Spiritual Tea Time w/The Awakening Doctor

Hello everybody. All right, feels good to be back. It seems like it's been a while. Well, it has been, but anyway, excuse me. Allergies have been, um, intense the past few days. All right, so I'm going to give you guys some time to pop in here before, um, we get going. As you come in, let me know you're here. Let me know where you're tuning in from. Hey Tammy, how are you, sweetie? I took Benadryl before coming on because, you know, you know how it happens. As soon as I'm about to go live, my nose starts running, I start coughing, my eyes swell up. You guys know how it is. So I did just take a Benadryl. It hasn't, um, taken effect yet. Jelly Beans, Donya, hello, hello, my tribe! I have missed you guys so much. I really have. Um, even though I haven't been present on social media or replying to anything, truth be told, I haven't been checking anything really. Um, taking a much-needed break, who was good. Um, I've missed you guys. Um, every day throughout the day, holding space for each and every one of you and sending positive vibes as well as blessings for abundance, health, happiness, joy, and love. Hey, Kathy! Thank you, guys. Thank you. Hey, I got something for Christmas I want to share. This is like— this made my whole day. So you guys know I wear these charm bracelets. This one's one I made, but But these other ones, my favorite jeweler is Alex and Ani. They have, their jewelry is all about meaning, uplifting, it's very in alignment with me, my brand, and the sustainability. Next week I'll wear, I have the Statue of Liberty pendant. And if you guys don't know about Alex and Ani, they were the company when the Statue of Liberty, all the copper was refurbished, They got all of that, so they make jewelry out of it. You guys know I'm connected to the Ascended Masters, so here's a little bit of knowledge you may not be aware of. The Statue of Liberty is really the Goddess of Liberty. Yes, there is a Goddess of Liberty. So, um, it has a lot of meaning. But anyways, Alex Mani is My all-time favorite. I lose it for Alex and Ani jewelry. I have, I have all of it. Not all of it, she comes out, or they come out with a lot. But, um, actually one of the ones I'm wearing right now, this one here, I don't know if you guys can see it, but it's a butterfly. I didn't realize they've done this whole butterfly, uh, collection. So why am I super excited? Hey, Shae Blaze! Awesome. Yeah, no, I haven't checked emails yet. I will be, um, tomorrow. But all right, so anyways, Alex and Anni, part of their butterfly collection. This one is Gratitude. You know I'm all about gratitude. But this gets even better, guys, and I don't even know how to explain it, but all I did when I opened this, I cried. Let me show you the butterfly. I love how this one looks. If you guys look at my logo up close, the body, the inside of the butterfly, it is the divine feminine light body. In case you didn't know, now you know. But anyways, the name of this one, Gratitude, Colodus Denae. I'm like, oh, I open that and I just burst into tears. I'm on the floor. I'm like, oh my gosh. I mean, I don't— you don't find my name in anything, but to have this, so, and it be gratitude. It says Colodus Denae, grateful. A small and especially delicate butterfly, the Calotis— I don't even know if I'm saying it right— Denae Arias flutters in its scarlet-tipped wings through the sky. Appreciate every simple moment and you will be filled with gratitude always. I mean, this is like all of me in a bracelet, so I wanted to share that with you. But oh, so here I have all— I have 3 butterflies, but 2 are Alex and Anni. This one I made. This is my WYCAL butterfly bracelet. So it just— I don't know, it was so exciting to get that. There's a huge, um, meaning in that for me. Yes, yeah, with Alex and Ani, all of their bracelets, their jewelry has meanings behind it. So this other butterfly one that I have, this one is I trust the power of change. These ones over here I have this one is Mystical Wisdom and Divination. This, I don't know if you guys can see, that is the number 7. That one is a Taurus, and it gives Taurus information, and then the letter D. I have, I have a bunch. I will, um, start wearing the different ones and let you know. But yes, all of their jewelry has meaning. It Like I said, um, I'm very picky on the companies and the brands that I support, um, but Alex and Ani is very dear to my heart now, even more so. All right. Hey Cynthia. All right guys, I'm, I'm super excited to, uh, I've got a bunch of announcements. I'm not spending this time giving you a bunch of announcements, but I am going to announce tea time is changing. So what does that mean? This is something that has been near and dear on my heart really since I was a little girl, but I didn't understand it back then. But going through, um religion and all of that. And