It's about to go down! New moon -new timeline energy-U R preparing

is going on? Whoo! Okay, I know you're feeling it. There is no way you are not feeling this energy. There's just— and there's enough of it to go around. But again, there's always two sides of the coin, right? You can look at it in a negative way, pessimistic way, or you can look at it in a very positive, in a positive, optimistic way. No, not spiritual bypassing, none of that crap. We don't do that over here. Not over here. Nope. So anyways, I am going to break down this energy. It is big energy, so hopefully you've got something to drink, snack on, getting comfortable. If you're driving, pay attention to the road. As I said, this energy is wild. People are just interesting. One of my friends from another country, we were talking the other day, and they said that being out in the general public and looking at people or interacting with people, it's like, it's like they're walking zombies. Their words, not mine. But yes, it's a very interesting— there's a very interesting energy. Okay, so You're going to know if this, if this is your session, your energy. Um, yeah, if this is your session. There's this dualistic energy going on. There's like this new energy that you're in. You know you're over here, but you might not know, have any idea what you're supposed to be doing or what have you. But the more you think or try to solve it, it's like more resistance, or, you know, things aren't moving. But then there's another energy playing out. Um, some of you may be feeling it inward. Um, some of you may be feeling it more outwardly or, um, around you. Or you can even be, um, it's like you're over here in this new energy. You're not wanting to react, you're wanting to respond, but it's not like monkey mind, that inward talk or voice. It's more of that part of you, that shadow that you've closed the door on, that you've left behind. No, you didn't abandon it. You made friends with it. You understood it unconditionally. And that's what the shadow as well as the inner child— no, they're two separate things, um, but that's what they both always needed. Unconditional love. Where the struggle has been, has been unconditionally loving yourself the way that you've loved others, the way that you give to others. You haven't received it back at that level. And you've been seeking for that, somebody that would reciprocate in that way. And you came from a time where you one of your beliefs, one of the limiting beliefs, was that you had to have somebody outside of you validate that or tell you that or, you know, love you in a certain way. Whatever, whatever it is, it'll be— it could be different for everybody, and it could be in a few different ways, guys. Um, As I always say, get in where you fit in with the energy. The way that, um, the way that I read energy, channel energy, you know, whatever words you're comfortable with, um, is to illumine. Is to get you asking questions, getting you thinking, and it's never out of That's not what I wanted to say. So anyways, back to this energy. As I was saying, there's this dual, like, shadow-like energy where you, you're aware of it. It is just kind of more like chaotic energy swirling around. And in the energy, it feels like you start to focus or lock on to something, and then this swirling energy of distractions. And if you're neurospicy like me, it's like that has been kicked up times 100. Whoo! So you could be feeling antsy, uncomfortable, exhausted. If you are feeling exhausted or like you need to take a nap or you just want to take a nap, allow yourself, if you can, to do that because you are now in a new frequency and vibration. The things that you have been desiring to come into your life, that you have been saying, why is it taking so long? When's it going to happen? Yada yada. Well, all of that yada yada, that's why it's taking so long, because your attention is there. Where your attention goes, your energy flows. And that's why I tell you, you cannot solve the problem with the same mechanism that created the problem. What am I talking about? The mind. The thinking, thinking, thinking, thinking, think, think, think, think. You gotta move that into your heart. Your heart has the answers. The mind is the masculine energy, the heart is the feminine energy, emotions, the feeling side of life. The mind is, you know, the creation, the ideas, action. But if they're not in balance, and this is what we've been moving out of, the experiences that we had inside the matrix aka how we were growing up, was all about— my mind just totally went blank. It was like the energy just Or I'm just going on and on. You know, this energy feels like now I got to catch up with myself. You guys might be experiencing that as, as well. There is more light coming into the planet. The frequency is a lot higher. That's why we're seeing this such a divide in the energy. We've got the people that aren't prepared in, in really in any way, shape, or form to hold that higher light. And so we're seeing masks fall off, um, corruption coming out, you know, um, to the degree that it has been, and we haven't seen anything yet. Things over the next 6 to 8 weeks are really gonna get buck-fudging wild. So we're gonna learn to ride the waves, but