CHRISTMAS 2022 ENERGY READING -- Another trip down the rabbit hole

Hey, hey, hey, beautiful heart, what's vibing? Sorry, get the camera right. Anyways, Dr. Denae Arias, your friendly YouTube metaphysician, here on Christmas Day to do a reading for you. So let's see what is going on in the collective energy. First, um, I know a lot of states here in the U.S. are under really frigid temperatures. Um, your girl here as well. It is like 8 degrees outside. Holy moly. But I really gotta ask because I've been seeing some of these videos and I'm like, whoa, Seattle, y'all okay? What, what, what's going on, Seattle? You guys are— um, I'm concerned. I am concerned. Um, but you know what, you guys take the win in crawling on ice. You know what, I don't think anybody's gonna beat you. You own that, so own that crown. But sending love your way and to everybody who is being affected by the weather. So yes, anyhow, moving right along. All right guys, let's see what is happening. All right, so I hope you guys are enjoying your holiday if you celebrate. For those of you who don't celebrate, hope you're enjoying your day. Um, hope this video finds you, um, Doing well. Let's see, just a bunch of energy just whipped up, um, so I'm just feeling through it. Let's see what this storyline is. What is going on? The last few readings, um, have been coming through. The messages are strong. I don't think this one is going to disappoint. If you like these strong messages, buckle up, buttercup, here we go. Um, But you know, we all need to hear the strong messages, especially when we're about ready to level up and monkey mind, altered egos over there just hammering away at you with old thought patterns, old ways, confusion, yada yada. But here's the thing, it doesn't have unlimited bag of tricks. It's a programming. It's a programming that was created out of your own experience. You are the only one that can deprogram it, um, and that's what I teach you to do. So let's jump into this. Hmm, interesting. Had these 3 cards not turned up, um, upright, I would have thought the whole deck was upside down because out of 9 cards, 6 of them are reversed. So let's see, I'm looking at Judgment in reverse, 10 of Wands reversed, 4 of Cups, the Chariot, 5 of Cups. Okay. You've had a lot going on. And what I mean by that isn't so much 3D, having a lot going on, being busy, you know, this obligation, that obligation, this party, that party. This is more, um, busy on the internal plane, both in 5D and 3D, you know. Again, whatever 3D and 5D means for you. This is a collective reading. It can, you know, resonate differently. You guys are all on your own timeline, so there is no, you know, being ahead, being behind. It's none of that. It's not a competition. It's not a race. This is about recognizing the patterns in your life, the seasons in your life. Um, because life is circular. So there's been a lot— sorry guys— there's been a lot of introspection, and I feel like it starts to get overwhelming, or, you know, pulls down your energy, and you're just like, but then You are hitting it back and going, no, no, no, that's not my truth, that's not my truth. Um, this Hierophant here really calling in more, um, spiritual masters, spiritual gurus. Uh, you're really starting to take on that energy of Moving out of that place of doubt and fear into that knowing that I know that I know that I know. I may not know how I know, but that's less important than knowing that I know. Really leaning into, um, your new spiritual beliefs. And it doesn't even have to be spiritual beliefs. We can remove that and just say your new, your new beliefs, your ways of thinking, your new ways of seeing things from a higher knowledge, higher perspective. Um, I don't know who this part is for, but there is somebody who has let go of judgment against themselves. You're really recognizing it. You're really nipping it in the bud when you start to go down that path. But you still feel stuck. That feeling stuck, that struggle with feeling stuck is really what is blocking you, um, that there's this energy of, like, moving forward, moving forward, really on point, and then not going anywhere. If you've been feeling confused, like, what's happening, what's going on, what, what is this new energetic space I'm in, um, you're leveling up emotionally. You're maturing emotionally. You're not, you're not coming from that victim, oh, this is going on, this is going on, woe is me, why does this always happen, when's it going to stop? You're not coming from that anymore. Um, but I feel like altered ego, that internal dialogue, is telling you some stories as if you are there still. Um, there's this energy trying to just pull you back with the same old story. You're not seeing the advancements that you've been making. I feel like you're not recognizing, um, or honoring yourself for what you have done. It feels like you have this big picture focus or this goal in mind, and that if it's not actually that goal, as soon as you try something else, this old program of