Is this your msg?🎢 The energetic adventure park & dragon energy

Hey, hey, hey guys, what's poppin'? Whoo! What about this energy? How are you guys navigating this cosmic adventure park? These cosmic roller coasters are off the chain. Hang on one second. I have, for those of you who have been with me for a long time, you know I have bearded dragons. And one of them was really, really tiny, and when she was young, if you guys remember, had to, she was not doing well. Moved her out of her huge penthouse, put her up here in the office with me, um, in a— what I called her hospital tank. And anyways, she came back, she's thriving, she is so beautiful. This girl is hungry all the time, she is such a good eater, and she's full of life, has a lot of energy. You guys know I have a male, Kumara, um, he's acting the opposite. And the reason I'm bringing him up is because Nuri's about to— there you go— yeet herself onto the table. Hi, Mamas! You saying hi to everybody? Um, she's looking at the dragon right here. But yes, this is Little Bit, AKA Nuri. Um, so she's an adventurous little one. This morning she was on up here on my shoulder and my neck cuddling until I turned the camera on. But what I— the reason I bring her up, or we're even talking about this, is because this energy is so intense and interesting, and that's what I want to talk about. Um, I'll get into the cards, but this message needs to come through. Because there is a lot of dragon energy in the air. There's a reason and a purpose that it's coming at this time to help, um, with this mass awakening that's going on. You didn't know that's what's going on? That's what's going on. We went through some mass awakening, um, in 2020. And now here's— here we go again. And if you're dealing with people— I don't want to say dealing, let me change that— if you have close friends or loved ones or family members that just all of a sudden seem to kind of be, whether it's unhinged, acting completely opposite, spiraling, you know, midlife crisis-like type of stuff, that's just it's, it's different. They could possibly be going through the first stages of a spiritual awakening. It is not rainbows and unicorns and glitter. It usually is sparked by like a dark night of the soul, which kicks off a spiritual awakening. And this is when you go through this part in life where for many, and again, it'll be different for everybody, but this current energy has people just like whatever hurt, anger, resentment that has been building that they haven't been facing in life, it is coming to the surface. It is volcanic right now, and there's eruptions going on. If you're resonating with this, this may have started a few months ago, like you would have been seeing kind of a progression, but yeah, this is happening en masse now. This energy, depending on where you're at in this journey, you could be feeling it in many different ways. We've had some really intense geo geostorms coming in. Those produce physical symptoms, or we can experience physical symptoms with those. Yes, Mercury's in retrograde, but then you add in these geostorms. We also get a lot of miscommunication, technology issues, hard to concentrate, hard to follow a conversation. You could feel spacey, very disassociated, or I want to say disattached, but that's not even a word, but that's what wants to come out. Words may be weird for those of you that are on the spectrum, however, you know, that resonates. For my neurospicy community, we're feeling it in different ways as well. Have you noticed you're more sensitive? I mean, we're already highly sensitive. Now just add more highly sensitive onto that. A lot of the gifts Things like that, the spiritual gifts coming online stronger. You might be experiencing buzzing in the ear, and you may have graduated from buzzing in the ear to where it's almost like listening to a radio station. In the distance, or you're not full— where are you going, babies? Or you're not fully— like, it's almost like you're picking up on conversations, but you can't really make out the words, but it sounds like a few people talking. So there's a lot of things going on energetically that you can be experiencing. So I just want to get into the energy and kind of decipher it and see what's going on and help you understand yourself a little better, how to navigate this roller coaster that you could be finding yourself on and going, what the heck is going on? Whoa, ma'am, ma'am! Where are you going? No, you do not yeet yourself across the room, baby. Okay, sorry guys, she's relevant to this energy, uh, which you could be, you know, one minute feeling one way, could— I mean, happy-go-lucky, or just, you know, okay, today's going to be a good day. And then an hour later you're triggered, crying, mad, frustrated, you know, what have you, and cycling through that. The reason I bring it up is because, back circling back to both of my dragons, they are just acting off the wall. Kumara, I started his new little nickname this week has been Mr. Krabs. Because he's crabby. Uh, he's super picky on food, barely eating, yada yada. I mean, just nothing. And then, uh, I cleaned out his penthouse and gave him new flooring. Oh my goodness, that to him has been the biggest offense. He has been so broody and so moody and just not even side-eyeing me, just flat-out glaring. And he's just given this energy like, how dare you, how dare you. And then all of a sudden he'll calm down and he'll be up at the glass wanting me to go get him. And I go get him and then he's super clingy, like his life depends on just him holding on or just being right next to me. Then all of a sudden, when he's done with that, he'll let me know, nope, he wants to go back. And then, as I said, Miss