you might be feeling, especially if you've been feeling exhausted, also you can have physical symptoms, muscle cramps, aches, and pains. You okay, buddy? Oh, sorry, my bearded dragon just started throwing a fit. His movie is ending. Aches and pains, headaches, different things. And again, I'm not a medical doctor. If you already know, it's not a medical issue, then there is the ascension symptoms, and that is what I am referring to, these different ascension symptoms. And as we are bringing in and anchoring in more of that light, more of that love, and we're holding that and sending it out, um, friends, family, loved ones, you know, neighborhoods all around the globe, because that's what we're called to do. That's what we're here to do. And no, you're not behind. No, you know, leave all of those stories back there. This is the time, you know, where that door is shutting and You're either on the boat or you're not on the boat. No right or wrong to either. It's a choice. But if you've been feeling uncomfortable, stretched beyond belief, tired, exhausted, want to give up, throw in the towel, get on board. The, the boat is leaving and you want to be on the boat. I know it's uncomfortable. I know you've got executive dysfunction going on, you've got, you know, doubts, fears, whatever you're saying, you know, you don't know how to start, you don't know what to do, um, there's so many different things. Just pick one. Just pick one. You're not married to it. You can change it up at any time. You don't need anybody's permission. Just do the thing. And you may have been like working at it inch by inch. It's a cinch. Yard by yard, it gets hard. Okay, work your way up. Don't stay in your comfort zone. Keep pushing through because through is where you want to be. Why? It's a higher frequency. It's a higher vibration. That is where your manifestations are. So you're on this journey to raise your vibration so you can become a vibrational match to what you desire, those seeds that you've been planting. Yes, it calls for a different version of you. That's what's going on. And altered ego, shadow, monkey mind, whatever, you know, the human side however you want to call it, that is that old habitual energy, that program. If you guys have been following me for a long time, you know what that programming is, those limiting beliefs that I want you to question. You know, you have changed so much. And if you're feeling like you don't recognize yourself in any way, shape, or form, like it could be like, you know, you're ready for change, you know you're supposed to be doing something, but you're not sure what. Here's the thing, cheat code, cheat code coming in. Your mind doesn't know. You're right, absolutely right on that front. That's just letting you know, oh, wait a minute, I'm on the ego side of life. The mind is the ego side of life, and I'm not— it's not negative or positive, it's very neutral. It's just ego. And you have worked so hard to integrate ego so that you're not coming from that, you're not self-sabotaging, you're not flipping out. And losing, losing your ish all the time. You've been more quiet. You don't want to be provoked or pushed to that, but yet at the same time, you're kind of still feeling that energy because there's been a lot of situations that have been coming up, especially the last couple of weeks. Um, that are testing your resolve. They are testing your patience, baby. I'm here to tell you, keep going, because all of this are signs that you are about to emerge. You gotta trust the process. Your energy. You know you trigger people. Again, keep it neutral. Some people you trigger in a good way, others not so much. Don't worry about it. Don't worry. No need to worry about it. That is for them. That is for them to work through. We are mirrors to each other, and you have left that people-pleasing, putting everybody first. Oh, I have to be the good girl, or I have to be the good person, or what about this, what about that? Yeah, what about it? Leave it alone. Let it go. You get to decide how you want to show up, how you want to be. You are that I AM Presence. That I AM Presence wants to express itself through you. There's no right or wrong. You get to decide, and I know it can feel really weird when you first come out of that cocoon. I mean, you started over here, you in here, you just came out of here, but guess what? You're ready to fly. It's time to fly. You have what you need. Start where you're at right now. The cheat code is get out of your head. That will keep you on the hamster wheel. It doesn't have the answer. Why? Because it's not a vibrational match to what you desire, what you want to be, or whatever it is. For you. Your heart has that vibration and frequency. Your heart, the feeling side of life, is the magnetic side of life. That magnetic side of life attracts to it, magnetizes to it, the same frequency or greater on whatever frequency level it is. So like frequency to itself. So if you're in your thoughts, thoughts, thoughts, guess what? All those thoughts is going to then create a feeling to match the thought. Feeling and the thought matching together, boom! Think of like the Big Bang. Now all of a sudden you've got a thought form that is just emotionally charged and you've