in 2014, it just, it hit me really hard. I not want to just be a teacher, spiritual mentor. I want to bring the truth. I want to help others understand, especially, um, if you have religion in your background, and teach the truth of the Christ consciousness. Uh, so holding a service has been something I've wanted to do. I started it a little bit in 2016. It was, it was good. Um, I just didn't feel like it was the right time, and it's been pressing on me more and more. And that's why I took some time away from social media and stuff to really tap in and say, okay, is it time? Is it time? Um, it's time. So starting next Sunday, Tea Time— you'll probably notice the change in the name today— will now be Spiritual Tea Time. The name may change, I don't know, but what that time will consist of a spiritual service. Um, I will be— whoops— talking and walking you guys through, taking you guys through the Christ Letters, um, and talking about it, helping you guys to understand, answering questions and deciphering truths and myths and just omissions and lies and stuff, um, from the Bible, as well as talking about universal truths, universal laws, Christ consciousness, Mother Father God, ascended masters, angels, your multi-body system, all of it. This is, um, this is going to be, you know, the platform for that. So if you have a heart for God, for Jesus, Muhammad, Jehovah, whatever, whatever it is for you, but you're not fully fulfilled in church or wherever you're getting your spiritual knowledge, then this, this may be the place for you. And Oh God, that's right. When I was coming out of religion, it was so scary. It was really, really scary, and, and I don't even need to go into why. You guys know. And I had always wished there was like a bridge or something, and I just couldn't find it because it still all felt like an institution of religion. So, um, as I said, this has been on my heart for a while. I've been working on it. So next Sunday we are going to start Spiritual Tea Time. Um, we're gonna get down to the nitty-gritty. Yes, I'm gonna be doing decrees, talking about prayer, um, how, you know, we do it with Christ Consciousness, all of those different things. So if you have been following me, you like my readings, my classes, all the different things, you know, and you vibe with me and you still have religious veils— I call it the religious hangover, um, which boils down to the Matrix, right? Because that's the backbone. Then you may find this to be your new home, um, for spiritual education and freedom. So that's where Tea Time is going to go. It's going to spiritual Tea time. Yay! Thank you guys. Thank you for your excitement and your enthusiasm. And you know what? It's you guys sharing your energy with me, supporting me energetically. You know, support is so much more than money. You know, money's the smallest aspect of it, but the Matrix taught us that that was the most important thing. It's not. It's time and intention. That energy, you can't put a price on that. So for every one of you who follow me, who support me, who like, who comment, that is more valuable to me than money, than cash, because it's an energy exchange. It's an energy exchange, soul to soul. And guess what? What you put out, what you pour into, has to come back to you. It's the universal law. So me pouring into you comes back to me. You pouring into me by supporting me in the ways that you do, it comes back to you tenfold. So I love the symbiotic community that we are growing together. So thank you guys, thank you for helping me, um, helping me do this. I love each and every one of you. Yeah, you guys do, you guys do. And that's what I'm saying, you know, we all are on this journey at different places. We all have limiting beliefs around manifesting and money and security, you know. And it took me a while to work through all that, but once it hit that what you know, money's an energy and energy exchange and how, how things really work universally. My perspective changed, my life changed, you know, um, abundance, happiness, joy, all of it. It just, it shows up. And this is something that for me, it was coming out of religion and the whole tithing thing and doing this and doing that and, and all of that created even more stuff. Um, so anyways, I'm happy to have this platform and be able to share my knowledge, what I've learned, what, um, has been downloaded to me, what I'm here to serve, and to help you take this and find your truths, make it your own, and, you know, fulfill your purpose. Because it's not just me, it's all of us together. All of us together need to bring in the light and hold the light. We are what the world needs, and I'm just honored to be here with each and every one of you. So again, thank you. All right, thank you for allowing me that time and just to give you a little, you know, clue or insight on what's to be coming. All