Navigating this energy requires you to keep moving -- don't build a hotel in your own bs!

Hey, hey, hey, beautiful heart! What's vibing today? I hope this video finds you doing well. We have come through a huge, um, energy wave between a full moon, a full lunar eclipse, 11:11 portal, Uranus in retrograde, Mars in retrograde. There's a lot going on. So let's take a peek and see what is up. All right, it's very, very cold where I am at this morning, waking up. I believe it was 29 degrees, 30 degrees, something like that. Uh, so even with the heater on, the fireplace on, the My hands and my nose and ears are very, very cold, so bear with me, guys. All right, love, praise, and gratitude, glory and grace. We had an amazing, um, conversation and discussion Sunday, um, during the VIP lounge. Regarding remorse. And not remorse in maybe what we traditionally think of remorse, but the root energy of remorse and how when we're in our own head, an altered ego kicks up and that altered ego conversation is going on. Uh, you may not even realize a lot of what you think, feel, and do is rooted in this remorse. Remorse meaning how— what exactly am I talking about? How is it coming up in the energy in this context? When we start having that inner dialogue of I shoulda, coulda, woulda, I wish it, you know, I wish I hadn't said that, or I should have done this, you know, all those different types of situations. Aside from judgment, guilt, blame, and shame, let's strip it back even further. All of that energy is remorse. And on the spiritual awakening journey, we have many different awakenings. It's not just a one-and-done type of thing because we are infinite beings. In an infinite universe. Yet we get in our own way because we forget, and we try to process spiritual things that really need to be processed with the heart and the intuition. We try to process it through the intellect, the mind, thinking our way through. But as I, as I've been teaching for a while now, that the intellect, the mind, that is monkey mind, altered ego's playground. Um, so if you're trying to, you know, filter things through that playground, you're bringing in all that old energy. But we can carry this remorse and not even realize it's remorse. Once you have that recognition that that's what's going on, don't drop into analyzation and get back into your head. Just recognize it, acknowledge it, and go, oh, you know what, I need to let that go, um, because guess what? It played out the way that it played out. You can't go back to that. All you have is the now moment. And if you want to make a difference in your future from what you've had in your past, you have to make that conscious choice, that conscious decision to release that remorse. Really forgive yourself. As you guys know, the last couple of weeks in almost every reading, especially with the inner child healing cards, the same dang card keeps coming up, and that's about self-forgiveness, um, and self-love. Well, we can sit there and intellectually say, oh yeah, I've forgiven myself, I've forgiven myself, but yet carry that unforgiveness if we're entertaining in our minds the coulda, woulda, shoulda. So hopefully somebody out there needed to hear that. All right, number 48: Be courageous. Truth conquers all. And it does. So tying this into what I was just talking about Having that courage to look at things truthfully, pulling back those veils, looking at ourselves truthfully. And I know that's not easy to do at first. Once it becomes a habit, it's much easier. But at this stage, getting gut-level honest with oneself is intense and it is huge. But in doing that, no longer lying to yourself, Letting go of that remorse really is a huge step forward into freedom. Number 49: Keep the vigil. Justice will triumph. What does that mean? This for me is hold on to your truth no matter what it looks like on the outside, no matter what the experiences are. It's so easy for us to create different stories around our experiences and not allow the truth to fully organically reveal itself, especially when our truth flies in the face against all odds or what everybody's saying. Example. And for those of you who don't like hearing the stories or whatever, then, you know, by all means exercise your right to exit stage left, pop off this video. I am not the reader for you. You're only going to create more struggle and strife in your life if you're watching these videos and you're over there in judgment. About how I speak, what I share, where you think I'm at in my path, all of that. Here's the thing, I don't give a fuck what you think. I don't. You want to watch these and get triggered, then that's what— that's on you. That's what you need. But keep your shitty energy, vibrations, attitude, and comments to yourself. So back to this, speaking your truth, keeping that vigil of your truth. You are the only person who can speak life or death into your body. Um, nobody else can. Other people can project their energy towards you, but it can't affect you unless you're taking it on and sitting in it, rehearsing it. Then you're making it your energy, you're taking it on as your truth. I did not have one person in my life at the time that I was facing all the different diseases and my body was breaking down, not one person to tell me it'll be okay or face your truth, what is your truth. I didn't have any of that. It was all more, you know, the doctor says this, you'll never get better, it's only going to get worse, the best you could do is manage your symptoms, yada