just sent it out. It's a rocket of desire. Your feeling is what dictates which rocket you're launching. Are you launching a lower vibrational, more of the same coming from that place of not having it? Or did you launch the rocket of already matching yourself to that vibration by feeling into it, holding that feeling? And then when you hold that feeling of that vibration of what it is that you're desiring, that's the rocket you send out, that's what you're gonna get back. It doesn't mean it's gonna be simultaneously, but the moment that goes out, you've launched it. The universe got it. It is going through, picking up a lot of stuff that matches that vibration to boomerang it right back to you. So what do you do in between the time you launch the rocket or launch the boomerang for until it comes back? And then you hold that, that desire comes into your life, you have that experience, you don't worry about it. You don't think about it. You don't plan for it not to happen. If you're doing that, then you launched a rocket of desire, but yet you're planning for what you don't want. So you launched it in that old vibration. So stop it. Just stop. And for those that just went, but that— but the problem But is the big, big problem. Okay, why? Dual energy. Did you feel the difference of the rocket of desire that you're envisioning yourself, or having it, that feeling, whatever it is, the higher vibrational feeling for you? Then over here, well, what if it doesn't happen? Or, well, you know, you know, but, but, but the fudge what? No, there is no buts. Leave those. Let that go. Do the thing scared. Say what you've got to say even if your voice shakes. Okay, you have suppressed yourself long enough. You're no longer the doormat. You matter, your feelings matter, your voice matters. Now is the time to, in this new energy, go 10 toes down, 100% in on yourself. Speak to yourself, those internal thoughts, those internal feelings. As you would speak to your, your lover, your best friend, your pet, whatever, when they're feeling bad or they're down on themselves. Are you over there with them? Telling them how horrible they are, they suck, this, that, and the other, all the crap that you're telling yourself. Yeah, well, stay in the butt, you're gonna have more of that. You want out of that? Forgive. This isn't about forgiving others. Forgive yourself. So whatever chaotic, disturbing energy that's been swirling around that's been activating you to feel guilt, shame, judgment, maybe not feeling safe to express yourself in the way that you want to. That's okay. You get to try it on. But again, you've got to have this forgiveness for yourself. What does trying it on mean? All right, well, you're new to speaking your truth, right? Do you think you're always going to get it right? Do you think you're always going to say the right things? If you do, you're gaslighting yourself because it's not. This is something new. That you just need more practice at. The more you do it, that builds consistency and momentum. That's how things go. Yes, there have been times that you have thought it should have happened at this time, or it's going to happen now, and, and it didn't. But you're still hanging on. You're still hanging on to that old energy of 'but.' Look, the moment you say 'but,' it's like opening a wide cavern of lack and resistance. Why? Because it's Doubt. That wide cavern opens, doubt goes flying in. This whole time you have been growing, evolving, persevering. It was all for a purpose. It was all preparing you. Because had you gotten the thing, whatever the thing was, or whatever, back then when you thought so hard and believed so much and the signs were there that it was going to happen, and then bam, it didn't happen— had you gotten it back then You would have lost it. You would have fudged it up. 50 shades of fucked is how you would do it. Why? Because there was still too much of that altered ego playing, running the show. Altered ego is always setting us up for failure. But there's always— I shouldn't say failure, but it's always trapping us, but there's always two sides to the coin. So this energy of who I feel this session is for, your energy awakens other people. And what I mean by that is you've always been different. You've always had such a strength, such a grace, and such a beauty about yourself and your energy. Not only that, you've also had wisdom and knowledge and could see things others couldn't see, like seeing behind, beyond the veil. You've always been able to see energy. That's, that's what it always was, and that's what it is. People have sought you out. Adults would come to you and ask you adult questions as if you, you'd have the answer. You've just known things. You don't know how you know it, but you just know it. It's like ancient memories being unlocked. And you've also been that seeker that has always sought more knowledge, questioned everything, pushed boundaries. But at the same time, you've always been trying to find yourself. The time of looking outside of yourself for these answers is or for the validation or the direction. That was always the distraction. The answers are already within you, and the more that you speak with your heart Drop the questions in there, drop the ideas in