Live Reading

How are you? All right, I've got two cameras, so I'll be bouncing back and forth. All right, hold on. Hey Brittany, how are you, dear? How you been? Hey Tanya, how are you? What a week it was last week, right? How are you guys doing? I have missed you guys, so it feels good to get back. Hey Catherine, how are you? It has been intense, I know. It really has. Hey Yvette. And then being in jury duty last week, holy crud, that was intense on a completely different level. And just when I thought I made it abundantly clear that I would not be able to be partial or impartial and unbiased. Hey Shannon, I didn't mean to. I really just kind of wanted to just get in there, be calm, quiet, unseen, get in there, do my thing. Uh, my volume's up all the way, hun. I'm not sure why. Hold on a minute. I think I might know why. Okay, can you hear me better now? What about now? Can you hear me? Can you guys hear me? It's better now? I had my headset sitting over here. I think that was the problem. I'm telling you guys, I'm still recovering from last week. Um, I'm telling you, it took the judge almost 45 minutes to read the indictments. I was just like, by the time, by the time that was over, I was like, oh my God. I need a week to recover just from that. Then, um, asked if anybody had an issue with charges. I go flying up. I didn't stand up, I went— I mean, let me put a fire under my butt. And when I was asked if I could be fair and impartial, I said absolutely not. Nope, nope, can't do it. Thinking that would actually, you know, get me excused. It was the truth. They made me, you know, do an oath to tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth. But I don't think the judge appreciated it. And then he kept asking me some questions just to make sure, and I kept answering them very honestly. Just not sure it was appreciated. Oh well, had to take a few days to recover. Holy crap, but I'm back, so let's get into it. I know it's been intense for everybody. All right. Hey Brittany! Hey girly Eleanor! Hello beautiful, I miss you. I was just telling the group I had to recover from that jury duty. Holy moly! Hey Marley, how are you? How's everything over in South Africa? Um, yeah, I I literally really just didn't engage with anybody. I couldn't after listening to all those charges and all that. So the energy was intense. I rested, but I'm back. So, all right guys, let's see what's going on. We are now under the Pisces stellium, um, so things can get really interesting. The Aquarius stellium that we just came out from under really did bring up a lot of past stuff that, um, we might have thought we worked through, but we noticed there's some debris still there. So, um, we're being guided. We are— some of us might be being pushed, um, but guided to choose love and to choose ourselves. And guys, I know that's not an easy choice all the time. I know. Thank you, honey bunny. Right, fell out of a tunnel and then got run over a few times. Yeah. All right, I'm gonna start as I usually do with the collective reading. As usual, if the shoe fits, pick up that glass slipper and wear it. If it doesn't, leave it alone. Um, all right, out of 2 decks, I've got a Page of Wands and I've got a Prince of Wands. Um, Page of Pentacles, Queen of Swords, Four of Pentacles, King of Wands. Okay, this feels, uh, as if a choice needed to be made. Could be about, um, what direction to go. Something, some sort of decision needed to be made. I feel that, um, somebody took their time in making this decision. Maybe you didn't feel like you had enough information, knowledge, skills, whatever it is to make the best decision. But it feels like there has been a situation that transpired that it was like, um, your hand was forced. A decision has been made. This, this decision, um, I feel that there's doubt and fear around it. Hey Patrick, how are you, honey? Hey Haley, this is for you, baby. Um, that it really kind of rocked the foundation or your foundation. Um, even though your hand was forced in, in this decision, it is going to turn out better than you think it's going to. This, this is what you needed to shake up that foundation and build a new one. Yeah, this is going to catapult you straight into happiness, straight into this Nine of Pentacles. Um, get squash, um, if there's any doubt coming up for you. And doubt can be subtle. It doesn't always have to be right up in your face. Um, doubt can subtly creep up, like one day or two days you feel excited, um, about this new direction But right under that excitement, there's kind of maybe a, is this really going to happen? Well, what if, you know, any of that energy, um, when that comes up, put your, your attention back on your intention, because I'm seeing these Nine of Pentacles intentions for manifestation. So in other words, whatever seeds you are planting— for me, these Pentacles are seeds. It could be whatever crop you're trying to bring a harvest in, doesn't matter. But the, the doubt, this subtle doubt, not like, um, it's not like a Four of Swords or any other like that. This is very covert doubt. That is going to be, um, what you need to be aware of. That's going to be the challenge, um, this week. Don't feed it because your harvest