Cocoon Members Reading 9/18/22 -- This is juicy!! 💦🔥 Can you handle it? Trigger warning.

Hey, hey, hey, beautiful heart! Let's vibe in today. All right, let's jump in, see what we've got going on. All right, how is everybody doing? What's new? What's going on in your world? We are starting out with Gift, Simplicity, and Wisdom. I like this. This is very fitting for the current energy that we've been under, um, and where we're headed. You guys know we're going through transformation, um, and changes. We're upleveling, and there's a lot of different layers on this awakening resurrection journey. The one constant is change. Um, we've talked about life is not linear. That's what the Matrix teaches surviving from point A to get to point B to C, and it's a straight line. Truth of the matter is life is a circle, the circle of life. And when you really recognize this and accept it, you can start seeing these patterns in your life. And recognizing your own patterns is the first step in being able to change that pattern and that circle. This is a gift, it really is. Um, just look around at your own family and friends, people that you know who are not on this path, who have no idea what you're doing, um, what you're talking about, all of that. They are coming or still living their life from that linear point A to point B and having the same conversations. It's kind of ironic and funny, at least to me. You guys know I see the weird in everything, but people, Matrix people who, um, live a linear life how they get stuck in a circular pattern and have no idea, and they keep trying to solve a linear problem when they really need to get into the circle, if that makes sense to you guys. Um, patterns, toxicity, all of that, they're circles. It's a pattern, it's a programming. For those of you who deal with narcissists, um, And I feel like that's going to be a topic probably for us for the rest of this year, along with, you know, the ascended masters and spirituality and stuff. But, um, when you can start shifting from linear thinking, being, and doing, and get into your own circle, not get upset, frustrated, hurt, whatever, but recognize the patterns and go, oh, okay, this is where— when this happens, or when so-and-so says this, this is how I react, this is what happens, this is my internal dialogue, yada yada. When you can start recognizing that and that pattern starts to come up, you could go, okay, wait a minute, in my circle of life, this is usually where it comes in. Okay, so I'm going down on the low end of the circle. This is where I get to make a different choice so that when I come back up and around in my circle, I'm not in the same hamster wheel. I've changed the dynamics. You're still within your circle, but you're changing the program because you're with a circle, you go back around. I mean, take a look at this. No beginning, no end. Round and round and around we go. But if you look at something linear, you start at point A, you don't come back to point A. Instead, you're moving forward through the alphabet, so to speak. And most of the time, we don't realize it, every so many steps we're repeating back here. But because we're not thinking circularly, we miss it. Instead, we start bringing all the old crap, toxic stuff with us. This is where we're adding to our baggage. We're packing our bags. Yet you get all the way down here at the end, you're still dealing with things over here that if you changed your perspective and recognize life is a pattern, recognize your own pattern, you're better equipped to handle what comes at you. It's not about getting to a point where life doesn't happen and everything is absolutely perfect. That's not it at all. It's about learning how to deal with the stuff when it comes up, to respond and not react. All right, hopefully that made sense for somebody. I'm not sure where that came from, but I know this is for my members, but I may end up posting this as a general as well, um, just because I feel a lot of people need, uh, need to hear that. Plus it will give them a little idea of what do we do in this private membership. Why is, um, the community, the private community I'm growing, why do I protect it so fiercely? Why don't I advertise? Because it is a place of nurturing. I pour into my members. This is something where we are growing this community together. It's a safe place for for like-hearted individuals to come and learn and grow. No judgment, no anything, as we walk through shedding and understanding what human consciousness is and what divine consciousness is. It's a place of wisdom, and not everybody is ready for the wisdom that's shared over there, and that's okay. Simplicity. Bringing everything back to simple terms. Because guys, when we really start to break free out of the matrix and recognize the programming and all of these different things, we can peel back and realize We're not supposed to be human doings. We are human beings. The Matrix teaches you to do, do, do, go, go, go, because when you do, do, do and go, go, go, you're not focused on you, you, you and healing. You're again focused on point A to B or A to Z, whatever you want to call it, and