Energy Readings

Hey guys, all right, let's try this again. I can't see it yet. Oh good, okay, I could see me, so can you guys see me now? Can you see me now? Close this. All right, in case you guys missed it, I'm using a new— using new technology, so we'll see how it goes. Let me know if you can see and hear me. I'm not sure if I can see you guys. Meaning your chat. All right, okay, this is interesting. I can see your chat over on Facebook off my phone. This is interesting. All right, we'll try it out. Let's see, let's see how this goes. I gotta take my earbud out because I'm hearing myself. Hey Brittany, Kathy, and Cindy! Cindy. Hey guys, yay! Okay, good, we're working it out, working it out. Hey guys, I did today's, uh, morning reading early this morning. I haven't posted it yet. Um, it's gonna trigger a few people. It's very different than the readings I normally do. It's really calling out ego, so, um kind of sitting back going, do I post it? Do I post it? I know I need to post it. Somebody needs to hear it, and it's also speaking my truth. My truth. Okay. Hey, Tammy. So yeah, testing out some new technology, so hang in there, guys. In fact, let me— so I'm not always looking. There we go. It's always fun testing out new technology live, right? I have no other way to test it out, so here we go. All right, okay, so anyways, I will be posting today's, um, collective energy reading, and I'm gonna let it know let you guys know I'm posting it as a trigger warning because— oh, thank you, honey— um, because it's a tough message. I mean, but I'm not the reader to— one, you can't manipulate me. I see you before you try it. Um, and I will call out the energy. And I will also be turning down readings if it is very ego-based and you're coming at me like that, trying to control the outcome or what have you. I do not decide what comes out in the readings. This is Spirit. I am a channel for Spirit. And when you are in this controlled human energy, you're not hearing the message. You are actually trying control what comes out and you're trying to manipulate it, manipulate and control me, and it's not going to work. So PSA message, so just letting you guys know there's been a lot with this energy, um, coming up. This isn't directed at any one person, this is a collective thing that I've been seeing grow, uh So yeah, all right, so let's get going. Let's see, I'm really hoping for a different energy than early this morning. I was gifted this beautiful singing bowl from Nepal. It is absolutely lovely. It is from somebody who is very dear to my heart, and they didn't know that before this arrived, for the last couple of weeks I have been wanting another singing bowl to add to my collection, but I couldn't decide, and this beauty showed up. So, um, thank you. I am very honored and humbled, and now I want to share it with everybody. It is, you guys, it is absolutely beautiful, and it's a little cushion and pillow. Look at the bottom. I love it, I love it. So here we go. The vibrations to be able to clear energy is amazing. All right, let's see, what do I want to start with, guys? It's been a lot of intense energy. Have you guys been feeling it? Let me know in the comments. It is, it really is an amazing sound, um, and it does, it actually sounds different than my other one, which I love. All right, all right, you guys, let's just get into some cards here. As I said, ego is out and about, um, sometimes subtle, sometimes not so subtle. So be aware, uh, we had the full moon yesterday. Now the North and South Node has just changed, so we have Taurus and Scorpio. That's some more, um, I mean, overall it's great energy if you know what, you know, Taurus stands for and Scorpio, but combined with Venus retrograde, Mercury retrograde, Uranus is in Taurus. Now we've got the North Node in Taurus, guys. Ego— yeah, Jess, ego is just all, all up in the place. Um, but today's energy reading, I did, I did it, um, about 4:30 this morning. I haven't posted it yet, like I said, because Um, it's, it's a trigger warning. It is going to trigger ego because I'm calling ego out completely. Good. Yes, Margaret, awesome. All right, let's get going. Let's see what the cards have to say. Okay, so it's freezing on Facebook, but YouTube— Kathy, are you able to see it? Okay guys, let me know, let me know your feedback because like I said, I am testing out this new app. This was actually the app I wanted to use for, um, spiritual tea time 2 weeks ago and couldn't get it to work. So I've been working with their support. I want to really like this app and enjoy it because their support has been amazing. They're a great bunch of people. So thank you, Brittany. Um, okay, because ideally, yes, while doing Zoom for, uh, the service, it's good, it's very intimate, and I like that. Um, but I also want to be able to stream it live too, so trying different things out to get, you know, to get the messages out here. So All right, Jess, my— I just, again, I just really want to reach out and hug you and just suffocate ego. And why do I say that? Because I recognize the energy you're in so well. You remind me of me in