is coming. All right. Let's keep going. Let's see. Hey Brittany, I saw your post. Um, you're gonna be back behind the bar for St. Patty's Day. I bet it gets busy in there right now. I'm just being nosy. All right. Okay, Britina, I feel this is for you. This is the Ten of Pentacles, but it came out like this. Um, felt as loud— I felt, um I don't want to say doubt. Thank you, beautiful. I appreciate you, Haley. It doesn't really feel like doubt as much as it feels more like, oh wow, that's awesome. There you go. How about skepticism? And I'm saying it that way. Because I feel like you've come a good ways with, um, working on the doubt. So now it's just more of a— and this has to do with questioning what you thought you wanted with your Ten of Pentacles. That's what I feel is in question. Um, your Ten of Pentacles is going through a rebirth, baby girl. Hang on in there because what's coming— Ace of Pentacles. Focus on the flowers, not the thorns. Brittany, you're Irish too? Cool, cool. Awesome, guys. All right, let's see who is next. Love, praising gravity, glory and grace. Hey Valerie, haven't seen you in a while. How you doing? Hey Bronya, how are you? You guys watched me shuffle that, right? I'm gonna reshuffle it, but these two cards fell out again. Spanish and Irish. Oh, you fiery girl. Got some spice. Brittany, did you hear your reading, honey? Um, all right, I'm gonna go down the little list. Is that one over by the— didn't you— did— is that part of the Phoenix? Did you get the Phoenix? I think you got the Phoenix. Somebody got the Phoenix. Um, Oh, both of you! Holy moly, it's getting hot in here. All right, okay. Hey Teresa, how are you? Patrick. Okay, see, I thought you had a phoenix. Um, okay, Patrick, for you I'm getting the Seven of Wands. Um, I'm getting a rebirth, but this is a rebirth, um, almost in like your projects. Um, feels as if there was some sort of passion or excitement. Um, I feel like this was a while ago, that, um, like seeds you planted or things that you wanted to accomplish. Um, this feels like it's a long time coming. To where you might have even put it on the back burner, not thought about it, or decided to go in a different direction, what have you. I feel that this is coming back around. That's why I'm saying it's a rebirth, and it is, um, it feels like it's going to be coming in after maybe a time of like a shake-up, or, um, when things looked like they might not— I don't want to say fall apart, I don't want to say where they're looking like they're falling apart, but there's a little bit of chaos. Things aren't coming together or gelling as easily as you would like. Um, through that chaotic energy, this is going to come sweeping in and you're going to be extremely excited. Extremely excited. All right. Oh, yay! Sending you love, honey. Jilly Bean, she's over here on YouTube in case you don't know. I don't know if I said it. I'm on my phone and YouTube over here, so if you see me doing this, that's why. Jilly's over here because this thing is in Facebook jail again. Okay, somebody in here just dropped a lot of heavy burdens. Things that you have been carrying. Um, you have been— you have felt, or there was a limiting belief, something like that, that, um, like you had to carry all the burdens, or you had to, um, carry the load or solve all the problems, things like that. Um, you've been able to release that, that, um, control, that fear. You're releasing that and allowing others to stand either in their own light, their own responsibilities. Um, it feels like you're— you've— you're not paying as much of attention to it anymore. Instead You're focused on this Star. Like, before you were focused on everything else, felt like it had to be you, had to be you. Now you're more like, not my monkey, not my circus type of energy. And you're focused on your healing, your, uh, it feels like recovery. It could be recovery from emotions, you know, feelings, whatever, whatever it is. Um, a time of lighter energy. Marley, are you still here, honey? Hey, hey, hey, Jilly, Jilly, Jilly! I'll get one for you, Julie, over there in YouTube land. Of course I will, honey bunny. All right, Marilee, my dear, Temperance in reverse. So There feels as if, um, there's some impatience going on. Um, feels like you're getting, um ansy in waiting. There has been those like 2 to 3 areas, um, that you've been focused on, um It feels in these areas as if you're seeing them as separate, um, separate issues, separate things, and trying to resolve them individually. And in doing that, there, there feels to be an imbalance, and that imbalance is creating impatience and an antsy-ness of like, when's it going to happen? Why can't this get— you know, that type of energy. Shift— try to shift your perspective, because what I'm picking up is they're not so much individual. Hi, Jeanette. They're not individual. I mean, they are, but if you can shift your perspective, they intertwine with each other, the issues. When looked at as a whole is going to look different versus looking at them separately. I hope that makes sense to you. Um, It just feels like whatever this is, both issues are going to lead you to the same path. So maybe instead of focusing on them