Full Moon Aug 2022 Energy Reading: Who's reading is this? 👀

Hey, hey, hey, beautiful heart! What's vibing today? We are here with this intense, incredible super full moon in Aquarius, which, um, it is the last super full moon of 2022. It's on the back side of the height of the Lion's Gate portal. So lots of good stuff going on. So you may be feeling, um, this full moon in its totality, or you may be just feeling parts of it. Um, there's no right or wrong. And don't be surprised if you're feeling emotions like exhausted, tired, but yet wanting to move forward and action things. So it's a mixed bag. Um, yeah, as I said, I didn't even realize what card had come out— Extremes. So that's what I'm talking about. You could be riding this wave of extreme emotions, um, from sadness to happiness, you know, whatever it is. Um, it'll be different for everybody. That's okay. This is all part of it. As I was telling my students last night, hey, you know, this is, this could be a little bumpy ride. This is like the roller coaster, but it's all designed for our highest good. This is all about releasing what no longer serves us, those patterns, those cycles that we have been in, which when we peel back all the layers to that, it really goes back to habits, the human limiting habits. This path of awakening is about moving from the human consciousness into divine consciousness. Okay, the farther gate, bold step forward. Falling out with change. And then Repairing the Veil, Forgiveness. This card for me is very profound, um, in the artwork that is on it because it looks— it, for me, it looks like or reminds me of our spinal column. And our spinal column, there is so much more importance to that than current science and medical research and information even know. The spine, our spinal column, there's a very significant spiritual What's the word I'm looking for? Gateway. Let's just go with gateway. Uh, there's a lot that goes on in the spine. So with this card talking about repairing the veil and forgiveness, when we hold resentment and unforgiveness— and it doesn't matter if it's somebody outside of you, towards somebody outside of you, or towards yourself It blocks, um, it blocks the flow of energy through your central nerve system. It blocks the mast ganglion, um, excuse me, and the spine, the spinal column really is a divine energy channel of the liquid light and so much more. But when we have that resentment and unforgiveness— and that had— that was the theme through July, almost every reading that came out. So hopefully you had paid attention and were able to get some golden tips or knowledge through those readings. Resentment creates extra acid, um, in your system, which will act out in your body in various diseases, um, and pains and uncomforts. So yeah, this Lion's Gate and this full moon, for if there is any unforgiveness within your consciousness, within your energy field, this will be uncomfortable. This will be an uncomfortable time, and this isn't surprise. This doesn't— this isn't like, oh, you didn't know that, and now that you hear this reading— no, you've been feeling the uncomfortableness. Uncomfortableness, um, shows up in many, many ways. But when we have unforgiveness and resentment, no matter how little or how deeply buried it is, no matter what lies or gaslight gaslighting techniques we do to ourselves to tell us it's not there. Look at your experiences in your life right now, and that's how you can tell if things are intense, um, a lot of different inner struggles or inner battles, things going on. What are your— what's your internal dialogue? How are you interpreting what's going on? This is where that human habit comes in. That human habit of going to the negative and complaining and all of that first. That is rooted here. All right, yeah, and look, dealing with more duality energy, and that's to be expected because look, starting out with the Five of Cups, then the Hierophant, and then the Nine of Swords. Yep, Five of Cups. Feeling very emotionally dissatisfied, even despondent. Um, there's another D word that's at the tip of my tongue, but the word is not forming. Disappointed. That's the word, guys. Disappointment. That's a heavy, heavy energy, and It points back— the root of disappointment goes back to that programming of unworthiness. If you look at him, you know, he's sitting here Oh, Four of Cups, not Five of Cups. My bad. I was gonna say I'm not seeing the other cup. It's the Four of Cups. Same thing though. Look at this. Here is the guy's answer. Here's this cup, and look at his face. He doesn't want to look at it, doesn't want to have anything to do with it. He's too focused on the disappointment, what was, what could have been, what isn't, all of that. The human habit of woe is me, this happened to me, or this person did this to me. We all go through it, guys. This isn't a jab on anybody. This is talking about the programming that we are here to overcome. And this, excuse me, especially for you guys who took me up on the 72-hour challenge And I tried to brief you guys about it, that when you do something like that and really consciously