many, many ways. And I remember when I was in this exact situation, um, and so my biggest advice is do what you got to do to shut ego down because it's designed to keep you stuck. It's the best way I could put it. Okay, I'm changing decks because all of these are in reverse. And like I said, you know, I felt the— I felt the energy today. I felt it early this morning, you know. Um, I live in a— you have got to be kidding me. Now the second deck, it's all coming out in reverse. All right guys, buckle up buttercups, here we go. Um, the energy's been really weird since— I mean, I was fortunate enough to watch the full moon, got to see it. It was beautiful over the snow. You guys know we're snowed in. I live in the South, we don't get snow and people don't know how to act. But last night, I kid you not, I went to bed early. Well, I tried to go to bed early and live in a quiet neighborhood. Of all nights, the kid next door, I don't know what he's doing in the backyard, what type of ball he's hitting against something. And it's not like we share a wall or anything like that. We have distance between our houses, but I don't know if it's like handball or what the hell he's doing. Usually he'll do it in the day, sometimes, you know, early evening. Homie was out there last night. I got woken up at about midnight to boom, boom, boom. What the hell is that? And then, you know, I turned up my meditation music a bit louder to kind of try to drown it out, was able to fall asleep. 2:14 in the morning, he's out there, bam, bam, with that ball. I'm like, oh my God, this is crazy, this is weird, this has never happened. And I could feel the old, the old human ego wanting to come up. I mean, the old me, I would have got my ass dressed, I would have went over there and got up on top of the fence and been like, dude, look, it's 2 o'clock in the damn morning, take your ass to bed, something. But no, I just kind of was like, okay, this is something, this is more distractions, da da da da da, this is really interesting. And then realized, okay, North Node is in my sign. All right, better buckle up. So, um, I've been up since 2 o'clock this morning. I didn't really get a lot of sleep, so this is real interesting. So I'll stop talking, I'll deliver these messages. Guys, again, buckle up. Let's see what's going— yeah, I normally don't sleep well with a full moon, but this full moon, I've really— I've actually been enjoying the energy. Um, so anyways, okay. Five of Pentacles reversed, Queen of Pentacles reversed, Six of Cups reversed, Ten of Swords reversed. The Fool reversed. All right, I'm gonna address this as general right now, um, because again, strong messages today, guys. You know, I'm— I come from love and no judgment, so just bear with me as these messages come out. This is spirit's show, not mine. Cindy, where exactly are you having the headaches? I meant to ask you that the other day. Um, if you could describe them to me. Okay, the energy that I'm looking at here right now, um, whoever this is for, you've done a lot of work on yourself. Done a lot of work on the limiting beliefs, you recognize ego, but you don't want to let it go. There's a part of you hanging on, and it feels like this is subconscious. It feels definitely very, um, fear-based. Um, ringing in the ears, love it. Ear ringing, yes. I'll, I'll scroll back. Um, Six of Cups. This energy is about being in your own way and not seeing it. Um, afraid to take that leap. The inner dialogue is like, I'm doing it, I'm doing it, I'm doing it, but subconsciously what's rising up is not allowing you to go forward. This is around your security. Finances, um, the past, a reconciliation, love. And guys, remember, love and money are energy, and they're very similar energies. So who is cursing their crops? On one hand, you're saying or acting on the surface. Okay, let me say surface level and lower level. How's that? Surface level, it's, yeah, yeah, I'm doing this, I'm doing this, getting excited, yeah, yeah, yeah. But underneath, these swords are still coming up because the root of the sword, the perception regarding the roots of these swords, hasn't fully been dealt with. So there, this is a process. I don't want anybody to feel bad. So those of you that this is resonating for, guys, This will— it can trigger you, but I don't want you getting into guilt, blame, judgment, shame, none of that. There's no room for that. This is a loving environment. This is Mama Bear over here just saying, hey, here's what's going on underneath all this stuff at the top. That is really distractions. Yes, you have done a lot of work, you just haven't fully pulled the swords out yet because there has been doubt. Interesting, I wanted to say fear, but doubt came out. Um, this doubt is very complex. It's like you're doubting your own processes, the own things that you're doing. Um, so I want to give you a bit of encouragement first, because guys, this journey, it is messy. And altered ego's always wanting us to think we're screwing it up. Um, altered ego always wants to, um, align with what other people have said about us, or the projections all of