EASTER SUNDAY - SPIRITUAL TEA TIME - MEANING OF EASTER FOR THE AWAKENED

All right, you guys, thank you for gathering with me today for, um, this Resurrection Sunday. I haven't celebrated Easter in the Christian sense for many, many years. Um, but it was very freeing to be enlightened on the true meaning of Easter, especially for us who are awakening and no longer in that religious dogma. So I want to go through that today. Um, excuse me. And I do have some decrees that I will go through at the end instead of the beginning because I want you guys to have this understanding then we're going to go into those. And these are, um, decrees for Easter the way Jesus gave them. So, all right, Easter for the awakened is very different from what Easter means to the religious. It is 100% about not only the resurrection but the transfiguration from human consciousness into Christ consciousness, higher consciousness, I Am consciousness, whatever words you are comfortable with using, um, it all means the same. Jesus was the living example of the path of resurrection, ascension, and transfiguration, the threefold activity, the rising up out of duality, human consciousness, into our own God divinity, our original state of being. It is time to take our attention off of the crucifixion and to focus upon the resurrection. The crucifixion was human duality. It played in and really sold that story of judgment and the fact— the whole premise of needing a savior outside of us, it all goes back into that matrix. Now, the cross is a sacred geometry. It doesn't have Jesus on it, um, but it does have special meanings. But again, the matrix has hijacked all of the pure light and love and truth and has twisted it and contaminated it. I'm going to, uh, speak on now what I'm about to read. It was from Mother Mary speaking, um, and coming from her point of view. And a little background with Mother Mary: she, even though she was Jesus's mom, she did not fully believe that of what his destiny was. She questioned that. It really came into question when she watched her son be crucified. That tore her apart. Not only did it tear her apart, the whole human duality overtook her with anger, unforgiveness, and bitterness. So keep that in the back of your mind. So here's Mother Mary speaking: The last time that God as we know it had the opportunity to incarnate in the physical world was through Jesus, who became the Christ. The world is ripening with the unfortunate conditions, difficult conditions, and looking from a perspective, perhaps the world once again is looking for a savior, and not just on Easter weekends. Yet a savior who will come to this world. My son Jesus already came to this world. It is your turn, yet it is not your place to walk the path of crucifixion. Now that we are all ascended and free, we understand that the way we lived as human beings, as you continue to do, that with all the suffering that was in our lives and all the things we didn't know that we were living our own crucifixion in dying, in denying our true divinity and compelling ourselves to be like everyone else, to be less than. This is— this Easter weekend, let us be one mighty family. As I command the resurrection and the life of every good God quality in you, it is your ability to be the light to be the love and pour love, and to come to that place to be barren, to be empty of not only ill feelings to the world and to others, yet to empty of holding anything against ourselves. Let us not delay that sweet moment in which the illumination of the ages demands that we recognize that whether it is the Heavenly Father or the Heavenly Mother whether it is your own higher self, the I Am God Presence, or whether it is your own divine self, the only begotten, the divine replication, the divine individualization of God, which each of you are— none of those aspects of our divinity, whether it is individualized or infinite and universal in nature, none of any activity of our divinity sees or registers the shadows of guilt or blame we place upon others or ourselves. Many nightmares act out in the lives of the people of Earth, yet grace be to God that everyone has the opportunity to awaken, and in a sweet humbling moment, a willingness to see and know oneself, to experience oneself as God sees. God knows and God experiences a wholeness of light, of love, of purity, and of a sense of perfection that seems not to be a part of your lives. My family, from God, uh, Grandmother Anna to my son Mary Magdalene and the prophets before us, in all the preparation of our lives and now your lives, Mother Mary offers to help you to forgive where you feel you cannot. So this Easter weekend, as you look within and ask yourself if you have any ill feeling within you versus your ability to love and pour love, that you will choose, as my Son compelled me to choose, that you will choose to invite forgiveness into any place in you that bodes ill feelings towards one another. And if you will make this choice, I, Mary, will come to you and I will help you to forgive. And when that forgiveness is so complete, then comes a new awareness in you that in forgiving another, or in forgiving a condition, that underneath all of this is a necessity to forgive ourselves. And for you to realize that you are more illumined than you have ever been before on the subject of forgiveness. And if our value in such things is complete, then we must ask, what about myself? Do I forgive myself those moments in which I have been less than? Do I forgive myself for the time where I have not shown up to be the best that I can? Now that I have some understanding of the rise and fall of humankind, have I forgiven myself for the fall from grace? Have I recognized that there is no shadow that I can place on my life that the great God Presence within will not wash away? Remember the cosmic law that you— that as you turn your attention to any ascended being, those beings must receive your loving attention, and then we must pour back even greater love to you. We thank you for your love, your recognition. Invite Master Jesus into your heart to come and have church with you. Your path is the path of my Son, the path of resurrection. I imagine this Easter weekend will be different for you. This she spoke 2 years ago. As your governments ask you to remain in your homes, I imagine too that you will miss many of your loved ones And therefore, I remind you that several years ago, my Son Jesus invited you to invite him into your heart, for there abides a sacred place within your heart where my Son came, where my Son can come and have church with you and commune with you. He continues to extend this invitation. Faith and determination will cancel the energies of fear and doubt. I do want to say that again because you guys are in my course and I'm teaching you about fear and doubt. Faith and determination will cancel the energies of fear and doubt. Beloved hearts, my son Jesus made sure that we were all looked after, especially after his ascension. As I have shared with you in previous moments, The Master Jesus came to me several times once he knew I was safe in my new home, which he had arranged in the lands of Turkey. And every time my son came and visited me, he spoke that one day soon he would come and take me to my own freedom in— excuse me— in what we did not know at that time was the ascension process. After my son's ascension, he would come to visit me, and he did not hesitate to bring my attention that I had a deep— bring to my attention that I had a deep conflict within me, that I held deep within me an anger for what the world had done to him. He would often say to me, Mother, you must choose what you are going to feel, for you are in such deep conflict— your anger at the world versus your love for me. Again and again, my son came to me and told me this. Yet I was a stubborn woman, you might say. We were at scenes, and, and I would often reason with him that it was my way where I had to hold on to that anger towards those in the world for what they had done to him. Jesus would come to me, cradle me, hold me, and talk to me. He would explain at length as to why I had to forgive them and why the world had to deny him. On several occasions, he came to me and he said, Mother, it's as simple as this: your anger at the world versus your love for me. You must choose. Then came that moment, a moment of such vulnerability, when I said to my son, that I didn't think I had the ability to forgive. When I was honest with him, he replied, Mother, then I will forgive them for you so you might be free of this anger that you have for the world. And then the love you have for me, your son, will blossom and one day release an even greater gift that you yet not know of. The gift of the greatest love of all, the love of a mother for her children, the love that every person can offer every other person. Mother Mary is now known as the ascended master to call on for forgiveness because when she was here on this earth She was human. She thought as a human. She, you know, had that duality. And when this happened to her son, that anger overtook her. And it took Jesus many times coming to her, having that same conversation. I come to you today with that same conversation. We are now being called. We have to choose. We are in the time that the prophet spoke about. The spiritual war is going on, the light versus the darkness. When Jesus was here, he was human. He had to also overcome all of this. Jesus was crucified because he spoke the truth. He went against religious dogma. He came with the same message of awakening, the light and the love and the oneness. He also said, have no God before me. He was talking about your own I Am Presence. In the beginning, I mentioned about the cosmic law, that instruction of going first to your I Am Presence, then we call to the Masters. That is the divine order. For those of us who have a lot of that religious dogma playing out, or those beliefs within us that we have to go to God or Jesus or a priest, pastor, an angel, whoever first, that is out of order. That is denying who you truly are. That is denying your own God divinity. And just like he kept coming to his own mother, we have to make that choice. Are we going to choose to forgive ourselves and others and choose love. Mother Mary, her story, when she has shared with us and talked about her state of mind and how she became so bitter through all of that, um, it is so relatable She— it was that point. And you guys can look back into your own lives. You came through to a spiritual awakening most likely through some sort of traumatic event. So did Mother Mary. The ascended masters and the great cosmic beings, especially ascended masters, they have lived human lives. They've held many lives during this time. They came through, they went through the resurrection, the ascension, and the transfiguration. The resurrection— there are 33 paths, or 33 levels if you want, um, for resurrection. Each one of them helps to clear things. We gain more understanding. Once we hit that 33rd passage of resurrection, then we are now stepping into the ascension. And again, the resurrection is rising up and out of the duality, the belief in two