Spiritual Tea Time 2.27.22.: Jesus & The Big Bang

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Hey guys, thank you so much for joining me for Spiritual Tea Time, unchurched church where you never know what's going to be talked about. So today, um, we are going to get into the Big Bang, but before that I do want us to take a moment of silence after I do the opening prayer for what's going on in the Ukraine and all around the world right now. This is just the tip of the iceberg. And I do just want to take a moment to address why I do not speak into current affairs or things that are going on, because I know many of you wonder you wonder why I do not. So the reason I do not is because, um, the media doesn't report the truth. They are the biggest part of the issue of, uh, creating chaos, conflict, and fear. Um, you hear me talk about not having opinions. They, they bind you to what you opine. Um, and as we're on the awakening journey and we gain more illumination and higher knowledge, we realize that what goes on in the Matrix is an illusion. There's an agenda behind it. Um, we have watched this play out in front of our eyes more than ever before since 2020. So, um, we're gonna have the silence, and then I am gonna do a little decree for Ukraine. And it's not that, you know, in my private time I don't do my prayers and decrees for them. I absolutely do. Um, but I'm all about where your attention goes, energy flows. So I do not put my attention on the media or anything like that. Um, I do throw the challenge out there for all of you guys. Um, to discipline yourself to try to not engage with media too much, because you, you can prove this to yourself. You put your attention on the news and the lower vibrational things because that's what's coming through. Your vibration drops, and now you are in alignment with what you're opinion is of whatever's happening. All right, so just wanted to let you guys know that's kind of my stand on it and why I don't really talk into, you know, what's happening, who's doing this, who's doing that, because guys, there's a whole different thing going on behind the scenes. Um, all right. Opening prayer. Mighty beloved I AM presence within me and above me, I pour the love of my heart flame to you. I give love, praise, and gratitude unto you for thy own life, light, and love in all things visible and invisible, evolved and unevolved. Beloved Christ, the one presence in all, divine mother and father presence of our universe, We greet you and thank you for the gift of life. Holy Spirit, we welcome your presence, your love, your protection. I enter this day in God, with God, by God, and for God. I will live this day in God, with God, by God, and for God. I will end this day in God, with God, by God, and for God. Every day I am gaining more illumination, health, wealth, strength, and love. Okay, I want us to take this minute of silence to drop into our heart space. Put your attention on your heart space and imagine it's sending out rays of love from your heart to the people in Ukraine. You can do this for the whole world, whatever you want to do, but in this moment we're going to do it specifically for Ukraine. Mighty Beloved I Am within and above, Beloved Christ, Beloved Mother Akasha, beloved Father Sun, beloved Great Germain, and Archangel Michael, I call forth your presence and your light rays to protect and cover the innocent lives in the Ukraine. Archangel Michael, I send legions of angels to put your cosmic blue flame of protection around the lives of the people. In the presence of Christ, I bless the Ukrainian people. Almighty Rose Christ, I am. Almighty Rose Christ, I am. Almighty Rose Christ, I am. I am the resurrection and the life of peace in the Ukraine and everywhere on Earth, eternally sustained. I am the resurrection and the life of peace in the Ukraine and everywhere on Earth, eternally sustained. I am the resurrection and the life of peace in the Ukraine and everywhere on earth, eternally sustained. And guys, um, I did post on my profile some more decrees and things for, um, to prevent and end wars in Ukraine if you want to check those out. Okay, this is interesting. Apparently we had a blank slide. All right, the Big Bang. Why a sudden big bang, and of what? What was the motivating factor behind it? Today we're going to dive into the Big Bang, and we're going to talk about science. What, what is missing in science? What is missing in religion regarding creation? So this is going to be, um, in-depth, so you might want to take some notes. As you guys know, this will be sent out after, um, and if you have any questions, save them to the end because there is a lot of material to go through, and I am going to touch a little bit, um, on last week because it all ties in. All right. Science speaks about electromagnetism but cannot say from whence come such energies which appear and disappear. Where did they go? Why do they come back? From the human perspective, there appears to be no intelligible activity within or behind its work. Oh, before I go on, that blank slide, that actually is supposed to say that this is from, um, Christ Returns, Letter 5, so you guys can find it there. Here's a quick recap from last week. We talked about impulses and the reality behind and within all creation. It is at this point that you must become fully aware of the meaning of impulse. Furthermore, there is no impulse prompting any activity which is not directed by a purpose. Plants turn, turn flowers and leaves to catch the rays of the sun for growth. People run to get fit, eat to satisfy hunger, work to earn a salary, sleep to escape the tensions and recharge the energy, go shopping to buy food, all directed at survival and personal comfort. Therefore, the impulses are the reality behind and within all creation. If all matter were to return to its original form of electrical particles, the universal impulses would remain intact and would eventually give form to another creation. The impulses are forever. However, electrical particles within living matter are here today and gone tomorrow, but the soul moves on. Hey guys, can you put yourselves on mute? Thank you. You think with electrical impulses in the brain. You feel with magnetic impulses in your nervous system. They center and bond the electrical impulses into a cohesive whole. Without the magnetic bonding in your system, you would be all go-go and no, no, no. So when he's talking about you think with electrical impulses in the brain, That's the father, the masculine energy. And you feel with magnetic in your nervous system, your feeling body. That's feminine. Science says that electromagnetism just is a simple fact of existence, yet it produces highly purposeful and intelligent work in the form of millions of billions of substances of which your universe is made. How does this happen? There is nothing that electromagnetism has brought into visible being which the human mind can deem to be lacking purpose or meaning. Science ignores this most basic and vital level of creation. Without an answer to this question as to why everything which has been brought into visible manifestation by the activity of the twin energies of electromagnetism is is invariably purposeful, successful, and rational, nothing of any value in the search of your origins will be discovered. Electromagnetism, twin impulses, that is the thinking and feeling. What are the two things you need for manifestation? Thinking and feeling. All right, I wanted to recap that because what I'm about to go into, I want you to have this clear understanding. Until science can probe and discover the reality of the space in which electrical particles of visible being are supported, science will forever remain behind locked doors of materialism. It will be barred to eternal truth and universal wisdom and imprisoned within the bondage of reason alone. Reason, which is solely the product of the finite activity of brain cells, human consciousness. Human consciousness is finite. Your soul, Christ consciousness, that's infinite. Matrix finite, Christ consciousness infinite. It is to the true nature of the space I intend to introduce you, but before proceeding to this, I must first bring many highly pertinent questions to your attention. Down the ages, much of the work produced by electromagnetism has appeared to the mind vision, and touch of living entities as being solid, unchangeably durable. Metals, wood, rocks, living entities were all believed to be composed of solid, inanimate, or living matter. With such a belief in a solid universe, it is only natural that the mystical prophets of old should have envisioned, envisioned, envisioned a mighty individual possessing enormous powers in creating all the solid substance of the universe. In visualizing such a mighty individual, it was only natural they should perceive a kingly figure of universal control, possessing a retributive nature when confronted with the behavior of mankind, which created a turbulent society. Neither prophets of old nor science of today has been near the truth of existence. Both have completely missed the truth. Science says that life began when in some unexplained way a correct combination of chemical reactions produced a molecule capable of making copies of itself by triggering further chemical reactions. Such a description of the enormous and teeming complexity and power of the life force as being discernible because it is capable of replicating itself reveals the basic impoverishment of scientific perception and thought which produced such a theory. AKA finite mind. Furthermore, the suggestion that a combination of inanimate chemicals could get together in a specific way accidentally to produce such an astounding result of self-replication remains unquestioned scientifically. Things that make you go, hmm, why is that? This is because the finite human mind, even though scientific, cannot deal with such a strange eventuality of uninitiated self-replication. It is too suggestive of a magical occurrence of some intervention from an unimaginable source which scientific men dare not contemplate for fear of ridicule. This sheep-like acquiescence is considered more scientific than producing inspired theories blocked by the materialistic laws science has established for itself. This block to future scientific progress will prevent science properly investigating the realm of mind and spirit it until some enlightened scientist defies convention and dares to cross the borderline between the seen and the unseen. Prophets of old, if presented with the theory of molecular self-replication, would have no difficulty with such a magical occurrence and would say that God made the chemical combinations and imbued them with life. That would not be the right explanation either. It is this old religious concept of a God on high creating from afar which is blocking the man of science from moving forward to more spiritually aware reflections. Therefore, despite science's seeming emancipation from age-old doctrines, it is still as mentally bound and hindered by fears of ancient shibboleths. As in the 19th century. It adopts its ridiculous theories because it has not yet perceived the reality of our source of being behind and within the living molecule. Sounds like they're missing a major part. Continuing its story of creation, science states that after the self-manufacture of living molecules capable of replicating themselves, they formed themselves into a living cell so small it cannot be seen by the naked eye, which became the building block for all the multiplicity of living organisms, including plants, insects, reptiles, birds, animals, and man himself. Therefore, all living things have a common ancestor, the first living molecule. Science cannot explain why the self-replicating molecules combine themselves into a living cell. It remains a mystery to science this day. The living cell, your science tells you, is endlessly repeated in a billion billion billion differing, differing forms. It is the building block of the visible universe. How can this be? What impulse mold—