that, um, that doubt becomes a comfort zone. And I want to encourage you, because these— as uncomfortable it is to be sitting in this energy, you guys know how uncomfortable it is, it's almost like a hamster on a wheel that was given speed, and but you know you got to get out of the wheel. Sometimes you'll be going, you get an aha moment, throw yourself out of the wheel, then you're laying on the ground. Here you are upside down, you're like, okay, okay. But then that doubt and that fear as you want to take that leap comes up, but then all of a sudden there's that doubt. What do you do? You get your ass back in the wheel, and then before you even realize it, the wheel just takes off, and now you're spinning and spinning. It's part of the process. I want you guys to know that. I want you to know that, uh, the process is messy. There are multiple dark nights of the soul. Hey Cynthia, sending you love, beautiful. The world is tough enough as it is. Even your friends and family, they can show you love but at the same time show you disrespect and cut you down and hold you back. That's a lot of this Five of Pentacles energy. With all the cards coming out in reverse in two different decks, the way that I read this energy is this is the subconscious debris that is holding on to your ankle like, like a weight. This doubt and fear. You're not going to be left behind. You're not going to be left without love. You're not going to be left without money. That may have been your experiences. The only way that that's going to play out in your future is if you continue operating in that energy. And I know you don't want to because you're here, you're here listening to a tougher message. You know, this one isn't all glitters and, you know, unicorns. It's not. This is, hey, let's peel back the surface layers, let's look at the heart of these swords, and let's pull them out. So you don't— so you could get out of that hamster wheel and move forward in your power. This is that precipice of where doubt and fear comes up around the past, where you thought you had love, where you thought you had security. What you were shown about love and security wasn't truth. You were shown the Matrix version, and the Matrix version is very unsettling to our soul. It's very painful, it's uncomfortable, it's anxiety-ridden. Pain-ridden. But that's where your human ego feels comfortable. That's where it feels at home. So here's where the, the rub is. The Matrix isn't your home. You were a visitor there. Technically, you were a trespasser there, but you were visiting. You learned its ways, and you learned how to survive. Soul is now trying to really come through and say, hey, the way you've been living, the life you've been living is fake. It's less than what you are supposed to be living. You aren't supposed to be walking around with these swords because you're love. So the soul, intuition, spirit, 5D, you're not going to find anything there that is not love and perfection. You can't, because that's the realm, is love and perfection. Anything less than love and perfection is the matrix. It's duality. It's good and bad. It's human. Human consciousness. So when you're in this confusion, this control, needing and desiring to control your environment so you can survive or move on, that doubt, fear, all of that, that's the human consciousness. That's when you can go, wait a minute, all right, ego I, I just gotta say how I see this. I'm seeing this image of this dominatrix woman standing there, whips, chains, all of it. Um, and ego likes to keep you in the BDSM dungeon, tied up, all of that. Um, good. Yeah, you do need to name the ego. That's something that I, I definitely teach because that way you can address it appropriately. Um, I am gonna post today's reading and the first card out in that was Grounded, and I talk about not making decisions from, um, the human ego because that's where you've always made them before. It's always been made out of desperation, fear, and doubt. And it's always been designed to feed your ego. Feeding your ego gets you into this false place of comfort and control, but it always leaves you feeling empty and worse than you did before you fed it. So coming from a place of being grounded, and that's that place of neutrality That is what is going to give you that space to be able to start to manifest what you want and not what you don't want. Hey beautiful, I've been thinking about you too, honey. I have, I have. I'm so glad to see you. Um, yeah, it's been interesting. I'm not naming names or anything, but my work has been stolen from me twice starting back in 2014. Um, so anyways, I'm just gonna leave that out there. All right, so anyways, let's keep moving. All right, love, praise, and gratitude, glory and grace. Come on, Spirit, let's get some other messages. I know you're gonna deliver what needs to be heard, and if you guys are blocked, then this is what you need. So let's rock and roll. Hey JoJo! Yeah, um, hey Shay, how are you? How's Ireland? Um, yeah, love and money. They are very similar energies. And you know, the Matrix taught us how to twist them. All right. The Hermit in