In this weekly YouTube energy reading, the host begins with a public service announcement warning viewers about scammers impersonating her and explains how to obtain legitimate sessions via a PinSite link, noting that her waitlist has been cleared. She then conducts a tarot/oracle spread featuring four cards: Caterpillar (Opportunity), Watchers (Transpersonal), Dream Thief (Refusal of the Call), and Straddling Worlds (Wandering Between Realms). The Caterpillar card emphasizes the need to prepare for opportunities during stagnant periods through inner work and shadow work. The Watchers card urges self‑responsibility, monitoring thoughts and feelings, and making conscious choices. The Dream Thief card highlights resistance, analysis paralysis, and the importance of confronting what one refuses to see. The Straddling Worlds card describes the discomfort of existing between 3D and 5D vibrations, encouraging trust in intuition and the journey of unlearning “Matrix” conditioning. She then interprets three reversed cards—The Fool, Nine of Cups, and Eight of Swords—signaling doubt, energetic setbacks, and mental battles, followed by an upright Six of Pentacles indicating balanced reciprocity and the need to focus energy on those who give back. The reading concludes with astrological timing: the pre‑shadow phase of Saturn’s 14‑week retrograde cycle beginning now, with Saturn retrograde slated for June 18, and two first‑quarter moons (Libra and Aries) urging heart‑mind alignment and stepping into personal power. Throughout, the tone is instructional, supportive, and empathetic, encouraging viewers to take responsibility for their growth, let go of limiting beliefs, and prepare for upcoming cosmic shifts.
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Hey, hey, hey, beautiful heart! What's vibing today? All right, here we go. Let's take a look at the energy for this week. Let's see if this week follows last week. What do I mean by that? Well, started off with one reading and each day it was like part 2, part 3. It was a continuation, so I loved it. I'm here for it. I know you guys loved it. The Private messages, the amount of them has been, um, has been amazing. So let's go, let's see what we're doing this week. I'm here for it, whatever it is. Guys, just a friendly public service announcement, gotta say it because scammers are about pretending to be me and other healers and energy readers. Do not be fooled. I will never, ever, ever in the history of never reach out to you and offer my services. I do not work that way. Um, it's not my style. One, I'm way too busy for that. With that said, um, my waitlist has been cleared. Everybody who, um, has purchased their sessions from me, all of that, they were finished up this weekend, so they will be, um, going out today. So look for that. All right, you guys, with that said, I will never reach out to you. You want a session, um, with me, the only way to get that is in the description box below using my PinSite link. So, all right, here we go, starting out with number 4, Caterpillar, Opportunity. Number 60, Watchers, transpersonal. Number 13, Dream Thief, refusal of the call. And 52, Straddling Worlds, wandering between realms. Holy moly, I'm not taking those because one, it was a bunch and I hadn't called on them yet. So number 4, Caterpillar. Opportunity. I love this card. It's a beautiful card and the energy off of it. Here's the thing about opportunity, guys. Are you prepared for opportunity in the times, in the downtimes, or the times that seem to be stagnant where things aren't moving, but you're doing the inner work, um, you're wanting to manifest, you're wanting to call things in Are you seeing that as the prepping ground, the time to get prepared for the opportunities? Here's where a lot of people fall short. They call things in, they want to manifest things, they feel it, they see it— that's great— but they forget there's a preparation time. Manifesting, learning to manifest, um, consistently— there's the key. Living a life of amazing manifestations doesn't just happen overnight. It takes a lot of practice and a lot of work. What type of practice? What type of work? The inner work. Looking at your shadow self, getting out of your own way. To be able to see— if you can see on the card all these different eyes— to be able to see the opportunities and to be able to take advantage of those opportunities when they come in, you have to be prepared and ready. You get prepared and ready in the downtime. So you got to ask yourself, are you ready? Transpersonal watchers, are you watching everything you think, feel, say, and do? Are you being self-responsible? Are you taking the steps necessary when the old habits, old beliefs, limiting thoughts— the 5 human habits coming up Are you able to recognize that and say, you know what, this is my opportunity to make a different choice? That's what that's talking about. Inch by inch, it's a cinch. The more you practice making different choices, look, you rise up, more light comes in. That's the name of the game. Number 13, Dream Thief, Refusal of the Call. All right, where are you holding back? Where are you resisting? Where are you still questioning? Where are you in your head analyzing, analyzing, analyzing? What is your why? Why are you not Stepping up to the call, guys. Remember, this is a general reading. I know, I know, I know my