Taurus 1010 Portal Energy -- The bull has walked away - who is about 2 C their bull is GONE~

Hey, hey, hey, beautiful heart! Welcome to my channel. I am Dr. Denae Arias, the Awakening Doctor, creator of Your Cells Are Listening and COSMA, the Community of Self-Mastery. So here we are. I know it's been a while. It has been quite quite a long time since I've done a, uh, zodiac reading, but here we are. This is what we're doing. We're starting off with Taurus. The Bull Gang is in the house. So this message will be for you if you have Taurus in your major 3 placements, you are dealing with a Taurus, So crosswatchers are welcome, um, even if you just want to be a Taurus or if you're here spying on a Taurus. No judgment, doesn't matter. Just grab yourself a drink and enjoy your time here. Let's start unpacking this because Tauruses, um, en masse have really been going through it over the years, and this is the year that really put us on a completely different path. It's not that didn't do the work. So if you are a Taurus or know a Taurus, dealing with a Taurus that is more low vibrational, more matrix-minded, this reading is not about them. This reading is about high vibrational Tauruses, Tauruses who have been doing this deep, dark, challenging inner work. So that's who we're talking about today. All right, starting off, overall energy: 47, the Thinking Woman, 13, Financial Constraints, and 20, Envy. Very interesting, um, lineup here. I like it though. I'm here for it. What I intuitively am picking up on these, I do feel the thinking woman, Taurus. That is your energy. Um, it feels like in the past— sorry guys with the camera— um, you spent a lot of time in your head analyzing, analyzing, and analyzing. And here's the thing with us Tauruses, we can come across cold, aloof, um, not very emotional. That's kind of a misnomer with us. We are deeply emotional beings. We're just very skilled at not letting it show. Because we are very deep feeling, you know, we are represented by the bull. We're very passionate. If we believe in something, we are in 110%. I don't care if that's a hobby, something you like, a job, or a relationship. It doesn't matter. When we're in, we're in 110%. And it takes a lot to push us away. We are not delicate little flowers that one little misstep or wrongdoing or wrong word, we're gonna pull out the Edward Scissorhands move and, you know, cut you off and never talk to you again. That's not a Taurus. Now, that is a trait of a Taurus after you've repeatedly pushed the Taurus away, ignored the Taurus, hurt the Taurus, lied to the Taurus. So a lot of you Taurians have spent a great deal of time in reflection mode and analyzing and really analyzing what— who you are, who you want to be, what you want and who is in alignment with you in your circle. Tauruses normally don't run in packs. We don't run with a big group of people. True, our energy is very attractive. It's very magnetizing. People love to be around Tauruses. They seek us out for our advice, our stability, because we are that sign that If we mess with you, we are down. We are loyal. We're not gonna just escape at the first sign of trouble. We are those ride or dies, and it takes a lot for us to push you away or to walk out of your life. So this Thinking Woman card, this was really about Taurus bossing up. Taurus finally saying, you know what, I know what I bring to the table. I bring loyalty, stability, um, finances. I mean, we are money magnets. Hello, Wall Street. What's its symbol? The bull. Um, we are nurturing. We Guys, a Taurus— if you have a Taurus in your life, you are extremely blessed. But I already feel just with these 3 out, and I know I'm still on the first card and I will get there, especially with this Envy card, um, for— this will be for that— those crosswatchers that maybe a Taurus isn't returning your text, they're not picking up your calls. They're harder to pin down, what have you. That is a sign that Taurus has had enough. And these higher vibrational Tauruses, you're not gonna get that text, that phone call, or that conversation that says, here, you've done this, this, and this, and I've given you these chances after another to come in correct. You didn't do it. I'm out of here. You're not going to get that conversation. Taurus is done with that because before a Taurus cuts you off, they've already tried that. So this reading, um, Taurus, there are still people in your energy that you've moved away from, and there are even people trying to attach to your energy you don't even know, but they're coming from that old energy of envy. And jealousy. I do not feel this is Taurus's card because, see, Taurus— again, a low vibrational Taurus, absolutely, they run in fear, envy, jealousy, doubt, manipulation, 110%. I won't deny that. Again, not talking about those Tauruses, I'm talking about the higher vibrational ones that can really sense envy and jealousy, especially within your own circle. You put up with it way too long, and now because you have gone through this process and faced yourself and are really here more for a heartfelt, soul-based connection, but if that person isn't reciprocal and giving, matching your energy, giving what you're giving out, Taurus, you are fast now to move and say, nope, this isn't for me. Why? Because you spent too much time trying to placate and make these people who are filled with jealousy and envy feel better about themselves while you took the hit. You're, you're done. You're like, nope, nope, I'm not here to save anybody. I'm here to have experiences. I'm here to bring the light. I'm here to be the lighthouse for those who truly want to level up, who truly want to heal, want to live a completely different life and be a different person, be more heart-based. One of the challenges— if you're resonating with this so far, then you're going to resonate with this middle card— financial constraints. Again, Taurus is the sign of finance. That's