motivate—

motivates such replication? Science cannot say. Entrenched in its own blindness, it has dragged people down into materialistic blindness with it. And now the first living cell deserves the undivided attention of anyone seriously making the spiritual dimension seeking the spiritual dimension and the mainspring of existence, because the first living molecule and the first living cell are the very first evidence of some intelligent activity within matter, within the universe. The foremost feature displaying sense and sensibility is the function of the membrane in which covers the cell, giving it protection and individuality. Think about this miraculous phenomenon. And it's miraculous is in quotations because it's not miraculous, it's intentional. The cell takes in from the environment only selected new nourishment through the membrane. Not only does the cell take in the right nutrition, but having utilized the nutrition, the cell rids itself of the waste through the permeable membrane. You should ask yourself how the purely physical membrane of the cell, invisible to your eye, can distinguish and select the correct nourishment to enhance its well-being and then exercise sufficient discernment to rid itself of unwanted toxic matter? Do you not see a high degree of purpose, purposefulness within all this activity? And can you believe that such purposefulness is accidental? And is not purpose the very hallmark of intelligence? You guys have heard me teach that when you do not know the purpose of a thing, abuse is inevitable. We have millions and millions of years of proof of that statement. Not only this, the membrane of the cell continues to do this work of selection of nutrition and discarding of waste in a billion billion different circumstances and conditions relating to survival within differing, differing species and differing environments. Is this not evidence of purposefulness displayed within every single action of every single species, be it insects, plants, reptiles, birds, animals, and human beings? Could you not describe the universe as being the consistent and undeviating impulse of purposefulness made visible within the realm of visible matter? In this, is the spirit of purposefulness a physical element or one of consciousness? And if you can accept that purposefulness is an undeniable creative impulse behind existence, then can you move on to the next perception of your universe as being the visible manifestation of an intelligent appraisal of cause and effect clearly evident within living matter. For if the living cell can select the right nourishment and also provide for the elimination of toxic waste, this simple activity displays an awareness of the need for digestion and also foresees the resultant buildup of toxic waste. And the need for the elimination of such wastes to ensure the continued health of the cell. Is this not a clear indication of an intelligent appraisal of cause and effect? Furthermore, science says that the cell contains a nucleus, which might be likened to the brain of a human being since it conveys messages and its most important function is the storage of information. The library which contains not just the details relating to one cell, but of the whole body in which it resides. In fact, on investigation by science, it would appear that the cell itself is a system of chemical messages carried out in a purposeful, intelligent, and intelligible way. How can this happen if the origin of the cell's molecules were only inanimate, chemical elements? Would you dispute that behind every messenger with a message to convey there is intelligent thought or consciousness? And behold, how accurate are the messages transferred from cell to cell to ensure the accurate replication of certain species for millions of years? At what point in creation then did consciousness creep into living organisms? How did intelligent thought, which weighs and decides, come into the field of unconscious inanimate matter? Without inherent consciousness, how can so much informed and informing activity take place in a cell invisible to the living eye? It is not such activity— the product is not such activity, the product of consciousness, awareness, proving the presence of intelligent life in its lowest denominator. Furthermore, a single living cell in the form of a bacterium can move about on its own and live its own specialized frequently exciting life within the environment, or as a virus doing its deadly specialized work of attacking specific targets within living organisms. Alternatively, the cell may be fixed within an organism carrying out its own highly important work of construction and maintenance of some part of the organism. Such work produces living material exactly suited and necessary to the living organ on which it works, be it parts of the human body or of animal life or plant, such as human toes and spleen, of animal fur and tusks, or fish scales and feathers of birds, or bark of tree and foliage on branches, or petals and stalk of flowers, or antennae of butterflies and their gauzy wings, the reptilian skin of crocodiles and their teeth, the eyes of squid and their skins which change color according to the need, need of camouflage. On contemplating the magnitude and diversity of the work accomplished by a simple living cell invisible to the naked eye, can you believe in a mechanistic universe? It would be possible to do so if the matter produced by such cells was illogical, offering no plausible purpose behind or reason for its existence, devoid of personal consciousness. But this is not so. These identical living cells work together in harmony with man or beast to make a liver with its multiple duties within a body, to create an intricate eye having its own specific purposes of putting the entity into direct and intelligent touch with its environment. Incorporating the assistance of the brain or strong bones expressly and intricately designed in connection with tendons and muscles to unite the others in such convenient ways as to enable full and supple movement of the entity. Furthermore, the cells never intrude on each other's work. When creating a kidney, they do not suddenly make an ear. When creating hair, do they do not suddenly launch into making skin? No. Cells create the scalp, and the selfsame cells create the hair. The only difference between skin and hair cells is the work they do, second by second, throughout a lifetime.

