Love reading: Whose story is this? You cut the cord but this connection was needed 4 u!

Hey, hey, hey, beautiful heart! What's vibing? All right, I am here to do a new series. This is called Whose Love Story Is This? I have no idea what's gonna come out, so get comfy. Be just as surprised at what comes out of my mouth as me. That's always fun. So let's get into this. Let's see what is going on. If the title brought you in or caught your attention then there's something in this message for you. If you're new to my readings or new to me, you're going to want to stick around till the end because I am not a traditional tarot reader. I'm a metaphysician. I'm also the creator of Your Cells Are Listening, which is a lifestyle program change that deals with you. I teach you how to Become the master of your own thoughts and feelings and go from self-sabotage and lack to creating a life you absolutely love and getting out of your own way. But with all that said, my, um, readings are— I pick up on energy, so energy lately has been switching up through the readings as well. So again, sit down, get comfortable, watch the show. All right, so the overall energy we're starting out with is number 6, third eye chakra. So yeah, um, if you've been having pressure the front of your forehead, um, some headaches there, or it feels like maybe a crown is sitting, um, on that area. Your third eye is opening, um, to a greater degree. Now again, this is a general reading, so everybody's at different places on their timeline, so bear with me here. For some of you, you may be new to awakening and not understanding, you know, what's going on. Third eye chakra. Third eye is your spiritual eye because we live in a 3D realm. The 3D dimension is a plane of demonstration. It's meant for us to demonstrate our divinity. We're not here to please God. We're here to express God. So as we wake up to the matrix programming and all of that, these layers unfold. Third eyes open up. All right, 13, transformation. Yeah, this has been a time of deep transformation. Why has it been so deep? Because the cosmic energy has been set up for us to literally dive in, look at love, relationships, all of that. So yeah, a lot of stuff could be coming up right now. I expect it to. Um, so buckle up, buttercup, hang in. It is going to be a bumpy ride, but it's a phase. You will get through it, I promise you. One of the easiest ways to get— I don't want to say easiest ways, let me watch my words. One of the ways that will make this easier is staying out of frustration and complaining and irritation, because those will bring to you exactly more things to be frustrated, irritated about, and to complain about. You want to stay in gratitude. Gratitude is a completely different vibration, and it will change your world. 'Cause yeah, look at this— Disconnect and Boredom. You could be feeling that, especially for those of you who have been working at this for a little while. And you know, you've been feeling the change, you've been clearing stuff. You keep thinking, God, this keeps coming up. I thought I already dealt with it, yada yada. It's not that you didn't deal with it. We have a multi-body system. We have to clear it on the multi-body, and things in layers. So guys, you know, again, depending on where you are, altered ego will always bring up that test to say, you know, are you sure? Are you sure you believe your new truth? Are you sure? So it really is mastering your thoughts and your words. And the way— actually, the way to disconnect from that lower vibrational energy is hitting back with your truth. What you feel, you make real, but words qualify, feelings activate. All right, Seven of Swords in reverse, Six of Swords upright, Seven of Cups. Um, I feel this Seven of Swords— okay, I'm going to read. I'm getting two, two different things here, so they could go hand in hand. You take the energy and apply it in your life how you need to. I'm going to read it one way and then read it the other. So Seven of Swords in reverse, this is my sneaky sneaky meeky card. Um, this for me is an ego card, a manipulation card. Of course it's lying, cheating, all of that. But the other thing is, this could be you. You could have been gaslighting yourself, lying to yourself. We do it all the time. Our altered ego loves to romanticize our own vain imaginings. Um, so for those of you that this is resonating with, this full moon energy is here to help you push through, release the old stories, the old lies, because basically they were lies. They weren't your truths that you're not lovable, you're not worthy, you know, all of that. You are moving away from that. Look, you got a big heart on your back. You're like, yeah, you know what, I'm getting on this self-love train. Look, Seven of Cups. This is— this could be confusion because you have many different options. You may not be able to see clearly this new path, not sure what to pick. For some of you, you know life is about to change. You know opportunities are coming in, but they haven't shown up yet. So you could be in this discontent and boredom because it hasn't manifested yet. Remember, God, Source, the universe is never late. It's always perfect timing. It may not align with the time frame you set up, so you gotta drop your idea of time and how things should be working out. Okay, the other way I could read this is you— this