right. Yeah, Julie, guys, I see you guys. I know, I see you, I see you guys, and it just touches me so much. So any limiting beliefs that creep up that altered ego wants to tell you, like 'Oh, I can't afford a session with her. I can't afford her reading. I'm not support—' Stop it. That's monkey mind. You showing up, you watching my videos. And guys, um, for all of you who watched, uh, my video to the end and I told you to put a word in, thank you. There will be a drawing and that, uh, winner will be announced later. And For those of you who have your names entered by putting that word in there, the prize is a free 30-minute reading with me. So throughout 2022, I'm going to be doing that. So there are rewards throughout, you know, listening to the reading all the way to the end. You guys, most of you guys already know that my readings kind of encompass a lot of different things, and one part may not resonate with you, but the rest of it will. All of that. So this is another way for me to share and pour back into you. So yeah, all right, you guys, I wonder where Brit is. Yeah, no, I haven't said— well, then again, I don't know, I haven't been on in a while. So, all right, let me get some water. And like I said, the whole service thing and stuff, that's starting next Sunday. Um, so if you're serious about finding a spiritual path or learning spiritual truths or just getting closer and tapping in Sunday is the place you want to be. So with all that said, today's tea time is— I'm gonna do the collective reading. As you know, I haven't done that yet this morning. I did do the card of the day, which I still have here, which is, um, number 34, the Soul Star Chakra. And I'm gonna use that as the base and, um, pull other cards. Julie, you can bring it. And you know, I'm totally open about that, meaning, guys, you're gonna have questions because the Bible's been the filter for the longest time. So if you want to bring the Bible, you want to throw questions out or ask certain things do it. It— that's what it's here for. I will be coming each day with a message. Um, you don't have to have the Christ Letters book. I do suggest it. Um, and even he talks about in the letters, read a page or two at a time and digest it. But there is a playlist on YouTube that's audio version of this so you can listen to it. It's free. You can even download— there's a Google PDF out there on the internet, um, PDF free version of the book. So you can get that if you want to go deeper and follow along. I will also— I will be teaching out of my book as well, as well as Passport to God. Many of you probably haven't even heard of this book. That's okay. But Passport to God is spiritual truth as revealed by the ascended and angelic host. A lot of you have probably wondered or asked— I mean, most of you know kind of I got my downloads for my book and Your Cells Are Listening But Passport to God was a huge part of my transformation. The Radiant Rose Academy puts that out. If you want to hear directly from ascended masters and know more about Mother Father God, check out the Radiant Rose Academy. Yes, I am a full-time student of there. So that's all I'm going to say on that. I'm not pushing it or anything, but just wanting to give you guys more tools. And things to check out that if you're serious about your spiritual path and this growth and healing and ascension, these are the two books that, um, we're going to be talking about. Yes, I will be talking about the Bible and things like that. Donya, um, Yeah, so there's a lot of omissions. And you know, the Christ Letters, in case you guys haven't listened to them yet or anything— sorry, a bunch of stuff is falling over here— these are, um, it's Christ came back, he wrote, he wrote these letters, um, through a channel, uh, and Explains why he was here, how he got here, why the New Testament is, you know, guys, then yes, the New Testament was written by his disciples 30 years after he died. Not a lot of accuracy, and it was based on their own account. So anyways, there's just so much in here. We're gonna go through it week by week. Um, so, oh, and guys, just here's another quick update. You know, um, we've been— I've had to remodel and all of that. This room is not— hasn't even been started yet. Furniture's everywhere. But started on the other room. We got it painted yesterday, so by Sunday next week at least I'll have a bit bigger space. I'm not committing that it's all going to be done yet. Flooring, um, is supposed to arrive tomorrow, but I'll have the bigger space, better camera, all of that. So I won't be in this tiny little space and just feel like, and things are falling everywhere. We'll be able to settle in, spread our wings, and really dive in. All right, so I haven't been around, so I've got a few announcements about a few of you in, um, in my tribe. You guys know I set out a manifesting challenge