Energy Reading: The story continues -- what choice are you making?

Good morning, beautiful heart. Good afternoon, good evening, wherever you are. Dr. Denae Arias, the Awakening Doctor, here to do the morning energy check-in. Guys, we have been under intense energy, as you know. Um, the Pisces stellium is in full swing. Lightworkers, we are in the pressure cooker, so to speak. We are at the time where we have to make the conscious decision: are we for the light or are we not? Are we going to stand up, choose ourselves, and choose to awaken at the next level, choose to drop the human consciousness ways, dropping the judgment, guilt, condemnation, shame, blame, all of that. You know, the cosmos have been really, uh, helping us bring up— I say helping us bring up things that we haven't really wanted to look at. We can't get away from it now, you know. It's been holding us back all this time. So this is really the opportunity to choose you, you know. And we may think, well, if I choose me, things will get easier. They do. Guys, they do. But at first, no, it's not an instant switch. Why? Because this is still with you. Your— this card has come out in every reading that I've done with this deck all week. And guys, even the personal readings have been intense, very, um complex, both sides of the fence. It's literally like all of the things that have been hidden, you might not have been able to see or make sense, they are coming out in these readings. Um, it's been, it's been wild in these personal readings. Anyways, I mean, it's been wild in the collective ones as well. So yes, it is you with you. And guess what? Choosing not to give in to the old habits, um, thought process, self-sabotage, things like that— that's where the fight is. It's really in our minds. It's in our thoughts. We have a thought first then a feeling attaches, then we go into action. So it always starts in the thought. And again, depending on where you're at in your journey, you know, you may be at the beginning or even in the middle of this, so you've had little taste of it. But guys, The goal really is to come back to that place of being the authority in our life. All right, Adventure, Judgment, and Guidance. And this Judgment card, really, I feel that this Many of you are in this self-judgment energy. Let me just hold that up again. Your thoughts and feelings, the ones that you have overanalyzed, sit with— they're programmed in. When things happen, it all comes up, you start thinking about it. Reminiscing it, you're rubbing it, and before you know it, you are chained and bound again to the old toxic ways, thoughts, whatever it is, and then go into the 'why is this happening to me,' blah blah blah. I know this dance very, very well. The way out of this is to go within and get a handle on your thoughts and your feelings. I'm not going to sugarcoat this. I'm not a baker, I'm a metaphysician, so I don't use sugar. I'm not going to sugarcoat any of this. These messages have been tough. They've been what needs to come out and what needs to be heard. Because, you know, too many people are enablers. And we can even— we've learned to manipulate, gaslight, and enable ourselves when we're sitting chained up in that dirty diaper. We're going to be looking for people that are going to empathize, sympathize, and enable the shitty behavior. So It's a choice, guys. I feel that many of you know that you're being guided, but right now, for those of you that are in this energy, you're resisting the guidance. Now, for others of you who have already recognized you've been acting like a salmon in a sandpaper bathing suit Many of you are starting to do what you need to do to release yourself from the judgment and seeing every day as a new adventure. You may be scared, but you're still showing up and saying, I say yes to life and life says yes to me. Today is a brand new adventure. What does it hold for me? Every moment I can choose to think on all the negative, everything that could go wrong. That's my old way. But guess what? Today I'm going on an adventure and I'm going to try something new. I'm going to think about all the things that could go right. And guess what? When you start doing that, absolutely altered ego is going to come up and want to throw up all the doubts and fears. But, but, but, doubts and fears are really your true enemy. They are what needs to change. So if you're still in the energy of looking outwards and looking at other people and, well, they need to do this, they need to change, they need this, they have to prove this to me, I'm here to tell you you're stuck. You're chained into your dirty diaper of human consciousness in the Matrix. And that's fine. If you are comfortable there and that's working for you, by all means stay there. This message isn't for you. Just go ahead, bye-bye, send you on your way in love. Um, otherwise I'm just gonna trigger the heck out of you. But if you're recognizing this, acknowledging it, and you want out of it, by all means keep watching. Let's dig in. What is going on here? Yep, here we go. This current energy sitcom is still going on, starting out with the Eight of Pentacles, Six of Cups in reverse. Let me move these so you guys can see. Um, I