Suffering in silence to becoming vulnerable with Nathan Barry #shorts

I was so subconsciously so dead set on taking care of everyone and not being a burden on other people that, like, I couldn't. Basically suffered in silence. Yeah. You know, and so a lot of it, you know, I would spend in my office, like, just getting more and more upset and, you know, and. And depressed. I was just. It was a long time. I ended up, like, working through that, but I. I felt like something fundamentally shifted in me, I think dealing with depression and suicidal tendencies and. Or like, ideation and all of that. You know, it's interesting, my team gives me a little bit of a hard time because I cry really easily now. And like, even delivering my keynote yesterday, like, there's just people like, you were. You were a little emotional on stage, weren't you? It's like. Yeah, but like, I. Before, you know, 2014, 2015, I. I never cried, like, ever. And so, yeah, it was a big. A big shout.