ANOTHER BIG ENERGY DAY -- BE AWARE OF THE IMPURE THOUGHTS -THEY ARE CREATING A WALL AROUND YOU

Hey, hey, hey, beautiful heart. Excuse me. What is vibing today? How are you? I hope this video finds you doing well. All right, we're gonna jump in, we're gonna look at the energy. There's a lot of big change and transformation going on. You may be feeling some energy or not sure what really is going on, what way to go, things like that. So let's take a peek. Um, first I want to shout out and give a thanks to all of you guys who follow me. You subscribe, you, uh, You know, I know many, many of you, because I hear from you, I read, I read your emails. I may not be able to respond to everybody, but I do read them. Um, how, you know, daily you look for these videos and these readings, and how no matter what one you pull up, even if it's been a year or two, how you can find relevance in it and it helps you. Guys, I just want to say it touches my heart. This is why I do this, um, and thank you. And this morning I woke up, um, to a bunch of notifications. You guys have really have, um, shown out and shown up. I appreciate each and every one of you, all of the bookings that I woke up to this morning. So thank you, thank you. Why am I announcing this? Because remember how I said at the beginning of the week I cleared, I cleared my waitlist, um, and I was opening up for private sessions again, a limited number. Okay, so with that, um, I will be working through the ones that came over the last, um, couple of days. You guys, um, I will be doing your readings this weekend. For those of you that are still wanting a session, you can get one. Um, the wait time, which means the turnaround time on my waitlist, is now being pushed out, um, from 3 to 4 days. Now we're looking at a 5 to 7 day turnaround. So right now I'm still able to turn these around within the same week. Just want to set the expectation notification that, um, it's now going past that 72-hour mark. So thank you for your patience, guys. Thank you for all of your love and support. It really is an honor to connect with each of you, um, and connect with your energy and allowing me to look into your life and provide guidance. So, all right, let's keep going. So we're starting out with 24, 21, and 54. 4. The Divine Matrix, Beginner's Mind, and Initiation. Oh, I love it, I love it, I love it. We'll get into that. The Divine Matrix, um, I'm not sure if it was for you guys for the general reading that came out yesterday, if it was for my members, but I know that one, um, came out. So yeah, we're definitely in this energy of one foot in the regular matrix, the 3D world, and one foot into the divine matrix, the 5D. You guys know that there's— everything is energy, and 3D and 5D energy is different from each other. We've been talking about, um, Words, watching your words. Your words are your wand. What does that even mean? That means, you know, what you think, feel, and say, you will manifest. Last night we went over impure thoughts versus pure thoughts. So That went over really well. Just so you guys know, I am not talking about morality. So most of us, when we hear pure and impure thoughts, we think of things that were passed down to us via religion or what have you, and that has to do with morale and morality. I'm not speaking about that. I'm speaking about a pure thought is somebody says, hey, you know what, let's go to this new restaurant, let's try it out, get together and hang out. You say, yeah, that's a great idea, let's go. That's a pure thought. An impure thought is what comes after when the next sentence is, well, I don't know, maybe they don't have anything we like. You know, it's new, we can't see the menu. It's raining outside. So all of those conflicting thoughts is another way to talk about or say impure thoughts. A pure thought has no resistance. It has no duality in it. It's from the divine matrix. It will come back and manifest faster than thoughts that are tainted with impure thoughts or conflicting thoughts. Why? Because that's duality, energy. The moment that you put that doubt, resistance, complaining, whatever, into it, you've gone from universe. Yes, this is what I want. Boom, pure thought to, well, yeah, I think so, but. Da da da da da da da. And it's the da da da da da that historically you've been doing about your life and about every situation. And that's when you may go into that story mode. Um, you know, we all get into different situations throughout our day just in normal life where, uh, you know, we're in situations with others that we need to be mindful of our own energy, be mindful that not everybody believes the way that you believe, and that's absolutely okay. Everybody needs to be honored, but, um, being able to stay in your lane, not get, um, stories attached. So somebody in your friend circle says something or does something, and— or maybe you said something to them, they didn't reply, or they replied in a way that you didn't expect, it took you off guard. The— our history is to immediately take it personally, maybe get offended, or get into a story of, well, why did they do that? What did I do wrong? All of that da-da-da-da-da is those impure thoughts that attach you to that 3D story, when right now you are being called, release the story. Experience