months ago. I want to, um, just give some shout outs. I'm not going to mention names. If you want to share who you are, that's perfect, you do that. But, um, somebody in our community manifested $30,000. Congratulations! Somebody else manifested— well, there have been a few of you writing in letting me know about the money manifestation, so I want to give a shout out to each and every one of you on that. Um, and also The last time I issued the challenge and said, you know, look, call in something weird, um, somebody in here— it was a few months later though— it did come through. She saw what she wanted to manifest. So I just want to talk about a little bit of delays. Why can there be delays? Because we're designed to be instant manifestors. It's our own limiting beliefs and lower vibration doubts and fears that keep it away from us. So it's not that you're not manifesting or you're messing it up, it's just you're not in alignment yet, or there's some doubt. So keep at it, keep at it. Um, the key is detachment. Set the intention and then forget about it. Detach from the outcome and the win, guys. When Focusing on the when. When's it gonna happen? That's a doubt. Wow, two whole decks just fell all over the floor. I am not picking them up right now. I am just gonna go ahead and get into this reading. Yay, Jelly Beans! Yes, you did. Every— actually, you haven't seen every angle of this room yet, but close. There are some hidden areas in this room we're gonna talk about. Patience just came out. Patience and Movement. Oh, it's gonna be fun today. All right, I love it, I love it, I love what these two cards are saying. So I've got Movement on one side and I've got Patience on the other. Patience fell in the east with air. Air can be action, but patience is saying, eh, eh, eh, hold up, have patience. Movement fell in the west, fire. So what is this saying? This is saying that keep tapping in. You are being guided. Kind of how I shared this morning, or at the beginning, that I've had something on my heart that I've wanted to birth and bring forth. But I had to have patience. It wasn't the right timing, but I knew I would know when the right time was and I'd be ready to make that move. That's what these cards are saying. Hold still, keep your patience, let your roots grow into the ground. How well you could see that. You're not standing still, you're not being idle. You are growing. You are getting grounded. You have planted the seeds. Let your roots grow. You are going to know because you are tapped in, bringing in this divine knowledge all the way through, in, through, and around you. You are gonna know when the right time is to make your move, and you're going to be ready. This is an energy of, yes, being in your head about feeling like you should be farther along or it should have happened already. That's just altered ego trying to trip you up. You are setting yourself up. You're growing your roots, so your foundation is going to be strong. So when things come your way or energy comes your way, you're not going to be rocked. You're not going to go backwards. You are firmly planted. You are going to keep moving forward. So tap in, tap in. All right. Hey Joan, you didn't know, um, see Facebook and social media is still suppressing my post. I've been posting, I made announcements about tea time and links, it doesn't look like my videos are coming through, guys, so Yeah, hang in there. Thank you for your patience. You know, all I have to say is apparently when the timing is right for you to see it, you guys are seeing it. I've had to release the frustration of it, of what is going on, what is going on. You guys aren't getting the information, but yet I'm posting it and posting it, so Thanks for searching me out. I don't know how else to say it because that really touches my heart. That really— I don't want to start crying again. Sending you love, Joan. Thank you. All right. All right, so this is fitting. All right, as we are growing And stepping through, opening up the soul star chakra, that old energy of the burdens wants to come through. You're aware of it. It's not as if you don't know and you're just kind of like, what, what's happening? Yeah, you may internally, um You may internally having that double dialogue, uh, being positive, you know, looking forward to new things, standing strong, but that subconscious energy of the habit. Guys, I want you to understand, holding on to that denser energy of being overwhelmed and got to do this, got to do this, all of that, it's a pattern, it's a habit, and it's not going to serve you in 2022. That's why it's kind of been this back and forth. Take off the blindfold, recognize it for what it is, and you are, and you're releasing it. Um, because this burden, overwhelm energy, that's a trauma response. It's a control thing. Um, makes you feel like you're doing something, but you're really just spinning your wheels. You are spitting out and draining your own energy. 