A recorded interview between Josh Trent and Paul Levy in which Levy recounts a dramatic spiritual awakening involving synchronistic and seemingly miraculous events (e.g., a blind woman regaining sight after his spontaneous words) while being hospitalized. Levy frames these experiences as evidence of non-pathological spiritual awakening and connects them to his broader work on Wetiko—a self-induced, collective mind-blindness—arguing that recognizing this inner process removes its power and can enable healing.
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When I told the story of that, I was like overwhelmed with this deep suffering from my, you know, the abuse from my father. And that, you know, then that catalyzed into a whole awakening process. And, you know, when I got thrown in hospitals and that whole thing, my subjective experience, what I was experiencing, which made no sense at that moment, stuff began happening in my life that were, it was physically impossible. That could only happen in dreams particularly. I was beginning to meet my teachers when I, these great enlightened beings, when I was around them, it was like the 3D space time continuum would just, you know, change and physically impossible stuff would begin to happen. How so?
How so what, what was happening?
Yeah, I don't really, I, I, I don't really talk about it, you know, so I don't, you know, it's not, I mean, you know, one example that I can give you, but this isn't quite a physical, impossible thing. This is like a completely ridiculously unlikely thing.
Okay.
When I had my awakening, you know, I got hit by a bolt of lightning the next day. I'm acting so enthusiastic and excited about what I'm realizing. I get brought by ambulance, you know, to a hospital. They into my first psych ward. They bring me in to the lounge. The patients were there, they just had dinner. I see a blind woman. Her eyes are blind. She's an older woman. And I didn't think about anything. I just spontaneously went right up to her and was looking in her eyes. And her eyes are opaque. You know, clearly she has no vision. And out of my mouth just spontaneously comes the words. All you have to do to see is open your eyes and look. And I keep on repeating those words, getting closer to her, you know, staring in her eyes. The whole thing took a minute. She regained her sight. And right at that moment, as if choreographed, they came and they took me and they strapped me up on a bed where I spent the night. And, and then just to complete the story, the next day, they unstrapped me. They put me in a room. Who's the only other person in the room is that ex blind woman. She's smiling at me, not saying a word. All of a sudden, my heart chakra just blossoms and I understand. Oh, she was hysterically blind. You know, she inwardly was not letting herself look. And that was manifesting as her, you know, physical blindness. And somehow she was ready to heal her blindness. And I was like the Uber driver who was like, in the area. And I got called to like, you know, and I just played my, said my lines, you know, it was like I was given a script, it fell in my head. And that helped her to heal. And then she said to me, the only word she ever said to me, she goes, aren't you going to answer the phone call from? And she mentions my father's name. And then within seconds, the nurse comes in the room and says, paul, your father's on the phone. Because my parents had just gotten word that I had had a supposed psychotic break. And so now I want to point out that wasn't a physically impossible event. That was a synchronistic event that was highly improbable that, you know, I just happened to like be, you know, to say whatever I said and it helped her to like heal, something like that. But that's the one experience that I've been given permission, you know, by. By spirit, by my guidance to openly talk about. But then there was like all this other stuff that, I mean, that was like a minor, A minor experience compared to what happened next over the next year and a half. And all the while I'm getting thrown in mental hospitals, pathologized and diagnosed. But an experience like that saved my life. Because when you have an experience like the one I just told you with the blind woman, you, yeah, totally know you're not mentally ill. You totally know, oh, I'm having a spiritual awakening. And these psychiatrists who are telling me I have like, you know, a chemical imbalance, they have no idea. So that's what I mean. It saved my life.
Wow. The. This is not the first time and it won't be the last that I've heard that. We had a guest on the show a couple times, Mark Wolin. He wrote a book called it didn't start with you, which is Family Constellations, Past life Regression. And he had something where he actually started to have blindness in his eye. And he looked at his relationship specifically with his mother, his inability to connect with her. And as he dove into the inner work and as he understood that he himself was creating the partial blindness, the blindness cleared. Now people might, people might look at that and they might be like, that's crazy. I don't believe that. Well, I do, because psycho psychosomatic exists.
Yeah. And the thing about that, in that, that you know, being blind in like when you read the Bible, they'll talk about a mind blindness and they'll. They'll talk about that it's self induced that we. So. And what eco is a self induced form of blindness. You see, when we. When we see what eco. And we turn away and we turn a blind eye. We're feeding Wateko that turning away is what eco. So it's not like there's any external blindness. You know, we ourselves are creating our own blindness. And I want to just point out that experience I just told with the blind woman. I've been contemplating that for, for over 40 years now. And it, it's clear to me that something was being shown to me because that actually totally articulates on, you know, with reference to the situation of humanity, that we ourselves have fallen blind and there's nothing in our way for us to heal our blindness and we can actually just open our eyes and look. And that's in essence what my work is about, is trying to have people open their eyes and see what, how it operates, not only through the non local field, but in our minds via our reactions. And when you see it, like I've been saying, you take away its power. Because here's the thing, when you see how Watiko operates in the physical world, you know, with like the whole vaccine thing or the Ukraine thing or whatever, or gender dysphoria.
Gender dysphoria is a big wetiko.
Yeah, yeah. You know, the point is, is that what you're seeing out there is an external reflection of a process going on inside of us.
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