have a Harvard degree in, um, political science.

Okay.

Public policy.

So, okay, she gonna rewrite these damn laws and shit.

Okay, she about to go into the, uh, the alphabet. She about to be an alphabet boy.

Okay. You're gonna be a fed. You let him know if somebody trying to put a case on you, there you go. Call me too. I don't do nothing, you know, I just got a few family members that I'm trying to keep out. Like, listen, but opposites do attract. I'll never forget when I saw— was it Luke Skywalker, the Luke of the nude from Luke? Luke? Luke? Luke?

Uncle Luke?

Yes, Uncle Luke. And he did the reality show. Show, and his wife was a fucking lawyer. I said, but these ain't the bitches you got in your videos. I said, what the— that's what I knew. I was like, these niggas is full of shit.

Nah, see what it is, you figure it out once you— once you can have— you can have like, like you can have any female you want, like for real, for real, like not being like— it gets to a point where it's like, come on now, it's not even exciting anymore. More. You want substance now. So when I got to the point where I was like, like when I'm trying to manifest my wife now, I say like she has to have like some kind of like education. I want a nerd. I want somebody total opposite that can teach me something. Because everybody I be around, all the knowledge I picked up, I'd be thinking I'd be smart as shit, you know what I'm saying? I go to talk about And they like, for real? I'm like, yeah, yeah. And then now, like, she's the one doing that to me. I'm like, for real? She's like, yeah. So it's like, you know, I needed that. And then she comes from structure, you know what I'm saying? And I never had that, you know. Um, she, she, you know, she, she knows how to budget.

He gonna teach you how to be a better fed, to think like the street.

Oh, oh yeah.

I'm like, I'm already going to be like the best.

He going to tell you how to put cases on all these niggas.

Now let's see what you going to do, baby. I was actually like undercover work. Yeah, but the connection that we got to get into the agency, they were like, look, the person I sat down with and I said I have a young lady in Miami, Florida, and she's like, what, she's dating Gunplay? As a As a joke. I'm like, wow. She's like, yeah, he's married. She's married to him. She can't be undercover officer. She could work for us, but undercover is not gonna work. It's too recognizable.

Yeah, but she's about to be on Love Hip Hop, so she's gonna be too recognizable.

Oh wow, you're gonna be on Love Hip Hop? Yeah, you signed them papers, girl.

It's coming.

Oh Lord, oh Lord. Yeah, I was gonna tell you, I wouldn't do it if I was you. You know what's crazy? I told him when he first asked me, I was like, I'm not doing it. It's like your relationship, once you introduce it to the world, they own it.

Nah, it's— but see, with— she's so headstrong and I'm so headstrong, and I've been here before, so I know exactly what is next coming, you know what I'm saying? My last relationship, it wasn't built on anything solid. It was built on me, on the love of her ass. I mean, my ex— yeah, it was like one of those like, like one in a million shit. So it's like, all right, that was her only asset was that. So it wasn't really on a solid ground, you know what I'm saying? With, with my wife— with my— I don't want to say my wife just yet. yeah, the world doesn't know yet, but my baby, um, she, um, um, what was I just talking about?

What you— Essence, like what you—

oh yeah, see, we, we, we, we, we solid. We solid. We're not— I'm not— it's not on, on, on a— on her ass or her looks or her money or anything, you know what I'm saying? It's what we want. We have the exact same dream, the ex— of the future together.

But don't you got damn producers on?

They, they, they, they— you, you give them what you want to give them, what you want to be seen. If you don't want stuff to be seen or aired out or put on TV, you don't give it to them. Um, what we have is, is nothing real drama-filled. It's more obstacle-filled. Okay, so it's overcoming this, overcoming that, setting this up, this business. It's not, oh, you fucking this bitch, oh, you back on coke, oh, you doing this. I might have a drunk night, uh, uh, we'll drag it out. But you know what I'm saying? Other than that, it's not that. My last—

Exactly, exactly, exactly.

So it's, it's more of a, uh, me showing the world.

When is the next season of Love Hip Hop Miami airing?

We start, we start, uh, what airs probably August of next year, but we're gonna start shooting like January, February. Okay, yeah, the week before the baby shower. We need her at the baby shower.

Oh, I get to come get some cake?

Yeah, some good food and places, some baby shower games.