Why?

What is the motivating and inspiring factor? Accident? What organizing intelligence set the entire process of creation in motion from the most fundamental level of the formation of simple elements out of free electric particles within space? The combining of elements to form chemicals, the correct combination of specific chemicals to form a living molecule, the correct combination of living molecules to make a living cell which can take in nutrition, excrete waste, build according to clear-cut specifications, move about, and sustain this enormous edifice of creation consistently through billions of years? Not only this, but what is the motivating force which has designed and successfully evolved within living systems and entities, billions and billions of different ways in which to fertilize seeds of every kind, whether they be those of plants, insects, reptiles, birds, animals, or human beings, evolving for each an intelligent system of procreation suited to climatic conditions, the production of vegetation in the environment in order to ensure survival. And having accomplished this great feat of creativity, should you not question how it is that every living species has its own individualistic way of rearing its young and protecting it as far as possible until the young are capable of survival on their own? Is this not love for creation active in its highest form? You cannot move on from this analysis of what the human intelligence has to say about the origins of life and creativity without mentioning the all-important molecules DNA, which are said to carry the plan for the whole organism, plant, or baby. Furthermore, these DNA molecules give the instructions to the cells, informing them they shall build according to the chromosomes deposited by the seed. Yes indeed, in place of intelligence, science has given you the DNA molecules as your source of existence, your supreme leader, your director of creation, upon which materialistic flimsy cells in the whole of creation must depend for its survival. Behold the glorious DNA, lord of your creation, from whence Did the DNA cells draw their intelligent directional powers? Science is quite satisfied now that it has been able to satisfactorily explain why the various species of every kind replicate themselves so accurately and consistently. Science would have you believe that you live in a purely mechanistic universe, that the phenomenon of evolution arises out of chance mutations and the survival of the fittest. If you study the various organisms of creation, the multifold and differing activities of related species, can you truly believe in such an unlikely materialistic concept? It has been no mere coincidence that today To enable you to discover the vast intelligence behind creation, you have numerous creative people who embark on difficult journeys to explore, determine, and photograph the habitats and habits of wild creatures and plants. You are entertained and instructed by a feast of facts and photographs of the wonders of your universe. Now I turn to the countryside, the flowers and birds and tried to show my fellow countrymen that they were surrounded by a marvelous and miraculous creation. Over 2,000 years ago in your dimension, we lacked your modern scientific background to be able to intelligently observe and explain the activity of what I termed the Father everywhere around them. To discover your true source of being, I ask you to take stock of the amount unimaginable and indescribable incomprehensible complexity and diversity of purposeful work plainly evident in penguins and pigs. Can the human mind replicate any of the most basic of activities within, say, the digestive system, which swiftly summons up the requisite enzymes and hormones necessary for digestion? How dare the finite mind which is incapable of perceiving clearly the true creative process governed by instinctual knowledge, presume to state unequivocally, defying contradiction, that it understands the true origins of creation and the forces out of which creation took form. Another way to talk about finite mind Monkey mind. What arrogance. That's monkey mind's program. These men can only think according to what their eyes tell them. I view the present scientific ignorance with loving compassion, a degree of amusement, and a great all-consuming passion to puncture their pride. That was where Jesus was coming from. For until someone can penetrate their self-satisfaction and position of infallibility, a true mating of eternal verities and human scientific knowledge can never take place. But it must take place, otherwise human spiritual evolution will remain at a standstill. The scientific mind is too full of fi—

of fiancée.