powers, the belief in good and evil, the belief that there is a God, a judgment God outside of us. Once we clear that and that's no longer playing out, we can then open up to the ascension. The ascension is us ascending back up, touching our I Am Presence that's above us, and bringing that back down into this physical temple to be the light and love and to allow that to flow through us and out from us, to go out and touch the people of this world, to touch all of the kingdoms of the world. This is to be— it is to go before you. Before you even walk into a room, before your mouth ever opens, people will feel that light in love, that light and love, because Again, resurrection— getting rid of the duality, those false beliefs. Ascension is opening up, allowing that true divinity to come in, to start speaking, thinking, and acting like an ascended being while we're still here in these physical bodies. The transfiguration is what happened when Jesus was reported to come back into his body. Jesus didn't come back into his human body. He had no need for his human body. That is just— I mean, it makes a great story, makes great movies, you know, and it creates a lot of duality within us, but it's not truth. How he presented himself was in his light body. He projected out a perfect body so the people could have a grasp and understand it. But he did not re-embody into his physical body. Another thing I've heard over the years in my time in Christianity, you know, about the pain and suffering Jesus felt when he was nailed on the cross. The truth is there is no death. The only death is to this physical body. When we die, we are shedding the earth suit, the physical body. We do not feel the pain— excuse me— we don't feel that physical pain. Our spirit is already removed out of the body. All of us have an Adam Cadman cell within us. There's a threefold flame within our heart. There is a process where the angels and the Christ come when we are about to transition. That is removed from us and taken into the higher dimensions, and that's a whole other dialogue and discourse that at some point we will get into. But the point is, he didn't suffer. He didn't feel that pain when the nails went through, when the thorns on his head— that was all the human theater to put fear and doubt into anybody who believed what Jesus had to say so that others would not follow in that path. So he was taken out of his light body. Now Joseph, his father, as you guys have heard me teach previous, that was Saint Germain in that timeline. Saint Germain was here as Joseph. Saint Germain knew the overall plan. Mother Mary didn't have the whole plan. So she physically, emotionally, and mentally went through all of those emotions. Jesus came, helped her to forgive. Now she is the embodiment of forgiveness. That is one of her gifts to us, that we go to our I Am Presence first We pour love to our I Am Presence first, then we can call on her and ask her to come in and help us to forgive first ourselves and then others. Excuse me. So Easter was always, always, always about this awakening, about shedding the humanness, the human duality, and all the falsities, and making a conscious choice to turn towards the light and love, to be that God presence of oneness here on Earth. That others can tangibly see, feel, and achieve. That was what Jesus came here to do. He was that living embodiment. He was the last human person in a human body to do so. Um, there have been others. You've heard me talk— Muhammad, Buddha— they all have the same message. But he came and gave us that blueprint, and now we are following in that blueprint. We are not going to go through anything like Jesus went through. We are being called to go within, reconnect with the light and love, the true divinity, the father-mother consciousness. And the oneness. Clear all of that duality and be the light bearers and the way showers. We are now in that time of the Great Awakening. This is the clearing. We are living in those days of what most people will call the tribulation. Jesus is already here. He's not coming in the fanatical way out of the sky where, you know, you and your family members or friends are standing there and out of every 2 people, 1 is gone. You know, it, it's not that. Will he come back? Will we see him? Absolutely, 100%. Once those of us who have chosen this path have cleared a lot of this duality. We're holding the light and love because Jesus, the Ascended Masters, all of them, they need us so they can work through and get their message through. They are to be our guides and our teachers. This notion, this expectation that God needs to come and clear everything because this is God's wrath of what's going on This is not God's wrath. This is literally the human duality, what humans have done through thoughts and feelings collectively coming back to us. And it is through each of us. And when we come together and we clear this for ourselves, and we come in service to hold the light and love, to come from that place of essential harmlessness, first to ourselves and then to everybody else. The ascended masters, the angels can come closer. Why? Because we are vibrating at a higher frequency. The only reason they can't come into this third dimension is because it is so dense and such a lower vibration. They can't— they cannot energy-wise be in that, but they can through those of us who are raising our vibration. They want to work with us. They want to come close to us. And again, we are to— and they will be the first to instruct us, and they are the first to instruct us— pour love to your I Am Presence first. You are not to worship anything outside of you before you. You can have love, you can worship whatever you want outside of you, as long as you pour that love to your I Am Presence that is above you and within you first. After that, doesn't matter. You pour your love to the Ascended Masters, to the angels, to the elemental beings, to Bob the Tree— it doesn't matter as long as it's to your presence first, because that's the cosmic law, that's the cosmic order. When we walk in this forgiveness and this light and this love, it is grace that can come through. It is grace that will go before us and it will magnetize to us. We— I know you guys are following me in doing the Amazing Grace song twice a day. If we get a million people to be doing this globally, that will raise the vibration so high, and it will be able to be an anchor around the world to allow the Ascended Masters to come in closer and closer and expedite the clearing of this human duality. That is what Easter is really about. It is about forgiveness. And until we are at that place of resurrection and ascension and then transfiguration, we need to hold that forgiveness freely for ourselves and others. I'm going to go through and read I'm not going to read— yeah, I'm going to read all of these. These are Jesus's Easter decrees that came through in March of 2021. Beloved Mighty I Am God Presence and Beloved Master Jesus, I am the Ascended Jesus Christ victory of the cosmic light saturating my being and world. I am the Ascended Jesus Christ victory that stands my guard against all outer world conditions. I am the Ascended Jesus Christ victory of the Ascended Master's heart flame of love and purity made alive in me and my world. I am the Ascended Jesus Christ victory of illumination as of a thousand suns come into my intellect and into my feeling world. I am the Ascended Jesus Christ, victory of the Ascended Master's love to the earth, which is the hand of protection to all that is of God, come forth everywhere. I am the Ascended Jesus Christ, victory of his presence in action everywhere at my command. I am the Ascended Jesus Christ victory of the great sacred fire of eternal love surging into everything in this world. I am the Ascended Jesus Christ victory of the great, great silence manifest in my being, in my world. I am the Ascended Jesus Christ victory of the fiery love from the Great Central Sun that comes in and around me and produces perfection. I am the Ascended Jesus Christ victory of his cosmic Christ love expressing through me and my world each day. I am the Ascended Jesus Christ victory of God's unfed flame flooding my being and world each day. I am the Ascended Jesus Christ victory over all that is discordant and destructive in this world. I am the Ascended Jesus Christ victory in producing eternal victory in all that I do. I am the Ascended Jesus victory of the great command of eternal love in everything I do in this physical octave. I am the Ascended Jesus Christ victory of the immortal prevention of anything acting in my being and world except the eternal victory of Cosmic Christ love. I am the Ascended Jesus Christ victory of Cosmic Christ in every cell of my body which burst into a living golden flame of eternal perfection. I am the ascended Jesus Christ, victory of God in action, and my power is that of the cosmic Christ. I am the ascended Jesus Christ, victory of eternal happiness of the victorious all-Christ in all my daily affairs. I am the ascended Jesus Christ, victory of the fiery mind of the cosmic Christ. The all-knowing, dazzling, fathomless, diamond-shining mind of God expressing through me each moment. I am the ascended Jesus Christ victory of the all-Christ mind, and it reveals to me all I desire to know each moment. I am the ascended Jesus Christ victory of my beloved mighty I AM Presence, and it fills my world forever. I am the ascended Jesus Christ, victory of the heavenly miracle peace commanding presence expressing through me each day. I am the ascended Jesus Christ, victory over all that is discordant in this world. I am the ascended Jesus Christ, victory of the ascended masters, divine plan for humanity and the earth, fulfilling their way. I am the ascended Jesus Christ victory of legions of angels descending into the lower atmosphere of Earth each day that stops all discordant free will. I am the ascended Jesus Christ victory of the cosmic violet flame blazing in, through, and around me each day. I am the Jesus Christ victory of the resurrection and the life of my mind and body in all my daily affairs. I am the ascended Jesus Christ victory of the light of God that never fails. I am the ascended Jesus Christ victory established in my being and set into my world. I demand my world filled with it. I command it go forth and handle conditions that are distressing until I am invincibly free from all problems and struggles, and I am held in the flame of His Cosmic Christ Victory for eternity. I am the Ascended Jesus Christ Victory over all that is of the sinister force in this world and its removal from the universe forever. I am the Ascended Jesus Christ Victory of all the opulence and supply of God made manifest in my hands and use each day. Beloved Mighty I Am Presence, beloved Master Jesus, I love you, I bless you, and I thank you for your presence with me each day. Almighty Christ I Am, Almighty Christ I Am, Almighty Christ I Am. All right, let me open it up now for any questions. You guys, let me unmute you. I'm going to ask you guys to unmute yourself because for whatever reason it's not letting me. All right, Joan, what you got?