transformation, you were almost like pushed into it, and dealing with certain people, you found out truths. You found out about the betrayals. You found out the shit people were doing behind your back in the dark. This could be a lover, it could be friends, it could be family. Hell, for some of you it's all of the above. Um, guys, we need to let it go because here's the thing: everybody's trying to figure life out. We attract people to us based on our vibration. So if you had been lying and gaslighting yourself and not looking at things, you're going to attract people who do that as well. So now, um, you're moving away from that situation. I do feel that you have cut the energetic ties, um, whoever or whomever had you in this. You're— you basically took these swords and went, nope, I'm cutting you off. You no longer have access to me. And you're moving away. You're not looking back. You're not thinking about it. You're like, nope, I have to choose me. I've been choosing other people for way too long. It is now my turn. Now, this card, I'm still gonna read it the same. You don't know where you're going yet. You might be flying a little blind. That's okay. Get comfortable with that. Intuition and hunches, which are the same thing— that is intuition— they don't come with an instruction booklet. They don't come with a guide. They don't come with a map. They don't come with GPS. You get a hunch and you are to act on that hunch. No questioning required. The moment you question it boom, altered ego jumps in, is like, hey, thank you for welcoming me to the party, and it steals your power. Anytime we get into intellect or altered ego, we give away our power to it, and then we end up more confused. For those of you who left relationships, release resentment Give out forgiveness in abundance. Why? Because when you do that, you are going to open up your channels. You have new relationships coming in, new opportunities for money. A whole new world is ready to open up for you because you're going through this transformation. You know, with these three up here at the top, I'm also picking up that, um, some of you might have wanted to get off this train, not push through, because it has been so overwhelming. Transformations aren't easy. You know, technically, life is not a Disney film. You're not going to get a fairy godmother's gonna come and wave a magic wand, bippity boppity boo, and you are transformed. No, transformation comes after doing the inner work. After— and the inner work is hard. Why is it hard? Because it's you with you. You facing all the lies that you've been told and that you bought into, that stirs up a lot of feelings. Let go of any resentment and any unforgiveness, because you are transforming. You no longer need that. You are being called to really bring into balance, you know, your life. Is your life 50% spirituality and 50%, you know, the physical world? If not, Make that a goal. Spirituality, that could be whatever, you know, different modalities, whatever, but it's all about bringing you back to source, bringing you back to God, learning the truth, the universal laws. Guys, for those of you who have religion in your background and the Bible just didn't sit right with you or what have you, you know that there's another meaning. In case you haven't heard it, let me tell you, Jesus was the greatest metaphysician of all time. The Bible was meant to be interpreted metaphysically. So for those of you struggling with this spirituality aspect, feeling guilty or afraid because of religious dogma that the esoteric, the occult, all of that is bad and evil. It's not. It's metaphysical, and it's literally the path that you are supposed to be walking. It is the truth. It leads you back to divinity. It leads you back to the one universal law, that law being love. Religion That root word is religio. It's Latin. It means to hold into bondage. Religion is about dogma, man-made dogma. There is no God anywhere judging you. God is love. God is perfection. That is what you were made of, in the image and likeness. So that's a whole nother thing. I have different series on that. And I will be resuming my spiritual tea time for those of you who enjoyed that series, and I will be going through and talking about the metaphysical interpretations because the kingdom of God, it's not a place. It's not heaven, it's not utopia, it's not paradise. When Jesus said that, he was talking about the kingdom being the realm of perfect Thoughts, higher mind, tearing down of strongholds, the walls of strongholds. Those are your thoughts. All right, moving on. Somebody apparently needed to hear that because I don't know where that came from. Okay, the Magician, the Hermit, Seven of Wands, and the Devil. So yeah, you are this Magician. You are creating your future. You are creating your tomorrows. How do you do that? You do that in the now. The Magician has all the tools. The Magician knows, knows the metaphysical laws, knows how to alchemize. I don't care if that's emotions, thoughts, feelings Or, you know, um, turning a penny into gold, whatever. It's the principles behind it. You, wherever you're at in your journey, you have enough knowledge right now to manifest what you want. You're always manifesting. For those of you that are dealing with shitty experiences or circumstances right now, those— yeah, you manifested those. And