0904 Sunday Live readings

Hey, hey, hey, beautiful hearts! What's vibing? All right, here to do some readings. Let's throw some cards around. I'm gonna start out doing a, um soulmate cycle reading. Let's just see what comes out, what the story is, and, you know, get in where you fit in energy-wise. All right, you guys keep seeing me look down or to the side. You guys live on Facebook can't see right now. Those of you who will be watching the replay on YouTube, you can see what I'm looking and pointing at— my bearded dragon. So he's right here supervising the shenanigans. He's a little perturbed. I upgraded this penthouse, so he doesn't like change. Anyways, hey Virginia, how are you? What's been going on, honey? Hey Brian, how are you? All right, let's look and see what is going on. All right, as I was saying in the beginning, I'm going to start out doing a reading for soulmate connections. Um, so if you're dealing with some sort of soulmate, could be twin flame, doesn't have to be, doesn't have to be romantic either. It's just a soul contract or bond that you have with somebody else. That's what I'm going to be pulling the energy on, um, for the community. And then I'll go through and if you guys have specific questions, I'll go ahead and answer those with the cards. So collectively, starting out with the soulmate cycle. I missed you too, guys. Thank you. Um, we're starting out with Judgment, 10 of Swords, and 8 of Swords. August was a big month of change. Did you guys feel it? Did you feel like you were really pushed to your limits on certain things, kind of forced to look at yourself. Um, August was wild. Moving into September, you guys should be feeling this, um, switch up in the energy. Go ahead, just assimilate it for right now over the next 48 hours. Um, but how this relates to the soulmate cycle is there was a lot of things that came to the surface both in each individual as well as collectively. Now, you don't have to be in contact with the soulmate for it to affect you guys individually and as a whole, because everything is energy and vibration. It absolutely 100% can affect the other person in this connection even if you haven't talked to them. Hey Shannon, how are you? So Big, big, um, energy of awakening, a time of self-reflection, which it should be self-reflection, but one or the other is in this energy of Judgment. Inner critic is on high. This feels like one person is more awakened in this connection than the other person. The other person who is starting to awaken at a deeper level, they're the ones sitting in this judgment type of energy. Um, so a lot of things can be coming up for them that you could be picking up energetically. So if out of the blue you're thinking about this person or you're sensing something, go with your intuition. That, that'll never lead you astray. Um, I do feel that for both parties in this connection, there has been a lot of back and forth energy mentally, meaning, um, it doesn't feel like there's a real solidity to this connection. So you or the other person, maybe both of you, aren't really sure where you guys stand in this connection. Um, a lot of thinking about it and going back and forth with, do I cut this person off? Do I stay? Do I give them the benefit of the doubt? Do I not? Just all of this. But what's mixed up in that there is a trauma wound, an energetic trauma wound that is trying to get your attention. How do you know if this is pertaining to you? Throughout August, there was a theme that kept coming up through all the weirdness, through all the chaos, all of that different type of energy. There was a theme for you that kept coming up, and it kept drawing your attention back to the past, whether it was for a brief moment or it lasted a little bit longer, and you just kept thinking about this, um, person or people, kind of like flashbacks of your past coming out, um It feels as if— hey, Nirma— you were trekking right along, and then August kind of came up and just bitch slapped you, and you're like, whoa, what happened? Let me just, let me just pause. Let me just stop. Almost like putting blinders on yourself. See these crows? For me represent that inner critic, those inner thoughts that don't serve you. But here she is looking in a mirror. If you look at it this way, she's free. Here she's not. This is talking about perception. So this goes back to the habit of always looking to the past, bringing through the past experience via your stories right now. Whatever you're telling yourself, whether you're talking to your friend, um, or talking inwardly with yourself, there's a lot of that older story energy to it. Now I feel like the person that you're connected to in the soul bond Feel like things have shifted a bit. Hey Cindy, so you're not so much in this thicker perception, um, of judgment. I do feel this is coming from the other person more so. I mean, put it— get in where you fit in on this. The big thing here is seeing those patterns, those thought