Well, of course, the good old Karen or whatever was chattering away. I like the decrees, and I wondered whether or not the question is, can we get a copy of those? Absolutely. Thank you. So what surged forth for me throughout this was, I think it was when you were reading Mother Mary's message, that Jesus was the only one who embodied and then ascended, blah, blah, blah, and, you know, resurrected, all that. And my question is, in all these centuries, is he really the only one? You know, that's what really comes forth.

No, he's not the only one. He was the last one, and that was so publicly humiliated. Okay. And so because Buddha, Muhammad, there's so many of them. That they all had the same message, but none of them were crucified and made to basically be mocked and be the example. Exactly. So he was the last one to physically embody, talk about this message, and then be taken out. Yeah. Where Muhammad, Buddha— they all went through the resurrection, ascension, and transfiguration, but in different ways. Some have also resurrected and ascended taking the physical body with them. Okay, and that makes sense. And also there are some that you don't hear about. Well, what happened to them? Where did they go? They just God, yeah, they were there one day and they weren't there. They went through the process. But Jesus is known worldwide, and so to be able to come and speak about the truth of all of it, they do have to use our terminology and work with that human duality.

And is that why the human form came as a male, because of how many years ago it was, and that a woman would not even be heard or seen?

Absolutely. And that is also— and let me bounce off of that— absolutely, because he came to talk about the love and the mother's presence. We already— he already knew it wasn't going to be very well received because the Jews were so dogmatic into their dogma. And that's why Jesus coined Father God. And he had to be very covert because even when he spoke in those terms, yes, his disciples loved him and followed him and wanted to believe, but many of them had a hard time understanding and didn't accept from that feminine. So even today with the divine feminine Mother Akasha when she speaks through her messenger, it's a male body because the feminine would be taken out. They— she has even said this over and over— if she was to come through a feminine body, the dark forces that— they're real, it is human consciousness thinking It's not demons, that it's not angels that fell, none of that. But that baby girl child, and through her whole life, would have a massive hit on her. So that's why even now it's still not very welcomed.

Of course not.

Yeah. So, and that's what you— yeah, we're here to change. And the 7th Golden Age is all about the divine feminine. But yes, so the Masters and the way that they deliver the messages and things, they, they know they have to get through our free will and this duality.

Okay, what did you say that again about Jesus was the last one you said?

To—

I got that confused.

Yes. So in other words, we have— there has not been another master who has been crucified and publicly, publicly humiliated, humiliated, and publicly went through the ascension or the resurrection, ascension, and transfiguration. Okay, that's what Jesus did. So Buddha, Muhammad, um, Allah, you know, whoever else we want to talk about, they didn't physically show the world this process. They spoke the same things, but it was Jesus that was literally the embodiment and living example of this awakening path. Okay.

I didn't understand one thing. When you were talking about how the physical body doesn't feel pain when we die, is that just at the instant we die? I mean, he didn't feel the pain of the torture and the nails they put—

they didn't know because his spirit was already out of the body. So at the time, so with death, death, our higher mental bodies know when that time is. And so when that time is here, Jesus, Mother Mary, the angels, it doesn't always have to be the same people, but they come in. There is— it's not like the soul doesn't know. And it's in that flash that you're gone. Now, the physical body that's left, yes, that will go through all the pain, but the spirit, the soul, it's not in there anymore.