individual, bring them together as One, um, and allow Source to show you the truth behind this. Because there is so much here underneath that is trying to get your attention. It feels like it's trying to split your attention. Your attention needs to be focused back to bring yourself in balance as much as you can. But looking at it separately is causing the imbalance. That's what I'm trying to say. It was a long road to get there. Um, all right, Shannon, uh, I don't know if you're still here. I know you had to go to work. Um, you have the Three of Wands. Good night, Patrick. Have a good evening. Thanks for stopping by. Um, Jeanette, Julie, hello, hello, hello. We've got the Three of Wands. Hey, Sarah, how are you doing? Hey, it comes some more. I will get to you guys and pulling you guys's cards. Um, Jingle drill, jingle drill. Ah, Marilee, see, that's what I was picking up with this card. See, these are two— look, you look at it this way, they're mountains. 2 different, like, rivers flowing. Look at it this way, it still all flows to the same thing. That's why I was saying whatever's going on, don't look at it individually. Pull it all together and allow Source to show you. From you. Hello, hello. Okay, um, back to Shannon. Shannon, 3 of Wands. Um, I love the energy off of this for you. There is big transformation coming. You are about to have a couple of options that you're going to need to choose. Um, and you know what I'm going to say? Follow your heart, not your mind. Your mind will lead you right back to the circus that you just left. Follow your heart. You're gonna know which one. Okay, um, let's see. Jelly Beans, Miss Jelly Beans, over here you have Five of Wands in reverse. Hey Suzette, um, Five of Wands in reverse. You are no longer entertaining conflict, um, people who are trying to poke the bear. You're not giving any energy to them. The triggers, the things that used to light you up, you literally took the compost pile they threw at you and you grew these beautiful flowers. They look like lilies to me. I could be wrong, but— and look at all the different stars. Stuff is starting to fall off of you faster. You're not holding on to the wands and things that were thrown at you, or actually they weren't even thrown at you. It's literally like they just drive up in these cars and just kind of You know, back in the '70s and '80s when people would throw cigarettes out the window, that's kind of what it was like. Um, this is for Jilly Beans, but Jingle Jill, if it's resonating with you, you know how I roll, claim it. Um, it's very odd for my followers to be going through something that someone else is not. It's just how we roll over here. Okay, Suzette, the Hermit. Um, beautiful. It feels as if Feels as if you're like you're on a seesaw, one foot in to you pulling yourself back kind of to get quiet or reflect or just recharge, but then you start to get in there and and then you pull yourself back. It's almost like you take it for a spin. Let me, let me just take it for a test drive. Let me see how this feels, and then it starts to feel good, but then it's almost like you question, oh no, this can't be right, this feels too good. And then you pop back out of it, kind of, um, like, let me just look out there, is the chaos still going on? And then popping back down. Um, Sarah, no, um, I always take paid readings, but for this I'm just going through If I feel drawn to call a name, I will, but for me, usually I'll read energy off the card, and if it resonates with you, claim it. Okay, back to Suzette. You already have the answers inside of you, everything that you need. What is all of the different things going on trying to get your attention are distractions to get you from going within, tapping into the inner wisdom, gaining the knowledge It feels as if there is some healing that needs to be done, and a big part— I mean, you really want the healing, but there's that self-sabotaging altered ego side that comfortable in what I call the dirty diaper, in our stinking thinking, our toxic ways, all of that. This isn't your first rodeo, that's what I'm getting. It literally feels like you need to make— you're at that precipice, make the choice to step through the portal or not. Um, because yes, it is big change, but what is waiting for you on the other side— yeah, okay, yeah, I was— I couldn't put it into words. Um, he's been trying to talk with you, babe. He's watching over you. Um. He's been trying to get messages to you. I don't know if birds are significant to you or him or how or whatever, but I'm— that's what I'm getting from this owl, and I normally don't get this off of this card. Um, Okay, there is some subconscious inner dialogue you have going on inside that needs to be released. This light, that's a message trying to get to you, and I know it feels very intense and scary in the silence. Your freedom, your healing, and a whole lot of love are waiting for you in that silence. How long ago did this happen? Hey Kathy, hey Josh. 4 years. Okay. Yeah. Um, the message your husband wants to get to you, that's been— he's been trying to get it to you. I feel like you know this, but I also feel like you kind of resist it. Um, don't resist. Don't resist because, um