Is that load you are carrying really yours?

Hey, hey, hey, beautiful heart! What's vibing today? Hope you are doing well. I know this has been intense, crazy energy. What I mean by crazy, just a lot of weird stuff going on, people acting weird, um, weirder than usual. A lot of outbursts. Uh, you may be having outbursts, feeling like having one, or you're witnessing people having outbursts over the littlest of things. Um, so just be very mindful. Um, be mindful of your own energy, what you are— I don't want to say align— well, yeah, aligning with, but what you are, um, giving your attention to, what you're feeding, because there is a big shift happening from old energy into new energy. Old energy has been activated and it's been coming up for us to kind of acknowledge um, see the higher perspective and release. And not everybody is able to do that. You're witnessing a lot of people not being able to understand or handle the energy. And right now, this is a time for you to stay aware of you, your thoughts, your feelings, uh and just keeping everything on you. Meaning, you know, everybody is going through something. It doesn't matter who it is. We all live in this matrix. There's always stuff going on. But this journey is about— and this channel is about— helping you out of that human consciousness, out of that reactionary energy, helping you understand the difference between feelings and emotions, and that your words create your reality. So in this time, be very mindful and aware of what is happening around you, what is trying to get your attention, and ask appropriate questions internally. What would soul do? Because, you know, we have lived historically from ego, the personality. Ego is very reactionary. Those, um, like I said, feelings are human consciousness, and the human consciousness operates out of judgment, guilt, blame, shame, and condemnation. So if you're having those sort of feelings, pay attention because that's a sign, it's a clue that there's a limiting belief creating fear and doubt. I hope that made sense. All right, we are looking at this energy of empowerment. Lighten your load. And blessings. Yeah, this, uh, transition, this bridge— you may feel like you're crossing a bridge. The old really isn't resonating. You want out, you want away from it, but you're finding yourself on the middle of a bridge and you happen to look down, and now doubt and fear, and you're paralyzed. Keep your eye on the blessings. Keep your thoughts and emotions on empowerment. Why do I say it that way? Because you have a thought first, then a feeling comes up. Yes, there is a difference between feelings and emotions, um, but not everybody's ready to hear that or understand that. And that— I'm not going to go into that right now, but the empowerment comes from you. It has to start with you. You can start by being very, um, aware of the words you're choosing, the way you're internally talking to yourself. Are you choosing empowerment words? Are you being compassionate and loving with yourself? Or are you falling back into the old self-sabotage, the self- bashing, the negative, guilt-ridden, all this 'what's wrong with me,' that stuff that sucks away your power. When you can shift that— excuse me— and speak internally to yourself with compassion and love, that's when you step into your power. That's how you empower yourself. In doing that, yeah, you have to lighten your load. You cannot empower yourself with the weight of the world on your shoulders. Not every battle is yours to fight. Not every issue that comes your way is yours to carry, especially if you have people who come to you for advice or to vent. Um, watch out for those good old-fashioned chats. Those are when people just want to talk, but it's all lower vibration, talking about other people, what's going on, what's wrong in the world, all of that. That does not lighten your load. That does not empower you. That strips you of it. Be very mindful if people are coming to you, um, I was trying to find a lighter word to use, but this word keeps getting stronger, so here we go. They want to dump on you, dump their issues, problems, feelings, thoughts You know, people who really aren't on the awakening journey, they don't realize that their subconscious and their altered ego is really driving them, and that all the complaining, all the fault-finding, looking at the negative side of everything is doubt, it's fear, it's limiting beliefs, and it steals your power. You have recognized this. You are in the process of becoming self-responsible, lightening your load. You have to step into this empowerment, lighten your load for the blessings to flow. It's much harder for the blessings to come to you and flow through your life when you're complaining or in resentment or resistance or your attention is focused on the past or too far in the future. Your blessings want to come to you now. Everything happens in this now moment. All right, Three of Pentacles reversed, Six of Wands, Ten of Swords, Ace of Cups, King of Cups, and High Priestess. Okay, so it looks like this top row, um, Three of Pentacles. This can definitely talk about the workplace, contracts, um, collaboration, things like that. So you may be in a situation, um, with work or co-workers that, um that you could feel a bit uneasy about. Why do I say