I don't know why all of a sudden I can't pronounce that. It's too full of monkey mind, devised book lore, accepted formulas and equations, and the need for their fellow's approval to permit mystical penetration by higher intelligences. On my behalf— this is the Christ— I ask readers of these letters to form an association to challenge science and ask, at what point in the evolution of the material world is consciousness first discernible? I repeat, and I mean what I say, ask the scientist at what point in the evolution of the world is consciousness first discernible? In the living cell? If in the living cell, ask whether it was discernible in the living molecules which combine to make a cell and encase itself in which an intelligently designed membrane permitting the intake of selected food and excretion of toxic waste. How did it discuss— how did it recognize toxic waste? And if it should be conceded that consciousness might be present in living molecules, should you not ask whether the chemical properties which became a living molecule might not themselves have possessed consciousness? Which eventually impelled and propelled them into the life-giving combination to make a molecule? And having gone back this far into the origins of existence, the chemical properties, you must still question why consciousness should only become a viable presence within the chemicals. Why not within the elements in which individuality first took shape? And if in the elements, why should it be denied that consciousness propels the electrical particles to form the elements? Is it rational to deny such a possibility? And having reached such a possibility, should you not go further and ask from whence comes electromagnetism? What is the reality of of electricity more than streaks of fierce light now described by science as photons and electrons? And what is the reality of magnetism more than twofold energies of bonding and rejection, energy impulses which have brought stability and order into chaos? Ask science, from whence, from whence comes electromagnetism, which is responsible for the most basic steps in the creation of an ordered and orderly universe of an unimaginable complexity and diversity. What is the consciousness of life? It is Father Intelligence, impulse of movement seen as electricity, and Mother Love, impulse of purpose nurturing survival. Seen as magnetism in matter. All right, take a deep breath. Y'all still with me?

Denae, Dr. Denae, would you go back one slide again? Um, that last slide about consciousness, what is it?

Yeah, and that's also a slide from last week, so hang on.

Yes, it just felt so critically important.

Exactly.

Remember how I said I was going to have to kind of bounce back and forth? This is the bounce. What is the consciousness of life? It is Father Intelligence, the masculine energy, impulse of movement seen as electricity, and Mother Love, impulse of purpose nurturing survival seen as magnetism and matter. Electromagnetism that science refuses to look at consciousness being a factor.

Thank you.

You are welcome. So this was an interesting one for me when I first stumbled upon it, and even putting the slides together for today, because here comes story time. Um, when I was younger I was that kid that would always ask, but why? But why? That doesn't make sense. And I kid you not, you guys, I just have to laugh to sit here and to be presenting this because my junior high and high school years regarding science, I was kicked— I got escorted out of science class almost on a daily basis when it came to creation and most things, because I would be the one— and my science teacher in high school loved him to death— he called me meathead because of the questions I would ask. We would go into this and I'd say, but why? You're trying to tell me this just accidentally happened and it keeps accidentally happening? But why? We're not asking the right questions. And they get so fed up with me they'd send me to the principal. So for me to be now here and talking about all this, it's very interesting. So that's just a little bit of my history and where I come from. So now all these years to be here and talking about your cells are listening and talking about cells when in high school Every time we had a class in cells and biology, I got kicked out. So, but hey, that— somebody needs to hear that, because if you went through the education system and were told you were stupid and you just didn't get it and all of that, I feel you. And I'm telling you, you just didn't fit into the matrix system. All right, so next week we're gonna dive into how did those molecules and cells get imbued with the masculine and feminine intelligence. You guys would commonly refer to it as the Big O. The orgasm. So that's next week, but right now I'm gonna open it up. Let me check the chat real quick. Sorry, sorry. Hey, well, welcome to all the first-timers in here. Um, All right. Okay guys, anybody have any questions or anything you want to talk about? You guys are kidding me, nobody?

Jenny, Jenny raised her hand.

Oh, sorry Jenny, I couldn't see you.

Oh, that's okay. I wanted— wondered if you'd go over the What you said, when you don't know the purpose of a thing, abuse is inevitable. Can you go over that?

Yeah, so when we don't know the purpose of a thing, in this case the purpose of exist— or the purpose of a cell for existence, abuse is inevitable. Let me— you know what, let me bring it back down. I'll give you the example I put in my book. If you don't know the purpose of a thing, let's say you go and buy— you buy a new car. Cars these days are quite intricate. You go and buy a car, you test drive it, but before you buy that car, do you really understand everything, the purpose of everything that car does? And if you don't— usually we don't. I mean, we just grab the keys, we like how it feels, looks, smells, whatever, and we're like, yeah, it's a car, let's go. Well, depending on what car it is, let's say it's a higher-end sports car, there's a lot of different things you need to understand about that car for the maintenance, its its purpose. Um, it's, let's say, air suspension system. You know, maybe you had a Ford before that didn't have air suspension, and now you go to something that does. Just as an example, if you don't understand the purpose behind it, you're going to abuse it. Bringing it down to the minimal, you buy something that comes with an instruction manual but you don't read the instruction manual and you just go to work on it. Like my MacBook, I don't read, I don't go through all of it to find out everything. This thing can do way more than I ever even realized, but I don't know the full purpose of it. So do I abuse it?

I do.

So that's what I mean. Okay, thank And to bring that down to like a relationship standpoint, when we get into relationships, we're usually broken or fractured. I don't want to say broken, we're fractured. We're coming from a hurt place, hooking up with somebody else from a hurt place. If you don't understand the true purpose of that relationship, and any true purpose of a relationship is for both people to grow in a healthy way. But if you don't go into that relationship knowing that and being very reactionary to what is happening, there's going to be abuse. It doesn't need to be physical abuse, but it could be, you know, again, if you don't know the full purpose, you're not going to use it right.

Thank you.

You're welcome.

But using relationship that you did, Dr. Denae Arias, it reminds me of getting into a relationship. I was married before, and after almost 10 years, it just didn't work out. I can see where it helped both of us grow in a different way, and it didn't mean we meant to stay where we're met, like the construct of you have to be married for life. It, it broke us away and able to grow in other ways. So that's what you're speaking to, is that you come together to grow, and then, then what? I mean, with the growth is no longer going in the— it's going into dying, or it's going into what?

Evolving into a different form.

Okay.

So, and in that example, yes, um, you guys were together and then you weren't, but you both grew and evolved. It doesn't mean you guys weren't supposed to have that time together. It just could mean that in our finite monkey minds, based on background, religion, education, says, well, if you get married, you have to stay married for life, you know, otherwise this, this, and this. What if that purpose with that connection wasn't for that, but we didn't realize that at the time? Because we didn't understand the purpose. And usually it always goes back to we don't understand the purpose of ourself, so we're the first ones that abuse ourself because we don't know our purpose. And tying it into this, modern science doesn't speak to purpose. It just wants to go, oh no, no, this, this fits in with the norm, it fits in with the matrix. But we have to question everything and bring it back. There is intelligent life. It is within us, in every cell of our body and in every particle of life. And it is all made in the image and likeness of Mother Father Consciousness, God Source, however you want to call it. But With science and even religion— hell, I'm gonna throw the medical community in here too, get them all in there— when they refuse to look at truth beyond what they can see with their own eyes, which, guys, you guys now know being on this path, what you see with your eyes is an illusion. It doesn't mean that's what's really happening. It's what your finite mind is buying into. And then our thoughts and our feelings then start creating narratives and perceptions around that.