reverse. I'm going to read the cards, you guys claim who it is. I'm not going to call out specific names. I have my reasons for that, but that's what we're gonna go with. So, um, you guys claim it as I read it. The Hermit in reverse. Somebody needs to, um, be in hermit mode, or you are in hermit mode, but it's surface level hormones, surface level hermit mode. There we go. What do I mean by that? Means you may be in hermit mode and isolating, but you're actually not focusing on you and you're not doing the work on you. Um, there's a lot of mental chatter going on. Time is really kind of, uh, moving fast for you. You're seeing that you're not really getting a lot of, um things accomplished or results. It's becoming more of a frustration. Hermit mode is a very divine opportunity. And ego doesn't like us to go into hermit mode, but somebody here, it feels as if, um, even in hermit mode there's a lot of distractions and you're not really getting down to the core. All right, Four of Wands. Got 4 of Wands and 6 of Cups. I'm gonna read these two together. 4 of Wands is about, um, new foundations. Yes, it can be the twin flame card. Um, Six of Cups, reunions, reconciliations, inner child type of stuff. Okay, somebody is holding on too tightly to what they want and desire. This has been coming up a lot. You guys have heard me talk about the law of paradoxical intent, and I talked about that on Spirit, uh, the Spiritual Tea Time on Sunday. I know, um, it didn't get recorded, so you guys don't get— can't see it, but it's come out in some readings as well. The universal law of paradoxical intent is the more you desire something, the more desperate you are for that outcome, the farther away it gets from you. Somebody is here in that. There is an opportunity for you in Hermit to elevate yourself and heal yourself out of this pattern. But while you're in this Hermit mode, your mind is all about how to manifest this new foundation, this twin flame reconciliation type of thing, um, to the point that you're dropping your own defenses, your own guard. It feels as if you're about to chase them, or you want to chase them. It feels like this energy of whatever it takes to get this moving in the right direction. That's what I wanted. Okay, that's for some of you. Now the other part of this, I'm gonna read the Four of Wands and the Six of Cups by itself, and I'm gonna read this As you doing the inner work, building this new foundation— sorry, building this new foundation after spending some time with your inner child, respecting your inner child, treating your inner child with unconditional love. The love that you want in this new foundation, you have to give it to yourself first. Guys, you may get triggered when I say that, get sick of hearing it. It in itself is a universal law, and we'll start to get through that in the Christ Letters. But he even talks about that— what you want to show up in your life, you have to display that First, first you got to do it to yourself because you set the stage on how you treat yourself. That internal dialogue, thoughts and emotions you have about you is literally setting an energetic force field around you, and it's like hidden instructions for how people can treat you. So if you don't like how you're being treated, Where are you invalidating your own boundaries? How to give yourself self-love? You've got to go in and do the inner child. You need to meet your inner child. You need to one, apologize and address your inner child, um, and then start building a brand new relationship with that inner child. When that, um, negative dialogue comes up, and it can be different for everybody else, but the general programming is, I'm so stupid, I'm always messing up, you know, I'm not lovable, all of that You are talking about your inner child directly when you're doing that. You don't trust you because you don't trust your inner child. And so you need to basically build that foundation. Let your inner child know you know so much more now than you did back then, and you are going to do better. So, and then you start to do things with your inner child that you used to love when you were younger, but some— whatever happened, you moved away from that. Okay, that's interesting. Now the volume just popped up somewhere. Okay. So I don't know if I can turn off my— I don't know, it's a little distracting. Um, now the Nine of Wands, this is a bit different energy. Somebody here You are dropping your defenses. Uh, you are starting to change a limiting belief that kept you feeling stuck, kept you feeling defensive, like you can't Sorry, I had to turn that off. You're more accepting of yourself now. Oh yes, Mercury is always messing with my— I don't need help with messing with my technology, that's just normal. But with Mercury retrograde, it really goes up a notch. All right, let's get a different deck. I really want this energy to switch. Sheesh. Yay, Brittany! All right, love, praise, and gratitude, glory and grace. Uh, yes, Teresa, we still have snow today. Um, we were finally able to get out of the driveway. It is, um, icy. It's kind of melting. My back, I still