2022, um, you should probably— are already starting to feel the energy is a bit different. You're wanting to kind of slow down and relax a little bit, go with the flow. This is the divine energy. This is about the 6. This is about divine feminine, magnetizing, nurturing. Coming from love, all of that. Give yourself some time to adjust. It's going to feel a little weird because it's, it's, and it's a different energy from what 2021 was and even 2020, where it was like, gotta go, go, go, go. But remember, patience. You're— you've already planted the seeds. Your roots are growing. Keep watering and feeding yourself. All right, let's see. Let me grab a drink. Yes, yes, I'm going to be teaching on the Christ Letters. Yeah, I know. I wasn't even sure trying to get on for YouTube, um, it kept losing connection. So it's all gonna work itself out. It's all divine timing. The messages and that will be coming through, you know, they're, they're deep, but they will get through. They will get through. All right, all right. So have you guys been feeling this energy that we were just talking about? You guys could be commenting and I have no idea because I'm not seeing it, so All right, I like this. Queen of Wands, Ace of Pentacles. Okay, Queen of Wands. Ace of Pentacles, Two of Wands in reverse. Yvette, I can see yours. Well, I saw that one. You've turned your attention inward. You are putting the focus on you, what you're passionate about. You have— you're going through a glow up. To be in the Queen of Wands energy, you've gone through a lot of stuff. You faced yourself and now you're standing. You're coming into 2022. Here I am. This is me. This is what I want. This is what I'm going for. You're not letting other people fool you anymore. You're being very discerning who you're letting in your energy, who you're going to allow around your energy in 2022. And that is a pattern that you're breaking. That was not who you were 2021, 2020, any time before. In 2021, you started to see that's what you needed to do. You're closing out a trauma cycle of always being the go-to person, being the one to help others. You're now filling your cup first. You're going for what lights you up. Ace of Pentacles. That this is the divine seeing what you've gone through, saw how you put effort into getting a hold of your mind and your emotions, bringing into balance, seeking out truths. Hang on, this lighting is driving me nuts, guys. I don't know if that's going to help or make it worse. Sorry. Anyways, okay, I don't know if it's worse or better. You're feeling more solid in your energy, accepting your divine feminine You're seeing your body different. You're changing that conversation internally. Here comes the divine. Hey, I always said you make the first step, I will provide the next step. Have no doubt, have no fear. The abundance, the safety, the security, the business, the clients, the partner. You are now becoming in alignment for what you're passionate about and for what you want. But here's my butt. This is where that old pattern of The thought form coming back up. You're getting ready to be handed this divine gift, and you're over here going, can I trust it? I don't know, things never really work out for me this way. I really want to believe this, but self-sabotage. 2022 is the year to trust yourself, trust your intuition, trust what you're creating and what you're wanting to manifest. Don't stay stuck. Don't bring that old energy in because this is the pattern that you've always done. You get so close to tangibly having that manifestation in your— like, manifest in 3D. And where maybe you should stay in the Four of Swords, allowing, resting. You don't. You jump back into the anxiety, the worry, the human consciousness, and that's okay. As a matter of fact, as we go through the Christ Letters, Christ talks about that. He went through that during— actually, right after he came out of his 6 weeks of in the desert. His, his 6 weeks in the desert was his spiritual awakening. So, but when he came out of that, the human consciousness came up. He went through this battle. So don't beat up on yourself, guys. It's part of the process. Um, and what the Christ came to do, what he did when he was here, literally was a roadmap for awakening and how that is. When he went out in the desert and faced the devil or Satan, that's not what he faced. That's the words that were given to it, but there is no hell, there is no devil. It is the human consciousness. It's humans' own duality thinking. But that's what he faced in the desert. That's what you face on your spiritual awakening in the dark night of the soul. Yeah, so yeah, you— and that's how we walk through. We start to prove it to ourselves. I know how scary it is, how hard it is to just push doubt away, especially when— I