that? Well, the Three of Pentacles in reverse, this is not collaborating, not, um, not feeling comfortable partnering up, taking a contract, or on a project, whatever it is for you. Um, whatever situation is going on now, again, you may not— you may be retired, you may have your own business, whatever. Put the— if this is your story, put the energy where it fits. Do not try to make the shoe fit Cinderella. Do not do that. But this Three of Pentacles reverse, it can be any type of partnership, situationship, working together, like goals and project. Um, there's still this hope and this faith that this is what needs to be done. And yes, this is rewards and recognitions, but I'm not getting it as like you're doing something to specifically be recognized for it. I feel like, um, especially with this Ten of Swords, this is an ending. This is, you know, the last sword is in the back, you're down taking that last breath. I can't do it anymore, this is too overwhelming, or this isn't where I need to be type of energy. So with two of these, with this Three of Pentacles, this is talking about a situation or something that has to do with your material gain, your finances. That's why I'm saying a job, a project, a contract, um Don't align to the energy on either side here, because here's what I'm feeling. This Ten of Swords, this, this is a situation that seems similar to what you've dealt with in the past, um, and that is really causing you to kind of pause and question, do I really want to move forward? Do I, um, do I want to keep going in this direction or in this situation? I feel like you're learning a lot about yourself. I want to move these down because these three go with this energy, really talking about, you know, empowerment. Well, Somewhere in your past, and maybe still now, you've given your power away. You've yielded it to others, whether you didn't feel, um, like you knew enough or what have you. I feel like you, you took a back seat. I feel like you've been taking a back seat in your life, and this is saying no, no, no, no, you You've put in the work, you've matured, you've looked at things. This is your time. Lighten your load. Give me the burdens, meaning turning them over to a higher source. But then here's this Ten of Swords. But through this Ten of Swords, whatever has been in your past, as you guys know, if you're new here, then you're going to learn right now. But if you're not and you've been with me for a while, you know that every time there is a betrayal or a less than perfect situation that really gets you into backstab, betrayal, hurt energy, there is a blessing in disguise there. There is a key that you need that unlocks everything for you. You guys also know that you need to get many keys on this journey. And whatever level that you're at right now, you see past whatever the issue is, you get your aha moment, you get your key. Doesn't mean that's the key that you're going to use right away to open the next door. You may need to put that in your keychain for a while. It may be a different door. They all have purpose and they will all start to fall into place. If you are— if your personality, which personality comes from ego, that's what it was designed for, um, if your personality is wanting you to solve everything right now, analyze everything, um, fix everything right now, no Ask yourself, is that how you've always done it? If so, that's the habit you need to break, because that habit puts you right back into here. Hang on one second, there's a really weird, um, noise outside, and it's super early here. You guys know I get up very, very early, um, and do these readings. And that was just really weird. Okay, back to the show. So this is either where you've been or where you're currently at, the, um, what you're trying to navigate through. What blessings are coming through for you? Ace of Cups, brand new beginning in love. Again, doesn't have to be romantic love for those of you who are not interested in romantic love, don't freak out, don't worry. Your guides— God's not going to send you a lover if that's not what you want. Um, this at the basis, this is you falling in love with you all over again. But this can be any— this could be friendship, um, this could be again anything that you are very passionate about or love that sets your heart on fire. This is something you've planted seeds for. This— you have been doing the work for this to manifest, but I feel like there's some inner chatter that you have going on that you feel like it's taking too long, or when's it going to happen, it may never happen, blah blah blah. Those are the words and thoughts that will take you out of empowerment. Change that up and say, you know what, I have been diligently working at this. This has to manifest. I've been putting in the work. And this is where you can empower yourself with your words. Instead of— you always have a choice to worry or complain or look at the negative, or you can discipline yourself and look for a positive, not get into any of how negative it could be, this, that, and the other. New beginnings are coming. King of Cups. King of Cups and the High Priestess. So the King of Cups is an energy that, um, he's balanced. Yes, he has a lot of deep emotions and feelings that he never lets anybody know. He's the king that can rule a kingdom