Running out of time ? Or running into your destiny? It's your choice!

Hey, hey, hey, beautiful heart! What's vibing today? This weekend is Christmas. Holy cannolis, cannolis! I'm actually making cannolis, but that's aside from the point. What are you guys doing? What, um, does the energy of this time of the year bring up for you? I know it's not pleasant for everybody. This time of the year can be very difficult mentally and emotionally. One thing I want to stress is please, please, please be aware of your energy. Be aware of taking care of yourself. You matter most. You are very important in your life and in others. So make sure you are taking care of yourself. You know, if you're, um, going through a rough time, reach out, talk with somebody about it if that's what you feel you need to do to get a different perspective. For some, a lot of anxiety and fear, um, and a lot of things can come up with needing to be around people, family, what have you. Guys, always remember your life has a purpose. You're here to live your life. You're not here to live somebody else's life. And it's so easy for us to forget that and allow others to really drive our car. Um, and tell us how we should be living and all of that. Just be very aware of that, guys. And for those of you that are going through a hard time, or that this time of the year is heavy, um, no matter the reason, I just want to tell you I see you, I feel you, and I am sending you oceans of love and support to help you through this time. Mercury. We are in the pre-shadow phase of Mercury retrograde, so things are, um, getting intense. Communication, technology, things like that. Lots of miscommunication can happen now. I'm seeing a lot of energy, a lot of personalities on display, um, just the energy that's out and about, um, just be aware, be careful, um, not to get sucked into all of that chaos and that lower energy. And if you find yourself, um, being affected by that, to give yourself the love and grace to, um, find some space that you could recharge and you can let that go. All right, so we're starting out with number 30, Soulful Appreciation, Heartfelt Gratitude. Number 37, Creation, Soul Expression, Something New. And 11, Emotional Desert. And we talked about the emotional desert the other day in that intense reading, um, so you guys know what I'm gonna say about the emotional desert. Especially for those of you who feel like it's a negative, um, I want to give you a different perspective on that because it's not. That period of inactivity and isolation is so needed. This is where you can get in touch with yourself, get down to that authenticity, and then rise like the phoenix. It's all about how you perceive it to be. What you think about, you bring about. Now I need to expand on that because you know I'm the queen of what you feel you make real, that it's your emotions and your emotional body that activates the manifestation, not your thoughts. I stand by that 100%, but the formula is you get a thought first, then the feeling rises to attach it. So what you're thinking about, you bring about, because what you're thinking about, you're going to grab feelings, and those feelings have a vibrational frequency and charge, and it's from the feeling body that we magnetize to us. So, all right, the Soulful Appreciation, Heartfelt Gratitude. If you're new to watching me, this will be a new concept for you. If you're not, you already know where I'm going with this— the attitude of gratitude. The attitude of gratitude will balance your scales and tip the scale in your favor faster than anything else. And I know it sounds so simple, blah blah blah, but here's the thing. We have been living in a 3D matrix reality where gratitude is not the way. It's not high on the priority list. What replaces gratitude? Complaining, worrying, doubt, fear. That's what you need to overcome. How do you do that? With an attitude of gratitude. And for some You may feel like you have nothing to be grateful for. I challenge you, there is at least 3 things in your life you can find to be grateful for. Indoor plumbing, water, clothes, you know, whatever it is. I know there are times that we go through that it's really hard to see something to be grateful for. So I challenge you, find something and start this attitude of gratitude so you can build the consistency and momentum. So when you build consistency and momentum, this is how you rewrite the patterns, because what you have going against you with altered ego running the show this whole time is consistency and momentum in the matrix, the 3D limited ways. That's what you're here to overturn. Pick it up. Number 37, Creation, Soulful Expression, Something New. Yes, you know, for us here in the Western Hemisphere, we're in winter. We will be coming into spring. Winter is a time of hibernation, of planning, plotting, um really pulling into ourselves so that in the springtime we can really pour into what we want to manifest. Right now you are preparing the soil. What is the soil? The soil is your life. It's your thoughts. It's your thoughts and your feelings. You don't want rancid soil. You don't want rancid thoughts and feelings because you are the creator of your life. What you think about, you bring about. Emotional Desert. I already touched on this, but I want to highlight— look at the gold colors, look at the light shining in. This is not a dark, depressive card. This is a card of commitment, of power, of grace. Why grace and why will? Because you learn will and grace in the emotional desert when you can turn those heavier thoughts into hope and faith. And I'm not saying don't feel the feels, don't cry, don't do any of that. By all means, do what you need to do. Never push down the feelings, never discount the feelings. I will never tell you to do that. I will never tell you to do any spiritual bypassing. I will tell you, find the courage to face it. But there are times in our lives where we're not ready to face certain things. That is okay. Every step is preparing us to meet ourselves at the deepest level. What you want to remove is the resistance, the doubt, the fear, the worry. All right, Ace of Wands, Temperance. And Knight of Cups, Ace of Wands. Guys, I like this energy coming off of the emotional desert. Gratitude, creating, um, what you want to see in 2023. Um, we have— I believe it's on the 29th Is that the new moon? That's when Mercury goes retrograde. Anyways, by the end of December, um, going into the beginning of January— I'm talking like the 1st and 2nd— there is going to be a new passion that comes forth if you allow it. So right now you're already starting to feel the niggling of this passion