LIVE ENERGY READING: intense messages all the way through

Hello, beautiful heart. All right, I am Dr. Denae Arias, the Awakening Doctor, here to do today's energy reading. We are a few days out from this full moon. I'm sure you're already feeling it. Uh, I know last week was very intense, so let's dive in. Let's see what is going on for today. Can't make this up. Awakening, energetic upgrades, a new way of being, integration. Yep, that sums up what's going on to a T. So let's see what else do we have. All right, Spirit, all of you and none of me, show me the cards I need to see. All right, Starseed, what lights you up? And the Crumbling, what are you clinging on to? Okay, so we have another day of the same energy going along. This is like episode— I don't even know, I lost how many episodes we're on. Hey Sarah, how are you, beautiful? So yeah, we're all— hey Elizabeth— we're all feeling this, the crumbling. What in our lives energetically is changing, is crumbling down that we need to— yeah, you could say kick out the door, or you could literally just say, you know what, love it, out of your life. Hey Nadine, how are you beautiful? I was thinking about you yesterday. Donna, hey guys, welcome on in. Joan, hey, how are you? Oh, the gang's all here, I love it. I was feeling you really strong yesterday, Nadine, like really strong, so I'm in tune. All right, so starseed, what lights you up? Guys, if you align with my vibration, my energy, and what I bring to the table, make no doubt about it, you are a starseed. If you weren't, I would make absolutely no sense to you, and I'd just piss you off. So, okay, that was a very weird computer sound. Somebody was calling. Okay. Been that type of morning already. Back to the reading. So we're going through this crumbling because we're starseeds. That means we already have innate within us what we need. This awakening that is happening, I mean, because this is the time things start to crumble when we awaken. Sarah, yeah, exactly. I just did a little video, I'm going to post it, um, later today about why I'm the Awakening Doctor. How did this lead up to this? Because awakening is scary, guys. It really is. I'm not gonna lie. When I started awakening, I thought I was losing my damn mind. I had no idea what was really happening. I just knew I couldn't take that current, that energy that I was in, and there had to be something better. So yeah, it is scary. It's, it's all those things. But you know what? Once we allow the crumbling to happen, we allow ourselves to awaken, we literally Look at how dense that energy feels compared to this. This has been really cranked up the last 2 weeks. I mean, every reading is really talking about this dualistic energy. I spent some time, uh, I think it was yesterday, a little time cruising YouTube and just popping in on different readings, and it was, uh Interesting, kind of comforting to hear some of the other readers that I like, um, talk about the same thing. Their readings are doing the same thing. It's this dualistic energy, and we are at this precipice like I've been talking about for a few weeks now where things are coming up and it's so intense it can make you think that you're going backwards when you're really not. Hey, Sherry. All right, yep, here we go with the upside-down cards. Okay, however, the cards that are upside down today, I like seeing upside down, so that's a good thing. But it is talking and pointing to this crumbling. 8 of Swords reversed, 9 of Swords reversed, Queen of Swords reversed. Okay, in between the reversals, we have the 4 of Wands and Page of Cups. I like this, I really do. I know I've been feeling you guys, um, The swords represent thoughts, um, and so many have been going through almost like back into the Eight of Swords, Nine of Swords, and Queen of Swords energy and sitting there in it while on the hamster wheel, kicking their own butt cosmically, and then kind of going, well, why am I here? Why am I still here? Why am I still here? Because I'm going to tell you the same thing over and over. What are you thinking? What are you feeling? Because those are your answers as to why. So for this spread, you guys are understanding this and you are doing what you can to put those limiting beliefs aside. You are creating a new foundation for yourself. Page of Cups. This energy, yeah, I know on this card it, you know, there's when pigs fly. It could be all about daydreaming, things like that. In this energy, I like the Page of Cups because this is the way I like to explain it. Yes, it's younger, innocent, childlike energy, but guys, that's how we need to be. Um, when we go through this crumbling and we are awakening to new truths and we're questioning all of our beliefs, you guys know you get to this point of the void where it just— you seem lost, you don't know what's coming, or any of that. And I've been talking about that space recently because that is such a divine space. This is— that space is where this energy, this Page of Cups, because if you notice, his heart chakra has got energy coming out. His heart chakra is opening. He is becoming He's in this childlike energy. And what I mean by that is tearing