yada. That was not good enough for me. That was my truth. I didn't try to make that truth for anybody else but me. Was it easy? No, especially after starting down this path and the body really acting out. What I didn't understand at that time was that was part of the release, but time after time there were different experiences and circumstances that showed up for me that I could have gone back on my truth, that I could have just said, nope, this is just how it is. For me, that wasn't an option. I kept the vigil. I knew one day justice would prevail. I knew one day my truth that was not visible in the tangible world yet But I was doing that inner work day in, day out, month after month, year after year. But I held that visual. What was the outcome? Body healing, life healing. I made— I proved to myself this is true. It changed my world many times. Every day I was given an opportunity to give up, not push forward. I turned my stubbornness into a stepping stone. I turned it into a superpower. I was so stubborn that I was going to be healed. Nothing was going to stop me. I knew, I knew the content, I knew the probabilities, the outcomes, blah blah blah. I was at that point in my life that I said, you know what, The outlook doesn't look favorable anyways. I could roll over and just accept it and make the best, or I could fight back and say, no, that is not my truth. That is not how I'm going to live my life. That is not how I'm going out. That was the choice I made that set me on a path, the hardest, most intense path I have ever been on in my life. But I stuck with it because I said, I'm either going to prove this right or I'm going to lose my body. Either way, something had to change. That was my truth. I'm not saying that to be your truth. What I'm saying is whatever truth you have for your life or you want for your life, you hold on to that until it physically manifests. Okay, 19: accept the opportunity that is offered. When you are moving, um, in divine consciousness by intuition, um, and by being tapped in, opportunity always presents itself, but it rarely presents itself exactly how you think it's going to. So this is where if we let monkey mind, we start analyzing or overthinking the opportunities, we self-sabotage and we talk ourselves out of it. This is about moving into that area of trusting intuition. For those of you who are just like, but I don't know how to trust my intuition, yada yada yada, take a deep breath. Intuition is not an audible voice in your mind. Remember I said the mind, the intellect, is monkey mind's playground. It is altered ego sandbox. Intuition doesn't reside there. It resides in your heart. It's a still small voice, a knowing that you take action on. And look, you are about to take action. This Knight of Wands, you are off in a new direction. You are no longer allowing the betrayals and the heartbreaks, third-party energy, uh, feeling second best, all of that. You're no longer sitting in that diaper. You're saying, yeah, you know what, this stuff happened, but It also changed my life for the better. I'm going in a new direction with this Strength card. You are gaining your strength and courage through this pain. This is a new cycle. A cycle is coming to an end and you are stepping into a new cycle. And guys, hear me and hear me well, right before you step into that new cycle, all hell comes against you. It all comes at you, makes it appear like you're not doing the work or it's never going to happen. The majority of people quit right before their breakthrough. Don't be that person that gets 5 minutes away from their breakthrough and you give up to the thoughts in your mind because you're tired, you're overwhelmed. When's it going to happen? You haven't seen it happen yet. You've been seeing the signs all along. You're just not allowing yourself to accept it or even celebrate it because it's not a big aha change. Stop waiting for a big huge outside manifestation for you to believe it to be real. It starts on the inside first, then manifests on the outside. So yeah, don't get distracted by shiny object syndrome, too many opportunities or choices, or too much fantasy. Page of Swords, um, get very honest with yourself. I feel that there's an area you don't want to look at, but you know you need to look at. How do you know what it's— what I'm talking about, or what this is for you? This isn't something you're not aware of. This is something you've been in resistance about. I feel it's because you don't know the answer, what to do, but this is what you need to focus on. This is a stumbling block to your new foundation, to your happiness. I really do feel it's a limiting belief, um, So has to do with your worth, your value, and your purpose. All right, Spirit, let's get an Infinite Oracle card to wrap this up. Abundance is Near. Yeah, what was— remember what I said, don't give up. 5 minutes before the breakthrough. Whoops. Signs from nature. I also said you've been getting a lot of signs, but you've been ignoring them. Can't ignore this anymore. You deal with this, whatever this blockage is for you, you then get in alignment with what you want to manifest, and that's when it starts to show up. It's about getting into a vibrational alignment. Um, for many of you, this does have to deal with family, family concerns. Just know, as you change, the energy around you changes. All right guys, I hope you got something out of that. As always, I am sending you oceans and oceans of love from my heart to yours. Namaste. Bye-bye.