feel like this energy is you are trying to focus and work hard on letting go of A past life connection, a soulmate connection. Um, this could— it could be love, it could be friendship, it could be family. Um, yeah. Seven of Pentacles reversed and Four of Cups. You're not fulfilled or satisfied regarding whatever this connection is. And guys, if this isn't about a connection, whether it's love, friend, family, work, whatever, this could also be you with your inner child. Needing to repair that foundation but refusing to. Um, it could also be that where you were complacent in this energy or connection, whether it's with yourself or someone else, you are working to come out of that. You recognize, you know what energy you're in, but you really do want to get out of it, but you find yourself kind of going around, around the rose bush with it. Um, whatever this is, you are feeling emotionally depleted. Um, discontent, disappointed. And this is kind of going to go back to what I was talking about regarding the energy. Are you focusing on the old, the old story, what you don't have? Because if you are, you're missing this cup. And look, there's this cup again. For me, this cup in the Four of Cups is the Ace of Cups. It is that divine gift, the divine opportunity, this new love. But you do have your defenses up because of the past. The question is, are you going to use this full moon energy to release this doubt, this fear, the struggle Queen of Swords reversed. It's an ugly energy. That is, um, and again, I'm feeling this is more— this is talking about the internal struggle. But since this is a collective general reading, everybody's at different places on their timelines. The energy is going to resonate differently for each of you. Um, so this could be narcissistic energy that's been projected onto you. If you have had any type of narcissistic interactions with somebody, family member, friend, lover, doesn't matter, that is energy projected onto you. And it gets inside your psyche, and it's hard to distinguish what is yours and what isn't. But the Queen of Swords in reverse is a manipulator. She doesn't tell the truth. She twists the truth. She'll give partial truths but is really out for her own goals and advantage. And this is why this can be altered ego, you know, gaslighting yourself, things like that. This could also be you reminiscing what's been said and done and really rehearsing that within, within yourself and refusing to see that all of this is coming up for cellular release. Because when we start working on these things and we want to release them and transmute the energy they act up, they come up to the surface so they could be released. It's usually at that point where we get— we, depending on our emotional maturity level in the awakening— there's no judgment or any lower vibration in what I just said. It's a fact. The awakening, when we start out, we start out as babies. We don't know what the hell we're doing. We're learning. It's literally like a rebirth and we're growing. So that's what I'm talking about regarding emotional immaturity during the awakening process. And so that inner dialogue, that's when we start— something happens or triggers us as we're working through this process, and we align with that judgment, those 5 human habits, that's what we think about. So what we think about, we bring about. And that's what this energy is. This is sitting in that— I'm going to start calling it the toboggan of downhill stinking thinking. Then we have the Page of Cups. This is the younger energy, you know. These— this and this together in this reading is really saying to me that, yeah, you have that distinct battle going on. You know, growing up we had these cartoons where there was a devil and an angel on each shoulder, and each had, you know, a different story. Bringing that into today's context, you can look at that as your soul and altered ego battling it out inside. Um, this Page of Cups energy, this is that, that lighter side of you that's holding the hope, you know, um, talking to the fish, holding up, holding out that hope, um, holding the door open, giving yourself those messages of encouragement that you can get through this, you can do this. And I'm being drawn back to this guidance card. Where are you not allowing guidance to come in? Where are you not hearing the guidance? Where are you inside of yourself when the guidance is coming through, you're in your head chattering, but, but this, but this, well, however, but this, well, however. You don't understand, or, you know, and rehearsing your story. You are resisting. You are not listening to the guidance. You are choosing to stay bound to what you want to get out of. Guys, don't get down on yourself. This is a process every one of us goes through, and it is an individual choice on if we're going to find the strength and courage to move through that and make a different choice. Nobody can do it for you. You have to do it for yourself. And so often I see so many people that have all the tools, they even know how to use the tools, but they put them on the shelf. They don't want to look at it. Instead, they want to find a different way out. That is covert, altered ego, hiding. Two