want to make positive shifts, this energy is going to come right up. Monkey mind, altered ego is going to want you to focus on this and not pay any mind to that, guys. Um, the Divine, however you relate to it It is not going to push or force or anything. It's a very gentle nudge. It's there saying, hey, hey, hey, look my way. Everything that you want is over here, not in the past, not what was, all of that. The habit, because altered ego loves to focus on all the negative and, um, what isn't. And yes, altered ego is an absolute drama king, and it loves to be the martyr, all the while trying to say it's not— it doesn't like this. It does, it really does, and that's what it thrives on. So yes, when, you know, depending where you're at, this getting over to this point to be able to look at this cup, it does get easier, but it takes consistency and momentum. Because guess what, guys? Yeah, you may have been in this energy your whole life, but you have been consistent in that momentum. That's why it's all— it's the first thing to show up. That's why the struggle can seem so intense, because when you focus on the struggle, you're going to get more of the struggle because that's where your attention is. Where your attention is, your energy flows. So our past is a completely different vibration than our future. This card for me is all about where are you giving more energy to, your past or your future, and that will tell you what you're going to experience. This cosmic energy is here to help push you to release all of this limiting false perceptions and try something new. It's going to feel uncomfortable at first, but I promise you it's not as uncomfortable as staying in that energy. The Hierophant. Yep, this is about having that inner knowing, um, and allowing that to come forth. For some of you, this may be that you are seeking a higher spiritual type of education, looking for a spiritual mentor, those types of things. If so, you know, yeah, that makes complete sense. When we go on this spiritual journey, look at how on either side we've got the Four of Cups and the Nine of Swords. Nine of Swords, this is that anxiety, this is that worry, this is that can't sleep at night. Overactive monkey mind. Analyze, analyze, analyze, analyze till I'm paralyzed. And that's what happens— you get paralyzed with doubt and fear. And it's that internal battle because here's, you know, we can also look at the Hierophant as your authentic self. And as you go through this journey to release this false persona of you, another way to say it is release the actor who has been playing you on your stage of life. It's now time to write a new story. But here's the thing, guys. When the old habits and perceptions act out— monkey mind, altered ego— the goal is to shut us down from this, to get us back into the worry, the anxiety, the doubt, and the fear, and keeping our minds on what was. Why? Because this is the realm that altered ego plays in. It is a programming, and it's a programming that can be overwritten, but it takes consistency, momentum, and dedication. I did not change my life around, uh, completely like I have without consistency and momentum. Absolutely, that consistency and momentum, they were my pillars. And there were times, days, weeks, months, I didn't want to look at that cup. I didn't want to, you know, be consistent and always on my own ass because of the internal dialogue. But the more that that internal dialogue came up and I entertained it over here and here, the more life became uncomfortable, the more challenges and obstacles I ran into. So if for those of you that are like, oh my God, yeah, you're talking right to me, that's how it feels, I'm giving you guys the answers. And that's the thing, altered ego doesn't want you to have the answer, because you get the answer and you start being consistent with this change, it's literally like you are the adult taking away the teenager's keys to the Ferrari. It's not going to be happy, right? But that teenager lacks the consciousness, the emotional, mental, physical, and spiritual ability to really handle that Ferrari the way it is designed to be handled. No, more than likely, the teenager who is still finding their own way. If you look at teenagers or think back to yourself— and I'm not dissing on them, I'm trying to help you understand that the teenage years is when another part of us kind of comes online. That's the past lives and all the things that we need to clear. Teenage mentality, for the most part, can be very altered ego and me-centered. There's no judgment in that. It is about the process of healing. And this, that's the time when we are supposed to be able to grow more in truth and spirituality. But if you think of it, the teenage years, that's a really wackadoodle time. The hormones are all over the place. They'll go to bed one night, one, you know, you're loving, happy joyful child— I know that might be an extreme— but one personality, they could wake up one morning, come downstairs, and be a completely different child or person. Just, you don't know where this anger, frustration, attitude, backtalk, whatever