before you get all pissed off, just hear me out, Dorothy, hear me out, okay? We are creator beings. That's our natural state. The issue with manifesting and creating what we want is we've been following a counterfeit program, fake laws, human laws, the Matrix, all designed to keep you stuck and unhappy and away from the truth. Why? You discover this truth and you start creating your world, which is higher vibration, creating out of love, you will make an impact not only on you but others. That's what the Matrix doesn't want. Everything you need to create is within you. Um, I do feel you are in hermit mode right now. These black hot air balloons for me represent different limiting beliefs and thoughts. You are really holding up your internal lantern and asking asking yourself, are these thoughts really serving me? And you're letting them go. You have your walls, your defenses up. That's not a bad thing. You are not letting anybody's opinion or dirty energy come in right now. And that's good because this is a time for you. There's a lot of temptation to go back to old thoughts, old ways of being, old places, people. You could be doing a lot of reminiscing right now too. All right. Somebody here in the love department manifested a connection that you thought was a divine counterpart. I feel that there was a disconnection in this connection, and that puts you into this Hermit mode with your defenses up. Um, you discovered that there was a lot of codependent energy, toxic behaviors, or toxic energy this connection brought out in you as well. You're saying no to the chaos, the arguments, the fights. Excuse me, I'm about to sneeze, I think. Oh my goodness, I am sorry, allergies are going bonkers today. Um, yeah, you are transforming your world. You are literally like stepping through a platform or a portal. Yeah. Whoa, okay, a bunch of cards just fell on the floor. Actually, it was two. Yeah, see, this is that duality energy I've been picking up. Leaving this connection or this person wasn't easy. However, It really led you back to you. You saw their— you saw their toxic traits, and you saw how it affected you and how easily you aligned with that. You did see a family with this person. I feel like you cut this person off. I do. I feel that you— this got to be too much. You decided you want peace. And stability. And whatever went down, you had a light bulb moment and you realized, you know what, I got to do this for myself. I need to cut ties to any of this toxicity because I don't want that in my life anymore. And that had you in this Queen of Cups in reverse energy, emotionally spent. All over the place. A lot of crying, confusion. Like, it's— I feel as if it puts you in the state of, like, literally emotionally manipulating yourself. What do I mean by that? This connection just mind-fucked you. It's really what it was. But see, there was a purpose for that. Why? Because it made you really go within and look, take an inventory. What is it that you really want to create? What type of lifestyle do you want to live? What type of family? What type, you know, um I literally feel that in this energy you decided, no, I'm not doing this for anyone else anymore. I am not going to lower my vibration to help somebody and bring them up, because that's a pattern for you. In doing that, you are detaching. You're setting yourself free from this energy that has followed you since childhood. You were somebody— could have, um, been raised by narcissists, or lack of, um, love or attention, not feeling seen or heard. Um, you could have been the one that needed to walk on eggshells or really kind of make other people feel okay because you were always reading energy, but you didn't realize that, and somehow it always got turned around onto you. This connection brought all of that to the forefront, and you said no, no more, no more, no more. And it's pushing you into this whole new transformation. Yeah, this has been a long time coming. This has taken a while. You know, slow and steady does win the race. I feel like this Knight of Pentacles, um, energy— you were really waiting on somebody to to do what they said they were gonna do, level up. And you got tired of it because look, he's just leisurely walking, taking his time. He's got a horse right here, he's got a stallion. He could quick jump on that and Geronimo, he's out of there and rush in and make those changes. But no, he's walking just— I'll get there. When I get there, this person will be there waiting for me. But you done switched up. You said, no, I'm no longer waiting on anybody to come in and give me love or give me what I need. Hails to the no. I am a being of love. It is my natural birthright. So you leveled up and you gave it to yourself. Guess what? Let's open the door. Keep your focus on your transformation, because as you do, I'm telling you New love is coming in. Look, you got the Lovers in two different decks. Page of Swords. I apologize if you can hear my cockatoo screaming down there to get my attention. The Page of Swords and the Lovers. I do feel that this person, the person you disconnected from, is still watching you. Um, I feel like they— okay, they're— the connection was legitimate. It would— it came together so you both could heal and grow first amongst yourself. This other person, tell me more about this other person. The energy of the other