surviving. Honey, honey, honey, this life isn't about surviving and then at the end of it some unknown unseen deity gets to decide where you spend the rest of eternity. Those of you in my community, in my membership, you guys already know that. This is for everybody else. That's not what life is about. And if that's how your life has been, are you hearing the signs to make the changes? Change isn't easy. This is a lifestyle change, and it starts within you. Yes, there's a lot of simplicity to it. However, the human wants to complicate it and make it appear much harder than it is. But strip it all back, the truth of life, what you think and feel you will make real. Your words, your thoughts, and your feelings literally create your experiences. So now it's about getting a handle on yourself, understanding you at a very intimate internal level. Why do you think the way you do? Why you react the way you do, taking all the judgment, guilt, blame, shame, all of that out of it and just looking at the energy and seeing where you've been playing the victim in your own life and being able to step into that circle of life and stand in the middle, own your power, own your voice, feel safe in your own energy. That was the topic this week of Thursday's class, feeling safe in our own energy. When we feel safe in our own energy, it doesn't matter who outside of you is acting toxic or doing whatever. When you are in your circle of excellence, your circle of power, you know who you are, you've learned to feel safe in your energy, you literally can go around those toxic people whether whether it's a parent, spouse, friend, whatever, and allow them to be them without any judgment, without any arguments or fights, and without you taking on any of the projected energy. That, my friend, is freedom, and it is an amazing feeling. That's where I'm taking you guys, because look, here we are starting off with the Wheel of Fortune in reverse. So where in your life is this wheel not turning? Because Wheel of Fortune in reverse, this is stuck. This is stuck in a pattern. And for some of you, you may have 2, 3, 4 areas of your life that are really in the circle. Things are changing and moving. And you may have 1 or 2 areas in your life that are absolutely stuck. It's okay. Don't let the one or two areas that are still stuck pull you down and have that conversation that your whole life is a mess, yada yada yada. That's what altered ego loves to do. It loves to take the stories and romanticize them and create another story around that. So Wheel of Fortune in reverse. We have the Knight of Pentacles here. We also have the Page of Wands. Looking at Strength. Looking at Five of Cups and Ace of Pentacles. Yeah, so we've got some stuck energy, but look, you are making a plan. This Knight of Pentacles, he is the slowest moving knight in the deck. He is the most stable, solid, um, he has put in the time and the work. He knows what he wants and he moves forward. He doesn't move quickly. He's not in and out, up and down, all of that. He is very sure-footed. So guys, for those of you where there are certain areas in your life that are stuck, you know about it, you have been working on it, but maybe it's been going slower than normal, or inch by inch. Know that it is moving. You will get there. How do you get this Wheel of Fortune turning in your favor versus being stuck? What are you thinking about this? What are your words? What are you feeling? That is where you need to make the change. We've got the Page of Wands here. This is about new excitement, new passion, new energy coming in. Um, through this time you have been learning a lot. It doesn't matter where you're at in your journey, it doesn't matter how small it is, because Page energy is younger energy. It's more immature, it's smaller, um, but the Wands are passion, excitement, um, wanting to move forward with something new. And it may be scary, but you know you need to do something else. You need to channel this passion to get this wheel going the way that you want it to go. You are being called at this time to face your fears. To go within and look at what— how you look at your perceptions. What are you thinking and feeling about certain things? And the things that still scare you, that you don't want to look at, that you push away, sweep away, or say you've already dealt with it, or you'll deal with it another day. That's spiritual bypassing. I never encourage anybody to do that. I encourage everybody to face their lions on their path. The lion gets its fierceness by your own thoughts and feelings of the fear. Outside of that, you were born with the innate ability to control the lion, but you forgot about that because you've spent your life in survival mode and giving away your power. This is saying, look, it is time to walk right up to your lion, face your lion of all the emotional disappointment, the emotional hurts, all the lack, um What's wrong with me? Why don't I have this? Why did this person leave me? All of that, those thoughts, those are the thoughts internally that you need to face because they're lies. They are not truth. You are being called upon to bring in the wisdom, ancient knowledge, ancient