can't go on to my back deck. I've got like 7 inches on my deck, so I can't get out there. Um, it's sunny right now, but it's really cold, and we're supposed to have another front moving in, more snow Friday and Saturday. So yeah, thank you guys. Hey Michelle! Yeah, my phone keeps, um, playing random songs. It's like, what the hell? Good, Tito. Margaret, Two of Wands. There's a decision here you need to make. I feel in your heart you've already made the choice. The battle is in your head. It feels like you feel like you don't have enough, um, information or knowledge to make this choice. I feel like the more you think about it, the more information, more knowledge you try to gain the more confused you get. Remember, there is no right or wrong. It's all about experiences, and it's about your inner landscape, um, and what's going to come about. So what I'm saying is either choice, whichever one you choose, you're choosing an experience. And I do feel you already have everything you need to make that choice and that decision. Procrastination, um, is a choice as well. Um, so just be mindful of that. All right, Five of Cups in reverse. Shannon, I actually feel this one is for you. Um, you're coming out of this emotional disappointment. You've decided not to focus on what is spilt, what you don't have anymore. Feels as if you have made a choice to grab those two cups and look at them and say, all right, these are two new cups, let's go, let's fill them with something different. Um, you have not wasted any time. You are in divine timing right now. Okay. Yeah, Teresa, that's the overall energy right now, um, and kind of what I was talking about at the beginning. With all the planets. That's what is coming up for all of us to address, is that subtle energy that want— that sadness, or it wants to find a problem because you're feeling too happy on purpose. Yeah, don't feed into it. Don't feed into it. Now, when I say don't feed into it, let me qualify that, guys. Because you have to feel the feels to be able to process through and move through them. What I'm saying is, for those of you who have been doing the work and you know how to shift the energy, and like for Teresa, waking up feeling excited, being excited on purpose, um, but then underneath that pull to want to be sad or frustrated or angry, that's exactly, um, what this cosmic energy is designing. So that's why you've got to change the questions. Sleep is good, um, when when you need to sleep more, that is the divine doing work on the cellular level, and it needs, um, the human ego, alter ego out of the way. All right, all right, Spirit, all of you and none of me, show me the cards I need to see. Four of Cups. Sorry, guys. Um, Tammy, I do feel this one is for you. The Four of Cups. And emotional discontentment. It's— I'm picking up frustration, like you've been waiting for something to change. And every time it comes around, it's the same old same old. You get disappointed. If you notice, he's sitting here in his study and he has all these books around him, but they've got cobwebs on them. What this is saying to me is the answers that you're seeking so you can move forward, you already have. You're not seeing them because you're focused on— it's— I don't want to say it's the procrastination energy. Remember when I was talking about earlier about being in hermit mode but kind of wasting wasting the Hermit mode time and just kind of fantasizing, or, you know, whatever. That's what this feels like. Whoops. Um, yeah, it's this— it's this subtle energy of kind of angst, like, you know, this again, or when's this gonna come to pass? That, um, that's the attitude or the energy, uh, you would— I would say you need to look at and address this week. All right, these are getting messy. Okay, what the hell? Okay, and it fell way over here too. Five of Swords. Um, Britney. This is in regards to family. Um, don't even show up to the forest, don't show up to the party, because this energy, um, and it is coming from It feels like 3 different people coming your way, and they want to win at all costs. They don't like the changes that you're going through. See this person back here tied up? That's what this energy is trying to do to you. Keep doing what you're doing, keep your focus on you, and don't go to the forest. Don't join the pâté. Because it feels like if you do, you're gonna be the pig they roast. Does that make sense? Um, and don't take it personally. This is all energy, guys. When people project things at you or want to start smack, all of that, know that it's their own wounds, their own triggers, and they want to trigger you. They want to stop you because your light is growing and shining. And what does that mean for them? That means they can't hide, they can't run, um, behind the manipulation and the toxicity anymore. They're not ready for that. Bam! Yeah, look, there's even— oh wait, sorry, trying to see which camera to show. Look at her laying there. So yeah, yeah, don't take that invitation, whatever invitation this week to engage. Nobody's here. All right, 78 paintings for packaging. I was JoJo, what's— I