Nuri here, uh, she's already laid two— I don't know if they're called clutches, I don't know, but that's what we call them in bird land, um, clutches of eggs, like 28 eggs at a time. And I'm concerned, and She eats a lot. This girl is super, super hungry. So how is this relevant to you in your life, and why the hell am I rambling on about it? I was talking about the dragon energy, and dragon energy is really beautiful, powerful energy, but it can also be opposites at the same time. So in other words, like, two, two things can be true at the same time. It's the same. So like, you know, my female dragon and my male dragon right now are acting completely opposite, um, and their behavior is interesting and weird, um, but I've been observing it and observing how they're behaving or acting with the cosmic energy and what I'm experiencing and noticing interesting similarities. So how does that relate to you? Pay attention to your surroundings, pay attention to how animals, children, people, you know, friends, family, coworkers— how are they with you now? What's going on? What are you observing? And what I want to say to you, since we are under this new moon portal— I'm recording this on the 26th, had to look— on the 26th of July, we just had that powerful new moon in Leo yesterday that is more like a full moon, but the energy has shifted. We have jumped timelines. If you're still listening to me, then there's something here that resonates with you. You may not totally understand, and that's okay. Right now, just be aware be the scientist studying the monkey, even if the monkey is yourself, your own thoughts, or if it's your animals, loved ones, you know, you're— like I said, give yourself grace, give others grace. This isn't the time to push your way, try to change anybody, try to save anybody, none of that. This should be a time where you're just more aware, observing, and making the choice of what you want. What experiences do you want? Because for those that resonate with me, my, my tribe, my collective. You've jumped a timeline. You've put in the work. You no longer need to sit there and analyze and think, think, think, what's wrong with me, what's wrong with me, what do I have to fix? You don't have to fix anything. You need to get in alignment with what you want. The only reason you don't have what you want or desire is because You're not a vibrational frequency. So going back to what I said earlier about hearing sounds or like conversations, and it sounds like a distant radio, and it's like you want to fine-tune, you know, tune it in a little bit so you can hear it clearly. That's vibrational frequency that you're tapping into. You've put in the work, you've planted the seeds, you're now— you've made the choice to jump into this new timeline. In this new timeline, you need to get to know yourself and know your energy. So if you're feeling more pulled inward, Maybe being around people or crowds or things like that is overwhelming, overstimulating. Have grace for yourself. Allow that grace to happen. Allow it. Allow yourself to just be, because if you were a former people pleaser, now over here, because you're no longer that identity, you know you don't need to save anybody, fix anybody, correct anybody. You know this journey is about you, and now you're ready to receive, you're ready to be in this new energy, you're ready to make decisions from a healed heart, not a wounded ego. And those decisions you make now from this vibrational frequency will have different results. If you're still kind of circling around and still getting the same results that are, you know, of the past, ask yourself Where is the limiting belief? Where do you believe you're broken? Not enough? Where do you believe you need more healing or more of something? Because you're gaslighting yourself. Stop gaslighting yourself like your tank is on empty. Okay. Life isn't meant to be this hard. It's those beliefs that we've taken on and repeated and repeated in the inner stories we tell ourselves. Manifestation metaphysics may seem mind-boggling and complicated. It really is isn't. That's why I love breaking it down, because truly, when you can take the knowledge from the mind and put it into the heart and start having these experiences, you build upon that. You build upon that consistency. Now it's a new habit. Now it's your new default that you know that you are so freaking snobby with your thoughts and your words that you're not just getting involved in any old conversation because you know frequency, energy, and vibration. It's a frequency. You're not going to get involved with gossip. You're not going to get involved talking about other people and their decisions. You're not going to judge. You've— you're past that. You know that when you're judging, you're not going anywhere. And if you're judging someone else, you're judging yourself. And this— the last few weeks, the energy that has been really coming up is a lot of this subtle stuff that we— I call it the energetic residue. We might not know it's still hanging out. For example, I'm gonna share a story, and even with the story, there's a few things that I didn't know were still kind of residue and hanging out until I started walking through it, and then I went, oh crap. I am just straight up judging, in judgment towards myself, what I've created and feeling like it's not good enough or whatever. And I just thought, wait a minute, this is so old energy. These were old voices from childhood that whenever I would, you know, make something or create something, however, you know, whatever the story was You guys know because you probably have a similar story. So I, um, a few months ago, I would say about 6 months ago, just all of