Rickey Smiley recorded himself having an anxiety attack in his hotel room after losing his son. The speaker imagines what comfort a partner might offer him, from gentle reassurance to simple check-ins, suggesting he needs emotional support during this grief.
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I saw this video of him and I was like, Ricky, love me, love me tonight. He was crying, he had anxiety attack, he said it all. And he, he recorded himself crying and having an anxiety attack and then, um, you know, uploaded the video, you know, sleeping alone saying he was scared. Now I know he recently lost his son and stuff like that, but like, this is why Jamal was trying to tell you you need a woman. But somebody has got to refer you somebody because otherwise You gonna keep waking up like that and you ain't got nobody saying, "Ricky." Like, this is Ricky. "Ricky, baby, you okay? Baby, is everything okay? You good, Ricky? Take deep breaths. You would like some water?" Or it could be like, "Hey, hey, hey, baby, you good? Hey, hey, Ricky, you good, man? You good? You sure? You ain't having no back pain from, you know, from what I just did, right? You know? You good, partner? Go outside, walk around."