the keys to unlock this, this prison that you feel that you're in. It's time to unlock the cage. It's time for you to be free, for you, for you to flow in love. First to yourself. There's a beautiful message waiting for you. Yes, you will. You absolutely will, once you can let this go, that subconscious. It's the 5 human habits: judgment, guilt, condemnation, blame, shame, all that. Feels like you— love has come around, but you've pushed it away. I mean, I see the doubt and the fear and all of that, but yeah, you will be happy again. You need to go on record and allow yourself to be. I am sending you oceans and oceans of love. If I could give you a virtual hug, I would. So here you go. That's what I can do, honey. Okay. Three of Cups in reverse. Okay, let's see. Um, I never even saw this card here and it fell on top of the Hermit card. This speaks to exactly what I was talking about, how I feel love has presented itself but you weren't open or ready for it. Um, all right, Queen of Swords. Hey, Nerma. Yes. Um, let me go back. Okay guys, if you guys could start putting in a purple heart, um, if I have not called your name. Sarah, Queen of Swords, my dear, my dear, my dear, what I'm feeling off of this, you are going through a time where You have— you're done with the bullshit is the best way I could put it. Um, you're done with the games, the lies, the stories. You have got— you're actually— you've gone through a major change, but you're— you're still this phoenix rising. You haven't finished yet. Don't stop. Keep going. Don't let anybody distract you at this time because you are tapping in. You are getting, um, gaining knowledge that, yes, goes against everything you originally believed. That is hard. Of this phoenix rising. You're cutting out places and things that lower your vibration, make you question yourself. You— it feels like you have turned this corner where you've— I don't want to say finally, but— or at a place where you really genuinely like yourself, to where you're putting yourself first. I want to say congratulations, it's about time. So keep going because yeah, um, there is somebody in your energy that you cut off. Um, you needed to. Doesn't feel like it was easy. Um, you didn't want to. Feels as if you might have stayed, held on too long. Um, you made the right choice for you. And remember what I was saying about don't get distracted, don't let anybody distract you. This person's going to come back around. Um, I do feel like they are going to appear to present you with the truth. Don't stop. Don't even treat it like it's a red light or a yield. Just keep going. Just keep on going. Don't look back. You're on to bigger and better things. Hey Joan! Hey Jeanette! Hey guys! Time for me to be the Tiger King. Oh yeah, just what I need, a tiger. Oh my God, this lizard! Holy moly, Lord, lizard! Josh, I can't explain it. I just pick up on energy and read it. That's why I don't usually call names, because I pick up on the energy of almost everything. So it's one of those things where if I just read the cards and read the story, you guys could just say, oh yeah, that's me, that's me. All right, and guys, on here for the free readings, um, if you want to go deeper, I don't do that in these lives. You can schedule, um, a reading with me and we can go in depth. Okay, Four of Cups in reverse. Hey, Tasha! Four of Cups in reverse. Miranda, I feel like this one's actually for you. Um, it feels as if you have, um, turned a corner regarding love. It may even just be you changed your perspective. Um, I just see you're more focused on you. Um, Feels like you're finally moving away from disappointment. Yeah, it feels like you took your attention off love, you've put it on you, on things that make you happy, and really coming into balance with yourself. In doing this, this is laying a new foundation for you on how you treat yourself, but how others are going to be showing up and treating you. You are— you've now moved into the magnetic side, the attraction side. Hey, Char, how are you guys? All right, Char. Death. Death and rebirth. Um, you could be feeling very lost right now. Um, almost anxious, kind of impulsive, really wanting to either curl up and hide, run, fly. Just, you're ready for something to change while at the same time being like, it's being almost like clueless. Um, that is a divine place to be. Just so you guys could see the card, this dark matter, to get technical, this is really a divine space. This is that, um, it's like the etheric space, the equilibrium where everything is just in balance. But as you're awakening and when you're not used to this— Jilly, uh, Jingle Jill, this is for you too. Awesome. I'll show you the card. Um, the finite mind, human mind, altered ego is going to want to see this as very very ominous, when in fact it's not. You know, here's the butterfly. This is big. This is transformation. This is that time where you really put all your— what you've believed this whole time, and you set it aside. You're at that point of you don't know what to believe. That is a divine place, you guys. I want, I want to stress that so so much because altered ego is going to want us to freak out at that point. And that's usually where