more time and energy in the divine matrix, more pure thoughts. Yes, until you are really practiced at this and this becomes a new habit, You will feel uncomfortable. You may feel wobbly, um, and that's okay because this is about getting out of the comfort zone. The magic doesn't happen in the comfort zone, it happens outside of it. So on that path with having— wanting to have more 5D experiences, what do you need? Number 21. I love this card, First Breath. Beginner's mind. This is very valuable. You hear me talk about this all the time, literally being like a little child again, letting go of false beliefs, being open to the wonder of the truth, of learning new things, of literally tearing down all of that matrix construct, that role that we've been playing on the stage of our life, and literally say, no, that's not who I am. And then allowing yourself the permission and room to discover who you are, what you believe, what, um, you resonate with, what aligns with you. Once you start doing that, the next progression is this: number 54, the crossing. Initiation. This is like what it feels like when you come out of your comfort zone. You've got a new attitude over here, new thoughts, new perspectives. Now you're heading down this bridge, or actually you're going this way. Can you— I don't know if you could see it, but that's like a little cloud portal. Um, that is the initiation. Why is it initiation? Have you been living your life coming out of your comfort zone with a brand perspective, seeing things pretty much the opposite than you have seen them before. If you're new to this, go easy on yourself. Inch by inch, it's a cinch. Yard by yard, it gets hard. This is a new way of life, a new way of being, and it takes practice. All right, we've got the Moon, the Empress in reverse, we've got the Page of Wands in reverse, Six of Pentacles Queen of Wands, Two of Pentacles, and the Hierophant. So yeah, with this Moon underneath the Galactic Mushroom and the Divine Matrix, and with the Six of Pentacles here, so there are some things that are hidden, but you're in this process of making real or bringing into the light what has been hidden before. And what I feel with this, what has been hidden it's not that it's, you know, people are hiding things from you or deceiving you maliciously. I feel this is things that you've hidden from yourself, things that you haven't really wanted to look at head-on for whatever reason. Um, this could be even— this is what I'm picking up when I see this Six of Pentacles. For those of you that, um, have been living a life of people pleasing. It's very common for us to do that when we've had, um, emotional or psychological type of traumas in our life. That's where the people pleasing comes in. This is saying that you are bringing to light or recognizing, acknowledging within yourself the relationships, the connections, the energy of overgiving and not being able to receive. Because we could get out of balance when we're always give, give, give. We need to have that receive as well. Everything is a balance. So beginner's mind, Empress in reverse, Queen of Wands, and then the Hierophant. So the Empress in reverse, that's emotional immaturity. That's that altered ego side wanting to kick, scream, and fight, bring up all kinds of resistance and conflicting impure thoughts to stop you from what you should be doing. The Queen of Wands, this is that opposite side that's saying, you know what, nope, I'm— I know who I am. I'm passionate, I'm attractive, I'm a go-getter, I'm gonna make things happen. And then with the Hierophant, I like this combination because this is saying with this Empress in reverse, the beginner's mind, Queen of Wands and Hierophant, you're aware of those areas, situations, and energy where, um, you haven't really healed or matured. Absolutely okay. We all have these places within us. This is why we're on this journey and working towards it. The flip side of that is you do have enough knowledge or insight into 5D different energy that can really pump you up, kind of build that fire within and push you forward on what you should be doing. This is all about, you know, you've been sitting on something whether it's making excuses or it's never the right time. This whole reading is saying, hey, make that choice. Now's the time. Get moving. You have what you need. The higher font— yes, it's about a higher level of commitment, but it's also about higher knowledge, um, a mentor, a teacher, uh, somebody with esoteric knowledge, um, a mentor, guide. With Initiation, Page of Wands in reverse, and Two of Pentacles, this is stepping out of the comfort zone. Page of Wands in reverse is saying, I don't want to go, I don't want to go, I'm okay right where I'm at. Two of Pentacles is here saying you need to make a choice. Quit juggling. Quit juggling both 3D and 5D and trying to, um, avoid making a choice. This is saying, hey, you need to make the choice. Shit or get off the pot, bottom line. Um, this is about moving forward, moving forward in a new direction, but there's a lot of, um that old energy coming up in very subtle ways. For many of you, it could be a lot of those impure thoughts. What in the 3D— what do we call all of that? Analyzation, making decisions from the intellect. Look, Two of