Um, you bring up the fives, you bring up senses, and my husband had a wisdom the other day and said it, and I thought, God, that makes so much sense. Think about our five senses that we supposedly rely on, how four of the five are all up around the head Yeah, the fifth one being touch, you know, the— yeah, and I thought, oh my God, no wonder we're always up in our thinking, you know, mind, the one that we think that's the thing that's in charge, because that's like you said, the see, we taste, we smell, we hear.

So it has to be real.

It has to be real.

Yeah, yeah. And that's why, um, you hear me repeat it all the time that everything we took in with our senses, our human senses— because guys, taste, touch, um, smell, all of that, those are human senses. We have spiritual senses too. That's what we learned 0 to 7, to shut down the spiritual senses and rely on the feedback from our human senses. Now, our human senses want to filter that through a finite mind. A finite mind does not open and allow anything infinite in to even conceive it as a possibility. And this is what the Age of Aquarius, the 7th Golden Age, is about. Bringing this information forth. Jesus tried to bring this forth over 2,000 years ago. They didn't want to hear it. They didn't want to listen to it. And you know, this isn't anything new. It's just the human consciousness has blocked it out, and now we can't run from it anymore. We can't hide from it, and we're not supposed to. Because this is what's coming for the new golden age. There are scientists right now, illumined, enlightened scientists. There's going to be new ways to do things— light therapy, sound therapy— that is more real than any pharmaceutical pill you could put in your body. And it's been hidden because it goes against The Matrix. It goes against the agenda. But guys, the agenda is coming down. That's what you're witnessing playing out, you know, with what's going on over in the Ukraine. That's going on right now. It's a distraction for something else. There's going to be another distraction coming up, you know, and it's all designed to keep people in fear and bouncing from one issue to another and being— taking that into their DNA stay in their cells because they know if they can fill you with doubt and fear, you're never going to awaken. You're never going to learn the truth. You're just going to stay in the program repeating it. So yeah, you know, it's mind-blowing when this information has been within us and under our nose our whole existence, but we were so indoctrinated by various ways. To run from what the truth is, because according to the powers that be, the truth is unexplainable, so it has to be magic or, you know, unacceptable. Well, they're about to get a big shock. Everybody awakening at this time, it's for a purpose. It's not— yes, it's obviously for us to heal and grow and all. That's what we're all supposed to be here to do. But as we do this, as more of us start coming together and with these communities, we are holding our light, we're sharing our light. That is helping others and this planet to come back into the oneness. So it's always bigger than just us.

When you said that they're, uh, they are trying to keep us in fear, say, with wars and the war in Ukraine and different distractions. Who is they? The people that don't have that sense or what?

The they would be— and I, I label it as they, as the powers that be who have been running this. You know, wars have been going on since the fall from grace, since the human consciousness took over. So there are people that reincarnate life after life with that war mentality. So, um, I'm trying to word this as best as I can. It's a spiritual— this is a spiritual war. The powers that be are going to be exposed. They are in every branch of government. They are in every facet of life. But you have to think about what, what the systems are that operate out of fear, which is the Matrix. So you can— education, religion, leaders of all the different nations. Then you have the people, even the commanders and stuff in the different armies and things. Guys, there are people here on Earth, they have always been here, that only come from death and destruction and war. That is an energy.

So it's like a spiritual bad energy? It's not formed with love.

It's thought form. So these people who are so into the human consciousness and the greed, the power, the materialism— it, this is, it always goes back to the materialism of everything. Like Jesus was talking about science. Um, so they, they know that if they can keep people in fear they can control them. It has worked for millennia. Um, if you guys never— if you haven't seen this, you can Google it and find it. The Pope came out a few years ago and announced that they created the concept of hell to keep people in fear so they can control them. Every part, every big entity that has control of anything, there is good and bad in both. What you have been seeing since 2020 is the exposure of what's been hidden in plain sight.

This—

the depravity, the they equals the human beings that live in those thought forms, because energy and actions and things like that matter start with thoughts and feelings. So the bad in the world and all of that, um, religion goes around blaming Satan. It's human consciousness. It's the human ego. It's the human ego's desire to conquer, rule, have all the money, all of that. It comes from that fear base.

Okay, I get it.

Thank you.

Yeah. Anyone else?

It's amazing that you, you talk about fear, control, and control is on so many different levels. Control can be us trying to control our lives to other people controlling us. Um, you know, with the divorce and everything, and Frankie not getting the attention he needs at home, and that makes me upset. I try to control that situation, but I'm realizing now that I cannot control what she does, what they do when I'm not there in that situation. I'm understanding now with relationships that Frankie needs to go through what he's going through with the lack of to learn to be a stronger person, because I know he's like me. I know he's going to be very empathic. I know he's going to be very— he's got such a huge heart on him at such a young age that even though it hurts me to see him hurt I have to let go of that control. And control starts at such a small level, but then works way up to going to North Korea where they're not allowed to go on certain websites, or they'll go to jail, or they can't do this, they can't say this, they can't speak their mind. It's just, it, it really makes you think about control. Of the levels of fear, the different levels. And it— there's just so much of it. But we— I just— for me, I just— I'm realizing it's like, you know, when I got the divorce, it was like, you know, I bounced. I tried getting into a relationship, then I tried dating somebody else. And the problem was is I kept running into these people that were almost either same, or would remind me of people from the past as a child, with the way they'd say things or do things. And I guess I wasn't looking at it, I was looking at trying to control that, that I just wanted to feel loved. But now it's the universe was saying, you're not ready, you're not ready. And that's why I wasn't— I'm not at that point yet, because I have to do what I'm doing right now and getting this figured out. But yeah, it's just amazing. This whole topic today was so interesting because it makes so much sense. And then when you bring up control and fear, and it's like we live— that's basically what you do. You live in fear and control. It doesn't matter. You go to school, you have people controlling you. You go to daycare, you have somebody controlling what you eat, what you do. So there's all these different levels of control, but you have to learn from every one of them. Thank you.