we fall back into toxic habits or, you know, altered ego things, when really this is the phoenix rising, coming up. This is, um, that just to use religious terms, be like a little child. What he meant by that was have no preconceived ideas, take life as like a child, take it all in with wonderment, question things. Here you are tearing down beliefs, limiting thoughts, all of those different things. But don't stop. Look, you don't have much farther to go. Look, there's lights, there's stars. Keep breaking through. Don't, don't shrink in what appears to be the void, because it's not the void. It's— it really is a rest, almost like a resting spot. If you can embrace that void and just say with ease and grace, show me the way. You will move through that. This phoenix will rise. You'll be on your way. All right, the Empress. Um, I feel like this is for a number of you on both of the channels here. The Empress has been through a lot of stuff. She is all the queens rolled into one. You don't get to be a queen without going through some stuff. Princesses, yeah, they're great, but let's talk about princesses for a moment. They're young, they're impulsive, they're naive, and can be very exhausting and a lot of work. Kind of sounds like our altered ego. Uh, the Empress is somebody who is nurturing, who is very knowledgeable. Um, she does her own thing. Exactly, Brittany. Um, she does her own thing. She doesn't care. She didn't get to be an Empress because she cared what other people think. Whatever. Um, There's some of you who are doubting this Empress phase, um. It feels like you go in and out of it, um, and just know that's okay as you're going through this process, especially with the current energy and the energy last week. Um, for those of you Empresses and Empresses-to-be who are resonating with this energy, be watchful of self-sabotage. Um, The Empress uses her time wisely. So in other words, she, she says yes to the things she wants to do and knows she can do. And she has no problem saying no to anything that doesn't feel well or would take her off of her throne. Um, for those— it just feels like for a few of you in here, or people in your energy that that see you doing this, see you rising up, and they want to come with their bullshit. Here they come with their wands. Here we go. Let me give it to the Empress. Let me give it to you, because Empress, you used to take the wands because naturally you can hold a lot. Naturally you can deal with it all. You make it look easy just because you can. Doesn't mean you should. Empresses are not enablers, just so you know. It just feels like, um, this, this Ten of Wands energy coming after this Empress, um, these are people that you used to nurture or you were there for, whatever. Um, but they come and dump on you and get you— they bring you down to their vibration whether you realize it or not. That's why I'm saying this Empress keeps jumping up and down, getting on the throne, off the throne, on the throne. Ah, somebody's over here, let me go down. No, keep your ass on the throne, okay? Because if you keep going up and down, all these animals that are sitting there right around her, all the things that you've gathered and nurtured, yada yada— one of the times that you're up over here trying to deal with somebody else's wand, you're going to come back and it's going to be empty. What you had, you're not going to have anymore. That's what happens when we get into that dualistic energy. All right, moving on. Empresses, just be aware, um, and those Wands doesn't mean that it's negative or bad, guys. Sometimes, a lot of times, these are different tests, and tests are merely opportunities for us to level up and show that, yeah, we learned the lesson. We're not gonna— we're not gonna make the same mistake again. All right, Seven of Pentacles. And Queen of Swords. Um, Seven of Pentacles can be, um— hey, Amy! It can be contentment in what you have. Could be a comfort zone. Somebody here, you could have your own business. You could be an entrepreneur. Independent contractor. I don't feel like it's— I mean, you could— it could be at work with a boss, um, but you've been at a plateau for, for a while. Like, you've been comfy, satisfied. Maybe you want more, but You know, things are good right now. Um, you're playing small. You're playing small. Um, and it's time to get honest with yourself. Um, I get that a lot. And you're playing small. Get honest with yourself. Cut out the bullshit. You know where you give yourself excuses, um, where you could kind of be stepping it up and you're not. Um, get back, get back to work, get back to work, because there's a whole lot more waiting for you. It's being— it's not showing up because you're comfortable where you're at, so you're not allowing it. It's like you're over here. I love the look on her face. You can see it, but she's over here like looking at the horses flying around in la-la land, just like, yeah, I got everything I need. That's great. Oh, purple. Oh, you know, um, there is so much more in you that needs to come out. Damn, I feel like I'm preaching to myself. All right, let's move on. Moving on. Okay. Hey, Shelly, Shelly, Shelly, how are you, girl? Own it if it's for