this is how it always works, nothing ever works out for me, blah blah blah blah blah. So how do you move past that? I heard you just ask that. Um, you get past that by recognizing, celebrating your little wins. This journey is inch by inch, not yard by yard. Inch by inch, it's a cinch. Yard by yard, it gets hard. So that yard by yard programming or mentality or thought process is when you're so far focused into the future that you get confused. Doubt, fear, all of that comes up. Why? Because now you're projected way at the big picture, at the goal, when really what you need to be focused on is the now. What you can do in this now moment to get you closer to that bigger goal. Um, and this is what you're accepting. This has been a lot of like intellectual head knowledge, but it hasn't been made real in your life fully yet. Um, and the blockage, this energetic blockage, is really about shifting your perspective, really recognizing your wins, your victories, no matter how small, because this is building momentum in the direction you want to go. You cannot afford to self-bash yourself in this inner dialogue. You can't. Um, yeah, this Queen of Swords energy, getting really clear and honest with yourself, not taking your own shit. Queen of Swords can be very cutthroat. Um, yeah, I just feel like you're not giving yourself enough credit, enough recognition. Really take this time to reflect Reflect on where you were at the beginning of 2022. As we're closing out 2022, reflect back. Where were you mentally, emotionally, spiritually? You know, what were you thinking, feeling, hoping, all of that? And then take inventory of where you're at now. Detach as you do this. This isn't analyzation, this is reflection. Completely different vibrations. Analyzation, there's no room for that. You really want to just reflect and just look at situations that are going on in your life right now, especially if they— if you still had them like at the beginning of the year. But ask yourself, how are you responding to them now? Are you reacting? Are you responding? Are you seeing things from a different perspective? Just take that inventory and look and see, because I feel like there's just this big energy that really is nothing more than a cloud that is around you, um, to get you to stay focused on the past. It's trying to— it doesn't want you to see how far you've actually come. This, um, expectation of you should have, you know, had manifested this, that, or the other, or met your goals, or, you know, whatever. But this is where we self-sabotage ourselves. We don't give ourselves the credit in the day-to-day. Um, again, a situation transpires. Normally you would have reacted and lost your shit. You didn't. You just kind of went— you didn't say anything. You walked away. That's growth. That's what I'm talking about. Those little things that may not seem big to you, um, and especially for those of you that took, um, my deep dive, the immersion this year, guys, get out those journals. Remember all those things that we went through at the beginning and I told you write it down, write it down, it's going to come in handy. You're going to need this. Get it out. This is where it comes in handy. You can now look at where you're at now to where you were then and compare. Um, I do feel like there is a situation. So this could be current, this could be reoccurring, it could be a pattern, but it is a cycle that is closing out at the end of this year. This has been coming up for you, you've been sitting in it Um, it's around masculine energy. Feels like there's resentment, um, around masculine energy. So when I say masculine energy, I'm speaking energy, I'm not speaking physicality, um. And masculine energy is more controlling. It's, um, it's do-do-do, action-oriented. But this energy that I'm talking about can be like an authority figure, um, a boss, an entrepreneur, um But this energy is very rigid. It's rigid, and it feels like when this person walks into the room, the sunshine, the light in the room gets sucked out. Um, I feel that there's a lot of deception energy around it, and the way that I'm seeing this energy is that this person, um, has created a false narrative. So, um, It's not just you that they've deceived. They deceive everybody because they're not living their authentic truth. This energy feels very domineering, um, and manipulative and controlling. With words and withholding of words. So I'm seeing like two extremes. It's— but it's coming from the same energy. I feel like, yes, there's one person that this started with or that stands out for you, but as you focus on the energy and not the actual person, you start to see this energy act out in multiple people in your life. Um, and you're really starting to understand that it's not you against this person or you against these people, it's this energy and that's the cycle you're closing out. This energy is projected energy towards you. This person comes across as very strong and in charge, but really That's the facade, that's the