wisdom. Yes, it could be from your ancestors. It could even be the ancient wisdom you already have stored in your DNA. And as you go through this process and you turn your back on that energy, you walk up to your lions, you look at them, you gain the strength and the courage. And then what happens? You're changing the dynamic. You're letting go of the old toxic lower vibration things that you've been holding on to. And look, here comes the divine. Here comes God dropping that gift on you. Pentacles are about tangible abundance— money, homes, cars, bonuses, whatever it is. So for those of you that have really been getting caught back up in that lack, limitation, what's wrong with me, I'm broken, I need to be fixed, All of that is limiting beliefs and energy that need to— it needs to go. It has no room here anymore because look, the Divine wants to bring you the desires of your heart. Every life comes with a bounty, guys. We were not sent here, we didn't arrive here having to strive, scrimp, scrap, all of that. Our lives come with a bounty, a bounty of health, wealth, love, happiness, and joy. We weren't taught that. We forgot it. We covered it up and we traded it in for this survival. Oh geez, that ran off the whole table. The survival of the Matrix, you know, getting over on other people before they get over on us. All that kind of stuff. The Matrix was born and it's the playground of altered ego. Altered ego is not your friend. Altered ego is that inner critic, that self-critic, um, you know, that voice inside of you that makes you feel like shit, all of that. That's altered ego. That is a Matrix programming, and altered ego does not want you to face your fears. It doesn't want you living in abundance and all of that, so it does what it can to get your attention off of all of that. Instead, it wants your attention on all the lack, all the Five of Cups, all the being stuck, all the hurt and pain, betrayal. Because the more that you think about that, that's altered ego's playground. More of that will come to you. That's where altered ego feels safe and comfortable. Altered ego does not feel safe and comfortable in this Ace of Pentacles energy. This is where you need to use your wisdom, simplicity, your gifts, and speak to yourself. Because where your attention goes, your energy flows. Absolutely, absolutely. And guys, make no mistake about it, this isn't You know, you hear the message, you hear a couple messages, you start talking yourself off the ledge in your own head, whatever the ledge is, and you become your own cheerleader. It doesn't mean that tomorrow or next week your life is going to be perfect and everything is amazing. No. Inch by inch, it's a cinch. Yard by yard, it gets hard. You did not get into this situation overnight. You're not going to get out of it overnight. It does take time, dedication, and consistency. With consistency, you gain momentum. That's the only reason altered ego seems to be stronger at this point. It's not, but the reason you feel that way is because it's had more consistency and momentum in the negative. That's all. Your commitment is being tested. When altered ego voice really cranks up and you want to give up, that is— most people give up right before the miracle happens. Don't be most people. I'm not a reader or a teacher or guru master for most people. I'm not a master teacher or guru for basic people. Basic people don't have, have space here. And I'm not saying that in a judgment way or knocking anyone down. I'm not here for basic. I'm not basic. My followers aren't basic. My teaching is not basic. Everything I teach you is from a metaphysical standpoint, and it is master's level. Basic is not going to feel comfortable here. I will trigger the hell out of basic. So if you are being triggered by that, that's okay. You have to ask yourself, have you been living life basic? Do you still want to be basic? Because when we're in the Matrix, when we allow altered ego to rule our life, we are basic. Just because you're living basic now doesn't mean you can't be extraordinary in a few months or in a year or whatever. You absolutely can. And I can tell you this, I much prefer living my life the way I live now than being basic. I got no time to be a basic bitch anymore. Nope, nope, nope. So if your emotions are running high Use that. Don't talk bad about your emotions. Don't think negatively. Don't try to push them away. Recognize that your emotions are your key to change, but you got to face them honestly and openly. That's where that strength and courage comes from. Confidence is your key to success. If you're still looking for outside validation There's no confidence there. You're literally giving your power away, stepping outside of your circle of power and saying, hey, I need somebody outside of me to say, oh, good girl, oh, that's great, yay, and then I'll feel better about myself. Fuck the bullshit. No, that's an altered ego trap and a lie, and it keeps you playing small. It keeps you tied into that energy. All right, beautiful heart, I hope you got something out of that. As always, I am sending you oceans and oceans of love from my heart to yours. Namaste. Bye-bye.