patterns. What was it that kept coming up for you in August that you found yourself kind of back in the loop? Whatever that was for you, that's what's here for you to declutter, consolidate, and cleanse through September. That's the September energy. Um, if this is resonating with you with a connection, I do feel that Whoever really hasn't heard from this person, or if you haven't expressed yourself or they haven't expressed themselves to you, that is coming. Um, September, for those of you that are connecting with this energy, September is the month that you are going to be putting into practice a lot of these spiritual truths that you've learned and had to come face to face with in August. Okay. Nirma, do you have a specific question or something you want some insight into? Cindy, what about you? Someone here through August really learned the lesson, um, the spiritual lesson of letting go. I feel like you didn't really want to, but it's almost like you're— you were pushed into the corner. And you knew you had to make a choice, um, and you made a choice. You picked you, and there's been some doubts going on about that, um. Feels as if you're going through, um, a time of kind of feeling ungrounded, not really secure. Nerma, yes. How can I overcome the inner chaos and trust more in the universe? Good, good question. So the practical tip is the more that you do not listen to the old patterns and the old stories, um, so in other words, when things start to come up or you need to make a decision, if you used to really analyze, turn over every rock, think about absolutely everything and create stories around that that is coming from that altered ego side, that need to kind of know everything or control everything. The intuition, it's an inner knowing. It comes from the heart. Now, awakening— we awaken to realize that in the matrix, things were a bit twisted or backwards. We grew up learning we couldn't trust our heart, that we had to use our head. How many times have we said, well, what were you thinking? With awakening, we're flipping that script. We now start to learn to trust our heart. We realize, oh, wait a minute, the mind is really the place of the chaos. It's those incessant thoughts that we keep thinking that are focused on the past— what happened, what didn't happen— and we bring that fear into now. When we're thinking about our future. And now is the only space that you have that is like real, that you can do something with. So if you're in your now moment wanting to manifest something new, but you keep thinking about the past when this was similar and it didn't happen, things like that, you literally are bringing that energy into your now So you're going to manifest more of— more things to think about, more energy to have chaos around, because it's not really closing the door to that old story, that inner dialogue. So now what do you do whenever that old inner dialogue comes up? Because it's a habit, and you know, habits can be difficult to break, but you can do it. So in the midst of that chaos, when you catch yourself thinking, well, what if— any type of judgment, guilt, condemnation, blame, and shame, especially towards yourself— know right there, okay, wait a minute, I'm out of balance. This is altered ego. This is monkey mind trying to stop me. This is a phase. This is for September for you to choose you. So make your decisions and make them, but don't make the same choice that you did in the past. Discipline yourself to make a new choice. As scary as that can be, make that new choice. It's okay not to know what's going to happen tomorrow. That's actually the place you want to be. That's how you start to learn to trust the universe, trust your intuition first, is by practicing that out. So this is how you practice it. And mark my words, as soon as you start making those different choices, life's gonna come up and say, "Oh, really? Really, Nirma? You think you can make a different choice? Watch this." And then it's gonna go into the archives of the past, pull up a very intense chapter, something that you really haven't fully healed that trauma wound or seen it for what it is, and it's going to put it right in front of your face and go, all right, now what are you going to do? What you're going to do is— that's part of the past. It has no business in your future. You've already had that experience. Do not buy the ticket to that chaotic circus. You don't need it. So you still continue to make that new choice even when it feels scary. There will be times that all you can say is, everything is always working out for my good. But the more that you do that, the more that you have these experiences— because these experiences are your practice. Where are you going? He has to be up in the mix. Um, the more that you use your intuition and you practice it and you do not let that monkey mind tell you a story or bring up a lot of old feelings— the moment that that happens, you know, okay, I'm starting to get out