wanting to come up. For some of you, it is creating angst, doubt, fear, and worry. Literally, that doubt, fear, and worry is what's keeping this away from you. This is a time of coming into balance— balance in your thoughts, balance in your emotions, balance in your perceptions. You are being guided right now. Um, for those of you that have been calling out for help, whether it's angelic, you know, um, God, Jesus, Masters, whatever your beliefs are, that you have been calling out for divine help or support and you're feeling like you haven't been heard, you have been heard. You are being helped. But here's the thing, here's where altered ego steals this from us. We get this idea that this help is just going to come in and bippity boppity boo magically take away everything and we're going to just be living this wonderful life. This is not a Hallmark movie. This is your life. This is— you are in the classroom of your life. You are it, whether you realize it or not, you are in a master's program of self-mastery, mastering you. You're not here to master anybody else, you're here to master you. That's why you'll always hear me say, don't put your attention on other people, what they're doing, this, that, and the other. You can't control that. You may think you can, but you can't. The only one that you can control is you. That's the only one you're meant to control. And by doing that, getting your energy right, your thoughts and feelings right, you becoming balanced, that has that ripple effect with— or butterfly effect, however you want to say it— with energy that goes out and it starts changing the circumstances. But it all starts with you. This is the work that you do after the emotional desert. Knight of Cups. I do feel that, um, you are— yes, a knight, um, is action-oriented, come, you know, comes in. But I feel this is your energy. A newness, a new emotional surge is coming up. I feel some of you are trying to push it down out of doubt and fear. That the past is going to repeat itself. Guys, this is fresh new energy. It's coming in for you to embrace it, to prove to yourself this is real, this is true. I don't need you to prove it to me. I already know it's real. You need to prove it to you. You're not here to please a god. You're here to express God through your own individuality, and that's a beautiful thing. This was at the bottom of the deck, the Universe. I love this card. It is a beautiful dragon's eye. But what I want you to really see or take from this is the universe is within you just as much as it is outside of you. It is within you. You are made up of the same energy and vibration that created the universe. Start acting like it. I know I probably shocked some of you, but hey, that's the energy coming through. Somebody out there is sitting in this wallow, this, oh, this is too hard, blah blah blah, when you're forgetting who you are— the beautiful being that you were created to be, that you are. This is a process of finding your way back to you. All right, you know what, I'm gonna get a couple of these first before I wrap this up, guys. Um, if you haven't heard, I am doing a New Year's Eve party. It'll be a reading insight party. It'll be a minimum of 2 hours with me. Um, seating is limited. But, um, you can get your seat purchase. Everybody who, uh, attends will get a personal reading during the live. There'll be question and answers, discussions. No topic is off the table, so it'll be a really good time, a great time, a great way to end 2022 and bring in 2023, um, with looking at the energy that you're sitting in and going through, getting specifics on how to release the energy and move forward. So the information is in the description box below with the link to grab your seat. They are going like hotcakes. Thank you guys for just for your love, your support, and your honor and respect. Guys, it has been such an amazing year, and I look forward to next year. And, um, I'm really looking forward to this, just hanging out with you guys on that intimate level. Like I said, seating is limited so that everybody can really, um, enjoy that time. Like I said, it's slated for 2 hours. I will let you know, we may go over that. I'm not gonna stop it right at 2 hours if the energy's flowing, you guys are getting messages, the conversation is good, or I'm not done with the personal readings. That's how I roll. For any of you who have attended any of my, um, private sessions and things, you know that about me. So, um, and it's not at night, it will be from— it starts at 2 PM Eastern Standard Time. So you still have time to go out and do your thing. All right, Consuming Art 28, Express or Die. Yeah, that's literally what is going on here. There is creativity, there are things that you are to bring forth and birth in your life that you need to express from that place of authenticity. And what does express or die mean? It doesn't mean you're physically going to die if you don't express this. It means that you are still living from ego, not dying to self, that ego way— the judgment, guilt, condemnation, blame, and shame— holding yourself back because of fear of what others may think or say, or what have you. This is saying you holding back, not expressing who you really are, is blocking you. The Forest, number 22. Trust your compass. Goes back to this. Trust what soul is showing you and telling you. I know it's scary, but guess what? That scariness, that goes away as soon as you face it. You stand up to it, you look at it, it goes away. And then you're like, wow, I really had nothing to be afraid of. You don't. All right, let's wrap this up. And yes, for those who do attend the party, the recording will be available. I will not make this video or this session available to the public, but it will be available to those who are registered. Okay, 24. Build on your foundations. Transform through wisdom. Transform through wisdom, not past experiences. 42, Resilience. From challenge to wisdom, journey on. 2 cards of wisdom, guys. Yeah, you've been through a lot. Some of you could be like that State Farm commercial, I know a lot because I've seen a lot. Yours is, I've experienced a lot. And you have, but you've been resilient. You're still here, you're still standing. There may be days that it doesn't feel like it, but you are. That resilience, now use that as your stepping stone to get into this attitude of gratitude. Create this happiness, peace, love, and abundance in your life and allow it to flow. Allow the universe to show up and show off in your life. All right, beautiful heart, hope this helped. As always, I am sending you oceans and oceans of love from my heart to yours. Namaste. Bye-bye.