It's time to put your mind on a diet!💩 Ready to LEVEL UP 🔆

Hello, beautiful heart. Welcome back. Thank you for clicking on this video. All right, let's see what the Y-Cal collective energy is for today. As you guys know, there seems to be a general theme going on, and each one of us are able to get something out of these readings, because again, it's familiar, similar energy that is being brought to the surface for all of us. This eclipse, full moon, the cosmic energy that started November 1st is really helping to usher us through this. Yes, it is also ushering up all this uncomfortableness and the past. But guys, it's doing so, so you can change your perspective, see the truth and the lessons in the past, release them and not take them with you into your future. It's all about um, undoing who we learned to become. We've been living life from a false identity, behind a mask, guys. Anxiety, depression, lack, limitation, pain— all of that, that's not divine. That's not your divine birthright. You learned that. You learned how to function in that in the Matrix. That's Matrix programming, because you are made in the image and likeness of God. That is masculine and feminine energy, and it is love. There is no duality in God. There's no judgment, guilt, condemnation, shame, or blame. Not at all. It's unconditional love. That's why life has been so rough. You learn to live against who you really are. When you start to awaken, you realize that what you've perceived and believed for the majority of your life has been a lie, and that's gonna stir up a lot of emotions. But guys, it's not just you, it's the program. It's what we're, what we're all here to learn. We're all here to awaken and climb out of the matrix. As we get out of the matrix, we bring in more light and love. Now we can anchor that in and hold space for others who will be awakening behind us. That's what's going on. This cosmic energy right now is bringing up a lot of the uncomfortable feelings Don't attach to any of it. Keep your eyes moving forward. All right. Oh, interesting, there's 4 this morning. So let's see: truth, perseverance, compassion, and perspective. You know, you know how I roll with spirit and how my team is. And so yeah, here we go, episode number 5. We are now just a couple of days away from this eclipse, this full moon in Taurus. Taurus is a fixed sign. It rules stability, wealth. Um, Taurus's planet is Venus, so it's about sensuality. Love, all of the senses, luxury, being grounded, being nurturing. So guess what? Every one of us is going to be affected by this full moon. Um, and how does that look? Well, all of those things that I told you that represent Taurus, um, the sun sign of Taurus Are those the same areas that you're freaking out and stressing about now? Yep. And that's why it's coming up. Not for you to sit in it, not for it to stop you. For you to see it, change your perspective on it, and go, okay, okay, I've already lived that. I've learned that lesson. I don't want that again. So I have to change my perspective. That was a lesson. I need to let that go. I need to put my attention on where I'm going, what I want in my life. I already know where I've come from. This compassion, this is you giving compassion to monkey mind, to altered ego. To your inner child, because that's what you've needed. You've needed unconditional love, compassion. What you've needed from others is what you need to give to yourself, and you have it within you. You have persevered for long enough. Now's the time that you get to decide: do you want to keep persevering, or do you want to thrive? No matter what you've been through— look, she has a prosthetic leg, doesn't have one leg, she's got two. May not have been how she started, but she's not on the sidelines. She's still in the game. She's in it to win it. Are you in the game of your life? In it to win it. You may be on a prosthetic leg, a prosthetic arm, you may be limping, but are you still moving forward every day? Are you showing up for yourself? Are you making a choice to have a new perspective, to become compassionate to yourself and get honest and speak your truth to you? Cuz now's the time. This is what you're being called to. All right, let's see. The more you align with the pain and what's happened in that victim mentality and the W questions, which are Matrix questions of doubt and fear— who, what, when, where, why, why is this taking so long, why is this happening to me, when will this be over, what is going on, yada yada— that is all looking in the rearview mirror of your life. That's all of this, and that's what you've come from. That's looking in the rearview mirror. That's an altered ego trap to keep you stuck. It's an old toxic habit, and only you get to make that choice to not be there anymore. I know it's hard. I know it's difficult. I'm not saying this is easy. I am saying it is doable and it's achievable, but only you can do it. You can listen to me all day long every single day and still not make the choice to make that personal for you. That's not my responsibility. That's nobody's responsibility. That's yours. And don't get into judgment against yourself. There's no room for judgment. It just means you're still getting something out of your mess, out of that pain. You're not done learning the lesson. You still need more of that. And that's what pain and uncomfortableness does. It