Energy Reading: What is really going on here?

Hey, hey, hey, beautiful heart! What's vibing? Dr. Denae Arias, the Awakening Doctor. I'm a metaphysician and a spiritual mentor. I am here to do today's energy reading. It is a collective reading, it's general. Be prepared to be just as surprised as I am as what comes out my mouth. I want to say a big welcome to My new subscribers, thank you, thank you. It is an honor to be on this journey with you and to guide you on your journey. To my returning subscribers, as always, thank you, thank you for all the love, support that you show me, and allowing me to tap into your energy and bring you the messages that you need to hear. And if you've never seen me before, this is your first time, welcome, welcome. Let me know how you found me. I'm always curious, and my followers end up having the wildest stories, and I love it. I absolutely love it. All right, for those of you who have not seen me before, I am not a traditional tarot reader. I read energy, so that's how it is here. All right, we are starting out with 31. Why 13? Very interesting. This one's 31, this one's 13. This is fork in the road. 22, guys. We've got magic on the table right here with these numbers. Blessed. 22 is a master number. So this energy is feeling like, yeah, you are at a fork in the road right now. You may not know which way to go. There may be different options, but no matter what's in front of you, none of it is really clear. However, There is one road, one option, whatever it is for you, that is standing out a little bit. It's a little bit more highlighted than the others. So if you're finding yourself needing to make a choice and you're just not sure which one, you want to get out of the resistance of doubt and fear. Um, you, you know, and this is about trusting your intuition. If you're new to trusting your intuition, you do want to start out small and prove it to you in the small ways, and then it'll build up. So for those of you needing to make a choice. You can say to yourself, infinite spirit, infinite wisdom, you know, however, whatever word you're most comfortable. Infinite wisdom, show me the right path, show me the right choice for me. And then you wait. It doesn't mean that, you know, will you get the answer right then? You might. But what you're going to want to do is you're going to want to wait and wait on the hunch. A hunch, a sign, it will be a knowing. That's where your answer is. See, you've spent this lifetime asking the wrong questions, asking the who, what, when, where, why, and how questions with the wrong intent, meaning the energy behind that is mortal mind, monkey mind, altered ego, and that has a specific programming. So now you're learning to ask the questions in the right way. And what do I mean by right way? Words are power. The power of life and death is in the tongue. You create your world first by your words. So you got to ask yourself What, what have you been thinking? What words are you using? With the Bless card, what I'm getting off of this is that you've had enough growth, or the last few months, the last couple of months, you've had an energetic growth spurt, and you're, you're now quicker to recognize when it's altered ego or monkey mind. Because you've had enough contrast. You know what it feels like, what the habit is, and the program and the pattern when it is ego, altered ego, the Matrix. And you now have enough experience behind you of when you change your thoughts. When you change your thoughts, your feelings change, because that's how it works. You get a thought first, then a feeling comes with it. Words qualify, feelings activate. Um, I'm hearing this specifically right now. If you were in the habit, um, of saying, oh, poor you, or I feel so sorry for so-and-so, poor them, whatever it is, You get the gist of what I'm trying to say. That is keeping you and the other person in a lack, poor type of state, whether that's finances, health, thoughts. But that's creating that. Change that up with less. It's really interesting. There's so many different messages coming in, different ways to go with this, that you may be kind of feeling scattered because this energy feels a bit scattered. Um, what— going back to what I was saying originally with Bless before I hopped on to that other train, um, you're recognizing when altered ego is wanting to act out because it's coming more from outside of you versus inside of you. And for those of you that this is resonating with, you get what I'm— you get what I'm laying down, you get what I'm trying to say. Um, to where when it's happening, even just for a split second, you're having this thought or conversation internally, say, what am I doing? Why am I saying this? What am I— why am I thinking this? This isn't really how I feel. Um, so you notice that it's really not affecting you like it used to, but something's wanting you to believe that it is. That's alter ego, that's monkey mind. Um, you have been through a lot, and I know I've been saying this in almost all the readings, but this energy shift that we just went through, some of you may be still going through this. You may still be in the 11th hour darkness before the dawn But for the majority of you, you've gained some strength, and gaining that strength may even just be putting some distance between you and these older feelings and emotions. Going back