So like, if so— so like when, when somebody is, is, is tortured or goes through that kind of thing uh, their body is reacting and, and they're, you know, screaming out in pain and that they're not really, um, their soul isn't doing that.

That's the— yeah, it's that human response. But at the time of death, and specifically Jesus's, or, you know, car accidents, um, suicide, those type of things. It's— nobody dies and heaven doesn't know. Your eye— in other words, your eye— I'm trying to put it in terms that human mind could work with, so bear with me as I try to find the terms.

Well, that's fine.

So in other words, you know, The whole crucifixion, going by the movies and all that, you see tears coming out of Jesus's eyes and anguish and pain. That's Hollywood, that's theater. Your— his I Am Presence, our I Am Presence doesn't suffer. It doesn't know pain. The human consciousness and duality part knows. Altered ego knows pain. It loves it. But your higher mental body doesn't. So in other words, Jesus knew what was about to happen. And I guess the way I— the best way to give you a visual: your I Am Presence is above you. Most of it. You're only 10% here. Um, energetically, when death is upon us, there is the angels, Jesus, Mother Mary. And that's why you hear a lot of people talk about, well, I saw Jesus, or I talked to Jesus before I left my body. If you heard any, you know, near-death stories, things like that. And here's— oh, you know what, let me also give my example of when I died. When I was in that process, it was very uncomfortable and very painful. My physical body was reacting to spiritually what was going on. But for me, it was really interesting because I was also outside of my body watching. I was really kind of watching that process, and the human mind was like Oh gosh, your body hurts, you know, you feel sick, or you feel this. But my spirit was not in pain. It was like, I could see that my body was very uncomfortable. It wasn't pleasing. But my soul was already outside. Like, I felt my soul rise up and leave my body to where it literally felt— and again, I have to explain it in my human terms. It literally felt like my tippy toes hung on to my crown chakra, like they were just hanging on, and the rest of me was out there. And out there was so amazing, so beautiful. There was no pain, there was nothing. It was oneness. But when I would look back or focus on what was going on down here, that was uncomfortable, if that makes sense. So that's the process. It's like your I Am Presence isn't tortured. It doesn't feel the pain. The physical body will feel the pain. But, you know, it's so human of us to think, you know, we see a gruesome accident or Jesus on the cross— oh, that poor thing, that was so painful, and I hope they didn't suffer much. Well, their soul never suffers. It's the body. But that's also that duality concept of wanting to— an altered ego to hold on out of fear. We don't want to go through that. We fear death because it's so painful or so excruciating. Is that making sense to you, Jenny?

Yeah, it does. It's hard to— it's hard to conceive what—

what—

what's going through my mind is the more you have developed the higher consciousness, the I Am Presence, and overcome the ego, the less you would suffer.

Absolutely, absolutely. And because again, filter it through your heart, drop it into your heart, let it marinate. Because— and this is for everybody on this path— when we awaken, especially with our religious dogma the mind is going to want to grab it and interpret it and analyze it to make it make sense to the human. But yes, you are absolutely correct that more that we awaken and more illumination, more tapping into the presence, we start to understand that it's all energy and that we can then better separate the human part and the spirit part.

So is that what happened with Jesus and Mary? What Mary Magdalene helped him with the night before?

Here we go. What was it? What?

No, I know I'm not stuck on it.

I'm just saying, I just gotta tease you. You know I gotta tease you on it.

I know, I know, I know, I know, but, but No, I'm saying, is that what she was helping him to concentrate on the night before?

You nailed it. His higher— his, uh, her energy and what she grew up in, in her practice, which, you know, was higher. That is why Mary Magdalene and Jesus in that timeline were a couple, and before the— this went down, she was with him pouring into his spirit, allowing him to tap into that energy, preparing him for what was about to go through. Because again, yes, he had that higher knowledge, he had his awakening in the desert, But again, you know, it's not that his alter ego just disappeared, right? So yes, you are right, that is what was going on with Mary Magdalene in preparing that.

Yeah, that makes sense.

Yeah. So now, and again, now Mother Mary had no idea. All she saw was from the human perspective that these people came and took her son and all the pain and anguish. And she became so bitter and so angry that it took Jesus many times to come to her. And I want you guys to really grasp that when altered ego wants you to start feeling guilt and shame and pain and all of this, as we're trying— as your own I AM Presence is working with you to shed that duality, not to get stuck with that. Because even with Mother Mary— and Mother Mary was an archangel before she took on the embodiment of Mother Mary— but each master, when they come into these physical bodies, just like us, there's no, there's no difference. The only difference between ascended masters and us is that they know the higher truth. They've gone through the resurrection, ascension, and transfiguration. That's the only difference. When they physically took on embodiment— and many of them have re-embodied many different lifetimes just like we have— the veils are put on them. They are human and they have to go through the human process awaken back into the truth, just like we are. So that's why it's so— they, they get it. They understand the humanist. They understand that stubbornness. And they're not moved by our human duality. That's why there's no judgment. You know, okay, apparently I'm supposed to use this because this has been coming to me a lot lately. Whitney Houston, anointed, overlit by the Masters. She, you know, her voice was amazing. She literally was overlit by Goddess Melody. Melody is the goddess of the music of the higher spheres. Whitney Houston, during her life, we know what happened before her death, the drug use and all of that. Ascended Masters, God, Mother Father God, nobody gives crap about that. That's human stuff. That doesn't take away from, from our divinity. It didn't take away from her divinity. That was the human playing out, trying to keep her from the truth. Did it wear out the body? Yes. That's what we as humans do. We wear out our bodies. But Whitney went right to the fifth dimension, went into Shambhala, the ascended master realm, and has been studying. And she is now, you know, overlighting the music. Um, but that goes for all of us. It doesn't matter what we humans get involved in. Nobody is judging us. Only the humans judge. So a master's not going to come and say, well, you've been on meth or coke, or, you know, you're an alcoholic, you're a whore, whatever. They don't— that just— that doesn't even get up there. That crap doesn't leave the third dimension realm. They only see higher truth. They only see perfection. They only see us as the mother-father consciousness, and that's how they talk to us and approach us. But they do have to work with the stubborn human duality.

Don't they have to help? Don't they like, uh, try to help you not depend on stuff like that so you can be more in touch with them?