down the beliefs, those limiting perceptions. And at that point of, okay, I'm wide open now. And just bear with me, I know that kind of sounds scary if your heart chakra is opening up and now, you know, you're coming from a place of love. Yes, that could be very scary, but this is about you with your life being this Page of Cups that is learning that you can trust your heart. Because we've been living a life where we trust our intellect more than we trust our heart. That's backwards. We can't trust our intellect. Our intellect is limited. It's finite. It's not infinite. Our heart, our soul, the knowledge that's here, that is infinite. Looks like I lost a bunch of people on that one. Okay, no problem. Let's see. Hey Kathy, hey Tammy. Let me see, Josh, what is the best way to stay out of the energy that makes you going up and up and down. So how can you kind of lose the energy and stay in your own strength? So the process for that is your thoughts, because the thoughts, the intellect, the mind, that is the first place of creation. You have to have a thought and an image, then a feeling rises up. That's how you manifest. So how do you stay out of the up and down energy? First, recognize that during this process you are going to go up and down, um, and you don't want to resist that. You want to acknowledge it, you know. And if you wake up and it's kind of like, okay, today I feel good, but there's still something kind of niggling, you can just say, all right, I'm gonna qualify this day that with ease and grace, I will be shown each step of the way what I need to do. Qualifying the energy and qualifying your thoughts, guys, that is the backbone of transformation. Oops. Danielle, hey baby, how are you? All right, Queen of Cups energy. I like this, I like this. I do like this Queen of Cups energy, guys. One of the things, Josh, I kind of want to just go back to with your question— altered ego will run a dialogue as you are in the middle of you know, dealing with this energy, and it does get back and forth while you perfect your process. So the awakening is 100% unique to each of us. Mary Beth, girl, I have been thinking about you this week a lot. I was going to reach out to you. So glad to see you here. Um, Guys, I want to introduce you to Mary Beth. She is amazing. I absolutely love her. She is such a beautiful soul. Mary Beth and I connected when I first created this program, when I first went through this. She was actually part of the first group that I ran this program with. So you guys got questions, she's a good source. Hey, Mary Beth, I'm coming back out with it, but I'm doing 12 weeks just on the first 4 units, not the whole program. So, all right, a little side note. Um, yes, as you go through this process, you are going to have up and down energy. Expect that. Why? Because this is how you're going to learn what works best for you in regards to how to deal with yourself. Hey Connie, yeah, I didn't hear back from you, so I'll get with you. Nadine, I am rolling out the foundation, the first 4 units of my course It's called the immersion. It is a deep dive into you, into your cocoon. In other words, you're gonna go through your cocoon, but you're not gonna go it alone. I'm right there with you the whole time. Okay, Queen of Cups. Yep, exactly, Joan. I'm now calling it the Immersion. I like that name better than Foundational Course, but it's still the Foundational Course. It's the Foundational Course called the Immersion. Um, okay, so Queen of Cups, here you are sitting in this energy, and this is really good energy. The Queen of Cups, she's very knowledgeable. She has her emotions in check. She understands that she needs that balance between the intellect and the emotions. She doesn't let her emotions run her. She is tapped into source, and she sits in this energy of, I know who I am, I've been through a lot, and don't come at me with your raggedy energy because I'm not going to come off my throne to deal with you. She's very, um, beautiful, sensual. And guys, don't get caught up because it's a female and I'm referring to her in the female— good morning, Tito Bandito— um, because there is no gender in tarot. We all have masculine and feminine. So you could be in a masculine body and still have this energy. Absolutely. Queen of Cups takes care of herself, especially when she's trying to come out of this Swords energy. And if you guys noticed, um, with the Swords, the starting out It's going higher. We start with the 8, then we go to the 9, then we go to the Queen. But here's the thing, you guys are in reverse in that energy. You recognize it wanting to overtake you and pull you under, but you're saying no, no, no, no, no, nope, nope. I'm gonna choose happiness no matter what because I've sat in this diaper long enough. I know what increasing in the swords and the intellect does. I'm choosing to go in inward into my heart. With the Queen of Cups energy, yes, you can feel overwhelmed. You can feel overwhelmed in the good things. So we do still need timeout with the Four of Swords, but Here we go again with these swords and this energy, because now we have the Four of Swords and then we have the Five of