of balance. Does that make sense? Um, Cindy, Cindy, Cindy, you quit your job. Congratulations! Get out of your head, my dear. Get out of your head. No, the same type of toxicity is not going to follow you if you don't feed it. Um, there are going to be similarities, but those similarities, if you choose to look at them differently instead of saying, oh, this is the whole thing all over again, duh duh duh, you have the pen, you get to write your own story. You write it out. Nope, that may seem familiar, but nope, I don't need to go there. I don't need to shrink my energy. I don't need, you know, that type of stuff. Um, I'm hearing when you least expect it Um, you have been calling in a divine opportunity. I— it doesn't feel as if you have been, you know, like sitting there writing it out. Okay, this is exactly what I want. No, this feels like you've had some inner conversations with yourself Picturing your next, um, job, career, whatever you want to call it. Those negative thoughts I keep hearing— well, not at my age, or I can't do that, I don't want to start over— what— whatever that is about, let go of that. Um, you have been calling in something that is more aligned with you, but it also scares the shit out of you. Go for it. Face that head on, um, the fear. So there is going to be an offer coming in. Um, I don't feel like you've applied for this. It's going to show up unexpectedly and out of the blue. The more that you keep your focus inwardly, stay out of the doubt and worry, um, and stay out of that inner dialogue, my dear, If you have felt— it's almost like monkey mind has really wanted to beat you up over this choice to quit your job. There's a whole storyline that goes with it. I don't need to repeat it, you know what it is. Um, let it go. Let that go. You are where you are meant to be. You could not be in alignment and be ready for what's about to come to you had you not quit your job. What I'm getting so strongly is that was something you followed your intuition on, and you've been doubting it. Stop doubting it. Stop, stop, stop that progress. Every day, get excited. Every day when you wake up, say, yes, I say yes to life. I say yes to that perfect opportunity that's coming my way. I say yes to life in all its victory. What amazing adventure is life going to give me today? I qualify it with ease and grace, always everything for my highest good, because I'm saying yes. And if I say yes to life, life is going to say yes to me back. You've spent a long time saying no to life. That's what you need to move away from. All right, let's see. You're welcome, Irma. Hey Jacqueline, how are you? Hey Connie. Hey Jeanine. My voice just cracked. Hey Josh. Oh, sounds exciting, Connie. Let's see. Hey, Lori. Um, all right, Shannon. Hey, Mary Beth, see, I did it again. Shannon, Shannon, Shannon. 10 of Swords. When it came out, it flew out, it flipped both ways and kind of spun. So, ma'am, let's talk a minute here. I feel like, I feel like you're carrying unnecessary burden. This is burden that should have been dropped. Feels like you keep picking it up calling it something different and trying to move forward, but it slows you down each time. I feel like this slowdown— oops, sorry— that this slowdown— am I back? Am I back? That this slowdown, um, it's an energy that comes around. It's so— it's an old pattern. It really gets you into your head, um, as soon as you catch on and you drop it and you don't put your attention or focus on it, you start moving, you're in the flow, things are easier. Um, I just feel like situations keep popping up that slow you down, that put these swords back into you. And I don't know if you can see it, but he's kind of crawling. Um, August, it was really challenging for you. Um, to really trust your own intuition and your own voice. It feels as if you had a lot of things come to the surface for you in interesting ways. Those are the things for September that you're going to be clearing and cleansing, um, I feel like you've started this a little bit, that this is— you've already started to declutter your energy. But yeah, here's back and forth again. Back and forth in your head over this. September's theme, guys: follow your heart, not your head. Okay. Hey, Donna! Connie, Connie, Connie. Queen of Wands in reverse. Connie. Um, interesting. I feel that this energy is you with you. I feel like you've dropped the bullshit, um, whatever bullshit story, um, you were running. I feel like you are facing that head-on, saying no, no, no, which is leading to these changes. Um, but this is also going to lead into an emotional shift for you. August brought up some intense emotions. I feel like it was a bit out of the blue. You really kind of didn't expect it, and it showed up, but now you're ready to face those, whatever it is, head-on. Um, I feel like you have— you're coming out of a season, like the season pulled you out of the game, whatever, whatever that is. Um, I feel like you've been taking a back seat