a sudden, um, I had this creative burst to repurpose furniture. And obviously, you know, I'm neurospicy, so I couldn't just do one. I've got 8 pieces going at the same time because, you know, that's how I roll. Um, but not only has it been a creative outlet, it has been fun. I have really enjoyed it, and I've been allowing myself to flow and telling myself I'm not in judgment of myself. Why do I say that? Because the original idea I had for a couple of the pieces, once I started going, I just, I was feeling into it. My mind kept saying, yeah, yeah, yeah, go with it, that's what you decided, stick with it. But my heart and the vibration of it was like, no, go in a completely, you know, go in a different direction. I followed that because that's what felt good. So I went with that, and I wasn't— I told people about it, but I didn't share pictures. And then, uh, I took pictures. It's almost done, like it's, it's at a really good place, but there's things, there's details that I want to do that I haven't finished. So I know that. But anyways, I recognized I was judging myself because I wanted to share pictures, not for validation or anything, but to out of like excitement, and it really was, I've been talking about letting creativity flow, that this is the timeline where it's, it's supposed to be fun and creative. That's how we want to go through our day no matter what we're doing. And so I've been saying I want to go through my day I want to experience fun and creativity. Well, um, work life, business life has been incredibly busy, intense, and stressful in some of the most amazing ways, but I needed an outlet. So all of a sudden, you know, started doing this. It's evolved. I realized when I went to go send these pictures out, as I was taking them, an inner story popped in, one I didn't even know was still there. And it was, oh, what are they gonna think? They're gonna think it looks ghetto, or this, that, or the other. And I've worked through all of that. So that's why I'm saying you could be experiencing things that you're really not still attached to. It's the residue, and it's coming up so you can make a choice. And so it's— if you allow the energy and the story to show you where you're holding back, that is going to equate to growth, as long as you're receiving that. But part of this is learning to receive. And not judge yourself. So the reason I decided to send out these pictures, uh, was not for validation, not for, oh, I like it, or whatever. It was for me to put myself out there, because you guys know I have barely been on social media, barely been making content or posting for about a year and a half. For various reasons. I'm building in other areas of my life, but this is still very important to me, bringing these messages, you know, interacting with you guys, helping with you, helping you guys and teaching. I love that. That's my passion. But I have another passion that I'm pouring myself into that I made a choice um, back in July of 2022 that I was going to for 4 years put myself over here, join a startup company because it was a passion project and wanted to change the industry with something new and innovative. So I made that choice that for 4 years I would go all in over there and pull back here, um, do it, you know, as more— go back to a hobby or part-time things like that. Um, just like you guys over these last few years, the growth personally and professionally has been profound. And just like you guys have been navigating this energy, I have too. And growing by leaps and bounds. So for those of you that are still here listening to me, then you're experiencing this in your own way. I'm here to share with you— this is also about learning to receive because you're a reformed people pleaser, putting your thoughts, feelings, and emotions last. Everybody else first. You're learning to— you've learned to love yourself. You've learned to create boundaries. You've learned that not engaging and being alone isn't loneliness. It's a time of deep healing, deep reflection, and deep choices. Shedding all of these other beliefs or expectations of how we're supposed to be or how, you know, whatever it is. So anyways, I sent the pictures out, but those old stories of— I used to surround myself with people that were really critical for whatever reason, you know. And again, I am grateful for all of that because without that, I wouldn't be here today. I wouldn't in this way. I wouldn't have worked through all of this to where that knowing, you know what, I know I'm not coming from ego. I don't care what anybody thinks or says, and truly I don't, but I have to prove that to myself. I can't prove that to myself. Not posting, not sharing, you know, because something I've learned over the past 10 years, I, I'm very private. I don't like to share. I don't like putting personal stuff out on social media. For a while there, when I was first creating YCAL, first helping people and teaching and things like that, I shared a lot of my stories. I didn't know at that time how triggering or how to interpret other people being triggered by my story. The reason I say that is I grew up under narcissistic energy. That was my storyline, and that narcissistic energy was very critical. So that led to a lot of backlash and losing family and friends because I would tell my story, but they'd be upset for me telling my story. Whether— and I'm not talking about telling my story that they're involved. What I'm saying is attacking my story, how I overcame multiple autoimmune issues, how I changed my life and my body and my mindset, sharing my experiences. That's what I'm talking about. And I got a lot of criticism, critique, Lost a lot in sharing that, so I stopped because I got