to this Why card, for those of you who feel like whatever's going on right now, you're more in this like, why is this happening to me? That thought right there, that energy will keep more of it coming to you. Change it up. It isn't happening to you, it's happening for you, and you're going to start seeing things work out in your favor. Yep, this has been a long time coming. You've been putting in this work, you have been working on your mindset, um, I apologize if you can hear that screeching. Cody is having an absolute fit downstairs, but he's been very cheeky today. It's been hysterical, but it's very distracting because he's so on time and accurate with his commentary of energy that it throws me off because I start cracking up. Um, for those of you who don't know who Cody is or what the hell am I talking about, he's one of my parrots, um, and he reads energy. And yeah, he's something. The work that you've been putting in, not only in yourself, um, But the, the work that you have been putting in— I don't know if this is a hobby, I don't know if this is your business, if this is your mindset or what it is, but you have been working at something for a while. This is a long time coming. There is something, this dream, whatever it is that you have wanted to manifest. It could be a relationship, it could be a career, a business, um, a relationship, whatever. It's going to be different for everybody. There is no room to look back and ask these why questions in the way that you have been. Why did this happen? Will this happen again? Um, I do feel this Queen of Wands energy right now. I feel like that's your alter ego coming up as you were making progress. It rises up and says to you, like, who do you think you are? You think you could do this? You know, um, because for me, the Queen of Wands, this is like my alter ego card. Um, the Queen of Wands can be shady. Um, really, she is all about herself. She could be very selfish. Queen of Wands can be very impulsive. Yes, she could be very passionate, but she's also just— she's out for herself. And when this part of you which would be altered ego, monkey mind, comes up. It's specifically hitting you, trying to conjure up, bring up these old emotions, these old emotions of disappointment, disheartenment, um Unworthiness, feeling like you're not understood, um, feeling alone even though you could be around people or in a connection. Yeah, there's this outside energy from the past that keeps trying to trip you up. It wants to stay attached to you. It's, um, whoever it is, and I'm just going to call it by energy, the energy is very emotionally immature. Um, so If this, if this has been resonating with you, with you and you with yourself on this journey dealing with duality, you know, monkey mind, which is duality in the matrix, and then the higher mind, then yes, this is definitely altered ego, altered ego showing up In this Page of Swords reversed energy, which for me is a lot of emotional immaturity, a lot of, um, for me it's a lot of projection energy, projection energy like I was talking about earlier, that critic, that who do you think you are, um The Negative Nelly. Altered ego is really running high right now because you are in a process of major transformation, but this energy stops your forward momentum. It stops your progress. You don't lose where you're at or what you've gained. It's literally putting you in a timeout. So this Empress energy, that is what you're in the process of moving into. The Empress, um, for me this is a card of Venus ruling. So yes, it could be Taurus and Libra, But the energy that I get off of this with the Empress is this Venusian energy, and Saturn just went retrograde. Venus is in Taurus, so there's a lot of this Venusian energy going around. We're all being poked, prodded, and called to look at relationships. And love, our ideas of love, how we want to express it, how we want it to come to us, um, all of those different things. We're really in this process of understanding that the love that we've experienced in the matrix is a lower vibration, 3D, human, conditional love. But we've also got a taste of the unconditional love, the 5D love, and that's where you're going to. You know that's home. You like how that feels. But the more you try to move or gravitate towards that, that's when this Queen of Wands energy, this altered ego energy comes up and it wants to hit you with all kinds of self-sabotaging thoughts. Any thoughts that have you look into the past are self-sabotage. But this is— you are moving into this Empress energy. The Empress energy trumps the altered ego energy, and literally it's the power of your thoughts. You know, it's, it's not woo-woo. It is metaphysical, and it's what the universe is ruled by, is universal laws that are metaphysical. Okay, that one fell. I am in the ease and flow of abundance in my life. If that's not true for you right now, you taking this up as your mantra repeatedly— no shame in if you have to repeat it over and over and over and over again. You're trying to clear out density. Eventually it must come to pass. But if you're not in the ease and flow of abundance in your life, the only thing stopping you is your words. What are you saying? Because again, you get a word, you speak. You have a thought, get a word, you speak it. Feelings match that. That's manifestation 101. Shift happens. You are