is coming. Guys, they don't even know, you know. And I, I've I've been on both sides, so obviously I've been the teenager going through that. My parents had no idea how to handle me, and I didn't know what was going on. And then when my daughter— well, my daughter specifically, um, I think she was about 11 or 12— literally she woke up one morning and came, and I saw her up at the top of the stairs, and I felt her energy, and I went, what the hell? And then she came downstairs and it was like she was a completely different person. If you were to have a conversation with her today, she will tell you I said to her, what the hell, did the aliens steal your brain overnight? What is going on? You know, so the teenage years, that's a whole other ball of wax to work through because here in the matrix the whole intent and purpose for that timeline in each of our lives has been so tainted, so covered over, that we don't have the truth to navigate it. So, okay, apparently somebody needed to hear that about the teenagers. Um, but you know, if we don't face that in our teenage years, when we get older and we get on this awakening path, we can go back through that type of energy. King of Cups and the Ten of Cups, or Ten of Coins. Ten of Coins, this is family legacy. This is, um, it can be inheritance. Um, and with the King of Cups here, you know, the King of Cups is a very interesting dude. Um, his— and it's not that he doesn't have feelings, that's completely opposite of the King of Cups. King of Cups has deep, deep feelings but he never lets them show. That's the difference. He could be very stoic. Um, he's like the epitome of being in full control of one's emotions. Um, he doesn't make choices emotionally. This is saying that As you move through this, release the need to keep focusing on what was or what isn't, and literally look, take up that chalice, because here it is. Here you move from this Four of Cups, you shift the energy dynamics, and you shift into the King of Cups. You realize that, you know what, I am the captain of my own ship. Nobody gets to decide what happens in my life but me, and it starts in my thinking and in my attitudes. That's when that emotional fulfillment manifesting becomes easy. You're overcome— you've overcome that mental masturbation with the doubt and fear. That's what's in store for you on the other side of the This reading is all about, are you ready to release the bullshit, especially with this full moon, so you can start living your life consciously and on purpose and live an abundant, healthy, loving, fulfilled life? You haven't missed it. It hasn't passed you by. This is you It's here. You guys have been hearing me say this is all about you catching up to the higher evolved you. Yep. Respond, not react. React is always from altered ego. Responding is a conscious choice. Reaction happens when we get triggered. And we don't take that few seconds to pause, take a deep breath. That deep breath, if you— if somebody triggers you, if you can pause for a few seconds, take a deep breath and let it out, that is an energy shift. You break up that chain of that trigger reaction. You're going, oh, wait a minute. To be able to do that, you come into this knowledge that altered ego is not your friend. Altered ego is that frenemy of life who wants, who loves to just hear all the shit going on in your life. Why? So it can throw it back at you the moment you start doing better. Altered ego is that limited part of you. It will never encourage you to do something better or step out of your comfort zone. It will act up the more you try. All right, beautiful heart, I hope you found something very useful in this reading. Let's end with a Moonology card since it is the full moon. As many of you know, I'm not doing private readings as much, um, as I used to. My schedule has gotten really full. I do, um, I spend a lot of my time nurturing my members, my students. There are ways to work with me. Check out the different links in the description box below for that. Nothing is yet set in stone. It's not. This is very mutable energy going on right now. And guys, um, just a quick announcement. I don't think it's on the— in the description box yet. It will be soon. August 20th, I am doing a private, private, um, tarot party. Or, well, I should only want to call it a tarot party, a private, um VIP style insight sessions. It will be on Zoom, and this— each person who purchases a ticket for this event, you will get a private reading from me, and it's a lot of fun, guys. So if you're interested in that, keep your eyes peeled. Have faith in your dreams. Absolutely, guys. I know it could get very, very intense um, in the muck, in, in this energy here, that's when you really want to double dog dare yourself and double down on your intention to shift your thoughts, shift your words, and keep that dream in front of you because it's waiting for you. It's just waiting for you to shift the energy and catch up to it. All right, beautiful heart, I hope that helped. As always, I am sending you oceans and oceans of love from my heart to yours. Namaste. Bye-bye.