They do, and they do, but they all have to honor our free will. So without us going to them and literally asking them to come, their hands are tied. Okay, so when we go to them and like, like this, um, discourse right now, calling on Mother Mary to help us to forgive, she can't just come in without your permission asking her to come in because that would be overstepping and breaking a cosmic law. Okay, so yeah, and for those of us who have had loved ones who have passed on in what we would say tragic ways, and that may have been involved in substance abuse or whatever it was— my son, great example— the moment he left his body, he's whole and perfect again. Nobody held the drugs or anything. Against him. He's free. He literally freed himself from this cage that he was in. What, you know, for your son specifically, suicide is about— we give up our free will, we give up that will. And I know the human part of us wants to say, oh, you know, and I'm not taking away from the pain or anything that you've suffered as a mother by any means. Right. But from the fuller part of what happened and what went through that moment he took his life, he was with the Masters, being loved, being restored, learning this. So guess what? He can now help you. He's one of your guides, one of your angels. He may come back in this embodiment. And if he does, you're gonna know, but it's to help. So, and, you know, we're— I don't say we're taught, but human duality with suicide, it, it's so heavy. It's so— really can just drag us down. Um, and again, I'm not, I'm not telling anybody, hey, 'Okay, go commit suicide.' No, no, no, no, I'm not saying that, because again, we cut ourselves short of what we are supposed to be doing, so we have to do it again. Now, when we awaken and we are on this path and we're tapped in, we can ask the Masters to, you know, take our loved ones into Shambhala. And work with them, help them not go to the planes of bliss. Because not everybody goes to Shambhala. It depends on where they were in their process, because this isn't just this life process. This is the soul's evolution, and we will keep reincarnating and doing it until we've learned the lessons, or until we've, um, chosen to ascend and get off the karmic wheel.

What is Shambhala?

Go ahead.

What is Shambhala? Shambhala is in the 5th dimension. It's the ascended masters' dimension. That is, um, we would think of it, or we would know it as heaven. Okay, but in truth, there's no heaven or hell. There's different dimensions. Now, Shambhala is not outside of our universe. It's not even off of our planet. It is a higher dimension frequency. It's right above us, right above, um, and that's where a lot of the ascended masters have their homes. If you guys ever heard about, you know, some of the religious songs— when I get to heaven and mansions and streets of gold, all of that— Shambhala. Ascended Master temples are in Shambhala. So there are certain Ascended Masters who stay in Shambhala. They, um, transmit from Shambhala and their palaces and things like that. So it would be our understanding of heaven.

Yeah. And then you mentioned the 33 levels to resurrection. I believe that's how you— it was worded. Um, what are the 33 levels? Not that I expect you to name them all off here. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5.

I will send you— there is the easiest way to really get it within you, there's a YouTube video and it literally sings, and I just love it, the names of resurrection, um, because each of them— there's, uh, a Christa Messiah, um, Abalone, uh, now I can't even say all of them, but there are different levels. I'll also email you guys if you want it what each level is, what it represents, because each step— think of it as— and this is what goes on in the Himalayan Mystery Schools, or there were many mystery schools, not just the Himalayans, but those have all been closed down on Earth.

Um, you think those will get reopened at some point? Not those specifically, but more will be reopened as we awaken?

Say that. Oh, cool. The, um, Radiant Rose Academy is the only spiritual group that is teaching the, um, Mystery School teachings. It is the only one on Earth now, right? So, um, yes, that's— it is here. The rest of them have been closed down, um, and that's where obviously I get my information. From. Um, but yes, so that will be the video that talks about the different levels and those levels. Okay. But yes, so the, um, the Radiant Rose, you could— they have so much free stuff, um, on YouTube, even on their website. And we do do classes every month. Every Wednesday, Mother Akasha teaches the Tree of Life. And she teaches it. And I know, um, even on YouTube she has a lot of those classes, that whole series, free. And each year we go through the passages of resurrection. So we're going on up. And here's the thing, you know, again, this isn't hidden knowledge, um, It's all energy. Once somebody has walked through the door, that door is open. So in other words, those of us who have been studying from this mystery school and the attainment that we have already mastered, so to speak, somebody new coming in, you're not going to have to spend all that time because we've already gone through that. You'll get up to speed right to where the rest of the students are. A lot quicker.

Yeah. So you're not sitting there like you're not part of the group or something, like, what the hell is going on? Sort of like back in grade school, everybody's having fun and I'm standing on the sidelines.

Yeah, exactly. Yeah. No, no, no. And, um, not at all. And so that's the beautiful part of it. And because back in the day when they were— when the mystery schools were open, one literally had to leave everything we know. And I want to tie this back to The immersion that we're doing, you and the cocoon, I tell you guys, it's very solitary. You know, you're gonna go through a time of losing friends, family, not really, you know, connecting. Thank you. Connecting like you did, it's no different than the people before leaving. Something inside of them, they needed to go on a spiritual quest. You hear of people going to Mount Shasta, walking up the side of Mount Shasta, and amazing beings— Saint Germain showing up. You know, Doctor Strange, I'd love to use that one. He was on a spiritual quest. Ascended Master met him on the mountain, opened the door, he went in. It's a mystery school. It's the same thing as what we're doing now. Yeah. And That was really how it happened for me as well. Um, I was very, very cautious of anything spiritual, um, and different spiritual groups and cults and things like that. I really had to feel it out, but I realized I was on my own spiritual quest. I wasn't resonating with anything, and I always knew that when I heard the truth, I would know it. I would know it. Doesn't mean I still didn't have resistance. I did. I was the one that for a year, for a few years before even joining or becoming a student of the Radiant Rose, I watched it on YouTube.

Yeah, that's me.