eventually makes us hit rock bottom of ourselves, and all we could do is look within. The choice is up to you. How many more cosmic ass-kickings do you need before you finally change your perspective, turn within, and have that compassion towards yourself. Because nobody's going to give you compassion, true compassion, to change your life until you give it to yourself first. So get gut-level honest. Stop gaslighting yourself. Stop lying to yourself that when somebody does this, or if so-and-so loves me this way, or this, that, or the other, then I can step up and do it for myself. It's bullshit. You just keep chopping off your own leg. I'm trying to put it as nicely as possible, but I know altered ego is a worthy opponent. And when altered ego's running the show, it doesn't want you to really get that epiphany, that aha moment. To say, holy crap, I really can do this. It really is in me. I have to change my thinking because things are only true if I keep thinking they are. Yeah, look at this. You've got the Ace of Pentacles right here in the middle. The Divine is trying to give you a new gift in abundance, in stability, in worth. But your attention isn't on it. Look, she's looking away from this pinnacle. And on the other side, this is the Ten of Swords. This is— look, for me, that's a dartboard. That's a dartboard of all the the things that suck in your life, and you just keep throwing swords at them as you're thinking about it. This divorce decree— in my program, I actually have a full module course where I talk about divorce is necessary, and I walk you through that. This is divorcing your human consciousness. That's what I talk about. And when I see this card. This is what I'm talking— this is how I see it. These swords are your own thoughts about what has happened. This guy's back is turned to the pentacle. I want you to see it this way. I want you to feel this, because here's the Divine in the now, right here in the middle, trying to get you the things that you're trying to manifest. But you're not paying attention. You're so busy keeping your attention on all that you don't have, all that's gone wrong. Wham, wham, wham. How does that feel? And look over here again, back is turned, more focused in the mental and what you don't have, what happened, yada yada. Look, this is going to be a hard message to hear, but guys, if this is you and this is your energy and you keep your focus on the things outside of you that have gone wrong, this is going to pass you by. You are self-prophesying more energy. You are saying, I don't want this, I'm not ready for this, I still want more of this. So if you're sitting there getting more of this but expecting something new, all you're doing is validating altered ego and you're self-prophesying. Because this is a universal law of life: where your attention goes, your energy flows. What you focus on grows. So you've had enough, haven't you had enough focus on Murphy's Law and all the negative and all the shit that goes wrong? Are you really done with that? Only you get to decide. And again, don't judge yourself if you're not ready. That's okay. Just try to stay out of getting upset when things don't go or manifest the way you want. Because you really hold the key. Shift happens. Making shift happen, it's a conscious choice. What are you going to feed? Where your attention goes, your energy flows. Didn't I just say that? Exactly. And your attention is not on what you want. You are enough. You do not need anything outside of you to make this shift. You don't. You don't need to buy anything on Amazon. You don't need to go, you know, find somebody else. No, everything you need, you already have within you. You are enough. You've been telling your story long enough that you aren't enough, coming from this place, this perspective of not being enough. When you stand up and choose to put in the hard work to manifest. The hard work is reprogramming that inner dialogue, because all these years you've been speaking negativity, judgment, condemnation, guilt, blame, and shame about yourself. That's what's in your cells. You need to rewrite that inner dialogue. You need to give yourself compassion. You need to say, I am enough. I am enough, because you are. All right, beautiful. The energy is very intense. It's increasing. This message comes, as you guys know, in pure love. There are times on this journey we need that stiff, stern reminder. It's not from judgment. It is from pure love. I needed these reminders. I had to get this way with myself because altered ego is a worthy opponent. But guess what? Altered ego isn't outside of you. It's not another person. It's an aspect of you. So you can do it. You can win, and you will when you get out of the human habits and the W questions of doubt. Yeah, in the sadness and isolation that you're feeling, there is treasure. There are keys here to get you out. We get into this sadness and isolation so we can grow, so we can change. When you're in that isolation time energy, that's the time to listen. The divine is speaking loudly to you. Make that choice to listen and not stay constricted. This is a trauma response. This is speaking your truth, changing your perspective, persevering, showing yourself compassion. All right, you guys, I am sending you oceans and oceans of love, support, will, and grace for your day today. All right, guys, namaste. Bye-bye.