Intense Energy out of the blue? You are in the flow of letting go = don't attach

Hey, hey, hey, beautiful heart! What's vibing today? All right, holy moly, holy moly, holy moly, holy moly! I don't know where the accent came from. I don't even know what it is. Whatever. So, oh my goodness, July was wild. I don't know about for you guys, but the energy in July was completely wild for me. Um, So here we are closing out July. August is right in front of us, guys. I don't want to take up a lot of time with this part, but I do want to let you know, August— one word for the month of August: weird. It is going to be weird. Um, if you're connected to my energy or part of my collective or a member, uh, out of the different memberships that I have. You guys are already feeling the weirdness, and we talked about that, um, in class today. But guys, this August— August is going to be weird. And guys, I've— when I say weird, I'm not attaching good or bad to any of it. I never do. I don't live in the realm of good and bad, and I try to get you guys not to do that either. But why is August going to be weird? Well, we're starting out August 1st with a super full moon. We've got Venus in retrograde. I know you all are feeling that, um, and as we move through August, we've got some interesting planetary alignments and some that don't play well with each other. Then we also will end August with another super full moon. So we got not just 2 full moons in August, we have 2 super full moons And how can I forget Lionsgate? The Lionsgate portal is already open. That opened on July 26th. So you've been having some interesting, weird experiences. Welcome! You're not alone. No, it's not just you. Everybody, every animal, plant, whatever you want to say, will be feeling this energy. Why? Because it's cosmic energy. We are all affected buy it. Doesn't mean everybody knows that's what's happening, and that's okay. But I'm sure wherever you're at on your journey, the last 3 days you've already started noticing things are weird, things are getting weirder. So let's just dive right on in. Um, I, I have been taking a break from social media and readings, as you guys know. Um, like I said, life, life has picked up. Life got really busy. So for August, um, I'll be back. The readings will be back. Things are changing up a little bit. You can check out everything in the description box below and find the links. But I do have my Insight Readings membership is now open. Yeah, if you like these readings and you want more readings, have access to all of my members-only collective readings. So these are readings you will never have seen on YouTube. Um, they're not really for general public readings, which my free YouTube ones are. These are, um, my community energetic readings. So, um, these are for members only. When you join, I have a whole library of readings that you can binge from, um, and just like with this reading, all of my readings are designed that they're timeless. Doesn't matter when I'm recording them, um, doesn't matter when you read them. My readings are designed that no matter where you're at in your journey, you could get something out of the reading. And then once you've gained some knowledge or have changed some things, gone through a different cycle, you can always go back and re-watch those readings and get something else out of it. Just like my courses are the same way. Everything that I put out is designed that way. It is by design. There's a lot of deep knowledge, ancient knowledge, wisdom, and truths built in, um, to these readings that once you, you know, start to need that information or are a vibratory match for it, you'll get it. It'll come through. So all of that's over there. New readings are added um, almost daily, 5 days a week. Um, those are loaded. The bonus readings, the moon events, celestial events, um, any, any time that, um, there's a message from, for my collective, those readings are all there. I will still be doing these YouTube readings. They're going to be shorter, um, and they'll be a bit shorter, but the extended will be over in the membership area. So if you are a member, you will have access to the full video, the long video. So check it out, click the link in the description box below if that might be something you're interested in. No matter, um, what part of my community you're a member in, if you are a member, you get a discount on all of my offerings. So Check it out. All right, so the first deck I'm using— this deck, um, I use this to look at the subconscious, the shadow side of life. This is my Dark Reflections deck. So we're going to look at the subconscious, what you might not be aware of, might not know what the root is or what's going on. We'll look at that. And then I'm also using, um, this is called the Violet Soul Tarot deck. This is to look more at the soul, the light side of life, and see, all right, where you going, where you heading, what do you need to know. So let's jump right in. Oops, very interesting. Um, this definitely feels like I am pulling on this Venus in retrograde energy. Um, so some of you could be worrying about finances or relationships. Guys, everything I talk about, I talk about energy. So the energy of money, the energy of relationships, it's all energy. And a lot of times they share the same root. The biggest hurdle for both of those is doubt and fear, and that's usually where we have most of our doubt and fear. Um, We're starting out with the Queen of Pentacles and Judgment, with the Knight of Wands and the Five of Wands. Yeah, stability, security, finances, um, choices that you've made. Things from the past coming back up. If you're finding yourself kind of sitting in some energy or thoughts that are more geared or behind the scenes of doubt, fear, guilt, and your attention and your thoughts are being drawn more towards what hasn't worked in the past, um, kind of reminiscing on what didn't work, what you wanted to work but it didn't, how things, you know, turned out. But now you're in a different place mentally, emotionally, and even physically. You really are holding your truth. You believe, you know, things are going to work out, um, that you're attracting the right people and situations and finance. But yet internally, your thoughts. I just get somebody here is judging themselves. Your inner dialogue is a bit more critical than it really should be. That's your stumbling block right now. That's the stop sign. So if you've been feeling a bit frustrated, like, I'm ready to move forward, I'm ready for this newness, but yet you feel like you're stuck at a stop sign or a stoplight and it's just perpetually red, that's why. Those judgment thoughts, that criticism, that inner critic towards yourself or others, that's your stop sign right now. Um, the universe is always conspiring in our favor. It's always conspiring to bring to us what we feel. Get a thought first, then you get a feeling that matches that. Now you have a thought form, you have the full recipe for manifestation. But whatever feeling is the strongest that goes out, that's what you're going to bring back. What I'm seeing here is somebody is really wanting to manifest things. You, you have the hope, you have the faith, you have the affirmations or what