mean, doubt's a habit, guys. It's a habit. It's a programming. So, you know, it takes a while to break a habit, but being on top of it, staying in your, you know, catching your thoughts and feelings and changing your mindset— Jesus came here to talk about consciousness, to talk about the power of the mind and the mindset. All right, and I'm really excited about, um, bringing this through. As a matter of fact, I was kicking it around yesterday. Um, I'm gonna start it with Sundays, um, but I may bring it to two 2 services a week. I'm thinking adding a Wednesday too. Why? Because there's so much to talk about, there's so much to absorb and learn, and we're hungry. The time is now, so you know, why not? So yeah, all right, let's get you guys, um, some individual cards, and then I will let you go for today. Let's see, what deck do I want to use? I want to use this one. Okay, all right, there are 11 of you in here right now, so I want to— if you guys want a card, put in a purple heart. Whoa! And since there are 11 of you, If you have a specific question, I will go ahead and take one question, um, from each of you and answer that, uh, with the cards. Thank you, Julie. Yes, I'm working through that 2022 you're gonna see me not as engaged. I will not be responding in Messenger, things like that. To reach out to me, you can email me at theawakeningdoctor@gmail.com. I will be announcing my weekly live office hours, so there will be certain times of the day that I will check my emails and engage in things like that, but I will not be checking Messenger. That is it. I'm just— for my own energy protection, I'm not. Okay, so Joan, do you have a question or do you just want whatever spirit has? Same thing for Kelly. Joan, let's see. Yes, General Drone. Okay, Cal. Ah, okay. Before I saw what your question, Joan, um, I knew this card was for you. And what I was getting off of it before I saw your question was, um, there's an aha moment about to come in. It feels like it started to, like you're— you've kind of grabbed onto it, but it fully hasn't expressed itself yet. Oh, Spirit just like smacked me upside the head and said, hello, today's the new moon, Joan. You are about to have your aha moment, um, seeing what has been hidden from your sight, what is holding you to that story. That story was a habit. It became a habit and a pattern. Going back to childhood, feeling unworthy, and I know you're going to understand what I'm about to say, but let me preface it, and I'm going to do that from my point of view. When I was getting sick with all the— with the lupus, the rheumatoid arthritis, when I was bedridden, all of that, there is an energy that creeps up and it's so subtle And it's that energy of— it's altered ego. But for that point in our life, we are— I don't want to say the center of attention, but attention is on us. People are focused on us, trying to help us. And you can probably understand the energy I'm trying to talk about. And explain. Sometimes it's— it's— sometimes you just don't have the words to explain the energy. But for those of us who have been through the cancers, the, um, invisible diseases, diseases of any kind, and that have walked through this, you know what I'm talking about. There is— there— that's It becomes a habit, and that's feeding that root, that open wound in altered ego that goes back to in childhood. Joan, you can let me know if this is right or if I'm on, on track with this. It feels as if in childhood you were the caregiver to a parent or an older sibling, somebody older than you. The Cancer feeds that energy. The Cancer story feeds that energy that now that subconscious energy is, oh, it's my turn now, it's my turn. Um, this aha moment for you on what that root is, when that happened, to be able to change that perspective around it and go, "Oh, you know what? I don't need this energy anymore. I can let it go." There was a time I didn't think I could separate myself from my story, thinking that, you know, my purpose was telling my story over and over again, how I overcame I don't talk about my story much anymore. It feels— it literally feels like a complete lifetime ago and so distanced from it, but breaking that root, that habit— because Joan, it feels like when you find yourself talking about your story, your body is reacting and it's tightening up, it's kind of shrinking, it doesn't feel good. Can you confirm or deny that? Okay. Yeah, I'm feeling that. So this new moon today, um, write yourself a letter with— you're gonna burn this letter at the new moon tonight. You're gonna release this because you no longer need that. You have illumined so much. This is just part of the human consciousness wanting to hold on. Yes, it is part of your purpose and your story, but you're going through— you're transmuting the energy of your story. So where right now it's still that root that keeps you limited and