in your own life. That's the energy that I feel is changing. I feel like in September you aren't allowing yourself not to be seen. You're, you're preparing to really step out again and take up space in the rooms that you walk into. Yeah, you've been playing small and now that just doesn't feel comfortable for you anymore. I feel that there is, um, an opportunity coming in, but it's going to stretch you, and that's not a bad thing. Um, it is going to stretch you What the look he's giving me. Um, the key is staying out of doubt. You are prepared for this. Get comfortable with yourself first before you share about what you're doing with anybody. Um, you're on this journey, and right as I was about to say that, I pictured the yellow brick road. You're on a yellow brick road, and each time there appears to be a challenge, when you face that challenge head-on, not getting into a story about it, but literally just like, okay, all right, this is what we're doing today, let's do this— that type of energy, um, right on the other side of doing that, things start to unlock for you. You have been running into locked doors for 3 years. Doors are just going to start opening with ease and grace for you, um, the more that you allow yourself to be seen. Okay. You're welcome. All right, Virginia, having a hard time decluttering my heart and my head in my life. You got the Fool and the Knight of Cups both in reverse. I feel that there is— I feel like there's a lot of fear that August opened up, and in opening that fear, it's almost as if, um, like analysis paralysis took over. There's also a numbness to this energy, um, a lot of questioning. I think this goes back to at the beginning what I was saying about the collective soulmate energy. A lot of doubt, doubting your own self. August dealt a lot of situations for you to see your self-worth. I feel like August rocked you a little bit, and in that rocking, in that rocking, some things kind of shook loose, and in that shaking loose It feels like you jumped back into your head and really started analyzing your next move instead of going in the flow. I feel like August rocked you out of a vibration. What I want to say to you about that is you're right where you're supposed to be. So if there's some inner chatter going on with monkey mind trying to make you feel like you've missed something or, um, you've missed out. That's— it's a lie. You haven't. Um, there were some lessons you needed for this next phase of your life that you would not have gotten. Um, had you not been shaken up like this, like what happened in August. Page of Swords and Eight of Wands. Yeah. There feels to be like a battle within your energy of thoughts and actions. I feel like there's a lot of good thoughts going on, a lot of ideas. Um, and you want to take action. I feel like energetically you put the steps forward to— for the action, and then you start to overanalyze. September is going to be a month for you to really honor yourself, honor your own voice, what you want to do. Um, I feel like there's this chaos in your energy But this chaotic— this, yeah, chaoticness within your energy, I don't feel that it's coming from you. I feel that it's been projected and you've taken it on, and it's like a hamster in a hamster wheel. You're going, going, and going, but you're not getting anywhere. Um, letting go of what isn't yours to carry. Feel like you have been carrying some burdens that don't even belong to you. Okay, let's see. Donna, Donna, Donna, are you still here? Let me know who's still here who hasn't gotten a message. Hey, little man, what you doing? You're welcome, Virginia. Heather, Heather, Heather, hello my dear. Do you have a question? Hey John, how are you? Hi Kirsten. Kirsten. Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa! I was not ready for those. Okay, the Knight of Pentacles, the Hanged Man, and the Ten of Wands. Okay. I feel like, um, you've made— you have some goals in mind, you have a plan. Um, I feel like the plan is going slower than you would like that. I'm not just hearing plan, I'm also hearing situation. So there's a situation not moving as quickly as you would like it to move, which I feel like there's this stubborn energy of I want it to happen. I want it to happen this way. Um, feels like within August a lot of different situations came up for you that I feel like you had to action, and it took your focus off of you. With this Ten of Wands, I just feel like you were just really busy, but not busy on what you're trying to manifest. And so it puts you into this Hangman position. Um, there's a perception and a belief that was a recurring theme for you. That's what wants to be released. Um, the Devil. So it's an old habit, it's an old habit, an old pattern, um, thought, belief, something along those lines. Um, August prepared you to let this go. I do feel through September, the first half of September I feel like you just want— you want to declutter your emotions, your energy. Um, there's