of Swords reverse and Four of Swords reverse. Yeah, that's that covert energy I was talking about that's immobilizing you, not allowing you to hear the guidance, see the guidance, meditate on it, or accept it. This is that energy of being stuck in this Four of Cups, just really focusing on this, not making a choice to do something different no matter how uncomfortable it is. Guys, making a choice to do something different is not comfortable. Just not. The comfort zone is the place of complacency. And I see you want to leave that. You want to be out of your comfort zone. You are much closer to overcoming this energy than you're allowing yourself to feel or believe. And guys, we've got, um, this full moon coming up. We are still under very powerful energy, and it's powerful and intense because it's here to bring us change. It's time for us to walk across the bridge, leaving the old and the past behind, taking that leap of faith, walking across that bridge into the new energy.. And of course, as always with the full moon, I always have a full moon special for a reading, a personal reading for you with the guidance on how to maneuver or work with the energy. Can schedule that at drdenae.com. There is a box there that's Full Moon special, $44. Um, and those are limited, so if you want one, go over there and secure yourself a space. Yeah, all of this, guys, is bringing you to a whole new level of awareness. This is bringing you to a very powerful point for you to strip off the shadow suit, the mask, unzip out of the pain. Um, past lives. Yes, this energy is bringing up past life energy. A lot of the karma, the karmic debt that we're cleaning up on the awakening process comes from past lives. Guys, you don't forget your past lives. You cover them over on this awakening journey. Those memories, those things that you learned then come into this timeline as you clear that karmic debt. This knowledge starts to open up and it's here to help you with your giftings. And look, didn't I just talk about going on a new adventure, taking that leap of faith, walking across the bridge? Walk across that bridge with new awareness. This dark time that you're feeling isn't here to take you out. It isn't here to make you go through more painful lessons. It's here to wake you up and say, hey, there is a better way. Turn towards it. Take that leap. Run towards it. But the choice is always up to you. Where your attention goes, your energy flows. Yep. So if your attention is on these cups down here, your energy's flowing there. You will attract more of this to you. If you turn your attention from there and put it on here your energy goes there. This— you will bring this to you, guys. Everything is energy and vibration. That is the universal law. That is the cosmic makeup of everything in the universe. Once you learn this and you learn about the energy The electromagnetic fields, you know, the electrical charge, the magnetic charge, the electrical charge that sends out, that's masculine. The magnetic charge, the magnetic impulse that draws in, that's feminine. Wow. Okay, so where your attention goes, your energy flows, and what you feel, you will make real. Absolute truth to both of those, guys. To change your feelings, you have to change your thoughts. That's your challenge right now, is changing your thoughts, especially for this full moon, so you can use it to release. For those of you that have a question that during this reading you've had a burning question that you want a yes or no answer to, the answer is Yes. All right, I'm gonna wrap this up with some Moonology cards. Guys, I really just want to stress, you are closer to your release and breakthrough than you know. Focus on that. Qualify your day that everything, no matter what it is, everything is always working out for my highest good. And with ease and grace, I will get through this. With ease and grace, my answers will appear. With ease and grace, I will know what I need to do. With ease and grace, I will listen to my heart. Your heart has the answers, not your mind. Your intellect right now is not your friend. Your intellect is getting in the way. The intellect needs to take a long winter's nap. Be bold and make the first move. Nothing will come of this situation. And closure. Conclusions are within reach. So what is this saying? This is saying, again, you are closer than you realize to this change. Nothing is going to come of this situation if you do not make a different choice. Be bold and make the first move. Be bold and make the first move is talking about be bold, make a choice you've never made before, and act upon it. Because if you don't, nothing's going to change. Bottom line, that is the best way to wrap up this reading. All right, beautiful hearts, I am sending you oceans of love, support, grace as you go about your day. And if you need help going to the next level, if you need help understanding your unique programming and your self-sabotaging and how to that, you are going to want to check out my upcoming course, The Immersion. It is a 12-week deep dive into you and your unique programming and how to radically change your life from the inside out. All right guys, until next time, namaste. Bye-bye.