didn't, I missed part of that. Let me scroll up real quick. Oh, I love it. Yeah, JoJo, I love hearing that. Yeah, me too. Me too. I've actually got, um, a few I'm working on. But yeah, and that's what it does, it's driving a lot of people to tarot. Um, so yeah, there's many of us with that story. I encourage you, write, write, write, get it out, get it out. Your story needs to be heard. Um, oh, are you kidding, Brittany? Yeah, absolutely, that's what this is about. Miss that party. Miss it. Um, JoJo, back to you. I just want to give you a word of encouragement. Um, I'm going to be doing a little recording on this and a shout out, um, to the creator of this deck. I absolutely love this deck, um, the energy off of it. She is a reader on YouTube, um, and I loved it. I love her readings, guys. If you like how I read, you'll like how she reads as well. I like her readings. She's the Nomad Soul Warrior. This is her tarot deck she just came out with. So JoJo, I'm just to help inspire you as well. You know, there's a community of us growing, and you know what, there's always room. Guys, there's always room. All right, all right, let's keep going. Let's see. All right, Spirit, love, praise, and gratitude, glory and grace. Let's see, give me the messages that they need to hear. Love, praise, and gratitude, glory and grace. They keep falling on the floor. All right, Ace of Swords and Knight of Wands. I'm gonna read these two together. Donna, I feel like these are for you. Um, what I'm feeling is you have been wanting a truth. There is a truth that is about to be— wrong card. There's a truth that is about to be revealed to you. It has to do with a Knight of Wands type of energy. Um, this is in and out. It's, you know, hot, fiery. When they're on, they're on, but they can be on and it's all great, you know, action, passion. They've got the words, but then all of a sudden, you know, the wind blows and then they're gone. You're about to get some truth. Regarding this energy. I also don't feel that this is just one person. I feel that this is a pattern, and that this person that you have been dealing with— this person is not somebody you don't know. I feel this in your energy. Um, this person is more like the culmination of what you're trying to heal from. Okay, Elizabeth, let's get you next. Love, praise, and gratitude. Glory, Elizabeth. Six of Cups. I feel like there is a reconciliation and a reunion coming for you. But I feel a but. Um, before this can successfully come to fruition, there is something you're needing to heal. It feels like your inner child has been uh, trying to get your attention regarding it, um, but there's some resistance around it. It may not actually be resistance, it may just be that you're not recognizing, um, the signs or what it's trying to say because you don't feel it's important or you need to focus on that at this time. It's in regards to something you want to move towards, something you want to achieve. You have what it takes, you have what you need to make this reconciliation successful, but there's a limiting belief in your way. Elizabeth, look back into your energy. Ask yourselves, um, what you need to know around the age 10. I'm just getting that something around the age of 10 has to do with like learning or, um performing or doing something that was creative and passionate for you, some different energy got projected towards you and it shut something down. So, uh, that needs to be looked at and addressed before this reconciliation and reunion can be fruitful. All right. Hey Jenny, how are you guys? Put a purple heart in the comment if I, um, have not called your name out yet. If I've called your name out, do not put a purple heart, please. Elizabeth, did that, um, resonate for you? JoJo, you know her? Yeah, she's great, isn't she? Love, love her deck. I would encourage you to get it. Um, not going to explain all of that, but, um, and her deck is actually limited edition too, so there's only so many available. But yeah, and your healing will absolutely help others. Yeah, there you go, there you go. Okay, um, let me see. All right, I've got Jess. Um, Elizabeth, do you have a brother by any chance? So let me see, Jess, Michelle. Let me get a card for Michelle. Cindy, Tito, Teresa. All right, Jess, King of Swords in reverse. Whoops! Sorry. This is going to look really weird on the replay, but that's okay. My dear, my dear, my dear, I'm talking to you like my daughter now. Get a handle on your internal dialogue. Half of what is going on in your mind has been projected onto you. Um, it's toxic masculine energy. You've adopted it as it, as it is your own. It's not, honey. It is not. All right, let me see now. I forgot my order. Jess Michelle, here we go. Miss Michelle, 10 of Swords. Um, this feels as if a betrayal— I'm hearing like a best friend, um Doesn't have to be, but it's somebody very close to you, somebody you trusted, uh, dealt you some blows. It was done out of envy and some jealousy. I'm picking up energy around you that as you start to progress on your path or get very close to achieving something, somebody pops up like a whack-a-mole