Wands, needing to make a decision to go in a different direction. If you don't make the choice, and if you don't um, take the steps forward, there will be a Tower moment that comes in. I— the way I read energy for Tower moments, as you guys know, yes, it's unexpected. Doesn't mean it's good or bad or what have you. It means something needs to come in. The Divine needs to shake things up to get you onto your path out of your comfort zone, moving in a direction. When we know we have a decision to make but we don't make the decision, instead we have a lot of thoughts around it, we're stuck. We're not going anywhere, we're not changing anything, we're just treading water. That's when this comes in and says, hey, look, you're too valuable to tread water. I'm gonna zap your ass get up and do something. Divine timing. Everything is in divine timing. Everything has a higher purpose, guys. I'm noticing a lot for those of you that, um, are other readers, lightworkers, um, things like that, that you are trying to build your business or whatever on social media, and your posts and things are aren't being seen by a lot of people. It's only a few people. Groups that you used to be in that you helped started aren't showing your stuff, or they're closing down, whatever. It's like your, your message isn't being heard. You've got a megaphone, but it's like you're in the closet in the dark. People aren't hearing what you have to offer or say. Watch the impure thoughts. Trust the process. It is all about divine timing, and it will go in waves like that. You guys know that I've been dealing with this for a couple of years. Uh, my stuff starts to blow up. People are really getting amazing testimonies by doing this work, and then the next thing you know you're not seeing my stuff, my videos aren't posting or being circulated, what have you. It's a pattern, it's a, it's a whole thing. So if you're feeling that, just trust in the timing, okay? You are in this process of change, this initiation. A lot of it has to do with alignment and taking that leap of faith. Taking a risk, stepping into the beauty of the unknown. Um, your tribe, the people who are going to resonate with your message, they are out there. Yes, they're looking for you just as you're looking for them. It's all about an energetic match. People will find you and find your stuff when they need to. Um, so just trust in the process, guys. That's what I'm saying. Um, trust the process and let go of timing or how you feel it should be, especially like, you know, if you do a post or a video or whatever and then, um, it gets a little traction or maybe you know, it's not getting seen at all, just bless it. Just say, all right, and let it go. I've been having things that I posted even months ago, all of a sudden— I have no idea where it's coming from— people are seeing it, it's going around, and it's relevant for them now, um, and there's traction. So you just never know. What I'm saying is let go of the expectation. Self-worth. Absolutely. Do not let those impure thoughts— be aware of impure thoughts that are suddenly attacking your self-worth. Watch out for third-party interference. Third-party interference could be friends, family, um, strangers, co-workers. It's just any third energy outside of your situation. Um, be careful of their energy, their thoughts, their opinions. If you're trying to get something off the ground and you're asking third parties their view, their opinion, what they think, stop. Stop that, because that is eroding at your self-worth and it's causing a lot of confusion. Dazed and confused. Second-guessing. Resist the temptation to do that. Um, autumn. Autumn is very significant for those of us in the Northern Hemisphere. Yes, we are in autumn right now. We are in the middle of— well, we just kicked off this eclipse season. Um, November 8th, we have a full moon, um, eclipse in Taurus. Big, big energy. We're already under the big energy with this new moon in Scorpio and the solar eclipse we just had. This card keeps coming out. Taurus, Taurus, Taurus. Rulers of money, abundance, luxury, and beauty. This is for you. Prosperity lies ahead. Don't build a hotel in the bull crap. The bull crap, literally. The bull crap is those impure thoughts. Yeah, emotions are running high. Be aware of that. Be aware. All right, beautiful heart, I hope that helped. As always, I am sending you oceans and oceans of love from my heart to yours. If you want me to look into your situation, personal reading, as I said, um, it'll take a little bit longer to get it out to you, but definitely get on my list, book your session. The moment you book your session, you go in, you get a time slot on the time calendar, and the clock starts ticking down. So that's how it works, and that's the way it's rolling right now. There are also links in the description if you want to take one of my self- led courses. They have audios. I've got the Narcissistic Playbook up. The feedback I have been getting from that course from the people who have already taken it has been phenomenal. It is actually, um, kind of took me aback in a beautiful way. So again, guys, thank you all for your love, support, your views, subscriptions, comments, and likes. May your energy be returned to you a hundredfold. Namaste. Bye-bye.