Single-speaker monologue reflecting on life motivations and a personal "North Star": ensuring financial, mental, physical, and health stability for the speaker’s mother and grandmother; providing for future descendants; being able to sustain loving relationships without money-driven strain; and prioritizing comfort and peace over wealth accumulation or external validation.
I wanted my grandma to be good. I want my mother to be good, stable financially, mentally, physically and health wise. I wanted for my future seed to be provided for whether I was here or not. I wanted, I wanted to be prepared to if I have love in my life to be able to sustain a relationship with mechanics because you know divorce is usually problems or money and I wanted to be able to live and create freely without being having a master. I I've done about three of those things right mom and grandma's good but the direction that I always had it was never damn I need to make a bunch of money because I want to have a bunch of money. I don't need a bunch of fun tickets to validate my human. It was I want the life of comfort and peace that I never had as growing up because of the lack of right. So that was a true North Star.