Swords. We're going back up again. So here we go. We're going to talk about this dualistic energy. One, I want to encourage each and every one of you, keep pushing through, guys. I know, I know it could feel so rough and so scary. And there were many times on my journey I didn't want to keep going. I just wanted to exit. I'm like, you know what, it would just be easier just to exit and start all over. That's an altered ego lie that is gonna set you up for you to come back and have to redo it all over again. Do you really want to do this all over again? You have come so far right now. These are the conversations I literally had to have with myself. Um, there were times on this journey where it was so intense, you know, it's— I didn't want to continue. I really didn't. And but underneath, I knew, I knew checking out was not going to solve my problem. Because why? One, I'm an infinite being. My soul never dies. My soul remembers. If I do that, if I check out, one, I am basically saying I'm giving up my will. And that's what happens. Altered ego doesn't want you to have your own will. Altered ego wants you to have its will. And it loves the dark. The darkness. But I just said, you know what, I've died before and I keep coming back. So obviously that's not the answer there. I'm here for a purpose. Each and every one of you under the sound of my voice hearing this, you are here for a divine purpose. You are, you are. I know it has been so intense, so intense. But you're not alone. This is the process. And guys, I know at times it can feel so intense, like you're the only person. We all go through this at different stages and different levels. It really is about mastering your thoughts. That's where the battlefield is. When you can get control of your thoughts and start telling yourself a different story, You rise up. You rise up. You awaken. This crumbling happens for you, not to you, so you can drop all this. Because as you change your thinking and you awaken and you rise up, the people in your energy and that start to come into your life, they show up different because you now are not an energetic vibrational match to the bullshit. Guys, altered ego loves the bullshit. It like has its— oh, it's dressed to the nines in the bullshit suit, and it's like a magnet bringing other people to you with their bullshit. Okay, Baba Fae, you are being— nope, you are a scammer, guys. Go report this person. They are an absolute scammer. There is no legitimate reader who would ever come in to somebody else's live or anything and tell them to message them for a reading. You will not cast spells. You will not put your energy into my reading or my community. I'm calling you out right now. All of that negative energy you are trying to send, it goes back to you tenfold. None of my energy, all of yours. Okay, there we go. I am so sick and tired of these people. You guys just keep exposing yourself in your little dark energy because you know what? You're not getting away with it over here. No way, no how. Sending you love. Bye-bye. Okay, thank you, Tito. You guys can't tell, I don't like fakes, phonies, and frauds at all. Okay, back to the reading. So we're all up in our heads, we're dealing with this energy, um, but guys, look, this is your soul here. Your soul's like, come on, it's rooting for you. Come on, come on, you got this, you got this. I'm here, I'm ready to come out. I am ready to come out onto my stage. You know, we are wearing out our stage clothes because we have been the lead actor on the stage of our life and our play. And you guys, we've done it so well. Make no bones about it, altered ego in its fractured state right now does not want you to realize or understand what it's up to, how it became, and what its programs are. You know, it's like— you're right, Sarah. I love when dark energy proves my point. Anyways, um, crap. Altered ego doesn't— it doesn't want you to know its programming and its secrets, so it is going to throw everything and the kitchen sink and cousins and everything else right at you to stop you. That's what's playing out because look, the Nine of Pentacles in reverse. Somebody is very, um, somebody's cursing their crop here. Um, not happy being alone. Um, let me rephrase that, that's not what I'm trying to say. Um, Nine of Pentacles with this Five of Swords. This is rehearsing the curse. And what do I mean? This is just aligning and aligning with, I'm alone. All the people that come in my life hurt me. They steal from me. They do this, they do that. All the while not wanting to be alone and want to be with somebody else that's going to help them. That's a program too, uh, because for you to become a self-master over your thoughts and your feelings, you have to go that road alone, meaning you have to go inward and address it at the thought level first, address your intellect first. When you do that and you raise your vibration and you have that realization in every cell of your body that you do not need anybody else to complete, complete you, you don't need another person to make you feel whole, that's when the person that you have been trying to manifest or desire shows up. The people that show up