have you, But you're sending that out, but you're planning on failure. So what does that look like financially? You're doing your affirmations, whatever you need to do, you know, money is going to show up for you. But in your head, or even in your words talking to other people, what am I going to do if this doesn't show up in time? What am I going to do if I don't have this? Or if this money doesn't come in, then I'll do this. The universe is going to give you what you're preparing for. So, you know, for this double-minded energy of I've got this need, I know the universe is going to meet it, but in the meantime, until the universe comes through, I'm going to be in worry and doubt— you're preparing— excuse me— you're preparing for worry and doubt, and you're gonna attract to you more experiences that are gonna drive home that lack, uh, more people in situations. You're— you guys, stop and take a few minutes to reflect, you know, pause the video if you need to, but reflect on when you've been thinking about something you don't want to happen, but that's where your attention is, and then guess what? That thing you don't want to happen happens, and then you go into that dialogue of, see, I knew that was going to happen, nothing ever changes, da da da da. That's the BS I'm talking about. That's the BS that keeps tripping you up, and it comes up every single time right before you're supposed to have your breakthrough. Why? Because by design, that's what the shadow side of life does. That's all it knows. This energy is very hot and cold, back and forth. Um, so really what you need to be doing is in those times, because it's a season and you're in a season of growth, building a brand new foundation. You're holding on to truths. You really What I'm seeing is outwardly you're acting as if you have it together, um, no matter what's going on. You're not letting people see the altered ego side, but you know that altered ego side, that monkey mind shadow, is in full gear underneath this outward appearance of all is fine. That's the habit, guys. At this point, it's nothing more than a nasty habit, and we all go through this. This is what we have to face on this self-mastery journey. That's what shadow work is about, is going in and looking at this, finding the root of it, and tearing it down. It's not about reliving it. I'm not one of those teachers that make you relive things. I teach you how not to. Why? Because the moment you start thinking about a situation in the past, you're stirring up all of that energy from then, those emotions, those feelings, and now you're bringing it to you. That's not what we want to do. No, no, no, no, no, no. That reinforces that habit. This Queen of Swords energy, this is somebody who's really knowing herself. She has boundaries. She's very smart. She's intellectual. But where she used to allow BS in her life, you know, let people slide, let herself slide, Queen of Swords no longer buys her own BS. She doesn't gaslight herself, she doesn't gaslight anybody else. She pretty much stays to herself and is like, if you want something from me, you want my time, my attention, whatever, come to me, come correct, be open and honest. Be of the same vibration, otherwise you're out of here. I don't have time for you. That is this era right now. There is something you really wanted to transpire or happen in your life. You were planning for it, you were working towards it. It has taken a while. But you have stopped. Remember that stop sign, that red light I was just talking about? You're sitting there, you're standing there at the light. When's things going to change? When's it my turn? Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. Honey, honey, honey, you gotta get out of your own way. The way to get out of your own way is in your thoughts. Everything is a choice. You get to decide what you're going to think about. I know in the heat of the moment it may not feel like it. That's why I tell everybody, stop, take a deep breath, create that pause so you can then say, wait a minute, how does my body feel when I'm thinking and feeling this? Is this my truth? Is this what I want to experience, or no? I'm not in alignment with this anymore. This isn't my truth. I don't want this, so I'm not going to give it any attention. I'm not going to feed that. A lot of this could even look like when we are trying to manifest something or we want something and we put our energy and attention on, well, what if this goes wrong? What if this happens? Oh, I gotta prepare just in case for this. Remember what I said earlier? You're preparing for your own downfall. Knock it off. Instead of those, well, what if this happened? What am I going to do with this? What about that? What about— you have that choice. What, what am I gonna do when this comes in? What am I gonna do? You know, what's it gonna be like when my desires are here, or I'm in that new job, the new house, new relate— what, whatever. The point is thinking about all the amazing things that could go right. I know, I know, you have not had a lot of practice in that. We all mastered the Murphy's Law worry board. It's time to tear up that degree. It's time to now get your master's in self-mastery. You do that by starting with your thoughts. Yes, it's a metaphysical principle. Yes, it's a quantum principle. All of it. We're all talking the same thing, just different words. But it really boils down to the choice. What choice are you going to make? What are you going to feed? Are you going to feed your hope and faith? Are you going to feed your doubt and fears? Because what you put in is what is going to come out. So if you're feeding hope and faith, you're going to get more things to— that lines up with your hope and faith. If you're feeding your doubt and fears, guess what? You're gonna get so much more to keep you in doubt and fear. Practice this on yourself. Prove it to yourself. You could do this every day, all day. Your body is always responding to you. Your cells are always listening. Those are the little scribes. For those of you old enough, Gen X and above, remember those Saturday morning cartoons where you have the devil on one side and the angel on the other? They're both taking notes, they're both talking to you, guys. That subconscious shadow, the darker devil And then like the angel, that is your higher consciousness. That's heart, that's soul. Another way to put it is those are your cells, those are your little scribes, and they're writing everything down. Oh, she said this, she feels this. Oh, that was a strong emotion. Okay, let me put that on our cells. You know, at some point we got to give that back to her. So be very, very, um, aware. August is a month to be aware of you, your consciousness. What are you giving attention to? What are you thinking on? Why do I say that? Because so much weirdness is going to happen out there in the world and in our own lives. This month of August really is the classroom of consciousness. What are you going to focus on? That's key. All right guys, it's a choice. Anyways, thank you for allowing me to speak into you again. If you want more of this, more readings, more in-depth, check out the links below and go check out my memberships. All right, namaste, bye-bye.