what we really represent. It's in our natural-born nature. We know money is an energy. It's an energy that needs to be respected. And for the Tauruses that grew up in environments that were very matrix-bound, very much where, uh, your parents, grandparents, elders, what have you, had a poverty or lack mindset. And guys, hear me when I say this: it doesn't matter the assets or the size of your bank account. You could be a Taurus that has millions in different accounts and you could still have a lack poverty mindset because it's an energy and its beliefs. Money and love go hand in hand. You have worked through these financial constraints. You have really worked on this relationship with you and money where you have spent a lot of your life living and having experiences opposite of what your innate ability and life should be with abundance and finances. You have faced those blocks, those shadows. You're owning your own self-worth. So this is changing, guys. A lot of people that you have had in that inner circle that was filled with jealousy and envy were 100% blocking your finances. Some of them actually were trying it and consciously knew what they were doing. Others, it was very subconscious. That subconscious energy of blocking you financially, not making you feel worthy, all of those different things are what you have been working through behind the scenes. All right, let's get into this story because I feel it's really interesting. And I believe we do have some planets going direct, so we're going to feel that change. Um, I know the new moon and the eclipse is coming up on the 14th. We've got the 10/10 portal that is right upon us. We're already feeling that energy. So a lot of what you can be experiencing right now is energy that you dealt with or experienced back in October of 2005. That cosmic lineup, that energy setup is what is here. It's playing out, guys. It's coming around literally so you can make a different decision this time. That goes back to this thinking woman. Reflect back on where you were. This isn't a time for analysation. Don't get in the weeds with it. Don't try to analyze it. Just know that the past will not repeat for you unless that's what you're thinking about, talking about, and pulling into your existence today. All of this energy, all of these repeating patterns and situations that you have been working through, um, I want to say really since July, but this has really been kicking up, is remnant of 2005 energy. So now when it's coming around in 2023, is that something you want to experience again in your tomorrows? Simple yes or no. And if you say no, then the onus is on you to make a different choice today. Love this, the Devil. And this is out of all the decks I own, this guy I think is the hottest looking devil there is. Um, again, I'm just talking about the Devil card in the different decks, um, of tarot. But I mean, he's sitting there, hand out, like, come on. You know you want to come back to this and this energy, because this is subconscious habitual energy that really says, yeah, we used to have a good time. Remember how you like this? Remember how you like that? What it does though is block out the reasons why you're not in alignment with that stuff anymore and the reason why you moved away from it. So be very careful of the stories that are playing out inwardly. Um, I do feel that, Taurus, the energy that you— your essence, your energy that you've pulled back from other people— again, guys, it doesn't have to always be romantic. While it can be, it doesn't mean that's all this is. It's not. We've got friendships, we've got family, we've got co-workers, we have ex-lovers, wannabe lovers, side people, whatever, that, um, are feeling your— feeling that you have moved away. They're feeling that separation and they are craving your energy. And guys, Hear me and hear me well. Just because somebody's craving your energy doesn't mean that it's a positive or good thing for you, and it's not. This card came out on the Envy card. This is saying this absolute— these two absolutely can represent narcissists. And Taurus, we are, we are A moth to a flame for narcissists. Y'all know it, um, and it's just because of our energy. But some of these people, whether you know it or not in the 3D, they are attached to your energy. You feel this subconsciously, you feel it in the 5D. You're going through your day not even thinking about these people. They are like so far from your mind, but in the middle of whatever you're working on, boom, a thought or a feeling comes in. Make no mistake about it, guys, you are picking up on those people thinking about you. It is 100% your responsibility to protect your energy. It's not for you to call these people up and be like, why are you thinking about me? What's going on? No. No, no, no. You set up a boundary. You walked away for a reason, and your life has been better for it. You know it. I know it. Somebody— actually, it does feel like more than one person isn't happy that you have bossed up, that you're changing, that you are making choices for you. Um, you have taken the sails out of somebody's, um, boat here. That's an interesting metaphor. I actually never use that one, but here we are. Um, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. Yeah. Keep your boundaries. The Tauruses that this is going to resonate with, you have had some very intense aha moments with situations, people, places, and things that it took everything within you to walk away from and not look back. There are times that you've wanted to look back, you wanted to go back, but you stop yourself every time. Props to you for not giving in to that Devil energy because you already know what's going to happen over there. See, look how we started out with financial constraints. Queen of Wands in reverse means you have lost your passion, your drive for something. Um, it could be a business, it could be a means of security, it could be