while you're still in this hurt, dysfunctional type of energy— you're vibrating with this energy— you will attract those type of people. It's about learning the discernment. So if people are showing up on your path while you're trying to rest, heal, recover, sit on your throne, build this new foundation, what's gonna happen? Altered ego is gonna get involved and try to tell you, oh, this person's different. Oh, maybe this is the person I need to help me get to where I'm going. Now, in this case, I don't know who that person is either. So what was I saying? Alter ego is going to want to get in there and create its own story around this person and that relationship, so to speak., and it is gonna tell you stories because the people that are coming when you are still in that energy, they're a vibrational match to that energy. Doesn't mean you can't learn from them, guys. Every time we go through this or we recycle the energy through different people and different experiences, We are learning a lesson. Those are steps. Those are, and in those lessons, there's keys for us to find so we can overcome the lesson. That's what awakening is about. You start to gather the keys to unlock the prison you've put yourself in with limiting beliefs. And as you open up, more light can come in, you are not going to be as fascinated or attracted to the lower vibrational people because it's not going to resonate with you anymore as you graduate that lesson. Doesn't mean they're not going to still come at you. I have narcissists coming at me on a daily basis in all the different ways. But because of the healing that I've done, now when that energy shows up, no matter how it's disguised, I now can recognize— I recognize that little niggle and go, okay, you've got on a different mask, but this is how this plays out. So then you can make those choices. Do you want to engage, or do you just want to stay on your path Guys, stay on your path. You are on the path to victory, reward, recognition, whatever that means for you. For some of you at this time, that could just even mean just rewarding yourself for not letting that next narcissist in. Absolutely, Sarah. Yes, absolutely. So in that scenario, and that does happen a lot, and this is where you need— we all need to be careful because with the different hurts and wounds, we learn codependency. And even in spirituality, there is toxic spirituality. There are toxic people. In spirituality, under the guise of love and spirituality, um, but it's really that same lower vibrational energy. So these types of connections, especially if they push us to our awakening, they are divine connections. But what we need to do internally is to start asking, okay, is this a healthy attachment? This person helped me open up, help me heal on certain levels, but is there still a part of me that is a wounded part or toxic or codependent that is attaching to this person or energy? And that's not something you may not get right away. It could be a little process as you start going in and doing the healing work and gaining more knowledge and illumination, you'll be able to start to really discern that. Because here's another thing, people will come into our lives, they'll help awaken us. It can be very strong and intense, but depending on where each of you are at, you may end up healing faster or rising in energy faster than that other person, and that other person could stay stuck, or it could be either way because it is individual. So now, that's if you have the red flags and it's toxic, or your body responds to this person in different ways that makes you kind of go, oh, wait a minute, maybe I need to pay attention here. Now, another thing about this awakening that is going on. A lot of us are meeting twin flames. I don't want to throw that word around lightly. There's so much hype around it and mistruths. I'll just leave it— I'll leave it at that. But there is things as there are karmic twins and karmic soulmates and things like that. It cannot— it's not always easy to decipher what each one is. That's where, as we start going up higher, we can start to discern. Because some people— I've had this happen in my own life— people that have come into my life during this awakening and during this process who seemed like absolute soulmates, As I did the process more, we did the process more, more was uncovered. Not all of them are still around me. A lot was uncovered. A lot was karmic. But I'm grateful for all of it because it all helped me focus back on me, where my triggers were and what was hurting me. Me. Yes, Sarah, you're right. You're spot on. You're, um, you're asking the right questions. You're seeing the right things. Definitely, uh, my advice to anybody in that type of situation, um, when the emotions want to jump up and you want to get like real excited or um, want to spend all your time with them, what have you, try to take a step back and just kind of go, okay, wait a minute. You don't want your emotions to get all out of whack, um, because that's, that's another altered ego program. Um, yeah, Sarah, I'm so glad you joined, you signed up, because we're gonna go through the altered ego traps both