You Cuban and he Puerto Rican and Jamaican, I better have some oxtails, goddamn it. So she was gonna cook, girl?

No, no, she's—

I know you can cook, but your baby shower gonna stress you out and your back is already hurting. Yeah, but at first I was I was cooking. Okay. I had it in my head. Yeah, my husband and I will definitely come through now. Seriously, I'm serious. Yeah. Okay. Yeah. Okay, absolutely. Okay. I just love melanin and white. I keep me a white dress. Don't, don't love me some white.

It's gonna be dope.

I would be honored.

It's gonna be stuff.

Albums, any, any new records coming out?

Um, yeah, I got record out now called Chevy Box. It sounds like the Ross record.

You released that a month ago, right?

Yeah, yeah, yeah, it's doing good too, actually.

I saw that.

With no real— you know, I'm, I'm organic, man. I, I, I sell, I sell my dope to the fiends hand to hand.

I like that.

This is my best way to sell my music, you know what I'm saying? So I hand to hand with the Chevy Box record is doing excellent. I appreciate everybody like, like that went out and, and, and, um, downloaded it, saw the video. Um, I just put a studio in the house now, so now, okay, because I know my daughter's on the way and I'm not, you know, gonna be able to go to the studio like that, so I'm gonna, uh, you sure ain't, no. Yeah, so I'm, I'm gonna be releasing a few EPs in the next couple months, um, through a digital distributor, uh, named, uh, One RPM.

Okay.

Um, and, um, in between there, putting out my Animal Shelter, which is my label with my— yeah, yeah, Animal Shelter, Dog Check.

Oh, okay.

Yeah, that's, that's, you know what I mean, that's me and my homies and stuff like that. So, uh, there's a few artists I got. So, um, yeah, as far as that. And then, uh, next year I think we got a movie coming up. I got an independent movie coming up that, um, it'd be, uh, they shot a few of them, um, it was on what, Tubi And yeah, yeah, so, so this one will be on there as well.

So yeah, you got a lot of stuff going on.

Yeah, I'm getting my teeth done. I'm trying to get like y'all pearly white.

So, you know what I'm saying?

I'm about to be straight. Hold up, man. Everybody hold on, I'm on the way, baby. You got a beautiful smile. That's really nice. Absolutely. You too. I be all of y'all.

I'm jealous.

I'm jealous.

I just went— I just took a flight over Colombia, came back the next day. That's it. I went to Colombia. I just went— like, all right, let's go. Yeah, Miami. I was just like, what y'all charging? Colombia charging? Oh, I get on Spirit. I got on Spirit and I was back the next day. So I just feel like they want to do too many appointments here. Yeah, Colombia, they said come on over over here? I had no appointments.

You have— you had good teeth already though.

Yeah, so that's probably why.

Yeah, y'all all easy. They got to bring out the jackhammer for my shit, huh?

Well, Columbia and shit, you got to have that full balance. You ain't getting shit done. They want cash only. Yep. You ain't got no cash, your ass ain't I'm excited to see the baby. I'm glad to see, like, I could definitely change because I was watching a lot of your old content. Yeah, a lot of interviews and stuff like that. And I was just like, we definitely gotta chop it up and kind of see where your head is at now. Yeah. And I appreciate it. It's so transparent. And that's why you really do good out here is because you real. You ain't on that branded. It's like, I hate— I told you, fucking publicists and managers and shit, they be fucking it up for a lot of artists. And I'm like, just let them be real.

Yeah, just let them be theyself.

If you let them be theyself, they will sell more. People don't want to hear that 3-question, oh, I can't really talk about that. You know what I'm saying? It's like, what the fuck we here for? People want to know you. They're buying from you now. So I'm just glad that you, you know, because you do come from an era where, you know, y'all are taught to brand and dodge questions and shit like that. You know what I'm So, um, definitely enjoyed this. Definitely gotta have you back. I'm gonna have your guy— I'm gonna get his number and we're gonna get him set up for the top of the year. Yes, absolutely. And anybody else that you, you know, you want to recommend to sit down, definitely, definitely. So yeah, thank you, thank you, Godplay. Thank you, baby. In the wine cellar.

Yes, yes, in the wine cellar, baby.

You know, absolutely. Listen, okay, but no, um, I'm I'm excited. So just let me know. Let me give you— you have my number, right? Okay, so just text me everything. And then, um,