Exactly. You know, and control is for the most part an altered ego trap, because what we try to control will control us. Because the truth of the matter is that when we get back to fuller truth, of existence, and we come from one love, we don't need to control anybody or anything except our own thoughts. That's where we need to employ control, is being very disciplined in our mind. Anyone else? All right, I do.

I have— I always have questions. I know, I like to— I like to leave it open for those who maybe, um, it's swirling around in their mind or their thoughts or their whatever being.

So yeah, you got to sit with this information first. Yeah, yeah.

And it— and throughout it, I'm going to just use the word trigger. It would trigger an idea, would trigger, oh my God, yeah, best guess. Oh, yes, that's where I've seen it. Having gone through cancer diagnosis twice, and the, you know, the human construct and the dualistic aspect of the medical community. And I always— there were a couple things that always quite— and by the way, I used to get in trouble in religion class, you know, because I'd be questioning things. What do you mean, you know, that doesn't make sense. And I'd be, oh, I I would get in trouble and my parents would be informed I was a troublemaker in church school. Yes. And I learned to shut up, though. That was the part. I didn't stop questioning. And I was told on a job one time that I asked too many questions. And I'm like, oh, okay, well, how am I going to ever learn if you don't have the questions answered? But going back to what I was going to say is that you mentioned a couple of things. In particular reminds me of the whole DNA thing. And that science keeps bringing it, or that aspect keeps bringing it back to DNA. And how many people believe that if in their DNA they have these things, their history, their ancestral stuff, they're going to end up with it too. And they have actually, in science, said that's not true. And I thought to myself, I kept saying that to myself, well, I'm the first one to have breast cancer in my family. So if that was true, where the hell did that come from? You know, so DNA, we brought it down to that as if that's the full answer.

Exactly. The ironic thing about that is science still doesn't know why they can't explain the vastness in the DNA. There is a part of the DNA they can explain. And you guys know, you guys know, I'm— I've always been a bit rebellious and like you, Joan, in science, well, why can't you tell me that? I mean, I literally should learn to shut up. I didn't. I mean, I did back then, but I would say, why would I— why should I listen to you? You can't explain to me the basic thing. I don't want to hear you. But it, it's like you want people to believe something, but you can't explain it down to the very beginning, but yet you're shoving it down my throat that I have to believe it too.

Yes.

And, you know, working through being able to allow my voice to be heard, it has taken me a while because, like you, Joan, I was told to be quiet all the time. I asked questions and, you know, I'm this, I'm that, whatever. And so learning to now come back out and open up and go, no, no, no, I am not going to be shut down by people who come from a place of fear.

Yeah, absolutely. And the other thing that came— the other thing that came up for me during— well, there's so many things I could— I could write like 5 volumes on what I learned through the whole process and what I agreed to and didn't realize I was agreeing to. Was the idea that, you know, well, here, here's this diagnosis you get. And, you know, here's the tests we took, the biopsies, whatever. And because our protocols or whatever says that because of this thing, you get this kind of treatment and everybody with that kind— mind you, there's a gazillion types of cancer even within that area. Yet I got the same approach, the chemo, the radiation, and they couldn't think beyond that. And I think that's the part that started to make me question, which, by the way, I ended chemo early on purpose. And, and I started questioning, you know, what exactly is this doing to the chemistry and the, and the, the life, the life force energy within my body?

Exactly, exactly. And remember I said we're just on the precipice of finding out a bunch of things? We, you know, Exposure's coming. No agency, no person can hide. Um, just, you know, stand— try to stay in balance and stay in love when you see these different things in the news. Because, Joan, you have a very valid point, and something that I realized when I first— my body first started breaking down You know, and I too was the only one in my family to have any of that. But in that process of trying to learn and understand my body and be an advocate, because every time I went to the doctors, it was just a typical, here, it's this, it's this, it's this. I'm like, no, there's so much more to this because whatever you put in your body, especially pharmaceuticals, there are different side effects. And don't take me out of context. It's not that I'm not for pharmaceuticals or anything like that. I'm talking at a more bigger level. There is a definite darker side to the pharmaceutical in, uh, entity, darker side to medical, darker side to science. And when I say darker side, it's they're not looking towards the light. I will be the first to tell you if you come to me and say, "I was diagnosed with this. They want to give me this. What should I do?" I will be the first to tell you, you ask your body. You make the decision for yourself. There are— I will never tell you not to take medication or what have you because there are circumstances that the medication will help, but I will teach you or tell you to qualify the medication before it goes in your body. You have the right, right?

Okay, so that does bring up— because I have agreed to, and I really prayed on it and sat with it before I agreed to any of it, because the first time around I didn't. Um, my question is, now I have side effects, and some of which they say— they give you a million lists, you know, this, you know, 20-page document with everything that's scary. And yet you still do it. And yet some of the side effects I speak to, they're like, oh, okay. And I know it's directly related to the chemical that was put in my body. Now, with side effects, do we— when you talk about your cells are listening, do we have the ability then to talk to ourselves and say, okay, now what can I supply or do or be to help you?

Absolutely. 100%. 100%. Our bodies, our cells are such amazing, amazing entities. And innately, you are designed to speak to your body. So, and only you have the authority and right to tell your cells what to do. So you can talk to your cells and say whatever is in my body that is harmful or side effects, what— however you want to word it, with ease and grace, that it detoxifies out of my system. And, you know, I went through this process. I apologized to my body for not knowing. You don't have to always keep apologizing. But then, um, everything I put in my body, and even When I need medication, I will speak to that medication first. I put any pills, medication, shots, water, food, whatever, put it on top of a sacred geometry, one that you resonate with. Doesn't have to be a specific one, but put it on top of that and speak to it energetically. I have a card deck. I don't think I've shown you guys yet, but you saw one of my videos. I talked about the cells and when you speak over the cells, how it looks. So he turned that into a deck. So I have that deck, and I'll put, um, amongst my other geometries, I'll put my water on that, and I'll energetically charge my water before I drink it. That every time I drink water, it is cleansing every cell in my body from anything harmful, chemical that I have ever put in my body. Because at the height of my issues, I was on 21 different prescribed medications.