on the negative side and then on the positive side because Altered ego, it'll get us on both sides. So, um, okay, so yes, we're still dealing with this dualistic energy. And guys, that's what we need to be dealing with right now because it has been holding on to us for so long, um, and we are getting this cosmic help to clear it. And I know cosmic help sounds great and all that. It is. But here's another way altered ego is gonna lie to you. You're gonna want— you'll have these expectations. That's another trap, expectations. That, well, if I start working with the divine, or, you know, whatever name you want to give it, um, they're just going to come in and poof, everything's going to be fine. That's not how it works. I learned, I learned that. They are our guides. They are here to show us. They will not do the work for us. They won't make the decisions for us. However, if we ask and we're calling in their help, we're decreeing, praying, what have you, they will show up. But guys, How do they show up? How do they help us work through this? Through people. So in other words, if there's lessons for you to learn, or, um, well, yeah, let's stick with that one. Currently, what is going on energetically? We are closing out cycles. These are like 7 and 10 year cycles. Some— for some of us, these 10-year cycles really go all the way back to our first 10 years, because by the time we're 7, we already have a whole bank of limiting beliefs that we make our decisions in adulthood from those beliefs. So Yeah, burst of emotions. And guys, see, the fuller truth behind all of this— we were taught and grew up in a patriarch society, a patriarch system, masculine. Going back thousands of years, was the feminine talked about? The divine feminine, the female presence? No. Just look around. Women have been held down, treated like second-class citizens, all those different things. And guys, I'm not talking about feminism, and I'm not here talking about woman power, none of that. I'm talking about This— I'm talking about source and creation. Yes, the patriarch— the patriarchy is crumbling, absolutely. And it's not that easy to just step into our feminine energy because we were taught that wasn't safe. The feminine energy Soul is in your heart. Your feeling side of life is not your gut, it's your heart. We were taught to close our hearts, not trust our emotions, not trust our feelings. They're there for a reason. The patriarch, the masculine, is the intellect. It is supposed to have the thought, the idea. But the patriarch, the masculine, the intellect doesn't create. The intellect cannot fulfill anything. Only the feminine, the emotional side of life, the love, the heart, that's where it fulfills. That's why the emotions and your emotional body is so key. And guys, for those of you who know about The Secret, watch The Secret, like The Secret, all of that, The Secret is missing the main component: feelings and the emotional body. You cannot fix your emotional body and then your thoughts. That doesn't happen because that's not the process. You first get a thought, then a feeling comes, and that feeling is going to match the thought. If you don't like the thought— and you might not recognize that you don't like the thought until the feeling attaches to it— but in that moment that the feeling and the thought attach and you don't like it, or your body reacts, it's in that divine space and time right there that you could go, oh, wait a minute. Something's off. Awesome, Jenny. Yeah, and we are, guys. All of this where this has been— here's the, here's the kicker to all of this. All of this truth and information has always been right in front of us the whole time. We were taught to not trust it. We were taught that it was evil, it was bad, all of those different things. So, and I'm saying this because Jenny and I had this conversation and I told her, go watch Doctor Strange, go watch this, go watch that. Now that you're on the awakening path, so I'm going to throw that out to all of you. Now that you have more illumination, go watch Doctor Strange. Hell, go watch The Matrix, especially if you've been following my work and if you watched my Matrix video on YouTube on how it came to be. More and more, uh, Hollywood and movies are being, um, overlit by the Ascended Masters. You are going— you're starting to see this dynamic change. Yeah, Tito, and that embarrassment, that's pride and altered ego. I knew, I knew it. I knew, honey. You know I know. You know I know. I know your pattern. I know. I held space for you. I did. I know. And I also knew you were going to pull through because I know that's not your heart. You want relief from the pain. An alter ego wants you to think that you can't do it and it's too intense. And then that habit of fulfilling ourselves with our toxic behaviors— the drinking, sex, drugs— it doesn't matter what it is. It could be shot, it could be anything. But yeah, you know, Tito, let go of the embarrassment, let go of the shame, let go of the guilt, because those will hold you and shackle you to altered ego. Sorry, there's a fly in my face. But I get it, because remember how I was talking about getting to that low