you. Own it. Because once we own stuff and we acknowledge it, guess what? Doesn't have power over us anymore. And I'm all about bringing up the hidden crap. The Tower. All right, collectively we have all been feeling this Tower one way or another. Some of us maybe even more ways. Um, Hang on, guys, just hang in there. I just want to encourage you, um, you know, I felt this message earlier this morning too. I'm like, at some point I need to go live, um, and bring through this message. So I guess here we go, because the message was, um, I kept feeling collectively a lot of different towers. You know, there is, there's a lot of things going on cosmically. Things are happening literally to shake things up. That's what a tower moment is. Tower moments don't have to always be bad or negative, um, but we are stubborn folk. We're pig-headed. We are stubborn. We think we know it all in our finite mind, not even our infinite mind. I mean, our human side, we're assholes, plain and simple. And you know what's going on in the world is energy. It's cause and effect, like I talked about, I think it was this morning's reading. Uh, it's the effect of all the negative stuff the humans have been doing all these years. It's playing out in our own lives so we could really just get down to the nitty-gritty, get back to the oneness, the divinity, and make a difference in this world. Tower moments always bring new amazing opportunities. Why does sometimes it takes long for these opportunities to come in? Because we have too much negative thought forms stored on our cellular level. Too much doubt, fear, our old negative story. All that gets in the way. Um, but new opportunities, you know, this Tower moment This— these are coming in to really say, hey, hey, look, you know, it's almost like the divine saying, come on, grab the damn rope, come on, I've got your lifeline. I'm really tired of just watching you swim and flip and just— are you over yourself? Aren't you exhausted? We're exhausted watching you. Come on, just grab the damn rope. And we're over here while the rope's just hitting us in the face. It's always to get us to a better place in our life. The tower moments really are like, hey, hey, come on, there's so— the party's over this way, you're over here, come on. So yeah. Beautiful, amazing opportunities are here for you. How are you viewing them? What's the inner dialogue about these opportunities? What's the inner dialogue about where you're at today, guys? You don't have to— you don't have yesterday, tomorrow's not here. You have the now moment. It's in the now moment when you change your life for big transformation. Great transformations don't just happen overnight, and I know that sounds a little weird if you've heard my story or my post about how my radical body transformation happened, seemingly happened overnight. The physical manifestation of that, yes, that physical manifestation happened overnight. But the reason I say it really didn't was there was months and months and sometimes even years of stuff that I worked on at the cellular level that had to be cleared before that manifestation came in. It's same thing with everything else. And when we get our humanness in their role, the divine's just like, okay, you know their way, all right, I'm just gonna go to the back of the bus and take a nap. So, all right, love, praising, gratitude. Actually, I think I want to change decks. Let me change it a bit. Yeah, there's a lot of that going on, Brittany. Just roll with it, go with the flow, because part of upgrading and releasing, we need to rest because The Divine can do a lot more work when our minds are not involved. So I used to fight the rest and then, you know, get in my head about, oh, you're lazy, you're this, you're just making excuses. Then, um, I got the knowledge and then realized, oh, okay, okay, hello, um, Don't fight the process. Don't curse your crop. Don't, you know, don't complain. Oh goodness, do not complain about the process because I'll just keep you stuck and give you more things to complain about. But yes, rest. And that's why last week I was just— I was worn out. I wanted to do the daily readings. I wanted to show up. Energetically and physically. I didn't even want to look at my phone, um, and I didn't for a while. It felt so good. But learning to rest and honor that rest, it takes practice. All right. Do not fear the unknown. And those of you guys who have already signed up for my course, I'm so excited to have you guys, but just— I'm warning you ahead of time, as I've already told you, it is going to be an emotional roller coaster as we go through because we're uncovering shadow, we're uncovering altered ego, we're uncovering your own unique programming why you do what you do, why you self-sabotage. So yeah, it will be a bit of a roller coaster, but that's why you have me there. I'm right there with you to walk you through this, not going to leave you out in the water flipping and flopping around. Um, all right, I'm gonna throw some cards down and then I'm gonna go through here and pull some names. Because I gotta get back to work. So, Josh, do not fear the unknown. I feel this is for you. Yeah, Sarah, it's gonna be awesome. Um, keep keep