tired of defending myself of, look, I'm not coming from ego, I'm coming from a place of my own healing and learning. And yeah, it— that was me, it was messy. But what I'm saying is that was mine to overcome. That was a limiting belief, a story that never was even mine to begin with. So that came back up when I started to send out those pictures, and I'm not done yet. I will post them on social media because again, like I said, I haven't been sharing for a few years, and I like that. I got really comfortable being silent. But that's not my purpose. My purpose is to share, is to be transparent, because if that helps one person, even if that helps that one person go, wow, it's not just me, and they don't feel alone, then that's good enough for me. But if it touches more and more people relate to it and it helps them on their journey to help them through this spiritual awakening that can be so scary, it's so painful, so intense on every level. Yes, you tear down everything and you build a brand new foundation. If my presence, my words, my modalities help. That's what I need to do. I need to be here. I need to be showing up. I need to be opening my mouth. I need to be seen, and I need to share. So guess what? Here I am. I'm back. So whatever is going on or coming up for you where you're recognizing you're judging yourself or you're in the 5 human habits know that it's just for you to recognize it and go, nope, nope, I'm not going down that road. And then do whatever you need to do to stay in that higher vibration and whatever that is for you, because you now need to get to know the new you in this energy, the way that you show up for yourself, the way you show up every day, the way that you're making your choices is completely different now. You've escaped the matrix. Your vibration and frequency will drop when your thoughts and your feelings are on the past. So if you're thinking about, oh, well, this never worked out, I'm not chosen, how long is it gonna take, you know, any of that That is resistance, and it'll get in the way. So you want to make sure that in your thoughts and your feelings, you're keeping it 100% high vibrational. And I know it's not easy. You're not going to be able to do it all the time. What you can do though is if you're starting to pay attention to that heavier story Find a lighter vibration, find a lighter thought. At this time, you could be going through what feels like a big loss, or you're grieving. Many of you are grieving closing that old chapter, that old identity. You no longer resonate with that person, but yet you don't fully know who you are. Here's the cheat code. Guess what? You're not supposed to. Let go of that expectation or that belief that you'll get at, you know, a certain point in this awakening and all of a sudden, la, you know your purpose, who you are, what you're supposed to do. No, it's an unfolding. It's an everyday, choice by choice unfolding, and you get to decide how you want to be, how you want to show up. Don't make those decisions from monkey mind. This dimension, this portal is very different. It's all about heart and your feelings. Make sure you're making your choices based on the energy or the vibrational frequency that makes you feel good, even if it's just a lighter feeling than a previous choice. That's where you start, then build onto it. I now go to the store when I go shopping, and instead of, you know, looking at things and going, oh, and then justifying why I should buy it, or, you know, the price, whatever, I don't do that anymore. I now go in and I feel. I'll pick up an item. Okay, how does it feel to me? What's the vibration that I, you know, what's the feeling I'm getting? When I do that, I'm not worried about the price. I'm not thinking about any of that. I'm feeling into the vibration. I now make my choices based on that, and It is such a different vibration. It is so much like ease and flow. Things flow in, um, you know, but you gotta practice and be able to receive. So a lot of this energy, especially with this new moon we just came through, is practicing the new choices. Not making decisions the same way because this timeline calls for a different version of you. You don't have to fix you, you don't have to read another book, you don't have to run around. You have to decide, make the choices. They're not going to be easy, they're not going to be hard, but they're going to make you feel uncomfortable. You will be pushed out of your comfort zone. You left the comfort zone back there. Over here, it's about frequency and vibration, choosing things that make you feel good, choosing to be happy, choosing to be in joy and in gratitude, because you know those are the keys that opens the gates so the abundance flows, whether it's money, love, happiness, joy. Abundance is so many different things. You are meant to have it in every area of your life. In this timeline, that's what you're going to learn, that's what you're going to practice. And if you continue hanging out and listening to me, you're going to learn metaphysical principles, keys, cheat codes on how universal laws work, how to work with them, how, how creation, you know, all of that, all science-backed. So if that's your jam, make sure you hit the subscribe button so you know when I post. Like the video And if you're still here listening, thank you, thank you, thank you from my heart to yours. Drop a dragon emoji in the comments. Guys, as I said, I'm back, and I have not gone live in so long. I miss it. I will be going live. I will announce it on— I'll make a post on YouTube as well as Facebook, um, and TikTok. So anyways, guys, thank you so much. Sending you oceans and oceans of love from my heart to yours. And Nuri says bye!