the NATURE of attachment #podcast #consciousness #nonattachment #spiritualjourney #cancerjourney

What is the purpose of you on this cancer journey? Having cancer, being on a three year journey with cancer is I've gone through two definitive existential crises. It started teaching me the nature of attachment and how my attachment was suffering and how that actually I was already happy and I was already in love and I already always was that way. The only reason I couldn't see it was because of my attachment. And so what I did was I spent about two weeks exploring death and I meditated in what it was to die, what it was to leave this life, leave this body, leave this storyline. And what happened was it all kind of just dissolved and I really had my own experience of there is no death. If I die next week or I die in 30 years or 50 years, it's really of no consequence. You know, my job back to now is, is to do what is present now, to be love now.