Yep. Yeah. And, and that's perfect. And because that's what we need to do. We need to figure out what is— what do we align with? Because Because guys, make no mistake about it, like Jesus said, it is easier for a camel to go through an eye of a needle than walking this path and facing ourselves. But yes, once, I mean, I could not deny it and I would be the— so Jenny, that's why I just love when you come at me with all the questions and I love to rub you because it was me. You or me? I was— but why? But what? You know, so, um, but once I opened up and I just went, oh my God, I can't deny this. And then I realized, because at first I didn't know it was a mystery school, I just picked up on certain videos. And even when Mother Akasha was talking, I've had dreams since I was a child I couldn't deny. I had a dream at 7 and again around 12 where I was taken up, and it looked like a waiting room at first, but then, um, a being came and we went into another room, and it was this great big library. The best way I could describe it, it's like in Beauty and the Beast, that huge library. I love the library. I was there. There was this big podium and these huge books. There were books upon books. And they would come and it would go right onto the podium. And it would open up and it was blank pages. And I'm like, what the hell is— I'm looking. And then the being, which I now know was Saint Germain, said, look closer at me and my little— but there's nothing there. There's nothing there. I remember this. Look again. So I'd look and as I'd look, the writing would appear. Wow. And it was the story of my life. And then other books would come down, and it was more. And then I was shown the books that weren't written yet. I was in— I was looking at the Akashic Records, you know. I didn't— obviously back then I didn't know, so what did I do? I filtered it through my Christianity. Yeah. I was taken inside Mount Shasta. And I saw this great violet flame in the middle, and it was like seeing caverns all around me with all these flames. And then I just saw— I mean, I saw beings, and it was— I loved the feeling. But when I woke up, being so into— back then, I was so deep in Christianity and spiritual warfare, I was like, I know I didn't go to hell. Because I liked the feeling, but there was fire. There was no gnashing of teeth. Flesh wasn't melting off. So I was trying to make sense out of it. And I kid you not, you guys, this was about 4 years ago, 3 years ago. A meditation came through, one of the discourses. And in this guided meditation, it was the exact same thing of what I experienced. Oh wow. And I just— so for me, that was confirmation, even though I had already had that. But now, as I am open and I am a part of this and this stuff comes forth, it is so real for me because I have— I've already experienced that. Those of you guys, I know you guys resonate with me. You have had these dreams, you've had these experiences. And so now this is the part of the journey where things start to click, and we have to drop our human perceptions. And I know I was inside Mount Shasta. I was in Telos. That is, you know, if you guys don't know about Lemuria and the Lumerians, they are inside Mount Shasta, you know, um, all of that. And I encourage you guys, if you haven't checked out The Green Books from Saint Germain, Unveiled Mysteries. Um, check it out when you get a chance, read them. Um, it's more of these stories of what actually took place being taken into the mystery schools. Now we don't have to leave our homes, we don't leave anywhere. We are now— it's open and available to us if we want to do it. Um, and it's interesting because back then those people left their worldly lives, went into the mystery schools. They didn't have to worry about food and shelter and work. Everything was taken care of them. They literally could devote their time to learning all of this. For us, it's not that way. We still have to live in duality. This is where the whole 'You are in the world but not of the world.' You are not supposed to be of the world. You are supposed to be the black sheep. You're supposed to be the weirdo and all of that, because we are learning to become ascended masters while still living here on this planet. And part— and our purpose is to be like Jesus was. And Jesus said before he left Um, and the Bible misquoted it and left out a lot of it, but the passage where it says, I have to leave you now, but I'm leaving— I'm sending you the Holy Spirit to be with you. Um, and it also says that there will come a time where many will come in my name, do the works that I did and more. That's us. What was taken out of the Bible, or left out of there, was what he said. And he said, and I call them the untouchables. And it's— we're untouchables because we have purified the consciousness, we've laid down the human duality, and we are consciously bringing in that Christ consciousness, the I Am consciousness. We know that there's the duality world. We know we have to be here and function, but we're not to function the same way. We may look like them, but we're not talking like them. We're not acting like them. When all the people, you know, in each of our lives who want to take us down or come against us We're learning we're not to, you know, reply back with the same energy. We're just supposed to just say, you know what, bless them with love and keep moving on. It's not our responsibility to save people. Jesus didn't come here to save us. He came to show us the way. That's where we are not here to please God. We are here to express God.

Yeah, that's one of the things that I've noticed when you were speaking of, um, getting to a place where you release people, blah, blah, blah. I did that a while back before the pandemic because of my own diagnoses and health challenges. I'm like, okay, how many times do I have to be shown that these aren't healthy ways for me? That didn't always mean people, but you know behaviors, how I did things, what I allowed into my day-to-day life, belief systems, all that. And then the pandemic hit, and I already had released so many folks that it really wasn't— and you spoke about this the other day on the immersion call about how it didn't actually affect me as much as other folks. So now that things are supposedly opening up, I was in a movie lovers book club and I just couldn't resonate with the books they would pick and then the movies were even more horrifying because you think about it, the books that they would pick that would make people want to come to the theater and see, right? And sometimes of course the books, whatever it was, would end up in a really nice place but in the meantime they showed you all the horrors, you know, until you got to the to the, you know, place that was pleasant. And I thought, I like these people, I really enjoy them. And then I realized I don't resonate with them anymore. I've been in the group for years and years, and I finally said to John, I can't do this anymore. I really care about them, but I just— I don't want to read the books we're picking. I don't want to watch the movies they're picking. So this is all part of that, is that not? 100%.

Because, and this goes back, I'll bring it simple terms, what we focus upon we bring upon. And when we're watching these films that have these gruesome things going on, whatever it is, lower vibration, that gets written on ourselves to play out in our lives in certain forms. It may not, you know, come out exactly, but it is attacking our own presence.

Yeah, John and I tried to watch two movies on Netflix. I'm like, hey, let's see what can we watch. Seem like, you know, fun characters, great actors, whatever, great, you know, reviews, whatever. Click on it, watch maybe 10, 20, 30 minutes of it. It's like, uh, both of us are like, this is— no, this feels really heavy. No thank you. So we clicked on another one and it was the same thing. I said, are you getting anything from that? No. And I'm like, I'm done. So am I. And we're doing that more and more.

Yeah, Serge and I have been doing that for a few years now and we're noticing even now, like last night, um, we were so exhausted. You guys know, I mean, yesterday was pretty intense with the full moon. But we were just sitting there, we're like, well, let's just watch something. It was so hard to find something. We ended up watching a documentary on the Fantastic Beasts and Mythical Creatures, which for us, knowing the truth or the higher truth of dragons and unicorns and, and all of those things, for us it was fascinating to hear what they had to say. But yes, it does become um, harder. Yes, because again, we're in the world. This is where we're in the world, but we're not of it. We don't resonate with that. We're not supposed to anymore.

Yeah, I have friends that'll say, oh, this movie is great, and then I think, okay, I'll look at it, and there's like a violence that's part of it. And I'm not saying it doesn't shift and, you know, they become the heroes or whatever, um, because let's face it, Doctor Strange, there was, you know, violence and so forth, you know. Um, so I— it's not like I'm um, in my own little naive place that this doesn't happen in the human world. I just don't want to watch that. I just don't want to be with that.

We— exactly. And like, for us, with Doctor Strange— I'm sorry, what?

No, I, I said when I do stuff, right, watch things like that, I think it, it's because it affects us.

We—

for me, I I feel, I feel what, what's happening, and then I can't quit thinking about it after the movie. So I just—

right, exactly. And for us now, because even the movies that are being overlit by the Masters, that is going on, we're going to start seeing more and more of that. There are many right now in plain sight, but again, they're done to attract the masses to to basically prepare them for what is coming— us, those of us of the light. But like the Magicians, we really resonated with that. But there is a lot of violence, a lot of killing, and just gross stuff that when that goes on, we just have to be like, okay, can we move through this? You know? And internally I'm just like, nope, nope, love, praise, and gratitude, glory and grace, until that part goes, honestly, we're like, ah, because, you know, the rest of it, and again, is the message is there. But yeah, that I look forward to the time where we're not subject to that like we are now. Yeah. But yeah, it's, and, you know, before we awakened at this level, We didn't watch superhero movies. We didn't watch like, um, I know, yeah, Marvel comic. No, I was just so, eh, that's all I'm watching now.