this feeling of, I gotta get back to me. And right as I was saying that, I don't— let me know if this resonates or not— I heard Stella wants to get her groove back, um, and what's been holding you back is other people's energy, other people's stuff. It's almost as if your stuff comes up, you start to focus on that, work on that, make those changes, and then life kind of happens all around you, and next thing you know, you're on the sidelines You put yourself on the bookshelf again, and as you put yourself on the sidelines, you get busy helping others. This is a codependency wound that, um, you've been healing. You've actively been healing it. August really showed up on the scene and gave you a lot of opportunities to face this head-on. And not give into it. Um, I feel like you are going to actualize that in September. September is a turning point energetically for you. Um, practice grounding and balancing your energy on a daily basis. There's going to be more opportunities that are coming up for you to make those different choices, for you to recognize what it's here to do. It's really just trying to stop forward momentum, um, and this is going to be a boundary practice exercise for you to say no, those aren't my monkeys, that's not my circus. I'm not buying a ticket. I'm not sneaking in the back door. No, no, no, no, no. Um, I also feel that there is a couple of people you need to snippety snip Edward Scissorhands out of your life, and I feel like a lot of this energy is coming from them. They already sense this and they don't want it to happen. September, you are going to really kind of channel your inner Edward Scissorhands and snip snip snippety snip snip where you need to, because you recognize that these people show up for you when they need you, but when you need them, even just for something little, they're too busy. It's part of that codependency energy that keeps playing out on repeat. It's here so you could recognize it and just go, no, you know what, I'm not in alignment with this energy anymore. Had that experience, don't want it anymore, I don't need it anymore. And even if I have to Edward Scissorhands people That's okay. It's pruning the rose bush. I'm getting rid of the old growth. I'm ready for the new. So in trimming back that rose bush, you are making room for people who are more in alignment with you, that are not going to bring you back to the past and playing out that same role. It's time for a complete wardrobe change. I'm pausing because I don't know if I've lost signal or if it's reconnected, so we'll just wait and see. I know over here in Zoom I'm still on, so Hopefully, um, that helped you, Heather. And I can't see any of the comments, so let's just see if this comes back on. Look at Mr. Man here. I don't know if you guys can see the way— the bombastic side eye he's been giving me. He's in a little mood today because I am upgrading his penthouse. He doesn't like change. Hey, okay, looks like I'm back. I don't know who— what happened, who's here, who's not. I'll just give it a couple minutes. When I post this up on YouTube, and if you guys go over there and look, YouTube, that recording didn't mess up like this live did. All right, Miss Margaret. Miss Margaret, are you still here? All right. 9 of Pentacles, Page of Pentacles, and 8 of Cups in reverse. All right, Miss Margaret. There's something that you are doing, um, that I don't feel has reached its full potential yet, um, but it will. Pack your patience, um, look at this in a new way. Because there is some newness that needs to be brought into here. Don't abandon ship yet. Don't walk away. Whatever it is that you are wanting to do or manifest, this has to do with stability, income, things like that. Um, It is meant to happen. The timing is getting closer. I feel like you just need to bring in, um, some gratitude. It's not that you don't have it, but start consciously practicing an attitude of gratitude, being grateful that it is coming. Um, I do feel this is closer than you realize. Um, challenge yourself not to look at what you don't have right now, but to practice being in the feeling of it already being here. This— what you're manifesting, it feels like you need to be ready for this. All right, I am going to close this off with a couple of messages. Let's see what we have for the collective. Thank you guys so much for hanging out with me for this little bit today. I'm gonna get going, eat lunch, and upset my bearded dragon a little bit more. He's sitting here giving me the side eye. Inner wisdom, number 11. This is going to be key, absolute key through September, really tapping into that inner wisdom and moving from that place. You're welcome, Heather. Surrender and purge. This is what August prepared us for. It's really time we let go. We don't need it anymore. All right, you guys, again, thank you so much for hanging out with me. As always, I'm sending you oceans and oceans of love from my heart to yours. Namaste. Bye-bye.