Caterpillar thoughts do NOT lead to metamorphosis! Time 2 drop the stinking thinking & move on!

Hey, hey, hey, what's vibing today? I am Dr. Denae Arias, the Awakening Doctor and creator of Your Cells Are Listening. Let's dive right in today. I don't have the birds with me, they are downstairs in their penthouses eating their brekkie, but I do have Lord Lizard, Sir Spike, He is just an amazing little bearded dragon. Well, he's a big bearded dragon, but he's my little man. He's my little man. Not even mine, but I've adopted him. Anyways, that is Lord Lizard. As you can see, he's looking less than impressed, but we didn't get to spend our morning outside in the sun because there is no sun. Anyways, let's jump in. Let's see what this collective energy is. I am really, really hoping for new energy. I am so ready for new energy, and I know you guys are as well as a collective. This has not been very easy to go through. It's been very necessary. So I really hope you are hearing the messages, allowing them to absorb and you know, quieting monkey mind and altered ego as it tries to steal these from you and keep you in that self-sabotaging cycle. So let's dive in. All right, Spirit, all of you and then me, show me the cards I need to see. Last time I had Spike up here with me in the middle of the reading, he just all of a sudden came to life, ran across the table, and grabbed a card. So we'll see what he's up to today. He is very sensitive to energy. It's just, it's amazing. Okay, apparently we're getting 5. Look, Transformation. Absolutely. I literally can do a whole damn reading just on this card in this current energy. You guys have been hearing me say it every day, day in and day out. As a collective, we are under major transformation energy. So are you allowing your caterpillar thoughts to turn into butterfly actions? Let that sit there with you for a minute. What are caterpillar thoughts? Caterpillar thoughts are monkey mind. I don't know if I can do this. I don't know what's gonna happen. This is too painful, too scary, blah blah blah. You know, um, there's a time for caterpillar thoughts, but you've been feeling this energy. Shit has been going sideways in your life to get your attention, to get you to turn in those caterpillar thoughts for butterfly thoughts. The butterfly can. Caterpillar cannot. Prosperity. Look, guys, don't be fooled. Transparency— transformation comes with prosperity. What stops transformation and prosperity? Doubt and fear, altered ego ways. Isn't that right, little man? All right, this one, I think it was yesterday that it came out. Career. Here we have it again. And I have been shuffling this deck and shuffling this deck. I've used it in 9 readings since yesterday morning. So it's gotten a lot of use, but here we are, here it is again. So for those of you— again, this is a double, triple confirmation for those of you who want to get out of 3D careers, move into 5 and 7D careers, um, using your spiritual gifts the esoteric, all of that. What are your thoughts around it? Are they caterpillar thoughts or are they butterfly thoughts? Cuz look, you are manifesting. We are under this energy of manifestation. Portals are open. You are always manifesting. You guys hear me say this all the time. You already are a master manifester. You've just been manifesting stuff you don't want. So now this transformation, this is— this, all of this, the good, the bad, the ugly, the intense, it is all showing you. It all has a purpose. It is literally showing you your own unique programming, where you've been manifesting what you don't want, and how to turn those thoughts and feelings around so you can manifest what you do want. The first manifestation is transformation. For those of you who are new to me, my channel, my work, um, if you haven't picked up my book, read the book, or even seen the before and afters, um, of what I looked like, not just energetically but physically, as basically caterpillar, caterpillar thoughts And then when I had my radical massive transformation, what I teach you guys to do now, and I became the butterfly— go, go look at that just solely for pure inspiration for you. Instead of looking with caterpillar thoughts at where you're at and what you don't have and how long it's been, when's it gonna stop— that, honey, is keeping you stuck. Start focusing only on all of the blessings. I know, I know, in the Matrix reality and caterpillar world, the negative is so much more intense and it gets all your focus. That's why you've been a master manifester on what you don't want, because that's where you're— that has been where your attention is. So now, excuse me, turn your attention, focus only on the good, only on the blessings. Are you in an attitude of gratitude? An attitude of gratitude will shift your life faster than anything else. If you are always complaining and in an attitude of complaining, finding the negative in everything, then guess what? You will absolutely manifest more of that shit. And the moment that that happens and you go around complaining about it, murmuring about it, that's from doubt, fear, that's from lack. You're gonna get more of that back. Where the heck— what is your attitude? Where is your attitude? Ask yourself. You're the one who controls your attitude. If you're always feeling like you're missing out or you're not getting the best deals or you're, you know, um, everything's a struggle, money's a struggle, that's absolutely what you are going to manifest. Because the universe doesn't decipher, it doesn't say, oh well, this is what they're saying, but I know this is what they want. No. Stop gaslighting yourself. That's not the— the universe isn't narcissistic. Altered ego— and I'm not calling anyone a narcissist, so do not allow yourself to run amok with that— altered ego has picked up narcissistic ways and traits. It doesn't mean you're a narcissist. What it means is alter ego plays in that playground, guys. When you are overanalyzing and overanalyzing and always in monkey mind, that is doubt, that is fear, that is a desperation energy. And desperation is repulsive to blessings in 5D. Desperation will only bring you more energy for you and things for you to be desperate about. Overanalyzing is desperation, and there's no need for it because you— this week, this has been such a theme. Your mind, your thoughts, your intellect cannot solve your problems because the solution to the problems is on a different vibration than what your intellect can produce. All right, let's see what we got going over here. I don't know if you guys can see him. He's got his little side lizard eye. This is I'm Not Impressed. Look, look at these little knees, my little man. Okay, holy shitballs, holy cannolis. This is all— yeah, these are amazing cards, but they're in reverse. Let's break this down. Yeah, guys, I'm telling you, I'm picking up this energy. I don't know if it's because it's Mother's Day and the root wound for humans is the mother's presence, this separation wound, this unworthiness programming, not feeling