Grandma's Tears Revealed Life's Biggest Secret! (New Zealand Trip)

Like, I'm at a point where I'm like, okay, if I just cut all of this from the past. I don't know if I have the Netflix show yet, by the way. I went to the audition and I didn't hear back, and I fly to New Zealand. Just, like, I need this. I had seen my grandma, too. I saw my grandma, and my grandma was always this, like, fountain of wisdom, and she would just say the thing I needed to hear. And in the trip before New Zealand, I was in Brazil, and I'm having Cafe Zinu, like, a little coffee with her, and I just, like, ask her these questions, and she starts to cry. I had a stoic grandma. She's very, very, like, a strict grandma. Had had an amazing relationship with her. We were friends, but I had never seen her cry. And I asked her these questions, and she starts crying tears of recognition of me asking these deep questions and her coming to this realization that she wasn't pissed at my grandpa. She was actually afraid for the day that maybe she wouldn't have him around anymore.