Same here. I'm all Marvel movies.

Yes, we're catching up on all of it. And for us now, we're watching it going with our mystery school teachings. Are like, oh, you know, Doctor Strange, how he conjures, projects energy through the palms of his hands, right? You guys have heard me talk about that. And then another one of the Avengers, when Iron Man flies, there's sparks that come out of his feet. Guys, those are portals.

Well, look at Spider-Man. Where does this— where does that come from?

Yeah, absolutely. And as you really lean into those teachings and start to really understand what our body is and how it's designed for all of that, you'll start to feel the difference in your hands and in these different portals. Yeah. And I even have, um, further on, you know, after we get through the foundation of the course I have a course, um, that you guys will have access to called The Divine GPS System: Our Chakras. And I'm not— it— you guys probably know by now I don't teach like what everybody else teaches. I teach it more from the mystery school, the higher perspective of what these energy centers are for us, right? Right. So yeah, that is so common. Again, what we watch, what we take, what we take into our bodies.

Well, and although I'm— John and I were talking about this— although I really like certain folks that are in a group or a gathering, I don't want to do it anymore, and I don't feel connected to them. I'm not saying I don't like them, that we can't have a nice conversation. We might, you know, enjoy time. I just— it feels more surface is what I'm trying to get at.

Yeah, yeah, we have that same issue. And, you know, we have no animosity towards anybody. We're just— we realized we are on— everybody's on their own path, you know, there's no right or wrong on it. But we don't resonate with anybody anymore. And that can be about sadness. It does. But think about it this way: you are becoming who you're meant to be. And in that, you, you never know who's watching and who is going to need your example. And it just means our relationships are transforming, because while we go through this and while we awaken at such a higher level, we're not meant to stay and with the people that we might have been coming up with, so to speak. Um, and we need to, you know, get to that place where we could wish everybody love and, you know, enjoy the memories that we had, but go forward in love, hold space that they too find their path, whatever it is, because Truth is, we're not separated. It's really about energy, and at some point we are all going to come back together. Yeah. And this makes room for new family, um, the new family of like-minded souls, which, guys, this goes back to previous lifetimes. You know, if you resonate with the mother's presence and you resonate with Mother Akasha and the Tree of Life, Thousands and thousands of years ago, we were here in Delphi in Greece with her in a protected space as we all kind of came together and wrote out the script of now. We are now coming into each other's lives again, finding that soul tribe, and remembering and opening each other up to those ancient memories and purpose that are in ourselves.

And that's why I felt the weirdest, the weirdest feeling in me when you were just saying that, describing that.

I mean, does it feel like I've been there? Yeah, exactly. Those are ancient memories that are now opening up. Um, there's you know, the solar flares, you'll probably hear people talk about different light codes and the code, DNA codes opening up. This is how it is, and that's what you'll feel. So that is your own confirmation that when you hear about Delphi, all of us being back in Greece at that time, you know, Basically, the way I visualize it is like a drama club. You know, you go to drama club and there, there's the screenwriter play and everybody gets a part and we all have a plan. We know what we're supposed to do. That was done, you know, so long ago, but it's still within us. And now look, we're finding each other, we're coming back together. As we have these higher, deeper conversations, our cells are opening up. As soon as we start feeling that and go, oh my God, I feel like I was there, or that resonates with me, and we decide, yes, that this resonates with me, I allow this, you're now opening yourself up for those memories to come out.

That was so weird.

I could picture it, and I, and I thought, is this my imagination, or something that I remembered from learning, but I could picture all these, like, being in this group of everyone being women dressed in white robes and like dresses sort of around the fountain. It was really weird.

Yes, as a matter of fact, I have— let me show you a picture. Hopefully I can find it of a dress that I have, um, and every time I put it on— oh, I love pajamas! Yes, I gotta We're going to have to have a pajama day, by the way. We are. You know, it's coming. There's power in pajamas.

Well, I'm getting ready to make a ham dinner, so I'm going to be getting dressed in a minute.

But—

well, and I— as you talked about Delphi and Greece, I have been drawn to want to go to Greece. I can't tell you for— it doesn't even have any rational Yeah, any rational— I liked— I used to like to travel. I'm not very fond of it anymore because of many things. But the thing is, is that I always, when someone says, well, where do you want to go? Immediately it's Greece.

Yeah. That's why, because you, you were embodied there at a time. And the time that we were in Delphi, it was protected. We were hidden. We were making these plans, you know. This was even before Jesus's lifetime. We knew what was going to go on. Yeah, we were all embodied in that timeline, so we wrote the script.

Exactly. I do have a question, um, that's, um, probably more literal, uh, that whole thing of moving the great big rock from the cave where Jesus's body was and all that. What is that?

That was all part of the, the theater. Yeah. The higher truth was that Joseph took Jesus's body and actually hid it because they knew what people were going to come and do. But that was just literally—

let me, let me back up for just a second. As you said that, Joseph went and hid it, but wasn't his body put into that cave? Did he go then into the cave and remove the body, or did he do it before it ever went there? It was—

how do I put it? Um, it was put there. Mhm. To play out the human side of it, but his physical body was actually hidden. Yeah, because of what was go— what people were going to try to do at that time.

I get it. Okay, that makes sense. Yeah, I always thought it was kind of like, let's see what hoopla we can make up around that.

Oh yeah, exactly. I want to show you this picture, and I only have 22,000 pictures on here, so— but I'm trying to go back to the year. Hang on. Getting closer.

It reminds me of reading a digital book, and I'm like, I know there's a passage somewhere, and it's right. Okay. Problem is, on a digital platform, yes.

No, I like my physical books.

I've learned— I've actually come to really like the digital platform, um, not for books like this Christ Returns, which I have sitting right here. Yeah, you know, that's a little different. Um, however, novels I, I do digitally.

Um, and there is the Unveiled Mysteries is there.

Oh yeah, that's cute. I can kind of see it.

It's pink. Yeah, this one's pink.

Oh yeah, yeah, that's pretty.

And it has a hood.

Uh, oh wow.

And I put it on— it was actually, it was given to me. Um, soon as I put it on, I had flashbacks and memories of Delphi. Wow. So I call it my Delphi dress.

I'm picturing this, uh, this, this white dress with like a gold cord around the waist and the— and the— and the—

keep talking, I want to show you something. Keep going.

Like under the— like, you know, like one of your arms is, is out and the other one is covered, like kind of like, you know what I mean?

Absolutely. Uh, so it's asymmetrical, it's not symmetrical.

Well, on the top, yeah, yeah.

I want to pull a card out of it.

One of your shoulders is, is uncovered, arms is uncovered.

Gosh, I haven't used this deck in a long time. I think I need to.

Uh, maybe it's just a picture I've seen and I'm thinking of it.

I don't know. I don't think it matters, Jenny. I think it's like what we talked about with our young self, is the picture resonated for a reason.