loved, all of that. That could very well be. Some of you may have woke up this morning and immediately altered egos right there sitting there saying, oh, woe is me, my kids don't do this, I'm never honored, this person's not I have to get— whatever. This is a general reading. It'll be different for all of you. But if any of that energy has come up, it's caterpillar, caterpillar thoughts, caterpillar ways. You are blocking off your Ace of Cups, brand new divine love coming in, blocking off Ten of Pentacles. Blocky. Queen of Cups in reverse. This is altered ego caterpillar thoughts. Woe is me. Oh, nothing works out for me. Yada yada. Queen of Cups in reverse is toxicity to the max. It is altered ego, just emotionally, with emotional diarrhea. Emotional manipulation towards yourself and others. King of Swords is sitting here looking at the King of— Queen of Cups like, really, we're go— we're going to do this again? Chariot in reverse. Stagnant, stuck, not going anywhere. There's movement, there's movement of energy on your side, but it's in the cycle of caterpillar thoughts that you've been trying to get out of. All right, where has your inner dialogue and thoughts been since Friday leading up to today, Mother's Day, for those of us— I know for some of you, um, Mother's Day is not even relevant, uh, but here's the thing. Mother's Day in the commercial Hallmark sense, what have you. I want to bring this back to the root wound in every person, in every human. This awakening journey is about coming back to home, coming back into authenticity, coming back into truth. That truth at the root is love, the mother's love. This reading is going to trigger a lot of people in many different ways. Don't shy away from triggers. Because triggers are keys. When you get triggered, those emotions that come up, that attitude that comes up, your keys for your freedom are in there. You just have to discipline your mind, your thoughts, enough to not sit in that energy any longer, to rise up out of it, to not come from that emotional place, to get very honest with yourself and in your thoughts. That is going to push you into this transformation. All right, wow, 15 minutes already. Let me just grab a couple of these Inner Active cards because this is my deck that talks about the subconscious, what is going on inside. Yeah, look at this. Are you feeling this way? Are you feeling like the world is on— the world is on top of you, that there's no sunshine, no happiness? You got the weight of the world on you. Look at Barbie here, wind-up Barbie. This is such a program. And look, she's over there being judged. All of this comes back to worthiness. This is all about outward judgment. This, this is your Matrix personality. That counterfeit personality to the beautiful soul that you really are. This is Caterpillar 101, and yeah, altered ego is just really hammering away right now. That's the energy you need to push through, because the truth of this is that fear that you're feeling, that doubt, that really is an illusion. It is false evidence appearing real. I know it feels very real because it's your experience, but literally, what is behind that fear and doubt? Behind that fear and doubt are false beliefs. Nothing more, nothing less, is false beliefs about you and who you are. All right, Spirit, I don't want to leave it at this, but somebody here needs this reading. You need to hear this because you are so busy running around in your mind and in your emotions looking for the magic bullet, the next trend or whatever that will take this all away from you, that the magic wand that will bippity boppity boo you into this transformation. That's not how it works. That attitude, that caterpillar thoughts will literally just keep you recycling this. All right, Spirit, what is your advice for my collective? What is the advice for them to shed, shed this? Because all of this pain, all of this overanalyzing, all of this is literally coming up so you can acknowledge it. Once you acknowledge it, then you can start to release it. Yep. Here we are. Here's altered ego, devil energy. Eight of Pentacles, Knight of Swords in reverse, and Five of Swords. Literally, guys, whoever this is resonating for, your altered ego is gaslighting you. It's hijacking you. It is— you are doing— you, you are putting in work. It's literally your own thoughts. You keep going back to what was, what wasn't, or what— or even looking into the future of what could be. But you're looking into the future of what could be from energy of the past. So you're literally pulling your past into your tomorrows because you are in this overanalyzing. You literally are ignoring what you should be doing. You're in resistance to that. Instead, you're at the buffet of feeding altered ego. Altered ego loves buffets. It loves any energy, positive or negative. It doesn't care as long as the attention is on it. How does that look? That will get you in that desperation energy, like, ah, I gotta get out of this, I gotta get out of it, I gotta do something, gotta do something, gotta go, go, go, gotta fit, gotta try this, gotta try that. All of that busyness, all of that doing. It's just— stop for a moment and ask yourself. Some of you are addicted to the disruptions, this, the distractions, the things that keep you off of actually doing the work to bring in this prosperity, the blessings, the manifestation, and the transformation. Some of you are running around trying to heal this energy, get yourself to feel better via sex, alcohol, smoking, um, excess of everything that you've always done and keeping you from running straight to what you should be doing. Which is being. If you're busy doing, doing, doing, whether that's in your head or what have you, and you're not spending any time sitting with yourself, allowing yourself to acknowledge this part of you, those parts that you are not accepting, you've got to accept them. That's how you bring in this transformation. Some of you are so busy avoiding yourself Avoiding accepting those parts of you that you don't like out of doubt and fear that you're just staying a caterpillar. All right guys, this message just, it keeps recycling, and I know it's not just for me. Other readers that I'm connected to, um, I know they're, they're seeing it too. All of the same messages. I don't care who you are listening to or getting readings from. Those of us that are 5D lightworkers connected to the collective, knowing our worth, knowing our purpose, we know we are here for other lightworkers and starseeds to help pull you out of this shithole and get you on to this transformation. We're all saying the same stories. Yeah, altered ego, monkey mind, it's got many years over you. It is good at its career, it's good at its job, but literally you are the only one that can overthrow it and dethrone it. Your time is now. The gauntlet has been thrown down. You get to make that choice in what you're gonna do. All right, beautiful heart. As always, I am sending you oceans and oceans of love from my heart to yours. Namaste. Bye-bye.