your eye out on your email because I have a bunch of stuff coming out even before class starts because that's how I roll. We're gonna have a kickoff party and everything. So Josh, do not fear the unknown. Um, it feels as if there is something very specific. Um, it is a thought, it's an inner dialogue or a belief, however you want to put it. Um, when you haven't really wanted to look at or deal with for whatever reason, but don't resist it anymore. Lean into it, um, because this fear of looking into it is literally holding you back. Yes, pâté. I may even do some dancing. Lord knows I'll save you from the singing. Um, Joan. I don't know why I'm getting— I look at this card and I keep seeing you, and I don't really know why. Um, I mean, it makes sense, but I don't know. So you tell me, but it's Protect the Wild and the Green. Um, thank you, Josh. Yeah, don't fear, go right through. I mean, I, I obviously know you're plant-based and all of that, but, um, I don't know if you're involved in some sort of cause or, um, some— it almost feels like community thing. I don't know what is going on over there, um, but it feels as if with your voice— I don't know if it's something you need to say or you have said or whatever, um brings about a new, a new way of looking at something or a new way of doing something. Again, I'm getting— I mean, it may even just be in your own neighborhood. But it just feels like there is something that you are going to be standing up for, using your voice to protect, and it has to do with nature. But it's not, um, it's not superficial. There, there is something underneath all of this. When I look at this card and I look at her energy, I, I see you. I don't know what you got going on, but— and this may even be, you know, protecting holistic medicine or something. I don't know, you're gonna know what it's for, um, but it just feels like there is a warrior— a warrior— I was gonna— I think I was about to make up a word— a warrior wanting to come up in you, and it feels very close to home. Leave it at that. All right, um, Got another nature card. Very interesting. Radiant. Know your fears. And guys, this may resonate with more than just one of you. Um, this is a good one for all of us right now. Especially because so many different types of fears are coming up for us. But there is, um, what I'm feeling off of this card is that there is a fear or two that, um, they're masquerading. It's like they don't feel like they're fears. Valerie, see yourself in nature. Um, because when that card popped out, I'm like, okay, somebody's in nature. Um, anyways, back to fears. I'll get— I'll get to you in a minute, Val. My Val, I feel like these are covert fears. They're very subtle. They're playing out in the background. And they're keeping you from your destiny. Going back to the playing small energy, there's a lion wanted to come out. This is a lot of courage right here. This is courage, this is boldness, this is going to— when you acknowledge this and accept it and push through it, life is going to change. Push through it, life is going to change. Quickly, very, very quickly. So be ready. Val, see yourself in nature. It feels as if you really are in, um, a place of peace. I'm not gonna say total peace, but for you it's a more peaceful state. Valerie, what sign are you? I don't remember. Air— Aries. Okay, um, are you an Aries-Taurus cusp by any chance? Because I'm feeling a lot of earth energy coming from you. That especially the spring and summer, you being out in nature, uh, as much as possible is really going to ground some things for you. Yeah, it— you just feel a lot more, more in peace versus kind of the Aries fiery energy of, um, what's your date of birth? Uh, Aries-Taurus cusp is if you're right there within the few days of the cycle changing. Um, okay, heat your dreams. Oh, my battery's about to die. Okay, then, um, definitely being out in nature. And grounding is going to be very vital for you to help, um, stabilize that air and fire energy because it feels like it's going to kick up. Nature is going to be your remedy. Um, okay guys, Jeanette, let me get your card because you're over here on YouTube and my laptop's about to die. Heed Your Dreams. Miss Jeanette, I love this card. It is beautiful. You are going through a major change right now. Um, Feels as if, if you allow this process, this change, um, and it— this is a major change for you. But staying out of resistance and doubt and fantasy thinking, but staying in this peaceful knowing that your dreams are coming to pass, working on the internal dialogue work that you need to do to be ready Because your season's about to change. Your winter— and I know obviously we're going from winter to spring here in the northern hemisphere, the northern hemisphere— but what I speak about is this: you've been in a very dark winter season, uh, emotionally. Mentally. That is all about to change. Uh, a lot of rest is needed for you to bring this home for you. All right, you guys, I'm saying goodbye off of YouTube because it's about— my battery's gonna die. Thank you guys for joining me. Namaste. I'm still going to be over on Facebook just for a few more minutes, but I will see you guys later this week. Bye.