spot. Even so, I was there, I think it was in 2020, the end of 2020, um, when I was really about to level up internally on a whole new plane. Literally, guys, out of the blue, I was doing fine, you know, doing my thing. As I do, all of a sudden I got hit with that old energy. It was so strong that within a short amount of time, I spiraled. I spiraled deep. Um, you know, you know, guys, I don't hold back, so I'm gonna let you know. What I did. Um, and the divine has a way of protecting us as well. Put it this way: Sergio came home and found me in my meditation room behind a chair under a blanket with a gun to my head. So yeah, so I get it. I'm not just here teaching theory or anything. I've lived it. I've been there. And I know, and I want to be a beacon of light and a beacon of hope to let you know, you know what? I've been there. I have been there. I know the depths. I know how ugly, how scary, how embarrassing it is. But I fought through it. And I also know the victory, the triumph, the happiness, the joy, and how amazing it is to live a magical life. Life and I look back and go, "Oh my God. I can't believe I got there because that was my altered ego self. That wasn't my true self." Yeah, Josh. You know, that's a whole other thing because men, guys, for those of you —those of you in masculine bodies, you guys have an Audi. You guys have a whole different set of layers to uncover because you guys got such mixed messages. Gotta be a man, can't show emotions, don't cry. Essentially, you guys were pounded into you, whether you realize it or not, it's in your subconscious, that it's not okay to have feelings and emotions. You were taught how to shut down the feminine side of life. So men, men have the trauma wounds, trauma wounds from the womb, just like females do. Because guess what? We all came from a womb. I don't believe anybody that I'm speaking to was created in a petri dish. So if you weren't created in a petri dish, you came out of a womb somehow, some way. Okay, there is— so this core wound about the feminine side of life, the emotions, this is in all of us, and it goes all the way back to creation. Jesus came to talk about the divine feminine. The mother's presence, the feeling side of life, the love. Nobody wanted to listen to him either. So yeah, so yeah, you— for the men, and it is, it's a whole different ball game. For men and you guys are taught you can't be vulnerable, you can't express your truth, you have to have it all together, you have to, you know, different cultures, different things. Then you have women who are taught a different thing, who are taught, you know, the man provides, the man this, look up to your— all of that. Guys, we were told stories that fit the matrix, that fit the human finite mind of God and right and wrong. We didn't— we weren't taught the truth. So yeah, that's where we're at, you know. And drinking, I do find it very interesting. I get the reason behind it, why alcohol is legal and cannabis isn't in a lot of places. Alcohol, it's a lower vibration. It is designed to keep you away from truth. It's not that it's a sin or any of that. Its chemical makeup, its energy, its vibration is to dull the senses. It is to shut you off from the divine. It's to shut you off from source. It literally is designed to keep you doing matrix things, toxic bad habits, and not seeking truth. That's why it's this whole cycle of when we start, you know, grabbing that and drinking. And once you know this knowledge, you can predict your own cycle. First, it starts with thoughts, then emotions come up, then guess what? You've got a thought form. What's going to happen? The universe is going to give back to you in your experiences what matches that energetic vibration thought form. So that's going to lead you to old toxic habits of drinking. Um, doesn't just have to be drinking, it could be, you know, sex. That's another one. People use sex to make them feel better or get on a different vibration or whatever. But speaking specifically about alcohol, that vibration will shut you down. It will open you up to everything in the matrix and the world, and it's designed to keep you there. Uh, so There we have it. All right, let me see. So now that we've talked about the energy of today and we've addressed some deep things, we are coming up on this full moon. It is an intense full moon. You can think back to September, um, different things you either wanted to create, manifest, or release. Those are going to be coming up. For you. Um, what theme has been coming up for you, especially last week in all this crazy energy? It's coming up not to pull you back into the matrix, but for you to acknowledge it so you can release it. Okay, all right guys, I am going to get going. I've got to get on with my day. But for those of you that want more information or interested in joining the course. We have a great— like I said, a great group of people I am so excited to do this with again. So yeah, just reach out, let me know. But as always, I am sending each and every one of you oceans and oceans of love and support, happiness, peace, joy, love, and wealth. All right, you guys, until later. Namaste. Bye-bye.