there, ask for answers from your heart, from your I AM Presence. The more you're allowing the truth of who you are, your authenticity, to rise up, That's why the more you try to figure it out via your mind and think about it, you get frustrated, because it's a feeling, it's a heart thing, it's internal, it's gonna come from within, it's not gonna come from outside of you, it's not gonna be like put around you like a robe. So you are the Awakener, you are the Teacher, and you are the Seeker, all in one. You always have been. Childhood memories of those times when you might have been alone Um, but you were at your happy time— play, imagination, um, you know, however you meant, whatever it was for you. For me, and it's been wild because the past couple of weeks out of nowhere, a bunch of like whiteboards or chalkboards. Um, I keep seeing them, running into them, and then I woke up one morning just convinced I needed one or both. And I'm like, where am I gonna put that? Why? What am I— why? What am I gonna do with it? But there was a, like, a rekindling feeling And then I would have like flashbacks of when I was younger and, you know, I was, I was home a lot alone, a lot from, you know, 4 and on. I'm Gen X, that was normal for us. But I would spend my time playing with my pets or my stuffed animals and I would— I had a chalkboard or paper or whatever, but I was teaching. I was writing on the chalkboard. Like, I just loved to do that, um, back then. Well, this is calling me back to what I know I'm here to do. What my passion is. This is how I serve: reading the energy, helping, helping you to understand you, holding your hand energetically through some of the darkest periods of your life, looking and walking through that fear, facing shadow, facing those areas of yourself that you didn't want to look at, helping you bring that out and pour your love to that part of you, and seeing you just become a whole new being. That's what I love. But that's what's been coming up for me, and which makes sense because I'm making decisions. I'm in this new energy preparing for changes, and, you know, just integrating all of it while stepping out, allowing my authenticity to come forth. You know that voice shaking, just say it? Yeah, I've been walking through that this whole year, but it's been amping up. But there was situation after situation, experience after experience of practice to Try it on, you know. Maybe one time I was too strong. Maybe another time I wasn't strong, you know, strong enough. And I'm talking about in my words, speaking up, um, in meetings or with people, whatever, whatever it is. Well, I'm learning. I'm practicing that. Former people pleaser here. I get it. So this is how you learn. You get to feel it out. You'll know if you've taken it too far verbally. Your body's gonna tell you. You're gonna feel it. Your energy, it's gonna— you're gonna either feel like you've touched an electric wire or you were cosmically bitch slapped. I mean, you're gonna know, okay? It's gonna come right back on you and you're like, oh, well Oh, don't want to do that. The answers you're seeking are within, and I'm here to tell you it is okay to let the old go. Let it go. Whatever's holding you back, whatever the limiting beliefs are, let it go. That change that you've been sensing that feels like it's you know, gonna be here any moment, but yet is not here yet. Oh, it's coming. You're in preparation. You're in preparation to have your harvest and to be able to hold it. If you plant your, you know, grow your own food, you have to prepare for harvest. You plant the seeds, you don't see anything for a while, again depending on what you plant, But in between the time you planted the seed and the time it takes to go harvest, or they're ready for harvest, there's a season in between that, right? You're not sitting out there looking at the seed. Hey, what you doing? Hey, did you forget about me? Hey, don't forget about this. What? You know, no. You know, now you got to prepare. Fall's coming if you're in the Northern Hemisphere. There, there is a time that things are going to be ripe and you need to harvest it. And what I'm saying is, whatever seeds or rockets, however you want to say it, you planted whatever this is, this harvest coming in in this new energy where you're playing, you're having fun, you're happy on purpose, you're choosing joy, this harvest is going to be so much more than you can contain. So if it's even a physical harvest, you're Maybe you need more canning jars or canning supplies so you can, you know, keep the stuff for later. In other words, you are going to have plenty. This is where you're walking into. The more you're in your truth and your authenticity, the more you're going to be experiencing this. So all this energy, all this chaos, all of this uncomfortableness is to agitate you like a clam with a— with sand, just rubbing and rubbing and doing whatever, ends up being a pearl. You haven't missed out. You're being prepared. And this is— you are stepping into the highest timeline you have ever been in yet, and you intentionally and consciously created this. All right, you guys, I am going to leave it there. Thank you so much for hanging out with me, and I am sending you oceans and oceans of love.