and get you off your path or hit you with something. Um, It could even be just bringing energy to you and dumping it on you like it's yours. It's time for you. It's time for your healing. From this to take place. Um, I feel like you didn't see it coming, and there's a lot of questions around why. You're about to get those answers. The less you think about this— so when this energy is coming up, just, I see you, that's not my truth, I send love, you know, whatever you need to do. But, um, truth is going to start to come out about this, and you may have already started seeing the truth, um, that this was energy-based and it really had nothing to do with you. It had everything to do with the other person. But I mean, I know it still hurts. Feels like Mercury retrograde is trying to help you come out of that. Okay, Cindy, Knight of Pentacles in reverse. Okay, so there is— there's a delay. There's a delay of game here. There's no movement. Towards something that is going to be very stable and secure for you, um. Feels like you're really close to being able to either launch something or come out with something, do something new. This has been something that has taken a while. Feels as if there's been some starts and stops and things like that. Divine timing. Divine timing is at play. Um, don't get frustrated. Do not get frustrated in the delay process because it has a purpose. So when this starts to move forward, there will be movement. It's just not right now. There is something else that you need to put the finishing touches on, because this is going to be very solid, stable, and secure. All right, Tito, Knight of Cups in reverse for you. Oops, sorry. For you I like seeing it in reverse. This is letting me know that you're holding back emotions. You're not, um, moving forward from an emotional place. That's huge for you. And Props to you for doing what you needed to do to switch up energy. The full moon is in Cancer, and I know it's been extremely, um, intense for you, but I like seeing this. So remember that. Remember the, um, revelations and aha moments that you've had over this past week when this old energy tries to come up, because it will. Ain't gonna lie, it's gonna try to come up. Teresa, Queen of Wands, look at you sitting there on your throne being all passionate and sensual, ready to go. Feels like All I keep hearing is misery, like some type of misery energy or, um, lower vibrational energy from others wants to take you off your throne, but you're sitting here like, nope, not gonna happen. I'm gonna be very stubborn in my actions. Oops, stubborn in what I want. I like the energy because it feels very still. Even though a storm can be raging around you, you're staying centered. I like that for you. Hey, Jenny, it's doing better. Okay, Lisbeth, you do have a brother. Um, something else I picked up on this card, so you know, if it resonates, great. It feels as if maybe Your brother got more attention or, um, more accolades or something. Just getting kind of like an unequalness. But whatever it is, all that's coming up, it's going to take care of self. Hey Elizabeth, hey Brandy. Elizabeth, I'll pull a card for you. I'm just trying to make sure I've got everybody Okay, Elizabeth and Brandy. Elizabeth, Nine of Cups. You are in the process of manifesting your desires. Um, it's happening faster, so you got to be very careful on what you think and say and feel, because you're going to bring it about much quicker. I know you asked about moving to a different state. Um, I feel like you've manifested it. This is something— I don't feel this is like a whim of a moment decision, but this is something you're manifesting. Just be, um, manifest from a place of grounding. Be sure on what you want, not to the point where, you know, you're telling the universe how to do it, but make the decision, feel into it, and then detach and let it come to you. Because you see how he's sitting there? He's detached. He's He's in this, I know that I know that I know it's gonna come, I'm not going to get in that desperate energy. Um, I also feel like you need to eliminate some options. Feels like you have too many, um, options of Meaning like, well, here's what I really want, but if I got this or if this showed up, I'd be happy. Kind of like settling or bartering with the universe. Stick to what you want. Ginny, Ginny, Ginny. King of Cups. Oh no, wait, sorry, hold on. This is Brandy. No, Brandy, I'm supposed to get a card for you, but I guess this one's Jenny's because as I tried to— so I tried to say it's Brandy's, I'm hearing Jenny. All right, King of Cups, Miss Jenny, Jenny, Jenny. Who is this masculine energy that has deep love for you? But they're not speaking about it. King of Cups doesn't share their emotions. Now, this could be your energy. You have deep emotions for somebody, but you're not telling them. It doesn't have to be romantic, um, just so you guys know. It's energy, but there is some emotions that internally kind of have you going like this. You're not talking about them, has to do with somebody else. The message is say what you got to say, say what you need to say.