deception, because underneath they are very insecure. They are coming from a very hurt, unhealed place, but they cover over it with this like bravado. This cycle is closing out. This energy, you recognize it for what it is. It's like you're, um, you're really sensitive to this energy. You're— it's like you're allergic to this energy. Your body acts out when this type of energy comes around. You've been having a hard time trusting people. Feels like you're taking an inventory of everybody in your life and just everything in your life, which is a good thing. We all need to do that. Um, but as you are getting clear and honest with yourself and staying out of your own stories really stopping that in you, you are now starting to see that energy playing out in others. All of this is saying that this energy can't fool you anymore, but you're still doubting yourself. Don't doubt. Doubt is poison. Stop drinking the poisonous Kool-Aid, the doubt. I feel when you're not expecting it, when your, um, when your attention and focus has moved on to something else, and meaning you're doing something you enjoy, whether it's out with friends, reading a book, going to the gym, going to the spa, whatever. When you're not in your head, in that masculine energy of, I gotta do this, gotta do this, when's this gonna happen, how's this gonna happen, let me plot, plan, blah blah blah blah blah, if I say this and do this, will they do this, all of that.— when you move out of that and just start doing things that you enjoy, turning your focus onto something else, the scales of justice tip in your favor. This is closing out a cycle. And as you close out this cycle and really start to come from a place of the heart, meaning something that you love, things that you want to do, and allowing your creativity, your uniqueness to come through Justice comes in, however that means for you. It just feels like it comes in, it's swift, it goes in your favor. Um, I mean, yeah, I can— court cases, anything like that. It just feels like, um, where you've been lied on or deceived, cheated, whatever the story is, you releasing it, not keeping your attention on it. When that energy tries to get your attention, just sending love and blessings. That's when the scales turn in your favor. This is, um, yes, it is here in the 3D, but it's starting in the spiritual. This also means you're going to the next stage, the next phase in your awakening journey. So yeah, you've been through a lot. It's been exhausting. Um, the only competition that you really have is this inner dialogue battle going on, um, and you've recognized it. Keep honoring your path, keep honoring where you're at. You know, I never tell you to bypass your feelings or push them down. Um, I encourage you to unpack them, look at them from that scientist studies a monkey vibe and energy. All right, let me see. Yeah, you're coming out of the Hermit energy, um, And it's time, it's time for you to resurface. Somebody needs to stop hanging around people who make them feel like you aren't doing the work or haven't done the work. Um, somebody is putting too much attention, or yeah, I guess attention on somebody else's validation of your growth or what you're doing. That's self-sabotage. That's deceiving yourself. You don't need somebody else's opinion or validation for you. The Chariot, stuck energy in reverse again. Oh, two different decks. Chariot in reverse. Um, first, for a couple of you— this may not be for everybody, but for a couple of you, there is somebody who is in your circle or in your energy somehow that, um, has been deceiving you. Um, you know this, but then you doubt it, then you question it. Um, this person knows how to, how to play your energy. They want to keep you stuck, um, and what I mean by that is your growth, your change, your path, um, frightens them. They don't like what they see because the energy is different. They feel like they're losing you, um, but they're not ready to face themselves at the level yet, at the level that you have started to face yourself. This is energy where they're telling you something to your face, but you're picking up that that's not really how they feel, or that there's something off. Something. One and one is not adding up to two, but you haven't really been able to put your finger on it yet. You have, you just haven't allowed yourself to accept whatever it is, um, because you were programmed to If you doubt and they say, oh no, no, it's just you, whatever, like you were programmed to doubt and not trust your intuition. That's what I'm trying to say. When all along you've known something, something hasn't sat right. Yeah, I feel like in your face they celebrate you, or they act like they're on your side, you know, um, they're your biggest supporter, what have you. But I feel like they're also complaining about you to others. This, um, there's this jealousy energy, envy energy, that when things start going right in your life or you're happy, what, what have you, it really irritates this person. Yeah, I feel like