readings, my general readings feel like personal readings. I get that, but it's not. But each of you need to take the energy as it comes out, flip it, smack it, rub it down, put it wherever you need to put it. But remember, this is general. So what area are you refusing to look at and own. Number 52, Straddling Worlds, Wandering Between Realms. This is a very uncomfortable phase in the seasons, no, no two ways about it. When you're straddling both worlds, um, guys, there's a purpose to it. You're learning to read the energy, you're learning contrast. The 3D realm is a completely different vibration than the 5D realm. When you have one foot in each realm, yeah, it gets a bit rocky, turbulent, unstable, because it's two very different vibrations. It's needed so you can learn that energy, learn to trust your intuition. Guys, everything that, um, I teach you is about the most important relationship you will ever have, and that is with you. Learning to love yourself, learning to be kind to yourself, learning to trust your gut. Because here's the thing, most of us have lived lives where we have been surrounded by people who have gaslit us. For who cares the reason, doesn't— that doesn't even matter. We learned Matrix life. Now we need to unlearn it. To learn to unlearn Matrix living and life and beliefs is this journey that you're on back to self, back to authenticity, back to truth. It is not easy. It is the hardest journey you will ever take. If anybody has ever told you spiritual awakening is easy they lied to you. It's not. It's painful, it stretches you, it's intense, it doesn't happen just once, but it is the greatest thing you will ever go through. When you get to that other side, you are a whole new being. There is a goal, there is a light at the end of the tunnel, and no, it's not a train coming to run you over. But what— how you think about it, how you feel about it, is really what guides you. Your thoughts and your feelings— one's your steering wheel, one's your gas pedal. If you've been with me for any length of time, you know the answers to that. What is your steering wheel? What is your gas pedal? Steering wheel is your thoughts. Gas pedal is your feelings. So that's the name of this game— balancing it, self-responsibility, owning all of it, getting to decide what you like and what you don't like. And what you don't like, you can change. What you do like, you can improve on. My readings are designed to help you. Yes, I can tell you energy about the other person, all of that, but ultimately I will always coach and counsel you on you. You cannot change anybody, you can only change yourself. As you change yourself, those around you change, the energy changes. So yeah, all right, and looky, looky, looky, look at what we're starting out with. I've got 3 cards in reverse, 1 in the upright. So the 3 in reverse: The Fool, Nine of Cups, Eight of Swords. Are you okay? Overall, it looks like you are, but this almost feels like somebody here with this time change Feels like you've taken some energetic hits. I feel like you were starting to move forward, um, in a more balanced way, but it feels like some sort of energy came up and pulled the rug out from under you. Now, um, you're sitting in this energy of not sure if you should take that leap of faith, if you should keep going forward. You do have your mind on your money and money on your mind. Um, I'm sorry, this is Six of Pentacles. Did I say Nine of Pentacles? Six of Pentacles. Um, this is equal reciprocity, equal give and take. You are now here, you are approaching this week, um, I like that energy. Again, I'm seeing the doubt, I'm feeling the doubt and fear, but under all of that, you're still holding on strong to— I'm only giving to people, places, situations, and things that give back to me. You're no longer pouring out energy in hopes of getting it returned. Those that haven't returned it, you literally are putting them on ice, so to speak, meaning you're not giving them any of your attention. I do feel that this was sort of a mental battle for you, an emotional battle to get you to this point, but you are choosing you. It does feel like you're sitting with something. There's a false belief going on within you that's not allowing you to move forward today. I think you know what it is. I think you really just need, um, you need to let go of something because you're refusing to let go of a belief or a pattern so that you can move forward. Only you know what it is. All right, let's just wrap this up. Okay. This week, um, today starts the pre-shadow phase of Saturn going retrograde. Guys, this is a big transition. This pre-shadow phase is 14 weeks long. Did you hear me? So, um, this is all about, you know, self-awareness, self-responsibility, um, those types of energies. So you're getting a big cosmic boost. Saturn goes into retrograde in June, I think June 18th. So there is some time to get yourself, um, straightened out here. All right, keep your heart open. First quarter moon in Libra. Yeah, keep your heart open. It was never your heart that led you astray, it was your mind. You've had it twisted way too long. Step into your power. First quarter moon in Aries. Very interesting, both first quarter moons. All right, you guys, I hope you got something out of that. As always, I am sending you oceans and oceans of love from my heart to yours. Namaste and Adonai, Adonai, Adonai.