Wow.

Yeah.

I mean, and we're talking oxy, we're talking big stuff, and I functioned. But there was a lot of side effects. There was a lot of crap that went in my body. Um, so yes, you definitely can. And when I started doing that, just to tell you another little story, you guys, if you didn't know, I've had, um, knee surgeries on my left knee. The first one was when I was a teenager, and this last time, I think it was 2010, I had a screw put in. For whatever reason, my ACLs disappear and have an ACL tendon for a while. After doing Your Cells Are Listening and On This, I kid you not, the screw in my leg unscrewed itself out of the bone, out of my body. It was extremely painful. Didn't know what was going on. My orthopedic surgeon took it out. And came back into the room and he's like, I have never ever seen this happen. What did you do? And I was like, well, you know, I've been talking to my cells and said anything foreign in my body that shouldn't be here, remove yourself. I was like, I had no idea that screw would come out, but obviously my body didn't want it in there. Um, I've had fillings fall out. You know, I, I, I'm a '70s baby, so there's probably mercury and stuff in there that shouldn't be falling. I mean, literally screws have come out of my body. Yeah.

So, yeah, so you're bringing up something that— thank you— that speaks to, as you are speaking to yourselves, which I've been doing, I use an energetic mat called a Beamer and its modalities because speaking to other things— hello, it's all energy. Um, and, um, I've been noticing some side effects that are shifting, and some of them are not too happy. I mean, my body's like letting them go, and I suddenly have, like you said, it's not happy, it's painful. So you're speaking also to, as you do this, that it is going to then shift as it's releasing, and as you detoxify, it can be uncomfortable.

Very uncomfortable because literally what's happening is you're energetically going in there and disturbing the density that's been programmed. So when it's on its way out, it will act up. That's in that point when your body starts acting up, when altered ego is going to jump up and go, woohoo, this is a job for me. I'm gonna use this. I'm gonna tell you this isn't working. You're feeling worse now. You're You idiot, blah, blah, blah. All of that. This is your divine opportunity to go, ah, wait a minute.

Yes!

Come on, get out of my body. I know I'm not building a Hilton in it. I'm pushing through. I'm pushing through. You are on your way out with ease and grace. Leave my body. Guys, qualify everything with ease and grace because it'll help. JC, are you raising—

I just had— can I just conclude with one thing? Tito brought up the whole control thing and you brought up the only area of control are your thoughts. So that is the area you're speaking to, is as your alter ego's going, yay, okay, let's make this uncomfortable, and oh, let's shut her down. You're speaking to now's the time that you control your thoughts, because I did have that. I had racing thoughts last night. What did I do to myself? Why did I do this? I need to stop doing this, whatever. So thank you.

Yeah, and that's a program. So yeah, it's in that moment, because again, everything is thoughts. The only A truth is only a truth if you keep thinking it to be. So what you think, you become. JC?

Okay, so it's, it's kind of backtracking a lot, but I just wanted to go back to like the energies on war and, um, how Joan was explaining like her— like the side effects. You can see the list of side effects effects, and you still do it and risk of those side effects to hopefully improve yourself. But I, I went through college, um, to be a pharmacy tech, so I studied medicine, I did all that, I became a pharmacy tech. But in pharmacy school, they literally taught us that you— the United States, um, they want to make the most of their money, so they will literally buy get all of their medicine from other countries, and a lot of that time those ingredients are black market. They're fake. They are way worse than what they're supposed to be, and they taught us this in school. Those— they don't do anything about that.

They just—

hold on, my son just turned the TV on. They taught us that those ingredients Even though our governments know that they're counterfeited, they still put, like, they still put them out into the country. They make us sicker, and instead of doing anything about it while they know this, they're— they just compensate you. Those are what the commercials are of. If you or your loved one have ever had blah blah from such and such, then you may be, um, entitled to, uh, compensation. So our governments know this and they, they don't care. They really— that is just— it, it just ties it all together, that like the war on drugs, the war on everything, and all the way down to your Oxy. Like, why can you get a bottle of 50 Oxys to help you and it's literally the man-made form in a pill, industrialized, as what heroin is in the streets. I've learned all of this, and that I, I now learn like naturopathic, homeopathic. I'm trying to implement herbs— well, not trying, I have been implementing herbs, um, into healing us for probably 4 years now because I, I graduated, uh, pharmacy tech tech school, um, in 2013. So I worked in the pharmacy for a very short time even after going through all that schooling because I did not feel right. Like, there was days where people who, like, diabetics, didn't have access to their needles that they were charged $300 for because I had a line of drug addicts who got them for free. And They're waiting for you to open that gate in the morning. They all have their little picture. They can come to you 3 or 4 times a day to get their industrialized heroin, meth, whatever you want to call it, and I have to give it to them. And then if they demand that I give them narcotics or whatever, I have to give it to them. They know that I have to give it to them, and it's at my own will and discretion. And like, I have no right to be like like to protect myself, you just literally go open your safe and get those pills out, and you have to hand them over to them because that's just what it is. I have no moral relation to it, and I had to— I went through the schooling, I graduated, I worked in pharmacy for— I wouldn't even say 2 months before I realized this is not for me. This is disgusting and I am not helping people. This is— I'm killing people for a living and I'm not okay with it. My idea at the beginning was, oh, pharmacists make $65 an hour, so I'm going to work my way up the ladder and I'm going to make bank and work a couple hours a week and have whatever I want. And I had a reality check really quickly that that was not for me.

