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Hey, hey, hey, beautiful heart! What's vibing? Dr. Denae Arias here, the Awakening Doctor, back to do an energy reading. There's lots of amazing cosmic energy going on. We've got Venus that just went retrograde, and there's some other things going on. But anyways, I have missed you. I know it's been a while, um, so lots of things have been going on. So you life happens and we all got to take care of life. So with that said, I'm back. Let's jump in. Let's see what is going on. What is going on underneath? What is alter ego up to? Um, and what do you need to know today? So I'm going to start out using, um, this new deck. It is called Dark Reflections. I absolutely love this deck, um, and I use it to go right into the subconscious. Let's talk with altered ego. What is going on? And learning the contrast. So let's see what's this story. Starting out, King of Pentacles, Ace of Swords reversed, Two of Wands reversed, and Three of Swords reversed. Very interesting. This energy feels— this feels as if you're trying to do something new, whether it's see something in a new way, do something new. But the inner dialogue, or the subconscious dialogue here, is gaslighting. Maybe making it— maybe it's not full-blown gaslighting, it's excuse-making, um, telling some sort of story. But not doing anything about it to change. So this is an energy of what's coming is like fake it till you make it. So feel into it, feel in it, be in it. But underneath, the energy is doubtful. There's a lot of doubt, questioning, um, not believing it yourself, not sure. It's, it's a— it's that uncomfortable phase when You're passionate about doing something, going somewhere, some person, whatever. You're happy about learning new passions, but it's like almost reaching your potential, not fully reaching the potential because of some doubts going on or the past, because you have already— so whoever this is resonating for. You've already faced the root of this, this heartache, heartbreak, betrayal, pain, whatever. You faced it before. I feel as if As much as you want this change, you're fearing this change, but yet you're not telling yourself the truth about it. I feel like there's a lot of excuse making, and what's really happening is you're not addressing things head on. I think you're telling yourself you are, but you're not. In other words, you're bystepping it. Sidestep— by stepping— sidestepping it, um, pushing it down, distracting yourself with other things not to look at it. So nothing's changing, which is validating that old altered ego fear-based energy that nothing's going to change, and you know, you are this— this is just how it's gonna be type of thing. Okay, so with all that said, that's the subconscious energy playing out. This could resonate for each of you in different ways, as it should. You are a unique being on your own unique journey. We are all on the same journey but we're in different phases. Some of you, you know, this could be work. Some of you, friends, family. Some of you, spouse or a lover. Just some of you, it's just you with you. Get in where you fit in, but never take a story or the energy and try to manipulate it to fit your situation. You never want to do that. And all I do, I don't predict, I don't tell you what's going to happen. I read the energy, I read the story. I am an energy reader. I always have been since I was little. I understand energy. I've studied it my whole life. I read the energy, I interpret the energy, and then I tell you the story of what I see. You have your free will. All right, yeah, you're going through a foundational change, a foundational shift, um Massive change is happening for you, and you like it, as you should. It is really good energy. It's taken a lot to get here. Um, I still feel that— I feel that that subconscious energy that is coming up, you're noticing you're responding different. You're seeing it different. You're not reacting like you used to. For those who I'm— whose energy I'm tapping into, whose storyline is this? Um, because the other storyline to this, the other side of this energy, if you have been running from your thoughts, your emotions, or you have been um, really thinking on the old energy and how things aren't really changing for you, um, or how this new situation feels just like it was in the past. If you're more— if your attention is more on the past, then your experiences in your tomorrows are going to reflect more of the past. It's the universal law, it's how it works. This energy is literally here. These situations are happening— not— I, I know it feels like it's happening to you, they're happening for you so you can go within, question all of your beliefs, your thoughts around whatever this is, and ask for truths to be revealed. So you can grow. Now back to the group that I was talking about before where this really just resonates with you. You have been doing this work. Yeah, doubt shows up every now and now and again, but you're really getting a handle on it. Um, there you are going through a Tower moment, but this Tower moment, moment is challenging you to move out of your, out of your head, more into your heart, because that's where your answers are. And this is like that jolt that you needed to cut through the BS. This, this Tower moment is for your good. And for those of you who have been following me for a while and know that I teach you not to qualify things good or bad, this, that, or the other, but to see the bigger picture in everything, um, you are stepping into this energy of allowing your heart to lead., and you're coming through that phase where it's a bit wobbly, it's a bit uncomfortable because you're no longer aligning with who you were energetically in the sense of how— whether you analyze things, saw things, believe things, you're just