person that my collective is connecting with. Tell me more about the Devil here. They don't want to talk, man. They don't want to talk. Come on, Spirit. All of you and none of me. Show me the cards I need to see. One more. One more about this Devil. Tell me more about this Devil. What is Miss Dominatrix doing here? Nothing wrong with Dominatrix, that's just what she looks like, so that's what I'm saying. Nobody take offense. I do feel this other, this other energy, um I do feel they want to come back in and take a leap of faith with you and start over, but they can't because they are coming from ego and Here's the thing, they're holding on to you and your energy, but they're not giving you anything in return. They are in this Page of Swords energy, and when you guys connect, whether it's via text, email, phone call, in person, whatever the hell it is, it throws you off. You become very ungrounded. Your finances start to take a hit. Tell me more about the Fool. If this is your energy, like, you know, you want to take this leap and go in a new direction, but you're kind of holding the door or hopes open for this other person that's holding you back. Yeah, it's holding you back, um, not making any choices. Communication will be coming in. I do feel it'll be coming in after the full moon. But I'm not picking up in this reading that this person's energy has really changed in comp— in comparison to yours. I'm not saying they're not doing the work and they're not changing. I just don't see or feel that they're doing it as as fast as you are, but they don't want to lose you, so they want to keep you hanging on. So they come in and out, but they really don't have anything to offer you but empty words and promises. But when they do come in and connect with you, they take some of your energy. That throws you into this Queen of Pentacles. It robs from you. They're not giving you anything but empty promises. Yep, Runner. I don't feel this time is going to be any different. I do feel this is going to be a test for you. Have you really, um, made the choice to choose you? And get out of this energy and level up, go through this transformation for you, because on the other side of this transformation is your dream life. Family concerns. Yeah, self-worth. Something in your past, your family really, um created this energetic pattern that hit you. Your self-worth, that's something you have always been battling or struggling to really feel your self-worth and own it. I feel like you've been the runner in your own life, running away from the amazing beautiful person that you really are. This transformation has really pressed you in all different ways. The overall advice, the best thing you can do at this time is keep going forward with your spirituality. You got the human down, you've got being a human down to a T. Now you want to Move from that human mind and into the divine mind. Your cells are listening. What are you saying? Your cells are always listening. You've got disease, lack, um, issues going on in your life. I can trace them all back to your own inner dialogue. At the cellular level. When we store lower vibrational energies, especially like resentment— for those of you dealing with any type of autoimmune diseases or any type of rheumatoid issues, ask yourself, do you have any unresolved resentment going on internally, subconsciously, because resentment creates acid in the body and it will out-picture in our life joint issues, muscle issues, ulcers, um, gastronomical issues. Basically, literally, you know, for those of you that has some physical things, medical things going on, number one, let me say, here comes a disclaimer, I am not a medical doctor. I am a Phd. I'm a metaphysician. So if you've already been to the doctor, multiple doctors, they can't figure out what's wrong with you but your body is breaking down and acting out these symptoms. It's at your cellular level. It's your thoughts and your feelings. The feeling of the struggle creates the struggle because what, what I feel I make real. So if that part is really resonating with you, reach out, book a session with me. Guys, I have right now for this super full moon, um, a full moon special. That's a reading, uh, but I can go in and look at the roots and things like that. Um, that price for that reading, you can find it on my website under monthly specials, is only good until 2 days after the full moon. So until June 16th, but you can book for whenever. I also have the truth treatments. That is where I will look at the root, the cellular level, and your inner dialogue and give you power statements back and things that you can start using to change your world, help you through this transformation, help you go in the forward momentum and not bring more of the past into the future. Because you don't want that. You're done with the past. You've already lived it. It literally has nothing else for you. All right, beautiful heart, I hope this gave you some insight and some clarity. Um, for those of you that cut the cords and are moving away from this person, remember, it's energy. This has done wonders for you. Keep moving forward. Allow this transformation. Love is coming. It's just waiting for you to become a vibrational match to it. All right, beautiful heart, as always, I am sending you oceans and oceans of love from my heart to yours. Namaste. Bye-bye.