a job. It's going to be different for all of you, and for some of you it's all of that. You know, own it wherever you're at. But here's the thing, Those are experiences that you had that were against your true nature. Your true nature, the Queen of Pentacles. This is our card, Queen of Pentacles and the Hierophant. Um, very much Taurian energy. You have moved into a whole new belief, a whole new sense of security. You are not rocked by the dollar amount or lack thereof in your accounts. You have really owned that, that poverty, that lack. I've got to work hard, I've got to sacrifice myself. You know, for the dollar, you're like, no, no, no, I don't. I played that role, I wore that mask in the matrix, in this saga of my life, but I am now entering a new phase, guys. Taurus energy now, and Jupiter in our sign is helping us. It's I believe it's going to be in our sign until May, to really see our value and our worth and own that and be stingy with it. Absolutely not everybody deserves a Taurus, and this energy is here. So crosswatchers, I do feel that there are some of you watching this reading and you fumbled with a Taurus. You had a Taurus that was down for you. They were helping you. They gave you great advice. They were always there for you. You were not there for them. And they finally said, you know what, this is not— this is not a good investment for me. They're getting a lot out of me. But they are not somebody I can call up and say, hey, I need to talk to you, and that they can talk to you the way you talk to them. Having a Taurus in your life, or being a, you know, literally having a Taurus in your life that is in your contacts that you can text or call at any time and know that Taurus is 100% gonna be there for you, I want to ask you this: are you there for the Taurus the way they are for you? Because if you're not, don't expect them to be around much longer. Just saying. So Taurus, those Taureans that have been back and forth and waffling, should I just cut ties energetically with this person? Heck, I haven't heard from them in a while. For some of you, it is breadcrumbing. They, um, they're still around. They don't reach out to you all the time. Um, they'll kind of slink back in when things are getting intense for them, but they're not genuinely just taking time out of their day to reach out to you just to see how you're doing. That's a Taurus trait. We can be busy. Guys, if you knew my schedule and what I deal with on a day-to-day basis, it would blow your mind. It blows my mind. But those of you who have access to me— and that's really, really a small, small number, and shrinking, by the way— but those of you who can text me and I text back, that's a flex. So whoever you are, if you have a Taurus in your contacts that you could text back, or text and they text back, all that Taurus wants is equal give and take. Taurus has been through so much that they are at this precipice that if you are not putting in effort to maintain a connection with a Taurus, you're gonna find yourself not getting those responses back. So that's for those cross-watchers. Taurus, if you needed a sign to stop putting yourself out there for people that you cannot call on, this is it. Yeah, look, and as you guys saw, it came in upside down. Um, I originally saw it upright, so I'm gonna read it in both ways. But yes, Six of Pentacles, this is my equal reciprocity card. And again, you, Taurus, you did a lot of analyzing, and you literally went within and said, you know what, people come to me because of my strength, but they drain me. When I'm going through something or need advice, these aren't people I can call in or call and they can speak into my life and help me. Why? Unequal energy match. You're no longer settling for unequal energy. You are no longer self-sacrificing. Knight of Cups. Yeah, this is a new, exciting, passionate energy welling up for you. And here's the thing, I do feel that again somebody or multiple people fumbled the Taurus, and now you're sitting over there like, oh, what do I do now? I'm not sure what to do. I used to be able to reach out to Taurus and they knew exactly what to say to me, and then I knew what to do. What happened? What's going on? I don't have that anymore. It's because these people are more ego-based. Five of Wands in reverse. Yeah, Taurus isn't here for drama, complications, uh, manipulation, strife of any kind. Taurus is like, nope, been there, done that, got the t-shirt, got the hat. Hell, I even got a traffic ticket in all of this. No, not doing it anymore. Yeah, Taurus isn't moving forward or giving any energy into any type of connection, um, that the Taurus doesn't feel supported in. Taurus has a new attitude. This Ace of Swords, this is my new attitude card, and Taurus, you're here for it. You know, yeah, people misinterpret our energy all the time. Taurus is one that walks around all the time with resting bitch face. It's not because we're conceited, it's not because we're bitchy, none of that. It's because we know how powerful and intense our energy is, and not everybody can handle it, and they can't handle the truth. And we are so busy about our own empire, staying in our own lane, not putting attention on everybody else. What can we do for them? How can we fix them? Whatever. You're just solely concentrating on yourself. That has a lot of people wondering, well, what's going on with Taurus? What happened? Um, I do feel as we're coming up through this new moon energy and this eclipse, some of this past stuff is going to be coming around, Taurus. It's literally for you to make a different choice. If you get anything out of this reading, and whatever sticks, let it be this. As old energy is coming up, it doesn't mean you haven't done the work. It doesn't mean that that's what has to play out. It means it's time for you to own your worth and make a different choice. Yeah, the Emperor and King of Pentacles in reverse. Or Pentacles. See, this