in that energy. As you release this, recognize what it is, release it. You're going to alchemize that energy and transmute it to where down the road you're not even going to realize it, but there's going to be an opportunity and you're going to share that story and you're going to have no attachment to it anymore. Write a letter to yourself. So you're going to write this letter. Don't judge anything that comes out but be in gratitude for your old story, for everything that you went through because you've learned so much. Let it know you were grateful for the lesson and the experience, but you don't need it anymore, and that in love and forgiveness, you're letting that story go. Okay, all right, Kelly was next. Um, Let me see. Eight of Cups. Kelly, it feels like, um, over New Year's or coming through New Year's I'm not exactly sure if you've made the decision or it was a realization that you have to walk away from something. Maybe somebody. It could just be the energy around this connection, um, But you know that something has to change, and you have to be the person to discipline yourself and make that change. Know that, um, in walking away from this energy and disconnecting from it, you are opening yourself up for something new and better to come in. Cynthia, hey beautiful! All right, um Kelly, let me see, who else did I have? Sherry. All right, Sherry, do you have a question? Let me see. So I'll do Sherry and then Yvette. Do either one of you have a specific question or just general? Okay, all right, Yvette. I'm being drawn to the Four of Pentacles for you. What I'm getting off of this is there— be careful, um, someone in your energy There's a jealousy and envy type of energy. Um, the message trying to come through is move about in silence. Don't talk about it until after you've done it, whatever it is, because there is somebody in your energy that doesn't have your best interests at heart. They have their interest at heart. Um, I feel that this is you in this card, and this is that other energy. You already— you— this isn't somebody you're not aware of. As soon as I said this, somebody came to mind. So, um, yeah, listen to spirit, listen to your intuition. It's spot on. All right, Sherry, Miss Sherry. Sherry, Sherry, Sherry. Love, praise, and gratitude, glory and grace. Miss Sherry, Ten of Swords. What I'm getting off of this card, I was, um, drawn to, um, the divorce certificate here. This is you divorcing your old habits, your old patterns, that human consciousness, the ways, um, the ways that you have been. Yet this energy is you're just like Nope. Oh yep, I used to be like that. Oh, don't like that, throwing a sword at it. Nope, not today, not today. Yeah, out with the old, in with the new. It's as if you literally took these swords out of your heart, out of your back, and just went nope, nope. But see, here's the thing, you're not You're not pulling them out of your back and sending them back to the people who put them there. You have gone neutral and you're just like, nope, this isn't serving me anymore. Universe, you do your thing, these are not mine. And throwing them— you're not throwing them with any ill intentions, you are setting yourself free. That is amazing. Boundaries, yep. Yeah, but you're doing it with integrity and with essential harmlessness, uh, because you know what you put out, what you think and feel, what you emote, you put out has to come back to you. And you're done putting out those swords, those thoughts. You're saying, no, no, no, this shit comes back on me. I'm done. I see you, Cynthia. I see you. Um, okay, so Sherry, that was yours. Who was next? I did Sherry, I did Yvette, Cynthia, and Kathy. All right, my dears, do you guys have questions or general? I'm gonna take a bite of my yogurt. I'm hungry. You know, this bull gets hungry when I do these readings. I don't know why. Cynthia and Kathy. All right, Kathy, Spirit. All right, Kathy, Two of Swords. Feels like there is either somebody or something that you're losing interest in or you're bored with. A decision needs to be made. Are you going to stay? Are you going to go? Are you Gonna settle for the energy and the way the circumstance is, whatever that circumstance is. Feels like you already know what decision you need to make, but you're procrastinating in making it. Feels like it's more comfortable not to make the choice. It's like the inner dialogue's like, well, it's really not that bad. It's just not exciting. I feel like patience— you will know the right time to make the move. So this is going back to the general reading from earlier. Okay, all right, uh, Cynthia, The World. Feels like you've decided 2022 is going to be the year that you step out in all of you. Um, your energy is feeling very grounded, very secure. Um, I pick up this you don't give a fuck attitude. You're doing what sets your soul on fire, but you're coming