and you would never know internally he's struggling, or how deep he really feels, things like that. Um, with the Ace of Cups, King of Cups, and High Priestess, this is big, big energy. This is new, this is newness. The High Priestess She is very secretive. She's mysterious, not in a dark or negative way, but she knows universal laws. She knows metaphysics. She knows how things work. She knows that the more you talk, those are idle words. The more you share your plans or what you want to do, or you run an idea through somebody, you now are opening that energy up for other people to project onto it. She knows, no, no, no, that's a no-no. You don't talk about it until after you've done it. That's the time to share and talk. Um, this King of Cups is looking right at this High Priestess, so I do feel— and this may not be for all of you, may just be for one of you, whatever— um, There's a situation in your life that is a love situation that, um, was a big burden for you. You guys may not be in communication. That's what I'm getting with this High Priestess energy. I feel like one of you is in this High Priestess energy. The other is this King of Cups, and the King of Cups is waking up, um, and really looking at the High Priestess in a new way. The King of Cups still has some stuff to go through. I just feel that this King of Cups is kind of looking at this whole situation in a different way now and looking at you differently. If this isn't love for you, this is you with you. Um, and really the only message I'm getting off of this High Priestess is keep your mouth shut. Don't talk about it until after it happens. Don't talk about it, be about it. Do not share your plans, your goals, your hopes and dreams with anybody right now. Keep that close to your heart. Treat that as a pearl, whatever it is. And I know on this path, when you're getting your aha moments or you're learning things, you're leveling up, uh, until you learn this lesson about the High Priestess and keeping quiet, there's that tendency to share with people and kind of ask their thoughts and their opinions. That's where you keep up. That's where this keeps coming in. So if that is you, just know, hey, that's what you gotta stop. No judgment, just stop doing that. I know, I know, it's a habit. Easier said than done. I walk the path myself, so yeah, I know. Um, but yeah, it's what, what needs to happen. I am in the ease and flow of abundance in my life. That's what this bottom row is talking about. The top row and the bottom row But it's this middle ground of the past and old energy and your old habits of thinking, perceiving, and feeling that are trying to keep you away from it. You need to give yourself the love you desire first. We cannot manifest anything into our lives until we give it to ourselves first. So if it's love that you want, or you want to be treated a certain way, are you treating yourself that way first? Are you loving yourself that way first? Because if you're not, then you're wasting time wanting somebody else to come in and give that to you so then you can do it. You're putting yourself back here. You have to give it to yourself first. That sets an energetic blueprint for how others can come into your life and treat you. Everything is always working out for my highest good. If this is not your daily mantra while you're going through the muck, you might want to take it up now. This statement in and of itself will help you, will carry you through. There were years that this is the one statement I held on to when I was going through the height of everything. Fear— false evidence appearing real. Another way of saying that is it's a false perception, a limiting belief. A belief and a perception is only something you keep thinking or telling yourself until you believe it to be a belief. That's why you and your best friend, you and your spouse, whoever, could um, be in the same room, have the same experience, but you both have two different beliefs about it or two different stories about it. Why? Because you guys have different filters. Different filters on how you perceive and take things in and interpret it. Doesn't mean one's right, one's wrong. That's the thing with feelings— they're neither true or false, they just are. Feelings are activated by thoughts. Emotions are different, guys. All right, luck is on your side, and show the world the real you. A win-win outcome is forecast. Yeah, and show the world the real you. I know that's not very easy or comfortable to do, especially when you're still trying to figure out who you are. You don't have to eat the whole pie at once. Just take a little bite, a little bite each time. Inch by inch, it's a cinch. Yard by yard, it gets hard. All right, beautiful heart, I hope this helped. I didn't do my PSA announcement at the beginning, so I'll do it now. I will never, ever, ever in the history of ever reach out to you in comments or DMs, offer my services, tell you I have a message, ask you to send me money. That is not how I roll. That is a scammer. You do what you want, but I would block and report because that is not me. I do have very limited availability for sessions and readings with me. You can check that out on my website. Drdenae.com. All right, I am sending you oceans and oceans of love from my heart to yours. Namaste. Bye-bye.