in this process of a major shift. An altered ego is going to do everything it can, throw the kitchen sink at you to get you to knock it off, to get to basically downgrade, to go from the Empress to the Queen of Wands. You've been the Queen of Wands long enough, haven't you? All right. Love, praise, and gratitude, glory and grace. I pour my love, praise, and gratitude, glory and grace. All right, Spirit. Give me a Divine Goddess Oracle card for the collective. All right, we're getting two, and the two that come flying out: Stress and Retreat. Stress: cleanse and detoxify from unnecessary commitments and thoughts. The stinking thinking. Retreat. Time spent alone. Reflect on past and current situations. Reflecting on past and current situations doesn't mean to sit in the dirty diaper. It doesn't mean to attach to all of those old feelings. That is going to create more of the past in your tomorrow. It means reflect, detach, like a scientist studies a monkey. The scientist doesn't care what the monkey does, he just wants to observe what the monkey does and make note of it. That's all. That's what— how you need to approach your past, especially if you're in this energy where you have to make a decision and the doubts and fears and concerns from the past are messing with you. Be the scientist studying the monkey. Yes, you are playing both parts. You are the scientist studying monkey mind. Monkey mind is your— it's your story, and it's your thoughts on the past, what happened. And monkey mind is a great author. It loves to take the story and then write another story on top of the story. It loves to romance the story, and usually it's not even truth. So that's what it means. Retreat. Give yourself a bit of a break. Just observe. Do not attach to any of the emotions. Go look for the hunches and the signs. That's your intuition. Intuition will never show up and give you a dissertation or directions on what you should do in the whole, the whole thing. That's not intuition. Intuition is all it knows. It's all-knowing. So it will show up, it'll give you a hunch, it'll give you a sign. You follow that hunch, that'll lead you to the next one. You follow the sign, that'll lead you to the next one. You don't get— your intuition's never going to talk to you the way monkey mind and altered ego talk to you. Monkey mind and altered ego, remember I said it's an author and it's a storyteller? It loves to talk. Why? Because it loves to say the words, and it gets you all up in your head, all confused, all in this analyzation— per— analyze— analyze— you know what I'm about to say, and I don't know why I can't say it. I say it all the time, um, analysis paralysis, because monkey mind doesn't speak truth. It tells lies. What do liars do? They talk a lot. They tell a great story, and they add details upon details to make it appear like truth. That's not truth. That's what monkey mind does. Intuition is always truth, so it doesn't come with a story. It's a hunch. What's a hunch? It'll be something that kind of stands out, highlights. Remember what it does? It doesn't need to make sense, okay? Doesn't need to make sense. But look on this card, see how this is sort of highlighted, or it stands out a bit more? It's brighter, however you want to say it. Um, that is what like a hunch will be if something just sort of stands out to you. That's a hunch. Follow that, that hunch. Now here's, here's where we self-sabotage. If you talk to the hunch instead of just act upon the hunch, but you ask the hunch questions, that is where altered ego, monkey mind, will come on in. Look, there's a monkey or a baboon, or it looks like a monkey. We're going to call it a monkey right now. Look, here you are, which way to— where do I go? I've got a hunch, but now you've got these decisions. Remember what I told you early at the beginning of the reading to do with the hunch? But here's monkey mind, there's alter ego waiting, just waiting. Go ahead, ask the question. I'm like your Magic 8 Ball, I got your answer. No, don't ask the question, because the moment you ask the question and all of a sudden details or analyzation or doubt comes up, the monkey is on the scene. The monkey is leading the show. That's not how hunches and intuition work. You get a hunch, you act on it. You don't question it, you act upon it. Okay, I hope that helps somebody out there because guys, you are so freaking close. For those of you who have already walked through this, you're breathing a little bit easier, like, oh, Denae, I can finally see the light. Okay, I'm feeling a little bit better. Honey, you just scratched the surface. Grab the popcorn, get excited, stay positive. Be very mindful of your words. Use your power words. If you don't know what those are, guys, or if you need help with getting your words right, speaking power words, understanding what those are for specific issues that you have going on, guys, it's what I do. You can go to my website, information is in the description box below. I have a session, it is called Truth Treatments. You can book them there. You let me know what is going on, what your issue is, and I will put together your truth statements, your affirmations, and do an energy activation as well. So it's what I do. All right, so that'll help you guys. Again, as always, I am sending you oceans and oceans of love from my heart to yours. Namaste. Bye-bye.