again, coming from a place of essential harmlessness. It's not like you're in this energy of, you know, hurting people or anything like that emotionally or with your words. It's not that. It's you are triggering people. Your inner beauty, your inner light, your energy is triggering other people. But where that held you back, now you're like, that's not my problem. I'm just going to be over here being sensual, beautiful, amazing, holding the light, spreading the light. Y'all can think whatever you want. I don't care anymore. You are not stopping me. And I love how she looks like a butterfly with this. You are— yeah, you've come through a big transformation and you're ready to let your skin show. Yeah, okay, let's see. Tammy, Tammy, Tammy. Okay, Tammy, I think these two go together for you, so take it how it resonates. I'm looking at the Tower and I'm looking at the King of Cups. This Tower card has one man on it. Normally you see a building and, you know, two people being thrown out. There's one man here, and here's the King of Cups. Um, I'm feeling this Tower is more of like an aha moment. Um, this Tower is like an aha moment, a realization, um, something you can't turn away from, and it's regarding this King of Cups energy, masculine energy that has deep love, but they don't show it, they don't talk about it. Um, this energy feels like a pattern. Um, a pattern of how the men in your life have been. You're walking away from this energy. I feel like that's what this Tower is saying, this aha moment, this realization of this energy in different people. You're not putting up with it anymore. You're saying no. You are in 2022, you're taking your stand and you're walking away from it now. Yeah, Tammy, this is for you. Um, I feel like this already started in 2021, but you've been ignoring it. So if you have been ignoring it, there— a fated event is going to come forth that you cannot not look at it anymore and deal with it. But I feel like you already have. You started dealing with that, and in 2022 you're walking away from it and saying no more. Okay, sorry, I just got a message from my son. He's not going into work, he can't smell or taste. Okay, so I'm gonna wrap this up so I can go get some vitamin C into him. So Tammy, that's what, um, spirit has for you, and that goes back into childhood. Okay, Cynthia, I know I didn't get you. Um, Cynthia and JC. Cynthia, Nine of Swords in reverse. Yes, my dear, my dear, my dear. Um, I know it's been very rough. This came out this way. 2022 is asking you to see the bigger picture, walk through that bigger picture, walk through to that bigger picture, um, The current battle— stay in your knowing, stay in your truth, um, call in the angels. The less you put your attention on it, the less you put your hands into it, the more the divine can work on it. Uh, when it comes up and it's trying to overtake you, just say nope, nope. You know what? My I AM presence is handling that. I'll come back to it. Start practicing turning your attention away from all the fires. This isn't your burden to bear. I've got, got the Star in reverse. That's what I'm hearing loud— sorry, loud and clear. You've taken on someone else's burden and projections. You have a purpose in it, but that's gotten cloudy because you've absorbed others' energy. That's blocking your own healing and growth. Your I AM presence knows what to do. It's the human consciousness that keeps coming up, um, and freaking you out and holding you back. Okay, you are absolutely going to be okay. You're going to be better than okay. This was closing out a cycle you had to walk through, and you have to see it for the bigger picture and drop what isn't yours. That is the cycle to close out. Thank you, JC. All right, let's go ahead and— JC, let me get yours. Was Knight of Swords in reverse. You put something on hold, you put something on ice. You were heading towards something and just went, nope, hold up, wait a minute, don't collect $200, don't pass go. Um, You're unsure. Bring it down into your heart. Um, go back when this is over and watch the first part of the reading where I did the overall energy reading. This is going to tie into that with patience and movement, okay? Get clear from your intuition, not your mind. All right, Miss Jilly Jilly Jilly, let's get your card and then I'm out of here. All right, Three of Cups. I love this card. Love the energy and the vibe. You're coming into 2022 in your authenticity, your bare naked truth, letting it all hang out and accepting all of you. That is amazing. You are calling in your own soul family and your soul tribe as you let go of those that hold you back, those that are of the same alignment and that are going to lift you up are coming in. All right, okay, you guys, thank you so much for hanging out with me. I send you oceans and oceans of love and support today and every day. Bye, you guys!