A short excerpt from a YouTube interview in which the speaker reflects on their desire to be able to like or understand anything. The speaker describes studying or finding an angle to appreciate subjects that don't initially appeal to them, and the guilt or sense of failure they feel when they cannot do so.
I kind of like the idea of being able to like anything or find a way of liking anything. Do you know what I mean? Even if it's not something that immediately appeals to me is to sort of study it in a way or sort of find an angle where I can. Okay, I get it. I understand what you're trying to do here. Or what. What is. I understand the purpose behind it. You know, I love finding that. So I do feel some kind of guilt sometimes when I. When I don't. When I'm not able to. Do you know what I mean? It's like. I mean, that's where I. That's. I really want to be able to understand that. And sometimes when I can't, it's like there's an element of failure.