they double talk to you. So on one hand they're supportive, but then on the other hand they kind of zap you. Um, they may be real supportive and then throw in a question or a sentence or something that makes you start doubting. Yourself, whatever it is. This person has said things to you that have kind of made you stop and think, what, what the hell was that? Where did that come from? It's like you've started to see those little cracks in the facade. There's been little cracks, little times that, um, this energy has popped through. And when it pops through, it like stings you. It's like— and then as fast as that happens, it changes back as if it didn't happen. That's the type of like doubt energy and stuff that I'm talking about. But, um, yeah, and again, this part of the reading isn't for those of you who don't know about this or have no clue about this person in your energy or inner circle. This is for the ones that know but you've been doubting, and you even asked, is this this person? And as soon as I started reading this energy, this person came to mind. Yeah, there's lots of illusions with this person. It could be options, or you have a lot of options. Um, and they're adding more illusion or confusion when you're sharing with them, you know, what should I do, what path should I take, what choice should I make, all of those things. Um, I feel like this is more chaos energy, that when you're focused and starting to make inroads on upleveling or manifesting or whatever it is that you want, this, um, chaos energy comes in and you— it's like it could be both positive and negative in this aspect that this person, this energy is like, well, did you think about this? Or what about this? Like gives you more things to think about, more options, more, um, illusions. This really feels like you, you envision happiness and success and what you want to manifest in one way, in a certain way, and this person isn't in agreement with what you want for your life. It's like they want you in their life, but they want you in their life in the way that they want you. Like, they want to control some stuff here, um. Just feels like your guys's ideas of happiness and abundance, um, and emotional fulfillment are different. And it's different because you're emotionally maturing. This person is stuck, and they're trying to keep you stuck. You Growing and emotionally maturing is what they don't like because they are not ready to do that. They want to stay stuck in the past because for them, as much as they complain about it and don't like it, that's their comfort zone. They don't want to be pushed any further. What you're doing and changing, working on you is affecting those in your energy. And this person, whether they consciously realize this or not, they're being pulled to either face themselves and rise up or stay stuck. But you guys go on different paths because your life is taking you on the path that you're meant to be. And here's the thing, we all have our own paths. We need to start normalizing during our awakening that there are times when our paths with people that we've been on are gonna go our separate ways for however long, but that is needed because we grow the most when we're in this idea of separation. But instead we make stories around it, or, oh, I must have done something wrong, or they did something wrong, or this, that, and the other. They acted this way, I didn't like this. Forget all the stories. You know what? My life is calling me down this path. It's, it's a path I've got to go. There's no room in the vehicle between me and my bags. So it's just me. I love you, and I'll see you when I see you. I wish you nothing but love and blessings, but this is where we go our separate ways for now, you know, whatever it is. And kind of without all the different stories. Now again, yes, we are in the 3D human consciousness. We hurt people, they hurt us, all of those different things. But this is what you've been working through. So I'm speaking in context of this energy and this reading of what we started out with, that you've been facing all of this stuff. You're not holding on to it like you used to. You're letting go of this resentment. You're seeing the bigger picture. You're really choosing you and trying to think positively and changing your mindset. And you know that there's some energy trying to hold you back, or there's a blockage, but you can't see clearly what it is. You can't see clearly what it is because it's the same people you— or person you keep going and telling what you're doing or what you want. Zip your lip. Move in silence. It's not the time to share what you're doing. Because not everybody's happy for you. All right, I'm gonna end it there. I hope, um, you got something out of this. As always, I am sending you oceans and oceans of love from my heart to yours. And if you're interested in joining me for my New Year's party coming up, then check out the information in the link below because I forgot to mention at the beginning. All right, namaste, bye-bye.