not in resonance with that anymore. But you're not quite sure of what the new is and if it could be trusted. The overall message here is the more you stay in your mind, the more you try to think your way through this, the more stumbling blocks you're going to have. So if you're somebody who feels like, yes, that's me, but this keeps happening, this keeps happening, it feels like stumbling blocks or road speed bumps, things like that, You're getting, you're getting in your own way because there's old energy you're focused on that you are focused on in the now, whether you are worried about it, concerned that it happens again. If you're saying, I don't want that to happen, when you do that, when you say, I don't want, or this isn't what I want to happen, blah blah, You are putting your attention on what you don't want. Guess what's going to manifest quicker? What you don't want. The universe isn't here to decipher. It doesn't have the magic 8-ball, shakes it up and go, oh, Sally Sue over there says she doesn't want this, she's had enough of that experience, don't send me this. But she resonates with that energy of what she doesn't want. She hasn't sent forth a new energy of what she does want, so I just gotta send her more of what she doesn't want. That's what she's focused on, so let's give her that. That's how it works. So if you already know what you don't want, good, you know it. Stop thinking about it. Don't think about it. You cannot afford to think about it. Because what you think about, you bring about. Why? How can I say what you think about, you bring about, but yet my whole motto is what you feel, you make real? Feelings are magnetic. They magnetize to you what you feel faster than what you think. But you have a thought, then a feeling comes up and matches that thought. Now you have a thought form. Now you've got manifestation. Okay, I could go much deeper. Not doing that on this reading. Um, we did touch about it a bit on the podcast today. Oh, this one's good. It's juicy, juicy, juicy. I encourage you to listen to it. Um, masculine energy shadow, self-sabotage, it's, it's all in there. This is a conversation with Gen X and Gen Z as, um, break down human consciousness and self-mastery. The links will be down below so you can pop over there and listen, especially if this is resonating. Anyways, um, yeah, this old— the old habits, the old energy. For me, in this deck, this card is 100% altered ego. Look at it. It's so enticing. It's enticing. It's easy. It's available. It's there. Why? Because you've had a lot of experience with this, whatever this is for you. I'm speaking about the old energy, altered ego, the temptation to fall back on what has been, especially if what you're experiencing now feels a little bit like back then. It's so easy to jump back into those thoughts. That's the trap. Don't fall for the trap. Do not fall for it. You can't afford it. I like it. Five of Swords in reverse. You are recognizing when monkey mind is going, when altered ego is there, when you're being lured in to the old energy. Your body feels it. Your body is always talking to you. This— when you learn how to read your body language, read what your body is saying, read the different things that go on, whether it's tight muscles, headaches, tiredness, pain, joint, whatever, disease. When you understand energy, you understand yourself, your thoughts, your feelings, how your body is always out picturing that inner dialogue, that your cells are always listening, they're recording everything and it plays out in your experience. That if you don't like what you're experiencing, you can absolutely change it. And it starts with what you're thinking and it goes from there. You, you know this. You are going through this foundational change. You've got it. I just feel like this is an old habit that comes up and wants to lure you back. Literally, like, what? Hey baby, what's popping? Just give me your hand, come on, we'll go have some fun. A bit mesmerizing, a bit tempting. You want to go? Don't do it. You've already been there. You've already ridden that bike. You've already tasted that flavor. Yeah, no.— it's not going to be different. Why? Because it's energy, and your body will already have reactions. Your body stores that dense energy. This is all about a new journey. I feel like you're ready. But at some level you're trying to talk yourself out of it, whether that's, you know, whatever, however that's going on for you. Now's not the time to be in your head thinking things through. This is the time to follow your heart. You have already been preparing for this. Let your heart lead the way. It's time for your intellect to take a back seat. And what I mean by that, let me put that into context, is you already know you talk yourself out of your own miracles. You'll ask for signs, um, validation you're on the right path. Those signs come in, then you doubt that, then you question that, then you want another sign. Honey, honey, honey, how exhausting is that when intuition, your heart already knows? You, you asked, you got the answer. Why do you go back into doubt and want an answer upon an answer? Because all you're doing is gaslighting yourself, not making any progress, and pushing things away because it's an old habit. It's a comforting habit. Why? Because the future seems scary, and it only seems scary because you're trying to make it make sense with your head. It's not going to make sense with your head. It's a heart issue. All right guys, I hope you got something out of that. Thank you for hanging out with me, and again, check the links in the description box below. I am still running a limited, uh, summer special, so if you want a private session with me, all that information is down below. And don't forget to go check out the Cosma podcast. Until next time, a la kai. Bye-bye.