is more of Taurus. You have been in connections where you have been there for a person. You have helped them through a lot. They have feelings for you that run deeper than they've ever let on. And as much as you make them feel really good and good about themselves with the advice you give, what you see, what you share, you're always kind of just on the sideline. They call you up when they need you. The Emperor card here. Normally I'm not a fan of the Emperor energy, but Taurus, male or female, it doesn't matter. There is no gender in tarot, it's energy. But Taurus, you are entering into your Emperor, Empress era. All this stuff that you have worked through, now it is your turn. It's your turn to get what you deserve, to shine. You faced your karma. You have bossed up. You've lost a lot of people in the way, are on this journey, and people aren't happy about it. King of Pentacles in reverse. Look, the envy. All of these cards here, remember I told you this energy, jealousy and envy, caused a lot of financial constraints for you. King of Pentacles is a stable, abundant, knows where they're going type of energy. This is in reverse. That's what this jealousy and envy energy makes you feel. So as we go through these eclipse seasons and the rest of 2023, pay attention to how you feel. Not what you think, but how you feel when you think— when you're around certain people, you're talking to certain people, you're thinking about certain people. Pay attention to your body and your feelings because it is always revealing to you who does not have your best interest at heart. Can't ignore it any longer. Romantically and in friendship, guys, I really feel whoever you were dealing with saw your worth. They're very attracted to you, but it triggers them and it brings up a lot of fears. It's this fear of, I can't commit to Taurus, or I can't allow myself to feel for Taurus the way I really feel, because if I do, one day they're gonna realize I'm not on their level and they're just gonna up and leave. It's doubt and fear around their own worth is why they leave you on the sidelines. Taurus, for those of you who have been in this energy of doing nothing, waiting, seeing, is this person serious? Do they really want to spend time with me? Do they want to talk with me, have coffee with me, just to really find out what's going on with me, have an equal give and take? Continue to do Nothing. That is when you are going to see the real them, because for them, they need to work through abandonment and rejection issues. They need to make these first steps, and they need to come in correct. I do feel like whoever you've been dealing with has not been fully truthful. Taurus, you are a sign of integrity and truth. High vibrational Tauruses do not like manipulation and lies, period. We don't like it, and you get a whole different side of a Taurus if you come at us that way. I do feel that staying in your own energy, not making anything happen or trying to move the needle with this person, you are going to see the truth. Seek healing, Taurus. This is what you've been doing. This is that inner healing. You already know nobody can do this for you. You're no longer looking for outside validation. For some of you, this healing that you're seeking comes after you Edward Scissorhands the energy that is attached. Again, guys, this doesn't have to be a conversation. For some of you, you may have that conversation and let them know, but for the majority of my Tauruses, and I think you're done with the conversation, that's why you're doing nothing and you're just silently letting this fade out. You're going on about your day. And there's nothing wrong with that. Spirit, tell me more about this person Taurus needs to just leave wherever they're at in a loving way. You can energetically wish them love, peace, and prosperity and never talk to them again. Each one of you are going to handle it in your own way, and that's appropriate. Yeah, thoughts, message, and despair. So this is literally somebody who just assumed Taurus would always be there because you always have been, is about to find out, Taurus, they no longer have access to this Taurus and this energy. You are heavily on their mind, but they take no action. But you are on their mind a lot. If you're wondering who this is, because there could be a few different people, you are going to get a message, a sign, it will become clear who this person is. The less, um, they have access to you, the more they're in this despair energy. This is an energy of realizing, oh shit, I messed up. I played the wrong person. I thought Taurus would always be there. I really enjoy Taurus and their energy and their advice and whatever. When they realize they don't have access to you anymore, this despair sets in. It's not for you to run in and save the day. Despair is also— for me, it's karma. Taurus, you have been facing your karma for a few years now. You are coming out of that cycle. You've cleared it. This is why it's so imperative. If you still have people in your life that have that jealousy, envy, or they can't equally give to you— and, and I'm not talking material possessions, I'm talking energy and time— then yeah, when you cut those ties and you lovingly walk away, what happens with this person is now it's like severing it. You go your way, your karma is clear, your path is clear. You are now living in joy, abundance, happiness, and love. This person ends up here because now they have their own karma to clear, and you've broken that connection. You've forgiven them and you've cut it loose. So all of that that they haven't dealt with gets right back onto their plate. All right, guys, I hope that helped. Taurus, again, you have been through a lot. Cross-watcher, if you're still here, props to you. I know that probably wasn't easy to hear because this reading is very clear. Somebody fumbled a Taurus. 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