Yeah, and you're picturing it accurately.

Somebody carrying this pot or this, uh, yep, pot full of water.

Yep.

And pouring it somewhere.

But I have a sticker on the back of my, um, my Jeep. I love Delphi.

Oh.

Yeah, that's it. That's what I'm picturing.

I can't see it because Ginny talked and she went on the middle, so say something.

Uh, can you see it now? Yes, there's that one and that one. This deck, I— you know what, I need to use it. I haven't used it in a while. It's called the Akashic Tarot. Oh, and soon as I got it, I was like, this reminds me of being in Delphi. It really has that vibe. Um, so yeah, but yeah, those visions are very, very accurate. Those are the ancient memories being activated. And I know you guys hear me say all the time, have patience, because as you gain more understanding, other things will start to open. And truth never changes, it only expands. So as we clear the density and the duality out of us, we are now open. And that's why I always say go on record every day and say, I'm open and allowing, you know, the higher vibrational information to come through, whatever you want to say. But you will start having a lot of these experiences where, like Jenny said, was that my imagination or was I really there? You were really there. It's not your, your imagination. Altered ego is not going to start imagining wild and crazy divine things. It will try to talk you out of the wild, crazy divine things and want you to feel like you're crazy.

Yeah, that, that's true. That happens. Am I just recalling a picture I saw somewhere, or—

Yeah, you're recalling your own past life. Wow.

Yeah, weird.

So exciting. It really is. It's a whole new world.

Yes. And I, I know we all have to go. The, the Green Books of Saint Germain from Saint— what was the name of that?

Um, Unveiled Mysteries. Oh, uh, um, I don't think I've sent you guys the spiritual list yet. Let me see. Unveiled Mysteries. I'll get you all the names.

Okay, that's great. That was just helpful, that with that one.

I can— that's, that's the first one, and I do believe, um, it's on Kindle because I have it in my Kindle. I don't have the physical. I want the physical copy. Copy, but I don't have it. So you could go on Kindle and read it or whatever.

Yeah, that would be fine.

Okay, so I hope this gave you guys a better understanding of Easter and what it really means, especially now that we're awakening.

It does. Yeah, thank you.

Yeah, you guys are welcome.

So let me ask this final thing, and then of course we'll never get off at this rate. We suddenly— Easter became about, you know, bunnies and chocolate rabbits and, you know, Easter eggs and baskets and all that. I mean, that feels more like Matrix to get us. Yeah. It also helps us, like, get distracted from truth around the real Easter, what it really means, the time of season. So, you know, of course, it doesn't mean it can't be delightful and fun and people enjoy it.

You can't— you can partake in whatever you want. Again, they— the Masters don't care. Jesus doesn't care. At the root of all of it, it's about forgiveness and that the threefold process of resurrection, ascension, and transfiguration out of the human consciousness. But I mean, we got to admit, the bunnies, the eggs, the baskets, the chocolate It's a great, um, deflection, distraction. Yeah, distraction of truth, you know. Of course, yesterday I was like, gosh, my grandkids, um, live about 2 hours from me, so they're not right here. But I was telling Serge, I'm like, I miss when we used to hide eggs, and I miss when I was a little girl looking for the eggs and stuff like that. But there's no there's no rules that we can't do that.

You know, my daughter said she does it still. My grandson's going to be 14 and he loves that part. She goes and hides eggs.

Yeah, absolutely. You know, I love it. I love it too. Um, and like for us today, well, you guys know I'm making tamales. Um, we're doing chicken tamales and we have— I couldn't decide on a dessert, so I'm like, let's just do individual cupcakes because I'm not into sugar or any of that. So I'm like, yeah, let's just do it this way. And then last night, as we're going to bed, I was— I swear it just sounded like somebody was pounding on my wall. I'm 3 stories up. My office is on my 3rd floor. Wow. Anyways, I was— I told him, I said, you know, we celebrate different. I said, I had this picture of us with the cupcake, and we each have a candle on it. And we're celebrating our own— I mean, Jesus's resurrection, ascension, but our own, that, you know, we are on this path. And we are, you know, at, at a certain level. And so bringing it back to honor our own I AM presence, because that's the cosmic law. That's what we're supposed to be doing. And then honoring, um, the rest.

The rest. Thank you, Denae. I think you appreciate you being here for me today, and certainly others.

I enjoy our time together.

I do too.

I really do. And you know, we've got a big job ahead of us, just even within ourselves, clearing that. But you know, holding space for the rest of the mass of the people, for them to awaken and come to this truth.

Well, and, um, when I went to, uh, First Church of Religious Science, which no longer it is, but from the Science of Mind practices and so forth, the minister, assistant minister, he used to say, you know, we don't come to church so we can, you know, like the whole Christ and, you know, all that stuff, you know, which of course you see a lot in Catholic churches and all that. He said you really come to remind yourself and practice and be present to that over and over because Let's face it, the busyness and our altered ego will throw us off track, and before we know it, we forget.

Oh yeah, yeah, exactly. That's the game plan. You know, altered ego's got its playbook, and altered ego really deserves an Oscar, a Grammy, hell, a Nobel Prize for the shit it does. It is award-winning.

Yes. And of course, if you, if you, if you put it in its place, it's like just starts to scream louder.

It does, it does. So being able to have the knowledge and compassion to bring it back to its true divinity, you know, the trueness or the truth, and have it work for us and not against it is so liberating.

Very, very. I thought this was great. I think you— I probably— I got so much out of listening to you today, and it was almost— it was, to me, it was like being in church, you know? It was like hearing some inspirational message that we needed to hear.

So, and that you're not a sinner and you're not going to hell and you don't need to get on your face and cry out to God.

Well, you know, just the whole message you had today about, uh, Easter and what it was about. And, you know, there was a part you said, so I call on you to— and, and to do this, to go through the same, um, you know, the same process, you know, as far as letting our higher consciousness take over and ascending. And I mean, I thought you did a really good job. I mean, it's like it—

I'm not holding back anymore. I'm stepping into my true purpose. And I just want to say thank you. You guys have helped me do that because for so long, for so long I had been shut down. And you know, but I can't, I can't anymore. And I love it because I'm— I now feel so unapologetic about it. And my purpose isn't to hurt anybody, but my truth is my truth, and others need it. Again, you guys, this is your truth as well, and it's not everybody's.

That's okay.

Yeah, I'm not here for everybody. I'm here for the ones that have this calling.

Yeah, we come forth Yes, we come forth when we're ready, and if we're not, we push away. Exactly. Or attack. I mean, there's that too. Yeah, you get that whole attack thing too.

So yeah, yeah, let it flow. You're doing good.

Thank you. Thank you.

Well, thank you. Have a great Easter, the rest of the day, ladies.

All right, I'll talk with you later, guys.

Okay.

I love you.

Love you. Love you too.