Yeah, yeah, exactly. And it's all part of— I mean, The government knows. The government even knows truth. But again, this, all of it is a plan, and they're not going to win. Ultimately, they're not going to win. The light wins. But yeah, we humans have been lied to for millennia, not just in pharmacy and medical. Don't even get me started with the CDC. Oh, and the food pyramid. Don't worry, we're not going there this week.

But yeah, we won't get in it.

But yeah, your body is innate and it's programmed. When you can get control of your mind, because your mind, your thoughts and your feelings, those two bodies control what goes on in your body and in your experiences.

You know, the interesting thing was JC brought up when she was like the war on drugs, money, all this other things, and you brought up the war and everything. The thing with the word war is the dollar sign before and after it, because war makes nothing but money. Even though there's destruction, it makes money. It's sad, but there's money, power, and there you go back to all the other—

it's at the root of everything. Yeah, yeah. And so the best thing that we can do as lightworkers and beings that are awakening and coming out of the matrix is the best thing you can do is not put your attention back on matrix things. And I know it's a process, it's hard. It is doable, so even if you're doing it a little less than before— go ahead.

You said the word hard. You can't say the word hard.

It's reality.

I know, I'm just teasing you.

If you don't acknowledge it, it will play out.

But Jenny, I said gotcha.

Yeah, it's true, it is hard. Just because it's hard doesn't mean it's not doable.

And that, that was great for, um, Tina to point out, but that is a great example of growth. Like, you, you have to keep training yourself to stay in the light, but we all came from the dark. So it is the battle that we have to deal with every day, and that is hard most days. Like, checking yourself to not be that crazy person who wants to fight everybody all the time and let you know, like, how, how wrong you are because this, that, and other. Like, I've learned, like, that energy is only fueling the anger inside of me, the rage inside of me, because I feel so misunderstood. And that is difficult to check myself and be like, oh well, they, they really don't care what you have to say. They're not going to change their opinion no matter what words or analogies you throw at them. And you have to remain in what you know regardless and put it out there in light. And I had to surrender. I know I mentioned this before, but you have to surrender yourself to divine and say, okay, I'm tired of chasing people and things that do not serve me and do not care about how I really feel. Please bring the people who need me into my life and allow this shift to happen. Like, you have to Check yourself every day. That's like my motto in my head all the time.

You do it multiple times a day because we were— we learned the matrix well and we were trained that way. And part of this is acknowledging our mind space when, when we are putting our attention on things that are going on especially world events. And guys, just try it out for yourself. Feel how your body feels. If you're in a good mood and then all of a sudden you get a clip of the news or somebody reaches out to you about whatever's going on, look at it. How does your body respond? And the reason I said that it's hard for us to discipline our mind, because that is the reality. And when you can look at that and go, yeah, it's hard, but I'm here for the hard work. I'm here to be better and do better. I am a worthy opponent in my mind.

Well, and denying something is challenging or hard or uncomfortable, isn't that spiritual bypassing? I mean, that's what I call spiritual bypassing, is if you say, well, oh, I can't think of I have to think easy. Yes, if I can sit with hard, recognize it, and like you said, I am capable. I am capable, like JC was saying, that every single moment to shift that with awareness, not like I have to turn away from it as if it doesn't exist, right?

Because that's been normally the matrix. If things are hard, we, yeah, we shut it down and then we push it down, and that's when shadow forms. That's when we start creating karma. So acknowledging that, yeah, this path is hard, but it's doable and it does get easier, is different than, oh, this, you know, the feeling of the struggle creates the struggle. When saying that this disciplining your mind is hard isn't saying, oh gosh, I'm in lack and, um, I'm struggling to make this bill or to make that bill. That's bringing in an active I am struggling. That's what you want to stay away from. But if you're acknowledging, you know what, I'm a fierce opponent, I'm in my mind 24/7, 7. This, it's, it's simple, but it's not easy. And just because it's hard doesn't mean that's a negative or that it's not doable. It absolutely is. So that's the difference.

Yeah. And it's like, don't take your, your lessons and your challenges with toxic pos— like toxic positivity But with actual acknowledgment, yeah, this is real, this is happening. What is it trying to teach me? How can I overcome this? And why is it making me feel X, Y, and Z? So that you can really identify that things do need to be worked through in a healthy way. You have to slow down and acknowledge things so like they stop coming up over and over. Yeah, coming back until you figure out why.

And when you can just call yourself on things that, okay, what I'm facing is hard, okay, you know, getting control of your thoughts and your emotions. Like Tita was saying earlier, just in control alone, that opens so many different things. Well, like with control, there's anger, frustration, hurt, pain, all of it. But when we can just acknowledge, okay, this is gonna— this, this, this is hard, but I can do it. I'm not gonna push it down and say, oh, it's too hard, I'm just gonna hide. But yeah, it's, it's a lot to take in, and it really is a lot to unpack. All right guys, we are right at 11. Um, the webinar is happening Tuesday for my Intro to Self-Mastery workshop. If you haven't seen the post, I will do another one. Also check your emails if you're on my email list. The link for the webinar went out as well. So that's happening Tuesday morning. But other than that, you guys, thank you for hanging out, bringing your questions. Next week we will dive more into creation and pick up where Jesus left off, and we're going to talk about the big O.

Oh, really?

Yep.

Should we wear it? Should you— well, if you guys drink wine, bring your wine.

Yeah, exactly.

Thank you.

I'm gonna try not to blush as I go through it. We'll see how that all goes. But, um, yeah, just more mind-opening things. And guys, there's so much myth and everything and judgment and shame around masturbation. We're going there next week. I'm still trying to say it with a straight face.

Anyway, optional.

Yeah, yeah, exactly. Who knows how this is going to end up next week, but it is a huge fact of life, and people have been living, um less than and beating themselves up over a natural inherent piece, vital piece of creation. And we, um, tapped in it, tapped on it on a previous slide in today's episode. I don't know if you caught it or not, but we'll get it next week if you didn't. Oh, sorry, I didn't see the comment. All right, you guys, as always, I am sending you oceans and oceans of love. Have an amazing day, and I will talk to y'all later.

Thank you. Bye-bye.